《宁为归心》 小说介绍
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taihaole,wobazheibizhangsuanzailexiayourandeshenshang。
wotangzaibingchuangshang,yanleizhibuzhudeliuchulai,kanzheshenhouyan,“duibuqi,shiwomeiyong,shiwowuneng,shiwomeinenghaohaobaohuhaowomendehaizi。”
wobuduandigenzhenanrendaoqian,ershenhouyanzhishishenchushoumoquwodeyanlei,“bieku,meishile。”
woyaoyaotou,“houyan,womendehaizimeile,wozhendehaonanguo。”
wodeyanleizhibuzhudiliuchulai,“wobuzhidaowohuaiyunle,wozhishiganjuezuijinyouxiepibei,wobenlaixiangqukanyishengde,quemeiyouxiangdaojintian……
wodehuayuyanyouzhi,danshiwoxiangxinshenzhixingyijingzhidaole,yourenhuibazhengjunajizheinanrenkande。
shenzhixingzhouleyixiameitou,“biekule,yishengshuonibunengkude,nixianzaishentihenxuruo,xuyaoanxindejingyang。”
wokanzheta,“nibuguaiwoma?houyan,niyinggaiguaiwode,shiwomeiyouyong,meinengbaohuhaowomendehaizi。”
“shagua,buguannideshi,nitinghua,guaiguaidexiuxi,haizimenyihouhaihuiyoude。”
wojinyaozhechun,“shima,shiwogennidehaizi?”
“dangran。”tashenchushoumomowodeyanlei,“tinghua,haohaodexiuxi,biexiangzheijianshile。”
wodiandiantou,dengwoshuizhezhihoushenhouyancailikai,ganjuedaoneinanrenlikaizhihouwozhengkaiyanjing。
womozhezijidexiaofu:haiziduibuqi,shiniwowuyuanbunengzuomunv,ruguohaiyoulaishengdeyuanfen,woyuanyizaibuchang。
weishenmeshimunv?yinweiwomengjianwodehaizishiyigenvhai,yigefeichangkeairoudududenvhai。
woliuxiayanleizaigenwodehaizigaobie。
wanshangdeshihouxiaotaolaizhaowo,xiaotaoshiwodezhuli,shiwojinianqianjiuguodeyigenvhai,duiwohenzhongxin。
“baijie,jinikankanzheige。”tanaguoshouji,boleshipinfangzaiwodemianqian,ranhouwojiukandaoleshenhouyanhexiayouran。
“houyan,wobushiguyide,neigenvren……tashiguyide,taguyicongloushangshuaixiaqude。”xiayouranyilianweiqudeshuozhe。
“guyi?taweishenmeyaoguyixianhaini?”
xiayouranjinjinyaozhechun,“wobuzhidaofanzhengneinvrenyidingshiguyide,yexutashiweileliuzhunini?”
shenhouyantingdaozheihuazhouleyixiameitou,“xianhaini,yongtazijihaishiyongtaduzilidehaizi?zhibuzhidaonineimetuitaxiaqutadehaizimeile。”
tingdaozheihuaxiayouranzhengdayanjing,“shenmeyisi?tahuaiyunle?nizenmerangtahuaiyunle,nijuranrangtahuaiyunle?nizenmekeyirangbiedenvrenhuainidehaizi,wocaiyouzigeshengxianidehaizi,tazenmekeyi……tabupei!”
xiayouranjihushibengkuizhe,tayizhikuzhebuting,yuanbenhaizainuqizhongdeshenhouyankandaotazheiyangzijiumeizhele,yushishenchushoujiangtalouzaihuaizhong,“nibieku,nizhibuzhidaokandaonikuwodexindousuile。”
xiayouranjiuzheimeyiweizaitadehuaizhong,“shibushiyinweiwobunenghuaiyunbunengshenghaizi,nicaiyaobiedenvrende?woyekeyide,wodexinzangyijinghenanquanle。houyan,rangwojinishengyigehaiziba。”
shenhouyanxintengdemuguangmozaitadelianshang,“wobuhuirangnichuyidianchachi,wobuhuirangnimaozhezheiyangdefengxianquzuozheijianshiqing。”
“keshiwoxianga,woxiangjinishengyigehaizi,nizhibuzhidaowoyouduomejiduneigenvren?zaozhidaozheiyangwodangchujiubulikaile,woyinggaizainishenbiancaishide。”
xiayouranyongyanleidadongleta,yuanbenhaizainuqidangzhongdeshenhouyankandaotazheifuyangzichedidetoujiangle,jinjindejiangtalouzaihuaizhong,“biekubieku,nideyanleihuijiaowoxinteng。”
“keshihouyan,wozhendehaonanguo,woyehaoxiangjinishenghaizi。”
“womenhuiyouhaizide,yidinghuide。”
“zhendema?”xiayourantaiqiyanmoukanzheta。
沈厚言点点头。
kanzhetamenbaozaiyiqidehuamian,wobuyoudelengxiao,zheixiehuamianshizaixiayourandexiuxishi,worangrentoutoufanglejiankong,wocaikeyikanjianzheichuxi。
xiayouranzaijuzuqifuyigenvzhulibeimashangresou,yebuzhidaozenmebeipailexialaibeifangdaowangshang,dajiamatashuadapai,butitiegongzuoren,lianzheshenhouyanyiqima。
shuozhende,ruguobushixiayouranzijibuzuosi,zhendemeirennengbangwo。
meicitadoubazijisongshangresou,wozhendeyaoxiexietanaozibuhao。
keshiwozenmedoumeiyouxiangdaoxiayigeresou,juranshixiayouranzaijuzuyundao。
woshibuzhidaotafashengleshenme,zhidaowoyigexingqizhihoujiandaoshenhouyan。
kanzhetadeyangzisihubuhuihenhao。
“guixin,bangwodaobeishui。”shenhouyandehualuoxia。
kanjianzheinanrendaozaishafashangli,yishenjiuwei,niezhemeixin,kanjiantazheiyangwobuyoudelengxiao,naqizhuomiandeshuijita。
shenhouyanjieguoshuibeiheleyikou,jieguofaxianshibing,zhouzhemeitou“weishenmezheimebingshui,woyaoherede,jiwodaoyibeireshui。”
kandaotazheifuyangzi,wojiujuedegenghaoxiaole。
wohuanleyibeireshuijita,nanrencaiheleyikou,tajiuzhijietuluchulai,“nixiangtangsiwoma?”
kanzhetawuyuanwugugenwofapiqi,woyelaijing,“shenhouyan,nizheishizaigenwofapiqima?”
shenhouyanzhengkaiyanjingkanzhewo,sihumeiliaodaowohuihendashengdigentashuohua。
“guixin,woxinqingbuhao,nibienao。”
“niyiweizhiyounixinqingbuhaoma?”
taniezhemeitou,“nizaigenwonaoshenme?”
“nao?woshenmeshihougenninaole?”
“shibushiyinweiwozuijinpeizheyourannibugaoxingle,wobushigennishuolema,wogentameishenmeshi。”
tingdaotadehuanghua,wobuyoudelenglengdexiaozhe,“shenhouyan,woyegennishuoguo,ruguoyouyitiannixiangyaolikai,xianggenxiayouranzaiyiqi,woyuanyichengquannimen,kenixianzaisuanshenme?nizhibuzhidaoxianzaiyouduoshaomeitizaibaodaotadeshiqing,nibangtaneixiemeitiliannidouyiqima。”
wokule,kudetebiedecan。
“nixintengxiayouran,kesheixintengni?”
“nizhibuzhidaokanjianneixierenmani,woduonanshou,woshoubulebierenmani。”
wodunzaidishangaoaodaku,kudetebiedecan。
zheishiwojihuadeyizhao,woyongwoxintengdeleishuidadongzheinanren。
xiayourannengzuodaodeshiqingwoyidingyenengzuodao。
shenhouyanbaozhewo,“bieku,nibieku。”
“shenhouyan,nizhenshiyigehundan,nixintengbiedenvren,kezhixintengni,wocaibuzaihuxiayouranzenmeyang,wozhizaihuni。”
wodetoumaizaitadehuaizhong,yanleizhibuzhudeliuzhe。
shenhouyanlouzhewodetou,jiuzheimeyixiayixiademozhe,“wozhidao,wozhendezhidao,wozhidaonixintengwo。”
woxixibizi,likaitadehuaizhong。
womozhetadelian,“nishoule,nizheijitianmeihaohaochidongxima?”
shenhouyanlouzhewokaozaishafashang,tadetoukaozaiwodejianshang,“guixin,woyaozenmeban……youranta……xinzangyouchulewenti。”
“nishuoshenme?”wojingyadekanzheshenhouyan。
xiayourandexinzangchuxianlewenti,neishigegedexinzang。
“xiayourandexinchuxianleshenmewenti?”
kandaowojinzhangdeyangzi,shenhouyanbingmeiyouduoxiang,takusedexiaolexiao,“nizhidaodexiayouranzhiqianzuoguoxinzangshoushu,keshidangshiyishengshuozheikexinzangzaitashentilizhangjiubule,yehuichuxianwenti,zhishimeiyouxiangdao,xianzaizhendechuxianlewenti。”
“zenmeban?woshangnalizaijitazhaoyikexin?”
kandaoshenhouyandeyangzi,wozhijiecongshafashangqilai,buyoudelenglengdexiaozhe。
wogegedexinchuxianlewenti,bukeyibukeyiyidingbukeyide……
woyibuyibubijinzheinanren,kanzhetabizheyanmouyanjiaoliuchudelei,wobuzhidaotashixintengneinvrenhaishishenme,wodichendeshengyinluoxia,“neinijiubatadexinwachulaijiwoya。”
woshuozheihuadeshihouyaoyaqiechi,danshenhouyanyijingchedishuiguoqu。
wozaishenhouyandeshoujilifaxianyigejingrendemimi,tazailianxiheishimaiyikexinzang,gaoexuanshang,weiyideyaoqiujiushirhyinxing。
zheihewogegedexuexingyiyang,jiushiyinweizheiyang,tadangnianwalezhaorenzhailewodexinzangjixiayouran。
jiuyinweineinvrenyeshixiyouxuexing。
zheigenanrenweileneinvrenjuranzuoweifadeshiqing,danshitazhibuzhidaozuitengaidemeimeijiushibeineinvrenhaiside。
tashizhendexiangxinneinvrendehuama?
wohuibasuoyoudezhengjudoutanjineinanrenkan。
xiayouranzhuyuanle,wozhidaoneinvrenshentibuhao,yizhizaiyiyuanlidiaoyang,danshixiaoxishifengbide,yinweimeitianshenhouyanhuilaidouxiandetebiedepibei。
wobingmeiyouyincishengqi,faneryuefadedongshizhaoguta,bingqiewohaizhudongshenqingxiangquyiyuankanxiayouran,yikaishizheinanrenbingmeiyoutongyi,woyezhidaotadanxinshenme。
yushiwoyuelaiyueguanxinzheinanren,meitianhaochihaohedesihoujibianshizainanren,shenyehuilaiwanwodoubatasihoudehaohaode。
nanrenma,youdeshihoushixuyaofaxiede,youqixiayouranshentibuhao,zheinanrenyouhenzhongyu,zaizheigeshihouwojiuchedichenjijiejinzhenanren。
youdeshihouzainanrentibuqixingqu,wojiuxiangbanfa……
dangchuweilejiejinzheinanren,wozhendemeishaoxiagongfu。。
wocongchuangshangxinglaideshihouyijingshilingchensidianduole,neinanrenhaizaihanrandedashui,woshenshangninidichulehenduodehan。
woquleyushixilezao,zhaozhejingzizijideshenzibozishangdoushineinanrenliuxiadehenji,wozuijiaobuyouzhegoulegouxiaorong,yinweishenhouyanzhongyutongyiwoquyiyuankanxiayouran。
baitian,woguyichuanlelubozideyifulaidaoyiyuan。
xiayourankanjianwodeshihouyoudianjingya,woxiaoyingyingdezoushanglai。
xiayouranmirenyanjingdingzhewo,“nilaizuoshenme?”
wonaleyizhangyizizuozaichuangqian,“houyanshuonishengbingle,woguolaikankanni。”
“baiguixin,wobuxuyaonidexuqingjiayi,nixianzaijiwolikai。”
wosongsongjian,“wohuilikai,wobuguojiulaikankannizenmeyang,shentiyidinghennanguoba,neikexinzainixinlihaishiyingma?”
tazhengdayanjing,“nishuoshenme?”
“womeishuoshenmeya。”woxiayishimolemowodebozi。
xiayouranhenkuaidijiuzhuyidao,tazhengdayanjing,“baiguixin,nibozishangshishenme?”
woxiaole,“zheigea,wenhena,houyanliuxialaide。”
kanzhetashengqideyangzi,wodehuazaiciluoxia,“xiaxiaojieshengbinglejiuhaohaodexiuxi,bieluanshengqi,bijingnidebingshigenxinzangyouguan。haiyounibuyongdanxinhouyan,wohuibangnihaohaozhaogutade,youqizheijitiantasuiranmeitianwanshanghuilaihenwan,tayizhichaozheyaowo。nanrenma,yalidakendingshixuyaofaxiede。”
“baiguixin,nibuyaolian。”xiayouranqifendimazhewo。
wolianshangshizhongdaizheyisiweixiao,naguoyigejuziqingqingdebozhe,“woyejuedeshi,zaichuangshangdeshihouhouyanjiushuowoshiyigexiaoyaojing。”
dengwobowanjuzidijita,tazhijiehuikai,juzijiuzheiyangdiaozaidishang。
wotaizhidaozenmerenuxiayouranle!
wodaizhejifendeyidexiao,“xiaxiaojie,nihaishigankuaihaoqilaiba,buranhouyanyizhizhetengwo,wozhendechibuxiao。buguowowenleyisheng,yishengshuoxiangnizheizhongyouxinzangbingderenbushihenanhuannvai,zhenshikexile……”
“nijiwogun,nizheigejianren,woyaoshaleni……”
kanjiantazheimejidongdeyangzi,wobuyoudexiaole,“xiaxiaojie,nihaishibiejidongdebijiaohao,nizheifuyangzikanzhezhendehenheren,houyanzhidaonirucima?zheimexinhenshoula,nideyanjikezhenhao,wozhenpeifuni。”
xiayouranehenhendingzhewo,“baiguixin,biejiwodeyi,wogaosuni,tabuaini,nijiwodengzhe,woyidingbuhuifangguonide。”
“kanlainizhendehenaishenhou,neimerangnanneirenzhidaonizaiguowaizheiliangnianfashengdeshiqing,nigenduoshaonanrenfashengguoguanxitazhidaoma?”
xiayouranzhengdayanjingkanzhewo,zhenggeshenqingfeichangdehaipa,“baiguixin,nihushuoshenme?”
wolenglengdexiao,“nijuedewoshizaihushuoma?yaobuyaowobaneixiezhengjunajishenhouyankan,rangtakankantaxinzhongdebailianhuadaodishiyigeshenmeyangdenvren。”
“baiguixin,woyaoshaleni。”zheihuierxiayouranzhijienaqiyibashuiguodaochaoguopulai。
woyijingzuohaozhunbeile,zheijiushiwojinuxiayourandedaijia,rangtashalewo!
wowozhuxiayourandeshou,biqiliqi,zheinvrenkendingbudiwode。
wojiuzheimedingzheta,“xiayouran,nizhidaonidezheikexinshisheidema?”
xiayouranzhengdayanjingkanzhewo。
“wogaosuni,nidezheigexinshiwogede,shiwozuiaideren,zhidaowoweishenmejiejinshenhouyanma?jiushixiangrangtaqinshouwalezheikexinjiwo。”
宁为归心