不存在的自杀
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xuzhang：bucunzaidezishaliweijiedaodianhuashi，shilingchensandian。chuangwai，chengshidenihongyanmeizaixilidelengyuli。
“laoli，nidelaiyitang。”dianhuaneitou，xingzhenzhiduijishukedewangpangzishengyinganse，“xinghezibendelaozong，
chenxinghe，sile。zaitazijishufangdebaoxianjuli。”“baoxianju？”liweizuoqishen，shuiyiquanwu。
yigeshenjiabaiyidejinrongjue，sizaizijiabaoxianjuli？zheitingqilaixiangsanliuxuanyixiaoshuodekaitou。“dui，
gengguaideshi，xianchangshijueduimishi。shufangmenfansuo，chuanghuwanhao，weiyideyaochizaitazijishuiyikoudaili。
faxiantadeshitanver，chenshu。tashuotafuqinyoushimianzheng，meiwanzheigediandouhuixialouhebeireniunai，
jintianmeidengdao，shangquqiaomenmeifanying，caiyongbeiyongyaochikaidemen。”“beiyongyaochi？”“dui，
fangzaitafurenshengqiandeyigeshoushiheli，zhiyoutanverzhidaoweizhi。womenjianchaguo，
neibeiyongyaochihenjiumeidongguole，shangmianmanshihuichen。”liweigandaochenxingheweiyushijiaoshandingdebieshushi，
tiangangmengmengliang。bieshushehuaquebingleng，xianggeshejijingmeidelongzi。shufangzaierlou，cikeyibeijingjiexiangekai。
wangpangziyingshanglai，lianseningzhong：“zijikanba，xiemendehen。”shufanghenda，yizhengmianqiangdoushishujia，
lingyimianshiluodichuang，zhengduizhewuqiliaoraodeshanjing。fangjianzhongyangdehongmushuzhuoshoushideyisibugou。
kaoneiqiangdeweizhi，baifangzheyigebanrengaodedeguodingzhibaoxianju，jumencikechangkaizhe。chenxinghedeshiti，
jiuquansuozaizheigeneibukongjianyue0.5lifangmidebaoxianjuli。tachuanzhesizhishuiyi，shentiquanqu，
touwaixiangyice，lianshangmeiyourenhetongkuhuozhengzhadebiaoqing，zhiyouyizhongjinhushandingdepingjing。
baoxianjuneibumeiyoubodouhenji，meiyouxueji，kongqiyebuxianwuzhuo。fayichubupanduan，siyinshizhixi，
danjutijizhibuming。siwangshijiandayuezaizuowanshiyidiandaojintianlingchenyidianzhijian。“jianchaguoneibujiguanma？
”liweiwen。zheizhonggaojibaoxianju，youshihuipeibeiyixiefangdaocuoshi。“chale，jiushigechuncuidejixiemimasuo，
meirenheewaizhuangzhi。mimazhiyouchenxinghezijizhidao。womenshiguo，baolipojiexuyaozhuanyegongjuheshijian。
”wangpangzizhizhebaoxianjuneicemenban，“nikanzheili。”liweicoujin，jiezhuqiangguangshoudian，
kandaoguanghuadejinshumenbanneice，youjidaojiqixiwei、pailieguaiyidehuahen。buxianggongjuzaochengde，
daoxiangshi……yongzhijiakeyihuachulaide？“haiyouzheige，”wangpangzidiguoyigezhengwudai，
limianshiyizhangzhediedebianqianzhi，shizaishuzhuochoutishenchuzhaodaode，
shangmianyongdayinjidazheyixingzi：**“yiqieguiyuling。”**bijijiandingquerenbushichenxinghesuoxie。
“mofangyishu？”liweizhoumei。yigezhangkongpangdajinrongdiguoderen，huiyongzheizhongfangshigaobie？erqie，
sizaibaoxianjuli，zhei“guiyuling”defangshiyetaijuxiangle。“tanverzenmeshuo？”“qingxubengkuile，
zailouxiayounvjingpeizhe。tashuotafuqinzuijinyalishihenda，gongsiyouxiexiangmuchulewenti，danjuewuzishaqingxiang。
erqie……”wangpangziyadileshengyin，“chenshujianchishuo，tafuqinyouqingweideyoubikongjuzheng。
”yigeyoubikongjuzhenghuanzhe，huixuanzezaibaoxianjulijieshushengming？liweihuanguzheigemishi。fansuodemen，
wanhaodechuang，weiyideyaochizaisizheshenshang，beiyongyaochichenfeng。chenxingheshiruhezijijinrubaoxianju，
bingcongneibuguanshangmende？zheigenbenbufuhewuliguilv。chufei，zheibushizisha。yigebukenengdefanzuixianchang。
yijuhanyibumingde“yiyan”。yigebufuheluojidesifa。liweigandao，
zijizhengzhanzaiyigejudamituanderukou，heianzhong，sihuyoubinglengdeshuziheluojizaiwushengliudong。
---**diyizhang：shuzidediyu**chenxinghedeshehuiguanxiwangxunsubeipukai。tabaishouqijia，
shouwanqiangying，zaizibenquanshudizhongduo。jinqi，xinghezibentouzidejigegaokejixiangmujielianshoucuo，
chuanwenzijinlianjinzhang。shangyeduishou、beicaiyuandeyuangong、touzishibaidehehuoren……youdongjiderenbuzaishaoshu。
dansuoyourendouwufatuponeigewanmeidemishi。diaochaxianrujiangjushi，liweishoudaolewuzhengkesonglaideyifenbaogao，
shiguanyubaoxianjuneiceneixiezhijiahuahende。jingguogaojingdusaomiaohesanweijianmo，
jishuyuanfaxianneixiehuahenbingfeizaluanwuzhang。tamenyouyixiliezhangduanbuyidexianduanhedianzucheng，
pailiefangshijiyouguilv。“zheixiangshi……mouzhongbianma？”nianqingdejishuyuantuice。liweixinzhongyidong。
chenxingheshilikechushen，zaonianhaizuoguoyiduanshijianchengxuyuan，duishuzihemimayouteshudepianhao。
tamenchangshilemosidianma、erjinzhi、asciimadengduozhongchangjianbianmafangshi，
douduiyingbushangyouyiyidezifu。liweibazijiguanzaibangongshili，duizheneixiehuahendefangdazhaopiankusimingxiang。
zhangduanxian……dian……pailie……huran，taxiangqichenxingheshufangli，chulejinrongshuji，
haiyoubushaoguanyushuxuehegudianmimaxuedeshu。talikerangshouxiazaiqusoucha，
zhongdianzhuyishifouyouyuzheixiehuahenxingtaixiangguandexiansuo。tongshi，
tazhongxinshenshileneizhangdayinde“yiyan”：“yiqieguiyuling。”ling……zaishuxuezhong，lingshiqidian，
yeshizhongdian。zaijisuanjishijieli，lingshierjinzhidejichu……tademuguangzaiciluodaoneixiehuahenshang。
zhangdehuahen，duandehuahen，
dian……yigedadandecaixiangfuxian：zheihuibuhuishiyizhongfeichanggulaodebianma——**peigenmima**？
peigenmimashiyizhongzhihuanmima，yongliangzhongbutongdeyuansu（ruaheb）laidaibiaozimu。
tongchangyongdaxiaoxie、huobutongdezitilaibiaoshiaheb。zaizheili，zhangdehuahenshifoukeyidaibiaoa（huob），
duandehuahendaibiaob（huoa），erdian，zuoweifengefu？talikezheshoujinxingzhuanhuan。jiangzhanghuahenshewei“a”，
duanhuahenshewei“b”，hulveneixiezuoweifengefudedian。jingguoyifannaixindezhuanhuanheduizhaopeigenmimabiao，
xianchulai：**trustnoone**（buyaoxiangxinrenheren）liweidehoubeicuanqiyiguliangyi。
zheibushiyiyan！zheishijinggao！shichenxinghezaishengmingzuihoushike，yongjinliqiliuxiadexueleijinggao！
tazhidaozijihuisi！tazhidaoshataderenkenengjiuzaitashenbian，shitaxinrenderen！
“buyaoxiangxinrenheren”——zheijuhuaxiangyikuaitourusishuitandeshitou，shunjiandapolebiaomiandepingjing。
neigewanmeidemishi，cikekanlai，gengxiangshiyigejingxinbuzhidewutai，yonglaiyangaimoushadezhenxiang。xiongshou，
jiuzaichenxinghexinrendequanzili。nverchenshu？gongsigaoguan？qinmidepengyou？
haishi……neigediyishijiandaodaxianchang，bingyindaochubudiaochafangxiangde……liweidemuguang，
buyouzizhuditouxianglebangongshiwai，zhengzaimangliudiheduishujudewangpangzi。tazhidao，congxianzaikaishi，
tabixuduzimianduizheigeyinzangzaishuzihemimabeihoude、binglengdeshashou。
---**dierzhang：lingdeboyi**“buyaoxiangxinrenheren”。zheitiaolaizisizhetineidexunxi，
xiangyidaowuxingdepingzhang，jiangliweiyuzhenggeshijiegekai。tabuganqingyijiangpoyijieguoshangbao，
zhinengmimizhankaidiaocha。chenxinghedegongsi，xingheziben，neibuboguiyunjue。jiweifuzongcaimingzhengandou，
douduiceodeweizhihushidandan。shouxicaiwuguanzhoumin，yigezhuangrongjingzhi、yanshenruilidenvren，
zaichenxinghesihoubiaoxianchulechaohuxunchangdezhangkongyu。jishuzongjianzhaowei，
zeduigongsihexindesuanfajiaoyipingtai“tianshu”huimorushen。liweiyilejiechenxinghejinqigongzuoyaliweiyou，
fenbieyuetanlezheixieren。zhoumindeyancidishuibulou，
jianggongsikunjingguijiuyushichanghuanjinghejingzhengduishoudebuzhengdangshouduan，
danliweinengganjuedaotayuqizhongdui“tianshu”xitongdeyisibumanhe……jidan？zhaoweizexianggedianxingdejishuzhai，
tandao“tianshu”shiyanzhongfangguang，chengqiweichenxinghezuiweidadeyichan，nenggouyuceshichangbodong，
buzhuoweixiaodetaolijihui。dandangliweiwenjixitongshifoucunzailoudonghuo**zongdekenengshi，
zhaoweilikebiandejingtihedichu。“`tianshu`shiwanmeide！tadehexinsuanfazhiyouchenzonghewowanquanzhangwo，
jueduianquan！”`jueduianquan`？liweixinzhonglengxiao。zaishuzishijie，conglaijiumeiyoujueduizheihuishi。
tadiaoqulechenxinghesiqianyiduanshijiandetongxunjiluhexingchenganpai。faxiantazaisiwangqianyizhou，
cengmimihuijianleyiweimingjiao**xieyihan**dewangluoanquanguwen。genjujilu，
xieyihanshiyeneidingjiandebaike，shanzhangfaxianxitongloudonghezhuizongshuzihenji。liweijijingzhouzhe，
zaiyigeyinbidegongzuoshizhaodaolexieyihan。tashigesanshisuizuoyoudenianqingnvxing，chuanzhesuiyi，
yanshenqueyichangminglianghelengjing。“chenxinghexianshengqueshizhaoguowo。”xieyihanmeiyoufouren，
“tahuaiyi‘tianshu’xitongbeirenzhirulehoumen，daozhimouxieguanjianjiaoyizhilingbeicuangaihuoyanchi，
zaochenglejuesunshi。tajilewozuigaoquanxian，rangwojinxingmimishenji。”“jieguoni？”“wofaxianleyichang。
”xieyihandakaizijidediannao，diaochufuzadedaimaliuhetupu，
“youjiqigaomingdeshujubaozaitedingshijiandianbeizhuru，xiugailebufenfengxiankongzhicanshuhejiaoyizhilingdeyouxianji。
shoufafeichangyinbi，raoguolesuoyouchangguijiance。
zhuizongyuantou……zhixianglejigejingguoduocitiaozhuandehaiwai**ip，wufajingquedingwei。
”“nengquedingshisheigandema？”xieyihanyaoyaotou：“duifangshigaoshou。danchenzongsihu……xinliyoushu。
tanadaochububaogaoshi，liansehennankan，shuoleyijuhenqiguaidehua。”“shenmehua？
”“tashuo：‘guoranshilingheboyi……tazhongjiuhaishixuanzeleguiling。’”**lingheboyi**！
**guiling**！zheilianggecixiangshandianyiyangjizhongleliwei！chenxingheliuxiade“yiqieguiyuling”，
nandaozhidebushishengmingdezhongjie，ershi……mouzhongshuziyiyishangde“guiling”？mouzhongjinrongcaozuo？huozhe，
shi“lingheboyi”zhong，yifangshouyibiranyiweizhelingyifangsunshidecankuguize？“chenzongsihou，
woshitujixushenrudiaocha，danwodefangwenquanxianbeilikeqieduanle。”xieyihanbuchongdao，“duifangfanyinghenkuai，
erqie……sihuzhidaowodecunzai。”neigui！gongsineibuyidingyouneigui，erqiediweibudi！
liweiganjuezhenxiangdepintuzhengzaiyipianpianjuhe。chenxinghefaxianle“tianshu”xitongdeloudonghe**zongdehenji，
mimidiaocha，chudonglemuhouheishoudeliyi，zhaozhishashenzhihuo。
xiongshouliyonggaochaodejishu（huoxuyebaokuoduichenxinghexinlihexiguandelejie），zhizaolewulishangdemishi，
bingliuxiawudaoxingde“yiyan”。er“yiqieguiyuling”he“buyaoxiangxinrenheren”，
douzhixiangleneigeyinzangzaixinrenmianjuxiadebeipanzhe。zheigebeipanzhe，jingtongjishu，shuxichenxinghe，
younenglicaozong“tianshu”，bingqie……henkenengjiuzaigongsihexinceng，shenzhikenengcanyulezuichudexianchangdiaocha，
cainengrucixunsudiqieduanxieyihandequanxian。liweidemingdanshang，zhishengxialiaoliaojigemingzi。zhoumin？zhaowei？
haishi……neigeyizhibiaoxianbeitong、kansiwuhaidenverchenshu？tashifouzhendeduifuqindemimiyiwusuozhi？
erneigebinglengdejinggao，rutongdamokelisizhijian，gaoxuanyuding。tasheiyebunengxin，zhinengyikaozijidepanduan，
zaizheishuzidemigongzhong，duziqianxing。
---**disanzhang：xinrendexianjing**“lingheboyi”he“guiling”xianglianggeguanjiandechilun，
qianruleliweituilidejiqizhong。takaishiquanlidiaochaxinghezibende“tianshu”xitong，
yijikenengshejide“guiling”shicaozuo。tongguojingzhenzhiduidexiezhu，
tadiaoqulexinghezibenjinbannianlaidesuoyouzhongdajiaoyijilu。zaixieyihanzhichuyichangdeshijiandianfujin，
guoranfaxianlejibijiqixiqiaodejiaoyi。zheijibijiaoyishejijudadegangganhegaodufuzadejinrongyanshengpin，