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zhengwendi1zhangtadeyinren“taigaoyixie。”wodezhijiaxianjintajinshidejianjia,shengyinbingleng。
moyichenchenmozhe,hanshuishunzhetaliuchangdebeibuxiantiaohualuo,meirushensedechuangdan,yunkaiyipianaimeideshuizi。
fangjianlizhiliuleyizhanhunandeluodideng,guangyingzaitalunkuofenmingdejiroushangtiaoyue,goulechuyizhongyexingdezhangli。
zhuoyisuizhejuliededongzuofachubukanzhongfudezhiyasheng,hetayayidechuanxijiaozhizaiyiqi,
puchengyiqumimizhiyin。wokanzheta,yandiquemeiyoubanfenqingyu,zhiyouhuabukaideyanehequru。“moyichen,
wodenaixinshiyouxiande。”wocoudaotaerbian,shengyinyadejidi,“lushijituandehezuoan,nidaodiqianbuqian?
”tadeshentimengdiyijiang,dongzuotinglexialai。tahuanhuanhuitou,
neishuangzaiheianzhongyijiuliangdejingrendemouzisuozhuwo,limianfanyongzhewokanbudongdeqingxu,xiangshitongchu,
youxiangshizhengzha。“qingyan,”tadeshengyinshayadelihai,“luzefanbushihaoren,nibuneng……”“bizui!
”wolishengdaduanta,“niyoushenmezigepingjiata?nibuguoshiwolinjiayangdeyitiaogou!worangnizuoshenme,
nijiudezuoshenme!”sannianqian,taxianggepingkongchuxiandeyegui,hunshenshixuedidaozaiwojiamenkou。
wobayishixinruanshouliuleta,taquexiangyikuaigoupigaoyao,zenmedoushuaibudiao。tashiqulesuoyoujiyi,
shenwuzhangwu,zhihuimaitouzuoshi,chenmodexianggeyaba。weilebaodawojiadeshouliuzhien,
yeweileduzhuwaijieneixieguanyuwobeiluzefanpaoqideliuyanfeiyu,wobazuozhu,rangwojiajileta。congci,wo,
linjiada**,chenglezhenggeyunchengdexiaohua。“qianleta,duilinjiayouhaochu。
”wocongchuangtoujushangnaqiyifenwenjian,shuaizaitalianshang,“zheishiniqianwomenlinjiade。
”zhizhangfenglidebianyuanhuaguotadelianjia,liuxiayidaoxiweidehonghen。tameiyouduo,renyouwenjianhualuo。“woqian。
”tazhongyutuoxie,shengyinlidaizheyizhongbeichouganliqidepibei。dedaoxiangyaodedaan,
woshunjianshiqulesuoyouxingzhi。woxianedituikaita,jingzhizoujinyushi。reshuicongtoudinglinxia,
woyonglicuoxizheshenti,fangfoyaoxidiaoyicengbushuyuwodeyinji。jingzilidewo,mianrongjiaohao,yanshenquekongdong。
wonachuzangzaiyushijushenchudeshouji,pingmuliangqi,shangmianshiyitiaoweiduxinxi。fajianrenshiluzefan。【baobei,
youxihaowanma?jizhu,rangtayuetongku,tacainenghuodeyuejiu。biewangle,tademing,zuanzaiwoshouli。
】wodeshouzhizuanjin,zhijiefanbai。yushimenwai,moyichenyayidekesoushengduanduanxuxudichuanlai。
“ke……keke……”“chaosile!”wobunaifandihoudao,“youbingjiugunchuqu,biezanglewodedifang!
”kesoushengjiaranerzhi。shijieanjingle。wodexin,quexiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujiuzhu,yizhenzhendichoutong。
duibuqi,moyichen。zairenyiren,qiuni。di2zhangtadexuediertianqingchen,wobeiwomadejianjiaoshengjingxing。
“a!wode‘haiyangzhilei’!wodexianglianzenmesuile!”wozouchufangjian,kanjianwomatanzuozaidishang,
shoulipengzheyichuanduandiaodezuanshixianglian,kudesixinliefei。neishiwobasongtadejiehunjinianriliwu,jiazhiqianwan。
wodidilinzihaozhanzaiyipang,yilianxinxu。“kendingshita!”womamengditaitou,
xinghongdeyanjingzhixianggangcongchufangduanchuzaocandemoyichen,“yidingshinizheigesangmenxinggande!
nijiduwomenjiayouqian,guyinonghuaiwodexianglian!”moyichenchuanzheweiqun,shoushanghaizhanzhemianfen,taduanzhecanpan,
youxiewucuodizhanzaineili。“bushiwo。”takaikoujieshi,shengyinyouxieganse。“bushinishishei?
zheigejialichulewomen,jiuniyigewairen!”linzihaolikefuhe,chongshangqutuilemoyichenyiba,
“nizheigefeiwu,bujinchiwomenjiade,hewomenjiade,xianzaihaigangaopohuaile?
”moyichenbeitatuideyigeliangqiang,shoulideniunaisalechulai,jianzaitashoubeishang,tangqiyipianhongse。
taquexiangganjuebudaoteng,zhishikanzhewo,yanshenlidaizheyisiqiuzhu。wodexinmengdiyisuo。
kedangwokandaobuyuanchu,neigeyinzangzaichuanglianhoudeweixingshexiangtoushi,wozhinengbayongdaozuibiandehua,
shengshengyanlehuiqu。neishiluzefanderenzhuangde。taxiangyizhangwuxingdewang,longzhaozhezheidongfangzilidemeiyigeren,
jianshizhewodeyijuyidong。wozoushangqian,naqineichuanduandiaodexianglian。“moyichen,shinizuodema?
”wokanzheta,yanshenbingleng。takanzhewo,zuichunxidong,zuizhonghaishichuixialeyanmou,meiyoushuohua。tadechenmo,
zaiwojiarenkanlai,jiushimoren。“nikankan!tamorenle!”womajianjiaoqilai,“baojing!qingyan,
mashangbaojing,bazheigebaiyanlangzhuaqilai!”“ma,”wokaikou,shengyinpingjingdemeiyouyisibolan,
“baojingtaibianyitale。”wozhuanxiangmoyichen,yibubuzoudaotamianqian。“guixia。”wodeshengyinbuda,
quexiangyijizhongchui,zazaimeigerendexinshang。moyichenmengditaiqitou,nanyizhixindikanzhewo。“nishuoshenme?
”“worangni,guixia。”wozhongfudao,naqizhuoshangdeyanhuigang,didaotamianqian,“bazheixiesuipian,
yipianyipian,yongzuidiaoqilai。”“jie!ni……”linzihaodoujuedewoyouxieguofenle。“bizui!
”wohechidao。wokanzhemoyichen,tadequantouzaishencejinjinzuanzhe,shoubeishangqingjinbaoqi。
neishuangqiheideyanmouli,fanyongzhequruhenuhuo。wozhidao,wozaitiaozhantazuihoudedixian。“zenme?
”wolengxiaoyisheng,“buyuanyi?neiwojiuzhinengbaojing,rangniqujianyulidaizhele。”tasisididingzhewo,
xiongkoujuliediqifuzhe。liangjiu。tajinwodequantou,huanhuansongkai。tawanxiaxigai,zaiwomianqian,qurudi,
guilexiaqu。neiyike,wodexin,xiangshibeidaoziwanxiayikuairou,tengdexianxuelinli。tachuizhetou,fuxiashen,
zhendeyaoquyongzuipengneixiesuizuan。“goule!”womengdijiangyanhuigangshuaizaidishang,fachucierdeshengxiang。
“gunchuqu!wobuxiangzaikanjianni!”taguizaidishang,shentijiangying,meiyoudong。“gun!
”woxiesidilidihoudao,suishouzhuaqizhuoshangdebeizi,chaotazaleguoqu。beizicazhetadeejiaofeiguo,
zhuangzaiqiangshang,sifenwulie。yidaoxuehen,shunzhetadeejiao,huanhuanliuxia。tazhongyudongle。tazhanqishen,
meiyoucalianshangdexue,yemeiyouzaikanwoyiyan,zhuanshen,momodizoulechuqu。talikaihou,wotuiyiruan,
chadiandiedaozaidi。wofuzhezhuozi,dakoudichuanzheqi。meiyourenkandao,wodehoubei,zaoyibeilenghanjinshi。
di3zhangbaiyueguangdeliaoyamoyichenlikaihou,luzefandedianhuajiudaleguolai。“baobei,gangcaidebiaoyan,
zhenjingcai。”dianhuaneitoudeshengyin,daizheyisimanyidexiaoyi,“wojiuxihuankannizheifuhenxindeyangzi。
”“luzefan,nidaodixiangzenmeyang?”wodeshengyinzaizhandou。“woxiangzenmeyang?”taqingxiaoyisheng,
“woxiangyaode,buguoshirangtashengburusi。nizuodehenhao,jixubaochi。”“neitiaoxianglian……”“e,
neishiworangrennongduande,yigexiaoxiaodekaoyaneryi。”tadeyuqiqingmiaodanxie,“nimeirangwoshiwang。
”wowozhedianhua,zhijuedeyizhenchegudehanyi。zheigenanren,jiushigemogui。wanshang,luzefanlaile。
tatangerhuangzhidizoujinlinjia,shoulitizheangguideliwu,duiwofumuxuhanwennuan,duiwodidiguanhuaibeizhi,
yifubiaozhunhaonvxudemoyang。womahelinzihaobeitahongdemeikaiyanxiao。“zefana,haishinihao,
bineigefeiwuqiangyiwanbei!”“jiushi,luge,nicaishiwoweiyidejiefu!”wozuozaishafashang,
lengyankanzhezheiyiqie,ruzuozhenzhan。moyichenhuilaile。taejiaoshangdeshangkouyijingchuliguo,tiezheyikuaishabu,
liansebibaitiangengjiacangbai。takandaoketinglideluzefan,jiaobudunleyixia,ranhoumubuxieshidizhunbeishanglou。
“zhanzhu。”luzefankaikoule,shengyinwenhe,quedaizheburongkangjudemingling。moyichentingxiajiaobu,meiyouhuitou。
“guolai,”luzefanpailepaizijijiaobiandeditan,“jiqingyanchuichuitui。tajintianweilenideshi,
leileyitianle。”zheishixiuru。**luodexiuru。suoyourendoukanxiangmoyichen。wojinzhangdizuanjinlequantou,
zhijiashenshendixianjinzhangxin。moyichenhuanhuanzhuanguoshen。takanzheluzefan,youkanlekanwo。tadeyanshen,henpingjing,
pingjingdexiangyitansishui。ranhou,tazhendezouleguolai,zaiwomianqiandunxia,shenchushou,kaishijiwochuitui。
tadedongzuohenqing,lidaogangganghao。wonengganjuedao,tadezhijianzaiweiweizhandou。“zheijiuduile。
”luzefanmanyidixiaole,tashenchushou,xiangdounongchongwuyiyang,pailepaimoyichendetou,“zuogou,
jiuyaoyouzuogoudeyangzi。”moyichendeshenti,zaineiyishunjian,bengdexiangyikuaishitou。
wokanjiantachuixiadeyanmouli,shanguoyisihairendeshayi。neishayiyishanershi,kuaidaorangwoyiweishicuojue。
“zefan,goule。”wozhongyurenbuzhukaikou,“rangtazouba。”luzefantiaoletiaomei,kanxiangwo。“zenme?
xintengle?”“wozhishijuede,tazang。”woyikaimuguang,shengyinbingleng。luzefanxiaole。tazhanqishen,
zoudaomoyichenmianqian,congkoudailitaochuyizhangzhipiao,rengzaitalianshang。“zheishiyibaiwan,shangnide。nazheqian,
gunba。”zhipiaoqingpiaopiaodiluozaidishang。moyichencongshizhizhong,doumeiyoukanyiyan。tazhanqishen,duiwo,
yeduisuoyouren,weiweijuleyigong。ranhou,tazhuanshen,yibuyibuzoushanglelou。tadebeiyingtingdebizhi。
xiangyikezaibaofengyuzhong,ningzhebuwandesong。di4zhangtawanglejiehunjinianriluzefandechuxian,xiangyikeshizi,
tourulinjiazheitansishui,jiqilesuoyourendeyuwang。womakaishipansuanzhe,dengwogenmoyichenlihun,
jiajiluzefanhou,linjianengdedaoduoshaohaochu。linzihaogengshizhengtiangenzailuzefan**houmian,
yikouyige“jiefu”,xiwangnengcongtazhifenglilouchudianxiangmulai。erwo,chengleneigezhixingzhe。
luzefanrangwozuodemeiyijianshi,douxiangshizaiyongdundaozi,yidaoyidaodigewoderou,yegemoyichenderou。
wobizhetabandaoyongrenfangquzhu。wodangzhetademian,basuoyoutasongwodedongxi,dourengjinlajitong。woshenzhi,
zailuzefandeshouyixia,hetayiqi“yuehui”,paixiaqinmidezhaopian,fazaipengyouquan,guyirangmoyichenkandao。
tashenmedoumeishuo。tazhishibiandeyuelaiyuechenmo,yuelaiyuexiaoshou。talianshangdexiaorong,chedixiaoshile。
takanwodeyanshen,yecongzuichudetongchuhebujie,bianchenglemamuhekongdong。wozhidao,wozhengzaiyidianyidiandi,
shasitaxinlideneishuguang。henkuai,daolewohetadejiehunjinianri。sanzhounian。wangniandezheiyitian,
wulunwoduitaduolengdan,tadouhuijingxinzhunbeiyishuwozuixihuandebaimeigui,yizhuotaqinshouzuodecai,
haiyouyigetabenzhuodidiaokedexiaomudiao。kejinnian,shenmedoumeiyou。tahaoxiang,chediwangle。
wozuozaikongdangdangdecantingli,kanzhezhuoshangzaoyilengdiaodefancai,xinlishuobuchushishenmeziwei。shishiluoma?
huoxuba。woshenzhikaishihuainian,tazhuizaiwoshenhou,xiaoxinyiyitaohaowodeyangzi。“jie,yigerenni?
”linzihaocongwaimianhuilai,kandaowo,chuileshengkoushao,“moyichenneigefeiwuni?jintianzheimezhongyaoderizi,
tadougandaimanni?”womeishuohua。“bieguantale!”linzihaozuodaowoduimian,xingfendinachuyigesironghezi,
“nikan,zheishilugesongnidejinianriliwu!tashuo,zhunizaorituolikuhai!”wodakaihezi,
limianshiyitiaocuicandelanbaoshixianglian,zhengshiqianduanshijianzaipaimaihuishangpaichutianjiade“shenhaizhixin”。
renheyigenvren,shoudaozheiyangdeliwu,douhuixinxiruokuang。kewo,quezhijuedeciyan。“peng”deyisheng,
loushangchuanlaiyishengjuxiang。shimoyichendefangjian。wohelinzihaoduishiyiyan,likechongleshangqu。womenzhuangkaifangmen,
beiyanqiandejingxiangjingdaile。fangjianliyipianlangjie,moyichendaozaidishang,zuijiaohaiguazheyisixueji。tadeshoubian,
sanluozheyididemuxieheyigeshuaihuaidediaokedao。erzaineiduimuxiezhong,yigechujuchuxingdexiaoren,
yixinengkanchushiwodemoyang。tameiyouwang。tazhishi,zaiyejianchibuzhule。“moyichen!”wochongguoqu,
xiangyaofuta。taquehuishoudakailewo。tachengzhedi,jiannandizhanqilai,kanzhewo,yanjinglishihuabukaidenongmo。
“linqingyan,”takaikou,shengyinshayadexiangbeishazhimoguo,“womenlihunba。
”di5zhanglihunxieyi“lihun?”wolengzaiyuandi,fangfobeiyidaojingleipizhong。zheisangezi,
wocengwushuciduitashuoguo,daizhegaogaozaishangdeshisheheyanqi。kedangzheisangezi,congtazuilishuochulaishi,
woquejuedeneimecier,neimekonghuang。“nishuoshenme?”wotingjianzijideshengyinzaifadou。“woshuo,
womenlihun。”tazhongfuleyibian,yanshenlimeiyouyisibolan,xiangyitangujing,zaiyeyingbuchuwodedaoying。
“moyichen,niyoushenmezigetilihun?”linzihaodiyigetiaochulai,zhizhetadebizimadao,
“nichiwojiade,zhuwojiade,niyoushenmezigeshuaiwojie?shiwojiebuyaonile!
”moyichenmeiyoulihuilinzihaodejiaoxiao。tademuguang,shizhongluozaiwoshenshang。neimuguang,
xiangshizaikanyigemoshengren。“nibushiyizhidouxianglikaiwoma?”tachelechezuijiao,
luchuyigebikuhainankandexiaorong,“xianzai,wochengquanni。”tacongchuangtoujuli,nachuleyifenwenjian。
shilihunxieyishu。tazaojiuzhunbeihaole。tabaxieyihebi,didaowomianqian。“qianziba,wojingshenchuhu。
”wokanzheneifenxieyi,zhijuedehunshendexueyedouninggule。bu。bunengqian。luzefanshuoguo,
zhiyourangmoyichenliuzaiwoshenbian,shoujinzhemo,tacainenghuo。yidanlihun,moyichentuolilewode“zhangkong”,
luzefanhuihaobuyouyudishaleta。“wobuqian。”womengdihuishou,dadiaotashoulidexieyi。zhizhangsanluoyidi。
“moyichen,lihun,yegaiyouwolaiti。ni,suangeshenmedongxi?”woqiangpozijishuochuzuishangrendehua,
yongjinquanshenliqi,weichizhewogaoaodejiaxiang。wodexinquezaidixue。qiuni,moyichen。biefangqi,bielikai。
zaijiwoyidianshijian。tashenshendikanlewoyiyan,neiyanshenfuzadaowowufadudong。ranhou,tawanxiayao,
chenmodiyizhangyizhangdijiangsanluodexieyijianleqilai。“hao。”tazhanqishen,jiangxieyizhongxinzhenglihao,
fangzaizhuoshang,“neidengnishenmeshihouxiangtongle,suishikeyiqian。”shuowan,tazhuanshen,zouchulefangjian。tashenzhi,
meiyouzaikanyiyandishangneigebeitashuaihuaidemudiao。neigetameiniandouhuisongjiwode,duyiwuerdeliwu。
wokanzhetadebeiying,diyiciganjuedaolekonghuang。woganjue,youshenmedongxizhengzaishikong。youshenmezhongyaoderen,
zhengzailiwoyuanqu。di6zhangtadefanchangcongneitianqi,moyichenchedibianle。tabuzaiduiwoxiaoxinyiyi,
buzaiduiwonilaishunshou。tabiandexiangyigezhenzhengde“zuke”。tameitianzaochuwangui,
woshenzhibuzhidaotaqulenali,zuoleshenme。tabuzaiweiwozuofan,buzaiguanxinwoshifouchuandenuanhe。
womenzhuzaitongyigewuyanxia,quexianglianggezuishuxidemoshengren,yitiandoushuobushangyijuhua。tadezheizhongbianhua,
rangwoxinhuang,yerangluzefanqileyixin。“tazuijin,shibushitaianfenle?”luzefanzaidianhualiwenwo。
“huoxushi,beiwoshangtoulexinba。”wojinliangrangzijideyuqitingqilaiqingsong。“shima?
”luzefanqingxiaoyisheng,“wokebuzheimerenwei。yizhibeibidaojuejingdegou,yaomechedipaxia,yaome,
jiuhuifanyaoyikou。nijiwodingjinta。”wozuishangyingzhe,xinliqueluanchengyituan。wokaishitoutouguanchamoyichen。
wofaxian,tameitianwanshangdouhuibazijiguanzaishufangli,henjiucaichulai。youyici,wochentabuzai,
toutouliujinleshufang。shufanglihenzhengjie,dankongqizhong,mimanzheyigudandandexuexingwei。woxinzhongyijing,
sichufanzhao。zuihou,zailajitongli,faxianleyituanzhanxuedeshabu。tashoushangle?shishenmeshihou?zainali?
woyiwusuozhi。woyouzaitadediannaoli,faxianleyixiejiamidewenjian。woshilesuoyouwonengxiangdaodemima,
wodeshengri,womendejiehunjinianri,doudabukai。zheigenanren,fangfoyiyezhijian,zhuqileyidaogaoqiang,
bawogejuezaitadeshijiezhiwai。tabiandewowanquanburenshile。zhoumo,linzihaoyouzaiwaimianreleshi。
tagenyiqunfuerdaibiaoche,zhuanghuailebierende**banpaoche,duifangsuopeibabaiwan。womajidetuantuanzhuan,
bajialisuoyounengbianmaidedongxidousuanleyibian,haishicoubugou。“qingyan,nikuaiquzhaozefan!
zhiyoutanengbangwomenle!”womalazhewodeshou,xiangzhuazhulezuihouyigenjiumingdaocao。wohaimeilaidejidadianhua,
moyichencongwaimianhuilaile。takanleyiyanketinglichouyuncandandewomen,dandandiwenleyiju。“chushenmeshile?
”“yaoniguan!feiwu!”linzihaomeihaoqidihoudao。moyichenmeilita,zhishikanzhewo。buzhiweihe,
woguishishenchadi,bashiqingdejingguo,gaosuleta。tatingwan,zhishuoleyiju。“wozhidaole。”ranhou,
tajiuzhuanshenshangloule。bangexiaoshihou,neigechezhu,jingranqinzidadianhuajilinzihaodaoqian,
shuocheshitazijibuxiaoxinzhuanghuaide,buyongpeile。womensuoyourendoujingdaile。“yidingshizefan!
yidingshitaanzhongchushoule!”womajidongdishuo。woyezheimerenwei。kedangwodadianhuajiluzefan,
xiangtadaoxieshi。taquezaidianhuaneitou,mangrandiwen。“shenmebabaiwan?wobuzhidaoa。”wodexinmengdiyichen。
ruguobushiluzefan。neihuishishei?woxiayishidi,kanxiangloushangshufangdefangxiang。neigefangjiandedeng,hailiangzhe。
di7zhangsiliedezhenxiangwoduimoyichendehuaiyi,xiangyikezhongzi,zaiwoxinlishenggenfaya。
wokaishigengjialiuyitadeyijuyidong。wofaxian,tahuibikaijialidejiankong,yongyibuwocongweijianguodeshouji,
herenlianxi。wofaxian,ouerhuiyouheisedehaoche,tingzailijiabuyuandelukou,tahuiqiaowushengxidishangqu,
youqiaowushengxidihuilai。wohaifaxian,wobagongsizuijinyudaodejigejishoudenanti,douzaiyiyezhijian,
yingrenerjie。wobayiweishiluzefandegonglao,duitaganendaide,kewoquejuede,shiqingmeineimejiandan。
zheigewoyiweiyiwushichudenanren,shenshangzangzhetaiduodemimi。tadaodishishei?tashiyidebeihou,
youzangzheshenme?jiuzaiwozhunbeishenrudiaochadeshihou,luzefan,quexianwoyibu,sikaileyiqie。neitian,
shiwodeshengri。luzefanbaoxialezhenggeyunchengzuidingjidekongzhongcanting,weiwoqingsheng。tazhunbeilexianhua,xiangbin,
haiyouyimeibi“shenhaizhixin”gengyaoyandefenzuanjiezhi。zaisuoyourendeqihongshengzhong,tadanxiguidi,xiangwoqiuhun。
“qingyan,jiajiwo。wohuijiniquanshijie。”wokanzhetashenqingdeyanmou,zhijuedeyizhenfanwei。
wozhengzhunbeijujue,cantingdedamen,turanbeirencongwaimianzhuangkai。moyichenzoulejinlai。
tachuanzheyishenheisedefengyi,shenhougenzhejigetongyangchuanzheheiyi,shenqinglengjundenanren。tadeejiao,
haitiezheneikuaishabu,lianseyijiucangbai,dantadeyanshen,quebuzaishikongdonghemamu。neishiyishuangcuizhebing,
hanzherendeyanjing。tabianle。tabuzaishineitiaorenwoqirudegou。taxiangyitou,congchenshuizhongsuxingdexiongshi。
“moyichen?”luzefankandaota,xianshiyileng,suijizhanqishen,luchulewanweidexiaorong,“zenme,
laiqianghunde?”moyichenmeiyoulita。tademuguang,chuanguorenqun,zhizhidiluozaiwoshenshang。“linqingyan,
zheichangxi,niyandeleima?”wodexingedengyixia。“wobuzhidaonizaishuoshenme。”woqiangzuozhending。“shima?
”tayibubuxiangwozoulai,meiyibu,douxiangshicaizaiwodexinjianshang。tazoudaowomianqian,jugaolinxiadikanzhewo。
“sannianqian,nijiuwo,shiyinweiwoshimojiaweiyidejichengren。”“nijiajiwo,shiweileliyongwo,
bangnilinjiadongshanzaiqi。”“niduiwohao,shiyanxi。niduiwohuai,yeshiyanxi。”“niheluzefan,
yichangyihe,bawodangchengyigeshazi,wannongyuguzhangzhijian。”tadeshengyin,buda,
queqingxidichuandaomeiyigerendeerduoli。quanchanghuaran。mojia?shineigechuanshuozhong,fukediguo,
zhangkongzheyazhoujingjimingmaideshenmijiazu,mojiama?wozhenjingdikanzheta,danaoyipiankongbai。
“ni……nixiangqilaile?”“shia,”tachelechezuijiao,luchuyimocanrendexiao,“woxiangqilaile。
woxiangqilesuoyoushi。xiangqilesannianqian,shishei,bawotuixiaxuanya。yexiangqile,shishei,zaiwoshiyideshihou,
xianggexiaochouyiyang,zaiwomianqianbiaoyan。”tashenchushou,niezhuwodexiaba,qiangpowotaitoukanta。“gaosuwo,
linqingyan,zheiyiqie,shibushihenhaowan?”tadeyanshen,binglengdemeiyouyisiwendu。wokanzheta,hunshenfadou,
yijuhuadoushuobuchulai。“bushuohua?”taxiaole,xiaoyiqueweidayandi,“meiguanxi。wozuixihuanzuode,
jiushibarenzuihoudexiwang,yidianyidianniansui。”tasongkaiwo,zhuanxiangluzefan。“luzefan,niyiwei,
niyingle?”“buranni?”luzefantanletanshou,yiliandeyi,“moyichen,
nixianzaijiusuanhuifulejiyiyouzenmeyang?nidemojia,zaojiubeiwocanshidechabuduole。ernizuiaidenvren,
xianzai,shiwodeweihunqi。”“shima?”moyichendeyanshen,turanbiandelianmin。tanachushouji,
anleyigejian。cantingdejumushang,turankaishibofangyiduanshipin。shipinli,
shiluzefanheyigemoshengnanrendeduihua。“……shiqingbandezenmeyangle?”“fangxinba,luzong。
moyichenneigeshazi,haiyiweilinqingyanshizhendeaita,weitaxisheng。taxianzai,zhenganzhaowomendejuben,
yibubuzouxiangwomenshehaodexianjing……”“henhao。dengwonadaomojiazuihoudehexinjishu,jiubatamensange,
yiqisongxiaqu,peitasiqudefumu。”shipindezuihou,shiwo,chuxianzaijingtouliduiluzefanshuo。“qiuni,
fangguota。woshenmedouyuanyizuo。”zhenxiang,yizuicanrendefangshi,beijiekai。yuanlai,wocaishineige,
zuikexiaodeshagua。di8zhangtadejuzhongjuwodaidaidikanzhepingmu,ganjuequanshendexueyedoubeichouganle。
shenmeyisi?shenmejiao“anzhaowomendejuben”?shenmejiao“zouxiangwomenshehaodexianjing”?womengdihuitou,
kanxiangmoyichen。tayezhengzaikanwo。neishuangshenbujiandidemouzili,fanyongzhewokanbudongdefuzaqingxu。
“ni……nizaojiuzhidaole?”wodeshengyinzhandoudebuchengyangzi。“zainidiyiciduiwodongshoudeshihou。
”tadeshengyin,henqing,quexiangzhongchui,zazaiwodexinshang。
“nei……neiniweishenme……”“weishenmebuchaichuanni?”tatiwoshuowan,zuijiaogouqiyimozichaodehudu,
“yinweiwoxiangkankan,weilewo,nidaodinengzuodaonayibu。”“yexiangkankan,womencengjingdeganqing,
zainixinli,daodihaishengxiajifen。”“jieguo,nimeirangwoshiwang。”tashuodemeiyijuhua,douxiangyibadao,
jiangwolingchi。suoyi,wozheisannianziyiweishide“baohu”,zaitayanli,buguoshiyichangzhuoliedekexiaobiaoyan。
woyiweiwozaidisanceng,luzefanzaidiwuceng。quemeixiangdao,moyichen,tacongyikaishi,jiuzhanzailedaqiceng。
tashenmedouzhidao。tazhishizaipeiwoyanxi。“moyichen!nisuanjiwo!”luzefandelianse,zhongyubianle。
tachongguolai,xiangyaoqiangduomoyichendeshouji,quebeitashenhoudeheiyiren,yijiaochuaifanzaidi。“suanjini?
”moyichenjugaolinxiadikanzheta,yanshenlidelianmin,bianchenglechegudehanyi,“luzefan,sannianqian,
nihaisiwofumu,duozoumojiadeyiqie,bawotuixiaxuanyadeshihou,nijiugaixiangdaohuiyoujintian。”“zheisannian,
wojiazhuangshiyiliuzailinjia,jiushiweiledengnizheitiaodushezijiluchumajiao。
”“nianchazaiwoshenbiandemeiyigeren,nishexiademeiyigeju,douzaiwodezhangkongzhizhong。
逼我恨他,才知是为我续命