《对不起,我曾是校园霸凌者》 小说介绍
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diyizhang:fenbizheduandeshunjianjiuyuedeyangguangtouguojiaoshidechuanghu,zaijiangtaishangtouxiabanbodeguangying。
liyueniezhefenbideshouzhiweiweiyongli,zaihuamingceshangqingqinghuaguo。“linxiaoxiao。”“dao。
”yigeqingcuierlvedaiqieyideshengyincongjiaoshihoupaichuanlai。liyuetaiqitou,muguangyueguosishiduogehaizidetouding,
luozaineigeganggangzhuanxuelaidenvhaishenshang。jiuzaizheiyishunjian,tashouzhongdefenbi“pa”diyishengduanle。
jiangtaixiadehaizimenqieqiesiyuqilai。lilaoshiconglaidoushichenwendedaimingci,
zenmejintianhuizaiketangshangrucishitai?liyuelengzaiyuandi,shouzhihaibaochizheniefenbidezishi。
neigezhanqilaidenvhaizi——neishuangyanjing,neigeweiweixiangyouwaitoudexiguan,
neiminzuishizuobianlianjiaruoyinruoxiandejiuwo——yiqiedoutaishuxile,shuxiderangtaxinzangzhouting。
shiwunianqiandehuamianruhongshuibanchongpojiyidezhamen。“linxiaoyu,nizheiyifushangshishenmeweidaoa?
”shisisuideliyueniezhebizi,kuazhangdihoutuiyibu。neishichuzhongernianjiyigemenredexiawu,
fangxuehoudejiaoshilizhishengxiajigezhirisheng。
linxiaoyuqieshengshengdiditouwenlewenzijidexiaofu:“mei、meishenmeweidaoa...”“zenmemeiyou?
”liyuepangbiandewangweihuiyidijiehua,“yiguqiongsuanwei。”jigenvshenghongxiaoqilai。
linxiaoyudelianshunjianzhangdetonghong,tacongmangshoushishubaoxiangyaolikai,quebeiliyuelanzhulequlu。“jizhequnaa?
bushishuoyaoliuxialaizuoweishengma?”liyuewaitouxiaozhe,yanshenquebingleng。
“wo、wojintianbushizhirisheng...”linxiaoyuxiaoshengbianjie。liyuenaqijiangtaishangdeshuibei,
guzuobujingyidiyipo,shuizhenghaosazailinxiaoyudexiaofuqianjinshang。“aiya,buhaoyisi,shouhuale。
”linxiaoyuxiaofushangdunshishileyipian,qiansedebuliaobiandetouming。tajingkongdibaozhushuangbei,
yanleizaiyankuanglidazhuan。“nimenzaiganshenme?”yigenanshengcongjiaoshimenkouchuanlai。shibanzhangzhoulei。
liyuelikehuanshangwugudebiaoqing:“wobuxiaoxinbashuisazaixiaoyushenshangle,zhenggentadaoqianni。
”zhouleihuaiyidikanleliyueyiyan,ranhouzhuanxianglinxiaoyu:“nimeishiba?”linxiaoyuzhishiyaotou,
zhuaqishubaochongchulejiaoshi。zaitalikaiqian,
liyuekandaotaxiaofubeihoubuzhibeisheiyongyuanzhubixieshangle“qionggui”lianggezi。“lilaoshi?
”yigezhinendeshengyinbaliyueconghuiyizhongzhuaihuixianshi。tazhalezhayan,faxianzijihaizhanzaijiangtaishang,
shouzhongdebanjiefenbiyibeiniedefensui。“lilaoshi,ninmeishiba?”linxiaoxiaoguanqiedikanzheta,
neishuangyanjingyujiyizhongdelinxiaoyujihuyimoyiyang。“meishi。”liyueqiangpozijiweixiao,shengyinqueyouxieshaya,
“womenjixudianming。”jiexialaideketang,liyuelvlvshitai。xiebanshushixiecuolezi,
jiaoxueshenghuidawentishizhangguanlidai,shenzhiyouyicijingzhizouxiangjiaoshihoupai,quewanglezijiyaonashenme。“laoshi,
ninliansebutaihao。”xiakelingxiangqishi,banzhangchenjingdanyoudishuo,“yaobuyaoquyiwushikankan?
”liyueyaoyaotou,mianqiangjichuyigexiaorong:“kenengshizuowanmeishuihao。dajiaxiakeba,
jidewanchengjintiandezuoye。”haizimenyiwofengdichongchujiaoshi,weiyoulinxiaoxiaomantuntundishoushizheshubao,
bushitoutoumiaoliyueyiyan。“xiaoxiao,niyoushenmeshima?”liyuezhudongwendao。nvhaiheleyitiao,
suijidixiatou:“mei、meishenme。jiushi...lilaoshi,ninrenshiwomamama?ningangcaikanwodeyangzi,
haoxiangrenshiwoside。”liyuedexinmengdiyichen。haizidezhijuezongshizheimeminrui。“weishenmezheimewen?
”tajinliangrangyuqibaochipingjing。“yinweininkanwodeyanshen...genwomamakanyizhangjiuzhaopiandeyanshenhenxiang。
”xiaoxiaoqingshengshuo,“tayoushihouhuinachuyizhangchuzhongbiyezhao,kanzhekanzhejiukule。”liyuegandaoyizhenxuanyun,
tafuzhujiangtaicaiwenzhushenxing。“woburenshinimama。”tasahuangle,shengyinganse,“kuaiqushangtiyukeba,
yaochidaole。”xiaoxiaodiandiantou,beishangshubaolikailejiaoshi。dangjiaoshilizhishengxialiyueyirenshi,
tajihushichongdaolebangongzhuoqian,zhandouzheshoudakaixueshengdangan。linxiaoxiao,2008nian3yue5richusheng。
muqin:linxiaoyu。fuqinyilankongbai。zhendeshita。linxiaoyudenver。liyuetanzuozaiyizishang,
lenghanjinshiletadehoubei。shiwunianguoqule,tayiweineiduanwangshizaoyibeishijianmaizang,
meixiangdaomingyunjingyizheizhongfangshirangtazhongjiantianri。neitianwanshang,liyueshimianle。tatangzaiheianzhong,
yanzhengzhengkanzhetianhuabanshangdeguangyingsuizheguowangcheliangdechedengbianhua。meiyicibishangyanjing,
douhuikandaolinxiaoyuneizhangxuanranyuqidelian。“nimennengbunengfangguowo?”jiyizhong,linxiaoyucengzheiyangaiqiu。
“fangguoni?duomeiyisia。”nianqingdeliyuexiaozhehuida,“nikeshiwomenbande‘kaixinguo’。
”zuirangliyuewufashihuaide,shidaozhilinxiaoyuzuizhongzhuanxuedeneijianshi。neishichusanshangxueqideqizhongkaoshihou,
liyueyinweishuxuekaozale,xinqingjiqizaogao。dangtakandaolinxiaoyunazhemanfendeshuxueshijuanxiusedixiaozheshi,
yiguwumingdenuhuoyongshangxintou。“kendingshizuobide。”liyuedashengduizhouweidetongxueshuo,“tajianeimeqiong,
qingbuqijiajiao,zenmekenengkaomanfen?”linxiaoyushitubianjie,dantadeshengyinbeiyanmeizaiyipianzhiyihechaoxiaozhong。
diertian,liyuedailaileyifengxin——yifengtamofanglinxiaoyubijixiedeqingshu,shouxinrenshiyihundeshuxuelaoshi。
ta“buxiaoxin”baxindiaozailebanzhurenbangongshimenkou。houguokexiangerzhi。jinguanlinxiaoyujilifouren,
danneifengbijijihukeyiluanzhendeqingshurangtabaikoumobian。shuxuelaoshibeitingzhidiaocha,
linxiaoyuzechenglequanxiaozhizhidiandiandeduixiang。yizhouhou,linxiaoyuzhuanxuele。linzouqian,tazhaodaoliyue,
zhishuoleyijuhua:“wohuijizhuzheiyiqiede。”liyuecongweixiangguo,shiwunianhoudejintian,
tahuiyizheizhongfangshizaicimianduiguoqudecuowu。taqishenzoudaoshuzhuoqian,dakaiyigeshanglesuodechouti。
limianfangzheyibenjiuxiangce,tafandaochuzhongbiyeneiyiye。zhaopianshangdetongxuemenxiaorongcanlan,
weiyoulinxiaoyudeweizhikongzhe——tazaibiyeqianjiuzhuanxuele。zhaopianbeihou,
liyueyonggangbixieleyixingxiaozi:“woduibuqilinxiaoyu。”zheimeduonianlai,tayizhishitumibuzijideguocuo。
tachengweilaoshi,tebieguanzhuneixiebeipaiji、beigulidexuesheng。tacanyufanbalingxiangmu,
zaixuexiaolituixingbaorongjiaoyu。dantaneixinshenchuzhidao,zheixiedouwufadixiaodangnianduilinxiaoyuzaochengdeshanghai。
erxianzai,linxiaoyudenverchuxianzaitadebanjili。zheishiqiaohe,haishimingyundeanpai?liyuebishangyanjing,
naohaizhongfuxianchuxiaoxiaoneishuangqingchedeyanjing。neiyanshenzhongyouzheyunianlingbufudeyouyu,
rangtaxiangqidangniandelinxiaoyu。“wobixumibu。”liyueqingshengduizijishuo,“wulunruhe,
woyaobaohuhaozheigehaizi。”chuangwai,diyilvchenguangyiqiaoranchuxian。xindeyitianjijiangkaishi,erliyuezhidao,
congjintianqi,yiqiedoujiangbutongle。tajiangruhemianduixiaoxiao?ruhemianduikenengrenchutadelinxiaoyu?
zheiduanchenfengdewangshihuiruheyingxiangxianzaideshenghuo?wushuwentiyingraozailiyuexintou,
danmeiyouyigeyouzhemingquededaan。taweiyiquedingdeshi,shiwunianqiankaishidegushi,rujinzhongyuyinglailexuji。
erzheiyici,tabunengzaigaozale。dierzhang:lunyishangdegurensantianhou,liyuezhanzaiyidonglaojiujuminlouqian,
shouzhongjinwozhejiafangjiluben。xiawusidiandeyangguangxiexiedizhaozaibanbodeqiangmianshang,goulechusuiyueqinshidehenji。
zheizuojianyushangshijijiushiniandaidelaolou,yutajiyizhonglinxiaoyuchuzhongshijuzhudedifangjingrendixiangsi。
liyueshenxiyikouqi,kongqizhongmimanzheloudaolichaoshideqiweihemouhurenjiapengrenwancandexiangqi。
taanzhaoxueshengdanganshangdedizhi,zhaodaolesandanyuan401shi。menlingxiangqihou,wuneichuanlailunyizhuandongdeshengyin。
menkaile,zuozailunyishangdenvzitaiqitoudeneiyike,liyuegandaoshijianfangfoninggule。linxiaoyu。
jinguanshiwunianguoqu,suiyuezaitalianshangkexialehenji,
danneishuangyanjing——liyueyongyuanbuhuiwangjineishuangzongshidaizheqieyiheyouyudeyanjing。“ninhao,
shilinxiaoyunvshima?woshixiaoxiaodebanzhurenliyue。”liyueqiangpozijibaochizhending,
shengyinquebuyouzizhudiweiweizhandou。linxiaoyudebiaoqingyoushunjiandeninggu,tongkongweiweishousuo,
danhenkuaihuifulepingjing。“lilaoshi,qingjin。”tadeshengyinpingjingdechuqi,
fangfojiedaidezhishiyiweiputongdelaoshi,erbushicengjingshenshenshanghaiguozijideren。liyuezoujinwunei,
xunsusaoshilezheigexiaxiaodanzhengjiedejusuo。laoshidejiajusuiranchenjiu,quebeicashideyichenburan。
chuangtaishangjipenlvzhishengjibobo,qiangshangguazhexiaoxiaodejiangzhuanghejifushuicaihua。
“xiaoxiaoqutongxuejiazuoxiaozuzuoyele,yinggaikuaihuilaile。”linxiaoyuzhuandonglunyilaidaoketingzhongyang,“jialixiao,
ninsuibianzuo。”liangrenbuyueertongdiweichizhebiaomiandepingjing,fangfozhendeshichucijianmiandexueshengjiazhanghelaoshi。
dankongqizhongmimandejinzhangganjihuchushoukeji。“xiaoxiaozhuanxueguolaihaishiyingma?”liyuezaijiushafashangzuoxia,
dakaijiluben,shituyongzhiyexingdewentidapoganga。“tashuotongxuemendouhenhao,
tebieshililaoshininhenzhaoguta。”linxiaoyudeyuqipingdan,muguangqueruilidisaoguoliyuedelian,
xiangshizaixunzhaoshenmehenji。liyuegandaoyizhenxinxu。“zheishiyinggaide。xiaoxiaoshigehendongshidehaizi,
jiushiyoudianneixiang。”“tacongxiaojiuzheiyang。”linxiaoyuditouzhenglituishangdemaotan,“danqinjiatingdehaizi,
nanmianhuibibierenminganxie。”tanhuajian,liyuezhuyidaolinxiaoyuzuoshouwumingzhishangyouyidaomingxiandebahen,
xiangshibeishenmeliqisuoshang。dangtashenshouqunachajishangdeshuibeishi,dongzuoyouxiebubian,sihushouwanyeshouguoshang。
“ma,wohuilaile!”menbeituikai,xiaoxiaobeizheshubaozoujinlai,kandaoliyueshiyanjingyiliang,“lilaoshi,
ninzhendelaijiafangle!”xiaoxiaofangxiashubao,shuliandizoudaochufangkaishishaoshuipaocha。
liyuezhuyidaozheigeshiyisuidenvhaidongzuoyichangxianshu,xianranzaoyixiguanlezhaoguxingdongbubiandemuqin。
“laoshiqinghecha。”xiaoxiaoduanlaiyibeirecha,zaifushenfangchabeishi,tadexiuziweiweishanghua,
luchuleshouwanchuyidaodanbaisedebahen。liyuedexinjiujinle。neibahenkanqilaiyouxieniantoule,
buxiangshihaizipingchangwanshuanengzaochengdeshangkou。“xiaoxiao,qubazuotiandezuoyenalaijililaoshikankan。
”linxiaoyuqingshengfenfu。nvhaidiantoulikaihou,ketinglizaicixianruchenmo。
liyueguqiyongqiwendao:“xiaoxiaoshoushangdeba...”“taxiaoshihoubuxiaoxindasuibolibeihuashangde。
”linxiaoyuxunsuhuida,yuqizhongdaizheyisifangyuxing。liyuemeiyoujixuzhuiwen,danneixindeyilvquejiashenle。
neidaobahendexingzhuangheweizhi,yutacengzaiyixiezicanqingshaoniananlizhongkandaodetaiguoxiangsi。“wotingxiaoxiaoshuo,
ninshiyinweichehuo...”liyuejinshendixuanzecuoci。“ng,sinianqiandeshi。”linxiaoyumolemoxigai,
biaoqingpingjing,“mingjianhuilaile,tuimeibaozhu。”danliyuezhuyidao,zaishuozheijuhuashi,
linxiaoyudeyoushouwuyishidizuanjinlelunyidefushou,zhijiefabai。“wohenbaoqian。”“meishenmekebaoqiande,
helilaoshimeiyouguanxi。”linxiaoyudandandishuo,muguangquebieyoushenyi。tanhuajian,
menwaituranchuanlaicubaodeqiaomenshengheyigenanrencuyadesangyin:“lin**,wozhidaonizaijia!
zheigeyuedefangzugaijiaoleba?”linxiaoyudelianseshunjianbiandecangbai。tashiyiliyuebuyaochusheng,pingxidengdaizhe。
jifenzhonghou,menwaidejiaobushengjianjianyuanqu。“buhaoyisi,rangninjianxiaole。”linxiaoyudishengshuo,
lianshangshanguoyisijiongpo。liyuexiangqigangcaizailoudaolikandaodecuizutongzhi,
yishidaolinxiaoyumunvdejingjizhuangkuangkenengbixiangxiangzhonghaiyaozaogao。“ruguoxuyaobangzhu...”“buyongle。
”linxiaoyudaduanta,yuqituranbiandeshengying,“womenguodequ。”xiaoxiaonazhezuoyebenhuidaoketing,
mingandichajuedaokongqizhongjinzhangdeqifen,buandikanzhelianggedaren。liyuefanyuezhexiaoxiaodezuoye,
faxianzheigenvhaidechengjichuhuyiliaodiyouxiu,tebieshizuowenzhongliuluchudexiniqingganheshenkesikao,
wanquanchaochuletonglinghaizideshuiping。“xiaoxiaohenyouxiezuotianfu。”liyuezhenchengdichengzandao。
linxiaoyulianshangzhongyuluchuyisizhenshideweixiao:“suitababa,tayiqianwenbiyehenhao。
”zheishiliyuediyicitingdaoguanyuxiaoxiaofuqindexinxi。
tazhuyidaolinxiaoyuyongdeshi“yiqian”zheigeqiguaidecuoci,fangfoneigerenyijingbuzairenshi,
huozhebuzaixiezuole。jiafangjiejinweishengshi,liyueqishengaoci。linxiaoyuzhuandonglunyisongtadaomenkou。“lilaoshi。
”jiuzailiyuetachumendeneiyike,linxiaoyuturanjiaozhuta,“ninjuederenzhendenenggaibianma?”liyuezhuanshen,
duishanglinxiaoyushensuidemuguang。zheigewentibiaomianjiandan,danliyuezhidaotabeihoudezhongliang。“woxiangxinrenkeyi。
”liyueqingshenghuida。linxiaoyuruoyousuosididiandiantou:“xiaoxiaohenxihuannin,
tashuoninshitayudaoguozuihaodelaoshi。”zheijuhuaxiangyibadaozicijinliyuedexinzang。
tapeideshangzheiyangdepingjiama?likailinjia,liyuezailoudaoliyujianlegangcaicuizudefangdong。
neishiyigewushiduosui、miansebushandenanren。“nishitamenjiaqinqi?”fangdongdaliangzheliyue,
“gaosulin**,zuiwanyuedi,zaibujiaozuwojiuhuansuole。”liyuediandiantou,meiyoubiaomingshenfen。
zouxialaojiudeshuiniloutishi,tadexinqingbilaishigengjiachenzhong。shiwunianqian,tawulunruheyexiangbudao,
neigeqienuodelinxiaoyuhuibianchengjintianzheigezuozailunyishang、yanshenjianyidedanqinmuqin。
gengxiangbudaozijihuiyilaoshideshenfenzhongxinjinrutadeshenghuo。liyuehuitouwangxiangneidonglaolou,silouneigechuanghuli,
tafangfokandaochuanglianweiweihuangdong,xiangshiyourenganggangcongchuangbianlikai。
tabujinxiangqilinxiaoyuguanyu“gaibian”dewenti。shide,renkeyigaibian,
danguoqudecuowuzhendenenggoubeiyuanliangma?shanghenzhendenenggouwanquanyuhema?liyuebuzhidaodaan。tazhizhidao,
kandaoxiaoxiaoshoushangdebahenhelinxiaoyulunyishangdeshenghuo,
taneixinmouzhongchenshuiduoniandekuijiuganzhengyiqiansuoweiyoudeliliangsuxing。ergengrangtabuandeshi,
linxiaoyuzhendemeiyourenchutama?haishixuanzejiazhuangburenshi?neigeguanyuchehuodejieshi,
weihetingqilairucijingbuqituiqiao?liyuedaizhegengduoyiwenlikaileneigexiaoqu,quemeiyouzhuyidao,
silouchuanghuhoumian,linxiaoyuzhengtouguochuanglianfengximusongtayuanqu,shouzhongjinwozheyizhangyijingfahuangdechuzhongbiyezhao。
disanzhang:bahenxiadezhenxiangzhouyiqingchen,liyuetiqianyixiaoshilaidaoxuexiao,shouzhongtizheyigexiaoxingjiankongshexiangtou。
chenzhejiaoxuelouhaikongwuyiren,taqiaoqiaozoudaojiaoshitingchechang,
jiangshexiangtouduizhunlezijideche——neigefangdongzuowanweixielinxiaoyudehuamianhaizaitanaohaizhonghuizhibuqu。
shangwudisanjiekeshilinxiaoxiaosuozaibanjidemeishuke。liyuebenkeyiqubangongshipigaizuoye,
queguishishenchadizouxiangmeishujiaoshi。“lilaoshi?”meishulaoshichenjingyouxiejingyadikanzhechuxianzaimenkoudeliyue。
“wolaikankanxueshengmendechuangzuoqingkuang。”liyuezhaolegejiekou,
muguangquebuyouzizhudiluozaikaochuangweizhidelinxiaoxiaoshenshang。haizimenzhengzaihuizhi“wodejia”zhutishuicaihua。
daduoshuxueshengdehuazuosecaixianyan,chongmanyangguanghexiaorong。erlinxiaoxiaodehuazhishang,
zhiyouhuiheiliangzhongsediao:yidongqingxiedelaolou,chuangkouzuozheyigexiaoxiaodelunkuo,zhengfuhuatouzheshuobuchudeyayi。
chenjingqingshengduiliyueshuo:“xiaoxiaohenyoutianfu,dantadehuazongshirangrenxinteng。xinlilaoshishangzhoupingguguo,
shuotakenengyouchuangshanghouyingjizhangaidebiaoxian。”liyuedexinchenlexiaqu。xiakehou,
tazhaojiekourangxiaoxiaoliuxialaibangmangzhenglihuaju。“xiaoxiao,nidehuahenyoutedian,danweishenmezhiyongheibailiangseni?
”liyuejiazhuangbujingyidiwen。xiaoxiaoditouzhenglihuabi:“caiseyanliaotaiguile,
mamashuonengyongheibaihuahaocaishizhenbenshi。”zheimingxianshihaizizhongfudarendejiekou。liyuemeiyouchuochuan,
zhishiwenroudipaipaitadejian:“xiawutiyukejidehuanyundongfu,jintianyaoce800mi。”xiawuliangdian,
tiyuguangengyishineichongmanlenvshengmendexixiaosheng。liyueyixiezhutiyulaoshijiluchengjiweiyou,
zaicichuxianzaizheili。dangxiaoxiaotuoxiaxiaofuchenshanshi,liyuedehuxijihutingzhi。nvhaishouruodebeijishang,
bumanleshenqianbuyidebahen。youzhangzhangdehuahen,youyuanxingdetangshanghenji,
shenzhiyouyichuxiangshibeishenmejianruiwuticishangdejiuhen。zuilingrenxinjingdeshi,
zheixieshanghenxianranshizaibutongshiqizaochengde,youxieyijingdanqu,youxiehaidaizhedandandefense。“xiaoxiao,
nibeishang...”liyuedeshengyinzhandou。nvhaimengdizhuanguoshen,huangmangchuanshangyundongshan,
yanzhongshanguokonghuang:“shi、shiwoxiaoshihoubuxiaoxincongloutishangshuaixiaqunongde。”zheigejieshirucicangbai,
lianpangbiandejigenvshengdoutoulaihuaiyidemuguang。xiaoxiaoxikouzideshouzhizaiweiweifadou,liyueburenxinzaizhuiwen。
tiyuceshijieshuhou,liyuezhibenxuexiaoxinlizixunshi。xinlilaoshizhangminshitadedaxuetongxue,liangrenguanxibucuo。
“nishuodeqingkuangqueshizhideguanzhu。”zhangmintuiletuiyanjing,“xiaoxiaozhuanxuelaidepinggubaogaoxianshi,
tayouguodudejingjuexing、huibitedinghuatidebiaoxian,zheidoushichuangshanghouyingjizhangaidedianxingzhengzhuang。
”“neixieshanghen...”“xinjiubuyideshanghen,tebieshineizhongyuanxingde,henkenengshiyantoutangshang。
”zhangmindebiaoqingyansu,“anzhaoguiding,womenxuyaokaolvshifoushejijiabao,bingshangbaoxiangguanbumen。”“bu,
bukenengshitamama。”liyuetuokouerchu,“wojianguolinxiaoyu,tabushineiyangderen。
”zhangminqiguaidikanletayiyan:“nihaoxiangduizheiduimunvtebielejie?”liyueyishiyusai。fangxuehou,
tameiyouzhijiehuijia,ershiquleshilitushuguandebaokanyuelanshi。zaiguanliyuanyihuodemuguangzhong,
tajieyueleshiwunianqiandebendibaozhihedingben。fandongzhefanhuangdebaozhi,liyuedeshouzhiturantingzhule。
yizexiaoxiaodeshehuixinwenxiyinletadezhuyi:《huajishaonvshenyetiaotianqiao,
zhongshangsongyi》baodaoriqizhengshilinxiaoyuzhuanxuehoudediergeyue。
wenzhangmiaoshuyiming15suishaonvyin“xueyeyali”congguojietianqiaotiaoxia,suijingqiangjiubaozhulexingming,
danjizhuyanzhongshousun,kenengdaozhizhongshentanhuan。baodaomeiyoutijishaonvdexingming,
danshijian、didianheshangshidouyulinxiaoyudeqingkuangjingrenwenhe。liyuewuzhuzui,fangzhizijijingjiaochusheng。
yuanlaisuoweide“chehuo”,genbenjiushizishaweisui。tajixufanyue,
zaisangeyuehoudebaozhishangzhaodaolehouxubaodao,tidaoshaonvyibeizhuanyidaowaidideyijiakangfuzhongxin。cihou,
zaiyemeiyouxiangguanxiaoxi。heshanghouzhongdebaozhihedingben,liyuekaozaiyibeishang,gandaoyizhenxuanyun。
ruguolinxiaoyudezishayudangniandebalingyouzhijieguanlian,neitazijiqibushijianjiezaochenglezheiyiqie?
zouchutushuguanshi,tianseyiwan。liyueyouyuzaisan,haishiqucheqianwanglinxiaoyujiadexiaoqu。
taxuyaoquerenneigebaozaodefangdongbuhuizaisaoraotamen。jiangchetingzaixiaoquduimiandejiebian,liyuezhengzhunbeixiache,
quekandaoyigeshuxideshenyingyiqueyiguaidizoujinxiaoqumenkoudexiaochaoshi。shilinxiaoyu,
tajingranduziyirenzuozhelunyichumenle?gengrangliyuejingyadeshi,zaichaoshimenkou,
linxiaoyujingranhuanhuanconglunyishangzhanleqilai,suiranbulvpanshan,danqueshishizaixingzou。tajinruchaoshi,
jifenzhonghoutizheyigexiaodaizichulai,zhongxinzuohuilunyi,caijixuqianxing。liyuezhenjingdizuozaicheli,
shouzhijinjinwozhufangxiangpan。linxiaoyudetuimingmingkeyixingzou,weishenmeyaoyizhizuolunyi?
zheigefaxianrangtaduiguoqujitianjianliqilaidesuoyourenzhichanshengledongyao。dangwan,liyuezaicishimian。
tadakaineigeshangsuodechouti,quchuchuzhongbiyezhao,muguangtingliuzailinxiaoyukongzhedeweizhishang。
“nidaodijinglileshenme,xiaoyu?”taqingshengziyu,“weishenmeniyaojiazhuangtanhuan?
xiaoxiaoshenshangdeshanghenyoushizenmehuishi?”wushuyiwenzailiyuenaohaizhongpanxuan。tayishidao,
zijikandaodekenengzhishibingshanyijiao,erzhenxiangkenengbitaxiangxiangdegengjiafuzaheheian。diertianyizao,
liyuejiedaobaoanshidianhua,shuotacheshanganzhuangdejiankongpaidaolekeyirenwu。shipinxianshi,lingchensandianzuoyou,
yigedaizhemaozihekouzhaoderenzaichepangpaihuailiangjiu,sihuzaixunzhaoshenme。suiranwufakanqingmianrong,
danliyuezhuyidaoneirenlikaishilvexianpanshandebutai,yuzuowantakandaodelinxiaoyudebutaijingrendixiangsi。
shiqingbiandeyuelaiyueguiyile。liyuezhidao,tabixugengshenrudilejiezheiduimunv,
bujinshiweilemibuguoqudeguocuo,gengshiweilejiekaiyinzangzaibiaoxiangxiadezhenxiang。erzheiyiqie,
doujiangzaijijiangdaolaidexiaoyuancaiyibiaoyanzhongyinglaizhuanzhe。xiaoxiaobaomingyanchangdegequ,
zhengshidangnianlinxiaoyuzuiaideneishou《mingtiannihao》。
disizhang:neishoubuganchangdegexiaoyuancaiyibiaoyandehaibaotiemanlejiaoxuelouzoulang,
caisezitiyangyizheqingchundehuoli。liyuezhanzaihaibaoqian,
muguangsuodingzaicansaizhemingdandedisanxing:linxiaoxiao《mingtiannihao》。zheishougequxiangyibayaochi,
shunjiandakailejiyidezhamen。shiwunianqiandexiaoyuanyishujie,linxiaoyujiushichangzhezheishouge,
huodelequanxiaodiyiming。neitiantachuanzhexidefabaidelanselianyiqun,shengyinqingchederutongshanjianquanshui。
“lilaoshi?”liyuezhuanshen,kandaoxiaoxiaoqieshengshengdizhanzaishenhou,shouzhijinzhangdijiaozheyijiao。
“woxiangbaomingcaiyibiaoyan,danshi...”nvhaidixiatou,“wobuganyigerenshangtai。
”liyuedexinrouruanxialai:“nixuanle《mingtiannihao》?”“ng,mamajingchanghengzheishouge,
tashuozheishitayiqianzuixihuande。”xiaoxiaoyanzhongshanguoyisiqidai,“lilaoshi,ninnengpeiwolianxima?
”mianduizheishuangyulinxiaoyurucixiangsideyanjing,liyuewufajujue。fangxuehoudeyinlejiaoshili,
xiyangweigangqindushangyicengjinse。xiaoxiaozhanzaichuangbian,shenxiyikouqi,
kaishiqingchang:“kanzuotiandewomenzouyuanle/zaimingyunguangchangzhongyangdengdai...”shengyinxiangqideneiyike,
liyuegandaoshijianfangfodaoliu。tongyangdexuanlv,tongyangdegeci,shenzhilianxiaoxiaoweiweibiyantourudebiaoqing,
douyujiyizhongdelinxiaoyuruchuyizhe。“duibuqi,wochangdebuhao。”yiduanjieshuhou,xiaoxiaobuandishuo。
“bu,nichangdehenhao。”liyuezoudaogangqinqianzuoxia,“wolaibangnibanzouba。”tadeshouzhiqingchuqinjian,
shuxidexuanlvliutangerchu。zheishitacengjingweilinxiaoyubanzouguodequzi,meiyigeyinfudoudaizheguowangdezhongliang。
“lilaoshi,ninzenmehuidanzheishouge?”xiaoxiaojingyadiwen。liyuemeiyouhuida,ershijixudanzou。
zaiyinleshengzhong,jiyiruchaoshuibanyonglai。shiwunianqiandehuamianzainaohaizhongqingxifuxian:yishujieqian,
linxiaoyutoutouzhaotabangmangbanzou。“nishibanshanggangqindandezuihaode,”neishidelinxiaoyuyanzhongdaizhekenqiu,
“wobuganzhaoyinlelaoshi,tataixiongle。”liyuedayingle,danneixinquechongmanmaodun。
tajidulinxiaoyuyongyoutasuomeiyoudegechangtianfu,jidujishibeiqifuyeyiranbaochishanliangdexingge。
zaiyishujieqianyitiandepailianzhong,taguyidancuojigeyinfu,ranglinxiaoyuzaiyinlelaoshimianqianchuchou。“liyue,
nishiguyidema?”pailianjieshuhou,linxiaoyuhongzheyankuangwen。“wozenmekenengshiguyide?
”liyueguzuowugu,“shinizijipaodiaole,haiguaiwodancuo?”neiyike,linxiaoyuyanzhongdeguangmangximiele。
liyueyongyuanwangbuleneizhongyanshen——bushifennu,ershishenshendeshiwang。“lilaoshi?ninzenmele?
”xiaoxiaodeshengyinjiangliyueconghuiyizhonglahuixianshi。tazheicaifaxianzijideshouzhiyijingtingxia,
erlianjiashangbuzhiheshiduoleliangdaoleihen。“meishenme,xiangqileyixiewangshi。”liyuexunsucadiaoyanlei,
“womenjixuba。”jiexialaidelianxizhong,liyuequanxinquanyidizhidaoxiaoxiao。tajiuzhengmeiyigeyinzhun,
diaozhengmeiyichuqixi,fangfotongguozheizhongfangshi,nenggoumibushiwunianqianduilinxiaoyudekuiqian。biaoyandangtian,
xuexiaolitangzuowuxuxi。liyuezuozaijiaoshizhuanqu,xintiaojiasu。xiaoxiaodejiemupaizaidiwuge,
dangbaomuyuannianchutademingzishi,liyuekandaolitanghoupaiderukouchu,linxiaoyudelunyihuanhuanchuxian。
对不起,我曾是校园霸凌者