《爱意尽头,选择放手》 小说介绍
wushanjianbanbenyanqingxiaoshuo《aiyijintou,xuanzefangshou》,wenzhangdeyuanchuangzuozhejiaozuo beibei,nannvzhujiaofenbieshishenxinyuanchiyi,xiaoshuojianjieruxia:daoshitanlekouqi,「buguonijiejieduiniyeshizhendehao,meicinicanjiahuihuabisai,tadoulai,」「haipahuashidelaoshiduinibushangxin……
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zhenxinhuadamaoxian,shenxinyuanchoudaohezaichangyirenqinwensanfenzhong。
meidengwoyoudongzuo,tadezhumajiuyingshangqurewen。
chaoshihouliangrenhainanshenanfen,wozhoumeitixing。
shenxinyuanquedangchangnumawo:
「zhishiwangeyouxi,nizenmeshizheimeduo!」
「kanbuguanjiugun!biesaoxing。」
dangwan,tajiulazhezhumazaijialihunao。
yaoshiyiwangwoyidingkuzhenaozheqiutabiezheiyang。
errujin,woxuanzefangguobici。
ailetashiwunian,woleile。
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zhidao6dian,waimiandeshengyincaitingxialai。
wozichaodigouqizuijiao,naqishoujibotonglewaipodedianhua:
「waipo,woxianghaole,wochuguoduyanqupeini。」
waipoxijierqi:「hao,worangnixiaojiujinianpai。」
「nidengdengyiliangzhoujiuhaole。nihaohaoshoushi。henijijiegaobie。」
「waipo......」
「zenmele?shebudenijiejie?」
「meiyou,wozhishixiangjinkuai。」
waipotanlekouqi,yuqizhongdaizhenongnongdexinteng:
「wozaojiujiaonilaile,nishuonihebini......」
wocongcongguaduandianhua,buxiangzaitingxiaqu。
chuangtoudetuzifenglingsuizhechuangwaidefengqingqingyaohuang,fachuqingcuidepengzhuangsheng。
fajiudehongseshengjiezaiyangguangxiaxiandegewaiciyan,fangfoxiayimiaojiuhuiduanlie。
zheishiwobasuineinian,shenxinyuanqinshoujiwozuodeyonglaihongwoshuijue。
womenshizhongzujiating,tabiwodawusui。
genzhehoumazhujinlewojia,chenglewomingyishangdejiejie。
gangkaishi,wochuchuhetazuodui,batadangzuojiaxiangdi,qiangzouwofumudezhuyi。
ketazongshixiaozhebaorongwoderenxing。
shiersuineinian,fumuzaiyichangchehuozhongshuangshuanglishi,zhishengxiawohetaxiangyiweiming。
taxiangbianleyigeren,tunquleshaonvdezhinen。
woyongyuanwangbule,taweilerangwojixushangxue,sichudagongzhuanqiandexinkumoyang。
yewangbule,taweilebaohuwo,beiliumanghunhundashanghou,guzuojianqiangdexiaorong。
wocengwenta:「nihouhuima?weilewozheimexinku......」
tazhishixiaozherouluanwodetoufa,yuqiqingsong:
「shagua,nikeshiwodidi,wobuduinihaoduisheihao?」
buzhicongshenmeshihou,woduitadeganqing,kaishibianlezhi。
wobuganshuo,yebunengshuo,zhinengjiangzheifenganqingshenshendimaizangzaixindi,
zaitamianqian,nulibanyanhaoyige「didi」dejiaose。
gaokaojieshuneitian,yijinmen,wojiukandaoyigenanrenzhengyongbaozheta。
wozhizheneigenansheng,shengyinzhandou:「tashishei?nihetashenmeguanxi?!」
tabeiwoheleyitiao,nanrenxiaozhejiehua:
「woshiyuanyuandepengyou,shuobuzhunshiniweilaidejiefue。」
neiyike,yayizaixindiduoniandeganqingzaiyekongzhibuzhu,
「wobuyaobierenzuowojiefu,shenxinyuan,woxihuanni!」
shenxinyuandeshentimingxianjiangyingleyixia,lianshangdebiaoqingcongcuoedaoyane,
「chiyi,womenshijiedi,nizhenrangwojuedeexin!」
「恶心?我恶心?」
woxinghongzheshuangyan,duizhetapaoxiao:
「womenyoumeiyouxueyuanguanxi,womenzhijianzhishimingyishangdejiedi!」
「haoa,ruguowomenbushijiedi,nigunchuwodefangzi!」
shenxinyuanhaobushiruodihuiji,「womeiyouyiwuyangzheni!」
talenglengdikanzhewo,yanshenxiangshizaikanyigemoshengren,yigefengzi。
「woduini,zhiyoujiedizhiqing,conglaimeiyouguoqitadeganqing。」
「niyaoshizhenbawodangjiejie,jiubuyaozaishuozheizhongrangwoexindehua!」
neitian,womenbuhuanersan。
shenxinyuankaishiyouyiwuyididuozhewo,
meiciwoxiangguqiyongqijixugaobai,doubeitaxianedeyanshenbitui。
womenzhijiandeguanxijiangdaobingdian,cengjingwenxindejiabianchenglebinglengdezhanchang。
woyiweiwodejianchizongyouyitianhuidadongta,zhidaoliangnianqian。
tadiyicidainanrenhuijiaguoye。
wohongzheyan,lanzaimenkou,jinhuqiqiu:
「buxudaibierenhuilai。」
沈欣苑皱了皱眉,
「chiyi,ninaogoulemei?」tashenpangdenanrenqingmiedisaolewoyiyan,
「baobei,zheijiushinishuodeneigefanrendedidi?」
wonuhoudao,「bizui,zheilimeinishuohuadefen!」
shenxinyuanyuqibingleng,「niyaoxuezhejieshouzheigejiahuiyouqitananrenchuxian。」
wotongkudizhuazhutadeshou,
「qiuqiuni,buyaozheiyangduiwo......」
shenxinyuanzhishidandandisaolewoyiyan:
「niaicuoleren!zheijiushicuo。」
tashuowan,bianbuzaikanwoyiyan,cuokaiwodeshenti,lazheneigenanrenshanglou。
wojiangzaiyuandi,erbianhuidangzhetamenshangloushiaimeidexixiaosheng。
congneiyihou,shenxinyuangengjiasiwujidan,
jingchangdaibutongdenanrenhuijiaguoye。
wocheduanfengling,wozichaodixiaolexiao。
youxieaiqing,congyikaishi,jiuzhudingshiyichangbeiju。
zheiyici,woxuanzefangqile。
fangmenbeilakai,shenxinyuanchuanzhelingluandeshuiyi,bozishangbumanleaimeidehonghen,
「chulaijiwoaogezhou,zhangkeweiyoudianbushufu。」
「zuopidanshourouzhouba,taxihuan。」
shuowan,taxiangshituranxiangqishenmeside,yuqiruanlejifen,
「nizheijitianbushiyeweitengma,hezhoubijiaoshufu。」
wochelechezuijiao,「zhidaole,jiejie。」
wobachenghugaihuilezhiqian。
congjintianqi,wozhenxinshiyidijuedewomenshijiedile。
shenxinyuanmeizhuyidaowodechenghubianhua,
tacikedezhuyiliquanzaishenhouzhiweizheyujindezhangke,liangrenpangruowurendixinaozhe。
我木然地转身下楼。
woweiteng,neiyijingshiyigeyueqiandeshiqingle。
yigeyueqian,woyinweilinyufalegaoshao,weibingyegenzhefufa,
tengdezaichuangshangfanlaifuqu,zhengwandoumeishuihao。
tazailingyigefangjianhenanrendianluandaofeng,zhidaodiertiantacaifaxianwodeyichang。
tazhijidezhangkexihuanpidanshourouzhou。
wanglewocongxiaojiuwenbulepidandeweidao,yiwenjiuxiangtu。
wozuohaozhoushi,tamenyijingchuandaihaoxialoule。
womianwubiaoqingdijiangliangwanzhoubaizaizhuoshang,
zaitamenduimianzuoxia,mantiaosilidichizhetusi。
「zenmejiuliangwan,nibuhe?」shenxinyuanpieleyiyanzhuoshangdezhou,yuqibuyue。
「wobuxihuanwenpidanweidao。」
「niyounaoshenme,hegezhouzheimeduoshi!」
「jiejie,wocongxiaojiubuxihuan。」
shenxinyuanlengleyixia,sihuduiwoturanzhuanbiandechenghugandaochayi。
yipangdezhangkejianzhuang,lianmangdayuanchang:
「aiya,didijiushibuaihe,biebirenjiama。」
tayuqiruanlejifen:「neinihebeiniunaiba。」
wofangxiashouzhongdetusi,yuqipingjing,「niwangle,woniunaiguomin!」
shenxinyuandeliansedunshichenlexialai,「chiyi,niyouwanmeiwan。」
zhangkezaiyipangshanfengdianhuo:「wohaimeijianguoguominshenmeyangni,yaobu,shishi?」
shenxinyuanjingzhizoujinchufang,daoleyibeiniunai,
zoudaowomianqian,yuqiqiangying:「heleta。」
wokanzheyanqianzheibeirubaisedeyeti,youkanlekanshenxinyuanbinglengdelianpang,
xindiyongqiyigunanyiyanyudekuse。
「jiejie,zhendebuyongle,wo......」
「woshuo,heleta!」tayuqilidaizheburongzhiyidemingling。
「nizhendeyaowohema?」
wokanzheshenxinyuan,yanshenlichongmanleshoushanghejuewang。
「rangnihejiuhe,nalaineimeduofeihua!」
wokanzheta,turanjuedewubimosheng。
cengjingneigewenroutitiedejiejie,neigebawoshiruozhenbaodenvhai,fangfoyijingxiaoshibujianle。
woshenxiyikouqi,jieguoneibeiniunai,yiyinerjin。
niunaigangyirukou,wojiuganjuedaoyizhenqiangliedeexinganyongshangxintou。
wowuzhezui,juliedikesouqilai,liansecangbai,lenghanzhimao。
「chiyi!」shenxinyuankandaowodefanying,dunshihuangle,
lianmangqishenxiangyaoguolaichakanwodeqingkuang,quebeizhangkeyibalazhu。
「xinyuan,bieguanta,tajiushizhuangde。」
「xiangyongzheizhongfangfayinqinidezhuyi,zhenshiyouzhi。」
shenxinyuantingdaozhangkedehua,youyuleyixia。
zuizhonghaishitingxialejiaobu,zhishizhanzaiyuandi,lenglengdikanzhewo。
wotongkudiquansuozaidishang,weiliyizhenzhenjingluan,houlonglimimanzhenongzhongdexingtianwei。
woganjuezijikuaiyaozhixile,yanqianyizhenzhenfahei,yishiyekaishizhujianmohu。
mimihuhuzhong,wotingdaoshenxinyuandeshengyinzaierbianxiangqi,binglengerwuqing:
「chiyi,biezhuangle,niyaoshizhenxiangsi,jiusiyuandian,biezanglewodedi......」
woyanqianyihei,chedishiquleyishi。
yishizhujianhuilong,faxianzijiyijingzaiyiyuan。
护士在我身边抱怨:
「nishuoshuoni,mingzhidaozijiniunaiguomin,zenmehaiheneimeduoa?buyaomingla!」
wochelechezuijiao,xiangxiaoyixiao,
quechedeweigengtengle,zhinengxuruodikeleliangsheng。
「haiyounidejiashuyezhenshide,songnilaixiwanweijiuzoule,」
「zheidouduojiule,liangerenyingdoumeijianzhe!nixianzaizheiyang,sheizhaogunia?」
womosuozhecongzhentoudixiamodaoshouji,pingmuliangqi,xianshizhexiawuliangdian。
weixintubiaoshangxianshizheyitiaoweiduxinxi,laizishenxinyuan。
「zhangkebuxihuanwenxiaodushuideweidao,woxiandaitaquchifanle,wandianzailaikanni。」
wocanranyixiao,xindizuihouyisixiwangyechedipomiele。
wojiaolefenwaimaizhou,wohezhemeishenmeweidaodebaizhou,
turanxiangqiyiqianshenxinyuanhuiaohaixianzhoujiwo,meicidoubaxiabodeganganjingjing,jiupawozhadaoshou。
「woyoubushixiaohaizile。」
「buxing,nijiushixiaohaizi,jiusuannibashisuile,zaiwozheiliyeshixiaohaizi。」
neishihoushenxinyuanxiaodeyanjingwanwande,xiangshengmanmitangdeyueya。
yiqian,tabushizheiyangde。
congxiaodaoda,wojiusuancashang,tadouhuihenjinzhang。
conglaimeiyoudiuxiawo,huoxutazaojiudiuxiawole。
dengdaoshenye,shenxinyuanyemeilai。
pengyouquanli,zhangkegengxinleyitiaodongtai。
zhaopianli,taheshenxinyuanzhanzaihaibian,biciyiwei,lianshangyangyizhexingfudexiaorong。
配文是:
「wulunheshi,tadouzaiwoshenbian。」
wodexin,zaizheiyike,chedisile。
neigehaibian,shiqinglvshengdi,woyizhijiaozheshenxinyuanqu,
tadayinggaokaowanjiudaiwo,jieguoyizhidaoxianzaiwomendoumeiqucheng。
我摁灭了手机。
chuyuanhou,wokaishishoushidongxi。
fangjianlidemeiyichudouliuzhewoheshenxinyuandehuiyi:
qiangshangshitaxihuandemonaideshuilian,shujiashangshiwosongjitade**banmanhua,
jiulianchuangtouneizhannuanhuangsedetaideng,doushitaqinshoutiaoxuande。
woyijianyijiandishoushi,yijianyijiandidiuqi,
fangfoyaobazheixieniandeganqing,yidianyidiandicongwodeshengmingzhongboli。
shoushidaozuihou,zhishengxiachuangtoujulideyibenxiangceheyigemuhezi。
xiangce,limianshiwomencongxiaodaodadezhaopian。
muhezilimianzhuangzhedeshishenxinyuanyiqianxiejiwodexin。
gaokaoqiandeshihou,wojinzhangshimian,shitadexinjilewoliliang。
bisailuoxuandeshihou,shitadexinguliwozhongshixinxin。
「xiaoyi,nifangxinquzhuizhunidemengxiangba,wohuiyizhizainishenhouzhichini!」
yiziyiju,wennuanyourangrenxintong。
shouji**tuwudixiangqi,shidaoshidedianhua。
「xiaoyi,nizhendejuedingyaoqumguoduyanle?」
「shenmeshihouzou?xubuxuyaowobangnilianxidaoshi?」
daoshideshengyinlichongmanleguanxinhebushe。
「ng,yijingjuedingle,xiazhoudefeiji。」
「舍得你姐姐啊?」
daoshixiaozhedaqudao,「xiangdangchunilianjingdadebaoyandoumeiqu,juedejulinijiejietaiyuan。」
woguzuoqingsong,「shede,renzongshiyaozhangdade,nanengyizhihejiejiezaiyiqi。」
「说的也是,」
daoshitanlekouqi,「buguonijiejieduiniyeshizhendehao,meicinicanjiahuihuabisai,tadoulai,」
「haipahuashidelaoshiduinibushangxin,meigedousonglailipinbaituorenjiazhaoguni。」
「nizheiyizou,tagaiduoshangxina......」
wochenmobuyu,shenxinyuanduiwohenhao,congxiaodaodadouduiwohenhao。
可如今,物是人非。
erwonengzuode,jiushilikaizheili,yibieliangkuan。
爱意尽头,选择放手