《匆匆半生,半是伤》 小说介绍
yunduojijudongfangsixiangdeyoumeiwenzixie《congcongbansheng,banshishang》zheibenshu,rangrenxinchaopengpaidechuanqi,juebubiqitayanqingleixingxiaoshuodexunse,zhujiaoshiguyunxueshentianyu,xiaoshuojingxuan:“shuoyinianjiuyinian,nishenmeshihouxueguaileshenmeshihouzaihuilai,ruguonizaitoutoudadianhuajiwo,wojueduigaosunidelaoshi,rangtazaiduinijiaqiang……
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1
heshentianyudahundangye,meimeituranyishanbuzhengdiguizaiwomianqianketou。
“jiejie,jintianshiwobuguai,wobugaiyinweiduzitongbuqucanjianidehunli,woqiunibuyaozaizhaorendawolehaoma?”
shentianyuzhennu,dangchangxuanbuhunliquxiao,bawosongqule“mingyuan”peixunban。
woconggujiaqianjiaobaichongdeda**,lunweirenrenkedakecaidebaoxianggongzhu。
shaoyouxingchatacuo,jiuhuizaoshoufeirenbandedianjinveda。
shentianyujiewohuijiadeneitian,shiyinweimeimeiyouniaoduzheng,xuyaowodeshenjiuming。
wowenroudixiaozhe,xiangmeiyouziwoyishidetixianmuou。
tamenbuzhidaozaineizhengzheng184geririyeye,wodeshenxinjingshenzaoyibeirenzhongxindasui,chengweiyijuxingshizouroudekuilei。
erxianzai,zheifucanquedeshentizhishengxiayigeshenle。
jilemeimei,wojiukeyichedijietuole。
......
cong“mingyuanpeixunban”chulaishi,woyiyanjiukanjianlelubianshentianyudeche。
tameixiache,danwozhidaotaxianzaijiugezhechechuangzaidaliangwo。
bishidewo,zaoyibeichongxiganjing,huanshangxinmailaideyishang。
biaomianhelaishimeiyoushenmebutong,shenzhibiyiqiangengyuanrun。
yinweitamenzaizhidaoshentianyuhuilaijiewohuiquhou,tiqianjiwoweilegezhongsanwuchanpindezengfeiyao。
haizhaolaitexiaohuazhuangshi,jiangwoshenshangsuoyoushangbazhegaidedishuibulou。
jianworenglengzhanzaiyuandi,shentianyuzhoulezhoumei。
tazoudaowoshenbian,mianshangyijiushineifugaogaozaishangdemoyang。
“zhidaowoqinzilaijieni,yiweiwoxinruanle?suoyijiuguyizailimianmomocengcengrangwodengnibanxiaoshi?”
jianwobushuohuayebukanta。
shentianyuliansedunshichenlexialai,tayibazhuazhuwodeshouwan。
“guyunxue,kanlaibannianshijianhaishitaiduanle。”
“jiranxuebuguai,denghexiaoyuzuowanshoushu,wojiubanisonghuilai,zairangtamenhaohaojiaojiaonishenmeshiguiju。”
guijuliangzijiuxiangmoguidechuanzhao。
wokanzheyanqianrenlianshangdenuqi,xiangtiaojianfansheban,shunjianbailelian。
wozhijieguizailenanrendejiaobian,meiyouyidianhanhupinmingketou。
jinguanetouyijingkepopiyebugantingdun,
“duibuqi,zhuren,shixiaoxuedecuo,relezhurenbugaoxing......”
“xiaoxuerenzui,xiwangzhurenkeyibuyaozaichengfaxiaoxue......”
wotaiqitou,qiheidetongkonglizhishengmamu。
woshenchushouqujieshentianyudekuyaodai。
quebeitamengdituikai,“guyunxue,jiusuanniyaoexinwoyebuzhiyuxiazheimexuebenba?”
shentianyuhoutuiyibu,manlianyaneyoujingtididingzhewo。
kejiushineizhongxiangdushebanbinglengqingshideyanshen,rangwobujinxiangqibei“qiujin”zaimingyuanpeixunbanlisuoshoudeheianjingli。
zheigeshihou,wobushi“ren”,ershiyijiankegongwanrentiaoxuan,qiruwannongde“wujian”
erweileburangzijibeiwanhuai,wohaiyaozhudongchenghuan。
woxiangshentianyuguixing,shenzhihaiyangqitaohaodexiaoyan,
keshentianyuqueyijiaotizhongwodejianbang,jiangwochuaifanzaidi,
“guyunxue,nijianbujian?”
2
baonudedihoushenghedewohunshenfazhan。
wotaitouyihuodedingzhetaneizhangyinchendaojizhidelian。
tamenshuo,ruguozhurenbugaoxingle,bunengpa,bixuyaojianchigouyin,jixutaohao。
kexianzai,jingkongdeyanleixianduokuangerchu。
shentianyubaolidijiangwocongdishangzhuaiqilai,“guyunxue,nigujiada**deguqini?”
“wosongnijinquxueguiju,kemeirangnixuechengzheiyanglaiexinwo!”
nanrendenuhou,yaoyaqiechizaiwotinglaiquanshiemeng。
wojingzhanduosuo,“duibuqi,woqiuqiuni,buyaodawo,woyijingbianguaile......wozhendezhidaocuole!”
shentianyuzhouzhemei,“nizheiyangyinyangguaiqijisheikanni?”
wowangzhetaneiyizhangyihedezuichun,queshizhongtingbuqingtazaishuoshenme。
shentianyurenwukeren,yibazhanghenhendazaiwodelianshang。
wolenglengkanta,zuiliyizhiniantaozheduibuqisangezi。
shentianyuheizhelian,“goule!guyunxue,nizhendehenjian!”
zheishicongjianmiankaishi,zaiduanduanjifenzhong,tadiercimawojian。
yeshijiehunyihoudiyicidawo。
huanzuoyiqian,wohuihaobuyouyushanhuiqu。
kerujin,wojiuxiangbeiduoquyishidetixianmuou,lengleliangmiaohou,gengbianbenjialidezishanerguang,bazijizitaifangjinnituli。
gangbeisongpeixunbandeshihou,zaimianduineixierende**,wodisibucong,kewoguzizaiying,yedibuguotamenwuqingdedianbanghehaowurenxingdenveda。
zhengzhengyigexingqi,wobeidadebiantilinshang,yunletamenjiuyongyanshuijiangwopoxing。
rangwotengdelianhuxidoubuganyongli。
ouranyiciyunqihao,yudaoyigehezuijiudekeren,wochentahunshui,naletadeshouji。
pingjiejiyibotongshentianyudedianhua,wokuzheqiutalaijiewohuijia。
kechuanlaidequeshitahemeimeideaimeisheng。
我如遭雷击。
ertazhishilenghengyisheng,“guyunxue,zheicaijitian,nijiushoubulele?”
“jirannibamashengqianbujiao,neizuoweizhangfu,woyouyiwumomonida**depiqi。”
“yehaorangnimingbainipingshirangxiaoyushoudeshanghai,youduotongku。”
dianhuaneitouzuihouchuanlaiguxiaoyudedichuan,
“a......tianyuge,jiejieyezhishiyishihutu,tabushiguyirangwoliuba,erqietabenlaijiuduiwozheigesishengnvdeshenfenyouyijian,zenmefawoyeshiwohuogai。”
“tianyuge,nikanzaiwodemianzishang,jiuyuanliangjiejieba,nimendoujiehunle,zheiyangzuohuishanghainimenfuqiganqingdewuwuwuwu......”
wohaixiangshuoshenme,quebeishentianyudenuhoudaduan。
“guyunxueniyoumeiyouxin,nikankanxiaoyu,chuchuweinishuohua,nini?”
“shuoyinianjiuyinian,nishenmeshihouxueguaileshenmeshihouzaihuilai,ruguonizaitoutoudadianhuajiwo,wojueduigaosunidelaoshi,rangtazaiduinijiaqiangguanli。”
dianhuazaiwotongkudekuhaoshengbeijueqingguaduan。
houlaizheishibeineihuorenfaxian,tamenjiangwosuoqilai,zhengzhengguanlesantiansanye。
houlai,wozaiwuyijianzhidao,shentianyuqishizaozaihewojiehunqianjiuheguxiaoyugaoshangle。
xianzaimeiyouwoaiyan,tamengengshigaodiao,meitianjiuxiangliantiyingeryiyangjiuchanzaiyiqi。
woheshentianyudehunyinzhiyouliangjiarenzhixiao。
pangrenzhizhishenjiashaoyequlegujia**,kejutishinawei**,jiuwucongsuozhi。
wofalehenjing,zuijiaoyichuxue**hongzhong。
shentianyukanbuguoqu,henhenqiazhuwodedongzuo。
tayandifangunnongliedefennu。
“guyunxue,ruguonixiangkaoshanghaizijilaiboquwodetongqing,neidakesilezheitiaoxin!”
“nibuhuizailimianyeshikaozheizhongshouduanquhuoqutamenkeliandeba?”
“heng,wogaosuni,neixiedouwojingtiaoxixuandezhuanyerenshi,tamenshichulemingdeyange,kebuhuiyinweinizheixiexiaobaxijiuduinixinruan。”
tingdaozhei,woxiangzhongyuyishidaotashishei。
“沈天宇?”
lianmingdaixingdechenghurangshentianyuzhengzhu,talianseyufachen,“guyunxue,xiyanguojiubuhaokanle。”
“zheicaibannian,nibieshuonidoubawowangleshishei。”
yinianqian,woheshentianyushangyelianyinzaiyiqi。
zaicizhiqian,wohetaqingmeizhuma,congshibasuikaishijiuanlianta。
taduiwodetaidubulengbure,danwozhidao,tayeshixihuanwode。
keshiqingzhuanzhedouzaiguxiaoyudechuxianhou。
guxiaoyushiwobanianqingshidefengliuzhai。
wobingbuyaneta,haijiabeiduitahao。
kechaoxixiangchuhou,wocaifaxiantahebiaomiandechunjieshanlianggenbenbuzhanbian。
guxiaoyuzonghuizican,ranhoukuzhehebamaguaiwanmojiaoshuoshiwodeyuanyin。
kebamabingbuchitazheiyitao,guxiaoyufaxianhou,bamubiaozhuanyidaoshentianyushenshang。
woyuanyiweishentianyuhuidongwo,kebingbushi。
tazhihuilenglengdijinggaowo,mawoxiaozhangbahuda**piqi。
bannianqian,dahundangye,zhiyinguxiaoyuyimianzhici,tajiuhaobuliuqingdiuxiawotongmawo。
“wodouyijingrunisuoyuanle,nihaixiangzenyang?nidaodiyaowozenmezuo,caikenbuzhenduixiaoyu?”
mamudetongzaixintoufanqi,rubeimayikenshiban。
jianwoanjingxialai,shentianyukanleyanshijian,dongzuoculudijiangwosaijincheli。
3
沈天宇将我带回家。
mengangdakai,wojiukanjianyidaoshouruodeshenyingpujinshentianyuhuaili。
“tianyuge,nihuilaila?”
沈天宇身子一僵。
guxiaoyuzheicaifaxianhoumiandewo。
taguzuozhenjing,xiayike,youzhangkaishoubeibaozhuwo。
“wohaoxiangnia!jiejie......”
beishentianyujiaoyangbanniandeguxiaoyujiuxiangyigexiaogongzhuyiyang,xiaorongchunzhenkeai。
ketabaozhuwodeshihou,shuangbeiguyizaiwoshenshangshoushangzuiyanzhongdedifanghenhenlejin。
tazaiwoerbianqingshengkonghe,
“beirenqilande**,woyaoshinijiuyitouzhuangsiyilebaile。”
mamudexinzaichaneiyousuichengyipianpian,wobuganzhixindidengdayanjing。
她怎么知道?
是她?是她干的!
taweishenmeyaozheimeduiwo?
fennurufengkuangdejingci,zaiwoxindizhagen,
wogenfengleyiyangyibatuikaiguxiaoyu,
ketaquexianyibuxianghouhenhenshuaidao。
shoubeizhongzhongdezhuangfanciping,jiuzaidaodideshunjian,tadeshouzhangxinzhajinsuipian,dengshixueliuruzhu。
我的手悬在空中。
“jiejie,niweishenmeyaozheimeduiwo?”
guxiaoyukudechuchukelian。
shentianyujianzhuang,yibajiangwotuikai。
zheiyizhonglirangwozhongzhongkezaishizhushang,shuangyandunshifahei。
kebudengwohuanguolai,erbianjiuchuanlaishentianyudebaonuhechi,
“guyunxue,nikannigandehaoshi,yihuilaijiufeidenongdejifeigoutiaocaileyishima?”
guxiaoyushoushangdexuedizaidishang,kandeshenren。
woyaotou,xiangjieshibushiwo。
kezaiduishangshentianyuneishuangchirendeyanshenhou,yiqiejieshizaineishunjianyehaoxiangbiandewusuoweile。
shentianyubaoqiguxiaoyu,ranhoutouyebuhuidiwangketingshafashangzou。
顾小语忽然回头。
wokanjiantazuijiaohuanhuangouqideyidexiao,tayongxiaozhangdekouwenyiziyizishuo,
【你斗不过我的。】
shentianyuweiguxiaoyuchulishangkoushi,tafachutongkudechouqisheng。
“tianyuge,nibuyaoguaijiejie,zheibannian,jiejiesuiranzaipeixunbanbeirenhaochihaohedefushi,kezongguimeiyouziyou,taduiwoyuanhenyeshizhengchang......”
guxiaoyuyueweiwoqiuqing,shentianyumiansejiuyuenankan。
tarenwukeren,jiangdongxiyishuai,zhijiechongwozoulai。
wobeitaturuqilaideyibazhangshandechadianzhaobudaonanbei。
“guyunxue,doushitongyigediedezhong,nizenmejiuxuebuhuixiaoyudeshanliang?”
“zheibannian,worangniquxueguijushihainima?haiyuanhen?”
“nidangchuchuchuzhenduixiaoyu,xiaoyudoumeishuoguoniyijubuhao,niyoushenmezigehenta?”
wobeishandetouyunnaozhang,zhenggerenguizaidishang。
kezheidiantongxiangbizaipeixunbansuoshoudehaishitaiqingle。
“jiejie,nizheishizenmele?nibuyaozheiyangguiwoa......”
“guyunxue,nijianbujian,yaoguigunyuandianguiqu,nibieyiweiwobuzhidaonizaixiangshenme,guimeimeirangtaweinidangzai,zhenshiyinan,gengouyiyangyidianguqidoumeiyou!”
骨气?
woyaoyaoya,renzhuneixindebeitong。
zaitaruneigesuoweidepeixunbanhou,shenmezizunjiaoao,zaojiubeixiaomodeyidianbushengle。
wojixiedifuzheshafazhanqishen。
kejiushizheichenmodetaidu,rangshentianyuyoukaishitiaojiao。
“guyunxue,nishenmeyisi,shuoniliangjuhaibuleyishima?”
“wogaosuni,yaobushiyinweixiaoyudebingqingdengbuji,woyagenjiumeixiangbanijiehuilai!”
tingdaozheijuhua,wocaishaoshaoyouledongzuo。
guxiaoyuputongyixiaguizaiwomianqian,“jiejie,duibuqi,shiwomeiyong,wo......”
wokanzhetaneishuodiaojiudiaodeyanlei,youxiebumingsuoyi。
shentianyuyibajiangtabaoqilai,xintengdihongzhe,
“xiaoyu,nigentashuoshenmeduibuqi,tashijiejie,jiniyigeshenbenlaijiushitianjingdiyideshiqing。”
“erqiezhiyaotayikesheneryi,youbushiyaotademing。”
tingdaozheijuhua,wozhongyumingbaiweishenmeshentianyuhuiwuyuanwugutiqianlaijiewole。
原来,目的在这里。
ketanandaobuzhidao,wotineizhishengxiayikeshenlema?
jileguxiaoyu,woyehuisi。
4
zaijiashenzhihaimeizuoxia,wojiubeishentianyusaijincheli,daiquyiyuan。
yeshi,zhiyaoshejiguxiaoyu,tayixiangdoushizuizhejishangxinde。
红灯绿处。
guxiaoyuzuozaifujiashiwei,tahuailiyouhenduolingshi,neixiedoushishentianyuweitazhunbeide。
我忽然想起以前,
youcieduzidixuetangfanle,wogangkaiyibaoqiaokeli,jiutingjianshentianyuzaixianqizhize。
wozhidaotayoujiepi,jieshoubuleyourenzaitacheshangchidongxi。
kerujin,kanjianguxiaoyuwocaimingbai,yuanlaijiepiyefenren。
guxiaoyuturanhuitou,yilianqianyi,
“jiejie,shizaibaoqiana,woyunche,suoyizhinengweiqunile。”
wocezhenaodai,zhidangtingbujian。
shentianyuzhouzhemei,gangyaokaikou,kanjianwochenmoguayandemoyang,yandishanguozhuomobutoudechiyi。
guxiaoyujianzhuangananzhuajinquantou。
nuannuandeyangguangzhaozaishenshang,kewoshizhongganjuebudaoyisinuanyi。
wojinjintiekaozaizijisuorenweianquandejiaoluo。
hudi,yiliangheisejiaochetingzaipangbian,chechuangluoxia,luchuyizhangwoshuxidaokongjudelian!
neirenchongwogouchunyixiao,woxiangdongzuoyingjiban,mengdibaozhunaodai,quzheshenziquansuochengyituan。
“buyao......buyao!!buyaozhaowo,wocuole,wozhendezhidaocuole,buyaochengfawo!”
woyongnaodaibuduanzhuangjichemen。
shentianyubeiwozheifanturuqilaidejudongheleyitiao,jianwohaiyaokaichemen,talijikaikou,
“guyunxue,niyoufashenmefeng?!”
“nibieyiweinixianzaizhuangfengmaisha,wojiuhuiduinixinruan!”
lvdengliang,chezihuanhuanqidong。
wohunshenzhandou,neirendexiaorongheneixieyinanbukandejiyibuduanchongjizhewo。
woxiangtao,buguanquna,zhiyaonengrangwobuzaitongkujiuxing!
“xiangpaoshiba?haoa!wochengquanni!”
shentianyubeiwojinu,yinchenzhelianshuo,taliaodingwobugantiaoche,suoyibachemenzhijiejiesuole。
kexiayike,wohaobuyouyu,zhijietuikaichemen,zaishentianyuzhenjingdemuguangzhongtiaoxiache。
wozhongzhongshuaizaidishang,yebuzhigunleduoshaoquan。
wotangzaidishang,zhengzhengdikanzhelanlantian。
neiyike,wozhijuede,zijizhongyukeyijietuole。
匆匆半生,半是伤