《我死后,请不要难过》 小说介绍
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wenqibawojianhuijiashi,wodaozaipangtuodeyuzhong。jiumingzhien,dangyishenxiangxu。suoyitayaohewojiehunshi,
wodayingle。qinianhunyin,tadeshufang、woshishiwobukeyishezudejinqu。womenxiangshuxidemolufangke。
tabuaiwo,wozhidao。yezhunbeihao,suishilikai。zhidaotadebaiyueguanghuiguo,tahewolilehun。
woqiaorancongtashijiechouli。zaicijianwoshi,talihuadaiyuzhiwenwo,
“weishenme……”——————————————————1wenqihewotilihunshi,chuangwaiqifengle,
xiayule。fengshengshashasha,yushengxilili。qinianhunyin,womenquexiangyiduijinhunfuqi。tazhitademaoyi,
wohewodecha,bicianjinghubudarao。“linfeng,xiaojingxuanhuilaile。
”tashixiancongwenshijituandangjicaibaochouli,luozaiwoshenshang。chuangwaideyuhaoxiangdale,
dazaiyezishangfachudadadadeshengyin。womuguangtingliuzaishoushangdebaozhi,shaoshaotingdun,“ng,kandaole,
xiaoshijituandashaoguowaishenzaoqinian,jinrigaodiaohuiguodexinwendengbaole。”“woxiangshuo……”tayouyu,
“womenlihunba!”chuangwaideyuhaoxiangyoudale,dazaibolishangfachupapapadezaoyin。wotaiqitou,kanzheta,
shoushangdebaozhibeiwodiedelengjiaozhengqi,qingqingdefangzaichajishang。zhongjiushigaijieshule。
tadeshensebingbushibinglengde,ershizaizhengqiu,zhengqiuwodeyijian。“hao!”wopingjingdehuida,youtichutiaojian,
“jiwosanbaiwanba!”pingjingdeshengyinluoxia,fubudejiaotongmanyanzhixinzang。xinzangsibeicuidudetengmanjiaozhe,
chenmenjicudehuxibeiwoyingshengshengtunxia。wodemiansepingjingrushui,
meiyouyinbeilihunhebingtongerdangyangqirenhebolan。“weishenme?”tazhoulezhoumei,
sihumeiliaodaowohuitichuneimegaodetiaojian,jianzhishishizikaikou。“zongyaoliudianbaozhang。”wochuixiayan,
bikaitatanjiudemuguang。“nizhidaode,womeigongzuo。”zheiliyousuiranzhuolie,danzugoudafatale。
wozhishixiangrangtajuede,tabuqianwode。erwo,yebuqiantade。jincieryi。tayandilveguobiyi,
suihoubeitayinzangchenglengran,“hao!”lihunxieyishitazhunbeide,chuzitamenwenshijituanfawubuzhishou,
ziranmeirenhewenti。tadezijijuanxiu,guoxiezheyisipiaoyi。wodezijigongzheng,
xiangzheigejiabeiwojingyingdejingjingyoutiaoneiyang。bichushouweishi,sanbaiwanxieyikuanshunjiandaozhang。
taxiangshipengleshenmezangdongxibanxiangyaojinkuaibawoshuaidiao,dakuandedongzuofengchidianche。
“yiqichidunfanba……”woshouhaolihunxieyi,xiaoxindefangzaichajishang,yazheneifenbaozhi,“zuihoudewancan。
”womeidengtadaying,jingzhiqishenwangkaifangshichufangzouqu,“jiudangshijuebiezheiduanguanxiba!
”chuangwaideyubianxiaole,youshixililideshengyin,henjingyi。womeiyouyonggaobie、sanhuo、huozhezaijian,
ershijuebie,zheicidelikai,yexujiushiyongbiele。fubuyoukaishitongle,
bingxiangliweizhuangchengweicdeyaopianbeiwotunleliangke。danxiongkoudezhentongdekuaiyaomeifahuxi,woyongshouanlean,
**shengbeiwotunxia。wodeshousihukaishibutingwodehuale。
wenqizuiaihedehuajiaowujitangbeiwoduosalejikeyan,qingzhengshibanyuchuguoshimanlejimiao,
baizhuocaixindecaixinbeiwochelanlebianjiao。canzhuoshang,baipanjingzhi,quebuwanmei。tazuoxia,meidongkuai,
xiangshidengdaihuozhesikaozheshenme。wojitashenglewantang,piequyouzhihejiangsi,qingqingfangzaitamianqian。
“huajiaowujitangyangyanyangwei,wujishixiawumaixianshade,henxinxian,xiaoxintang。
““wuyexiaochenshuotamengongsizheicijingpaimeinaxiawomenxiaoqu,huanlelingwaiyigewuyegongsi,
choukongnidequqianxiahetong。”“shuifei、dianfeiwogangjiaomanyinianle。”……“bingxiangliyouqiehaodeshuiguo,
chideshihounachulaifangshifenzhong,biechitailiangde。“……“nidepiantoutengyaofangzaiyaoxiangxiaceng,lanbaisehezi,
meiciyongwenshuisongfusanli。”“yangtaidehua,yizhousayicishuijiukeyi,biesataiduo,huilaosi。
”……wodezhufubitamenjituannianzhongcaibaoshangdeshujuhaixiangxi,xiangxidaotademeitouyuezhouyuejin。“pa!
“tashoushangdekuaizizhongshihenhenluozaizhuozishang。“goule!”“linfeng,nifanbufan,wobushixiaohaizi,
zheixieshiqingwonengchuli。”tazhanqishen,yizituizaidibanshanghuachucierdeshengyin。“wojiliuyidadianhuale,
tayuanyihuilai,yihou……”“wochibaole!”tadenglewoyiyan,shengyinlidaizhenuqi,
shenxingxiaoshizaizoulangjintou。woshimen,liantongshufangneidaomen,shiwoqinianlaiweicengshezudejinqu。
kanzhezhuoshangjihumeidongguodecai,xinkourutongchanraozhecuidudetengman,yuechanyuejin、huxiyuelaiyuekunnan。
wowuzhexinkou,dengdaizhe,dengdaineizhongjiaotongganliqu。chuangwaiyutingle,neidaowoshimengejuezhewodezhenggeshijie。
meiguanxi,limianshishenmeyangdeshengjingyewuguanjinyaole。wankuaibeiwoqingroushoushi,
meiyichucanliushiyongguodehenjibeiwomochu,buliurenhezongji。wolikaideshihou,yeyijingshenle。
wotuozheshoushihaodexinglixiang,huanguzheishenghuoleqiniandejia。zuihouliuliandekanleyiyanneidaomen,
qingqingdaishangdamenzoule。yuyoukaishixiale,xililide,luozailianshang,bingbingliangliangde。shenhougenzhejiaobusheng,
kenengshita,woquemeiyouhuitou,zuanjinwangyuechecuicusijiganjinlikai。biele,wodeairen。
————————————————————2wodexinjia,luozaijiuchengqushenchu。xiazhai,chaoshi,
qiangbibanbo。danzheilishengzaianjing,henshihedengsi。woquansuozaibinglengdemubanchuangshang,yaozhebeijiao,tengdaojizhi,
yishipiaozhishijianxinghe。chuangwaideyuyuelaiyuedale,dazaibolishangsifangbianpao。huanghuzhong,
yiduanqinianqiandejiyizainaohailifanye。neiwan,tianshangyeshipozherucipangtuodedayu。
bishiwohaishilinshineigefengmangbiludesanshaoye。gangcongyichangcanliedejiazuqingyazhongtuoshen,
daijiashiweichuxuehebeiniansuidezizun。wodaozaineigegaodangxiaoqubinglengdedimianshang,yushuihunzhexueshuihuleyilian。
shijiezaixuanzhuan、mohu。woyiweiwohuixiangtiaoyegouyiyangqiaowushengxidisizaineili。ranhou,
yishuchedengcipoyumu。gaogenxieqiaojidimiandeshengyinyouyuanjijin,daizheyisichiyi,tingzaiwoshenbian。
yibasanzhezhulewotoudingdepangtuo。“wei?haihuozhema?”tadeshengyinzaiyushengzhongyouxieshizhen,
quebaohanzheshenqiededanyou。wofeilidizhengkaiyan,kandaoyizhangbeiyushuidashiqueyijiulengyanbirendelian。neiyike,
langbeibukandewo,xiangzhuazhuleyigenjiumingdaocao,“jiu……jiuwo。”tameiyouchiyi,feilibawotuoshangche,
songdaoyiyuan。tazaiyiyuanlimangshangmangxia,paoqianpaohou。dengwohuifuguolaihou,tayiyizhongshenshidemuguangkanzhewo,
xiangshizaipingguyijianshangpin。houlaiwocaizhidao,taneishizhengbeijialibihunbidejiaotoulane。
tabuxiangyinweishangyeliyihehaomendashaosuiyilianyin,buxiangchengweijiazujiaoyideshangpin。
ranhoutacongxiangqinwanyantaolechulai,yujianlewo。“nijiaoshenmemingzi?”tatiaoletiaomei,“genwojiehun,
yingfuwojiali,tiaojiannikai。”yuqishitanshengyidegancui。“hao。”wodayingdetongyanggancui。jiumingzhien,
dangyishenxiangxu。bushitantutameimao,bushitantutashenzi,bushitantutacaifu。
ershitayandideneimojueqiangdadonglewo,yeyinwowujiakegui。womenlinglezheng,banlejiuxijielehun。
wochenglewenqirenqianmingyishangdezhangfu,woyuanlilelinshidefenzheng,xinganqingyuanweitafuwu。
tahuiqinnidewanzhewodeshoubei,xiaorongcanlan,fuqienai。tahuizaixinqinghaodeshihou,peiwokanchangdianying,
payizuoshan,kanyicihai……neishi,wobingmeiyouaishangta。zhidaoneitianwobeirenxiuru,
tabaqibawohuzaishenhoudexingxiangluoyinzaiwoxinfangli。“zenmehuiyourucisadenvren!”zaineiyike,
wolunxianle。ranertabingbuaiwo,tazhiaitaneigeyuanzaiguowaidujindebaiyueguangxiaojingxuan。yinci,
tazaijialijiwoshelejinqu,tadewoshiheshufang。mianduita,wozongshixiaoxinyiyi,xianggexintupengzhexintiao。
wozhidaotayouhenduoshixiangzuo,henduodifangxiangqu。taxiangqupuluowangsikanxunyicaohuahai,
qufushishanjiaoxiadengrichu,qubingdaokanjiguang,quaomentabengji……dantabuhuihewoqu。tazaideng,
dengxiaojingxuanpeitawanchengneixielangmandepintu。
————————————————————3lihundisantian。wenqidedianhuadiyicidalaishi,
wozhengzaichuzuwudechuangbian,kanzhejiuxianglibeiyushuidashideqingtai。dianhua**tuwudixiangqi,
huapolewuneisijidechenmo。pingmushangshanshuodemingzi,xiangyigenxixiaodezhen,zhajinwozaoyimamudeshenjing。
wodingzhetakanlejimiao,zhidao**kuaiduandiao,caianxialejieting。“wei?”wodeshengyinhenpingjing,
shenzhidaidiankeyideshuli。“linfeng,”tadeshengyintouguotingtongchuanlai,youxieshizhen,
daizheyisibuyichajuedejiaozao,“wodejiemaogao……fangnale?jiushinizhiqianbangwoshoudeneige,
yinseguanzide。”tajidepaizi,quewangleweizhi。wobishangyan,
yanqianqingxidifuxianchuzhuwoshuzhuangtaiyoucediergechouti,limianfenmenbieleidexiaogezi。
“shuzhuangtaiyoubiandiergechouti,zuikaowaideneigexiaogezi,henidebeiyongkouhongfangyiqi。
”wojinliangrangshengyintingqilaixiangzainianyifenwupinqingdan。“e……zhaodaole。”taneibianchuanlaifandongdeshengyin,
pianketingdunhou,youwen,“yangtaineipenjunzilan,yezijianhuangle,zenmehuishi?”“shuijiaoduole。
fangtongfengchuliangjitiantu,zanshibiejiaole。”wodunledun,“huozhe,zhaoliuyikankan。”“zhidaole。
”tayingleyisheng,sihuhaixiangshuoshenme,danzuizhongzhichuanlaidianhuabeiguaduandemangyin。wowozheshouji,
binglengdechugancongzhangxinmanyankai。chuangwaideyuhaizaixia,xixilili,xiangyongyuanyeliubujindeyanlei。
wodedianhuakaishishibushijiuxiangqi,yijiushiwenqidelaidian。pinlvyuelaiyuepinfan,youshiwushi。wozhidao。
takaishibushiyingle。zheixiweideyilai,xiangheianzhongqiaorantanchudetengman,chanraozhewodexin。
wobixuqinshouzhanduanta。taxuyaoxiguanmeiyouwoderizi,xiguanduzimianduineixiesuosui。meilewodebaohu,
weilaiderizitacainengzijizoudegengyuan。wotianzhendeyiwei,xianzaidewo,zhihuishitadebanjiaoshi。xiayici,
wodezaimanxiejiedianhua。zaixiayici,huoxujiubujiele。
————————————————————4wenqizhongyukantouwodeshuli。
dianhuadejiangeyuelaiyuezhang,xianglingdecishuyeyuelaiyueshao。wodejiekouyongyuanshi,“zaimang,nizhaoliuyi。
”mangshenme?mangzhehezijifuxiudeshentitanpan,mangzhezaitengtongdejianxi,guihuazuihoudelvcheng。
wotashangleneitiaotacengwushucichongjingguodelu。puluowangsidexunyicaohuahai,zisedebolangfangundaotianji。
yangguangchilie,kongqilimimanzhenongyudexiangqi。wozhanzaihuatianbianyuan,xiangxiangzhetaxingfendipaojinqudeyangzi,
xianggehaizi。xiangxiangzhewojitamaifensidebingqilin,tajieguobingqilinkuaisubeishen,xianggehushidexiaohai。
ranhouyouzhuanshenxiaoxinyiyidedijiwo,lianshangzhanzhefensedenaiyouzi,yanshenyiyibushe。
wozouzaitaxiangyaozoudehaianxianshang,wanfengguoxiezhexianxingdeweidao。tahuilengma?ruguohaifengchuiqitadeboshan,
neigerenhuibuhuituoxiawaitao,wenroudipizaitajianshang?woshenchushou,zhijianquezhichupengdaoxuwudekongqi。
fushishanjiaoxia,lingchensidian。hanqicigu,woguojinwaitao,zuozaibinglengdeshitoushang,dengdairichu。
tianbianfanqiyudubai,jinsedeguangmangyidiandiansilieyemu。shandianbeiranchengguilidejuhong,zhuangmeidelingrenzhixi。
taneimepaleng,huisuozhejianbangba?neigerenhuibuhuibatayongruhuaizhong,yongtiwenqusantadehanyi?
wozhinenglongjinzijidanbodeyijin,ganshouzhegutoufenglishenchudehanyi。aomenta。zhanzaibengjipingtaibianyuan,
jiaoxiashimayibandecheliuheyulandehai。fenghuxiaozheguanjinerduo。wotiaolexiaqu。shizhongdeshunjian,
xinzangfangfoyaochongpohoulong,judadekongjuzuanjinlewo。tahuihaipaba!taneimepagao。huibuhuiliansecangbai,
zuichunfadou?neigerenhuibuhuijinwozhetadeshou,zaitaerbianshuo,“biepa,youwozai!”erwo,
zhiyouerbianhuxiaodefengsheng,hetineiaixibaokuanghuanbandexiaojiao。woyanzhetamengxiangdeguiji,yibuyibuzhangliang。
zaimeigedifang,douliuxiayidiandianweibuzudaodehenji。yizhangbuqiyandetuya,
yikuaikezhe“lf”zimudeshitou,beiqiaoqiaosaijinbuqiyandejiaoluo。yexuyouyitian,
tadezujihuifugaizheili。yexutademuguanghuibujingyidisaoguoneixiehenji,juedesicengxiangshi。
yexutagenbenbuhuifaxian。yexutamenzaoyibeifengyumoqu,huobeibierendeyinjifugai。sheizaihuni。
jiudangshiwopeitazouleyizao。laiyiciwushengde,tiqiandetongxing。
————————————————————5lvchengdezhongdian,shiyizuozangzaishenshanlidedaoguan。
qingyanniaoniao,xianghuoliaoliao。suiranxianghuobuwang,dantingshuojiweilingyan。woguizaiputuanshang,
binglengdeshibantouguobobodekuzishenrugusui。bushiweileziji。wozheifucanqu,yiwuyaokejiu。shuangshouheshi,
etouqianchengdidizaibinglengdedimian。zhiqiuyijianshi,yuantayushengpinganxile。qishenshi,xigaizuanxinditeng,
yanqianzhenzhenfahei。woshuangshouchengzhebingliangdedimian,huanlehenjiu。
yigelaodaodijiwoyigediechengxinxingdehuangsefuzhou,fangjinyigexiaoxiaodehongsefudaili。“fuzhuxincheng,
sanqingzushihuibaoyounide。”tadeshengyinpinghe,yanshensihudongxiyiqie。wojieguofudai,“fuyoutabianhao!
”buliaodechugancucao,daizheyidiantanxiangheyangguangdeweidao。henqing,queyouchendiandiande。
wobataxiaoxindifangjintiexiongdekoudai。fuzhitiezhepifu,sihuzhendechuanlaiyisinuanyi。wozhuanshenzhunbeilikai。
xiashandeluhenzhang,wodeshijianbuduole。————————————————————6shanmenwai,
xiangzhangshuxia。yigeshuxiyoujianruidexiaosheng,xiangshengxiudedaopianguaguoermo。shiyeman。wenqideguimi,
xinsiwuzhuodexinjibiao。woxiayishidiceshen,yinzaiyikecuzhuangdeshuhou。shixianchuanguozhiyedefengxi。
wenqizhanzaineili,chuanzhejingzhidetaozhuang,lianshangquemeishenmebiaoqing。tashenbianzhanzhexiaojingxuan,yishenxiuxianmingpai,
fengdupianpian。yemanzhengjuzheshouji,reqingyangyidizhihuizhe,“aiya,jingxuannikaojinwenqiyidianma!dui,
louzhetadeyao!wenqinixiaokaixindianya!”xiaojingxuandeshouzirandidashanglewenqideyao。
wenqideshentijibukechadijiangyingleyixia,zuijiaomianqiangxiangshangwanqiyigehudu。xiaorongkongdong,
xiangyizhangjingzhidemianju。yemananxiakuaimen,ranhoupaoguoqu,bashoujidijitamenkan。“kankan,duodengdui!
”yemandeshengyintiandefani。xiaojingxuanheyemancoudehenjin,toujihuaizaiyiqikanpingmu。
tamendeyanshenzaipingmushangduanzanjiaohui,youxunsufenkai,xiangyoukanbujiandehuohuapipayishan。yemandeshouzhi,
zhuangsiwuyidifuguoxiaojingxuandeshoubei,ruojiruoli。wenqidemuguangqueyouxiepiaohu,luozaiyuanchusimiaodefeiyanshang。
tameikanjian。tadangrankanbujian。yigelianzijishuzhuoshangdexianrenzhangdounengyangsideren,
youzenmekandechuanneixiejingxinbianzhidezhuwang?**zaicucaodeshuganshang,bingliangdeshupidizheetou。
xinzangdeweizhi,neigexiaoxiaodefudailuozhe。yehao。taxuyaokanqing。xuyaomianduizheixuweibeihoudezhenshi。
wotianzhendiyiwei,tengtongshichengzhangdebijingzhilu。zhiyourangtabeisisui,zhongsheng,
cainengduzimianduizhebinglengdeshijie。————————————————————7yujiantamenhou,
womeiyoufancheng。guishishenchadi,woyuanyuande,qiao**degenzaitamenshenhou。xiangyimoyoudangde,
bubeichajuedeyingzi,yuanyuandeshouwangzhe。shandingguanjingtai,hanfenglinlie。wenqiguojinlebobodefengyi,
duzizhanzailanganbian,wangzheyuanchufangundeyunhai。fengchuiluanletadezhangfa,binjiaosihuningzhexiweidehanshuang。
tabaozheshoubei,jianbangweiweisesuo。xiaojingxuanheyemanzaibuyuanchudexiuxiqu,kaodehenjin。
yemanzhizheshoujipingmu,buzhishuoleshenme,doudexiaojingxuankaihuaidaxiao。yemanshunshiqingqingyiweijintadebeiwan,
zitaiqinniziran。wenqisihuhuitoukanleyiyan,youxunsuzhuanhuitou。tadebeiying,zaicangmangshansezhong,
xiandegewaidanboheguji。diertian,tamenqulebengji。zhanzaigaotaibianyuan,wenqidelianseshunjiantunjinxuese,
zuichunfazi,shentikongzhibuzhudizhandou。tajinjinzhuazhuanquansheng,zhijiefanbai。
“wo……wobuxing……”tadeshengyindaizhekuqiang。“pashenmeyawenqi!”yemanzaipangbiangegedixiao,
“jingxuandougantiao,nikebunengsonge!”xiaojingxuanyexiaozhe,yanshenlidaizheyisiqingmiedewanwei,“jiushi,
laidoulaile,danzizheimexiao?”wenqiyaozhetou,shituhoutui。“biemocengle!”xiaojingxuanturanshangqianyibu,
daizhedianbunaifan,jihushituisangzhe,batatuidaoletiaotaizuibianyuan。wenqifachuyishengduancudejingjiao。xiayimiao,
xiaojingxuanjingtaijiao,zaitabeihoubuqingbuzhongdichuaileyixia!“a——!”wenqideshenyingshunjianxiazhui,
qilidejianjiaohuapozhangkong。xiaojingxuanheyemanzhanzaitiaotaishang,kanzhexiafang,baofachuyizhenfangsidedaxiao。
xiaojingxuanshenzhiyibalouguoyeman,ditouwenleshangqu,dongzuozhangkuangerdeyi。wozhanzaiyuanchudeguanjingpingtai,
quanshendexueyedoulengtoule。fengchuantouwodeshenti,daizouzuihouyisiwendu。wozhishikanzhe。
xiangyigebeidingzaichiruzhushangdeguanzhong,kanzhewodeairenbeirucixiuru。xinkoudeweizhi,kongdangdangditeng。
wotianzhendiyiwei,zheicanrendesilie,nengrangtakanqing,nengrangtachengzhang。
————————————————————8wenqihuidaoxiuxiquhou,
tahuanlehenjiulianshangcaiyouxuese。bujiuhou,tamenbianbaofalejiliedezhengchao。gezhejingquhouhoudemen,
yenengyinyuetingdaowenqibagaodeshengyin,chongmanleweiquhefennu。xiaojingxuandeshengyingengda,daizhebaoliheyanfan。
zuihoushi“peng”deyishengjuxiangshuaimensheng。xiaojingxuannuqichongchongdizoule,batamenlianggenvrendiuzailejingqu。
wenqideqingxudiluodaojidian,xiangbeichouzoulesuoyouliqi。yemanqingshengxiyudianweizheta,
yanshenquepinpinpiaoxiangxiaojingxuanxiaoshidefangxiang。wenqihetamenfenkaihou,duzizhaolejiajiudian。
woyuanyuandikanzhewenqizuozaijiudianhuayuanbinglengdeshidengshang,quansuozhe,xiangyizhishoushangdexiaoshou。
yueguangsazaitashenshang,yipianbingliang。taxuyaozijiqutianshishangkou,xuyaozijiqumianduizheilangjie。wogaosuziji。
dankanzhetakongdongdeyanshen,kanzhetaweiweizhandoudejianbang,yizhonggengshendewuliganjuezhulewo。yexu,
xuyaogengchedidehuimie。wonachulebeiyongdeshouji,kashinimingde。bianjileyitiaojianduandexinxi,
fasongjiwenqiyigebuchangyongdeyouxiang。limianshiyemanhexiaojingxuanzailingyizuochengshijiudiankaifangdejilujietu,
shijianjiuzaishangzhou。fasongchenggong。woxiangyigebinglengdeguizishou,dishanglezhanduantazuihouhuanxiangdedao。
taguoranqule。zaineigemoshengdechengshi,neijiashehuadejiudian。wobuzhidaotashizenmezhaodaofangjiande,
yebuzhidaotakandaoleshenme。zhikandaotashihunluopodizouchulai,lianshangmeiyoulei,zhiyouyipiansihuibandemangran。
jinjiezhe,xiaojingxuanheyemanyechulaile。xiaojingxuandelianshangshihaobuyanshidebaonuhebiyi。
wenqisihuxiangshuoshenme。xiaojingxuanquexiangdiuqiyidaiexindelaji,henhentuiletayiba!
wenqiliangqiangzheshuaidaozaidi。“gun!biezaichuxianzaiwomianqian!**huiqi!
”xiaojingxuanedudehuayuxiangcuiledudebingzhui。yemanwanzhetadegebo,jugaolinxiadikanzhedishangdewenqi,
yanshenlishishenglizhedelianminhechaofeng。tiankongbuzhiheshixiaqilepiaopodayu。
binglengdeyushuishunjianjiaotoulewenqiquanshen。tajiuneimezuozaijiudianmenkoubinglengshihuadedishang,quansuozhe,
baozhexigai。yushuishunzhetadetoufa、lianjiafengkuangliutang。tameiyouku,meiyouhan,
yanshenkongdongdiwangzheqianfangcheshuimalongdejiedao。xiangyigebeichouzoulelinghundejingzhimuou。
dayuwuqingdichongshuazheta,fangfoyaoxiqutashenshangsuoyoudewendu、zunyanhecengjingdeailian。lurenxingsecongcong,
toulaihaoqihuomorandemuguang。worangyigejiudianmentongjitasongquleyibasan。mentongdunxiashen,
basandidaotamianqian。tazhishihuanhuandi、huanhuandiyaoleyaotou。yanshenkongdongdemeiyouyisiguang。
mentongwunaidizoukaile。guolehenjiu,henjiu。tacaimanmandi、jiqijiannandiyongshouchengzheshihuadedimian,
shituzhanqilai。shilejici,caiyaoyaohuanghuangdizhanwen。ranhou,taxiangyijuxingshizourou,yibuyibu,
huanghuanghuhudizoujinlemangmangyumuzhong。beiyingzaiqingpendayuzhong,mohuyoudanbo。
xiangsuishihuibeizheiwuqingdeshijiecheditunshi。wodexin,yezaizheichangbinglengdeyuli,chendaolezuishendegudi,
beiwujindeheianhehuihenyanmei。
————————————————————9kanzhetadebeiyingxiaoshizaiyumujintou,wozhuanshen。
lianshangdepingjingchedisuilie,yandizhishengxiabinglengdebaoli。“renni?”wodeshengyinbuda,
querangyanqiandejigerenshunjianbengzhileshenti。“zaitingchechang,sanshao。”weishoudeheiyinanrendishenghuida,
shengyinchenwen。“dailu。”dixiatingchechang,dengguangcanbai。xiaojingxuanzhenglouzheyeman,
deyiyangyangdizouxiangtaneiliangzhangyangdepaoche。yemanhaizaijiaoxiaozhe,“……kantaneiyangzi,
zhenshitongkuai……”kandaowomenyixingrenturanchuxian,duzhulequlu,xiaojingxuanzhouqimei,yilianbeidaraodebuyue,
“rangkai!”yemanrenchulewo,lianshangshunjianduiqikuazhangdebiyihexiaozhang,“yo,wodangshisheini?
zheibushiwenqineigechiruanfandeqianfuma?zenme,tinideqianzhuzichutoulaile?”tashangqianyibu,
jianjiandeshouzhijihuyaochuodaowodebijian,“yebusapaoniaozhaozhaozijishenmedongxi!gunkai!biedangjingxuandelu!
”xiaojingxuanyechixiaoyisheng,nachushouji,“zhaosishiba?xinbuxinwoxianzaijiujiaoren……”tadehuajiaranerzhi。
yinweiwoshenhoudeheiyirendongle。dongzuokuaidezhiliuxiacanying。
chenmende、lingrenyasuandegulieshengzaikongkuangdetingchechangzhouranxiangqi!“a——!!!
”xiaojingxuandecanjiaoqiliwubi,baozheniuqubianxingdeyoutuigundaozaidi。jinjiezheshiyeman,
tongyang**cuililuodichuaiduanletui,daozaidishangfachushazhubandehaojiao。womanmanzoudaotamenmianqian,
jugaolinxiadikanzheliangzhangyinjutonghejingkongerniuqudelian。“ni……nidaodishishenmeren?!
”xiaojingxuantengdehunshenchouchu,kanwodeyanshenchongmanlekongju。yemanyehedewanglekuhao,xiangjianleguiyiyang。
wodunxiashen,shengyinpingjingdexiangzaitaoluntianqi,“linshisanshao,linfeng。”zheiliugezi,
xiangyidaojingleipizaitamentouding。xiaojingxuandelianseshunjiancanbairuzhi,zuichunduosuozhe,yigeziyeshuobuchulai。
yemangengshihedehunfeiposan,xiangshaikangyiyangdouqilai。linshi。
neishitamenxiaojiaheyejiajiaqilaiyewangchenmojidepangrandawu。“tingzhe,”wodeshengyinbugao,
quedaizheburongzhiyidebingleng,“liwenqiyuandian,zaichuxianzaitamianqian,
huozhezaigandongtayigenshouzhitou……”wodunledun,muguangsaoguotamenniuqudetui。“xiaciduande,
jiubuzhishituile。”tamenxiangliangtiaobinsideyu,zhishengxiakongjudechouqisheng。“gunchuzheizuochengshi。
”wozhanqishen,buzaikantamenyiyan,“biexiangzhebaojing,chufeinimenxiangshishilinshidelvshituan,
huozhe……gengzhijiedeshouduan。
”heiyirenxiangtuosigouyiyangbatamensaijinleyipangpenhuizhe“chengshibianjie”logodelvselajitong。
tingchechanghuifulesiji,zhishengxiakongqizhongdandandexuexingweiheqiyouwei。wozhanzaiyuandi,
xiongkouneigefudaideweizhi,yipianbingliang。zheichilaide、baolideshouhu,bingbunengwennuantalintoudexin。danzhishao,
lajibeiqinglile。zhishiwonengshouhutadecishu,bingbuduole。
————————————————————10wenqimeiyouherenherengaobie,
yemeiyourenkeyijitagaobie。taxiangyipianbeizhouyudaluodeyezi,qiaowushengxidihuidaoleneizuochengshi,
huidaoleneidongkongkuangdebieshu。meiyousixinliefeidekuhan,meiyouxiesidilidekongsu。pingjingdekepa。
rutongwodangchulikaishiyiyang。ranhou,tadedianhuakaishifengkuangdidajiwo。yigejieyige。qichushizhiwen,
daizheyayidenuhuo,“linfeng!nizaina?!”ranhoushijiaojidexunzhao,“jiedianhua!gaosuwonizaina!
”zaihoulai,bianchengledaizhekuqiangdeaiqiu,
“qiunile……linfeng……nihuilai……”shoujibeiwodiaochenglejingyin,pingmuzaihunandechuzuwujiaoluoli,
mingmingmiemie。xiangyikechuisizhengzhadexinzang。woderengaosuwo,taxiangfengleyiyang。
taqulesuoyouwokenengchuxiandedifang,jiuchengqudexiangzikou,womencengjingpaguodeshanjiaoxia,
kanguodianyingdedianyingyuanmenkou……tafazhegaoshao,lianjiashaodetonghong,yanshenquezhiaodeheren。jiaobuxufu,
quebukentingxia。woyuanyuandigenzheta。kanzhetaliangqiangzhezouguowomencengsanbudehedi,
kanzhetamangrandizhanzailaochengqupobaidexiangkou。shenqiudefengjuanqikuye,chuiluantadezhangfa。taguojinledayi,
shouxuedebeiyingzaifengzhongyaoyaoyuzhui。turan,tamengditingzhujiaobu,xiangganyingdaoshenme,curanhuitou!
muguangzhizhidishexiangwozangshendeyinyingjiaoluo!neiyishunjian,wodexintiaojihutingzhi。takandaole?bu。
tadeyanshenshikongdongde,daizhegaoshaodemimenghebuqueding。tazhishichaozhezheipianyinying,mangrandikanlejimiao。
ranhou,shiwangdichuixiayan,jixutuozhechenzhongdebuziwangqianzou。yibu,yibu。
xiangshizaizouxiangmeiyoujintoudejuewang。wodexinbeihenhenzuanjin。zhongyu,zaiyigeduimanzawudehunanxiaoxiangshenchu,
tahaojinlezuihouyisiliqi。shentihuanglehuang,xiangduanxiandemuou,ruanruandidaolexiaqu。
etouzhongzhongkezaibinglengdeqingshibanshang。wochongchuyinying,quezaitashenbianyibuzhiyaodedifangyingshengshengchazhu。
wobunengpengta。wokanzhetacangbairuzhidelian,jinbideshuangyan,ejiaoshenchudecimuxianxue。
xianggeposuideciwawa。“songtaquyiyuan。”wodeshengyinsiyadelihai,
shiduizheshenhoubuzhiheshichuxiandeheiyirenshuode,“bu……bukeyitidaowo。
”heiyirendongzuoxunsudibaoqita,xiaoshizaixiangkou。wozhanzaiyuandi,
kongqizhongsihuhaicanliuzhetashenshangdandande、hunhezheyaoweidelengxiang。zhijianbingliang。
tamingmingganjuedaolewodecunzai。queyongyuanyezhaobudao。zheidagaijiushiduiwomenzhijian,zuicanrendezhujiao。
————————————————————11yiyuanxiaodushuideweidao,
sihutouguodianhuaxianchuanleguolai。woderenmeitiandouhuixiangwohuibaotadeqingkuang。gaoshaotuile,renxingle。
taxinglaidediyijianshi,jiushizhuazhuhushideshou,shengyinsiyadiwen,
“youmeiyou……yigejiaolinfengderen……laizhaoguowo?huozhe……nimenkandaotalema?”hushimangrandiyaotou。
tayanlideguang,shunjianximiele。xianggebeiyiqizaiheianzhongdehaizi。tachuyuanle。huidaogongsi,
mianduidequeshijudadeweiji。wenshijituandehexinxiangmubeireneyijuji,zijinlianbinlinduanlie。
taxiangyigenbengjindexian,zaibangongshilicheyebumian,yandishinongdehuabukaidepibeihejiaolv。
dantayiranmeiyoutingzhixunzhaowo。tongguogezhongqudao,shenzhidongyongletabingbushuxidehuisedidaideguanxi。
wodeshijian,zhendebuduole。shentixiangyijubeizhukongdexiumu,meiyicihuxidoudaizhexuexingweihezhuotong。
lianxiachuangdouchengleshewang。yangguangtouguochuzuwuxiaxiaodechuanghuzhaojinlai,huichenzaiguangzhulitiaowu。henanjing。
menbeiqingqingtuikai。yigechuanzheangguitaozhuang、zhuangrongyisibugoudenvrenzoulejinlai,shenhougenzhelianggebaobiao。
kongqilishunjianmimankaigaojixiangshuihexiaodushuihunhede、lingrenzhixideweidao。shiwomuqin。
tahuanguzhezheijianjianlou、chaoshi、sanfazheyaoweihefuxiuqixidewuzi,jingzhidemeitouyanedicuqi,
fangfotaruleyigejudadelajichang。“fenger,”tadeshengyindaizheshangweizheguanyoudebinglengheburongzhiyi,
“genwohuiqu。linjiadeyiliaotuandui,nengrangnihuodegengjiuyixie。”wofeilidipianguotou,
kanxiangchuangwaineipianhuimengmengdetiankong。“bubile。”shengyinweiruo,queyichangqingxi。
“nifeiyaosizaizheigepinminkuyiyangdeguidifang?”tadeshengyinlizhongyudaishangleyisiyayidenuqi,
“weileneigenvren?tazhidema?”“zhibuzhide……woshuolesuan。”wobishangyanjing,
 
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