《朝闻爱,夕死可矣》 小说介绍
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第1章
zaiguowaishoudaoyangfumupochanruyudexiaoxi,wujiakeguidewozaiguangchangdetoupingshangkanjianleguqingcixizhuanggelvdeshenxing。
jizhewenta:“qingwenguxianshengcongyangzizoudaojichengrenzheiyilushang,youmeiyoushenmehuaxiangduishenmerenshuode?”
xiayimiaowodeshoujizhenling。
guqingcideshengyincongtingtongchuanlai:“wensha,niyoumeiyouhouhuiguodangchubeipanwo?”
woguaneryixiao:“guzong,guowaidenanrendoubinipiqihao,jishuhao,yaobuyaowobatamenyinjianjini,rangniyexuexuezenmetaohaonvren?”
tingtonglichuanlaibeiguaduandemangyin,guqingcibinglengdeshengyinzaidapingshangxiangqi:
“guoqudeyihan,jiujieshuzaiguoqu,wuxumibule。”
tabuzhidao,dangniantadexinfuxiekuanpaolu,zijinlianbenghuai。
是我补上了空缺。
daijiashi,shiqujiazujichengquan,yufumuduanjueguanxi,yishengjinzhihuiguo。
01
gangguaduandianhua,shoujidingdongyixiang,woshoudaoleguqingcimeiyuegudingdedakuan。
dangnianwobeiyangfumuquzhuchujing,tazhudongxiangwenfuwenmuqingyingchengdanwomeiyuedeshenghuofei,shuoshiweilehaiwocengjingbangtadezhai,quezhijiwojiangjianggouwenbaocunhuodeqian。
wokanzheshoujilishaodekeliandeyue,xiaodekuse。
taitoukanxiangguangchangshangdedapingmu,guqingciyanjiaodeleizhiqingxikejian。
yibiewunian,tabiwunianqiangengjiachengshushouxue,xiandelengmobujinrenqing。
wunianqianzhiyinwotaoyantazongchouzheyizhanglian,tabianqingleliyilaoshizhuanmenlianxixiaorong,zhiweidouwokaixin。
kexianzaitazaicaifangqianxiaodecongrong,shenpangquebianchenglewodeyimeiwenmiaomiao。
yizhenhanfengchuilai,tianshangxiaqilexue。
woguojinshenshangdanbodewaitao,ditoucongcongdizoulu,shixianliqueturanchuxianyishuangpixiedangzaiwomianqian。
wotaiqitou,quekanjianleheganggangdapingshangyiyangzhuangshudeguqingci,tashenhougenzheweitadazhesandewenyi。
wolimadangzhulian,dishengshuolejubaoqianjiuxiangceshenlikai。
yizhidashouqueturanjinjinzhuazhuwodeshouwan。
wozhengtuoweiguo,zhinengpianguotou,buxiangrangguqingcikandaoworujinmianhuangjishoudemianrong。
erpanxiangqiyisilengxiao,xiabashangbeiyigulidaoezhuzhuanlegejiaodu,citongganrangwozhoulezhoumei。
“wunianbujianle,wensha。”
tadeshixianzaiwolianshangsaolepianke,zuihouluozaiwoshenchuandewaitaoshangzhoulezhoumei。
“zheimelengdetian,weishenmechuanzheimeshao?”
shuowanyouxiangshijuedezijiyuqilideguanqieyiweitaimingxian,taqingkeliangsheng,shengyinlenglexialai。
“biedongsizaijinniandongtianli,”
“nidemingzaojiubeiwenjiasongjiwole,zaiwomeishuonizhiqian,nimeizigequsi。”
wofachuyishengqingxiao,huanhuantaimouwaitoukanta:“neiguxianshengyoumeiyouxingquzaizaiwoshenshangtouzijishiwan,rangwomaijishennuanheyifukangguodongtian。”
guqingciyileng,shouwanshangdelidujiazhong,woshoubuzhutong,xiangzhengtuota。
tazhuazhewodeshouwanbawolajin,erpangchuanlaidichendeshengyinyinhannuyi。
“wensha,wunianle,nihaishizheimewuqing。”
“shibushichuleqianhetinghuadenanren,nishenmedoubuzaihu?”
shouwanchuanlaidetong,tongchexinfei。
tongdaojidian,wofanerrenzhuyanlei,gouqiyigexiaorong,lingyizhishourouruowugudifushangguqingcideyiling。
“guxianshengjiranzhidaowoshizheizhongfuqianzhijidenvren,xiangrangwoliuzhuzheitiaoming,kebushiyaotouwosuohao?”
“ruguobuxiangjiqian,guxianshengyaobuyaokaolvyixiabazijijiewoyiwan?”
wobeimengdituikai,yigeliejushuaizaidishang。
woquebunao,taiqitou,rengranxiaoyiyingyingdizhushizheguqingcipiaohuodeyanmou。
zhengxiangzaikaikou,guqingcishenhoudewenmiaomiaoshangqianliangbuxiangwoshenchushou,yanshenguanqie。
“jiejie,haojiubujian,xiazhedaxue,nizenmeyebudaibasan?”
tataishougaizhuwoluchudeshouwan,yuqijiqie,fangfozhendedanxinwoyiban:
“jinshibutongwangri,jiejienikebuyaotairenxingle。”
“xianzaikemeiyourenxiangpurenwutiaojianzhaogunideyinshiqiju......”
wenmiaomiaomengrantingzhuhuatou。
wowenyan,sixiaofeixiaodijiangshixianzhuanxiangbuyuanchuzhangshenyulideguqingci。
jinianqian,guqingcigangyisishengzideshenfenbeilinghuigujiadeshihou,yuwoyijianzhongqing。
dangshiquanzilidoushuowoshizuihuaxinwuqingdenvren,kewopianpianbeiguqingcideyiqiangchichengdadong。
meimeiqingdongshi,wodougouqijiaocaizaitadexiaofushang,xiangdougouyiyangduizhetaroutoufanaoxiaba,kantamianhongerchiqueqianchengzhijidiwenwodexiaotui,xiangshentuduishenmingfushou。
houlaiyoulewodezhichiguli,guqingcidetianfurangtahenkuaizaixingyeneizhanlutoujiao,beigufushangshi。
shaonianyiqideguqingcijiexiayigeyiwanjibiedeyanfaxiangmu,gufucengfangyanzhiyaoxiangmushunlitongguo,jiubaguqingcidingweigujiadejichengren。
guqingciyeyuwoyuedinghao,chengweijichengrenneiri,jiujiwoyichangshengdadeqiuhun。
ketazuixinrendexinfuquezaizuiguanjianshixiekuanertao,yaowuyinxin。
gujiazijinlianchuxiannanyitianquededuanlie,guqingcibeiborandanudegufuruanjinzaigujiazuzhai,buyunxurenherentanshi,fangfoyaorangguqingcizishengzimie。
wozaifumudewoshimenqianbuchibuheguizhe,yundaolebeijiuxing,youzaiqugui。
jiuzheiyangguileqitian,guidaofumudewoshimenqianchuxianlelianggexigaidaxiaodexuekengshi。
menbeidakaile,yilianfennudefuqintuozhewojinqu,liutiaohenhenchouzaiwoshenshang。
wofangfokujinlecishengdeyanlei,renzhehunshendetengtongzhiqiutajiujiuguqingci。
fuqindaleile,rengdiaoduanchengliangduandeliutiao,zuihoukanlewoyiyan:
“救他可以。”
“dancongjinwanghou,niyuwomenwenjiaenduanyijue,zheibeizizaiyebuyaorangwozaiguoneikanjianni!”
02.
shouhuisixu,zhengduishangguqingcideshixian。
woxiaozhetaiqishou,zaitazhujianyunnudemuguangzhong,duitabichucengjingqingshenshidougouyiyangdeshoushi。
guqingcitongkongyisuo,suihoulenghengyisheng,zhuangzuowushirenyiyangqianqiwenmiaomiaohoutuiliangbu,congtashoulijieguosanzijijuzhe,younazhetadeshoufangjinzijidedayidouli。
“wenshadeguzilidoushizangdongxi,miaomiao,nikeyaolitayuandian,biexueta。”
“tongyangdoushiwenshushuwenayijiaochulaideguniang,zenmenijiuangzangbukantieshixinchang,miaomiaojiuchunjieshanliangxindirouruan。”
“guoran,youderencongshengxialai,xinjiushiheide,zaizenmeyangyeyangbuhong!”
wuqingdehuacongguqingcibinglengdebochunzhongtuchu,huachenglijianzhazaixinshang。
worouleroufasuandebizi,xiaodegengjiafangsi。
“guxianshengwangle,wojiaowensha,tieshadesha,dangranshitieshixinchang。”
“bubiguxianshengninfengguangweian,meigeyuedounengdaguolaiweibodebaoyangfeibaozhengwohainengzaibaoluandeguowaigouyancanchuan。”
guqingciyileng,zuilizhongfuleyibianwodehua,“weibodebaoyangfei?”
tazhoulezhoumei,chezhewodewaitao,chugandequedanboyipian。
wenmiaomiaoshangqianyibuxianguqingcichusheng,youxiebumandao:
“jiejie,wozhidaonixihuanqian,kewomeixiangdaonijuranweileqianguyichuandezheimekelian,xiangrangqingcixiangqiguoqu。”
“renxinbuzushetunxiang,haiqingjiejienizhizuchangle!”
guqingciyanshenshanshuojixia,zuihouandanxialai。
talazhewenmiaomiaozhuanshen,yuqizhongshipingdandeshiwang。
“wensha,woyiweiwunianbujian,nizonggaigaigaixingzi,zuiqimaduoyidianrenqingwei。”
“kenijuranhaishineimejueqiang,busihuigai。”
“niguoranjiushigelengxuedongwu,chuleqianshenmedoubuzaihu。”
wowangzheguqingcidebeiying,wushengdiluoxiayidilei。
zhishikaikoushiqueyanranqingtiao。
“renqingwei,wodangrankeyiyou。”
guqingcishenxingyidun,weiweihuitoudengdaizhewodexiawen。
“zhiyaoguxianshengkenweiwohuaqian,bieshuoshirenqingwei,guxianshengxiangyaoshenmehuazhao,wodoukeyixianxue。”
guqingcinujifanxiao,beiyipangdewenmiaomiaolazhuxiuzi。
“qingci,suiranjiejiehaimeigaidiaohuihuowududexiguan,danwoxiangxintaxindihaishihaode。”
“dangniantazainibeigubofuruanjindeshihouyizoulezhiqian,yejiguoniyibifenshoufei,womenjiudanghaitadezhai,zaikeliantayiciba。”
wenmiaomiaokanxiangwodeyanshenlijijutiaoxinyuqingmie,keqidebimuhuanshendeguqingcizhinengtingdaotajiaojilianmindeshengyin。
wenyan,tazhengkaiyanjing,congdoulinachuyizhangka,diuzaiwodejiaoxia。
“wensha,niyaoxiexie**meideshanliang,buranzheiyangshexiexinchangdeni,genbenbupeinawodeqian。”
tadeyanlishiqingxikegudexianehebingleng。
wohuanhuanyangqiyigetimiandexiaorong,zaitadeshixianzhongdunxialai,jianqineizhangbeimaizaixuelideyinxingka。
zaiqishen,lianggerenyijinghuirulaiwangderenqunbujianzongji。
wolakaiyixiu,kanjianleganggangbeiguqingcijinjinezhudeshouwanpifuxiakebudeqingziseyuxue。
zaiguowaizheiwunian,woweilewenbaochiguosoufan,heguozangshui。
shentisuzhimeikuangyuxia,wushuyingyangbuliangdezhengzhuangrangwociketouyunmuxuan,houjiantiexiuweimiman。
keshentishangdetongku,queyuanyuandibuguoxinzhongqiliang。
yuanlaiguqingcidaoxianzaidouhaibeiwenjiahegujiamengzaiguli。
tayongyuandoubuhuizhidao,tarujinderonghuafugui,shiwodiuledabantiaominghuanlaide。
03.
wenjiabukenengdashangzishengenjiqubangguqingcitianzheigekulong。
gufuyunuweixiao,haishibukenfangguqingcichulai。
wobianmailewosuoyoudemingguiyifubaobaoheshoushi,jiashangfumujiwodeqian,bushangledabufen。
kezuihoutianbushangdewubaiwan,querangwojidetuantuanzhuan。
wozhaodaowenmiaomiao,yuwuluncidiqiutajiewoyidianqian。
“keshijiejieyijingyaobeiwenjiachumingle,wojiedeqiankongpashiyouquwuhuileba。”
takanzhelangbeibukandewo,yanlishanzhejingmingsuanjideguang。
“buguo,jiejieyezhidao,woshixihuanguqingcideba?”
我一愣。
“jiejieshicongmingren,womendakaitianchuangshuolianghua,wokeyijiejiejieqian。”
“dantiaojianshi,nizheibeizidoubukeyizhudongzhaota,yebuxugaosutagujiazijinlianbeibushangdezhenxiang。duiwaizhinengshuoxianqiguqingcichunben,haipabeitalianlei,suoyiyuanfuguowaixiaosa。”
wenmiaomiaodijiwoyibaxiaodao,xiaodechunliangwuhai。
“haiyou,jiejiecengjingshiyongzheizhishoujingchangdougouyiyangdouqingcideba?”
“jiejieyouduoxiangbangqingci,huizhengmingjiwokandeba?”
neiri,wodexuerantoulewenmiaomiaodechuangdan,pumanletawoshilidemeiyicundiban,caibeitajiaoyishengtaichuquzaiguimenguanqianjiuhuibantiaoming。
fangxueluoxiadexuruobinggen,jiashangchuguohoushichangchibubaochuanbunuandechujing,wodeshentijiurutongqiufengzhongdecanyepiaopiaoyuzhui。
buzhidaoshenmeshihou,yichangfengxue,huozheyichangliugan。
就可以轻易带走我。
wocuocuobeidongdetonghongdeshou,guanjieshangdedongchuangtongyangbukan。
guqingcimeigeyuejiwodeshenghuofeitaishao,womeiqianzufangzi,pingshidoushisuibianzhaohurenjiadehouyuanhuochekuzheiyangnengbibifengyudedifangdianzhebaozhicouheshuixia。
jintiannadaotarengjiwodeqian,zongsuankeyizhaojiawennuandejiudianshuiyigehaojuele。
wodaolubiandeatmjipangchalexiakalideyue。
五百万。
我苦涩地笑了起来。
cengjingheguqingcizaiyiqihou,wosongjitadediyifenlianailiwushiyikuaishoubiao。
erneikuaishoubiao,jiushiwubaiwan。
dangshiguqingcituituoshuotaiangguile,woquebuguanbugudidaizaitashouwanshang,gaosuta,zuowowenshadexiaogou,goupaidangranyaoguiyixie。
neishihoudewoconglaibujuedewubaiwanshiqian。
kebangtatiankulongshi,shengxiadewubaiwan,woquechadiandashangyitiaoming。
jiulianwozoushimeiyehuanguolai,haipaguqingcikanjianwocangbailelianseqiyixin,wohuashanghouhoudezhuang,daizhemojingmaozi,bazijiwudeyanyanshishi。
dengshangfeijitaijieshi,shenhouyizhishoubazhulewodexinglixiang。
guqingcibeifengchuideshenxingdanbo,tahongzheyanjingguizaitaijieshang,qiuwobuyaolikaita。
tajiwokantawanshangdebiao,woqueyibazhuaixialai,henhenzazaidishang。
worenzheleizhuanshenbuqukanta,
woshuo,guqingci,nidezhenxinjiuzheimebianyi,zhizhiwubaiwanma?
guqingcilengzhengjiansongkailewodexinglixiang。
chuguozheiwunian,wobuzhidaowenmiaomiaoshizenmexiangguqingcimiaoshuwode,wozaoyishiqulebianbodequanli。
keguqingcirujinrengjiwodezheiwubaiwan,fangfozaifengciwo:
wensha,nidemingzhenjian,jiuzhiwubaiwan。
keshizheiwubaiwan,zhendezugouxianzaidewoyongyibeizile。
wozoujinyijiabianyidebianjiejiudian,duiqiantaiyaolejianzuibianyidedanrenfang。
shuakashi,qiantaiquezhouzhemeibakahaijilewo。
“nvshi,zheizhangkabeidongjiele。”
我愣在原地。
buzhiguoleduojiu,womanmancongqiantaishoulijieguozheizhangka,xinzhongmanshizichao。
nikan,wensha,nidemingzheimejian,zenmehuizhiwubaiwanni。
wodunzaijiudiandeguaijiao,zhunbeicouhezheshuiyiwan,shoujiquehuranxiangleqilai,jieqilaishihaopengyoubaizhideshengyin。
“shasha,wojinifagedingwei,niguolaizhaowoba,wogezaizheibianjiwobanlegehuanyingpaidui,wobamabuzhidao,nijinwanzaizheibiancouheshuishuiba。”
zicongwoyuwenjiaduanjueguanxihou,cengjingyuwojiaohaodefujiazidifenfenbeifumuguanjiao,duiwobizhibuji。
zhiyoubaizhibeizhetabama,toutoujintasuonengdejiejiwo。
kedangwofengchenpupudilaidaodingweixianshidebieshushi,queyouyuguqingcijianmianle。
朝闻爱,夕死可矣