成为骨灰后终于获得了母爱
《成为骨灰后终于获得了母爱》 小说介绍
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《成为骨灰后终于获得了母爱》 第4章 免费试读
mamashuowanyiliandedeyi，duiyudangniandeshouduanhaowuhuiyi。
suoyihoulaiwoyebuzaisheqiumamadeai。
学会了阳奉阴违。
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babatingwanmamadehuameitoujinsuo，yuzhongxinzhangdeduimamashuo：
“jinxiu，wozhidaoniduizhenzhendesigenggengyuhuai，keshinianniantabushizhenzhen，shiduonianle，niyegaizouchulaile，nikankannixianzaideyangzi，moshengdewodoukuaiyaorenbuchulainile，niannianyeshiwomendeqinshengnvera，suirantaqueshiburuzhenzhen，danshiwomenlianggerenlaolezhongjiuyaorensihoude，nizheiyangduiniannian，nanmiantayihouyuanhen。”
tidaojiejie，mamaweiweidongrong，danhaishiweichizheqiangyingdezitaishuo：
“zhenzhenshuoguohaiyaozuowodehaizide，zhenzhenxiazanghoudediergeyuewojiuhuaiyunle，suoyitakendingshiwodezhenzhen，zhenzhenxihuande，tayeyiyangyaoxihuan，zhenzhenbuxihuande，tabunengyebukeyixihuan!”
suoyiwojiuyaobeianzhaojiejiedeyangzixiujianme。
xiangjiejiedejiubeiliuxia，buxiangjiejiedejiubeijiandiao。
keshijiusuanshipenzai，yehuizaianchuzhangchushuyuzijidezhicha。
更何况，我是人。
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第三天。
wokanzhehugongcashiwodeshenti，henxixin，henqingrou。
就像外婆那样。
daoleshijian，babamamaxianshudezuozaibingchuangbian，mamanaqiwochuzhongderijiben，fankaiduleleqilai。
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我上初中了。
zaimamadeyaoqiuxia，wodulejiejieduguodeneisuochuzhong。
shenzhibanzhurendoushitongyige。
shibushizhiyaowochengjichadian，yihoujiubuyongshangjiejieduguodegaozhongle。
zaimeishulaoshideyindaoxia，woxihuanshanglehuahua，tayunxuwozhoumomeishikeyiquhuashihuahua。
helaoshikuawohenyoutianfu，shihenyoulingqidehaizi，zheishidiyiciyourenkuawo。
yiqiandoushiwotingtamenkuajiejie。
wohenxiangshouhuahuademeimiaoshiguang，woyidianyebuxihuantiaobaleiwu，gengbuxihuangaozhuzhu。
woxihuananjingdezuozhehuahua。
wokaishizhaojiekoubuqushangbaleiwuke，jihumeizhoudouquhuahua，helaoshimeicidoukuadewohenbuhaoyisi。
woyuelaiyuedadan，wojiuyaohuahua!
haimeiyougenmamashuoqi，tajiufaxianlewotaoke。
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mamadunzhu，meiyouduxiaqu，babanaguorijiduleqilai。
mamagenzongwodaolehuashi。
taerhuabushuosilewoxinxinkukuhualeyizhoudehua，xiangyaobawolazou，wobukendong，mamachuaidaoleyidapiandehuajiahuaban，judadeshengxiangyindetongxuecemu。
mamashengyinjianrui，mianmuzhengningdeduiwoshuo：
“haoazhongnianzhen，nibudanxuehuilesahuang，haixuehuilepianren，wohuaqiansongnidushushiweilerangnidangyigepianzideme?haihuaneimeduoqiansongniquxuebaleiwu，niquepaolaixuezheigemeiyouyongdehuahua，zijimeiyouyong，haiyaoxueyigemeiyouyongdedongxi，niduideqiwohenibaba，duideqinijiejieme!”
huashilideqitatongxuedoukanzhewo，jiaotoujieer，yilunfenfen，wohaoxiangzhaogedifengzuanjinqu。
mamakanzhetongxueyilunwowozhinengditoulengzaiyuandishouzuwucuodeyangziyiliandeyi。
helaoshiguolaijiewei，kuawoyoutianfu，keyipeiyang。
mamadaduanlelaoshidehua，henbuxiedeshuo：
“huahuayoushenmeyong，woshibuhuisongtaxuehuahuade，jiushinigudongwonverbuqutiaowu，laizheilihuazheixieluanqibazaodeba!wokannijiushihonghaizihaopianqianbale，gennizheiyangdelaoshizaiyiqi，yenanguaitaxuehuilepianren!!haishuotayoutianfu，qinfenjiushitianfu，tajiushilan!yaoshizairangwofaxiantalaizheili，wojiubanizheiliquandazale!!”
laoshiyilianganga，danhaishixianglazhumamaquanjia。
“wozaijiaoyuwozijidehaizi，nisuangeshenmedongxiyeganlanzhuwo。”
helaoshidoushoutingzaibankong，lianxidekanzhewo。
tongxuementanjiuhaoqidemuguangyedouluozaiwoshenshang。
我爆发了。
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我几乎吼出声：
“jiejie，youshijiejie，wogenbenjiubushizhongzhen!!baleiwushijiejiexihuande!fenseyeshijiejiexihuande!zheigexuexiaoyeshijiejieshangguode!jiulianguoshengridouguodejiejiedeshengri!genbenjiubushiwoxiangyaoxuanzede!nizhiguzhezhongzhen，conglaijiumeiyouwenguowoxibuxihuanxiangbuxiangyao!fanshishuyutadetaxihuandequansaijilewo!!zhongzhenshinidehaizi，nandaowojiubushinidehaizima!!woxihuanhuahua!wojiuyaohuahua!!jiranzhongzhenneimehao，weishenmehaiyaobawoshengxialai!!!”
wochonglechuqu，bugushenhoudajiadeyanshen，mamadezhouma。
我跑到了外婆家。
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wokuzhewenwaipo：nandaowobushimamadehaizi，suoyitacaizheiyangduiwodema?
waipoqingqingdijiwocashidiaoyanlei，tanlekouqi，baozhewoshuo：“shahaizi，nikendingshia，zhibuguoniyaoduotiliangnimama，nijiejiesihou，tayeburongyi。”
wanshangbabamamayiqilailewaipojia。
wozaiwaipochuangshangjiamei，tingdaomamazaihewaipobaoyuan：
“ma，nidoubuzhidaotaxuehuisahuangle，woxianzaibujiaoyuta，yihouzhangdahaidele，wojitajiaoneimeduoqianxuezheixiedongxiyeshiweitahaoa，tahaidingzui，yanliyidiandoumeiyouwozheigemama，haigenzhenzhenbi，tanayidianbideshangwodezhenzhen，shuohuayouqiren。”
zaiwaipodequanjiedeshengyinzhong，woshuizhele。
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babaduwan，sheidoumeiyoushuohua，bingfanglizhiyoujiqideshengyin。
mamayanshenhuanghu，nannanziyudao：“yaoshimahaizaidehuajiuhaole。”
fumuzai，shangyoulaichu，fumubuzai，zhishengguitu。
我觉得自己很可悲。
mamayoumamakeyibaoyuan，keyiqingsu，keyibeixinren，keshiwodemamashizhishuyujiejiedemama。
womeiyoumamakeyibaoyuan，keyiqingsu，keyibeixinren。
babayezhizaihutademingsheng，tademianzi。
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第四天
tamenzaozaodijiudaole，yidaotanshishijian，jiujinlaizuozaiwodechuangbian。
babanaqirijiben，fankaiduleqilai。
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wozaixuexiaolijingchanghuibeizhizhidiandian。
tebieshiyizhangyaoweishoudeneijigenvhaizi。
womaizhechenzhongdebuzihuidaojia。
wogenmamashuowozaixuexiaobeirenqifu。
keshihuiyingwodezhiyoumamadechaofenghexiuru：
“zheimewanlehaizhidaohuilaia，haishuotongxueqifuni，tongxueweishenmebuqifubierenzhiqifuni?beiqifuniyeshihuogai!nikankannixianzaishenmeyangzi!wokannishibuxuehaogenrenguihunquleba，zhidaodenishiqushangxue，buzhidaodehaiyiweiniquzuoji，meiyidianxueshengyangzi，gancuiniyihoubudushulejiuquzuoji!**pizi!buyaolian!!”
mamachaowopeileyikouhouzouxiangtadewoshi，suihoushizhongzhongdeshuaimensheng。
mamameidawo，youhaoxiangdalewo。
dudaozheili，babameiyoujixuxiaqu，tayilianaohuidemoyang，zhenshifengci。
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mamaxianshijiaobianzijiconglaishuoguozheiyangdehua，jiezheyihuodekaikou：“zenmebujixudule?”
babanalegenyanyoufanghuiqu，kaikoudao：
“wozhendebuzhidaoshiqingdezhenxiangshizheiyangzi，zhangyaoneihaiziyesuanshiwokanzhezhangdade，woyizhiyiweiniannianzaipianwo，niyizhishuoniannianpinxingbuhaoxuehuaile，woyeyiweiniannianshipanniqidaole，haimeiyoulejiegezhongyuanyou，jiashangneijigehaizixianghuzuozhengshinianniandarenhaibarenjiashoujishuaile，jiuqiangponiannianjizhangyaodaoqian。”
shuowanbabaxiukuidedixiatou。
cuolebudaoqian，zhishituiweizeren，haizhenshiaimianzi。
真是有够荒诞。
mamalenghengleyisheng，buxiedeshuo：“tarijilixieshenmenijiuxin?zheisiyatouguanhuipianren。”
woxianmuqizhangyaolai，jiusuanqifuwohailizhiqizhuangdedaodayipa，tadebabamamayehuidaoxuexiaoliweitachutou。
zheijiushibeifumuwutiaojianxinrendediqiba。
zhangyaodebabachuxianzaibingfangwaimian。
babachuqu，bunaifanderangtabuyaozailai，daizhemamalikaileyiyuan。
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第五天
babaxianyibujinlai，genzaihoumiandemamabuqingbuyuan，henyonglidezuoxiashuo：“womenzheiyangduzhendeyouyongma，shizaibuxingjiubiedule。”
babaziguzidenaqirijibenduleqilai。
youyishengchafang，kuababazhenshiyigetengaizinvdecifu。
erneibenrijibenshiyibenxinderijiben，zhiyouyipianriji，heyipianyishu。
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wozhendebuxiangzaiquxuebaleiwule。
keshimamajueduibuhuiyunxude，yinweibaleiwushijiejiexihuande。
woyidianyebuxihuanhegaozhuzhuzhangyaotamenyiqitiaobalei。
zicongwoweibeiqifupaijidezhangyaoshuoguohuahou，gaozhuzhujiukaishiyiqifuwoweile。
zhangyaoyeshizhuzhouweinvedeguizishou。
我好痛，也好累。
可是能跟谁说呢?
babamamadoubuxinwo，tamenjuedewoshihuaihaizi。
zailaoshideanfuxia，wohaishihemamashuole。
ketabuxiangxinwo，haimalewo。
zaojiuzhidaohuishizheizhongjieguo。
我在期盼什么呢?
wozaiyushiqingqingdecaxiziji，naoziliquanshimamaduiwoshuodehua。
xiehaoyishu，dengdaishenyedejianglin。
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chafangdeyishengshuowozhenkelian，haibiyidekanleyiyanmama。
babaetouqingjinbaoqi，shanlemamayibazhang，fennudeshuo：“weishenmezheixieshiqingwobuzhidao!”
mamawuzheaidadelian，buganzhixindexiesidilidao：
“zhongjincheng，nijurangandawo，womenjiehunzheimeduonian，niconglaidoumeiyoudaguowo!”
babahongzhelian：“wodanizenmele，niqingxingyidianba!zhenzhenyijingsileershiduonianle!!!nikankantangzaibingchuangshangdeniannianba，tashiwomenweiyidenverle!meiyouta，womenlaolesheilaifushi!haibitatiaolou，nvertiaolouzisha，laoposharenxiongshou，chuanchuquleniyaobierenzenmekanwo?!!”
mamahongleyan，dashengkuhandao：“nijiuzhidaoshuowo!niyouweitazuoleshenme?wobupeizuomuqin?woyimeishaotachiermeishaotahe，nipingshenmezheiyangshuowo!!nibushiyezhiguzhenidemianzi!niyoupeiweirenfu?tacaibushiwomenweiyidenver。”
wozaibankongzhongkanzheliangren，mamashuozheshuozhejiujile，shenchushoujiuyaochaobabalianshangnaoqu。
mamatoufalingluandeyaoquzhaogaozhuzhu。
bababuyuanyiqu，talianshanggualecai，xianglaishiparangrenzhidaozijishijiaoshoudiulianba。
zhangyaodebabayouchuxianzaizoulangjintou。
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zhangyaodebabahaoxiangyoulaoleyixie，liangbindoushengchulebaifa。
tayilianqianyi，jihukenqiudeyuqiduibabashuo：“zhonglaoshi，ninjiujiwojifenzhongrangwogenninliaoliaoba!”
babatouyiniu，yuqilenglengdeshuo：“wozhidaonixiangshuoshenme，zhiqiandeshiwoguoqulewokeyijiwangbujiu，qitadeshuwoaimonengzhu!”
tishouhaizheyuanliangshibaozhe，kangtarenzhikaibabayixiangshikeyide。
zhangyaotabajidejiuxiangreguoshangdemayi，lazhuyaozoudebabashuo：
“keshineiyeshininvera，ninverzaolezui，nandaonijiubuxiangtitabaochouma!”
babalenghengleyisheng：“baochou?wonverchulezheiyangdeshiqingchuanchuqudiudehaibushiwodelianmian，wokebuxiangbeirenzaibeihouzhizhidiandian!”
jiejienengweitadailairongyao，babajiuquzhiruowu，wojibabadailaichiru，babajiubirushexie。
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wogenzhemamaqulegaojia，gaozhuzhujitafanglewobeiqifudeshipin。
妈妈认出来了我。
wodiyicicongmamayanlikandaolehouhui。
taxiesidili，zhiwentaweishenmeyaozheiyangzuo。
gaozhuzhuzuozaimamaduimian，yanlimanmandexiaoyi，chaofengta，exinta。
“yinweiyounizheimegehaomaa，xiangzhongnianzhenzheiyangdenvhaizi，zuihaoxiashoule，jiusuanwodatazhata，nibuyehaishibuxiangxintadehua，hahahaha，shuobudingnihaimatabuyaolian，shige**，shiniqinshoubaninversongdaowoshoushangdea，hahahahahahahaha，nihaibuzhidao，ninverkuzheyaonijiutadeyangzizhenshirangrenxingfenni。”
gaozhuzhumeiyoushuowan，bamamaganlechuqu。
mamabeichexialeneikuaizhexiubu，naonuqiejuewang。
tayibianyouyibiandeshuomamacuole，renyouleishuizailianshangsiyi。
tazhanzaimenkoudailehenjiu，henhenkanzhemen。
“woyidinghuirangnifuchuyingyoudedaijia。”
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第六天
mamahenzaojiulaileyiyuan，yilianqiaocui。
tazuozaichuangbian，kusuzhexiangworencuo，qiuwoxingguolai。
keshiwoxingbuguolaile，tamenzhinengyanzhengzhengdekanzhewoyuelaiyuexuruo，jiulianxutiyequankaozheyikouyuannian，yuanniansanle，woyejiusile。
rishangsangan，babayelaileyiyuan。
yishengbatamenjiaoqulebangongshi，yilianzhengzhongdeshuo：
“ninverdepashichengbuleduojiule，gexiangzhibiaohenbuhege，shentijinengyechenghuaisiqushi，ni，haohaozhunbeizhunbeihoushiba。”
mamazhuazhuyishengdejianbang，jidongdeshuo：
“yisheng，bushinishuo**tajiuyouyongdema，yidinghaiyoubanfajiutadeduibudui?duoshaoqiandoumeiyouwenti，zhiyaonenggoujiuhuiwodenver!niyidingyaojiujiutaa!qiuqiunijiujiuwodenvera!yisheng!xiageyuejiushitadeshengrilea!”
babajiarenjiayidefuhelejiju，zhidaowokuaisilehoutafanersongleyikouqi，zhiyaowosile，zheixiechiruyehuisuizheshijianbeidanwang。
chulebangongshi，babazoule。
mamabulvpanshanzouhuilebingfang，tazhanzaiwodebingchuangbian，yiliankuijiudeshuo：“shimamaduibuqini，wodenverniannian，shimamaduibuqinia。”
woxiangruguowohaihuozhe，nengtingdaozheijudaoqian，woyidinghenkaixin，keshixianzaiyijingtaichitaichile。
mamafuzaichuangshang，beichuangdedaku。
fumuzaidengzinvdeyijuganxie，zinvzaidengfumudeyijudaoqian。
wodenglailemamadedaoqian，danshitamenzaiyetingbudaowodeganxie。
woganjuewoyoubiantoumingle。
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jiexialaiderizili，babazhizaiyishengchafangdeshihouduanzandechuxianleyixia。
mamameitiandouhuilaikanwo，ziwenzidadeduiwoshuohua。
“niannian，zheishimamajinimaidequnzi，lansede，laopiaoliangle，nibushiyizhixiangyaoyijianlansedequnzima，mamajinihuanshang，nichuanshangzheitiaolansequnzikendinghenpiaoliang。”
“niannian，mamazaijinijianyigetoufaba，chuanqunzizaijiangebaixuegongzhuyiyangdeduanfa，wodeniannianjiushimamazuipiaoliangdegongzhu。”
“haiyoua，niannian，mamayidingbuhuirangneigechushenghaoguode，wohuizhaodaoqitashouhaizhe，rangtasi。”
“niannian，dengnixingleyihou，mamajiusongniquxuehuahua，nibushiyizhixiangxuehuahuama，mamazhaolehelaoshi，dengnihaoqilaizhihoujiukeyiquxuehuahuale，haijinimailehaoduohuahuadedongxi，nixianghuashenmejiuhuashenme!mamayebuqiangponitiaobaleiwule，nixihuanshenmejiuxueshenme，mamadoutingnide。”
“nianniana，mamayoulaikannile，mamazhongyushuofuleneijigejiazhangyiqichuting，mamayidingbuhuirangneigechushenghaoguode。”
“niannian，mingtianjiushikaitingderizile，lvshishuole，neigechushengpaobulele，mamamingtianjiunapanjueshujinikankan，danshiniyaoxingguolaizijie。”
我没能醒过来。
wokanzhewodeshentizhujianxiaoshi。
心跳变成一条直线。
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我叫甄锦绣。
zaikandaoneigeshipinhou，wocaizhidaowocuodeduomechedi。
我要为我女儿报仇。
woyiweizheixiezhengrenzhengcizhengjuzuyirangneigexiaochushengpansixing，meixiangdaotajuranzhishijinshaoguansuo!
医院说念念死了。
tahaimeiyouxiangshoudaomuai。
tingshifangzheimekepazheimeleng，niannianyigerenyidinghengudan。
我要杀了这群人。
mingtianjiushixiaochushengzhirendeshihou，wohuiqinshousongtazou。
wonazhedaoyizaomaifuzailepailianshidelijian。
她倒在血泊里。
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我被指控故意杀人。
wodelaogong，nverdehaobaba，buxiangyouyigesharenfanlaopo。
yushi，wochenglejingshenbing，beisongdaolesiyiyuan，yejiushijingshenbingyuan。
niannianzanglideshihou，tabawodailechulai，shuoshiyaorangwosongniannianzuihouyicheng。
葬礼可真风光啊。
womendeqinqipengyoudoushuotashiduomedeaiwomendeniannian，buranzenmehuibanzheimefengguangdezangli。
tachengledajiazuilidehaofuqin。
shenzhi，haijiaolezhangjiarenlailezangli，zhenhao，wohaipazhaobudaotamenni。
wodenversile，tamenzenmehaiyoulianzaiwonvermianqiansonghua。
kexideshizheisangerenmeisi。
wobeidaizoule，youbeisongqulejingshenbingyuan。
zhongjinchenghaojiudoumeiyoulaikanwole，yedui，neitianzanglitahendiulian。
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wodenglehaojiuhaojiu，tazhongyulaikanwole。
meitianhehushimenzangmaomaokeshihenxinkudeni。
wokebuxiangbeitamenkanjianwozangdedao。
hushizailiwobuyuanchu，zhongjinchengshunleyixiawodetoufa，henqinmi。
danshiwoqingchudekandedaotayanjingdeboliang。
wokaojintadeerce，yonghushitingdedaoshengyinshuo：
“nizhidaoma，zhongjincheng，nizisizili，xuwei，niyeshishanianniandeguizishou，nibupeidangyigefuqin。”
wolouzhushengqinaonudeta，yongshixianzanghaodedao，zhaleguoqu，zhiliuledaobingzaiwaimian。
niannian，haiyouyige，mamajiuyaoweinibaochoula。
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“1214haochuangdenvjingshenbingsile，sidekecanle。”
“jushuoshibachuangdansichengtiaoyiyizhongguiyidezishidiaoside。”
“shineigetongsitalaogongdenvfengzi?”
“shi，kexile，talaogonghaishiyigejiaoshouni。”
“shenmeya，1214tongsitalaogongneitianwokanzhede，jushuotalaogongyebushigehaodongxi。”
“wotingyebandehushishuo，1214siqianyizhizaihan，mamaweinibaochoule，mamaweinibaochoule。”
tayaobaofudezuihouyigeduixiang，shitaziji。