重生后，我亲手将爱我十年的妻子推向深渊
《重生后，我亲手将爱我十年的妻子推向深渊》 小说介绍
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”“suyatoutingwan，bazijiguanzaifangjianlisantiansanye，chulaihou，jiuyigezi，‘jia’。”womadehua，
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wozheigebeitayongxingminghexingfushouhuzhede**，youshizenmeduitade？wowuhuita，xiuruta，zenghenta。
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wodewuzangliufu，douxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshou，henhendiroucuozhe，tengdewokuaiyaosidiao。congwomaneilichulai，
woxianggeyouhunyiyang，zaijunqulihuangdang。wobuzhidaogaiqunali，yebuzhidaogaizuoshenme。wodenaozili，
yipianhunluan。zhenxianglaidetaituran，taimenglie，dadewocuoshoubuji。woxuyaoshijian，
laixiaohuazheigecankudeshishi。buzhibujue，wozoudaoleshejixunlianchang。changshang，linwanzhengzailianxisheji。
tadedongzuohenbiaozhun，qiangfayehenzhun，jihuqiangqiangshihuan。kewokanzheta，
xinliquezaiyeshengbuchuyisixinshanghebolan。wodenaohaili，bushoukongzhidishanguoshangbeizineichangtuxidehuamian。
mijideqiangsheng，feijiandexueye，haiyousuniandaoxiashi，neishuangjuewangyoujietuodeyanjing。neichangtuxi，
laidetaiguoxiqiao。womendexingzong，xiangshibeidirenwanquanzhangwoleyiyang，meiyibu，doubeisisidisuanjizhe。
dangshi，woyiweishiqingbaoxielu。kehoulai，junquneibuchalehenjiu，yemeiyouchachurenhewenti。zheijianshi，
jiuchengleyizhuangxuanan。xianzaixianglai，ruguodangnian“bihun”dezhenxiangdounengbeiyangaideneimehao，
neimeyichang“yiwai”detuxi，youyoushenmebukenengni？yigekepadeniantou，zaiwoxindifengkuangzisheng。huoxu，
neichangtuxi，genbenjiubushiyiwai。erxieluwomenxingzongde，jiushiwomenneibuderen。huishisheini？
sheizuixiwangsuniansi？sheiyounengcongsuniandesizhong，huodezuidadeliyi？wodemuguang，
luozailebuyuanchudelinwanshenshang。shitama？shangbeizi，suniansihou，linwanyizhipeizaiwoshenbian，
wuweibuzhidizhaoguwo。suoyourendouyiwei，wohuiquta。lianwoziji，douyiduzheimerenwei。kezuihou，
woquejujueleta，yigeren，shouzhesuniandeguhui，guoleshinian。ruguo，suniandesi，
zhendeshitayishoucehuade……wobuganzaixiangxiaqu。zheigecaice，taiguoedu，yetaiguojingsong。
keyidanzheigeniantouzhongxia，jiuzaiyewufagenchu。wokanzhelinwanneizhangwenrouwuhaidelian，diyici，
gandaoleyiguchegudehanyi。“ajue，nilaile。”linwanjieshulexunlian，kandaowo，likexiaozheyingleshanglai。
taxiangguolaiwanwodeshou，beiwobudongshengsedibikaile。“ng。”wodandandiyingleyisheng。wodeshuyuan，
ranglinwanlianshangdexiaorongjiangleyixia。“ajue，nizuijin……shibushiyoushenmexinshi？”taxiaoxinyiyidiwendao，
“zongganjueniguaiguaide。”“meishenme。”woyaoleyaotou，“xunlianleileeryi。
”wobuxiangrangtakanchuwodeyiyang。zaimeiyouzhengjuzhiqian，renhedecaice，douzhishicaice。woxuyaozhengju。
nengyichuidingyinde，tieyibandezhengju。“duile，ajue，xiageyuejunquyouyicilianheyanxi，tingshuoguimohenda，
womenyaobuyao……”“yanxideshiqing，tingcongshangjianpai。”wodaduanta，“wohaiyoushi，xianzoule。
”wobuxiangzaihetaduodaiyimiao。tashenshangdexiangshuiwei，rangwojuedeexin。wozhuanshenlikai，shenhou，
linwandeshengyindaizheyisiweiquhebugan。“ajue！”womeiyouhuitou。woxianzai，zhixiangquzhaoyigeren。sunian。
wobixujiandaota。woyouhenduohua，xiangduitashuo。woxianggaosuta，wocuole。woxianggaosuta，dangniandeshiqing，
wodouzhidaole。woxiang……qiutayuanliang。wopaodaohouqinbu，quebeigaozhi，sunianqinglejia，huijiale。
wolikemabutingtidigandaolesujia。sujiadejingweiyuanrenshiwo，meiyoulanwo。
woyiluchangtongwuzudilaidaolesuniandefangmenqian。fangmenjinbizhe。wotaiqishou，xiangyaoqiaomen，
queyouchichibuganluoxia。wogaizenmekaikou？diyijuhua，gaishuoshenme？duibuqi？haishi，woaini？
zheilianggeci，wodouqianletashinian。jiuzaiwoyouyubujuedeshihou，fangmen，conglimianbeidakaile。
sunianchuanzheyishenjiajufu，zhanzaimennei，kandaowo，lengleyixia。suiji，tahaokandemeitou，
jiujinjindizhouleqilai。“nilaiganshenme？”tadeshengyin，yijiushineimeleng。“wo……”wozhanglezhangzui，
houlongquexiangshibeishenmedongxiduzhule，yigeziyeshuobuchulai。wokanzheta，kanzhetaqingshoudelianjia，
cangbaidezuichun，haiyouneishuangduiwochongmanlefangbeiheyanedeyanjing。wodexin，tengdexiangshiyaoliekai。qianyanwanyu，
zuizhong，zhihuazuolesangezi。“duibuqi。”4.“duibuqi？”sunianxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，
chixiaoleyisheng。“shenjue，nizheiju‘duibuqi’，weimianyetailianjiale。”takaozaimenkuangshang，shuangshouhuanxiong，
yanshenlidechaofeng，xiangdaoziyiyang，yipianpiandigezhewoderou。“nibawodangchengshenmele？yigezhaozhijilai，
huizhijiqudewanouma？”“nixinqinghaole，jiupaolaigenwoshuoju‘duibuqi’，xiangrangwoganendaide，
yaozheweibahuidaonishenbian？”“nixinqingbuhaole，jiuyijiaobawotikai，rangwogundeyueyuanyuehao？”“shenjue，
nipingshenme？”tadeshengyinbuda，quezizizhuxin。wobeitawendeyakouwuyan，zhinenglangbeidizhanzaiyuandi，
renyoutadeyanyu，jiangwolingchi。shia，wopingshenme？wopingshenmeyiwei，yijuqingpiaopiaode“duibuqi”，
jiunengmoquwodaijitadesuoyoushanghai？wopingshenmeyiwei，zhongshengyici，wojiunenglisuodangrandi，
dedaotadeyuanliang？“wo……”wojiannandikaikou，shengyinshayadebuchengyangzi，“wobushineigeyisi。
”“neinishishenmeyisi？”sunianbubujinbi，sihaomeiyoujiwochuanxidejihui。“nishixianggaosuwo，
nituranliangxinfaxian，juededuibuqiwole？”“haishishuo，nihenidelinwannaobieniule，
youxiangqiwozheigebeitaile？”“shenjue，nirangwojuedeexin。”zuihouneijuhua，
tajihushiyaozheyashuochulaide。wodexin，shunjianchendaolegudi。exin。yuanlaizaitaxinli，
woyijingbukandaolezheigedibu。yeshi。huanzuoshiwo，woyehuijuedeexin。woshenxiyikouqi，
qiangyaxiaxintoudekuse，taiqitou，zhishizhetadeyanjing。“sunian，wozhidao，woxianzaishuoshenme，
nidoubuhuixin。”“woyebuqiunimashangyuanliangwo。”“wozhixianggaosuni，dangniandeshi，wodouzhidaole。
”“shiwo**，shiwowuhuileni。”“duibuqi。”woyoushuoleyibian“duibuqi”。zheiyici，
woshuodewubizhengzhong，wubirenzhen。suniandeshenti，sihujiangleyixia。takanzhewo，
yanshenlishanguoyisifuzadeqingxu，danhenkuai，jiubeigengshendebinglengsuoqudai。“suoyini？
nizhidaoleyouzenmeyang？”“shenjue，niyiwei，wohaizaihuma？”“shiniandewuhui，shiniandelengbaoli，
niyiwei，yiju‘wozhidaole’，jiunengyibigouxiaoma？”“niyiwei，wodexin，shitiedade，
beinishangleyiciyouyici，hainengwanhaoruchuma？”tashuozhe，yanquanmanmanbianhongle。ketaquejueqiangdi，
meiyourangyanleidiaoxialai。wokanzhetafanhongdeyanjing，xintengdekuaiyaowufahuxi。woxiangshangqianbaobaota，
xiangbatajinjindiroujinhuaili，gaosuta，wozhidaocuole，wozhendezhidaocuole。kewodejiao，
quexiangshibeiguanleqianyiyang，chenzhongdewufayidongfenhao。wozhidao，womeiyouzige。“sunian，
wo……”“goule。”tadaduanwo，shengyinlidaizheyisipibei，“wobuxiangzaitingnishuohuale。”“shenjue，
womenyijingjieshule。”“congnixuanzelinwandeneiyikeqi，womenjiuyijing，chedijieshule。”“yihou，
qingnibuyaozailaidaraowodeshenghuo。”“women，jiudangconglaimeiyourenshiguoba。”shuowan，ta“peng”deyisheng，
guanshanglefangmen。neishanjinbidefangmen，jiuxiangyidaotianqian，jiangwoheta，chedigejuezailelianggeshijie。
wozhanzaimenwai，jiujiumeiyoulikai。zhidaotiansejianwan，huadengchushang，wocaituozhechenzhongdebufa，
shihunluopodihuidaolejunqu。conglaimeiyourenshiguo……tajingran，xianghewoconglaimeiyourenshiguo。zheigerenzhi，
bishalewohairangwonanshou。jiexialaidejitian，wochedixianrulexingshizouroudezhuangtai。xunlianshi，woxinbuzaiyan，
pinpinchucuo，haojicidouchadianshangdaoziji。linwankanchulewodebuduijing，zongshixiangfangshefadilaiguanxinwo。
“ajue，nishibushishengbingle？yaobuyaoqukankanyisheng？”“ajue，wojinidunletang，niheyidianba。
”“ajue……”tadeguanxin，zaicikedewokanlai，zhijuedewubiguozaohexuwei。wokaishihuaiyi，shangbeizi，
woshibushixialeyan，caihuijuedetawenroushanliang，shanjierenyi。“woshuole，womeishi！”wozhongyurenbuzhu，
chongtafalehuo。“linwan，ninengbunengbuyaozailaifanwole？”“woxuyaoyigerenjingyijing！
”linwanbeiwohoudelengzhule，yanleizaiyankuanglidazhuan，yifuxuanranyuqidemoyang。“ajue，
wozhishiguanxinni……”“wobuxuyaonideguanxin！”wolenglengdidaduanta，“guanhaonizijideshijiuxingle。
”shuowan，wobuzailihuita，jingzhizouchulexunlianchang。woxuyaoyigetupokou。yigenengrangwozhongxinjiejinsunian，
bingqienengzhengminglinwanzhenmianmudetupokou。henkuai，jihuijiulaile。xiageyuedelianheyanxi，fanganxialaile。
zheiciyanxi，guimokongqian，monideshiyichangzhenshidefankongzuozhan。womenjiangzuoweilanfang，fuzeshentouhepohuai。
erhongfang，zeyouqitajunqudejingyingbuduizucheng，fuzefangshou。erzheiciyanxideqingbaofenxigongzuo，
yousuniansuozaidehouqinbuquanquanfuze。zheishiyigejuejiadejihui。yanxi，jiuyiweizheqingbaozhan。