《年年似今日,今日终不在》 小说介绍
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wohelaopoliuniannianshengxiatiancaierzihou,fuqinquezhaoshangworanglaopojiantiaoliangfang。
tashuodagenianshaosangqi,youdaizhelianggechishadehaizi,ruonengrangliuniannianweitashengxiayigetiancaierzi,tahoubanshengyesuanyouyikaole。
wojianjuebutongyi,laopoyeshizhonghewozhanzaitongyizhanxian。
kejiuzaiyangmuchushi,wohuijiazhaogutadeshi,liunianniantangshangledagedechuang。
dengwohuilaitayijinghuaishangdagedehaizi。
“wenxuannizhidaode,dageyeburongyi,tazhishixiangyaogehaizi。nifangxinwodexinhaizainizhei。”
kezaishengxiayigenverhou,woquezaibanyeyoutingdaolegebichuanlaidejiaosheng。
wozhaoshangliuniannian,taquejieshidao“yigenverzenmenengzuodagedeyizhang,nizaidengdengdengwojidageshengxiaerzi,daoshihouwojiudainiqunizuixiangqudebali。”
shuozhebudengwohuidajiuyoujinledagedefangjian。
neiyikechuantangfengchuidewoxinliangdelihai。
liuniannian,nizhendeaiwoma?
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yizhidaolimianchuanlaijiaosheng,wohailengzaiyuandi。
buzhiguoleduojiu,dayueshilimianwanshile,wogangxiangtuimenheqizihaohaoliaoliao。
danquetingjianlimianchuanlaideliangrendeduihuasheng。
“niannianzheixietianxinkunile。”
“zichuanshuoshenmeshahua,nengweinishenghaizi,wohengaoxing。”
“nizhidaodewoxihuandeyizhishini,dangchuruobushiweileniwoyouzenmehuijiajita。”
“qishimeicihetaxingshi,wodouhuibatahuanxiangchengni,zhiyouzheiyang,wocainengjiazhuangjixu。”
shuozhelimiandeshengyinyoukaishixiangqi,erwoquedailengzaiyuandi。
naoziliwengwengdehaihuidangzheliunianniandeshengyin。
lengfenghuhudeguaguowodelian,quebujiwodexinleng。
haobantianwocaibeifashaodeerzidekushengchouhuishen。
liliwaiwaicashileyiquanerzi,tadeshenzidewenducaizhongyumianqiangjianglexialai。
woyigerenyikaozaiqiangbian,gebinvrendejiaochensheng,zhuangjishengyixiayixiachoudazhewodenaosui。
liuniannianduifangshixianglaihenshikangju,tazongshuolianggerenzaiyiqilinghunqihejiuxingle,jiulianzheigehaiziyeshiwohaoburongyicaiqiulaide。
kexianzaiduimiannvrendehuanyushengquexiangshiyijixiangliangdebazhangzhongzhongdeluozaiwodelianshang。
zhidaotianweiweiliangqi,neibianshengyincaizhongyutingle。
jinjiezhewoshidemenkaile。
liunianniannieshouniejiaodejinwu,zaikandaohaimeishuidewolengleyixia,yanshenhuangzhang。
“你怎么还没睡?”
woyazhesangzikanxiangta,meiyouhuida,ershiwendao:“bushichuchalezenmexianzaicaihuilai。”
tayanshenduoshan,shengyindourandaizhelenuyi。
“woweizheigejiazheimexinku,xianzaihuilaile,nifandaohaibuhuanyingwo。zenmenihuaiyiwo?”
tahengmei,yanshendaizhelengyi。
kewoqueyijingkanqingletabojingchumingxiandehonghen,buzhiweiheturanshilezhuiwendeqili。
wochuimou,“shiwoduozuile。”
dayueshichajuedaowoqingxudebudui,tashengyinzheicairouhelexie。
“womeiyouguainideyisi,zhishiwoyouxieleile,xiangxiuxilewenxuan,ninengtiliangwodeduiba。”
wodiandiantou,tadaotoubiantangzheshuixia。
henkuaishenbianchuanlaijunyundehuxisheng,ketafangzaizhenbiandeshoujiqueyizhichuanlaixiaoxitishiyin。
wodunleyihui,naguoshouji。
yuanbenzhishixiangyaobangtaguanchengjingyin,danzaikandaoxiaoxineirongxiayishidedunzhule。
“niannian,nidaihuibaneigedaizidafachuqu,womenchangshidian**de。”
wodeshouxiayishideniejinshouji,muguangqueluozailiuniannianshenshang。
meiguoduojiuliuniannianxingle,tadiankaishouji,buzhidaokandaoleshenme,zuijiaominzhexiao。
xiayimiaotademuguangqueyixialuozaiwodeshenshang。
“laogong,woturanhaoxiangchidongjiedeneijiashougongpisale,ninengbunengbangwomaiyifenhuilaiya。”
dongjiejuwojiazhishaoyaoyigexiaoshi,jiashanglaihuihe**deshijian,meiyouyigexiawushihuibulaide。
wokanzhetaxiaozhedelian,naoziliquexiangdeshidagefalaideneitiaoxiaoxi。
guishishenchadewodianlediantou。
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wozuozaicheli,diankaijiankong。
zaikandaoneitiaoxiaoxishi,wojiuxiadanleyigejiankongshexiangtou。
dandenglehaojiu,jiankongliyizhihenshizhengchang。
jiuzaiwoyiweizijiduoxiangleshi,woshidemenkaile。
liuniannianchuanzheyijianlugudeqingquneiyi,huanzhedagedeboziyuqimanshiqinni。
“taoyan,zenmefeiyaorenjiachuanzheizhongdongxi。”
dageyuqidaixiao,yishuangyanqueluozaita**dejifushang。
“怎么不喜欢吗?”
liuniannianxiuhonglelian,dageshunshouguanshangmen。
liuniannianyouxiebujiedekanzheta,“guanmenganshenme?“
dagediaoxiaozhechezhetadejiandai,“bushishuoyaowandian**de,jintianwomenjiuzainiheshenwenxuandewoshizenmeyang。”
wokanzhechuangbiandeerzihaiyinweifashaojinbizheyan,shenxiyikouqi,yanshenquesisidedingzhepingmu。
jiusuanshiweileerzi,liuniannianbuhuitongyideba。
liuniannianyanshenjiujiedekanleyiyanerzi。
“这样不好吧。”
kexiayimiaoshenzichuandeshouluozaitadexiongqian,taquemeiyoujujue。
pingmuli,shenzichuanheliuniannianjihubiaojilewomenwoshidemeiyichujudian。
haojicierzixianxiedoubeichaoxing,danliangrenquesihaomeiyoutingxiadejixiang。
wokanzhepingmuliuhuanhuandelian,turanxiangdaolehenjiuyiqiandechujian。
neigeshihouwohaizhishishenjiagangzhaohuilaideqinshengerzi,duibidaitiwoshenfenshenghuozaizheigequanzishibaniandeshenzichuan,wodaoshixiandegegeburu。
zaishenzichuandedaitouxia,wobeieyiqiling。
liuniannianjiushineigeshihouchuxiande,taxiangshiyigeyingxiongyiyangdangzaiwodemianqian,jiangwohuzaishenhou。
yeshicongneigeshihou,tazhujinlewodexinli。
houlaiwobeijialibihunyeshitazhudongzhaoshangwo,woyiduyiweizijishixingyunde。
kexianzaicaizhidaotayuanlaishiweileshenzichuan。
lengfengchuiguowodelian,woturanjuedehaomeiyisi。
botongleyangmudehaoma,“ma,woyuanyipeiniquguowaiyangbing。”
yangmudebingshilaomaobingle,chichibujianhao,yangfuyizhitiyirangtaquguowaijitazhaozuixianjindeyisheng,dantaqueyizhifangxinbuxiawo,tuoleyinianyouyinian。
tazhidaowozaishenjiaderizibingbuhaoguo。
wozhiqianyeheliunianniantichuquguowai,dantazongshihuidadehenhanhu,zheishiyejiutuolexialai,danxianzaiwobuxiangdengle。
dengwohuijia,shenzichuanganghaolikai。
kongqizhongmanshijiaohuandeweidao,liunianniankanjianwomingxianlengleyixia,shenshangdeqingquneiyiyemeilaidejihuanxia。
我瞥了一眼。
tadunleyishunxiangshifanyingguolai,fuzaiwodejianshang,“taoyan,renjiajinizhunbeidejingxinizenmetiqianhuilaile。”
zheishitingdaoshengyindeshenzichuanyeguolaile,talianshangdaizhexiluo,zuishangguazhechaofengdexiao。
“wenxuannihaizhenshihaofuqini。”
wolengxiaoyisheng,gangxiangkaikouquezaiwendaokongqizhongcibideweidaorenbuzhudeganhuileqilai。
liuniannianmangfuzhewo,“wenxuan,nibushufuma?”
shenzichuanyezoujinliangbu,ketadeshouqueguyidangzhewodemianfangzailiuniannian**dejifushang。
挑衅的瞥了我一眼。
woyaoyaotou,huilefangjian。
jierzizaiciceliangletiwenjiuhunhunchenchendeshuileguoqu。
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dengwoxinglaiyijingshihoubanyele。
shenshangganjuehenshimeiyouliqi。
wohuanglehuangnaodai,zhunbeiquzhaofuqingaosutawoyaolikaideshi。
suiranfuqinzheixienianhuiyouxiepiantanshenzichuan,danqitashihoutaduiwoyehaisuanbucuo,hekuangtayinggaiyeshizheigejialiweiyinengbeiwochengzuoshiqinrenderenleba。
kewogangzoudaoloutideguaijiao,jiutingdaolelouxiadexiaosheng。
woxiaoxinyiyidetanchutou,kanjiandeshichuanzhexinyideshenzichuan。
fuqinjiuzuozaiyipangxiaozhekanzheta。
“shangcinishuoxizhuangmianliaoyouxieying,wozheicichuchateyijinizhaodeyidalidashishougongdingzhileyitao,zheixiabunanshouleba。”
shenzichuandiandiantou,“shihaoxiele。”
woturanxiangqiwodiyicichuanxizhuangshi,yinweiyifubuheshensongsongkuakuadeguazaishenshang,woquzhaofuqin,dantaquezhishilengshengdao,“yigedananrenxianggenvwayiyangjiaoqingxiangshenmehua。”
congnayihouwozaimeihefuqintiguoyaoqiu,danxianzaikanzheshenzichuandeyangzi,wocaimingbainayoushenmejiaoqing,ainiderenzihuijidexijie。
shenzichuanshuluodelaqiliunianniandeshou,cumeidao。
“baduokuinixiangchujiantiaoliangfuzheifazi,nengrangwoheniannianzaiyiqi。”
fuqinheaidao,“dangchuwojiushizhidaoniannianzheihaizixinliyounicaitongyirangwenxuanqutade。”
“bahaidengzheniliangjibashenggedapangxiaozi,daoshihouwojiufangxinbagongsijiaojinile。”
wokanzhesanrenqilerongrongdechangmian,neixiezhunbeidehuaquedouyanzaileduzhong,yuanlaifuqinzaojiuzhidaotamenliangdeshi。
yuanlaibeimengzaigulidezhiyouwobale。
woturanjuedezijihaoxiaoyoukelian。
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getianyizao,woxinglaiquefaxianzijizaiyiyuan。
liuniannianzuozaiyipang,yuqichenguai。
“niya,erzihaole,nidaoshibingdaole。”
youneimeyishunjianwohuanghujuedewomenhuidaolecongqian,zhidaoshenzichuancongmenwaijinlai。
tachuanzheneijiantebiedingzhidexifu,lianshangguazhedeyidexiao。
“niannian,nixiuxihui,wolaizhaoguwenxuanba。”
dandengliuniannianlikai,taqueyixiahuanleyifushense。
gaogaotaiqitou,meiyanlimanshibuxieyigudetiaoxin。
“shenwenxuan,niyiweinizhuangbingjiunengzhongxinhuodenianniandeguanzhuma,nitaikexiaode。”
“shibuxiangman,niannianduziyouhuailewodehaizi,erqiezheicihaishigenanhai。niannianyijingdayingwodenghaizishengxialaijiuhenilihun。”
“shuozhendewoyoushihouhaizhenshijuedenikexiao,niyiweidangchuliuniannianweishenmezaiwomenqifunideshihoubaohuni。”
“nibuhuihaitianzhendeyiweishishenmesuoweidejiushuqingjiezhaojinxianshima?”
“nikezhenchun,shihuagaosuniba,neidoushiwoheniannianjihuahaode。”
“benlaixiangdengnibiaobaishi,xishuani,meixiangdaonigesongbaolianbiaobaidoubugan。”
“buguoyeduokuinigesongbaobuganbiaobai,zheicaijilewomendeyizaixuqianyuandejihui。”
wozhenggerenlengzaiyuandi,daidaidewangxiangta。
ketayanlimanshieyidefengci。
wozhidaoshenzichuanmeiliyoupianwo。
woditouchixiaoliangsheng,xiangdaodangchuhaizhendejuedezijiyudaolejiushuheguangming。
yuanlaibuguoshilvmuhechengdejiawu。
可我却当了真。
shenzichuankanzhewodeyangzituranxiaole,“nishibushihaijuedejiusuanzheiyiqiedoushijiade,liuniannianhenizaiyiqizheimeduonianzongguishiyouxieganqingdeba。”
wozaiciyinweibeichuochuanxinshi,taimou。
他笑的更加猖狂了。
“neiwojiurangnikankan,nizainiannianxinzhongdaodiduobuzhiyiti。”
shuozhetaturanchouchuyipangdeshuiguodaozhitingtingdechazaizijituishang。
daoziruti,liuniannianqiahaotuimenerru。
shenzichuanyixiahuanleshense。
“wenxuanwozhidaoniyinweiwoqianglenianniandeshi,xinliduiwoyouyuanqi,danwoyebuxiangmanniwoshizhendexihuanniannian,erqiewomenshizhenxinxiangai。nizenmeduiwodoukeyi,wozhixiangyaoniannianbale。”
zhanzaimenkoudeliuniannianzaijiandaoshenzichuantuishangdexueji,jianjiaoyisheng,“zichuan。”
tashouzhizhandou,yanlimanshixinteng。
duishangwodeyanmouquemanshinuyi。
“shenwenxuan,niganleshenme?”
shenzichuanwozhetadeshou,liansecanbai。
“buguantade,shiwotaitanxinxiangyaoyongyouni。”
liuniannianmanshixintengdefuzhetadelian,suijitaitouehenhendeduishangwo。
“wogaosunishenwenxuan,woxihuandebenlaijiushizichuan。ruguonijieshoubulejinguanhewolihun。”
shenzichuanmeiyandaizhedeyikanxiangwo。
wozhidaowoshule,shudechedi。
wozhanglezhangzuikuxiaoyisheng,“neibianlihunba。”
shuozhewoquchuzaoyinidinghaodelihunxieyidijiliuniannian。
talengleyishun,danxiayimiaohuailideshenzichuantonghuyisheng。
“duibuqi,nianniandoushiyinweiwo。”
liunianniananfudepailepaita,taimouyibajieguolihunxieyi。
“签就签。”
qianhaodelihunxieyishuyouruyizhicangbaipiaoluodefeiecongkongzhongzhuiluo。
erqianhaozideliuniannianzaimeikanwoyiyan,fuqishenzichuanzhuanshenliqu。
wohuanhuanjianqidiaoluozaidishangdelihunxieyi,zaikanjianjiaoluolibudaiyisiyouyudemingzi,xinhaishirenbuzhuzhandoulexia。
liangtianhou,woshoushilesuoyouwodedongxi,shunbianjishenzichuanyuanzaiguowaidebaiyueguangdalegedianhua。
xianglailiunianniandayuehaibuzhidaoshenzichuanyougeaimuduoniandebaiyueguang。
jiulianwodasaoyeshiyinweidezhizheishierbeishenzichuanbiside。
zuowanzheiyiqiewodaizheerzihemuqinyiqidengshangfeiwangguowaidefeiji。
likaiqianwozuihoukanleyiyan。
liuniannian,jirannicongweizaihuguowo,neibianrunisuoyuan,cishengbujian。
年年似今日,今日终不在