《此生,不见》 小说介绍
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binglengdexiaodushuiqiweixiangxizhen,mimimamadicijinbiqiang。suningfeilidixiankaichenzhongdeyanpi,
shiyelishimohuhuangdongdebaisetianhuaban,yizhanciyandebaichidengrutongxuanzaitoudingdeshenpanzhiguang。toutongyulie,
xiangshibeiwushugengangzhencongneixiangwaihenhenguanchuan,meiyicixiweidehuxidouqianchezheshenjingmoshao,
dailaijianruideduntong。“e……”yishengposuide**bushoukongzhidicongganliedechunjianyichu。“ningning!
”yigemoshengde、daizhejiqieyumouzhongkeyirouhuadenanshengzaierpanxiangqi。suningjiannandizhuandongyanzhu,
shixianjujiaozaiyizhangkaodejijindelianshang。nanrenhenhaokan,lunkuoshensui,bilianggaoting,bochunjinmin,
xiahexianbengdeyouxielingli。tachuanzhejiancaijingliangdeshenhuiseyangrongshan,yisibugou,yuyiyuandehuanjinggegeburu。
neishuangshensuideyanmoucikezhengjinjinsuozheta,limianshengmanle……danyou?guanqie?ketawanquanburenshita。
judadekonghuangshunjianjuezhuleta。zheishinali?tashishei?yanqianzheigenanrenyoushishei?weishenmehunshendouteng?
taxiayishidixiangdong,yizhenjianruidetongchulikecongyoutuiheleiguchuchuanlai,rangtadaochouyikoulengqi,
eshangshunjianqinchulenghan。“biedong!”nanrenlikeshenshou,dongzuokansiqingrouquedaizheburongzhiyidelidao,
anzhuletameiyoushoushangdezuojian“nigangzuowanshoushu,bunengluandong。ningning,kanzhewo,woshilulin。”lulin?
zheigemingzirutongtourusishuideshizi,jibuqitajiyilibandianlianyi。zhiyouyipiankongbai,lingrenzhixidekongbai。
“wo……”tadeshengyinsiyaderutongshazhimoca“woshishei?zheishi……nali?
”meiyigezidouhaofeizhetajincundeliqi。lulindemeitoujibukechadiculeyixia,neisudutaikuai,
kuaidaosuningjihuyiweishizijidehuanjue。suiji,tayanzhongdedanyougengshenle,
shenzhidaishangleyicengbobodeshuiguangtafushen,wenredeqixifuguotadeerkuo,
daizheyizhongkeyiyingzaodeqinni:“nishisuning,wodeningning。zheilishiyiyuan。
ni……nichulehenyanzhongdechehuo,yijinghunmisantianle。biepa,wozaizheili,yizhidouzai。”chehuo?suning?
zheigemingziyijiumosheng。dannanrenyuqilidedudingheneijihuyaoyichulaide“shenqing”,
rangtazaimangranwucuodeshenyuanli,bennengdizhuazhuleyigendaocao。tashirenshitaderen,tajiaota“ningning”,
tashuotashilulin,takanqilaihenzaihuta。zaikongbaidekongjumianqian,zheifen“zaihu”chengleweiyidefumu。
jiexialaidejitian,lulinchengletabingfanglidechangzhuzhe。tadailailegezhongangguidebupin,
qinglailezuihaodekangfushi,shiwujuxidiguowentadezhiliao。taxiangyibujingmideyiqi,
jiangguanyu“tamen”deyiqie,youtiaobuwendishurutakongbaidenaohai。tanachuyigeipad,zhijianhuadong,
yizhangzhang“tianmi”dezhaopianchuxianzaisuningyanqian:xueshanshang,taguodexianggezongzi,
zhiluchuyishuangxiaowanledeyanjing,jinjinyiweizaichuanzhezhuanyehuaxuefudelulinshenbian;gaojicantingli,zhuguangyaoye,
tachuanzhepiaoliangdequnzi,cetoukanxiangjingtou,lulinzewenroudiningshizheta,
shoulihaiduanzheyibeihongjiu;shenzhihaiyouyizhang“zhuapai”,tasihushuizhele,touzhenzailulindetuishang,
lulindeshouzhiqingqingfuguotadefasi,yanshenzhuanzhudenengnisiren……“zheishiwomenqunianzaibeihaidaohuaxue,
nidiyicihua,shuailehaoduoci,haijuedeyaomingbukenrangwofu。”lulinzhizhexueshanzhaopian,
yuqidaizhechongnidewunai。“zheijiafacantingshinizuixihuande,jinianriwomendouhuiqu,
nishuoneilideshufuleiyouxingfudeweidao。”zhuguangwancandezhaopianbeifangda。“zheizhanga,nijiabantailei,
zaishufangkanziliaojiushuizhele,xiangzhixiaomao。”tamosuozhepingmushangtashuizhedelian,dongzuoqingrou。
tahaidailaileyigesironghezi,limianshiyimeishejidutedezuanshijiezhi,zhuzuanbuda,danqiegejijincuican,
zhouweixiangqianzheximidesuizuan,rutongzhongxingpengyue。“ningning,womendedinghunjiezhi,niyizhidaizhede,
shoushuqianyishengbangniquxialaile。dengnihaole,woqinshouzaijinidaishang。”tazhiqitaweishoushangdezuoshou,
zhifuzaitawumingzhidegenbuqingqingmosuo,neiliqueshiyouyiquandandandejiehen。
tajiangshuzhetamenruhexiangshiyuxiaoyuan,ruhezaizhichangbingjianzuozhan,ruhetianmidinghun,
yijizheichangbuxingdechehuotadegushiluojiyanmi,xijiefengfu,qingganchongpei。
suningxiangyigebeichoukongleneirongderongqi,beidongdijieshouzhezheixiesecaibanlan、mingwei“guowang”detianchongwu。
kanzhezhaopianshangneigeyiweizailulinshenbian、xiaorongmingmeide“ziji”,
tingzhetadichenyueerdijiangshuneixietahaowuyinxiangde“tianmi”diandi,yizhongjudadegelieganrangtaxuanyun。
neishitama?weishenmetaganjuebudaosihaodeshuxihetianmi?zhiyouyipianbinglengdemangran。raner,
shentishixuruode,jingshenshicuiruode。zaikongbaidekongjuhewuzhumianqian,
lulinzheigesihushenaizhetade“weihunfu”,chengletaweiyikeyizhuazhudeyikao。taxiangchushengdechuniao,
bennengdiyilianzheyanqianzheigeweitazhuchao、tigongbihudecunzai,jishizheigechaoxuedegenjichongmanleweizhideyiyun。
takaishichangshihuiying,changshibanyanneigezhaopianli、gushilibeishenaide“suning”。“lin……jintiantangyoudianxian。
”tashizheyongtagushiliqinnidechenghu,shengyinhenqing,daizheshitan。lulinzhengzaiyongbijibendiannaochuliyoujian,
wenyandongzuoyidun,ceguotoukanta。yangguangtouguobaiyechuang,zaitashensuidecelianshangtouxiaminganjiaocuodeguangying。
tafangxiadiannao,qishenzoudaochuangbian,duanqineiwanwenredejitang,jiqizirandiyaoqiyishao,songdaotachunbian,
dongzuoliuchangdexiangpailianguowushuci。“shima?wochangchang。”tajiuzhetayongguodeshaozi,qianchangleyikou,
meitouweicu“ng,shiyoudian。mingtianrangayizhuyi。zhangzui,zaiheliangkou,nixuyaoyingyang。”tadeyuqiwenrou,
daizheburongzhiyideguanqie,keneishuangyanjingshenchu,queshiyipianchenjingdeshenshi,
fangfozaiguanchayigeshiyanduixiangdefanying。suningshuncongdizhangzui,wenredetangzhihuaruhoulong。
tadekaojindailaiyizhenqingliedexuesonghunhezhedandanyancaodeqixi,zheishishuyu“lulin”deweidao,
shita“shuxi”deweidao。ketadeshentiquexiayishidiweiweibengjin,
yizhongnanyiyanyudepaichiganzaixindiqiaoranzisheng。tachuixiayanjie,bikaitaguoyuzhuanzhudemuguang。
yilaizairifuyiride“jingxinzhaoliao”zhongzizhang,rutongtengmanchanraozhekumu。
lulinjihubaobanlesuningdeyiqie:bangtacaxishenti,weitachifanheyao,tuizhetaquzuokuzaotongkudefujian。
zaifujianshili,dangtayinweituibujirousiliebandetengtongerlianseshabai、lenghancencenshi,
tahuishishididishangwenshuihemaojin,shuozhegulidehua,yanshenquelengjingdexiangzaipingguyijianwupindexiufujindu。
ouer,tayehuiliuluyisizhenshideqingxu。yici,suningwuyijiantidaoxiangchichengxiyijialaozihaodeguihuatangou。
lulindangshimeishuoshenme,diertianquezhenderangrenmailehuilai。jingzhideshihedakai,
ruannuodeoupianjinrunzaihuposedetangjiangli,dianzhuizhejinhuangdeguihua。“changchang,shibushininiantaodeneigeweidao?
”tajiaqiyikuai,didaotazuibian。suningmanhuaiqidaidiyaoleyikou。tian,houtian,tiandefani,
haidaizheyigunongzhongderangrenfanweideguihuaxiangjingwei。zheigenbenbushitajiyishenchuneizhongqingtianyouzhangdeweidao!
yizhenqiangliedeexinganmengdiyongshanghoulong。“ou……”takongzhibuzhudiganouleyisheng,lianseshunjianbiandenankan。
lulinlianshangdewenroushunjianninggu,rutongjingmeidemianjuliekaiyidaofengxi,luchuxiamianbinglengdedise。
taxunsufangxiakuaizi,choulezhangzhijindijita,shengyinyijiupingwen,
quedaishangleyisibuyichajuedelengying:“zenmele?bushufu?haishi……weidaobudui?
”tademuguangruilidisuozhuta,daizhetanjiuheyisibeidaraodebunaifan。suningwuzhezui,
qiangyaxianeiguexingan,xintoudeyihuorutongtouruhumiandeshizi,lianyiyiquanquankuoda。
zhaopianlide“ta”mingmingxiaoyeruhuadichizhegezhongtiandian,weishenme“ta”huixihuanzheizhongtiandaofanidedongxi?
weishenmelulinduicihaowuchajue?tamianqiangjichuyigexiaorong:“mei……meishi,kenenggangzuowanfujian,
weiyoudianbushufu。weidao……tinghaode。”weileyanshi,tayingzhetoupiyouyaoleyixiaokou,
neitiannideweidaozaikouqianglihuakai,rangtaweiliyoushiyizhenfanjiangdaohai。lulindingzhetakanlejimiao,
neimuguangrangsuningrumangzaibei。zuizhong,tashenmeyemeishuo,zhishishouqileshihe,
yuqihuifulegongshihuadewenhe:“bushufujiubiemianqiang。xiangchishenmezaigaosuwo。”raner,
tazhuanshenqudaoshuishi,suningqingxidikandaotazuijiaoxiangxiapieleyixia,
yigejiqixiweide、daibiaozheyanehebunaifandehudu。zheixiweidepozhanxiangyigenzhen,
zhajinlesuningyilaizhuqidecuiruobaolei。yewanshihuangyanzuinanweichideshike。suningkaishipinfandizuomeng。
buzaishilulinbianzhideneixieyangguangmingmeidehuaxuechang、zhuguangyaoyedecanting。
tademenglichongchizhejianruideduizhi、binglengdeyanshenhelingrenzhixideyapogan。menglidechangjingguangguailuli,
youshishizaiyigejudade、chongmanjinshuzhigandehuiyishili。zhangzhangdehuiyizhuoliangcezuomanlemohuderenying,
qifenningzhongderutongqiankuai。zhuweishang,lulinchuanzhetingkuodeheisexizhuang,yanshenruiliruyingsun,bochunkaihe,
tuchudeziyanbinglengerkebo:“……suzongjian,zheifenqihuaandehexinshujuzhichengzainali?
pingniyixiangtiankaide‘ganjue’ma?huayaobushicishanjigou,gengbushijiniguojiajiadedifang!nahuiquzhongzuo!
mingtianzaoshangjiudian,woyaokandaonengshuofudongshihuidedongxi,erbushiyiduihualidelaji!
”tadeshouzhizhongzhongqiaozaihouhouyidiewenjianshang,fachuchenmendeshengxiang。zuozaitaduimiande“ziji”,liansecangbai,
jinyaozhexiachun,shouzhiyonglidikouzhezhuoyan,zhijiefanbai,yanzhongshiquruhexiongxiongranshaodenuhuo。
youshishizaikongkuangdetingchechang,canbaidedengguangxia。tachuanzheganliandetaozhuang,
gaogenxiecaizaibinglengdeshuinidishangfachuqingcuidehuixiang。lulinxieyizaitadeheisepaochepang,dangzhuletadequlu。
tazuijiaoqinzheyimosixiaofeixiaodehudu,yanshenquelengdexiangbing:“suning,
niyiweinaxia‘xinghui’dedanzijiunengzaihuayaozhanwenjiaogenle?bietianzhenle。zheigeweizhi,duoshaorendingzhe?
jiupingnineidian……”taguyitingdun,shangxiadaliangta,muguangchongmanleqingmiedeshenshi“……buruliudeshouduan?
”“ziji”mengditaitou,yanzhongpenhuo,shengyinyinweijizhidefennuerzhandou:“lulin!
nichuleyongzheizhongxiazuodeshouduandayaduishou,haihuishenme?“rangkai!”tafeidanmeirang,fanerbijinyibu,
gaodadeshenyingtouxianongzhongdeyinying,jiangtawanquanlongzhao:“xiazuo?shangchangruzhanchang,suzongjian,shinitaitianzhen,
haishi……shubuqi?”huamiandouranqiehuan,youbianchengyipianhunluandegongdi。dayupangtuo,niningbukan。
tahelulinsihuzaijiliedizhengchaozheshenme,zhouweishijudadeshigongjixiehongming。lulindeliansetieqing,
yanshenxionghendexiangshiyaosharen,tamengdizhuazhutadeshouwan,lidaodadexiangshiyaoniesuitadegutou,
shengyinzaiyushengzhongpaoxiao:“suning!”nizhibuzhidaonizaizuoshenme?!nihuihuilezhenggexiangmu!
nihuihuilesuoyouren!fangshou!jiwogunchuqu!”tafenlizhengzha,yushuihunhezheleishuiliuxia,
yanshenlichongmanlejuewangdejueqiang……“bu……buyao!fangkaiwo!!”suningjianjiaozhecongemengzhongjingxing,
xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleidong,jihuyaopotangerchu。lenghanjintoulebinghaofu,niannibinglengditiezaipifushang。
judadekongjurutongbinglengdechaoshuijiangtachediyanmei,
menglilulinneixionghendeyanshen、binglengdechaofeng、niesuigutoudelidaoshirucizhenshi,zhenshidaorangtahunshenfadou,
yachigegezuoxiang。huangusizhou,bingfangliyipiansijideheian,zhiyouyiqifachuweiruodeguangmang,
gengtianjifenyinsen。“ningning?zenmele?”pangbianpeihuchuangshangderenyingxunsuzuoqi,shilulin。
tadeshengyindaizhegangxingdeshaya,dandongzuoqueyichangminjie,jibujiukuadaotadechuangbian,shenshouxiangyaochupengta。
“biepengwo!”suningxiangshoujingdetuzimengdiwanghousuo,shentijinjinquanchengyituan,douderutongqiufengzhongdeluoye,
shengyinposuibukan,chongmanlemengyandailaidejizhikongju“zoukai!nizoukai!bieguolai!
”tasisididingzhelulinzaiheianzhongmohudelunkuo,fangfokanzhecongdiyupachulaideegui。
menglineigelengku、xionghen、chongmanyapogandelulin,
heyanqianzheigewenroutitiede“weihunfu”xingxiangfengkuangzhongdie、silie,rangtadedanaoyipianhunluan,jihuyaobaozha。
lulinshenchudeshoujiangzaibankongzhong。jiezheyiqipingmuyouweideguang,
suningkandaotalianshangdebiaoqingshunjianbiandejiqifuza。neilimianmeiyoumengzhongguanchangdechaofenghebingleng,
fanerlveguoyisiqingxidecuoe,suijibeiyizhong……tacongweizaitalianshangjianguode、jinhuwucuodejiaozhuosuoqudai。
“zuoemengle?ningning,kanzhewo,shiwo,lulin!”tadeshengyindichenxialai,daizheyizhongqiangzizhendingdeanfu,
shituchuantoutadekongju“zhishigemeng,meishile,wozaizheili,meirennengshanghaini。”tadeanfubingweizouxiao。
suningyijiuchenjinzaiemengdailaidejudakonghuangheqiangliedegelieganzhong,shentidoudelihai,
leishuibushoukongzhidixiongyongerchu,hunhezhelenghan,langbeibukan。tabazijisuodegengjin,
houlonglifachuxiaodongwubandewuyan。lulinzhanzaichuangbian,gaodadeshenyingzaiheianzhongchenmolepianke。
tasihuzaijilikezhizheshenme,huxiyouxiechenzhong。zhongyu,tabuzaishituchupengta,ershifushen,
dongzuodaizheyizhongbenzhuodeqingrou,xiaoxinyiyidiyongshuangbeixuxudihuanzhuletajuliezhandoudeshenti,
xingchengyigebaohudezitai,quemeiyouzhenzhengluoxia。“biepa……”tadeshengyindichendixiangzaitaerbian,
daizheyizhongqiyide、shituyayiquexieluchulaidejinbenggan,wenredeqixifuguotabinglengdeerkuo“zhishimeng。
wozaizheilishouzheni,naliyebuqu。”tadehuaibaoshiwennuande,daizheshuxidexuesongheyancaoqixi。
zheiwennuandechuganheqixi,yutajiyizhongneigebinglengxionghendexingxiangxingchengleqiangliedefancha。
suningdezhandouqijibandi、yidiandianpingxixialai。neixuxuhuanbaodezitai,meiyouqiangpo,
zhiyouyizhongchenmoerjiandingdeshouhugan,xiangyidaowuxingdepingzhang,zanshigejueleemengdeyuwei。
jinbengdeshenjingzaiwennuanhezheizhongqiyide“anquan”ganzhonghuanhuansongxie,judadepibeiganxilai。
tajinbengdeshentijianjianruanlexialai,wuyishidi、jiqiqingweidi,jiangzijideetoudizailetajianshidexiongtangshang,
jiquzheneifenlingrenanxindenuanyihechenwendexintiao。lulindeshentizaitakaoshanglaideshunjian,
jibukechadijiangleyixia。heianzhong,
taditoukanzhehuailizheigecuiruodebukanyiji、cikequebennengdiyilaizhetadenvren。
tasanluandeheifacengzhetadexiahe,wenredehuxitouguobobodeyishanyuntiezhetadepifu。
tashenshanghaidaizheemengliuxiadelenghanheleishuideweixianqixi,hunhezhetabenshendandandetixiang。
yizhongjiqimoshengdejidong,haowuyuzhaodi、henhendizhuangjizaitadexinkou。neiganjueruciqianglie,rucimosheng,
shenzhidaizheyisikonghuang。fangfojingxingouzhudebinglengdiba,
beizheituruqilaide、daizhecuiruowendudenuanliuchongkaileyidaoxiweiquezhimingdeliefeng。taweichizhexubaodezishi,
shoubeiquebuyouzizhudishoujinleyifen,jiangtagenganwendihuzaihuaizhong。xiaheqingqingdizhetadefading,bishangyanjing,
houjiejiannandigundongleyixia。zheiyiye,taweichizhezheigezishi,yidongbudong,zhidaochuangwaidetiansefanqihuibai。
ersuning,zaitahuailichenchenshuiqu,huxizhongyubiandeanwenmianzhang。
chuniaoqingjiezaineiyiyedecuiruoyiweizhongqiaoranbianzhi,yilaidetengmanqiaorantanchulemingwei“xindong”dechujiao。
erlulin,diyiciqingxiditingdaolezijibingfengxinhuxia,neishengchenmenerweixiandeliexiang。
suningdeshentizailulindehuaizhongchedifangsongxialai,chenruwumengdeheian。neiyedecuiruoyiwei,
xiangyiketouruxinhudeshizi,jiqidelianyiqiaorangaibianlehushuideliuxiang。
yilaidetengmanzaibuzhibujuezhongchanraoshanglexindezhiya,tanchulemingwei“xindong”denenya。
takaishigengjiazhudongdihuiyinglulin。dangtatuizhetazaiyiyuanhuayuanlishaitaiyang,
tahuishizhejiangtouqingqingkaozaitatuizhelunyideshoubeishang,ganshouyiliaoxiachuanlaidewenreheliliang。
dangtafushenweitayehaobeijiao,tahuizaitazhiqishenshi,feikuaidi、daizheyisixiusedi,
yongshouzhiqingqinggouyixiatadexiukou。tashenzhikaishibenzhuodimofangzhaopianlineige“suning”deyangzi,
duitaxiaodegengtian,yanshenlinulishengmanyilian。lulindefanyingquexiangyimianmengzhewudejingzi,
yingzhaochumohubuqingdeyingxiang。youshi,tahuishunshiwozhutagoutaxiukoudeshouzhi,baoguozaitawennuanganzaodezhangxin,
qingqingmosuojixia,yanshenlihuilveguoyisisuningwufajiedudefuzaweiguang,xiangshitanjiu,youxiangshimouzhong…huanghu。
dangengduodeshihou,dangsuningdaizhexianeryijiandeqidaiwangxiangta,
shitufenxiangyidianweibuzudaodexiyuetashensuideyanmoushenchu,neipianchenjingdeshenshibinghuquebingweironghua,
fanerhuifuqiyisijihukanbujiande、jidandeshuliyubunai,kuaiderutongcuojue。tazhishigongshihuadidiantou,
shuoyiju“henhao,jixunuli”,bianzhongxinjiangzhuyilitouxiangtadebijibendiannaopingmu,
fangfochulineixiebinglengdeyoujian,yuanbiyanqianzheigenulitaohaotade“weihunqi”zhongyao。
zheizhongruojiruoli、hulenghuredetaidu,rangsuningrutongxingzouzaibumanbobingdehumian。
meiyicizhudongkaojinhoutapiankedewenrouhuiying,
dourangtaxintoudexiaohuomiaoqueyueyixia;erjinsuiqihoudeshulihexinbuzaiyan,youxiangyipenlengshui,
jiangneidianweiruodehuomiaojiaodeyanyanyixi,zhiliuxiabinglengdekunhuoheyisibuyichajuedeweiqu。tabumingbai,
zhaopianlineigebeitaningshi、beitachongnide“suning”,weishenmezaitanulibanyanshi,
quehuanbulaitongyangzhuanzhudewendu?jiuzaisuningbeizheizhongmaodundeqingxufanfujianaoshi,bingfangdemenbeiqiaoxiangle。
laideshitagongsilidezhuli,yigejiaoxiaotangdenianqingguniang。xiaotangbaozheyidashuqingxindebaihe,yanquanhonghongde,
yijinmenjiugengyanzhehan:“suzongjian!ninkehesiwomenle!”takuaibuzoudaochuangbian,
kanzhesuningtoushanghaichanzhedeshabuhecangbaidelian,yanleijiudiaolexialai“ninganjuezenmeyang?touhaitengma?
”suningkanzhezheigemoshengde、quezhenqingshiyiweitaliuleidenvhai,xinliyongqiyizhennuanliu,zheishilulinzhiwai,
diyigerangtaganshoudaozhenqieguanxinderen。“haoduole,xiexiexiaotang。”tanulixiaolexiao,shiyilulin“lin,
bangwojixiaotangdaobeishuiba。”lulinqishenqudaoshui,zitaicongrongyouya,
lianshangguazheqiadaohaochude、shuyu“weihunfu”dewenhexiaoyi:“xiaotangyouxinle。”xiaotangjieguoshuibei,
yanjingqueyizhitoutoupiaozhelulin,yanshenliyouzhongyuyanyouzhidefuza。chenzhelulinzoudaochuangbianjiedianhuadejianxi,
tafeikuaidicoujinsuning,yadileshengyin,yusujikuai,
daizheyizhongnanyiyanyudeyoulvheyinhuidetixing:“suzongjian…nin…ninzhendemeishijiuhao。
luzongta…taduininzhenshitaihaole,cunbubulide…jiushi…jiushi…”tasihunanyicuoci,zuizhonghanhudishuo,
“ninhaohaoyangzhe,shenmedoubieduoxiang。dengninhuilai,womenxiangmuzudoudengzheninni!
neige‘xinghui’dehouxufangan,meininpaiban,dajiaxinlidoumeidi。
”tateyizai“xinghui”lianggezishangjiazhongleyuqi,yanshenjinjindingzhesuning。“xinghui”?
suningdexinmengdiyitiao。zheigemingzi……haoshuxi!xiangyidaoweiruoquezhiaodedianguang,
shunjiancichuanlenaohaizhongdemiwu!
huamianbansuizheqiangliedeqingxuchongjierlai——yigejudade、dengguangcuicandeyanhuitingxiangbintazheshezhemilideguang,
tachuanzheliluodeheiselifuqun,zhanzairenqunzhongyang,shouzhongsihujuzhejiubei,xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao,
hunhezhejudadexingfenheyizhongguzhuyizhidejinzhanggan。haiyoululin!huamianli,lulinjiuzhanzaibuyuanchu,
duanzhejiubei,gezhehuangdongderenying,lenglengdikanzheta,neiyanshen……bushizhaopianlidewenrou,
ershichegudehanyihe……beimaofandenuyi!“xinghui……”suningwuyishidinannanchusheng,
toutonghaowuyuzhaodizaicixilai,taiyangxuetutuzhitiao。tazhoujinmeitou,yonglianzhuetou。“ningning?zenmele?
”lulinbuzhiheshiyigualedianhua,kuaibuzouhuichuangbian,yanshenruilidisaoguoxiaotang,daizhewushengdejinggao。
tazirandishenshoufushangsuninganzheetoudeshou,yuqiguanqie,“touyoutengle?yaobuyaojiaoyisheng?
”xiaotangbeilulindemuguangkandeyiduosuo,likezhanqishen,jucudishuo:“suzongjianninhaohaoxiuxi,
wo…woxianhuiqule!gaitianzailaikannin!”shuowanjihushiluohuangertao。bingfanglizhishengxialiangren。
lulindeshouhaifuzaisuningdeshoushang,zhangxinwenre,querangsuninggandaoyizhenmomingdehanyi。tataiqiyan,
kanxianglulin。talianshangdeguanqieyijiuwuxiekeji,dansuningquediyiciqingxidibuzhuodao,zaitashensuideyandi,
neipianshenshidebinghuzhixia,
sihuhaiqianzangzheyisigengshenchen、gengweixiandedongxi——yisibeichujihexinlingyuhoudejingtihebinglengdesuanji。
zheiyanshen,yutagangcaishanhuihuamianlineigebinglengdelulin,yinyinzhongdie。“xinghui……shishenme?
”suningrenzhetoutong,zhishizhetadeyanjing,shengyindaizhebuyichajuedezhandou,buzaishidanchundeyilai,
ershidiyici,daishangleyisizhixundeyiwei。lulindeyanshenjibukechadishanshuoleyixia,kuaiderutongcuojue。
tagouqichunjiao,xiaorongyijiuwenrou,daizheyisiwunaihechongni,
fangfozaianfuyigebudongshidehaizi:“shaningning,touzhuanghutule?
‘xinghui’shiwomenyiqihezuonaxiadeyigelaoxiangmu,qunianjiujieshule。nidagaishitaixianghuiqugongzuole,
riyousuosiyeyousuomeng。”taqingqingrouleroutadefading,dongzuoqinni“biexiangle,yishengshuolenixuyaojingyang,
gongzuodeshi,youwozai。”tadejieshitianyiwufeng,yuqizirandewuxiekeji。
dansuningxindineidianweiruodehuomiao,quechediximiele,zhiliuxiayipianbinglengdehuijin。
xiaotangneiyuyanyouzhideyoulvyanshen,shanhuihuamianzhonglulinneibinglengdenushi,
haiyouciketayandineisibeiwanmeiyanshidejingti……xiangjikuaichenzhongdepintusuipian,
zaitahunluandenaohaizhongruoyinruoxiandizhixiangyigerangtabuhanerlidefangxiang。xinrendejishi,
diyicichuxianleqingxiershenkedeliehen。tabuzaizhuiwen,zhishichuixiayanjie,yanqulemouzhongfanyongdejingtaohailang,
dididi“ng”leyisheng。lulinsihuduitadeshunconghenmanyi,zhongxinnaqibijiben,zhijianzaijianpanshangqiaoji,
fachuguilvdeqingxiang。bingfanglizaicihuifulebiaomiandepingjing,danneipingjingzhixia,anliuxiongyong。
chuyuanderizizhongyudaolai。lulinqinzikaichejiangtajiehuiletadedingcenggongyu。
gongyuweiyushizhongxincuntucunjindediduan,shiyejijia,zhuangxiufenggeshilengyingdexiandaijijian,heibaihuidezhusediao,
xiantiaolingli,rutongyigejingxindazaodezhanshihe,chuchutouzheshuliheyizhongzhangkongyiqiedeqixi,
yusuningxiangxiangzhongde“aichao”xiangqushenyuan。“womendejia,xihuanma?”lulinjiangtadexinglixiangfangzaixuanguan,
yuqiwenhe,muguangquesaoguozhenggekongjian,daizheyizhongzhurenshenshilingdidepingjing。suningzuozailunyishang,
huanguzhezheigejudaerbinglengdekongjian,yizhongqiangliedegegeburuganjuezhuleta。
zheilimeiyourenheshuyu“ta”dehenji,meiyousanluodeshu,meiyouxihuandebaijian,shenzhiliankongqizhongmimande,
doushichuncuide、shuyululindexuesongheyancaoqixi,ganjingdejinhulengku。tamianqiangxiaolexiao:“hen…hendaqi。
”xindidehanyiquegengshenle。lulinsihubingweichajuetadeyiyang,huozheshuobingbuzaiyi。tatuizhetashuxihuanjing,
dongzuoliuchangerzhuanye。shufangdemenxuyanzhe,tatuizhetajingguoshi,suningdemuguangbujingyijiansaolejinqu。
judadehongmushuzhuohou,shizhanjuleyizhengmianqiangdeqianrushishuju。qizhongyigebuqiyandejiaoluo,
duifangzheyixiesihushizhunbeiqinglidiaodejiuwu:jigeluohuidewenjianjia,yigehuaidiaodejiushikafeiji,
haiyou……yigeshenlansedepizhiupanhe。neigeupanhe!suningdexinzangzhourantingzhiletiaodong!
yiguqiangliedeshuxiganrutongdianliubancuanbianquanshen!neibushilulingushilidedongxi!taqingxidi“kanjian”ziji,
zaiyigeguangxianhunandefangjianli,xiaoxinyiyidijiangyigeyinsedeupanfangjinneigeshenlansedehezili,
shouzhiyinweijinzhangerweiweizhandou。
yizhongjudade、hunhezheguzhuyizhidejuexinheyinmidekongjuganshunjianjuezhuleta!neigeupan……henzhongyao!
feichangzhongyao!zhongyaodaorangtagandaozhixibandekongju!“lin……”tadeshengyingansedelihai,
daizhewufayanshidejinghuang,
zhixiangneigejiaoluo“neige……neigelansedehezi……”lulinshunzhetashouzhidefangxiangkanqu,
muguangluozaineigejiuupanheshang,liansezaichaneijianchenlexialai!
neishiyizhongsuningcongweizaitalianshangjianguode、zhenzhengdeyinzhi!rutongpingjingdehaimianxiazhouranyongqidezhiminganliu,
此生,不见