《复仇后:我真的活在了阳光下》 小说介绍
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001
chuzuwulidenvrensileliugeyuele。
shitibeiguanzaifangzhongdemaokenshidemianmuquanfei,zhishengxiabaigu。
shichouhefurouchongchizhezhenggechuzuwu。
jingfanghenkuaidechuzheishiyiqidianxingdezishaan,sizhemingjiaoyangling。
ketamenbuzhidaodeshi,zhenzhengdeyanglinghaihuozhe。
死者另有其人。
01
我叫杨玲。
congxiaodaodadouhenputongdeyigeren。
putongdewaibiao,putongdechengji,putongdejiating。
lianmingzidoushichushengdangtiansuikouqude。
weiyibuputongdeshifumudeaicongbuqingzhuzaiwoshenshang,tamenmanxinmanyandoushididi。
我的弟弟。
fumuduitakeyishuoshijijinchongai,taxiangyaoshenme,zainenglifanweineijibenshangdoukeyibeimanzu。
而我......
muqinbuzhiyicigenwoshuoguo,“ruguodiyigeshengdeshinididi,jiubuhuiyounidecunzai。”
kenengshiyinweipabeishuoxianhua,zaiwairenmianqianmuqinhaihuishaoweizhuangyixia。
xiaoshihou,tadaizhedidiqujieshanggongyuanwan,yehuishunshoudaishangwo。
buguo,daolejieshang,tajiujiangwodiuzailubian,ziguzibaozhedidiquwanle。
wozhanzaiyuandikanzhetamenyidayixiaodebeiyingchedixiaoshizaishixianzhong。
neigeniandai,jingchanghuitingshuonajiadexiaohaiyoubeirenfanzibaozoule。
erwodeqinshengmuqinquesihaobudanxinwo......
lubianmaihuadedajiejiehuoxushikanwokelian,conghualanlichouleyixiaozhiyangganjudijiwo:“xiaomeimei,zheizhihuasongjini。”
“yangganjubeichengweixianjitaiyangdehua,tadehuayushikunanzhongdeliliang。”
woqieshengshengdishenchushoujieguohua,xiaoshengshuoleshengxiexie。
ranhoujixuzhanzaiyuandidengzhemuqin,xiangzhetayinggaihuihuilaijiewohuijia。
可我等啊等啊。
dengdaotianjizuihouyisiguangliangdouxiaoshile,jiulianzhouweimaicaidexiaotanfanyehuanchengleyejiandexiaochitan。
neishi,wocaichedixingwu。
wodemama,genbenjiubuhuiguanwosihuo。
jiangjinyitianmeiyouchifan,zaoyijichanglulu。
ganghaoqianfangzoulaiyiduixiaonianqing,nvshengyaoleyikoushouzhongdeshaobing,zhouqimeitou,ranhouxianqididiujinlubiandelajitong。
wojinwozheshouzhongdeyangganju,jingjingdizhanzhe。
daitamenzouyuan,wolikehuanguleyixiasizhou,querenmeiyourenzhuyiwo。
zheicaixiangyizhiehuaidexiaogou,paodaolajitongpangbian,shenshoutaochuneiyizhangmeichiwandeshaobing。
woditouyongxiuzicadiaoshaobingshangechoudewuzi,kaishilangtunhuyanqilai。
我真的太饿了。
xingyundeshi,yigelinjuluguokanjianlelangbeidewo,haoxinjiangwosonghuilejia。
zhijinwohaijide,muqinkaimenkanjianwoshi,lianshangyishanerguodehuangzhang。
houlai,wozaiyemeiyougenmuqinyitongchumenguo。
neizhiyangganjuyeyinweifangjianlimeiyouchuanghu,jianbudaoyangguangerzaozaokuweile。
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shijianguodehenkuai,woshibasuile。
kenengshiyinweiwotianshengjiubushixuexideliao。
jiusuangaokaoshipinjinlequanli,daotoulaiyezhikaolegeputongdaxue。
fuqinnazheluqutongzhishu,zhouzhemeixianqixuefeitaiguile。
muqinzaiyipangzhenglididishangfudaobandeshubao,manbujingxinlaileju,“neigancuijiubiedule。”
“tayoubushixuexideliao,duleyeshilangfeiqian。”
“zaiguojitian,mingernianduantongyizuzhiquwaishengyanxue,haiyaoqianni。”
sanyanliangyujian,wodeweilaijiubeijuedingle。
benyiweirizihuijixuzheiyangmamudiguoxiaqu。
zhidaozheitian,yichangzainandapolezheiyiqie。
02
我的弟弟杨鸣死了。
siyinshi,yetijinrufeibuerdaozhiqueyang,jierzhixisiwang。
也就是溺亡。
didisishimeiyourenhezhengzhadehenji,zaijiashangjiankongzhengju,jingfangpandingweizisha。
但母亲不信。
tazaididishitipangtongku,fachulerutongyeshoubandehaojiao。
zheishiwodiyicikanjianrucishikongdemuqin。
huijiahou,zaizhenglididifangjianshi,wowuyizhongzhaodaoletadeshouji。
chuyuhaoqi,wotoutoudakaile。
yigeyiliaozhiwaidezhenxiangmeiyouyuzhaodizhanxianzaiwodemianqian。
congdidihetongxuedeliaotianjiluzhongdezhi,tashiyinweishoubulelexiaoyuanbaolicaixuanzetiaohezisha。
wozhenglenglejimiao,kaishihuixiang。
maosizicongdidishanglezhongxue,tajiukaishibiandechenmoguayan。
erdangshi,quanjiadouwuyiweitashidaoleqingchunpanniqi,bingmeiyouzaiyi。
ketingwai,rengbuduanchuanlaimuqinbeitongdekuqisheng。
qishiwoduizheigedidimeishenmeganqing,danhaoshuodaishuoyeshiyijiaren。
wonazheshoujituikaifangmen,chaomuqinzouqu,“yangmingshiyinweishoubulexiaoyuanbalingcaixuanzezishade。”
wenyan,muqinturantingzhilekuqi,yibaduoguoshoujifankan。
“bukeneng,bukeneng!”
muqinfeikuaiyaozhenaodaifouren,shuangmuchongxuedichaowohoudao:“nihushuobadao!zheiyidingshiniweizaode!!”
“wodemingerzenmekenenghuibeixiaoyuanbaling?!”
tadeqingxuyufajidongqilai,tuisangzhebawoyazaiqiangmianshang,mianmuzhengning,“weishenme?!weishenme?!”
“weishenmesidebushini!pianpianshiwozuitengaidexiaoerzi?!!!”
womeiyoufankang,dichuizhemeiyan,jingjingdirenyoumuqinfaxieqingxu。
zhidaoyikouwenredetuomotudaolelianshang,wodebiaoqingcaiyoulexiweidebianhua。
zhongyu,muqinfaxiewanle,wuliditandaozaishafashangliulei。
chenmodipieleyiyanhou,wozhuanshenlikai。
wojiuxiangzhiguhunyeguiyiyanglaidaoleqianxietiandidiniwangdehebian。
yeseyizhi,yuanchushiwenxindewanjiadenghuo。
woyigerenzhanzaihebian,bengkuidaku,sixinliefei。
woyexiangwenjiujingweishenme?
weishenmewoyongyuanyedebudaofumudeguanai?
哪怕是一点点。
......
youshiputongdeshinian,woershibasuile。
yinweizhishigaozhongbiye,zhinengzaizheigexiaoxianchengzuozheputongdegongzuo,lingzheputongdegongzi。
weibodegongzishenzhidoubunengzhichengwozaiwaimiandulishenghuo。
shinianjian,muqinyijiumeitianniantaodidi,maiyuanwodewuyong。
shuowojiadoujiabuchuqu,lianlaonanrendoukanbushangwo。
youshitongwangriyiyangdezaochen。
wojingjingdizuozaicanzhuoshangchizaocan。
xianglailengdandefuqinturankaikouwendao:“zuijinzenmeyang?”
wonamantoudeshouyidun,taiyanyihuokanlefuqinyiyan。
yiqian,taconglaibuhuizhudongguanxinwodeqingkuang。
今天怎么反常了?
danzuishanghaishiyingdao:“yibanban,gongzimeizhang。”
zicongshinianqiandidisihou,fumuzhijiandeganqingjiuchuxianleliehen,tamenzhengrihuxiangmaiyuan。
meicixiabanhuilai,fangzilizongshichongchizhenumasheng,shuaizawankuai,yidilangjie。
fuqindandan“e”leyisheng,qishennazhegongzuodaichulemen。
tazheimeyizou,jiuzaiyemeiyouhuilaiguo。
getian,jingjudalaidianhua,shuofuqinniwangle,rangjiarenguoqurenlingshiti。
fuqintongdidiyiyangshitiaohezisha,yeshizaidangniandeneitiaohebian。
muqinkanqilaiduifuqindesixunfanyingbingbuda,haosizhishisileyigewuguanjinyaoderenyiyang。
jiulianfuqindeshenhoushiyeshiyouwoyishoucaoban,tajiuxiangshigejiqirenyiyang,zhishimianwubiaoqingdizouliucheng,yingfuqianlaidiaoyandeqinqi。
yilianmanglehaojitian,haoburongyichuliwanhoushi,ganghuidaojiazhong,biankanjianmuqinshuangshoubaoxiongzuozaishafashang,shenqinglengdan。
03
“ma?”wohuanhaotuoxie,youxiexiaoxindiwendao:“zheimewanlehaibuquxiuxi?”
母亲今天很反常。
yiqianzheigedianhuilai,tazaojiuxishuwandaizaifangjianlishuashoujile,genbenjiubuhuitedizaiketingdengwo。
“nihuilaidezhenghao,xingliwojinishoushihaole,xianzaijiubanchuquba。”
muqinguoleguoshenshangdetanzi,zhanqishenlaizhixiangmenkouxuanguanchudeyigexinglixiang。
wenyankanqu,jiaoluoliguoranyouyigexinglixiang。
wolengleyishun,qishiwoyizhiyoujizijidayufangzhen,zhishimeixiangdaozheiyitianlaidezheimekuai。
muqintaiduhenjianjue:“nibasile,xianzaizheidongfangzijiushiwodele。”
“nidoukuaisanshisuile,haiyishiwucheng,nazheneipidingdiandegongzizhuzaijialikenlao,chiwode,shuiwode,zheichuanchuquxianghuama?!”
“woneixiegepaiyousidixiadoubuzhidaobianpaiguowojicile,nibuyaolianmian,wokehaiyaolianmian!”
muqinyueshuoyuejidong,yanyuzhijianjinshizheixienianduiwodemaiyuan。
tayibuzuoerbuxiu,jiangtanziwangshafashangyidiu,kuaibuzouguolaiyibiantuozhexinglixiang,yibianbawangwangmenwaituisang。
“nididiyaoshihaizai,wogenbenjiubuyongshouzheizhongqi!”
“douguaini,meichuxidedongxi!!”
“niaisinaqusinaqu!!!”
denghuiguoshenlai,woyijingbeituidaomenwaile。
muqinjiangdamenpengdeyishengyongliguanshang,buliuyisiyudiheqingmian。
wodingzhezongsededamenkanlehaoyihui,zhidaoxianxiandeyanleihuaxialaishenruchunjiao,caifajuezijijingrankule。
yuanlaiwohaihuiliuleia......haiyiweizaojiulianjiuyiketieshixinchangleni。
xiaoxianchengmeiyoushenmeyeshenghuo,gezhongdianpuzaozaojiuguanmenle。
juliwozuijindebinguandacheguoquyeyaoyilianggexiaoshi。
wunaizhixia,wozhinengzaishenyetuozhexinglixiangqugongzuodedifangjiangjiuyiye。
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第二天一早。
tongshiminghongjianwozaigonggongcesuoshuaya,baguadiweileguolai,“xiaolinga,nibeinimaganchulaile?!”
woshuayadedongzuoyidun,xiaofududidianlediantou。
tashichulemingdebagua,beiqitatongshichengwei“xingzoudebaguatanceyi。”
kanjianwogongweipangbianxianyandexinglixiang,gujiyebunancaichuwoxianzaidejiongjing。
bijingwomuqinduidaiwodeshijizaixiaoxianchengligenbenmanbuzhu,renjinjiezhi。
buguodajiadoubuxiangchanhebierenjiawushi,zhiaizaisidixiadangtanzi。
minghongpailepaiwodejianbang,shixiankanxiangjingzilidewo:“xiaolinga,wokannixingxianghaiguodequ,burujinijieshaofendachengshilitoudegaoxingongzuoba。”
“zheifengongzuobuxianjingli,buxianxueli,wojuedefeichangshiheni。”tayibalanzhuwodejian,yilianshenmixixidemoyang,miaoshudishifenyouren。
“dachengshidegongzikebiwomenxiaoxianchenggaoduole,meijinianjiunengzanxiayidabiqian!”
minghongshenchushoujiwozhanshitashouwanshangdemingpaishouzhuo:“nikankan,wozheizhuozixiaojiwankuaiqiane。”
“wonianqingdeshihoujiushiquganlejinian,qingqingsongsongjiucunleshijiwan,yaobushihoulaijialirenshengbingzhuyuan......fouzewoxianzaizaojiuzaidachengshizhagenle。”
wosuiranbudongshenmeshechipin,danpingriliqitatongshiduiminghonghaiyouyigepingjia“mingpaixianyanbao。”
shenshangchuandeyifudoushimingpai,dongzhehaojiwandeneizhong。
womendanweizheiweibodegongziliantadebanjiandoumaibuqi。
minghongduicidejieshishi,nianqingdeshihouzaidachengshizhuanleyibi。
jianwojiangxinjiangyideyangzi,minghongchenguaidiwangwoyaocetongleyixia:“dajiadoushitongshi,wonandaohuipiannima?”
“yaobushishizaikannikelian,buranzheizhonghaoshiwodoubuqingyitouludelie。”
woyouxiedongyaole,muguangbuyouzizhudikanxiangminghongshouwanshangdemingpaizhuozi。
neikeshihaojiwankuaia......
wozaixiaoxianchengyiniandaotouqinqinkenkenbuguocairenjiayigezhuoziqian。
rujingongzuobuhaozhao,lianxiangyaodafenlinggongbutiejiayongdounan。
erwoyoujixuyongqianzufang......
dajiadoushitongshi,yinggaibuhuipianwo。
minghongjilewoyizhangmingpian,rangwoanzhaoqushangmiandedizhizhaoyigejiao“lijie”deren,tedidingzhuyidingyaojidebaotademingzi。
wonazhetangzheyicengjinbiandemingpianfadai。
huanghujian,haoxiangkanjianmeihaodeweilaizhengchaowohuishou。
mimihuhudibanliwancizhi,zaiminghongdeanpaixiawozuoshangleqianwangdachengshideche。
lijierenhenreqing,womenliaodebucuo,dangtianjiuqianlegongzuohetong。
tajianwohaimeiyouzudaofangzi,haidafangditengchuyijianfangjianrangwozanzhu。
yiqiesihudoukaishishunliqilaile。
dachengshidewujiabixiaoxianchengguilebushao。
buguo,wohaishichijuzimaileyigexiaodangaoheyishuyangganjuqingzhu。
tianmidenaiyouzaikouqianglironghuakailai,wojuedezijijiuyaozhonghuoxinshengle。
第二天一早。
wohuanshanglexinmaidebiaozhunnvshengxizhuang,zhalegeganjingliluodegaomawei。
zaijingzimianqianzuokanyoukan,genlaishitouguochechuangkanjiandeyiyang,henyouzhiyenvxingdeganjue。
lijiebuzhidaoshenmeshihouzhanzaileshenhou。
tajianzhuang,zhouzhemei:“xiaoling,nizheixizhuangtaizhengshile,buxing。”
woyileng,shifenyihuo:“chengshilidebailingbudoushizheiyangma?”
lijieyaoleyaotou,kaikoushuodao:“zhiyebuyiyang,chuanzhedabanziranyeyaobuyiyang。”
beitazheimeyishuo,woturanxiangqilailijiehaoxiangyizhimeiyougenwoshuomingjutizhiyeshiganshenme。
zhishidagaidishuoleshixiaoshoufangxiang。
raner,wobuzhidaodeshi,mingyunkuizengdeliwuzaozaianzhongbiaohaolejiage。
shiqingbingbuxiangxiangxiangzhongneimejiandan。
04
lijiedaizhewolaidaoyigeshangchang,zhizhechuchuanglideyitaodiaodaiduanqunshuo:“niqushishizheijian。”
wopingshidechuanyidabanyixiangyiposubaoshouweizhu,lijiedeyaoqiurangwohenweinan。
“lijie,wo...wojuedediaodaiqunzihaoxiang,haoxiangbutaishiheshangbanba。”
lijiebuzhengqidikanlewoyiyan,“xiaoling,bushijieguyishuoni,pingshiyoumeiyourenshuonichuanzhehentu?”
“congxiaodaoda,nishibushilianlianaidoumeiyoutanguoya?”
“jiejiushihuashishuole,jiunizheidabangenbenmeiyounanrenhuikandeshang。”
lijieturuqilaijiansuankebodehuayu,xiangbachuiziyiyanghenhenzazhonglewoxinzhongzuicuiruodebufen。
“wo...bushi,lijienizheishishenmeyisi?”
“wogandebushixiaoshouma?weishenmeyaonanrenkandeshang?”
“lijienishibushizaikaiwanxiao,zheiyidiandoubuhaoxiao。”wojiuzheyibai,shitucongduifanglianshangkanchuxieshenme。
然而事与愿违。
lijiecongdaogoushouzhongnalaineitaodiaodaiduanqun,tuizhewojiuwangshiyijianlisai。
“xiaoling,ktvlidejiuleixiaoshouyeshixiaoshou,dachabuchala。”
“biewangle,womenzuotianyijingqianlehetongle,weiyuejinyibaiwan,niquedingpeideqima?”lijiefuzaiwodeerbian,xiaoshengjinggao。
yitingweiyuejinshue,wodelianseshashihebaileyidu。
zheijiusuanbawomaile,yehaibuqia。
lijieyizhizaiguanchawodeshenqing,jianwolenghanzhimao,tayouhuanlehuanyuqi:“fangxin,zanmenjiashizhengguiktv,feichangzunzhongyuangongdeyiyuan。”
“niyaoshiyoubuyuanyigandeshiqing,womenshibuhuiqiangponigande。”
“nishiminghongtuijianderen,womenkendingbuhuiweinannide。”
“guai,tinghua,kuaidianhuanshangyifukankanxiaoguo。”
wojinjinzuanzheshouzhongdequnzi,hetongdouqianle,wohaoxiangmeiyouqitaxuanzele。
hekuanglijiedouzheiyangshuole,buhuiqiangpowoquganbuyuanyigandeshi,nei......
youyulehui,zuizhongwohaishituikaileshiyijiandemen。
jinshendediaodai,zhidaodatuidequnbai,wohuanshanglequnzi,ganjuehunshennanadoubuxiguan。
jingzhongdezijimoshengdelianwodoukuaiburenshile。
lijielazhewohuanguyiquan,manyididiandiantou,“xiaoguobucuo,huitouranglinjinjinihuagezhuang。”
“juzhiyaozaidafangreqingyidianjiugenghaole。”
lijieshuangkuaidimailedan,zhijielazhewozhibengongzuodifang。
yiluchangtongwuzudidaizhewozoujinyijiawaibiaojinbihuihuang,kanqilaixiangjilegaodangjiudiandechangsuo。
“huangjinshidaiktv。”wotaitoukanxiangqiantai,zaixinzhongmonian。
haoxiangyemeiyouxiangxiangzhongneiyangbukan,ganjuezhuanghuanghengaodashang、shifenqipai。
xianranlijiezaiktvdediweibudi,luguodefuwushengdougonggongjingjingdigentadazhaohu。
qiguaibaguaiguohou,tazhizheyijianfangjianshuo:“zheijiushinimenpingshixiuxidedifang。”
genzhelijiezoujinqu,yingruyanliandeshijigehaizaixiuxidenvren。
tamenshenshangchuanzhegeshigeyangdefuzhuang,weiyidexiangtongdianjiushidanongzhuang、duanqunhegaogenxie。
kongqizhonghaiyinyinpiaozheyanweiheyouxiecibidexiangshuiwei。
tingdaodongjing,nvrenmenfenfentaiqiletoukanxiangwo,shangxiadaliangzhewo。
chulaizhadao,lijiepawobudongguijurelemafan,zhaohuleyigetangzhedabolang,dabanshifenshimaodenvrendaiwo。
“linjin,yanglingjiujiaojinidaile,nimenliangyigezu。”lijiezhufuleyixieshixianghou,zhuanshenlikai。
复仇后:我真的活在了阳光下