《欲言难止》 小说介绍
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chengweilongzutaizifeidedisanshinian,fujundechuangchenglelonggongneizuihaopadechuang。
wolinpenqianxi,tazhengliulianwangfanyurenjiandeqinglou。
wotuozheyunduquxunta,quebeitadechuangbanxinong,biwoguidiqiutacaikenfangtalikai。
wokuzhekanxianglanze,taquesanmandishuo,
“niannianjiushitaoqiaikaiwanxiao,nishitaizifeiyaodadu。”
zaijigedahandeqiangxingtuozhuaizhixia,wopoleyangshuitongkubukan。
ertamanlianbiyilouzhechuangbanlikai。
dangri,wotaixiangbuwennanchan。
longgongneiquechuanlaitazaiqinglouhuijinjinyinbeikouyadexiaoxi。
taizimufeiganlaiqingongshi,wopibeidishuo,
“haiziyijingpinganshengchan,wonenglikaileba。”
1.
longwangfeikanzhewocangbaidelianpang,burendao。
“shenger,lanzehaixiao,yaoburannizaidengdeng,huoxuguoduanrizitajiuxiangkaile。”
zheiyangquanshuodehuawoyijingtingguowushucile。
kemeiyounayicineixinshizheiyangdebeiliang。
woyaoleyaotou,pijuandishuo,
“wangfei,wobuxiangzaidengle。”
wangfeihaishibusixin,hentiebuchenggangdiyaoyadao,
“woxianzaijiujianglanzeneigehunzhangdaihuilai,rangtajinidaoqian!”
zulandehuahaimeikaikou,wangfeibianqichongchongchuleqindian。
kanzhetangzaishenceshushuidehaizi,woxinzhongganshangbuyi。
chenghundishinianshi,lanzebiankaishizailonggongneixunzhaogezhonggeyangdenvrendaihuilaiqiwo。
woxinhuiyilengxiangyaolikai,wangfeigaosuwo,zhiyaoshengxiahaizitajiuhuishouxinle。
我信了。
yongleershiniandeshijian,wangtuyaozhaohuicongqianneigewenhetitiedeta。
shishijilewozhongzhongyiji,tabuzaihuwoyouzenmekenengzaihuwodehaizini?
wangfeidaizhelanzehuilaishi,yishiyeshenle。
“daihuijiandaoshengerhaohaojirenjiadaoqian!taweinishenghaizikeshichadianfalihaojinmingyunle!”
mensuizhewangfeidexunchishengtuikai,
lanzeyishanlingluan,lingkoudaochudoushixianhongdeyanzhiyinji,xiongtangyeyipianhonghen。
taliwohenyuan,yongchongmanlengyidemuguangdingzhewo。
“zhuobuhuilaiwojiuxuehuixiangwomufeigaozhuangle?huaisheng,wodaoshixiaoqiaonile。”
hualihuawaichongchizhefengcideyiwei,rangwoxinjiulezhetengleqilai。
“womeiyourangwangfeiqianquxunni。”
tatoulaimieshi,lenglengdao,
“weileshangweinishenmeshiqingzuobuchulai?zheiciyouzhunbeizenmeliyongzheigehaizitaowomufeidehuanxin?”
“haishishuo,niyiweishenggehaizijiunenglaolaojiangwoshuanzainishenbian?chixinwangxiang!”
眼眶慕地酸涩。
yintatonghendeyanshen,wohuiyiqilesanshiniandeshiqing。
sanshinianqianlonggongshengdian,longwangfeiyudaotouxidelizuren,shiwohaojinquanlijiuxialeta。
longzuyixiangguanchezhientubaoweixintiao,wangfeidangjijuedingjiangwocefengweilanzedetaizifei。
lanzezhidaowojiuletamufei,duiwoyehenhao。
shinianli,tajileworenrenxianmudechongai,longgongneizaiyezhaobuchudiergetaneiyangtengaifurendenanrenle。
yeshidishiniandeneitianyeli,tanuqitengtenghuilaizhiwenwo,
“huaisheng,dangnianjiezouwomufeidelizushinizhishide?wozhenshimeixiangdaonishirucixinsishenchen、weileshangweibuzeshouduanzhiren!”
tarengxiayizhanglizubangezurendekougong,rendingleshiwoweilezuoshangtaizifeizidaoziyandeyichuxi。
congneizhihou,shuyuwomendexingfuzhongjiele。
wangfeidengzhetatiwoshuohua,
“lanze!lizudeneifenkougongbukexin,wojuebuxiangxinshengershineiyangderen!”
tafenranzuanzhuquantou,jieshengsihou,
“mufei!ruobushinizhiyijiangtaliuzailonggong,wozenkenengyanfandaoduoqurenjian!wozaojiuyanetoudingtale!”
ranhou,bandiannaixinmeiyoudezoule。
zhengzhengershinianle,wuhuizaiwohetaxinzhongzhalegen,daoxianzaipangencuojiezainanjiekaile。
neiburujiufangguobici,daociweizhi。
2.
wangfeizhongjiuhaishiaobuguowo,dayingrangwowurihoushentixiuyanghaolejiulikai。
wogeshelelonggongneideyiqie,baokuoneigeshuyuwohelanzedehaizi。
wojibangzuchuanqulehua,sanrihouhuihuilaijieguanbangzu。
huiqindianshi,lushangdeshinvjicilailanwo,chelebushaojiekouburangwohuidian。
woyouxiemoming,zhizhitaruyuanzhongcaizhidaotamenlanwodeyuanyou。
dianneichuanlainvrenlangdangjiaomeideyingningsheng,pangruowurendizhanshizhelimiande**。
wojiaobuyijiang,xiaorongyeningguzailelianshang。
chuangtashangdelanzechaowotoulailenglengdeyiyan,taguyijifengdao,
“yuanlaishitaizifeihuilaile,niannianshuomeilaiguolonggongxianglaizheierzhaodianxinxianjing,taizifeibuhuijieyiba?”
jishizheiyangdechangjingzaojiujianshiguowushuci,kezheiyikexinquehaishizaitong。
wokeyibiekaiyanbuqukanzheiciyandeyimu,qiangzhuangzhendingdao,
“nimensuiyi,woshoushiwandongxijiulikai。”
linnianfangshengdaxiao,chaonongdishuo,
“yuanlainizhendeshitaizifeia,neiridaorenjianlaixunaze,worangnixiaguiazedoumeikanniyiyan,wohaiyiweishinihubianluanzaodeni。”
shouxinshoujin,zhifuqianrulezhangxinzhizhongliuxiayidaoxuehen。
woyouxiangqilaineiribeijigedahanbipowoguizaidishang,erlanzezhishixixuelansanzuozhedemoyang。
tajiansuandehuahaizaijixu,
“azezheixietiandouzhuzaiwoneibuhuilai,shuobuzhundouyanqinile,yaobuyaowojiaonixiechuangshangdehuayangtaotafangxina?”
“buguo,shengchanwandenvrenkendingshibuxiangwozheizhongnengjinanrenjizhidekuailede,wozhinengjiaonixiesihourendefazi,taizifeiyaobuyaoxuea?”
lanzebuxiechixiao,fuzhetadeqingsidao,
“tazaizenmexueyemeinigourena,jiangwogoudeweiniqingjinjinyinzhiweiheniyeyechunxiao。”
zheixiehuatashizaishuojiwoting。
yinweitamingbai,woaita,suoyiyongzheiyangdefangshineng**delewo。
zhikexi,woyijingbuhuizaiyinweitaerliuleile。
wonaqibangzudehaojiao,weitamenguanshangmen,
“你们继续。”
gangtachuyuanzhong,dianneijiuchuanlailanzenuhuotaotianshuaizadongxideshengyin。
咆哮传入我的耳中,
“zhuangshenmebuzaihu!wojiubuxinnizhendeshedezheitaizifeiwei、shedelikai!”
tabudong,guoquwoshebudedeconglaibushitaizifeideweizhi,zhishishebudetaeryi。
erxianzai,woyijingmeishenmehaoshebudedele。
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lanzejiangfanrendailailonggongyishinaodehenda,wangfeijiangtahaoyidunzefa,haiminglingtazuijinjiribuxuwaichu。
他回殿来时,讥讽,
“xianzainimanyile?zheiduanshijianwojiudeshouzhenile。”
wochelechechunjiao,wushiletadefengcimorandao,
“woshuoguo,liangrihouwojiuhuilikai。”
jiandingdetaidurangtazhenglepianke,jianwoshoushixingnangtaningjinlemeitou,shitandao,
“nimeizainaopiqi?zhenyaozou?”
womeishuohua,shoushangmeiyoutingxiededongzuoyijinggaosuletadedaan。
dianneijingmolehaojiu,tahuranzhuaizhuwodeshouwanqiangpowotingxiadongzuo,tuntuntutudao,
“别走行不行。”
huachuzhihou,woyutashuangshuanggandaobukezhixin。
talvxiansongkailewodeshou,
“wozhishipanizhendezoule,mufeihuiguaizuidaowoshenshang。kuangqie......haizicaigangchushibujiu,nijiushede?”
他在挽留我。
suiranyuanyinbingfeiyinweitashebudewo,danwohaishihaoshengjiaodailetasuodanxindeshiqing。
“haizihuijiaojiwangfeikanguan,zhiyuwangfeihuibuhuizeguaini,woyewufabangni。”
yuanbenyuyanyouzhidetaheshanglechun,yanzhongfanyongchufangundenuhuo。
“suoyilonggongneidesuoyoudongxinidounenggeshediao,baokuowoyeshima?!”
wobudongtazheigewentideyoulai,wodelikaiyinggairangtaqingxingcaishi。
dianneiqiyabeitadenuyixuanrandedichen,tazhigougoudingzhewodengdaihuida。
shoushihaoxingnang,wocaijuandaidikaikou,
“我累了。”
瞬间,他勃然大怒
“niyiweitaizifeijiufeinibukeshiba?!nizoulegenghao!zoulejiubiehuilai!liangrihouwolijicefenglinnianweitaizifei!”
shuaimenerquqian,baolidichediaoxuanguachuangtoudetongxinjie,lengchi,
“zheixiedongxiyequanbudaizou!shengdezaidianliaiwodeyan!”
neishiwomenchenghunzhiriyitongqinshou**de。
tayongyoulonggongneizuiqiangdefali,ke**qizheixieshougongdongxiqueshiyouqideshengshu。
zheigetongxinjiehualewohetazhengzhengqirideshijian,zuihougengshibeitaqinshouxuanguazaichuangtou。
ershinianlai,qindianneisuoyouenaidehenjitongtongbeitarengdiaoshaohui,weiduliuxialezheigetongxinjie。
xianzai,jiuliancongqianzhenshidetongxinjieyeaileyan。
ruciyehao,jiuranghezheiduanganqingyouguandesuoyoutongtongyanxiaoyunsanba。
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liangrideshijian,womangzhehelonggongdezhongrengaobie。
erlanzemangzhejilinnianjuxingcefengyishi。
yishizhenzhangbizhiqianwocefengshihaiyaolongzhong,longgongneisuoyouzhenbaobeixiuzailelinnianneijianhuaguidejiayishang。
shinvdoulaisongbieyuwo,kusudao,
“niangniang,linnianduiwomenjicisanfanruma,niangniangzoulejiuzaiyemeirenduiwomenhaole......”
linnianlaidaolonggongsanrijiuduixiarensiyiqiru,zheixiewodoushitingguode。
danshijiranyaolikai,zheixiebianhewozaiwuguanxile。
woanweiletamenliangjubianyaolikai。
kehaimeizouchulonggong,jigeshouweihelinnianlanzhulewodequlu。
linniandingzhewoxiaolizangdao,jiaxingxingdishuo,
“zheixieshinvheniganqingzhenhaoa,shibushibanidangchengzhuren,meijiangwofangzaiyanzhonga?”
“womashangjiushitaizifeile,tamenbutingwodehuagaiyongshenmefazirangtamenfuwocaihaoni?”
我冷漠地说,
“niyongshenmefazihewomeiguanxi,rangkai!”
tamizheyan,yinsendixiaolechulai,
“neiburuxiannanikaidao,rangtamenzhidaowuniwodedaijiahaobuhaoa?”
wodengzheta,huahaimeichu。
turantataochuxianshenfutiezaiwodeshenshang,woxianchuleyuanshenchengleyigewufadongdandebangqiao。
shouweijiangwotaizou,wopinmingdezhengzhaquewufahandongxianshenfu,zhidezaixinlijisuanzhexianshenfudeshixiao。
linnianjiwobanghaohongsi,paizhewoshenqingqiaopi,keyuqiquerangrenbuhanerli。
“longgongzheimedaxiderizi,nizuoweiqiantaizifeiyejiwogaizhufuduibudui?”
womeitingdongtadeyisi,fenranhuangdongbangqiaofankangzhengzha。
tadaizheyangyangzidedexiaorongjiangwotaidaolecefengdianlishang,ranhoushangqianwanzhulelanzedeshoubei。
lanzewangzhelonggongdefangxiangsihuzaidengshenme,tingdaolinniandehuacailahuideshenxu。
“aze,wofangcaizhuayizhibangjing,tingshuobangjingdezhenzhuzuishimingliang,niweiwoquchulaihaobuhao?”
wojingkongdidengdaleyanjing,tasuoweidezhufushixiangquxiawodezhenzhu!
neizhenzhukeshibangzudemingmai,yaoshiquzoushihuihaojinfali,kujieerside!
tajiangbishousairulelanze,wokanzhelanzexinbuzaiyanchaowozoulai,fengkuanghuangdongbangqiaotishita。
ketaquanranmeiyishidaomianqiandebangjingshiwo,huizhebishouqiaokailewobangqiao。
xinzhongyipiancangliang,tajiujingshimeirenchuwohaishizhuangmeirenchuwo?
tadeshixianfangzaiwodeqiaoshangxujiumeiyouxiayibudongzuo,huranshouhuilebishouzoukaile,
“suanle,huaishengkendinghaihuihuilai,tabuxiangkandaowocanhaitazuren。”
yuanlaitahaijidecongqiandayingguowobuhuicanhaiwodezuren,woshenxilekouqi,xinandingleyixie。
zhiyaotuodaoxianshenfudebangeshichenshixiaoguoqujiuhao,zaiwoqingxingzhiji。
linniankunaoleqilai,“buguojiushiyigebangjingeryi!nishebudedongshounanbuchengshifangbuxiata?!”
“wohaishihuirenjiansuanle!fanzhengqingloulidekuriziwoyeguoguanle,yihou......nibiezailaizhaowo!”
lanzewucuoyutadeyanlei,tanlekouqiyoushiqilebishou,chongnidifumotadefa,
“好,我给你取。”
zheiyici,tajingzhundeduizhewoyunyuchuzhenzhudeweizhi。
bishouluoxiazhiji,shinvtikuzheganlai,
“dianxia!neishitaizifeiniangniang,shihuaishengniangnianga!”
 
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