《不如归去》 小说介绍
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不如归去
不如归去
renrendoushuowoheguqingzhishienaideshenxianjuanlv。
woquezaoyiyanjuanlezheichangpingdandehunyin,zhuanshenzhaoleqingchunchaoqidepiaoliangnvhai。
xiadingjuexinneitian,guqingzhihuanxiqueyuedigaosuwo「laogong,wodeshiyeyaoqifeile。」
wobuxiedexiaole,guqingzhinengyoushenmeshiyekeyan。
tadeshijiechulewo,mingmingshenmedoumeiyoule。
kedangwocanrendishuochulihunlianggezishi,taquepingjingdixiaole「niquedingma?」。
01
bangongshidemenqiaoleliangxia。
xuxiaojiaoqiaodeshenyingtanjinlai「lingdao,jintianshiqingrenjie,nidasuanzenmeguoni?」
今天是情人节吗?
jiehunsanzai,pingdandeshenghuozaoyilingwoduisuoyoudelangmantuomin。
kewangzhexuxiaoqingchunchaoqidemoyang,xiongqiangjingyegenzhezaodongqilai。
woyibajiangtalanzaihuaili,qingyaotadeerduo「jintiantingnide,nixiangzenmeguo?」
tayouxiexiusedichuixiayanmou「wozhixiangninengpeizhewo。」
xinqingsichenjideshuimianbeiweifengqingqingfuguo,dangqizhenzhenlianyi。
turanshoujixiangle,kandaoguqingzhidemingziwofanzaodiengualedianhua。
henkuaidianhua**youxiangqi,yiruguqingzhidezhizhe。
执着地令人厌恶。
xuxiaocishiyitunqulianshangdehongyun,tajinyaozhezuichun,mouzhongtouzheshiluodeshanggan。
「shisaozima,lingdaokuaijiedianhuaba,buranlianhuancalldalainimenhuichaojiade,wobuxiangrangnishengqi。」
shuowantajiumomotuilechuqu,tiexindibangwodaishanglemen。
jieqidianhuatingdaoguqingzhikaixindeshengyin「laogong,jinwanhuijiayougehaoxiaoxiyaogaosuni。」
wofuyandishuojinwanyaojiaban。
neibiandunledunyiranxingzhibujian「meiguanxi,wanshangdengnihuilai。wodeshiyeyaoqifeile,woxiangdiyigehenifenxiang。」
wobunaifandishuozhidaole,mashangguaduanledianhua。
guqingzhizaitushuguanzuozheyifenqingxiandegongzuo,nengyoushenmeshiyekeyan。
wufeijiushiduozhangjibaikuaigongzieryi。
wobuxiedexiaole,weitademuguangduanqian。
shaoshaozhenglileyixia,wodaizhexuxiaochuquduguoleyigeyukuaideqingrenjie。
fenbieshitaqingqingwenlewo,zaierbianninanxiyu「haoxiangzheiyangmeitiandoupeizheni。」
xuanranyuqideyangzilingwowanfentengxi。
wojinjinbaozhuta,xinzhongzuohaolejueding。
02
回到家中已是深夜。
guqingzhizaishafashangshuizhele,tingdaodongjingbianrouzhemenglongdeshuiyanqishen。
「zenmehuilaidezheimewan,gongsizuijinyouyudaoshenmewentima?」
taguanxindehuayutiaoqilewomingancuiruodeshenjing。
「wozheimexinkuhaibushiweilezheigejia,niyiweiwoshiganmaqule。」
xushiwoyanlidetaiduhedaoleta,guqingzhilengzhengleyixiataitouwangzhewobantianmeiyoushuohua。
neiyishunjianwoxinzhongyouxiekuijiu,danxiangqixuxiaochuchukeliandemoyanghezheiduanpingdandaozhixidehunyin,wodixiatoucanrendishuo「womenlihunba。」
guqingzhijingyadikanzhewo,banshangcaifanyingdao「weishenme?」
「womenzaojiumeiyouleganqing,hebizheiyangdanwuxiaqu。」
woyouxiexinxu,bijingjiehunduonian,guqingzhibingmeiyouzuocuoshenme。
huoxushiweilemibuxinzhongdebuan,wotichujianghunhoudecaichanfenyibanjita。
woyirenzhiyijin,zheiduanhunyinxiaohaodemingmingshilianggerendeqingchun。
erjiatingcaichanjibenshiwoyigerenzhuanlaide。
jiandanshoushileyixiaxingli,chumenshikandaoguqingzhizuozaicanzhuoqianduanqijiubeimanmanchuoyinzhe。
wobuganzhishitadeyanjing「mingtianwohuibalihunxieyishufajini。」
tapingjingdixiaole「niquedingma?」
guqingzhishinanguodihutulema,zheizhongshihoujuranhainengxiaodechulai。
woyingxiaxinchangdao「zaodianfenkaiduibicidouhao。」
shuowanbianxingchongchongdilikailezheigejinguwoziyoudejia。
diertian,guqingzhifalaixinxi,tatongyilihun。
banlishouxuyuanbixiangxiangzhongshunli,zhenggeguochengtadouhenanjing。
meiyouzhiwen,meiyoukusu,meiyoufennu。
也没有挽留。
chedijieshudeneitianwozhonghuoxinshengyibanqueyuexinxi,kanzhepangbianhaowubolandeguqingzhi,xinzhongweiweiyouxiebujie。
yaxiahuankuaideqingxu,wolimaowendao「nidasuanqunali,wosongniba。」
huayingangluocaixiangqiguqingzhizaizheigechengshimeiyouqinren。
dangniantakaoshanglejiaxiangdegongwuyuan,erwozhengzhichuangyechuqi,zijinbuzu,jubuweijian。
taciqulewendingdegongzuoqianlitiaotiaolaidaozheigechengshibangwoyiqichuangye。
zhidaogongsiwendinghouwomencaijiehun,tayezhongxinxunleyifenqingsongdegongzuofangbianzhaogujiating。
guqingzhipingdandeshengyindaduanlewodesixu「baniandeganqing,womenjiucifendaoyangbiao,yihouyebuyaozailianxile。」
woyishijingyouxiexintong,danyouhenkuaipingfuxialai。
yeba,renzongyaoxiangqiankande。
03
wojianglihundehaoxiaoxidiyishijiangaosulexuxiao。
tajingxidefanyingrangwoxinzuishenmi。
wogengjiajianxinzheigexuanzeshizhengquede,yihouwoderenshengjiangjinshixingfu。
zaitingdaowofenleyibancaichanjiguqingzhihou,xuxiaodelianshangyouyishanerguodebukuai。
taduzhezuiaiyuandao「zheimingmingdoushinixinxinkukuzhuandeqian,kezuihoujiuzheimeqingyifenjileta。ai,wozhendehaoxintengni。」
derucihongyanzhiji,fufuheqiu。
womenhanchanglinlidishifangzhebicixiongyongdeaiyi。
wofangfohuidaoleershisui,yiranpengbochire。
zheizhongganjuezhenshilingrenjuanlian。
qingchunderoutiheqianquanchanmiandeqingyijiaozhizaiyiqiruciwanzhuandongren,meiyitiandourangworuchiruzui。
zhidaomishuzaisantixing,caijingjuezheixieshiridefangsikuaihuojingrandanwulegongsiyigezhongyaodexiangmu。
wobudebuzhongxindiaozhengzhuangtai,jiabanjiadianlaiwanhuizheigesunshi。
mangliuqilaiderizirangxuxiaobeiganlengluo。
zaiwomengongkailianqinghoutabiancizhihuijiashuoyaozhuanxinzhaoguwo。
suirantahenshaozuofan,jiawugengshiyiqiaobutong。
dannvhaizizongguishiyaohaohaohehude,woduiciyebingbujiehuai。
zuijindepinfanyingchou,rangwodeweibingyoukaishifazuo。
qiangrenzhebushihuidaojia,kandaozhuoshangduiluanzhehaiweishoushidewaimaihe,congxiyidiandaihuidexizhuanghechenyiyesanluozaishafashang,quanqileyicengcengdezhezhou。
huranxiangqicongqianderizi,wanshangbulunduowanhuijia,canzhuoshangzongyouretengtengdefancai。
guqingzhimeicidouhuiwozaishafashangdengwohuilai,zaiqingxiaozhezhufuwofanhouyaochiweiyao。
xinzhongshengqiyisibuyichajuedeshiluo。
wozoujinxuxiao,cishitazhengshuidexiangtian,gengxiandexiaolianchunjingwuxia。
wunaitanlekouqi,zhongxinbangtagaishangyicengbotan。
bijingshixiaoguniang,benjiuyinggaiyounanrenlaizhaogu。
diertiandaoyiyuankaileweiyao,yishengzhufuwoyaoqingdanyinshi,bunengzaishanzitingyaozheimezhangshijian。
我默默无言。
congqiandoushiguqingzhijiangmeitianyaochidejilianganyizhufangdaowodebaoli,wocongweizaizheixiexiaoshishanglangfeiguoxinsi,suoyizheimejiumeiyouchiyaojingyeweicengchajue。
yihouzheixieshizhinengzijizuole。
04
huidaogongsihoubianjiedaolexuxiaodedianhua。
tasajiaodiwenwojintianshishenmerizi,wonulisisuoleyibianyiranmeiyouxiangqi。
xuxiaohenbukaixin,zeguaiwolianwomenlianaibanniandejinianridoubujide,shuowanbianguaduanledianhua。
lianaibannianhaiyaoyoujinianrima?
这让我疑惑又无奈。
xuxiaohenxihuanshenghuodeyishigan,dadaxiaoxiaodejieridouyaoguodelangmaneryouqingdiao。
qichudaoyexinxianyouqu,keshijianjiulebianzhishengxiafudan。
wobazheixiezanshifangdaonaohou,yanxiazheigexiangmudegenjincaishizuizhongyaode。
mangwanyitiangongzuoshi,waimianyishidenghuotongming。
worouleroufazhangdeshuangyan,caixiangqijintianhaiweichiyao。
zouchugongsikandaoxuxiaozaibangonglouxiadengzhewo,xiaoxiaodemoyangyiranrerenlianai。
tajiaojiaoruanruandichenguaizhe「suirannizheiduanshijianhenshuhuwo,danwohaishiweiwomendejinianridinghaolecanting,zheicinikeyaohaohaobuchangwowo。」
qingrouwanzhuandeshengyinsiyumaocongxinshangfuguo,yangyangderangrenxinnianruhuo。
wolanzhutabuyingyiwodeyaozhidiaoxiaodao「jinwanyidinghaohaobuchangni。」
xuxiaozhaodeshiyijiahenyoumingdechuancaiguan。
woyouxieqimen,zheixieshirixuxiaoduiwoshizaitaibuguanxinle。
wulunjiabandaoduowandoumeiyoujiwozuoguoyicifan,weibingfanfunanshouyecongweizhudongguanxin,jiulianwochuandechenyishangyequanshizhezhou。
rujinyoudaiwolaichuancaiguan,zhiyinweitaxihuan,jiuwanquanbugujiwodeshenti。
shenghuohaoxiangturanbiandeluanqibazao,mingmingyiqianbushizheiyangde。
woyilianbuyuedishuo「zuijinweibingfazuo,chibulela。」
xuxiaofanerduiwopoduoyuanguai「weishenmebunengzaoxiegaosuwo,woyoubushiniduzilidehuichong。」
「zuijinniyijinghenlengluowole,jintianyouwanglewomendelianaijinianri。wofeidanmeiyouguaini,haizijidinghaolecanting,jieguofandaobeinixianqi。」
tashuluozhewodezhongzhongcuochu,sihuzhuangzhuangjianjiandoushiwomeiyouzuohao。
yiqianguqingzhicongweizaiwomianqianbaoyuan,jiuliantadeshengriwowangjiletayemeiyouzeguaiguo。
dangshizhijuedetaxingzitaiguoyupingdan,erwoxiangyaodeshichongman**deshenghuo。
keshirujin,**tuiquedesuosuiquerangwopibeibukan。
wozhidenaixinjieshizuijingongzuotaileile,weibingfanfu,bushiguyizeguai。
zaiwoxiaoxinyiyidequanweixiaxuxiaozhongyuzhuanchenweixi「neijintianzheimezhongyaoderizinisongwoshenmeliwuni?」
woganmangxiaodao「jinwanpeiniqumaishoushi,nisuibiantiao。」
zuizhongxuxiaodaizhexinmaidebaoheshoushixinmanyizudehuilejia。
wodesixuquepiaodaohenyuan。
zheixienian,wohaoxiangdoumeiyoujiguqingzhisongguoshenmexiangyangdeliwu。
jiehundeshihougongsiganggangwending,womenjingjishangbijiaojinzhang。
guqingzhishuozijixihuanjianjiedehunli,jiulianhunjiedoushitaconglubianxiaodianlimaide。
woweitadaishangjiezhideshihoutaluoleile。
xushikanchulewodekunjiong,taleizhongdaixiaodishuo「jiajini,wozhendehenhuanxi。」
woyeliuleile,zaihunlishangzhengzhongchengnuo,woyaorangguqingzhichengweishijieshangzuixingfudenvren。
huiyiruchaoshuixilai,wodeyanjingjuranyipianmenglong。
05
zicongshangcizhengchaohou,xuxiaokaishichangshizheweiwozuofan,ouerwojiabandaoshenyeyebuzaibaoyuan,shenghuosihuhuiguidaolezuichudepingjing。
zhenshikexiao,cengjingwowanfenxianqidepingdanrujinjingganzhiruyi。
xuxiaoguaiqiaodeyangzizhongxinhuanqilewodeaiyi,bijinghainianqing,zongguilairifangzhang。
woyuetachulaichidacan,jianglitazheiduanshijiandexinlao。
shuhuandeyinlezaikongqizhongliutang,yingchenzhexuxiaoqiaopikeaidexiaoyan,yiqiedoulingrenxinkuangshenyi。
xuxiaomaimaihanqingdikanzhewo,jiciyuyanyouzhi,woqingxiaodao「youshenmehuagenlaogonghaibunengshuo?」
tahaixiudidixiatou,youxienanweiqingdao「shiwojialideshiqing,jiupamafanni。」
suanqilai,yegaidaixuxiaojianjianfumule。
woshuangkuaidao「zhaogunidejiarenyeshiwofenneideshiqing,youshenmeshigaosuwojiuhao。」
tingdaowoxinshidandandebaozheng,xuxiaozhongyushuleyikouqi「qishiyebushishenmedashi,wodidijinniandaxuebiye,zhengzaizhaogongzuo。tashixuecaiwude,nengbunenganpaijinnidegongsizuohuiji。」
woweiweicumei,xinzhongyouxiebuyue。
woxianglaigongsifenming,qinqipengyoubujingongsishiwodeyuanze。
dangchugongsiwendinghouguqingzhiyehenkuailikaigongsijiushibuxiangyuyewukunbangtaiduo。
genghekuangzheishizhongyaodecaiwugang。
jianwochichibushuohua,xuxiaopiekaixiaolianfenfendao「gangganghaipaixiongfubaozheng,xianzaizheidianshiqingdoububangmang。neikeshiwoqindidi,youzijirenbangnishouzhegongsibushigenghaoma?erqiezhishizuohuiji,youmeiyouyaoqiuzuozongjingli。」
「woweilezhaogunizhijiadoujianle,hainulixuexizuojiawu,kenijiujingweiwofuchuguoshenmeni?」
xuxiaodiediebuxiudiqingsuzijideweiqu,neigesajiaokeaidenvhaiziyuyanqianzheigemanfulaosaoderenjingranzhonghezaiyiqi,woshunjianyouxiehuanghu。
我付出过什么?
wobawodehunyinmaizangle。
zuizhongwohaishituoxie,yinweishizaibuxiangjixutingtabaoyuanle。
congchunakaishizuoqi,zheiyijingshiwozuidaderangbu。
wowulidihuidaojiazhong,huiyiqidangshiguqingzhizhudongyaoqiulikaigongsideyimu。
xiyangtouguoluodichuangsazaitadelianshang,wenroudeyanjinglihaoxiangyunzangzheyimoliuxia。
tatiandandixiaozhe「wozhaoleyifentushuguandegongzuo。jinengmeiriyushuxiangban,younengchoukongxiexiewenzhang,woyeyaozhuiqiuzijixihuandeshiyele。」
tademouzhongyouliuguangfudong,haosishenmingsanfazheshengjiedeguang。
woxiaoxinyiyidibaozhetajiuxiangpengzheyikeyisuidebaoshi「woyongyuandouzhichini,zhiyaonixihuan。」
jinsedeyuhuiluozaiwomenshenshang,qingfengxuxu,jidongdexinhaosixukongerxia,congciluodishenghua。
06
jiedaoyanglaoyuandedianhuashiwocaixiangqilihundeshiqinghaimeigaosuwoma。
tafennudixiangwoshuluozheduiguqingzhidezhuduobuman「zheimezhangshijianbulaikanwangwo,dianhuajuranyedabutong。wokannijiushitaiguanzhetale,duipopozheimebuxiaoshun。」
wobuyoudewendao「jirantadedianhuadabutong,weishenmebulianxiwoni?」
laotaitaiyitingmashanghuanletaidu「erzinishigandashideren,zenmenengshaxiaoshidouzhaoni,zaishuoqulexifubujiushiyaosihoupopodema。guqingzhiyigeyuecaizhuanduoshaoqian,tadeshijiangenninengbima,niganjinhetalileba,zanzaihuangenengpeideshangwoerzidehaoxifu。」
wotinglebuyoudekuxiao「woyijinglihunle。」
laotaitaijingyadao「shenmeshihoudeshiqing?nanguaiwodoulianxibushangta。lilezhenghao,fanzhengtayepeibushangni,jiehunzheijinianyemeijiwoshenggedapangsunzi。jiupingwoerzidetiaojian,fenfenzhongzhaogegenghaode。」
shuowanyoudaizhexiaoxinwendao「erzi,guqingzhizoule,neipingshisheilaizhaoguwoa?」
woxianglexiangbianshuo「wojinizhaogehugongba,guojitiandainvpengyoulaijianjianni。」
dianhuaneibianchuanlaishuangkuaidexiaosheng「wojiushuoma,woerzikendingzhaogegenghaode,neiwojiudengzhejianjianxinxifule。」
xuxiaotingshuoyaojianjiazhangxingfenzhongyoudaizhexiejinzhang。
wokuanweitadao「laorenjiasuiranshuohuazhijie,danrenhaishitinghaoxiangchude。」
bijingwomasuiranbuxihuanguqingzhi,danzheixienianyedounenghepingxiangchu,genghekuangshiqianlingbailidexuxiao。
guoranlaotaitaijiandaonianqingqiaolidexuxiaomeiyanxiaokailehua「bucuobucuo,zheiguniangshuilinga。」
xuxiaoyoudianbuhaoyisididixiatou「ayiguojiangle。」
talazhexuxiaodeshouxiaomimidiwendao「guniangshizuoshenmegongzuodea。」
xuxiaohaixiudeshuo「woxianzaizhuanxinzaijiazhaoguqingchuan,burantapingshitaixinkule。」
laotaitaidexiaorongshunjianninggu「neinijiushikaowomenqingchuanyangzhema?」
xuxiaoyileng,kanzhewowucuoqilai。
woganmangdayuanchang「ma,xuxiaoshiweilezhaoguwo,erqieyihouwomenjiehunletashiyaozhuanxinbeiyunde,ninbushiyizhixiangbaosunzidema。」
laotaitaijuaodikanzhexuxiao「xihuanwomenqingchuandeguniangkeshihenduode,nijiranmeiyougongzuo,neijiuyaohaohaosihouta,zaodianrangwobaoshangsunzi,buranbieguaiwomeitixingni。」
xianglexiangyoubuchongleyiju「womensongjiadeguijukeshiyixiaoweitian,yihounidetiantianlaizhaoguwo。neigehugongwokebuxihuan,hailangfeiqian,ganjincituileba。」
congyanglaoyuanchulaihou,xuxiaoleiguangyingying「zheijiushinishuodehaoxiangchuma,nandaowoshinimenjiadepurenma,ganggangweishenmebuzhanchulaiweiwoshuohua,haishiwozainixinzhongyeshizheiyangdediwei?」
shuowantajiuwuzhelianpaole,woxinzhongyongqiyiguwulidejuandai,renyoutalikai。
yizhiyilai,woyiweiwomazhishibuxihuanguqingzhieryi。
dangguqingzhiciquwendingdegongzuolaibangwochuangyeshi,tarenweiguqingzhizhishixiangzuoxiangqichengdanglaobanniang。
houlaiguqingzhilikaigongsiqutushuguan,tayourenweiguqingzhishourudipeibushangwo。
laotaitaizhuyanglaoyuanzheijinian,yizhishiguqingzhigongzuozhiyulaizhaogu。
yuanlaitajingrenshoulezheimeduodeeyuxiangxiang。
diyicizhimianzijidemuqinjuranrucimanhengwuli,weishenmeguqingzhiconglaimeiyoutiqiguoni。
huranxiangqi,lihunhouguqingzhiyicidianhuadoumeizaijiwodaguo。
xinzhongshengqiyizhongpoqiexiangyaolianxitadechongdong,wonachushouji,boleneichuanzaishuxibuguodehaoma。
binglengdeshengyintixingzhewo,yuanlaiguqingzhiyijingbawolaheile。
07
wozhijuexinlijiaocui,huidaojiazhongshuilezhengzhengyitian,mishudalehaojibiandianhuacaijiangwochaoxing。
dianhuaneibianyanjianyigai「laoban,xuhangnuoyonglegongsidezijin,xinghaofaxianjishi,haibuzhiyuzaochengzhongdasunshi。」
woyouxiemeng「xuhangshishei?」
duimianyishiyouxiewunai「shanggeyuegangruzhicaiwubudechuna,talaigongsidiyitian,suoyourenjiudouzhidaoshinindexiaojiuzile。」
wolishiqingming,xiongzhongshengqiyizhennaonu「nuoyongleduoshao?」
不如归去