当我开始失去你
《当我开始失去你》 小说介绍
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第一章
zhiyinweizaibabadecheshangchaikaitangguobaozhuang，babajiuzaigaosulushangbaworengxiache。
「nihenimamayiyangzisizili，yongyuanbudongzhaogubierendeganshou！」
tamianruobingshuang，shengruhandao，
「yiweishenggehaizijiunengbangzhuwo，zuomeng！nimenmunvwodoubuyaole！」
wozhanzaichechuangqianbaozhehuailidetangguohaotaodaku：「baba，beibeikannibukaixincaixiangjinichitang，beibeibushiguyide，bababuyaodiuxiabeibei。」
wozaicheliulizhuizhebabadechedaku，ketahaobuliuqingjuechenerqu。
jichierguodechedaiqidekuangfengbawoguadaozaidishi，wokandaokongzhonghuranxianxianchucengcengliudongdewenzi。
「huogai！buzhidaonanrendecheshidiergetiaoming？yaotaganzailaozicheshangchidongxi，kanlaozibuchousita！」
「zheicaishiwomennanpindananzhudefengfan，liansongrufeizheizhongmulaohudounengbeinanzhuyazaishenxiahahahaha！」
yuanlaibabashinanpinwenlidedananzhu，zhuanmenlaigonglvenvpinwenzhongdenvzhujiao。
mamabenyinggaishinvpinwenlidedanvzhu，erwoyeyinggaizaitadehehuxiachengweidulizizhudezhujiao。
babazheimezhemowo，zhibuguoshiweilexunfumama。
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「jintianfeiyaowodaitama？jialiayizheimeduo，rangtamendaitachuqubujiuxingle？」
babayinchenzhelianyikaozaimenkou，dingzhezhengzhihuiyongrenshoushixinglidemama，wobaozhexiaoxiongqieshengshengdizhanzaibabajiaobian。
「woyaochucha，erqienibushizaojiudayingbeibeishengridaitaquyouleyuanma？」
妈妈头也没回，
「nipingriyemeishigan，zhenghaopeipeita，wochuchahuilaihuijinixiangyaodedaan。」
tingdaochengnuo，babanankandeliansecaishaoshaojiandan，ditoubailewoyiyan，
「shazhanzheganma，zoua。」
chexiangneiqifenchenmen，wozhuantoukandaobabajinbengdexiaexian。
「baba......nibuxihuanmamama？」
wosuiranshigehaizi，danfumuzhijianguaiyidefenwei，wozaojiujuechadao。
babazhuantoulengpielewoyiyan，chixiaodao：「shinimamabuxihuanbaba，zhidaoma？shitaduibuqiwo。」
「beibei，zhiyoubabahuiyongyuanaini，ernimamacaishichaisanwomenjiadezuikuihuoshou。」
zhende......shizheiyangma？
wonulihuiyiqirichangdediandi。
babazisannianqianyumamadachaoyijiahou，jiukaishiyebuguisu，budanduimamalenglianxiangdai，jiulianduiwoyeshishiruowudu。
mamabuzaijiashi，tajingchangyaoqinghaoduopiaoliangayilaijialikaipart，ouerbeimamazhuadao。
babayezhishiyilianpingjingdikanzheta：「wohetamenzhishipengyou，songrufeininengbunengbuyaoluanchifeicu？nanrenjiubunengyouyixingzhijile？」
「baba，nibieshengmamadeqi，beibeidetangdoujinichi。」
woxiaoxinyiyidibokaibaozhuang，xiangyaobatangdijibaba。
laoshishuo，xinqingbuhaodeshihouchitiande，xinqingjiuhuibianhao。
wobuxiangbabamamachaojia，buxiangbabayizhizhouzhemeitou，tachilezheiketangxinqingyidinghuibianhaode！
wozhengbodekaixin，quetingbababaoheyisheng：「sheiyunxunizaiwochelichidongxi！」
cierdechacheshengtingxia，babanuqichongchongdidakaichemenbawozhuaixialai。
「xubeibei！nihenimayiyangzisizili！yongyuanbudongdekaolvbierendeganshou！」
「guoran，congtaduzilipachulaidedoushilengxuedongwu，wojiubugaiduinizheigeyangbushudegouzaizibaoyoushenmexiwang！」
shuozhetadakaichemenfadongqiche。
wofengkuangdipaizhechechuangaiqiu：「baba，beibeizhidaocuole，zaiyebuganzaicheshangchidongxile。」
「bababuyaodiuxiawo！」
babaquelengzhelianyaoxiachechuang，muguangbinglengrutongzaikanyigemoshengren：「jirannihenimazhanyitiaoxian，neinijiuzhaonimaqu！」
「congjinwanghouniguanbierenjiaobaba，wojuebuhuizaihuitoukannimenzheiduibaiyanlangmunvyiyan！」
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babahuayingangluo，yebuguwohaipazaichemenshang，yijiaoyoumenchonglechuqu，wobeidaideliangqiang，busixinzhuizhebabadeche，kudeshengsilijie：
「baba，beibeizhidaocuole，buyaodiuxiawo！」
wobuzhidao，weishenmebabahuranxiangshibianleyigeren。
congqiandetaqinqiecixiang，woqizaitabozishangbuxiaoxinniaokuzitayehuixiaodeqianfuhouyang，weishenmezheicijinjinzhishizaicheshangdakaitangguobaozhuangdai，tajiurengxialewo。
nandaozhenderubabasuoshuo，wohemamaduitayidianyebuhao，suoyitashangxinshiwangcaipaoxiawomenmunvma？
woxiangbutong，wozhishiyigexiaoxueernianjidehaizi，wozhiyinyinganjuedao，woyaoyaoyuzhuidejiasihuzhendeyaosanle。
woshunzhebabaliqudefangxiangyiluzhuixun，qipanbabahuihuilaizhaowo。
keluguodecheshangdoushimoshengyoulengmoderenlian，meiyouyigeshiwoneixiaoyiyingyingdebaba。
gaosuxingshidecheliangxianqidefengjiangwotuidaozaidi，xigaichuchuanlaidecitonghewodeyanleijiaozhizaiyiqi，wuzhuyoujuewang。
woxiangbumingbaiweishenmebabamamahuibianchengzheigeyangzi，jiuzaizheishi，kongzhonghuranchuxianhaoduohuahualvlvdewenzi。
woyijingshanglexiaoxue，mianqiangnengkandongdabufen。
「nanzhuzheiyetaiyemenerleba！zhenbukuishinanpinwendananzhuchushendegonglvezhe，duifuzheibangkujijideniangmenjiushiyouyishou！」
「ganzainanrenchelichidongxi，zhenshibuzhisihuo，nvrenliancheluntaijiazhideshifenzhiyidoubibushang！」
「nanzhuzheizhaozhenshicongming，rangzheigouzaizihenshangnvzhu，congerjikuanvzhudexinlifangxian，nanzhudegonglverenwuqibushishoudaoqinlai！」
wobuzhidaotamenzaitaolunshenme，wozhizhidao，babadeshangxinheshiwangdoushiwohemamadaozhide。
wobugaibugubabadeganshou，mamayebuyinggaizongshichucha，meiyoujibabayingyoudeguanai。
didididecierjingbaozaierpangxiangqi，neixiecengcengdiediedezimubeiyixingxuehongdedazisuofugai。
「jiancedaozhuyaorenwuhenyizhishangshengweibaifenzhiliushi！qingsuzhujixunuli！」
wonulizhengdayanjing，liankudouwangle。
zheixingzixiaoshizhihou，neixiezimuyoufenfenmaochulai：
「caibaifenzhiliushi？zheixiaozaizideyizhizenmegentamayiyangnangaoa？」
「zheizhaozheimehendoumeirangtahenshangtama，zhenfule！bukuishicongnvzhuduzilipachulaide，lengxuechengduyimoyiyang！」
worouzheyanjing，buzhidaozheisuoweidehenyizhigenbabamamayoushenmeguanxi。
danxinzhongdezhijuegaosuwo，ruguozhenderuneiqunzimusuoshuo，woduimamadehendaodabaifenbai，babajiuhuiwanchengsuoweidegonglverenwu，ranhouchedilikaiwohemama。
wojuebuyunxuzheizhongshiqingfasheng，sheiyebiexiangcongwoshenbianduozouwodebaba。
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houlaishiyigehaokandejingchashushubawosonghuijiade，tashuotajiaoxiean，shimamadepengyou。
jialideyongrentingwanxieshushudehua，xintengdizhidiaoyanlei。
wangmacongxiaojiuzhaoguwo，bawokandegentayanzhuziside，dangjijiuyaodadianhuagenwomamagaozhuang。
woxiangqineixieguguaidezimu，ruguorangmamazhidaole，tayidinghenshengbabadeqi，daoshihoubuguangbababuhuihuilai。
jiulianmamayebuhuirangbabajinjiamende。
woshebudebaba，yeshebudewomendejia。
babayiqianbushizheiyangde，youyihuiyoueryuanliuleyigeshougongzuoye，babaweilerangwoyijuduokui。
aoyejiwodiaokeleyipijingzhidexiaomuma，lianshouzhibeigeshangyeshilehehedishuo：「wodebaobeijiuyinggaipeishijieshangzuizhenguidedongxi。」
woxianzaihuiyidezhaozelichubulai。
babazhishiyishiduiwohemamashiwangeryi，wobunengpaoqita。
suiranbuzhidaobabaweishenmeduiwohemamataidudabian，danyidingshiwomenzuocuole。
wangmazaijiwotuyaodeshihou，mamaquefengfenghuohuodihuilaile。
kandaowoxigaideshangkou，xianglaiyinvqiangrenxingxiangshiwaidetaqueluoxiayanlei，baozhewodaoqian：
「beibeiduibuqi，mamahuilaiwanle，haihaonimeiyouchushi。」
「dangmamazhidaoniyigerenbeirengzaigaosushang，mamahenbudelikefeidaonishenbian，ruguonichuleshi，mamahuitongkuyibeizide！」
woguaiguaidijimamacayanlei：
「mama，beibeimeishenmede，buyaogenbabachaojiahaobuhao，doushibeibeibuguaicairebabashengqide。」
mamaqueshenmeyebushuozhishibaozhewomomoliuyanlei。
buzhidaomamayongleshenmebanfa，diertianbabajuranhuilaile，haiduiwoshuoyaodaiwochuquchifan，haohaojiwomibushengrideyihan。
wokaixinjile，babamamayidingshihehaole！
kebabaquebawodaidaoyipaipiaoliangayimianqian，xingzhibobodizhizhetamenwenwo：
「nijuedezheixieayihaokanhaishinimamahaokan？nixiangbuxiangtamendangnidemama？」
wobuzhisuocuodizhuazhebabadexiukou，nieruzhebuganshuohua。
那群字幕又出现了：
「kendingshizheipaipiaoliangmeimeihaokana！yigegedoushiwenroudejieyuhua，buxiangsongrufeineigemulaohu，kendingchengtiandayaxiaozaizi。」
「duia，songrufeikanqilaijiurangrenyalishanda，zheixiaozaizizaineizhonggaoyafenweili，kendinghensitamale！」
「haoduopiaoliangmeimei，nanzhudeshenghuowodemeng，nengbunengrangwodaitinanzhuguojitianzheishenxianrizia？」
babajianwobushuohua，youxiebuyuedizhoumei：「xubeibeinishenmeyisi？」
「mama......hao......」
wohuayinweiluo，babadeliansechediyinchenxialai，yibabawoshuaidaodishang。
dingzhewodeyanshenfangfoyaojiangwoshengtunhuoboyiban，yiziyiju：
「nizaishuoyici！nixihuanmamajiudengyufangqibaba！」
「xubeibeinijizhu，duibuqiwomendeshinidemama，tazuolehenduohenduohuaishi！babazheishizaijiuni！」
「nimamameigenvrendeyangzi，zhengtianjiezhegongzuochuqugennanrenguihun，tajiushigeshuixingyanghuadenvren，shitaduibuqiwo，duibuqiwomendejia！」
「dididi——zhuyaorenwuchouhenzhibaifenzhiqishi！qingsuzhujixunuli！」
neiqunzimuyoushishichuxian：
「caibaifenzhiqishia？shengdeyetaimanle！」
「zaojiushuole，zheirenwubuhaowancheng，zheixiaozaizidailenvzhudeliezhijiyin，kendingxiangzhenvzhuduodiana。」
「qie！neiyouzenmeyang？nanzhukeshinanshi！youwomennanrengaobudingdenvren？nimenbietaigaoxiaohaoba！jiezhekanbei！」
wohuangle，zhuazhubabakujiaogengyangaikou：「ayi，ayimenhaokan。」
「kanba，wojiushuo，womennanzhunanietamenbinaniemayihairongyi。」
「ganggangneixierenni？zenmebujiaole？jixujiaoa！」
babasihuyenengkandaoneiqunzimu，tachushendidingzhekongzhong，lianseluchudeyizhise。
jinjiezhebotonglemamadedianhua，yaowozaizhongfuyibian。
dianhuaneitiandemamatingqilainuqichongtian：
「xuchang！nizheiburuliudebaxishuadaohaizishenshang，nihaishibushinanren！」
「wobushinanren？wobushinanrenzenmehuiquni？」
「xianzailianninverdouzhanzaiwozheibian，shuomingzuocuoderenshini！」
「wogaosunisongrufei，woshougounizhengtianneibikongkanrendegaogaozaishang，bieyiweiwolilenizheigenvrenjiuhuobuxiaqu！」
dianhuabeimamaguaduan，neiqunzimuyangyangdeyi：
「kanba，nvzhudexinlifangxianbengkuile，lianqinshengnverdoupanbianlehahahaha。」
「jiexialainvzhukendingyaodaozhuinanzhu，guitiannanzhuqiuyuanliang！」
kelingsuoyourendoumeixiangdaodeshi，mamaquedaizhelihunxieyishurengzaibabagenqian，lianshangmeiyoubanfenshangxinaohui，zhishiyirujiwangdemoran：
「xuchang，jirannixianglihun，neijiurunisuoyuan！benlaiwokanzainishibeibeifuqindemianzishangduiniyizairenrang。」
「quemeixiangdaonilianyigehaiziyebufangguo！」
mamaxintengdibawobaozaihuailianfuwodeqingxu，cishineigubinglengdejixieyinyouzaishengsilijiedidahan：
「zhuyaorenwuhenyizhibaifenwushi！jinggao！jinggao！」
kandaolihunxieyishuyijineixingxianhongdejinggaozimu，xianglaizideyimandebaba，lianshangdiyiciluchuhuangluandebiaoqing。
「a？nanzhuwantuole？buhuiba，gonglverenwubushiyijingwanchengdabanlema？」