儿子惨死后，我放手了
《儿子惨死后，我放手了》 小说介绍
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shujiaqijian，wohezhangfusuzeqianlingzheerzisuyianquguowaicanjiamashubisai。
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taquewozhuwodeshou，gaosuwoyianyijingjinleshoushushi。
zaixinglaishi，wohaimeilaidejiwenerziqingkuang，jiutingdaosuzeqianhebaobiaoyongdeyuduihua。
「suzong，xiaoshaoyeyijingbuzhishenwang。kewobumingbai，niweishenmeyaoguyizhizaoyixiang，rangsaimafakuang，qinshouhaisizijidesiqinshenggurouni？」
苏泽骞冷笑着回答。
「yaoguaijiuguaisuyianshigenanhai，weixiedaolewoheqianqiandeerzi！
「bunengjiqianqianmingfenwoyijinghenduibuqitale，suoyiwobixuchengnuosushideyiqiedouliujiwomendeerzisuyichen。」
眼泪无声滑落。
wowulunruheyemeixiangdao——yianzuiweijingpeidefuqin，jinghuiqinshouyaoletademing。
jiranruci，wotuichujiuhao。
1.
baobiaoyouxietongqingdisaoguotangzaibingchuangshangdewo，fangdishengyinwendao：
「suzong，furenneimeaixiaoshaoye，ruguoxinglaizhidaoxiaoshaoyebuzaileyidingjieshoubule，shifouxuyaowotifurenyuyueyigezhuanyedexinliganyudezhiliao？」
suzeqianlengchiyisheng：「ganmahuaneigeyuanwangqian，wodeqiandoushiliujixiaochende。basuyiandeyifubaxialai，taxingleyaonaozhezhaosuyian，jiubayifujita。」
baobiaoyanlihuaguoburen，quezhinenglingmingchuquzhaoban。
worenzhuzhandou，momoxiaohuazheinanyijieshoudeshishi。
wowulunruheyemeixiangdao，yianxinxinnianniandeshuqilvxing，jingranchengletadecuimingfu。
suzeqian，nizhendehaohen。
bingfangmenzaicibeituikai，yishengjinlaichakanwodeqingkuang。
suihouduisuzeqianshuodao：「suzong，furendegexiangzhibiaoyijingpingwen，suxinghoujiunengchuyuanhuijiaxiuyangle。」
suzeqianngleyisheng，jierkaikoudao：「chentameixing，daitaqushanggejieyuhuan。」
yishenglengleyixia，haishihanlaihushibawotaishangyidongchuang。
wojinjinzuanzheyijiao，zaiyerenbuzhuzhengkaileyanjing。
suzeqianmeitoushunjianculeyixia，zoudaowoshenbianshiquehuanshangyilianneijiu。
tawozhewodeshou，yankuangweihongdao：「laopo，ganggangyishenghewoshuonineizangyouchuxuedian，xuyaoercishoushu。nibiepa，laogonghuizaiwaimiandengnichulai。」
tagenbenbujiwokaikoudejihui，zhijiefenfuyishengtuiwoquzuoshoushu。
zaijinshoushushiqianyike，taturanchushenghantingleyisheng。
woyiweitazhongyuliangxinfaxian，meixiangdaotaqueyongdeyuduiyishengshuodao：「jieyuhuanmianle，zhijiebazigongzhaidiaoba，shengxin。」
xinliduitajincundeneidianxiwangchediposui，worenmingdibishangleshuangyan。
suzeqianpashiwangle，wodangchuzuozhuixingshaonvshi，zuixihuandeouxiangtiantuanjiushideguoren。
weilezhuixing，wohaizhuanmenbaobanxueledeyu。
suiranbusuanjingtong，dannengtingdongbaifenzhijiushi。
woxianrumazuihou，shoushuyoutiaobuwendejinxing。
zaixinglaiyouhuidaolebingfang。
shenshangdeshangkouyinyinzuotong，wotengdezhimaolenghan。
suzeqianzhengzuozaiwochuangbianchuliwenjian，kandaowosuxinghou，fangxiawenjianfushenguanxin。
「laopo，nizhongyuxingle，niyijinghunmisantianle，hesiwole。」
tayanzhongyoulei，neizhongguanxindeyuqiwanquanbuxiangshiyande。
woyishijianjingranhuanghuqilai。
yuguangsaoguochuangtou，zaikandaodaixuedeqimafushiwoshunjianlengzhu，shuangshouzhandouzhenaqi。
zhidaoyianbuzaileshiyihuishi，kedangwozhendeqinyankandaotadeyiwushi，xintongdekuaiyaowufahuxi。
suzeqianbaozhewogengyanchusheng：「laopo，yianshoushangtaiyanzhongyijinglikaiwomenle，niyidingyaojianqiang，wohuiyongyuanpeizainishenbian。」
qimafuyijingbeixianxuejintou，wonanyixiangxiangdangshiyiandeyouduotongku，duohaipa。
「我想去见儿子。」
wobayifubaozaihuaili，zhengzhazheqichuang。
suzeqianlanbuzhuwo，zhihaolingzhewoquletaipingjian。
yiandeshitibeisaimacaitadecanburendu，wojuewangdiguidaozaitachuangbiantongku，xinlihenyitaotian。
2.
suzeqianyizhipeizaiwoshenbian，paizhewodebei，momodiaoyanlei。
wotaimoukanxiangta，budongtazenmenengzheiyangxuwei。
jiuzaiwoqingxubengkuibaofaqian，linqianqianzoulejinlai，saoleyiyanyiandeshitixianqidiningqimeitou，coudaosuzeqianerbianyongdeyuwendao：
「laogong，erzihaizaidengwomenweitaqingshengni，nixianzaijingranlaitaipingjiankansiren，huibuhuiqiya，kuaigenwozouba。」
suzeqianyanshenbuzirandisaoguowo，huidao：「mashang。」
shuozhetabianzhanqishen，xiangbawoyelaqilai。
wowudongyuzhong，shixianshizhongdingzailinqianqianshenshang。
jianwokanta，linqianqianduiwobaoqianyixiao，gaiyongputonghuashuodao：「furenninhaiqingjieai，gongsiyouyewuxuyaosuzongqinziquyitang，nengbunengzhanyongsuzongjigexiaoshi。」
suishiyongzheshangliangdeyuqi，ketadeshenqingtaidu，yanrannvzhurenyiban。
zaiwodezhushixia，suzeqianhelinqianqianzoule，liangrenhaimeizouchutaipingjianjiuyijingshizhixiangkou。
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yishanbangshui，lianggongliwaijiushiyianxihuandeqinzileyuan。
suzeqianzaojiuzhidaowohuileguo，queyizhimeijiwofaguoxiaoxi，dantabangwodianlezhongdiangong，haixiadanlehenduoyoujishucai，rangzhongdiangonganshiandianshangmenbangwozuofan。
kewomeiyouyidianshiyu，rouyankejiandexiaoshouxiaqu。
zhongdiangongquanjiewuguo，zhihaobawodeqingkuangzhuangaojilesuzeqian。
我听到了那通电话。
tatingwanhouzhishidanmongleyisheng，jiugualedianhua。
yianxiazangneitian，wojitadaleyitongdianhua，shilinqianqianjieqide。
tarenzhejiaochuanhanwofuren，gaosuwosuzeqianzhengzaimang。
woxiaole，tashizaimang，buguoshizainvrendeshenshang。
wozhudonggualedianhua，jiangerzirutuweian。
zheitianyangguangmingmei，zhengshidaizhetayeyingdehaotianqi，kewodeyiancishiquetangjinlezheibinglengdemuxueli。
baozheyianxiaoshihoudezhaopian，wojicichadiankudebeiguoqiqu。
zhidaoriluoxishan，wocaishihunluopodehuileneigebinglengdejia。
wangrizheishihoucanzhuoshangyijingzuohaolesancaiyitang，kejintianzhenggebieshukongdangdangde。
zaiwoyihuoshi，suzeqianjiwodalailedianhua。
「laopo，zhongdiangongzuodebuhenixinyirangwocile，woyijinghuiguomashangdaojia，wanfanwolaijiejue，nidengwo。」
woxuezhetadeyangziyelengdanngleyisheng。
suzeqianyouxieleng，yinweiwocongmeiyongzheimelengdandeyuqihetashuoguohua。
zaitaxiangkaikoushuohuaqian，woxianyibugualedianhua。
shoujihaimeishouqilai，weixinjiujiwotuisongleyitiaopengyoudianzanguodeshipin。
wodiankaifaxianshilinqianqianfadelvxingshipin，moweihaiyousuzeqiandebeiying。
dianjinzhuyecaifaxian，zheishitayonglaijiluyijiasankoushenghuodiandide。
zuizaoyitiaoshiqinianqian，woshengxiayianneitianfabude。
shipinlidelinqianqianchuanzheyunfufangfushefu，duizhejingtouxiaoyeruhua。
houmiandeshipindabufendoushitamenyijiasankouzaiwozhudelindongbieshuliwenxinxiangchudehuamian。
kanzhetahelingyigeerziqinmihudong，wodexinyuelaiyueliang。
zaimianduiyiandeshihou，tayizhishigeyanfu。
wocongbuzhidaotayuanlaihaiyouzheimewenroudeyimian。
xiangdangchuwonachuquanbujiadangzhichitachuangye，weilebutuoleita，woqicidatai。
shenziyejianjianbiandexuruobukan。
chuangyechenggonghou，tazhongyusongkoushuoxiangyaoyigehaizi。
kewomenbeiyunsanniandoumeidongjing，zuihouhaishishiguanchenggongcaishengxialeyian。
yianluodineitian，suzeqiankudexianggehaizi，butinghewobaozhenghuibaohuwomenniangliangyibeizi，aiwomenyibeizi。
kehaimeidaoyinian，tajiugaodalelinqianqiandeduzi，wozhidaojintiancaifaxian。
真是讽刺。
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suzeqianhuilaishiyijinglingchen，wozhengzuozaishafashangdengta。
tazuixunxundezouxiangwo，zaiwoetouluoxiayiwen：「laopo，wohuilaile。」
woshansantamanshenjiuqi，naizhexingziwangpangbiannuolenuo。
suzeqiantiezhewozuoxia，louzhewodeyaowengshengwengqidebuzhidaozaishuoxieshenme。
wobuxiangqutanjiu，lengshengwendao：「nizaojiuhuiguole，meihuijiaqunale？」
suzeqianmeihuida，toukaozaiwojiantouhaoxiangshuizhele。
woyihuitoujiukandaotacejingshangdehongsecaomei。
lengxiaoyishengtuikaita，balihunxieyirengleguoqu：「suzeqian，womenlihunba。」
tazhengkanyankanwoshi，meizanghaobiludefengmang。
kexiayimiao，tajiuhuanshangyifuweiqubabadebiaoqingyongworuhuai：「laopowozhidaoniyinweierzilishixinqingbuhao，woyeshiyinweibuganmianduinicaiqujiejiuxiaochoude，nibieshengwodeqilehaobuhao？」
tabuzhengmianhuidalihundeshi，wozhidaoyinweishenme。
zheijiagongsishiwohetahelichuangban，yidanlihunjiuyaobeiwofenzouyiban，tazenmeshede。
wozhidaojinwanwulunruhedoushitanpanwuguo，yemeijiujiezhijiehuileerlouwoshi。
yiyeweimian，diertianqingchenwogangyouleyidiankunyi，jiubeilouxiadejuxiangshengchaoxing。
wocongmangxialou，jiukandaoyianzuixihuandelegaoqiangtale，kelisaleyidi。
wolengzaiyuandi，xiayimiaoqingxubaofaduizhezuikuihuoshousuyichendahoudao：「niyoumeiyoujiaoyang！sheirangnidongwoerzidedongxide！」
suyichenjiwohededakubuzhi。
linqianqianxintengdebaojinletaerzi，hongzheyankuangyangtouduiwoshuodao：「furenduibuqi，yichentabushiguyide。」
suzeqiantuimenjinlaizhenghaokandaozheiyimu。
tarengxiawenjianxintengdibaliangrenfuqi，yiqibaojinlehuaili，zhuanerduiwonuhedao：「xiaxinrannizhiyuma！buguoshijikuaiposuliao，huailejiuhuaile，nixiongshenmexiong！」
suyichenzaitahuailiduiwozuozheguilian，nayoubeihedaodemoyang。
linqianqianyechaowotiaomei**。
wozhandouzhezouxialouti，xulequanlijilesuzeqianyibazhang：「suzeqian，ni**！」
「a！zeqian，niyoumeiyoushi！」
linqianqianjinghuyisheng，xiayishipengzhuletadelian。
suzeqianwozhutadeshou，shuangyanmaohuodidingzhewo：「jieqilema？」
yanleidiluo，wochenmodidunxiashen，yikekejianqisanrenjiaoxiadeneixiekeli。
linqianqianzaiduobiwoshi，jianxidegaogenjicicaizhongwoshoubei。
tacicijinghu「furenwobushiguyide」，queyicibiyicicaidehen。
suzeqianzenhuimeikanchulai，ketaquanchengmeizhiyisheng，fanerlingzheneiniangliangzuodaoleshafashang，suihoujianqidishangdewenjiandijisuyichen。
「nibushixihuanjiaoqudemachangma，gandiexianzaijiubatasongjini。」
zhenkexiao，erzijiushibeisaimacaitashenwangde，taxianzaijingransonglelingyigeerzimachang。
shuozheihuashi，suzeqianquanchengnizhewodelianse。
kewojiuxianggeshilexiandemuou，jixiediqujianlegaokeli。
suyichennazhewenjiangaoxingdezaishafashangbengleqilai。
「manyidian。」linqianqianfuzheerzi，yijiasankouxiangshierxiao。
只有我像个外人。
dengsuyichentiaogoule，linqianqiancaidaizhetazoudaowomianqian：「yichen，mamabushishuojintianyaodainilaianweiganmama，zheiweijiushiganma，kuaihanren。」
suyichenbuqingbuyuandihanleshengganma。
wotingdexinligengnanshoule，shenshoutuikaileta：「sheishiniganma，gunkai！」
linqianqianhenhenwanlewoyiyan，baozhekuqibuzhidesuyichenhuitouzhajinsuzeqianhuaili。
「xiaxinran，nizenmezheimebuzhihaodai！zhidaonisileerzishangxin，qianqianteyilingzheyichenguolaianweini，nijiushizheiyangyierzaizaiersandeduidaitamenmuzide！huogainisierzi！」
woyankuangchihongdikanxiangta，zuichanzhandou：「suzeqian，nihaisuanshigerenma？yianyeshinideerzia！」
talengmodetaiduchedijinulewo，wojiuxianggepofuyiyangchongshangqufengkuangsidata。
suzeqiansisihuzheneierren，renwukerenchuailewoyijiao：「fengzi！」
「浅浅，我们走！」
talazheerrenlikai，wokanzheyaoyaoyuzhuidedamenkudesixinliefei。
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wobazijiguanzaifangjianlifengkuangpinzheerzizuixihuandelegao。
suzeqianziconglikaihoujiumeizaihuiguojia。
daoshilinqianqian，nazheyaochidakaidamen，tangerhuangzhidizoudaolewomianqian。
「xiaxinran，nishuoshuonihuodeduokebei。zhangfubuai，erzisile，zheishishanghaiyoubinigengdaomeiderenma？」
wochuimoubuyudetaidujinulelinqianqian。
tayijiaotifeiwohaoburongyipinhaodelegao，caizaiwoshoubeideshangkoushangjugaolinxiadao：
「niyiweiniyizhizhuangrouruo，zeqianjiuhuihuidaonishenbianma？biezuomengle！
「shihuagaosuniba，nierzijiushiyinweidanglewoerzidelucaiside！tajiubugailaidaozheigeshijie，rangtahuoleqinianyijingbianyitale！zeqianquniyeshiyinweinijialiyoudianxiaoqian，taxinliderenzishizhizhongzhiyouwoyige！」
wokeyirenshoutafengcigongjiwo。
可她不该说我儿子！
womengdituikaita，naqiyipangdehuapingzhaozhetanaodaizalexiaqu。
xianxueshunjianliuchu，linqianqianjingkonghoutui，ganghaotuijinletuimenjinlaidesuzeqianhuaili：
「zeqianjiuming！wohaoxinlaianweifuren，taquexiangyaolewodeming！」
suzeqianshunjianbaonu，bijinwoyijiaochuaizaiwofubudaokoushang。
wotongdeliangyanfahei，ketahaishibukenfangguowo，zaiwoxueliubuzhideshangkouchuhenhennianlejijiaohou，tacaiyaoyakaikoudao：
「wodangchujiubugaijiuni，jiugaiqinyankanzhenigennierziyiqibeimacaisi！」
xinshangdetongchaoguoshangkoudetong。
woxiangdashengfanbo，queyijingshiqulesuoyouliqi，zhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhetabaozhelinqianqianlikai。
tianheileyouliang，wojiuneiyangtangzaidishang。
tilihuifuyixiehou，wobaqianhaozidelihunxieyifangdaolechajishang，daizheerzizuixihuandejijianxiaowanjuzhuangjinbaoli，dengshanglefeiwangguowaidefeiji。
congciyihou，suzeqian，womenbuhuizaijian。