《迟来的悔意》 小说介绍
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hezhouyidixiaqingwunian,tashuo,zhiyaowoweitaquzuocishanlihaotademingshengjiugongkai。
wodayingxialai,wangdashanliyizhajiushisannian。
sannianqixiangangdao,wohuantianxidishoushihuijia。
quekandaoletahetabaiyueguangxuanbudinghundexinwen。
有记者提问她,
“zhouzong,tingshuoyougezaidashanlizuocishandezichengshinindezhangfu,shushima?”
zhouyichixiaolesheng,wojinshenbiannanrendeshou,qingmiedishuo,
“tazhishiyigechixinwangxiangdezhuiqiuzhe。”
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zuoleyiyegaotie,meiyouhuantianxidideyingjiewenhou,shenzhijicidajizhouyidedianhuadoumeiyoujietong。
weiyiyicihaishixiexingyujiede。
tadaizhexuanyaodeshengyincongtingtongchuanlai,jianruiyoucier,
“xiaoyizaixizaoni,nizhejima?daihuiworangtadajini。”
“buyongle。“woxinzhongsuanse,zhudongguaduanledianhua,
jiamenninglehaojicicaidakai,yingruyanliandeyimurangwoliangyanfaleng。
zhouyichuanzheyishenshuiyicongwoshilichulai。
erxiexingyuzhiyongyujinbaoguozhulexiabanshen,shangshenmimimamabianbudewenhen。
zhouyijiandaowodeshunjianxiaorongningguzailianshang,lianshangdaizhebumandeshentainizhewo,
“你怎么回来了。”
wojiangxinglirengjinjiamen,zhushizhetatixing,“sanniandaole。”
zhouyimeihuidawodehua,fanerkanxiangwoshouzhonglinzhedexingliqingmiefengcideshuo,
“jinlaiyebuzhidaoqiaogemen,qudashanlisanniandaishale,meijiaoyang。”
wobujinjuedekexiao,weitazuolesanniancishan。
jieguolunluochenglejinzijijiaxuyaoqiaomenle。
wodeshixiansaoshizhejiali,haimeikaikouwen,xiexingyubianzhudongkailekou,
“censhen,wojialireshuiqihuaile,laizheierjieyongyixiayushixilegezao,niqianwanbieduoxiang。”
neishengyinyuqimanmandoushichaononghebuji。
yangtaishangliangshaideneitiaobangandesijiao**zaitajifengdeyanyuyingchenxia,xiandeshifenhuangdan。
wochenmodikanzhezhouyi,tayanfandepiwoyiyan,
“renjiagennishuohuani,erduoyelonglema?”
zaixiexingyumianqian,taduiwodetaiduyongyuanzhiyoudahuxiaojiao。
woturanfajuezijiyumeidekebei。
qianlitiaotiaoganhuilai,jiuxiangqinkouwentaneitiaoxinwenshizhenshijia。
mingmingxinzhongzaojiuyoulegedaan,haiyizhiweitabianjie。
yiduzaixiang,takendingshiyoukuzhongde。
ketarujiamen,jiujilewodangtouyibang。
woxiangyemeishenmehaozaiwendele,xianshiyijingjilewohuida。
“ng,woyexiwangwolongle。”wotuiranchengrenxialetadeqingyanruyu。
zhouyibiaoqingfuzasaolewoyiyan,jicizhangkouxiangyaoshuoxieshenme,zuizhongmeiyoushuochukou。
dengxiexingyucongwoshilihuanhaoyifuchulaizhihou,talengbingbingdeshuo,
“我送他回家。”
burongzhihuidekouwen,wanquanbuyongkaolvwotongyiyufou,zhishizhihuiwoyisheng。
tazouzhihou,worusijiyibanzhanlehenjiu,huanshilezhenggejia。
zhuangshihaishisannianqianwohezhouyiyiyangyanganzhuangshangqude。
zhishishuyuwohetahezhaodexiangkuangyijingbujianle,wofanzhaolehaojigechoutiyemeiyouzhaodao。
tuifeidizoudaochuangbian,quekandaozhouyihexiexingyushouqianzheshoumanbuzailouxia。
lianggerenjinjinyiweizhe,taxiaodeshifentianmi。
tazaixiexingyulianjiashangqinleyikou,tiexindejitalakailechemen。
woliangyanandankanwanzheichuenaichangjing。
cengjiheshi,wohezhouyiyeyouguozheiyangenaideshike。
lianaidedisannian,womenyijiurujiaosiqi。
jibiangongzuodedifangxianggeshenyuan,meitiandoubixujianshangyimian。
zhouyineigeshihouhenmang,danyehuichouchushijianzhuanchengkaichelaizhaowo。
yeshizaiwodangshidexiaoqulouxia,tajinjinbaozhewo,shuoxianggenwodaidegengjiuyidian。
haishuo,meicijuedehenleideshihoujiuxiangjianwoyimian,zhiyouwocaishitadebifenggang。
neishihouzaiwaiqiangshiweiyandenvzongcai,zaiwomianqianqueshixiaoniaoyirendezitai。
houlaiwomenxiangjianbuyongzaibenboshuli,takequeyijingbianlexin。
woyebuzaishitadebifenggang。
wotaochushoujijisannianqiancishanjigoudefuzerenfaqulexiaoxi。
[ninhao,wotongyiweilailiuzaishanqujixuzuocishanle。]
fuzerenhuifudehenkuai,suiranzhiyouwenziqueyenengganshoudaoduifangdexinxi,
[haode,zhiqiannizhudesushehaijiniliuzhede,chulihaoshiqingjinkuaihuilai。]
heshangshouji,wozhanzhuanfanceyeshuibuzhe。
zhouyishilinjinbanyecaihuilaide,jingzhijinlewoshikailedeng,duiwofenfu,
“zheisannianzaishanlihaimeishuigou,qilaijiwoxiawanyangchunmian。”
tazicongliangnianqianqi,shuohuabuzaigujiwodeganshou,chuleminglingjiushihechi。
tasihuyewangle,woqushanquzuosanniancishanshiweilebangtalimingsheng。
wolengdandehuita,“buxiangzuo。”
fangjianlixiangqizhouyiyishengbunaifandezesheng,tarouleroumeixindimadao,
“licenshen,ninengbunenglijiewoyidian,wogongzuoleyitianyijinghenleile。”
wolengxiaolesheng,guoranyoushiruci。
meiyicizhiyaowozuoderangtajuedeburuyi,tajiuhuiyongwobulijietalaixunchiguishuwo。
congqianmeiyike,woshifenjupatazheigemoyang。
yinweixiayimiaowangwangbansuizhedeshitataotiandenuhuo,huozheshimanzhangdelengbaoli。
xuyaowozaisandishengxiaqideqiqiuta,tacaihuijiwoyidiandianhaolianse。
danxianzai,woyijingwuweitazheiyangdeliansele。
fangjianliyipianjingmo,womeihuidatadehua,fanershuo,
“neitiaodinghundexinwen,woyijingkandaole。”
zhouyiliansebujia,yanshenpiaohudesaolaisaoqu,piankehou,tazuodaolechuangbianlai。
yuqiyigaiwangtai,shishifenqinretaohaodemoyang,wozhuwodeshounaixindejieshi,
“censhen,neigedinghundexinwenshibibudeyi,zheisannianlixingyuweigongsilalebushaohezuo。”
“ruguowobujitadianshenmejiangshang,qibushigongsideyuangonghanxin。”
tashuodeyigezi,woyebuxiangxin。
wobuxiangxintanengdafangdaojiangzijidezhongshengxingfusongchuqu,zuoweibierendejiangshang。
“shime。”wodanmodehuida,choukailetawozhedeshou。
zhouyimeitouninglening,piankehouyoushuzhanlekaijixuxiaozhe,
“dangranshizhende,dinghunzhishiweilewenzhutadehuangzi,haorangtajixuliuzaigongsi。”
“ashen,woweiyiaiderenzhiyouni。”
huran,tacongbaolitaochulaiyimeijiezhi,shenqingkuankuandewangxiangwo,
“zheimeijiezhiwozaisannianqianjiuyijingweinizhunbeihaole,ashen,zheisanniannixinkule,zanmenjiehunba。”
duishangtarouqingsishuideyanshen,woxinzhongyouxiedongyao。
huoxu,tazhendeshiyoukuzhongde,wogailijietade。
wominzhechunchenmoleyihui,shoushangdongzuoyijingbinaozifanyingdehaikuaixiangtashenleguoqu,qingshengshuo,
“好。”
zhouyixunsujiwotaoshanglejiezhi,xiaozheqinlewoyikou,
“baobei,woxianquxigezao,daihuizanmenzaishanglianghunlideshiqing。”
taquleyushizhihou,wocaifaxiantadeshoujiluozailechuangbian。
lixingzaigaosuwo,buyaoqufantadeshouji。
kexinzhongyoushizaixiangyaopoqiedezhidaotahexiexingyudaodishibushitashuodeneiyang。
yushi,wodakailetashouji,mimahaishiwomendejinianrimeiyoubian。
dakaihexiexingyudeliaotiankuangshi,woshuangshoubuzhudefazhan。
xiexingyu:[mingtianlaoyezikendinghuirangtaguoqu,wanyitayinweijintiandeshibuqu,laoyeziguainide。]
zhouyi:[daihuihuiquwosuibianhonghongtajiuyuntouzhuanxiangdele,tabugangenwonaopiqide。]
[shangciheniyiqiquchifan,choujiangzhonglegelianjiadejiezhi,wosongjita,takendinggaoxingdebuxing。]
binglengdewenzijiuhaoxiangyibabajianruidelirenzharuwodexintou,tongdewokuaiyaohuxibuguolai。
wodeshoudoudeshoujidekuaiwobuzhu,shenzhimeiyouyongqizaijiezhewangshangfan。
suoyitagenbenjiumeiyouxianghewoqiuhun,gangcaineifanjieshishuocidoushipianwode。
tatailejiewole,zhidaowoaita,yuanyiweiletaziqiqiren。
suikouyijujiunengyouguqiyongqi、diudiaozizundejixuaita。
wokanzheshoushangneimeizuogongcucao、chicunbuhedejiezhi,zhailexialairengjinlelajitong。
buhuile,wozaiyebuhuixiangxintarenheyigezile。
zhongyuzheici,chedidexinrusihui。
woxunsudingleyizhangqushanqudegaotiepiao,zaizhouyishenbianduoliuyikewodoujuedegeying。
banzhexiangzilikaideshihou,zhouyiyemeiyoutaiyanwenguoyijuwoyaoqunali。
moranduiwodesuoyouxingweizhizhibuli。
zhidaoshanglechuzuche,zhouyideyeyejiwodalailedianhua,rangwohuijiayitang。
wohezhoujiabaoyanglaide,congxiaobeiyangzaizhoujia。
wohezhouyizaiyiqijiushilaoyezicuohede,womendeguanxiyezhiyoulaoyezizhidao。
zheixienianlaoyezigaoshou,shentiyujianbujia,tadouzhudongdaledianhuaguolai,woyewufajujue。
qulelaozhai,laoyezilehehedezhaohuzhewojinlai,
“censhena,quzuocishanzheisannianxinkule,qiaoqiao,doushoule。”
woxiaolexiao,“meiyoudeyeye,zuocishantingyouyiside。”
zuozaiyibianbainongshoujidezhouyizaitingdaowodehuazhihou,chixiaolesheng,buxiedepingjia,
“虚伪。”
laoyezidengletayiyan,buyuedexunchi,“zenmeshuohuani。”
zhouyipielepiezui,yinweiwomeiyoubangtashuohua,numuyuandengwoyiyan。
xianliaolejiju,xiexingyuzoulejinlaizijihuanshuangtuoxie。
taduiyuzheigejiashuxidejiuhaoxiangshizijijiayiban,xiaozheshuo,
“yeye,wolaicengfanle。”
laoyezikantajinlai,mianseningzhongdekanlewoyiyan,gangxiangganren。
zhouyilvxianqulemenkouyingta,qianzhuletadeshou,xiaodewenrou,
“zenmexianzaicailai,dengnidabantianle。”
xiexingyuxiaozheqinggualexiatadelianjia,qinnideshuo,
“wokannixianzaishilikaiwoyifenzhongdoubuxing。”
zheimoyangziranshifangfojiuxiangshiyiduixiaobieshengxinhundefuqi,enaidejiaorenyanxian。
laoyeziliansebutaihao,zaiwoshoubeipailepaiyaoshuoxieshenme。
womingbaitayaoshuodehua,danxiaozheyaotouzhizhile,
“wobuzaiyideyeye。”
tongqing、keliandeyuqiwoyijingtinggoule,jinhoubuxiangzaitingle。
laoyezitanleqi,lazhewodaocanzhuoshangzuoxia。
sifangzhuo,laoyezizuoleyitou,tarangwozuodaoduimianqu,henmingxianshixiangrangwohezhouyizuoyiqideyisi。
zhishiwocaigangbeituidaoneifang,zhouyidaizhexiexingyuzouleguolai。
lianshangdexiaorongyisaoerkong,quzhishibunaifanzao,lenglengdefahua,
“rangkai,zheigeweizhinibupeizuo。”
xiexingyuqingmiedekanwoyiyan,xixuedejiadafang,
“xiaoyi,biezheimexiongma,benlaijiugaitazuozheigeweizhide,shiwozongshixuyaonizhaogu,bugaizheiyangde。”
zhouyiduishangtamanyandewenrounaixin,yaohuangleliangxiatadeshou,yuqisajiaoyiweishizu,
“wojiuxiangnizuowoshenbian,wobangnijiacai,jinishengtangma。”
wojixiaolesheng,buxiangzaitingxiaquzheiniwaideyanlun,zhudongranglezuo。
“nimenfuqiliangzuojiuxing,wozuonadoukeyi。”
laoyezihezhouyideliansechenlexialai,yinchenguguaidikanlewoyiyan。
zhouyiguoranhetashuodeyiyang,duixiexingyudezhaoguwuweibuzhi。
youshishengfanyoushijiacai,shiwoconglaimeijianguodeyinqin。
jidewohezhouyizaiyiqideshihou,jiawuhuoconglaidoushi**。
worenweitazaigongsiyijinggouleile,xiangrangtazaijianengqingsongdiandedaofangsong。
jiuerjiuzhi,tayechenglexiguan。
zaifanzhuoshangzhiyongtaitaixiaba,wojiusihouzhejitajiacaitianfan。
xianzaikanlaizhenshifengci,taairendefangshihewoxiangtong,quemeiyouyongzaiguowoshenshang。
laoyezifahua,“xiaoyi,nvrendehunyindashimahubude,biesuisuibianbianjiugenrenbayibeizitaolaole。”
tazheihuadeqiantaicidajiadoutingdechulai,shianshizhouyihexiexingyuxuanbudinghundeshiqing。
woxindilengxiaozhe,zhouyiduixiexingyukebushisuisuibianbian。
tacongshizhizhongxiangjiadezhiyouxiexingyueryi。
guoranruwosuoxiang,zhouyixingzhiquequedifangxialekuaizifanbo,
“yeye,wobushisuisuibianbian。”
laoyezizhennushuailekuaizi,shuohuajiliwangwodefangxiangqingdao,
“zhouyi!censhenweileniqushanquzuolesanniandecishan!nizaiwaimiandehuahuacaocaowoguanbule,danshijiehunduixiangbixushicenshen!”
woyizhikanzhezhouyidebiaoqing,yiweikandaolaoyezifanu,tahuijiucibaxiu。
zhishiwomeixiangdao,taduixiexingyudeaiyijingdaolenenggongranfanbolaoyezideshike。
tayeshuailekuaizi,lazhexiexingyudeshouzhanleqilai,nuqitengtengdihou,
“woaiderenconglaidoushixingyu,nibizhewohelicenshenzaiyiqijiugoule,haixiangrangwoweilaiyibeiziheyigebuaiderenjiehunma?!”
payibazhangluozaitadelianshang,wozhanleqilailazhulechiqiguaizhangdelaoyezi,congrongdeshuo,
“yeye,biedale,zhouyihesheijiehundoukeyi,danshihewoshijueduibunengde。”
“yinweiwomenyijingfenshoule,shiwobuxianggentajiehun。”
迟来的悔意