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tashoulinazhebeihongjiu，kaozailanganshangwangzhelouxiagongchoujiaocuodechangjing：“zenmeyigerenzaizheier？
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binglengdehanyishunzhepifumanyandaoguzili。wozhanzaijiexin，kanzhehuojialaozhaidefeiyanyinmeizaiyuwuzhong，
turanbuzhidaogaiqunali——yeyebuzaile，zheigeshijieshang，wozaiyemeiyouqinrenle。wobuhouhui，
zheilimeirenaiwo，wozaojiugailikaile。womanwumudedizouzaiyuli，leishuiheyushuihunzaiyiqi，
mohuleshixian。luguojiejiaodegongjiaozhantaishi，yibaheisedesanturanzhaozaiwotouding。wotaiqitou，
zhuangjinyishuangwenrundeyanmouli。“ruanwan？”linchedeshengyindaizhenanyizhixindejingya。“nizenmezaizheili？
”tahaoxiangshoulexie，gezigenggaole，meiyanjiantunquleshaoniandeqingse，duolejifenchengshuwenzhong。
kandaowolangbeideyangzi，tameitoulikezhouleqilai，tuoxiazijidewaitaopizaiwoshenshang，shengyinlimanshidanyou。
“nizenmele？shibushihuojiaderenqifunile？”wokanzheta，houlonglifabuchurenheshengyin，
zhinengrenyouyanleiwangxiadiao。takandaowoshihunluopodeyangzi，meizaiduowen，zhishiqingqingpailepaiwodejianbang，
“xiangenwohuiquba，nizheiyanghuishengbingde。”linchedaiwohuiletazuzhudegongyu，budadanshoushidehenganjing。
tajiwozhaoleganjingdemaojinheyifu，youzhuleyiwanretengtengdejiangtang。“wohuiguogangbujiu，
haimeilaidejilianxini。”tazuozaiwoduimian，yanshenlidaizhekuijiu。“dangnianwozoudetaicongmang，
lianjuzaijiandoumeilaidejishuo。”wodixiatouhezhejiangtang，nuanyishunzhehoulongliujinweili，
quequbusanxindidehanyi。yuanlaitahuilaile，zaiwozuilangbeideshihou。linchegaosuwo，dangniantaturanchuguo，
shiyinweiyoushiqingyaochuli。zhiyushishenmeshi，tabushuo，woyebuwen。“tingshuoni……bunengshuohuale，
wohendanxin。”womeixiangdaotahuiyizhijidewo，xinliyongqiyisinuanliu。zailinchedegongyuzhulejitianhou，
tabangwozaifujinzulejianxiaofangzi，tianzhilebiyaodejiaju。tashuotahuiguoshiweilechuangye，
kailejiaxiaoxiaodeshejigongzuoshi。“ruanwan，nibiedanxin，yihouyouwozai，buhuizairangrenherenqifuni。
”zheihuacengjingyeyourenduiwoshuoguo，kexitamenshiyanle。rizijianjianpingjingxialai。
wozhaolefenzaihuadianzhenglihuacaidegongzuo，suirangongzibugao，danmeitianhehuacaodajiaodao，xinqinghuishaoweihaoyixie。
linchejingchanglaikanwo，youshidaixietagongzuoshizuodedianxin，youshipeiwoqugongyuansanbu。
tacongbuzhuiwenwozaihuojiafashengdeshi，zhishimomodiguanxinwo。neizhongwenrouxiangchunrideyangguang，
yidiandianqusanwoxindideyinmai。kewohaishihuirenbuzhuxiangqihuosichen。xiangqitashuodeneiju“exin”，
xinjiuxiangbeidaogeyiyangteng。wobaneigehuamantadehuabensuojinchouti，buganzaikan，
paneixiehuiyihuizaicijiangwoyanmei。youtianwanshangxiabanhuijia，wofaxianjiamenkoufangzheyigebaowentong。dakaiyikan，
limianshiwozuixihuandeguihuanuomizhou，haishihuojiazhangmadeshouyi。wolengzhule，zhangmashikanzhewozhangdade，
duiwoyizhihenhao。ketazenmehuizhidaowozhuzaizheili？diertian，woquhuojiafujindechaoshimaidongxi，
yuanyuankandaozhangmazaimenkouzhangwang。takandaowoshiyanjingyiliang，kuaibuzouguolaisaijiwoyigebubao。“wanyatou，
zheishilaoyezirangwojinide。”tayadishengyin，“xianshengburangfurenzhidao，nikuainazhe。”wodakaibubao，
limianshiyixiexianjinhejizhangyinxingka，haiyouyizhangzhitiao。shangmianshihuolaoyezicangjingyoulideziji：“wanyatou，
weiqunile，queqianjiugenzhangmashuo，biekuleziji。”yanleishunjianyongleshanglai，wonazhebubaozhanzaiyuandi，
xinliwuweizachen。congneiyihou，meigeyiduanshijian，wojiamenkoujiuhuichuxianyixiedongxi。
youshishiwoaichidedianxin，youshishihuanjideyifu，
shenzhiyouyicishiwozhiqianzaihuazhanshangduokanlejiyandeshuicaiyanliao。
wozhidaozheixiedongxibukenengshihuolaoyeziyigerenzhunbeide，zhangmayebukenengzhidaowozheimeduoxihao。
youciwoguyitiqianxiaban，duozailoudaolixiangkankanshisheibadongxifangzaiwomenkou。bangwanshifen，
yigechuanzheheisexizhuangdenanrenchuxianzaiwojiamenkou，fangxiadongxijiucongconglikaile。worendeta，
tashihuosichendetieshenbaobiao，yizhigenzaihuosichenshenbian。wodexinmengdiyitiao。nandaoshi……huosichen？
zheigeniantourangwojijidongyoutongku。ruguotahaiguanxinwo，weishenmeyaoshuoneimeshangrendehua？