《枯萎凋零的向日葵》 小说介绍
《kuweidiaolingdexiangrikui》shiyibujifuxiangxiangliheqihuansecaideyanqingxiaoshuo,youzuiyiheqiaoxyjingxinchuangzuo。gushizhong,luyansukuizhishenyuyigeshenmideshijie,zhankaileyiduanguanyuyouyi、yongqihexinrendemaoxianzhilv。luyansukuimianduizhegezhongmofaheguaiwu,tongguozhihuiheyongganzhanshenglekunnan,zuizhongdadaolemubiao。mianqiantanzheyizhang《rentiqiguanjuanxianzhiyuandengjibiao》。cangbaideguangxianxia,shangmiandemeiyigezidouxiangcuilebingdezhen,zhadewoyanjingshengteng。……jiangdailingduzhejinruyigeshenqihelingrenzhemideqihuanshijie。
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shenqiudeyu,zongdaizheyiguzibuliuyudideliang。shuizhuyanzhechaobeidechuangboli,wanyanchuyitiaotiaoniuqudeguiji,
xiangjilecikewoderensheng。wozuozaizulaidexiaoxiaohuashili,
mianqiantanzheyizhang《rentiqiguanjuanxianzhiyuandengjibiao》。cangbaideguangxianxia,
shangmiandemeiyigezidouxiangcuilebingdezhen,zhadewoyanjingshengteng。“jiandongzheng”,
xuemingjiweisuocesuoyinghua(als)。
dangyishengyongyizhonghunhezhetongqingyuzhiyexinglengjingdekouwenxuanpanwodeweilaishi,wochuqidipingjing。
congshentidediyigexinhao——youshouxiaozhibushoukongzhidezhandou,daorujinlianwozhuhuabidouchengweiyizhongshewang,
woyonglezhengzhengyinianshijian,laijieshouzijizhengbukenizhuandizouxiangyichanghuanmande“huotishihua”。
wodeshijianbuduole。1zaichedishiquxingdongnenglizhiqian,wobixuwanchengzuihouyijianshi。juanxianyiti,
shiwonengliujizheigeshijiezuihoudeyidianweibuzudaodejiazhi。danzheifenbiaogeshang,xuyaozhixiqinshuqianzi。
wodefumuzaoyibuzai。weiyideqinren,zhiyouluyan。
womencengshifalvyiyishangdexiongmei——zaiwomuqindaizhewojiajitafuqinzhihou。houlai,
neilianggetongyangjiaoaoyoutongyangshibaidezhongnianrenfendaoyangbiao,woyutazhijianneicengcuiruodefalvguanxiyesuizhijiechu。
kezaiwoxinli,tayongyuanshineigezaiwushugebeijifulengluodeyewan,
huiqiaoqiaojiwosaiyikedabaitunaitangdegege。yeshiwoailezhengzhengshinian,youqinshoutuikaidenanren。fenshouqinian,
womenweicengyouguorenhelianxi。tadeshoujihaoma,woquelanshuyuxin,fangfoyidaokezailinghunshangdeluoyin。
zhijianzaibinglengdepingmushangxuantinglexujiu,meiyiciqiluodouhaojinlewojudadeliqi。dianhuazhongyubotong,
tingtonglichuanlairongzhangde“du——”sheng,meiyishengdouxiangzazaiwocuiruodeshenjingshang。“nawei?”dianhuabeijieqi,
neidaoshuxiyoumoshengdeshengyinchuanguoqiniandeguangyin,daizheyigujurenyuqianlizhiwaidelengmoyubunai。
wodexinzangmengdiyisuo,jihuyaowobuzhushouji。“wo……shisukui。”wodeshengyingansedexiangbeishazhimoguo。
dianhuaneitouxianrulesiyibandechenji。wonengxiangxiangdedao,cikedeluyan,
neizhangcengduiwozhanluguowushuciwenrouxiaoyidelian,huishizenyangyifubingfengdebiaoqing。“youshi?”zhongyu,
tazaicikaikou,lianggezi,xiangcongyafenglijichulaide,meigeyinjiedoucuizhedu。woshenxiyikouqi,
nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaipingwenyixie:“woyouyifenwenjian,xuyaoni……xuyaozhixiqinshuqiangezi。
”“he,”tafachuyishengjijinchaofengdeqingxiao,“sukui,nishibushiwangle?qinianqianninazheyizhangzhipiao,
congwobaneigeqingfushoulinaqiandeshihou,jiugenwomenlujiameiguanxile。xianzaixiangqiyouzhixiqinshule?zenme,
neigelaonanrenbanichuaile,meiqianle,xianghuilaifenyichan?”tademeiyigezi,douxiangyibashenglexiudedundao,
zaiwozaoyiqianchuangbaikongdexinshangfanfuqiege。“bushide……”wotulaodibianjie,shengyinxiruowenrui,
“zhishiyifenputongwenjian。”“woguannishenmewenjian!”tadeshengyindouranbagao,
chongmanleyayibuzhudebaonuyuzenge,“woluyanderensheng,congnixuanzeqiandeneiyikeqi,
jiugennimeibandianguanxi!biezaidadianhuaguolai,wojuedeexin!
”“du……du……du……”dianhuabeihenhenguaduan,mangyinzaiwoerbianjianruidihuixiang。wowulidichuixiashou,
shoujihualuozaidi。chuangwaideyuxiadegengdale,zhenggeshijiefangfodoubeijinpaozaizheipianbinglengdeyushuili,zhixi,
qiewuchuketao。wokanzheneizhangdengjibiao,zhidaozijibiewuxuanze。jiusuanyaotajindiyu,woyebixuqujianta。
zheishiwoshengmingzuihoudeqingqiu,yeshiwoqiantade,chidaoleqiniande……yigewushengdegaobie。2dinghaojipiao,
shoushihaojiandandexingli,wotashangleqianwangneizuokuobieqinianzhijiudechengshidelvtu。feijichuanguohouzhongdeyunceng,
xiafangchengshidedenghuojianjianqingxi,xiangyipiancuicandexinghe。wocengyiwei,zheipianxingheli,
youyizhandengshiweiwoerliangde。houlaicaimingbai,neibuguoshiwoyixiangqingyuandehuanmeng。luyandexingzongbunandating。
tazaoyibushidangnianneigeluopodeshaonian,ershishangjieshengmingqueqidexingui,
shijianzhushejilingyuzhishoukeredetiancai。tahepengyouhekaide“yuanzhu”shiwusuo,shizheizuochengshidexindibiao。
guanyutadexinwen,caijingbanhehuabianxinwenbandouleyubaodao。wozhidao,jinwanshiwenyaoyaodeshengriyan。wenyaoyao,
neigezaiwomuqinqushihou,xunsutianbulelujianvzhurenweizhidenvrendailaidenver。
yeshiluyanrujinmingyishangdemeimei。wozhidaotabudaijianwo,shenzhihenworugu。xuanzezheiyangyigechanghequzhaota,
wuyiyuziquqiru。kewobiewutafa,tadezhuligaosuwo,taweilaibangeyuedexingchengdoupaimanle,
jinwanshiweiyikenengdudaotadejihui。wodeshenti,dengbulebangeyue。
yanhuitingshezaishizhongxinzuihaohuadejiudiandinglou,shuijingdiaodengzheshechuliuguangyicai,yixiangbinying,gongchoujiaocuo。
wochuanzheyishenzuijiandanposudebaiselianyiqun,zhanzaizheipianfanhuaderukou,xiangyigebuheshiyidechuangruzhe,
yuzhouzaodeyiqiegegeburu。woyiyanjiukanjianleta。tazhanzairenqundezhongyang,zhongxingpengyue。
yishenjiancaihetideheisexizhuang,chendetashenxingyufatingba。qiniandeshiguang,tunquletameiyujiandeqingse,
huanshanglechengshunanrendelingliyushenchen。tadecelianxiantiaoyijiuwanmei,zhishineishuangcengshengmanxingchendeyanmou,
cikequelengdexiangyitanhanbing。tazhengceertingzhewenyaoyaoshuohua,zuijiaoqinzheyimolimaoershulidexiao。
wenyaoyaochuanzhegongzhubandepengpengqun,qinnidiwanzhetadeshoubei,yangzhetoukanta,manyandoushihaobuyanshideaimu。
neiyimu,hexiedexiangyifujingmeideyouhua。erwo,jiushihuakuangwaineidianaiyandewuzi。
woniejinlezangzaikoudailideneifenwenjian,zhijiashenshenqianruzhangxin。tengtongrangwobaochizhezuihouyisiqingxing。
womaikaijiaobu,chuanguorenqun,yibubuzouxiangta,zouxiangwodeshenpan。“luyan。”wozhanzaitamianqian,
qingshengjiaotademingzi。talianshangdexiaorongshunjianninggu。dangtazhuanguotou,kandaowodeneiyike,
neishuangbingtanbandemouzili,xianshishanguoyisicuoe,suijibeinongdehuabukaideyaneyuzenghensuoqudai。
“nizenmehuizaizheili?”tadeshengyinyadehendi,quechongmanleshanyuyulaideweixianqixi。
zhouweiderensihuchajuedaolezheibiandeyiyang,fenfentoulaihaoqidemuguang。wenyaoyaolianshangdexiaorongyejiangzhule,
tadaizhediyishangxiadaliangzhewo,shoubeiwandegengjinle。“woyoufenwenjian,xuyaoniqianzi。
”wobikaitadaozibandemuguang,dishengzhongfuzhedianhualidehua。“gunchuqu。
”tajihushiyaozheyashuochuzheisangezi。“qianwanwojiuzou。”woguzhidikanzheta,
jiangneifenzhediehaodewenjiancongkoudailinachulai,didaotamianqian。tademuguangluozaineifenwenjianshang,
yanshenyufabingleng。tameiyoujie,ershizhuantouduishenbiandewenyaoyaoshuo:“yaoyao,nixianjinqu,
wochuliyidianlaji。”“laji”lianggezi,tashuodeqingxiwubi。wenyaoyaoguaiqiaodidiandiantou,linzouqian,
hai**xingdidenglewoyiyan。binkesanqu,zheiyifangxiaoxiaodejiaoluo,zhishengxiawomenliangrenduizhi。
kongqifangfodouninggule。“sukui,nidelianpishishenmezuode?gangtiema?”tazhongyubuzaiyayizijidenuhuo,
shengyinlimanshichaofeng,“naodaoyaoyaodeshengriyanshanglai,nihaixianbugoudiuren?”“wozhidanwuniyifenzhong。
”wojiangwenjianyouwangqiandiledi。taturanshenshou,quebushiqujiewenjian,ershiyibazhuazhulewodeshouwan。
tadeliqidadejingren,jihuyaojiangwodegutouniesui。wotongdemenhengyisheng,lianseshunjianbiandecanbai。
“nidaodixiangganshenme?”tabawozhuaidaoyipangdezoulanganchu,jiangwohenhendidizaibinglengdeqiangbishang,
“qianbugouhuale?haishixiangyongzheizhongfangshi,tixingwonihaicunzai?”“wozhixiangrangniqiangezi。
”wotengdeetoumaochulenghan,shentikongzhibuzhudiweiweizhandou。tasisididingzhewo,
neiyanshenxiangyaojiangwolingchichusi。banshang,tahuransongkaishou,congxizhuangkoudailichouchuyizhiwanbaolonggangbi,
mengdiduoguowoshoulidewenjian,zaimoweiqianxialongfeifengwudelianggezi。luyan。qianwan,
tajiangwenjianhebiyiqizazaiwoshenshang,zhizhanghebinglengdebigansanluoyidi。tajugaolinxiadikanzhelangbeidewo,
yongzuicanrendeyuqi,yiziyijudishuo:“sukui,womanzunile。xianzai,likecongwoyanqianxiaoshi。
”tadunledun,wanxiayao,coudaowoerbian,yongzhiyouwomenlianggerennengtingdaodeshengyin,buchongdao:“haiyou,
dengnizhensile,guhuidoubierangwozhidaosazainaer。woxianzang。”3congjiudiantaochulai,
woxiangyizhiduanlexiandemuou,zaishenyedejietoumanwumudedizouzhe。wanfengchuizailianshang,youlengyouli,kezaileng,
yelengbuguoluyangangcaideyanshenhehuayu。“dengnizhensile,guhuidoubierangwozhidaosazainaer。woxianzang。
”zheijuhua,xiangyidaomozhou,zaiwonaohailifanfuhuixiang。wodunzailubian,
jiangneifenqianhaozidedengjibiaojinjinbaozaihuaili,fangfoneishiweiyinengjiwoyidianwendudedongxi。
shentidezhandouyuelaiyuejulie,buzhishichuyuhanleng,haishiyinweineihuanmanqinshizhewoshenjingdebingzheng。womeiyouku。
bushibunanguo,ershizaoyiliubuchuyanlei。qinianqian,dangwozuochuneigejuedingshi,
wojiuyuliaodaolejintiandejieju。shiwoqinshoujiangtatuikai,shiwoqinshouzaitahewozhijianhuaxialeyidaowanzhangshenyuan。
wozhishimeixiangdao,shigeqinian,tadehenyi,yiranrucixinxian,rucikegu。huidaoluojiaodelianjialvguan,
wojiangqianhaozidewenjianxiaoxinyiyidishouhao,jijilexiangguanjigou。zuowanzheiyiqie,woxiangbeichouganlesuoyouliqi,
daozaichuangshang,chenchenshuiqu。diertian,wobengailikaizheizuochengshi,xiangyipianchenaiyiyang,qiaowushengxidixiaoshi。
keyigeyixiangbudaodedianhua,daluanlewodejihua。dianhualaiziyisuosiliyishugaozhongdejiaowuchu,
tamenyaoqingwoqumianshiyigedaikelaoshidezhiwei,jiaomeishujianshang。wocengzaiwangshangtouguojianli,
benyiweishichendahai,meixiangdaojingyoulehuiyin。yisiweiruodeqiushengbenneng,rangwodayinglemianshi。
wodebingzhengsuiranzaifazhan,danmuqianhaizhiyingxiangdaojingxidongzuo,jiandandexingzouheyuyanjiaoliumeiyouwenti。
yishengshuo,baochihewaijiedejiechu,zuoyixielisuonengjidegongzuo,youzhuyuyanhuanbingqingdeehua。gengzhongyaodeshi,
woxuyaoqian。zhibingxuyaoqian,huozhe,yexuyaoqian。mianshichuhuyiliaodeshunli。
xiaozhangshiyiweiwenhedezhongniannvxing,tahenxinshangwodezhuanyebeijingheneijifushangnengjianrendezuopin。
womendangchangjiuqianleweiqiyixueqidedaikehetong。xindegongzuo,xiangyilvweiguang,
duanzandizhaolianglewohuianderensheng。wobanchulelvguan,zaixuexiaofujinzuleyigexiaoxiaodedanjian。
meitianheneixiechaoqipengbodexueshengdaizaiyiqi,tingtamenjijizhazhaditaolunzhesecaihegoutu,
wojihuyaochanshengyizhongcuojue——wohaishiyigejiankangde,duiweilaichongmanxiwangdeputongren。raner,wowangle,
zheizuochengshishiluyandedipan。mingyundewang,zaoyijiangwomenlaolaokunbang。yizhouhoudemougexiawu,
wozhengzaijixueshengshangke,jiangjiefangaode《xingkong》。yangguangtouguobaiyechuang,zaijiaoshilitouxiabanbodeguangying。
wozhengchenjinzaifangaoneibenfangeryouyudeshijieli,jiaoshidehoumen,quebei“peng”deyishengtuikaile。
woxiayishidihuitou,kandaoleluyanneizhangyinchendenengdichushuidelian。tazenmehuizaizheili?
xueshengmendemuguangqishuashuaditouxiangta,jiaotoujieer,qieqiesiyu。“zheiweixiansheng,womenzhengzaishangke。
”wonuliweichizhezhending,shengyinquebushoukongzhididaishangleyisizhandou。tameiyoulihuiwo,
ershijingzhizoudaozuihouyipai,zaikongweishangzuolexialai。taqiaozheerlangtui,shuangbeihuanxiong,
yongyizhongshenshide、binglengdemuguang,yiyanbufadidingzhewo。tadeqichangtaiguoqiangda,
zhenggejiaoshidekongqidoufangfoninggule。xueshengmenjinruohanchan,woganjuezijidehoubei,yijingbeilenghanjinshi。
wobuzhidaotaxiangganshenme,zhinengyingzheshengtoupi,jixujiangke。danwodesixuyijingwanquanluanle,
jiangdeyuwulunci,jicichadianyaodaoshetou。wonengganjuedao,tademuguangxiangliangdaoshizhideshexian,
zaiwoshenshangfanfuzhuoshao。neisishiwufenzhong,shiworenshengzhongzuimanzhangdesishiwufenzhong。xiake**xiangqi,
worumengdashe。xueshengmentaoyesidechongchulejiaoshi。woshoushizhejiangyi,shoudoudelihai,
jicidoubashubennongdiaozaidishang。“sulaoshi。”luyanzhanqishen,yibubuxiangwozoulai。pixiecaizaidibanshang,
fachuchenmendexiangsheng,meiyixia,douxiangshicaizaiwodexinshang。“nidaoshihenyoubenshi。”tazoudaowomianqian,
jugaolinxiadikanzhewo,zuijiaogouqiyimocanrendehudu,“juranhundaoyaoyaodexuexiaolilaidanglaoshile。
”womengditaitou,manliancuoe。wenyaoyao……zaizheisuoxuexiaoshangxue?wojingyidiandoubuzhidao。
4“wobuzhidaotazaizheilishangxue。”woxiayishidibianjie,shengyintingqilaiquecangbaiwuli。“buzhidao?
”luyanxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua,tadididixiaoleqilai,xiaoshenglichongmanlebinglengdechaofeng,“sukui,
nizheitaowugudebaxi,qinianqianwojiukannile。nifeijinxinjihunjinzheisuoxuexiao,bujiushixiangjiejinyaoyao,
ranhoutongguotalaijiejinwoma?”tadeyanshenxiangshoushudaoyiyang,ruiliercanren,sihuyaojiangwocengcengpoukai,
baoluchuwoneixinzuibukande“qitu”。“nidaodixiangcongwozheilidedaoshenme?”tabubujinbi,
qiangdadeyapoganrangwojihuwufahuxi,“gengduodeqian?haishixiangpohuaiwoheyaoyaodexiongmeiganqing,
haorangnizhongxinhuidaolujia?nideweikou,daodiyouduoda?”wobeitaduzaijiangtaidejiaoluoli,tuiwuketui。
wokanzhetaneizhangyinfennuerlvexianniuqudeyingjunlianpang,huranjuedehenkexiao。zaitaxinli,
wojiushiyigerucichuxinjilv、buzeshouduandenvren。“womeiyou。”wotaiqitou,yingshangtademuguang,
shengyinbuda,quedaizheyisiwozijidouweicengchajuedepibeiyujueqiang,“xinbuxinyouni。”wodepingjing,
sihugengjiajinuleta。“xin?”tayibazuanzhuwodegebo,jiangwochedaotamianqian,
yanzhongdenuhuojihuyaojiangwofenshaodaijin,“wopingshenmexinni?wozhixinwoqinyankandaode!
”tamengdijiadaleshoushangdelidao,yiziyijudi,xiangshixuanpanwodezuiming:“woxinqinianqian,
womabingzhongtangzaiyiyuan,jinidalewushugedianhua,niyigedoubujie,zuihoutadaosidoumeinengjianniyimian!
”“woxinwobadegongsiyipochan,nijiulikedashangleneigenengdangnidiedelaonanren,haobuyouyudichuailewo!
”“woxinniweileqian,keyipaoqiyangyuniduoniandemuqin,keyibeipangenniqingmeizhumadeairen,
keyibuyaorenhezunyanhedixian!”“sukui,nigaosuwo,zheiyangyigeni,wogaizenmexin?!”meiyijuhua,
douxiangyikezidan,jingzhundisheruwodexinzang。tongdewojihuyaojingluan。yuanlai,zaitaxinli,
woshizheiyangyigeren。yigebuxiao、baijin、wuqingdenvren。wozhanglezhangzui,xiangyaojieshi。woxianggaosuta,
bushide,shiqingbushinikandaodeneiyang。woxianggaosuta,tamuqinlinzhongqiandeneiwan,wobushibukenqujianta,
ershiwobixunadaojifujiabaohezhuanyicaichandezhengju,neishibandaota、weiwomuqintaohuigongdaodeweiyijihui。
wozhishimeixiangdao,daijiashicuoguozuihouyimian。woxianggaosuta,wobushiweileqianlikaita,
ershiweileyongqianqujiutademing!keshi,huadaozuibian,queyigeziyeshuobuchulai。
wokanzhetayanzhongneihuabukaidehenyi,huranjuedeyiqiejieshidoushiquleyiyi。shidaorujin,zhenxiangshuochulai,
chulerangtazhidaozijihencuoleren,chulerangtazaiwosihoukenenghuiduoyisinanguohekuijiu,hainengyoushenmeyongni?
woyijingshiyigekuaisiderenle。hebizaiyongneixiechenzhongdezhenxiang,qujitabengaizhanxinderensheng,
zengjiabubiyaodefudan。jiurangtazheiyanghenzhewoba。hen,zongbiaiyaorongyifangxia。jianwojiujiubuyu,
luyanyanzhongdechaofenggengshenle。taxiangshikanchuanlewode“wuyanyidui”,songkaishou,yanedixianghoutuileyibu,
fangfopengleshenmeangzangdedongxi。“wuhuakeshuole?”talengxiao,“neijiujiwolikecongzheisuoxuexiaogunchuqu。
wobuxiangyaoyaodaizaiyigeyounizheizhongrendanglaoshidedifang。”wochenmodikanzheta。“zenme?
shebudezheifengongzuo?”tatiaoletiaomei,yuqiqingmie,“yeshi,diaokaizidehaodifang,fangqilekexi。
”tacongkoudailinachuyizhangmingpian,rengzaiwodejiangyishang。“quzheigedizhi,zhaoyigejiaolijinglideren。
tahuijiniyibiqian,zugounihuayizhenzile。”tayongyizhongshishedekouwenshuo,“nazheqian,gunchuzheizuochengshi,
yongyuanbiezaichuxianzaiwomenmianqian。”wokanzheneizhangtangjindemingpian,hetalianshangneifushishedebiaoqing,
yiguyayilexujiudequruhejiaoao,mengdiyongshangxintou。wohuanhuandi,yiziyijudishuodao:“luyan,
wobuhuizoude。woyebuhuiyaonideqian。”wotingzhilejibei,yongjinquanshendeliqi,
weichizhezijizuihoudezunyan。“wopingzijidebenshizhaodaozheifengongzuo,wojiuhuipingzijidebenshizuoxiaqu。
nimeiyouquanliganwozou。”5luyanxianranmeiliaodaowohuijujue,gengmeiliaodaowohuiyongruciqiangyingdetaidufankangta。
talengleyixia,suijiyanzhongbengfachugengjiaweixiandeguangmang。“nimeiyouquanli?
”taxiangshitingdaoleyigejiweikexiaodeciyu,zuijiaogouqiyimocanrendehudu,“sukui,
nishibushilikaiwotaijiu,wanglewoshisheile?”tamantiaosilidizhenglileyixiazijidexiukou,dongzuoyouya,
quedaizheyizhonglingrenbuhanerlideyapogan。“kanlai,woyoubiyaotixingniyixia。”tanachushouji,
dangzhewodemian,botongleyigedianhua。“wei,wangxiaozhangma?woshiluyan。”tadeshengyinpingjingerkeqi,
quetouzheyiguburongzhihuideweiyan。wodexinmengdiyichen。wangxiaozhang,jiushimianshiwodeneiweixiaozhang。
“meishenmedashi,jiushixianggenninliaoliaoguanyuxuexiaoxinshiyanloudejuanzengjihua。”tayibianshuo,
yibianyongneishuangbinglengdeyanjingpiezhewo,“shide,women‘yuanzhu’yizhihenguanzhuguixiaodefazhan……dui,
zijinfangmianbushiwenti。”takeyitingdunleyixia,sihuzaidengdianhuaneitouxiaohuazheigejudadejingxi。ranhou,
tahuafengyizhuan,yuqibiandesuiyiqilai,xiangshizaixianliaojiachang。“buguo,wotingshuo,
guixiaoxinlaileyiweijiaosukuidemeishulaoshi?”wodeshentishunjianjiangying,xueyefangfodouninggule。“e,
meishenme,zhishiwogerenduizheiweilaoshidepinxingyouxieyilv。nizhidao,womeimeiyaoyaoyezaizheisuoxuexiaonianshu,
wozongdeweitadexuexihuanjingkaolvyixia。”“wobushiyaoganshexuexiaodeneiburenshi,”taqingxiaoleyisheng,
shengyinwenhedexiangyiweititiedexiongzhang,shuochudehuaquezizizhuxin,“zhishi,ruguoxuexiaodeshiziduiwuli,
cunzaiyixie……butaihaodeyinsu,women‘yuanzhu’dedongshihui,zaizuocishanjuanzengjuecedeshihou,
kenengjiuxuyaogengshenshendepinggule。”tameiyouzaiduoshuoyigezi,danwozhidao,zheijiugoule。
yidongjiazhibufeideshiyandalou,heyigewuzuqingzhongdedaikelaoshi。zheidaoxuanzeti,renheyigecongmingdexiaozhang,
douzhidaogaizenmexuan。taguaduandianhua,jiangshoujifanghuikoudai,haozhengyixiadikanzhewo,
xiangyizhimaozaixinshangzhebeibirujuejingdelaoshu。“xianzai,nijuedewoyoumeiyouquanlile?”wohunshenbingleng,
qidefadou,queyijuhuayeshuobuchulai。wocongweixiangguo,
tahuiyongrucibeilie、rucibujiayanshidefangshilaiduifuwo。zheibushisirenenyuandeduizhi,
zheishizibenduiyigeputongren**luodenianya。zaitadeshijieli,takeyiqingyidijuedingwodequliu,
wodeshengji,wodeyiqie。erwo,haowuhaishouzhili。“luyan,ni**!”wozhongyurenbuzhu,
shengyinsiyadimadao。“wohaikeyigeng**。”tamianwubiaoqingdikanzhewo,“zheizhishiyigekaishi。sukui,
biezaitiaozhanwodedixian。wodenaixinshiyouxiande。”shuowan,tabuzaikanwoyiyan,zhuanshendabulikailejiaoshi。
kongkuangdejiaoshili,zhishengxiawoyigeren。wowulidikaozaijiangtaishang,shentishunzhebinglengdetaimianhuanhuanhualuo,
zuizhongtanzuozaidishang。chuangwai,xiyangzhenghuanhuanchenxiadipingxian,jiangtiankongranchengyipianqimeidexuehongse。
neishiwozaizheisuoxuexiao,shangdezuihouyitangke。diertianyizao,wojiujiedaolewangxiaozhangdedianhua。dianhuali,
tayuqichongmanleqianyiheweinan,weiwandibiaodalexuexiaojuedingtiqianzhongzhiwodedaikehetong。
liyoushi“zhaodaolegengheshidezhangqijiaoshi”。woshenmedoumeishuo,pingjingdijieshoule。shoushihaodongxi,
banwanlizhishouxu,wobaozheyigexiaoxiaodezhixiang,zouchulexiaomen。yangguangciyan,woqueganjuebudaoyisiwennuan。
woshule,shudeyibaitudi。qinianqian,woyiweiwoyongwodelikai,huanlailetadexinsheng。qinianhou,
tayongtadequanshi,jiangwobirulejuejing。zheishiyichangcongyikaishijiubuduidengdezhanzheng,erwo,
lianzuotaduishoudezigedoumeiyou。6beicituihouderizi,xianruleyizhonghuisedetingzhi。
wobanlilexuexiaofujinneigehainengjiandaoyangguangdedanjian,
zaichengshidelaochengquzuxialeyijiangengxiao、gengyinandegelou。zheilizhongribujianyangguang,
kongqilimimanzheyiguchaoshidemeiwei。wodeshentizhuangkuangzaichixuehua。youshouyijingwanquanwufawobi,
zuoshouyekaishichuxianwulihemamudezhengzhuang。youshihou,lianningkaiyigepinggaizheiyangjiandandedongzuo,
douyaohaojinwoquanshendeliqi。wozhidao,liujiwodeshijian,zhendebuduole。daduoshushihou,
wozhishijingjingditangzaichuangshang,renyousixupiaohuineixieyaoyuande,beishiguangchenfengdeguoqu。
zaineixiehuiyidesuipianli,luyanbushixianzaizheigeyangzi。tashiwojiyili,chuanzhebaichenshan,
shenshangyoudandanzaojiaoxiangweideshaonian。tahuizaiwobeijifufazhanbuxuchifanshi,
toutoucongchufangliduanchuyiwanretengtengdemiantiao,benzhuodiduiwoshuo:“kuaichi,bieezhe。
”tahuizaiwohuahuayudaopingjingshi,bangexiaobandengzuozaiwopangbian,peiwoyizhenggexiawu,jishitashenmedoubudong,
yeshenmedoubushuo。tazhishijingjingdipeizhewo,neifenchenmodepeiban,quebirenheyuyandougengnengjiwoliliang。
womendeguanxi,shizaiyigexiatiandewuhou,fashenglezhidegaibian。neitian,woyinweihejifuzhengchao,
beitahenhendishuaileyigeerguang。wokuzhepaochujiamen,yigerenduozaigongyuandejiaoluoli。shiluyanzhaodaolewo,
takandaowohongzhongdelianjia,neishuangzongshidaizhewenhexiaoyideyanjingli,diyiciranqilexiongxiongdenuhuo。
tashenmedoumeishuo,zhishituoxiazijidewaitao,qingqingpizaiwoshenshang,ranhouyongzhifu,
xiaoxinyiyidicaquwolianshangdeleishui。“kuikui,”tadiyicizheiyangjiaowo,shengyinshayadelihai,“yihou,
wobaohuni。”congneitianqi,womenzhijianneiceng“xiongmei”dechuanghuzhi,beiqiaorantongpo。
womenxiangsuoyouxianrureliandeshaonanshaonvyiyang,toutoudiqianshou,toutoudiyongbao,fenxiangzheshuyuwomenlianggerende,
tianmierchuncuidemimi。woyiwei,womenhuiyongyuanzheiyangxiaqu。zhidaoneichangturuqilaidezainan,
jiangwomensuoyoumeihaodehuanxiang,jidefensui。luyandefuqin,neigecengjingbukeyishidenanren,yinweitouzishibai,
yiyezhijianpochan,bingqieqianxialejuedezhaiwu。pangdadeyali,
rangtaxuanzelezuinuoruodefangshi——tiaolouzisha。jialidetian,tale。ergengdadedaji,jiezhongerzhi。
luyanzaiyicitijianzhong,beichachulejiazuyichuanxingdeshenshuaijie。yishengshuo,qingkuanghenyanzhong,
bixujinkuaijinxingzhiliaohezhunbeishenyizhi,fouze……houguobukanshexiang。tianjiadezhiliaofeiyong,
duiyuyigeyijingpochandejiatinglaishuo,wuyiyuxueshangjiashuang。wokanzherijianxiaochen,
shenzhikaishijujuezhiliaodeluyan,kanzhezhongriyileiximian,yiyebaitoudelumama,xinrudaoge。wobixujiuta。
woyongjinleyiqiebanfa,zhaobianlesuoyoukenengdeguanxi,quedouzhishibeishuichexin。jiuzaiwokuaiyaojuewangdeshihou,
wozhaodaoleshenxiansheng。shenxianshengshiwojifushengyishangdeduishou,yeshiwomuqinshengqiandehaoyou。tadedushengzi,
duonianqianyeshiyinweitongyangdebingqushide。taduiwomuqindezaoyushenbiaotongqing,yeduiluyandekunjinggantongshenshou。
tadayinglewodeqingqiu,yuanyinimingzizhuluyanquanbudezhiliaofeiyong,baokuohouxuxunzhaoshenyuanheshoushudekaixiao。
woxinxiruokuang,guixialaijitaketou。dantatichuleyigetiaojian。yigerangwozhijinxiangqilai,
xinhaihuixiangbeihuoshengshengsikaiyiyangtengdetiaojian。tashuo:“xiaokui,wokeyijiuta。dannibixudayingwo,
congjintianqi,chedicongtadeshijielixiaoshi。bunengrangtazhidaoshiwozaibangta,gengbunengrangtazhidaoshiniqiudewo。
”“weishenme?”wobujiediwen。“yinweiwojianguotaiduole。”shenxianshengdeyanshenbeiqiershenyuan,
“xiangluyanzheiyangjiaoaodehaizi,ruguozhidaozijidemingshikaoqiannvyouqiulaide,tabuhuijieshoude。erqie,
wobuxiwangwodeshanxin,bianchengyichangjiuchanbuqingdeqingganbangjia。rangtahenni,wangjini,
tacainengmeiyoufudandihuoxiaqu。”“nibixubanyanyigehuairen,yigetanmuxurong、xianpinaifudehuairen。
rangtaduinichedisixin。”“ni,nengzuodaoma?”huiyidaozheili,jiaranerzhi。woquansuozaibinglengdechuangshang,
jianglianshenshenmaijinzhentouli,yayizhejihuyaochongpohoulongdegengyan。wozuodaole。woyongzuishangrendehua,
zuijuejuedezitai,qinshouzhanduanlewomenzhijiansuoyoudeqingfen。wokanzhetacongzhenjing,daoxinsui,zaidaojuewang,
zuihou,neishuangcengzhuangmanxingchendeyanjingli,zhishengxiabinglengdehenyi。wochenggongdirangtahenshanglewo。yechenggongdi,
jiuletademing。keweishenme,wodexin,haishizheimetongni?7shenghuo,beirouchengleyituankanbujianjintoudeluanma。
meilegongzuo,jiumeileshouru。wokaishibianmaihuashilineixiehainengzhidianqiandedongxi。huajia,yanliao,
haiyouneixiewocengjingshiruozhenbaodeyishuhuace。wodepengyoujiangyinglaikanwo,tashiwozaizheigeshijieshang,
chuleluyanzhiwai,weiyihaizaihuderen。tatizhedabaoxiaobaodeshiwu,
kanzhewozheijiankanbi“pinminku”degelou,yanquanyixiazijiuhongle。“kuikui,nidaodizenmele?
weishenmebugaosuwo?”tafangxiadongxi,yibabaozhuwo,“nizhibuzhidaowokuaijisile!
wojinidadianhuanibujie,faxinxiniyebuhui。”**zaitawennuandehuaili,
tanlandijiquzhezheiyidiandianderenjianyanhuoqi,queyijuhuayeshuobuchulai。wogaizenmegaosuta?
gaosutawodelejuezheng,mingbujiuyi?haishigaosutaqinianqianneichangjingtiandongdide“beipan”,
beihouyinzangdezhenxiang?bu,wobuneng。jiangyingbuzhidaoluyandebing,wobuxiangrangtaweiwodanxin,
gengbuxiangzaiwosihou,tahuiyinweizhidaozhenxiangerquzhaoluyan,jitadaiqukunrao。“womeishi,
jiushi……zuijinshoutouyoudianjin。”wozhaolegebiejiaodejiekou。“shoutoujinnigenwoshuoa!
”jiangyingyouqiyouxinteng,“womenshenmeguanxi!nihaigenwojianwai?”tacongbaolinachuyizhangyinxingka,
yingyaosaidaowoshouli,“mimashinishengri,nixiannazhehua。gongzuomanmanzhao,buzheji。
”woyonglidibakatuilehuiqu。“yingying,wobunengyaonideqian。”woyaozhetou,taidujianjue,“zhende,
wonengyingfu。woyijingzhaodaoxindefangxiangle。”jiangyinghuyidikanzhewo:“shenmefangxiang?
”“wozaiwangshangjieleyixieshejidesihuo,huayixieshangyechahuashenmede,nengzhuanqian。”wosalehuang,
lianbuhongxinbutiao。zheixienian,weilebanyanhaoneige“huainvren”,woyijingxiguanleyonghuangyanlaiweizhuangziji。
jiang..yingbanxinbanyi,dankanwotaidujianjue,zuizhonghaishimeiyouzaimianqiang。tapeiwozuoleyihuier,
bangwobafangjianjiandanshoushileyixia,linzouqian,haishibufangxindidingzhu:“yourenheshi,
yidingyaodiyishijiangaosuwo,tingjianmei?”woxiaozhediantou,songtadaomenkou。kanzhetaxiaoshizailoutiguaijiao,
wolianshangdexiaorongshunjiankualexialai。wohuidaofangjian,kanzhekongdangdangdehuajia,
hejiaoluolineiyiduilianjiadesushimian,yizhongjudadeguduhewuligan,jiangwojinjinbaoguo。suoweide“sihuo”,
buguoshiziqiqiren。wodeshou,lianhuayitiaozhixiandoukaishizhandou,youzenmekenengquwanchengjingxideshangyechahua?
riziguodezhuojinjianzhou。weileshengqian,woyitianzhichiyidunfan。shentidekuikong,jiashangbingqingdeqinshi,
rangwoyirouyankejiandesuduxiaoshouxiaqu。zheitian,fangdonglaicuijiaoxiageyuedefangzu。wofanbianlesuoyoudekoudai,
couchulaideqian,haichasanbaikuai。wokanzheshoushiheli,neijianweiyihaizhidianqiandedongxi,youyulehenjiu。
neishiyitiaobojinxianglian,diaozhuishiyizhiyongsuizuanxiangqiande、zhanchiyufeidexiaoniao。
shiluyansongwodeershisuishengriliwu。neishihoutahaimeibiye,weilemaizheitiaoxianglian,tashengchijianyongledabannian,
haiqugongdidalelianggeyuededuangong。woshoudaoxiangliandeshihou,xintengdezhidiaoyanlei,zuishangquematabaijia。
tazhishishaxiaozhe,qinshouweiwodaishang,zaiwoerbianshuo:“wodekuikui,jiuyinggaiyongyouquanshijiezuihaodedongxi。
”zheitiaoxianglingwozhenzanglezheimeduonian,jishizaizuikunnandeshihou,yeshebudedongta。
kexianzai……wozhongjiuhaishiyigeyaobeixianshidabaidesuren。woniezheneitiaoxianglian,
quleshizhongxinzuidadeyijiaershoushechipinjimaidian。dianyuanyongzhuanyedeyanguangdaliangleyixiaxianglian,
youkanlekanwoyishenhansuandedaban,yanshenliliuluchuyisibuyichajuedeqingmie。“dongxishibucuo,
jiushikuanshiyoudianjiule。zuiduo……jinizheigeshu。”tabaochuleyigedidelipudejiage。
wozhidaotashizaiyajia,danwomeiyouliqiquzhengbian。“hao。”wodianlediantou。qianwanjimaixieyi,
nazheneijizhangbobodechaopiaozouchudianmen,wodexin,kongdexiangbeiwadiaoleyikuai。woshiqule,wohetazhijian,
zuihouyijianxinwu。8jiyi,youshihouxiangyibulaojiudedianying,zongzaizuibujingyideshike,kaishizidongfangying。
neinianshengxia,zhilezaichuangwaishengsilijiedijiaozhe,kongqilimanshixiangrikuidexiangqi。shibasuideluyan,
haibushihoulaineigexizhuanggelv、shenqinglengmodeluzong。tazhishiyigechuanzhexidefabaidetxu,
yanmoulishengzheyangguanghexingchendeshaonian。tadeshijiehenjiandan,zhiyouliangjianshi:jianzhusheji,hesukui。neishihou,
lujiahaimeiyoupochan,tahaishineigeyiqifengfadefujiashaoye。dantashenshangmeiyoubandianjiaozongzhiqi。
tahuiweileyigemoxing,aoshangjigetongxiao;yehuiweilejiwomaiyizhi**bandehuabi,paobianquancheng。
womendeaiqing,shixiaoyuanlizuirangrenxianmudefengjing。tashijianzhuxidecaizi,woshimeishuxidechonger。
womenyiqiqutushuguanzhanzuo,yiqizaicaochangsanbu,yiqizaihuashili,yigehuatu,yigediaose。wohuata,
tabianchenglewohualizuiyingjundemote。tashejifangzi,zonghuijiwozainanxiangzuihaodeweizhi,
liuyijiandailuodichuangdedahuashi。tashuo:“kuikui,dengwobiye,wojiushejiyisuowomenzijidefangzi。
buyonghenda,danyidingyaoyounixihuandehuashi,heyigezhongmankuizihuadexiaoyuanzi。”**zaitajianbangshang,
xiaozheshuo:“haoa,neiniyaokuaidianbiye。”woyiwei,neiyangderizi,huiyizhiyanxudaodilaotianhuang。
zhidaoneichanghaowuzhengzhaodebaofengyulailin。lubobodegongsi,zaiyiyezhijianbengta。yinxingdecuizhaidan,
xiangxuepianyiyangfeilai。cengjingmentingruoshidejia,shunjianbiandemenkeluoque。lubofu,
neigeyibeizidouyaoqiangdenanren,xuanzeleyongzuicanliedefangshi,jieshulezijideyisheng。
luyanfangfoyiyezhijianzhangdale。tashouqilesuoyoudetuzhi,tuidiaolexuexiaodesushe,kaishimeirimeiyedidagong,
xiangpingyijizhilichengqineigeyaoyaoyuzhuidejia。wokanzhetarijianxiaoshoudelianjiahebumanxuesideyanjing,
xintengdewuyifujia。wonachuzijisuoyoudejixu,xiangyaobangta,quebeitaqiangyingdijujuele。“kuikui,
zheishinanrendeshi。”tamozhewodetou,nulijichuyigexiaorong,“xiangxinwo,wonengkangguoqu。
”kemingyundecanku,yuanchaowomendexiangxiang。zaiyicibanyunzhongwushi,tayundaozailegongdishang。songdaoyiyuan,
yizhangzhenduanshu,jiangwomenchedidarulediyu。“jiazuyichuanxingshenshuaijie……xuyaojinkuaizhiliao,
zhunbeihuanshen……”yishengdehua,xiangyibazhongchui,jiangwosuoyoudejianqiang,douzadefensui。
woyongyuanwangbuleluyannadaozhenduanshushidebiaoqing。tameiyouku,yemeiyounao,
zhishijingjingdizuozaiyiyuandezhangyishang,kanzhechuangwai,yanshenkongdongdexiangyigeheidong,tunshilesuoyoudeguang。
congneitianqi,takaishijujuezhiliao,shenzhijujuejianwo。tashuo:“kuikui,womenfenshouba。wobuxiangtuoleini。
”wokuzheqiuta,baozheta,gaosutawobuhuilikaita。ketadexin,xiangyikuaiwuburedeshitou。wozhidao,
shineigaisidejiaoao,zaizuosui。tabuxiangrangtaxinaidenvhai,kandaotarucilangbeibukandeyangzi。
kanzhetayitiantianbiandexuruo,kanzhelumamadetoufayitiantianbiandehuabai,wogandaoyizhongqiansuoweiyoudejuewang。
jiuzaineishi,shenxianshengchuxianle。zaishenxianshengdeshufangli,neigeruyaerbeishangdenanren,
xiangwotichuleneigezuyigaibianwomensuoyourenmingyundetiaojian。“rangtahenni,wangjini,
tacainengmeiyoufudandihuoxiaqu。”wokanzhechuangwai,yangguangzhenghao。kewodeshijie,quezaineiyike,
beiyongyuandituoruleheian。woyonglezhengzhengyiyedeshijian,lailianxiruhebanyanyigejueqingdenvren。
woduizhejingzi,lianxiruheshuochuneixiezuishangrendehua,lianxiruhebaichuzuilengmodebiaoqing。diertian,
woquleyiyuan。wochuanzhexinmaideangguilianyiqun,huazhejingzhidezhuangrong,shoulitizheyigemingpaibao。
wozoudaoluyandebingchuangqian,takandaowo,yanzhongshanguoyisiweiguang。“kuikui,nilaile。”womeiyouhuidata,
zhishijiangyizhangyinxingzhipiao,rengzaitadebingchuangqian。neishiwotiqianwenshenxianshengyuzhide“fenshoufei”。“luyan,
womenfenshouba。”woyongwolianxileyiyede,zuipingjing、zuilengmodekouwenshuodao。talengzhule,
buganxiangxindikanzhewo。“nishuoshenme?”“woshuo,womenfenshou。”wokanzheta,yiziyijudishuo,
“woshougoulezheizhongmeiyouxiwangderizile。nidebing,jiushigewudidong。wobuxiangbawodeqingchun,
langfeizaiyigeyaoguanzishenshang。”“sukui!”tazhengzhazhexiangcongchuangshangzuoqilai,queyinweixuruoershibaile。
tadeyanjingyinweifennuhenanyizhixinerbiandetonghong,“nizaishuoyibian!”“woshuodehaibugouqingchuma?
”woxiaole,xiaodexiangyigeyaoyedenvyao,“luyan,woaiguoni,danwoyeaiqian。xianzai,
yourenyuanyijiwogenghaodeshenghuo,woweishenmebuxuan?”wozhilezhichuangwaitingzhedeyiliangheisebenchi。
“kandaoneiliangchelema?chelideren,nengjiwoxiangyaodeyiqie。erni,shenmedoujibulewo。
”tasisididingzhewo,yanshencongtongku,daoxinsui,zuihou,yidiandiandi,lengquexialai,
bianchenglewocongweijianguode,binglengdehenyi。“gun。”tacongyafengli,jichuleyigezi。wozhuanshen,
meiyousihaotingliu,tingzhilejibei,xiangyigedeshengdenvwang,zouchulebingfang。guanshangmendeneiyike,
wosuoyoudeweizhuang,shunjianbengta。woshunzhemenbanhualuozaidi,yaozhezijideshou,burangzijikuchushenglai。
wotingjianbingfangli,chuanlaitayayide,rutongyeshoubeimingbandesihou,hedongxibeihenhenzasuideshengyin。wodexin,
yegenzheyiqi,suile。duibuqi,luyan。ruguoyaowoyongnidehenlaihuannideming。neime,woyuanyi。9shijian,
shizuicanrendenitan。tabuhuiyinweinidezhengzhaeryousihaodetingzhi,zhihuijiangniyuetuoyueshen,zhizhimeiding。
wodeshentiyuelaiyuebutingshihuan。zuoshouyekaishixiangyoushouyiyang,chuxianjirouweisuodejixiang。
wojingchanghuizaichifandeshihou,turanwobuzhukuaizi,renyouta“pa”deyishengdiaozaidishang。
weileburangkuaizidiaoluodeshengyinxiandeneimetuwu,wojianjianxiguanlebalianmaizaiwanli,xiangyizhixiaodongwuyiyang,
langbeidibaoshi。wohenshaochumen,yinweiwohaipabierenkandaowozoulushi,neiyuelaiyuebuxiediaodezitai。danjintian,
wobixuchuquyitang。woxuyaoqushequyiyuan,nayixienengzanshihuanjiejiroujiangyingdeyao。neiyaohenbianyi,
danduiwolaishuo,yiranshiyibibuxiaodekaixiao。wodaishangmaozihekouzhao,jiangzijiguodeyanyanshishi,
ranhouzoujinleneijiawocengquguodeershoushechipindian。woxuyaozhidao,wodeneitiaoxianglian,maichuqulemeiyou。
dianliyijiushineifufulitanghuangdeyangzi,kongqilipiaozhegaojixiangshuideweidao。wojucudizhanzaimenkou,
xiangyigewuruouhuashenchudeyuren,yuzheilideyiqiedougegeburu。shangcijiedaiwodeneigenvdianyuan,
yiyanjiurenchulewo。talianshangmeishenmebiaoqing,zhishigongshihuadiwen:“youshima?”“wo……woxiangwenyixia,
woshangcijimaideneitiaoxiaoniaoxianglian……”“e,neigea。”tacongjutaixiafangdediannaolichaxunleyixia,
ranhoutaiqitou,yongyizhongqiguaideyanshenkanzhewo,“yijingmaidiaole。”wodexin,gedengyixia。
“zuotiangangmaidiaode。”tabuchongdao,“maijiashigehenshuaidenianqingnanren,chushoutebiekuochuo,lianjiadoumeihai。
”tadunledun,sihujuedehenyouqu,youduoshuoleyiju:“shuoqilaiyeguai,tamaizoudeshihou,
wokantaneibiaoqing,buxiangshigaoxing,daoxiangshi……xiangbaneixianglianjiniesuileside。
”wodenaozi“weng”deyisheng,yipiankongbai。shuaiqidenianqingnanren……biaoqing……yigewobuganquxiangdeniantou,
fengkuangdiyongshangxintou。buhuide,bukeneng。zheizuochengshizheimeda,
zenmehuineimeqiao……woshihunluopodizouchuneijiadian,xiangyigeyouhunyiyang,zaijieshangpiaodang。ermingyun,
sihuxianwoshenshangdexiaohuahaibugouduo,pianyaozaijiwoshangyanyichuzuihuangdandexiju。
zaiyigeshizilukoudenghongdengshi,yiliangheisedebinli,zaiwoshenbianhuanhuantingxia。chechuangjiangxia,
luchuleluyanneizhanglengjunderutongbingdiaodecelian。tameiyoukanwo,tademuguang,
zhengluozaitashenpangfujiashizuoshangyigesirongshoushiheshang。erneigeshoushiheli,jingjingtangzhede,
zhengshiwoneitiaoxiaoniaoxianglian。hongdengjieshu,binlijuechenerqu。wozhanzaiyuandi,hunshenbingleng,ruzhuibingku。
tazhongjiuhaishikandaole。takandaolewobatashiruozhenbaodeaiyi,dangchengyijiankeyisuiyibiaojiachushoudeshangpin。
zaitayanli,zheigaishiduomequezaode,wobaijinwuqingdetiezheng。woshenzhinengxiangxiangchu,takandaoneitiaoxianglianshi,
yanzhonggaishizenyangtaotiandenuhuoheshigudeshiwang。yuanlai,qinianqianwojitahuaxiadeneidaoshangkou,congweiyuhe。
erjintian,woyouqinshouzaineidaoshangkoushang,henhendisaleyibayan。
10wobuzhidaozijishizenmehuidaoneigeyinandegeloude。tuikaimen,yiguchaoshidemeiweipumianerlai,
woqueyijingwenbudaole。wodeshijieli,zhishengxianeitiaotangzaisironghezili,shanzhebinglengguangmangdexianglian,
heluyanneizhangmeiyoubiaoqingdecelian。juewang,xiangchaoshuiyiyang,jiangwochediyanmei。woquansuozaichuangshang,
shentibushoukongzhidizhandou。bingtongdezhemo,jingshendecuican,rangwodeyizhili,zhengzaiyidiandiandibeiwajie。
yexu,jiuzheiyangjieshu,yetinghao。wocongchoutidezuishenchu,fanchuleyigexiaoxiaodeyaoping。
neishiyishengjiwokaideanmianyao,yinweijiandongzhengdehouqi,bingrenhuiyinweijiroubuzizhudetiaodongernanyirushui。
yishengyizaidingzhu,meicizhinengchiyipian。wokanzheneimanmanyipingbaisedexiaoyaopian,guishishenchadi,
quanbudaozaileshouxin。zhiyaobatamendoutunxiaqu,shibushijiubuhuizaitongle?
shibushijiunengcongzheichangwuxiuzhideemengzhong,jietuole?wodeshou,zhandouzhe,manmandi,yixiangwodezuibian。
jiuzaizheishi,shoujibuheshiyidixiangleqilai。shijiangying。woyouyuleyixia,haishianxialejietingjian。“kuikui!
nixianzaizainaer?!”dianhuayijietong,jiuchuanlaijiangyingjiaojidekuaiyaokuchulaideshengyin,“chushile!
”“zenmele?”woxiayishidiwen,shengyinsiyadebuchengyangzi。“shiluyan!tafengle!
”jiangyingzaineitouhandao,“tabuzhidaocongnaerzhidaolewobagongzuoshidedizhijileni,ganggangchongdaowozheililai,
buyoufenshuojiubawomendeyigedaxiangmujijiaohuangle!neishiwomenzhunbeiledabanniandexinxuea!
”“tashuo……tashuoshiwobanizheigehuohaiyouzhongxinzhaorehuilaide,suoyiyaojiwoyigejiaoxun!
”jiang...yingdeshengyinlidaizhekuqiang,“kuikui,taweishenmeyaozheimeduini?
nimenzhijiandaodifashengguoshenme?”wowozheshouji,shouxinlideyaopian,binglengcigu。womeixiangdao,luyandehen,
yijingdaolezheigedibu。tabujinyaozhemowo,haiyaoqiannuyuwoshenbianweiyidepengyou。jiangyingshiwugude。
tashiwozaizheishishang,zuihoudewennuan。wobunengrangtayinweiwo,ershoudaoshanghai。yigubuzhicongheerlaideliqi,
zhichengzhewocongchuangshangpaleqilai。“yingying,nibieku。”woyongjinquanli,rangzijideshengyintingqilaizhendingyixie,
“nigaosuwo,tazainaer?”jiangyinggaosuwo,luyanzaletadegongzuoshihou,
jiuqulefujindeyijiajiao“yese”dejiuba。woguaduandianhua,jiangshouxinlideyaopian,zhongxindaohuipingzili,
gaijin。wobunengsi。zhishaoxianzaibuneng。wohuanleyishenhaisuantimiandeyifu,yonglengshuipailepailian,
rangzijikanqilaibuneimeqiaocui。ranhou,wozouchuleneigegelou。zoujin“yese”jiuba,
zheneryulongdeyinlehemilidedengguang,rangwogandaoyizhenxuanyun。woyiyanjiukandaolezuozaibataijiaoluolideluyan。
tamianqianbaizheyipaikongjiuping,yingjundelianshang,daizheyizhongzihuibandetuifeihebaoli。woshenxiyikouqi,
zouleguoqu。“luyan。”tawensheng,huanhuantaiqitou。neishuangtonghongdeyanjingzaikandaowoshi,
shunjianranqiletaotiandenuhuo。“nihaiganlaijianwo?”tamengdizhanqishen,yibazhuazhuwodeyiling,
jiangwozhuaidaotamianqian,“sukui,nidelianpidaodiyouduohou?!”jiuqihunhezhetashenshanghaowendegulongshuiwei,
pumianerlai,qiangdewojihuyaokesou。“fangkaiwo。”wozhengzhazhe,“niweishenmeyaoquzhaojiangyingdemafan?
zheigentameiguanxi!”“meiguanxi?”talengxiao,shoushangdelidaogengdale,“ruguobushita,
nihuixianggeguihunyiyang,youzhongxinchuxianzaiwodeshijielima?ruguobushita,wohuikandaonibawosongnidedongxi,
xianglajiyiyangrengzaiershoudianlibiaojiachushouma?!”talingyizhishou,congkoudailitaochuneigesirongshou-shihe,
henhendizazaibataishang。“shuoa!sukui!”tajihushizaipaoxiao,yindezhouweiderenfenfencemu,
“zainiyanli,shibushisuoyoudeyiqie,doukeyimingmabiaojia?!”wokanzhetayinfennuerniuqudelian,
kanzhetayanzhongneishenkejiangudetongku,xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshou,henhendizuanzhule。duibuqi。
wozaixinlimonianzhe。danwoshuochukoude,queshi:“shi。”wotaiqitou,yingshangtabuganzhixindemuguang,
yongwocishengzuipingjing,yezuicanrendeshengyin,yiziyijudishuo:“luyan,womenzaojiujieshule。neitiaoxianglian,
duiwolaishuo,meiyourenheyiyi。nenghuandianqian,jieworanmeizhiji,shitazuihoudejiazhi。”“ni……shuoshenme?
”tadeshentihuanglehuang,yanzhongdehuoyan,yidiandiandiximiele,zhishengxiasihuibandejuewang。“woshuo,
”wozhishizhetadeyanjing,bizhezijibazheichangxiyanwan,“jiangyingshiwodepengyou,nichongwolai,biedongta。
zheishiwojintianlaizhaonideweiyimude。”shuowan,woyongjinquanshendeliqi,tuikaileta。wozhuanshen,
buzaikantayiyan,yongwozuihoudezunyan,tingzhilejibei,yibuyibudi,zouchuleneijianjiuba,
zouchuletaderensheng。shenhou,chuanlaijiubeibeihenhenzasuideshengyin。erwo,meiyouhuitou。
11zouchujiubadeneiyike,wojinbengdeshenjingchediduanlie。yanqianyihei,woshiqulesuoyouzhijue。zaicixinglai,
shizaiyigechunbaisedefangjianli。bijianchongchizhexiaodushuideweidao。wodongledongshouzhi,faxianshoubeishangzhazhezhen,
bingliangdeyetizhengshunzheshuyeguan,yidiandiandiliujinwodeshenti。“nixingle?
”yigeshuxiyoumoshengdeshengyinzaierbianxiangqi。wofeilidizhuanguotou,kandaolezuozaibingchuangbiandeluyan。
tahuanxialeyishenjiuqideyifu,chuanzhejiandandebaichenshanheheikuzi,xiabashangmaochuleqingsedehucha,
xiandeyouxiepibeiheqiaocui。tayanzhongdenuhuohehenyi,yijingbeiyizhongfuzade,wokanbudongdeqingxusuoqudai。
shitasongwolaiyiyuande?wozhanglezhangzui,xiangshuoshenme,houlongquegandefabuchushengyin。
tasihukanchuanlewodeyitu,daoleyibeiwenshui,jiangxiguandidaowozuibian。womeiyoujujue。
ganhedehoulongdedaozirun,wozhongyuzhaohuilezijideshengyin:“xiexie。”tashouhuibeizi,
chenmodizuohuiyizishang。bingfanglixianruleyipianlingrenzhixidejijing,zhishengxiashuyeguanliyetidiluodeshengyin。
“yishengshuoniyingyangbuliang,jiashanglaoleiguodu,caihuiyundao。”banshang,tazhongyukaikou,shengyinshaya,“sukui,
nizheiqinian,jiushizheimeguode?”tadeyuqili,meiyoulezhiqiandechaofenghekebo,
fanerdaizheyisi……kunhuo?womeiyouhuida,zhishizhuantoukanzhechuangwai。“neibiqian……nimeiyao?”tayouwen。
wozhidao,tashuodeshidangnianwolikaishi,shenxianshengjiwodeneizhangzhipiao。“ng。”woqingqingyingleyisheng。
 
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