我被虐杀时，我妈让我赶紧去死
《我被虐杀时，我妈让我赶紧去死》 小说介绍
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《我被虐杀时，我妈让我赶紧去死》 第一章 免费试读
第一章
我妈是一名侧写师。
zhongduoanjianyeyintazhuanyedecexiehuodexiansuoerzhenpo。
kewobeicanrennvexiangtaqiujiushi，tazhengzaijializhaoguzhuangbingdeshouyangdidi。
jiedaowodeqiujiudianhua，taduiwoshuodezuihouyijuhuashi：
「“nigesaobaxing！yaosiganjinqusi！nigenbenbupeizuowoerzi！”」
haozaiwodemamahenwo，rangtaduoguoleyijie。
wodeshitishibeiyidazaocuishoufangzudefangdongfaxiande。
fuzeanfaxianchangjinxingcexiedeshiwodemama。
zheigewuneimimanzhenongyudexuexingwei，cibinanwen。
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zheikuanchangdeketingli，daochuhongqiqideyipian，ruobushiqinshenjingli，woshenzhidouyaohuaiyizheishibushiyigexingweiyishuxianchang。
wopiaozaibankongzhong，zhenjingyigerenzenmekeyiliuzheimeduodexue。
budui，zheishilianggerende。
womayouxieshanshanlaichi，lianshanglvedaizhexiexupibei。
danchuanshangneibaidagua，daishangbaishoutaohou，tayouhuifuleneiganlianguoduandemoyang。
tajinzhouzhemeitoujiangxianchanglaihuixunshilejibian，zuihoubizheyantuiyanwosiqiandezaoyu。
womashitamenneixinglizuilihaiyezuinengyuzuizhongjieguoda95%xiangsidudefanzuicexieshi，zhongduoanjianyeyintazhuanyedecexiehuodexiansuoerzhenpo，tayeyincishoudaozhongrenjingyangyuchengzan。
xianchangdexingjingmengesiqizhi，paizhao，quzheng、yijixianchangdeweihudeng，shitunengcongzhongxunzhaodaoyisixiansuo。
shijianyifenfenguoqu，mamadelianseyouxiecanbai，tawozhebideshouweiweizhandouleqilai。
“zheijiushiyichangsiwujidandenvesha！”
wowufabiaodazijidetongkuyujuewang，zhinengmomodizhushizhezhouweideyiqie。
“genjuwodecexie，sizheweinanxing，siqianzaodaojiqicanliedekuxing，xiongshoushouduanhenjue，sizhesihouzhijiebeizhijie。”
“chubutuiduan，zheishixuyibaofu！”
专业！果断！
bukuishiwodemama，jinjingenjuxianchangzheixiexiansuojiunengzuochuzhunquedetuiduan。
zhuduizhangwenshengtingxialeshoulidedongzuo，meitoujinsuoshenqingningzhongdewendao：“quedingma？”
napajianguanleneimeduoqixiongshaxianchangdemama，cikeyewufabaochizhending：“bajiubulishi！”
tatanlekouqi，shengyindaizhenanyiyanshidebeishang，fangfozaixinliweishouhaizhemoai。
zheimiejuerenxingdezuoanshoufa！
mamataiqishou，xiangyaozaibaizhishangmiaohui，keshitadeshoudoudetailihaile，genbenjiuwufawenzhubijian。
yizhizhanzaimamashenbiandezhuduizhangpailexiatadejianbang：“chenjie，huoxuzheizhishipengqiaoshuobuding。”
womazaizhuanxindeduixiongshoujinxingcexieshi，bichubuzhibujuequexianhuaqileshouhaizhedelunkuo。
那轮廓隐约像极我。
zhishihuadaozhei，tajiutingzhule。
woxiang，tadagaishixiangqilezhiqianneizhuangyizhiweinengpojiedexuanan。
woyouxieqidaiwomanenggoukuaidianfaxianzhenxiang，yinweineirendexiayigemubiaojiushita。
danwoyoupatafaxianzhenxiang，patazhidaoneigecansiderenshiwo。
tanaqishouji，youyulebanshangzuizhonghaishifanzhaodaolianxirenwei【baobeierzi】，zhijieboleguoqu。
woyouxiejidong，womaxinlihaishiyouwode，tazhongjiuhaishirenchuwolaile。
“ma，zheijiushiwo！danshi，zheigedianhuakongpayongyuandouwufadatongle。”
kequetingdaodianhuaneitouchuanlaishengyin。
wodexinliangledaban，budui，queqiedeshuo，wodexinyijingliangtoule。
yinweidianhuaneitoudeshengyinshiwoneiyangdi，chenmoran。
he，wodaoxianzaihaizaishewangshenmeni？
zicongwobaqushiyihou，tajiubuzairenwozheigeerzile。
chenmoranjieqidianhua，wenshengdewenmamashenmeshiqing。
wocongweijiandaoguomamazheimewenrou：“moran，zuijinchumenduozhuyianquan，xuexiaoneibianjiuxianbuyaoguoqule，mamadaoshihoujinisongdiandongxiqu。”
zaitaxinli，guoranzhiyouchenmoranyigeerzi。
“xiexiema！maduiwohaishizheimehao！ma，yaobuniyejigedagedianhuaba，taduzizaiwaineimejiule，woyeyouxiedanxinta。”
womalenghengleyisheng，gangcaiyiliandeciaiwenroudunshiyanxiaoyunsan。
“heng！kuinibatadanggege，takecongweibanidangdididuidaiguo！napazainishengbingneitian，tahaishuozijijiuyaosile，yourenyaoshata，rangwoqujiutazheizhonghuangyan！”
“tahaishirudangchuneibanzisi！weiledadaozijidemude，wusuobuyongqiji！”
womashuodaozhei，turanjiaranerzhi，haosiyouxiangdaoleshenme。
“ma，gezheiyangwokeyilijietade，zheimeduonianlai，wozhidaomaduiwobiduigehaiyaohao，duiyugelaishuoqueshibugongping。qishigetayejiwodianhuale，haishuorangwohaohaozhaoguhaoziji，tagongzuomangzanshimeikongguolaikanwo。”
chenmorandehua，rangmamadebiaoqinglenglejifen。
“wojiuzhidaoguoranshitabianzaodehuangyan！woganghaizaixiangshibushiwozhendecuole，jingranjuedetajiwodedianhua，shizhendeqiujiu！xianzaikanlai，morannihaishiyuanlitaxie，buyaobeitadeweizhuangjipianle！”
wozaiyipangshengsilijiedenahan：“bushidema！womeiyoupianni！wogenbenmeiyoujitadianhua，zheiyiqiedoushitapiannide！woyijingsilea！”
“chenmoran，niweiheyaoshuohuang！wodouyijingsile，zenmekenengjinidianhua！”
“chenjie！youyouxinfaxian！kuailai，nikanzheixueji！”
tingdaoyouxindefaxian，womazheicaibushedeguaduanledianhua，zouxiangneichushuyuwodexuejipang。
womatashenseningzhongdidingzheneizaoyiganhe，zhinengyixikandaoyixiejixiangdexueji，
zhikexi，woguyiliuxiadehenjijuranyebeixiongshouguyihuidiaole。
“zheixiangshisizhezaishituzhengtuodeshihouliuxiadehenji，jingguokanchafaxian，xianchanghenduochuhenjiyeyijingbeipohuaile。”
zhuanmenkanchahenjidexingjingpaixiazhaopianhoutuiduan。
wojidetuantuanzhuan，dahandao：“ma，nizaizixidiankankanzhouwei，huoxujiunengzhaodaowoxiangyaogaosunimendemimile！”
zhikexitakanbujianzaoyishilinghunzhuangtaidewo，jiandankanlexiahouheqitaxingjingyitonglikaile。
zhishiheneigexuananyiyang，tazhihuadechuxiongshoudelunkuo，duiyuwuguanshizhonghaowutouxu。
dishangduimanyizhangzhangbeirouchengyituandehuazhi，wozhidao，mamaxianzaiyouxianruledangnianneixuanandekunjingzhongle。
“chenlaoshi，yijinghenwanle，yaobuxianxiabanmingtianzaijixuba？dengshitiwanquanzhaodaolehuoxuhuiyouxinxiansuo。”
womazhaixiayanjingrouleroumeitou，diantoujieshoule。
neimeduonianlai，tazuomengdouxiangjiuchuneixiongshou，ketashizhonghaishiwufahuachuxiongshou。
……
zaijiexialaidejitianli，wodeshikuaibeiluluxuxuzhaodao，zheitufeimengjindesuduzheshirangrenbunancaichu，xiongshoushiguyiweizhi。
fouzeyitamenneicanrendeshouduan，wokongpayongyuanwufajiantianrile。
fayizhendefeichangzhuanye，fenxidetoutoushidao。
shenzhiyuwobeigualejidao，beiqiechengduoshaokuai，douyiyiqingchujiluleqilai。
tadejilu，rangwohaoxiangbeizhongxinshaleyibian。
womajiushizheigeshihoujindegongzuojian。
kanzheneiduisanfazhenanwenqiweideshikuai，tawuzhekoubi，qiangyaxiaxiangyaooutudeyuwang。
“zenmehuizheimeduo，zheishineiweisizhedema？”
“chenlaoshi，jingguozhongxinbidui，zheishiliangmingnanxingdeshikuai，dnayuxianchangsuoliuxiadexueyangjibenwenhe，muqianliangmingnanxingdetouguhaizaixunzhaozhong。”
“这能否修复？”
xiufushikanzheneihunzazaiyiqideshikuai，tanshengdao：“liangmingsizhedeshikuaiquandouhunweiyitile，erqiemuqiandeshikuaiyijingchengyanzhongfubaijixiang，nanyibianrenchuguishu，nandujigao！”
“buguowomenhuijinlifuyuansizhe，yerangsizhenengyougetimian。sizhedeshenfenxueyezuyijinganpaiquhuayanjiandingle，jieshiheshizongrenkoujinxingbidui，xiangxinhenkuaijiuhuichujieguo。”
womadianlediantou，bufajizaodewangwaimianchongqutuleqilai。
wozheishisiledourangwomajuedeexina，wozhendeshihenbaoqian。
侦查科办公室中。
womazhanzaineitiemanzhexuduoxindezhengjuyijixianchangdezhaopiandebaibanqian，dadandeshuochuzijidecaice：“zheigexiongshouduizheiliangmingsizhejinxingrucicanrendenvesha，paichuqingsha，wokeyihenkendingdeshuo，zheishichousha！”
“buguo，zheixiongshoudefanzhenchanenglishaoruolexie，danshitadexinlisuzhijiqiangdaobushangletazheidianbuzu。”
“erqiewomenyizhizaiweixiansuofannaodeshihou，womendejinzhanquetufeimengjin，shunlidetaishunlile，zheijiqibuheli。”
“chufei，zheixiongshoujiushiguyirangwomenfaxianxianchangheshiti。”
“danshitayoueyijiangliangmingsizhedeshikuaihunxiaozaiyiqi，guyizengjiawomengongzuonandu，zheigengxiangshizaikanwomennengfoucongzhongfaxianxiansuo。”
womazhenshilihai，quandoubeitacaidaole！
zhishikexi，haichayidian。
“neimenideyisishi，shijixiongshoushizaiduiwomentiaoxin？”
“dui，jiyoukeneng！xiongshoukenengyizhizaianzhongguanchawomendedongxiang。”
“sizhedehuayanbaogaodagai2-3tianjiunengchulai，wodejianyishi，xianyinzangsizhedeshenfen。”
“chenjie，neishifouzheianziyudangnianneigeanziqishijiushitongyigexiongshou？”
mamazuanjinzheshou，wulidedianlediantou：“ruguowomeiyoucaicuo，xiongshouzaiwomenjiexialaidexingdongzhong，kendinghaihui‘fengshang’gengdadejingxidengzhewomen。”
zhuduizhangzaitingdaomamadetuiduanshi，quanshennaonudeyouxiezhandouleqilai，yiquanhenhendezazaizhuoshang：“zheiqinshouburude**！”
yinzhewomadecaice，zhangduizhangtedizaisanhuihouduliuzhumama：“chenjie，jianhaozenmeyanglezuijin？bijingshizijidehaizi，nayougeyechoude。”
womadelianseshunjianheilexialai，sihubutaixiangtaolunzheigehuati，congyicezhuoshangbatadefenxijiaojilezhuduizhang。
zhuduizhangjieguodao：“chenjie，dangniandeshinizhenbunengguaijianhao，dangchutayejiuzhishiyigehaizi。”
womatingwen，dunshiheizhelian，paianerqi：“tadangshihaishigehaizi？zhengsuoweisansuikanlao，tadaxiaojiushiyigehuaizhong！womeicizhiyaoxiangdaochengyandesi，wojiuhendangshishengtashizenmebubataqiasi！”
“dangchuyaobushitadezisihemanzuihuangyan，tabazenmehuisi！”
“zheimeduonianlai，woyebupanixiaohua，tadehuaixinsigujinishouzhijiaozhidoushubuguolai。wozongyiweitatazuorenzonghuiyouyigedixian，kejieguoni？tazaimoranshengbingtangzaijialideshihou，weilerangwobiequzhaogumoranbianzaoyigekexiaodehuangyan，jiwodadianhuashuoyourenyaoshata，zheizhonghaowuxiaxiandezuopaitabupeizuowoerzi！”
zhuduizhangtingdaowomashuodeneixiehua，gandaoyouxiefeiyisuosi：“yiwoduijianhaodelejie，jianhaobuxiangshiyigezheimebudongshidehaizi，huibuhuishizhendeyouweixian？”
womamanlianbiyi：“gangwojiujiguomorandianhuale，tashuozhangjianhaojitadaguodianhua。pingshizainimenmianqianzuoxibale，jiuliannizheigexingjingduideduizhangdoujitapianle！”
“suanle，buyaozailiaotale！ruguokeyi，woningkemeiyouzheigeerzi！”
“wobenduitahaibaoyouyisixiwang，xianzai，wosixinle！wodeerzizhiyouchenmoranyige！”
kanzhewomayaoyaqiechi，henbudebalewodepi，helewodexuedeyangzi。
我的心一阵阵发疼。
“ma，wozhendemeiyoupianni，wozhendesile......”