她所给予我的痛
《她所给予我的痛》 小说介绍
yanqingticaixiaoshuo《tasuojiyuwodetong》shi“xiaoxing”dadadeyuanchuangjiazuo，gaishuyiyangzhenqinzheweizhujiao，zhuyaojiangshudeneirongyou：baokuotafuzhongdehaizi。“weilegongsishiba？”wolengxiao，“wokanshipapochan？pashiquxianzaideyiqieba！？……
《她所给予我的痛》 她所给予我的痛第一章 免费试读
“laogong，shenyizhishoushutongyishuniganjinqianleba！”
qizidilaigangbishi，wodeshouturandoudelihai。
shifenzhongqian，wodejiyihaitingliuzaineijiayinlengdeliaoyangyuan——kuilandeshangkouhehushilengmodetanxi。
“fangqiba，niqizishuonizheizhongfeiwuzaogaisile。”
meixiangdao，wojingzhongshenghuidaoleshoushuqian。
tajianwojiangzhu，shengyinruanlejifen，yankuangfanhong，“zhiyaonijiuta，dengtachuyuan……wobaozheng，womenmashangyaogehaizi，haohaoguorizi，xingma？”
shangbeizi，jiushizheijuhuarangwoxinruan，qianxiatongyishu，zhaileyikeshenjitasuoweide“qingmeizhuma”。
可后来呢？
tadezhumayangbingqijianguyidafanzhouwan，tanghonglezijideshou。
qizihaobuyouyurendingshiwozuode，“niguyideduibudui？！nijiduta！”
diertian，woquanshenbeirezhoutangshang，zhuanyidaochoumingzhaozhudeliaoyangyuan，zuihouyinweishangkoufayan，gaoshaobuzhierwang。
erxianzai，gangbihaixuanzaizhishang。
“老公？”
mianduiqizidecuicu，wohuanhuantaitou，chongtaxiaole：“haoa，woqian。”
danzheici，woyaoqiande，shirangqizigongsipochandejihuashu。
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wodingzheshoushangde‘shenyizhishoushutongyishu’，yishijianmeiyoudongzuo。
“laogong，yishengshuomingazhedeqingkuangbunengzaituole。”qiziyangzhendeshengyindaizhekeyiderouruan，jiuxiangshangbeiziyiyang，“qianwanzi，womenjiunengzhongxinkaishile。”
tayankuangtonghong，danwozhidaoneibushiyinweixintengwo，ershidanxintadeqinzhedengbujile。
wotaitoukanta，zheizhangcengjingrangwohunqianmengyingdelian，cikezhirangwogandaoyizhenehan。
“zhongxinkaishi？”woqingshengzhongfu，shouzhifuguowenjianshang，“jiuxiangshangcinishuoyaogehaizi，jieguozhongtuqinzheyigedianhua，nijiujiangwobangzaichuangshangkudengyiyeneiyang？”
yangzhendebiaoqingjiangleyishun，suijiyoujichuxiaorong：“nihaizaiweineigeshengqi？dangshigongsitaimangle，wobushiguyide。”
huayingangluo，tadeshoujituranxiangqi，takanleyanpingmuxiayishiluchuyimoweixiao，yugaimizhangdiduiwojieshi。
“woqujiegedianhua，gongsiyoudianjishi。”
takuaibuzouxiangyangtai，guanshanglebolimen。
yangtaidegeyinbingbuhao，yangzhenyadideshengyinduanduanxuxudichuanlai。
“biedanxin，jihuashunli……taneimeaiwo，yidinghuidayingqianzide……”
meiyigecidouxiangzhenyiyangzhajinwodexinzang。
qianshidewomanxindoushitayuanyishouxinhuiguijiating，meixiangdaoshoushuzuowanjiubeitayijiaotikaile。
xianzaihuixiangqilai，zaoyouyuliao。
wolengxiaoyisheng，nachuzaojiuzhunbeihaodeshougoujihuaqianxiazijidemingzi。
gangqianwan，yangzhenbiancongmangzoujinlai。
“laogong，gangyiyuandadianhualaicuile，niqianhaojuanzengxieyilema？”
woweixiaozhejiangqianhaodexieyidijita，shangfangfangzheqianhaozideyizhitongyishu。
“taihaole，laogong。”yangzhenrushizhongfudijieguowenjian，danxinwofanhui，shenzhimeiyouzixichakanneirong，jiujicongcongdijiangwenjianshoujinbaoli。
“yiyuanneibianwoyijingdahaozhaohule，mingtianjiukeyishoushu。”
“nibushiyizhibuxihuanwoheazhezoudejinma，dengtahaole，wolimabatasongdeyuanyuande，womenzaiyaogehaizi，yihouhaohaoguorizi。”
qianshidewojiushibeizheiyijuhuapiandetuantuanzhuan，xinganqingyuanditangshangshoushutai，xianchuyikeshenzangjitadeneige‘qingmeizhuma’，danshitahoumianshizenmeduiwode！
woyanshiyanzhongdelengyi，xiaoyiyingyingdikanzheta。
“ng，weileni，woshenmedouyuanyizuo。”
yangzhendebiaoqingdongrong，haiyouxiexinwei，“nizhongyunenglijiewole。”shuowanqingqingdibaozhuwo。
tayikaojin，wojiuwendaotashenshangdutedexiangshuiwei。
qinzhemeicishengri，tadouhuiqinshoudiaozhiyikuanxiangshuisongjitadangshengriliwu，erwoquezhinengzaiduifangpengyouquananziyanxian。
cengjingwoweitaduiqinzhedepianaixiesidili，danrujinzhonglaiyici，woneixinjingzaibuhuiweiciqibolan。
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yangzhengangbaowanwo，tadeshoujiyouxiangleqilai。
zheicitameiyouhuibi，zhijiezaiwomianqianjieqiledianhua。
“azhe？zenmele？”tadeshengyinshunjianrouruanlebagedu，yanshenyebiandewenrousishui。
wozhanzaiyipang，lengyankanzhetabiaoqingdebianhua。
dianhuaneitouchuanlaiqinzhexuruodeshengyin，yangzhenkailemianti，sihushixiangxiangwozhengmingtamenzhijian‘qingbai’deguanxi。
“shenge，woshibushidaraodaonimenle？”
qinzhedeshengyinqiruoyousi，fangfoxiayimiaojiuhuiduanqi，“wojiushixianggenshengedaogexie，xiexieniyuanyijiuwo。”
wolengxiaoyisheng，zhijienaguoshouji：“buyongxie，sheirangnishiwolaopozuihaode‘pengyou'，tadouyuanyiweilenihuiguijiatingle。”
qinzhedeshengyingengjiaxuruole，daizhejifengengyan，“wozhidaoniyizhibuxihuanwo，dengwoshoushuhaole，woyidinglizhenzhenyuanyuande，zhishiwonengbunengouertoutoukankanta？wobaozhengbudaraonimendeshenghuo。”
好一招以退为进。
womiqiyanjing，qianshidewoshudezhenbuyuana。
guoran，haimeidengwohuida，yangzhenjiuyibaqiangguoshouji：“azhe！nihushuoshenmeni！sheishuoyaonizoule？”
tajinggaodidenglewoyiyan，yuqiquewenroudenengdichushuilai，“nihaohaoyangbing，youwozaimeirennenggannizou。”
wozhanzaiyipang，zuijiaogouqiyimozichaodehudu。
shifenzhongqiantahaixinshidandandishuodengqinzhehaolejiubatasongdeyuanyuande，xianzaiquedangzhewodemianchuerfaner。
guaduandianhuahou，yangzhenlianshangshanguoyisixinxu，danhenkuaiyouhuifulelizhiqizhuangdeyangzi：“qinzhexianzaishibingren，nijiubunengduobaorongtayidianma？wohaiyiweinizhongyudongshile，haigenyiqianyiyangxiaodujichang。”
xiaodujichang？wochadianxiaochusheng。
zhenyaozheiyang，qianshiwojiubuhuitangzailiaoyangyuanlibaoshouzhemotongbuyusheng，tazeyongzhewomenfuqidegongtongcaichanheqinzhechuguodumiyuele。
yangzhenturanxiangqishenme，yanjingyiliang，“duile，nizuodeyaoshanbushihenhaoma？qinzhemashangyaozuoshoushule，niqujitadundianbupinbubushenti。”
wolianshangdexiaorongjiangzhule。
wodangchuxuezuoyaoshanshiyinweichuangyechuqiyangzhenjingchangbuchifan，luoxialeyanzhongdeweibing。
weilejitadiaoyangshenti，wodishengxiaqiqiuleyiweituixiudelaozhongyisangeyue，meitiantianbuliangjiuqubangtazhengliyaocai，caihuanlailaorenjiachuanshoujidaoyangweideyaoshan。
xianzai，tajuranrangwoyongzheifenxinyiqusihoutadeqingren？
“womeixingqujiwairendangmianfeichushi。”wolengshengjujue。
yangzhendelianselikechenlexialai：“shenmo！niweishenmefeiyaogenyigebingrenguobuqu？”
tataochushouji，kuaisuanlejixia，“bujiushiqianma？wojini！”
wodeshoujizhendongleyixia，yinxingtongzhixianshishoudaoyibiershiwanyuandezhuanzhang。
“zheiqiangouqinghaojigedingjichushile，goumei？”tajifengdikanzhewo，“fanzhengnizaijiachiruanfanzheimeduonian，yejiuzheimedianzhangchule。”
chiruanfan？woqideshouzhifadou。
dangchugongsizoushangzhengguihou，shitakuzheshuokanwotaixinku，feiyaowozaijiaxiuxi，xianzaidaochenglewochiruanfan？
“hao，hao，henhao。”wolianshuosangehaozi，zhuanshenzouxiangchufang。
chufangli，wojixiedichulizheshicai，naohaizhongfuxianchuqianshideyimumu。
qinzheguyidafanrezhoutangshangziji，yangzhenquerendingshiwojiduxinzuosui，zhuleyiguofeitengderezhoulinwoquanshen；yangzhenwanzhekangfudeqinzhe，zaiwobingchuangqianyanlidexiane；liaoyangyuanli，hushilengmodishuo“niqizishuonizheizhongfeiwuzaogaisile”……
“peng！”woyidaoduozaizhenbanshang，basuoyoudehenyidoufaxiezaizheiduishicaishang。
sanxiaoshihou，woduanzhejingxinpengzhideyaoshanzouchuchufang，meiyidaodoushidabuyuanqidehaodongxi，zugousangeqinzhechidaocheng。
yangzhenyanjingyiliang，likenachuzaojiuzhunbeihaodebaowenhe：“quandouzhuangshang，azhexianzaixuyaoyingyang。”
tadongzuomalidijiangsuoyoucaiyaodabao，lianyikoutangdoumeijiwoliu。
linzouqian，taxiangshishishebandiduiwoshuo：“wanshangwobuhuilaichifanle，nizijijiejueba。”
menguanshangdeshunjian，wonachutiqianhaodeyaoshanchileqilai。
wozaojiuduiyangzhenbubaoqiwang，suoxingzaoyouyuliao，daobuzhiyuzijizuolebantian，yikouredefancaidouchibushang。
womantiaosilidixiangyongzhebengaishuyuqinzhedemeishi，yibianhuifuwodehaoxiongdimuchen。
“shougouwenjianyiqianshuwanbi，mingtianjiukeyikaishixingdong。”
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yangzhengongsidehexinzhuanlizaiwomingxia，zijinlianyijingjijikewei，zhiyaomingtianyikaipan，muchenjiuhuiyitouzirendeshenfentichuchezi，tongshiwohuixuanbushouhuizhuanlishiyongquan。
shuangzhongdajixia，taneikansijiangudeshangyediguojiangzaiyixizhijianbengta。
woganghemuchenquerenwanmingtiandejihua，quebaowanwuyishi，yangzhentuikaimenzoulejinlai。
woyouxieyiwai，tabushiyinggaizaiyiyuanpeiqinzhema？nandaotafaxianleshenme？
woxunsushouqishouji，yuqipingjing，“nizenmehuilaile？”
tameiyouhuida，zhigougoudidingzhewo，turanpushanglaibaozhuwo，zuichunjiqieditieshangwo。
tadeshoukaishisichewodeyifu，dongzuocubaoyoujiqie。
wojiangzaiyuandi，danaoyipiankongbai。
zicongbannianqiantaweileqinzhebanchuhunfang，womenjiuzaiyemeiyouguorenheqinmijiechu。
weiyinengkandaotazhaopiandeshihou，haishiqinzhefalaidetiaoxinzhaopian，baokuotamenzaicantingyongwen，zaijiudianchanmian，shenzhihaiyouyangzhenshushuishidezhaopian。
yigeyueqian，wohaishoudaoleyangzhendeyunjianbaogao，xianshitayijinghuaiyunlianggeyue。
erwoheta，yijingbannianmeiyoutongchuang。
womengdituikaita，weilifanjiangdaohai。
tazheishixiangganshenme？yaowodeshenhaibugou，haixiangrangwodangneigeyezhongdebianyifuqin？
wochongjincesuo，duizhematongganouqilai。
yangzhendelianseyoubaizhuanqing，zuihoubianchengfennudezhanghong。
“shenmo！nitairangwoshiwangle！”tazhuaqibao，shuaimenerqu。
wozhanzaiyuandi，tingzhezhuwomenzhongzhongguanshang，zheicaisongleyikouqi。
wofuxiayipiananmianyao，qiangpozijirushui。
mingtianyouyichangyingzhangyaoda，woxuyaobaochiqingxingdetounao。
raner，dangwozaicizhengkaiyanjingshi，quefaxianwobeibangzaiyizhangyidongbingchuangshang，shoujiaodoubeishufudaiguding，zuilisaizhebutiao。
“wu！”wozhengzhazhe，quezhinengfachuhanhudeshengyin。
“nixingle。”yangzhendeshengyincongpangbianchuanlai。
talianshangdaizheqianyi，yanshenquebinglengrudao，“duibuqi，shenmo，danyiyuanganglaidianhua，shuoqinzhedeqingkuangehuale，xuyaomashangshoushu。”
wofennudidengzheta，houlonglifachudichendepaoxiao。
zheigenvrenjingranchenwoshuizhebawobanglaileyiyuan！
bingchuangbeituijinyijianbingfang，qinzhetangzailingyizhangchuangshang，liansecangbairuzhi，kandaowoshiqueluchuyigeshenglideweixiao。
taxuruodishuo，“shenge，wozhendehenganxieni，bujiqianxianyuanyijuanshenjiuwo。”
wosisidingzheta，ruguoyanshennengsharen，tayijingbeilingchiqianwanbian。
qinzhejixushuozhe，shengyinyuelaiyueqing，quezizizhuxin：“buguowotingshuo，zhiyouyigeshendenanrenchabuduojiushijueyule，zhenkexinihaimeiyouzijidehaizi。”
woxinzhidumingtashizaichaofengwoyihoudoubuhuiyouhaizile，woqizideduzilihuaizhedehaishitadehaizi。
yangzhenlikewozhuqinzhedeshou，wenroudifangzaizijidefubu：“biedanxin，niyihouhuiyougejianjiankangkangdehaizide。”
ranhoutazhuanxiangwo，jileyigechengnuo：“shenmo，jiusuannibunengshengle，woyebuhuixianqinide，nizhenghaokeyibawoheazhedehaizidangchengniqinshengdekandai。”
wodedanaowengwengzuoxiang，yanqianyizhenzhenfahei。
jiuzaizheishi，bingfangmenbeituikai，yigedaizhekouzhaodeyishengzoulejinlai。
“juanxianzhezhunbeihaolema？”
yangzhenlianmangdiantou，zhizhewo，“yisheng，jiushitale。”
takanzhewo，ranhouditoukanlekanshouzhongdebiaoge，turanzhoumei：“dengdeng，zheishangmianxiedejuanxianzheshinvxing，zenmesonglegenandeguolai？”
yangzhenlengzhule：“shenme？”
yishengzhizhebiaoge：“zheiliqingqingchuchuxiezhejuanxianzheyangzhen，xuexingabxing，yuhuanzhepipei。”
yangzhendelianseshunjianbiandecanbai：“bukeneng！womingminganpaideshi……”
tadehuameishuowan，bingfangmenzaicibeimengdituikai。
tadezhulixiaozhanghuanghuangzhangzhangdichonglejinlai，liansebizhihaibai：“yangzong！buhaole！gongsimashangjiuyaopochanle！”