《病态共生》 小说介绍
lishu36weiwomendailaileyibujingcaideyanqingxiaoshuo《bingtaigongsheng》,zhujiaogaohuiyangjiaoshoudegushidiedangqifu,rangrenpengfudaxiaoyouluolei。zheibenxiaoshuoyiqijizhiyoumodeduibaihekourenxinxiandeqingjiexiyinlewushuduzhe。tabaozhashangkoushilengxiaozheshuo:“nizuihaozhendezhidaozijicuole,jizhu,yongyuanyongyuandoubuyaoweikangwo!”zaicike,woturanyishidao,wohuodeliangegoudouburu。……。
《病态共生》 第一章 免费试读
第一章
1
我考上了大学。
suiranlijiahenjin,danworenweizheiwuyibushiyizhongjietuo。
wotiqianleyitianjiuqulexuexiaobaodao。
kanzhekuanchangyoumingliangdeliurenjiansushe,woxinlishiwubideqiexi。
kexiwodeqiexizhichixuleyizhou。
zheiyizhouli,meigelianggexiaoshiwomajiuhuidalaidianhua。
zhiyaowobushizaishuijue,tajiuhuiqiazhebiao,fengyuwuzudedalai。
zhoumoshi,xililinshijialeyijiesixiangzhengzhijiaoyuke。
我把手机关了静音。
xiakehou,wodeshoujilixianshiyouershisangeweijielaidian。
womadalaileershige,shengxiadesangeshicongxiaodaodaweiyiyigehewoguanxihaodepengyou。
wopengyoujiwofaleyitiaoyuyin:
“huihui,nizaiganshenme?nimajifenglemanshijiezhaoni!haoxiangshiyoushenmejishi,nikandaolejiuganjinjiayihuiguoqu。”
wokanzhepingmuliwomadeshoujihaoyouyubujue,chichianbuxiahuibojian。
等待我的会是什么。
pitougailiandezema,yihuoshidaizhekuqiangdemaiyuan?
womazheiyicixuanzelehouzhe。
womaxiesidilidekushengcongdianhuaneitouchuanlai,xiangzhenyiyangciruwodeerduo:“gaohui!nizhibuzhidaowomanshijiezhaoni!”
“wozhendeyaohesile...niweishenmebujiedianhuaa!niyaoshiyougesanzhangliangduanwokezenmehuo?”
yishunjian,buyouwozijikongzhidekuijiufanyongzhexijuanerlai。
wofangruanleyuqishuo:“ma,xililinshijialeke,womeihenishuo,womeishidema,wohaohaodeni。”
tingdaowodehua,tadekuqimeijianfenhao,faneryuyanyulie:“nibujiedianhuashibushiyaojisiwo?nizenmenengzheimezisi?yidianerdoubuzaihuwozheigedangmadeganshou!”
我抿着嘴沉默。
renyouzhetafaxiewan,womenshengxiangtadaoqian。
woshuo:“duibuqima,wocuole,xiacibuhuile,nibieshengqile。”
tayouxunchilewoyihuicaigualedianhua。
waimiandejiaoyangsihuobanyaoyanmingmei,woquezaizheiyanghaodetianqili,yidianqiyechuanbushang。
bozifangfobeirenyonglideezhu。
womagenbenjiumeiyoujishi。
lianggexiaoshilianxibushangwojiuhetiantaleyiyang。
2
congneitianqi,womajiwodadianhuagengjiapinfanle。
takaishizaibanyejiwodadianhua,zhiweiletingdaowozuilideyiju‘wohenhao,woxianzaizaishuijue’。
shiyidianxideng,wozhunshipashangchuangbiqiyanjing。
凌晨一点,她打来。
lingchensandian,tayoudalai。
lingchenwudian,tazaiyicidalai。
tashenzhidouyaocongwozuilizhidao,wozaizheilianggexiaoshilizuoleshenmemeng,youmeiyouliukoushui,youmeiyougaihaobeizi。
tabuzhidaodeshi,wogenbenshuibuzhe。
shoujitixindiaodandewengwengzhendongsheng,xiangshilaicuimingdeegui。
wohuaiyiwomagenbenjiubushirenlei,tabuxuyaoshuimian,erzuoweitadehaizi,woyetongyangbuxuyao。
haipayingxiangdaosheyoudexiuxi,meiciwodoushisuozaibeizili,xiaoshengjiedianhua。
kezheirengjiushibukebimiandeyingxiangdaoletamen。
zheitianwobiwangchanghuisusheyaotiqianleyigexiaoshi。
wodeweihenbushufu,zhibuzhudeganouheexin。
woyijingzaicesuodunlebanxiaoshi,keyijiushenmedoutubuchulai。
turanyourentuikaixishujiandemenjinlaile。
gezhebobodemenban,woqingchudetingdaolewolianggesheyoudeduihua。
yigesheyoujifengdeshuo:“gaohuishiershisuidejuyingma?zheimenianzhetama,zenmebubatamazhuangxinglixianglidaiguolai?”
lingyigesheyouyinyangguaiqidediaokan:“jiushi!kantaneiyangba,liletamahaoxianghuobuxiaquleyiyang,tabuhuishilianmuba?hahaha......”
hualaladeshuishenghetamensiwujidandejixiaohunzaiyiqi。
zheixiedaizhecidedihui,wozaojiuyijingsikongjianguanle。
congxiaodaoda,yinweiwoma,worenshouzhezhouzaorendebaiyanhefengci,lianyigeshuozhixinhuadepengyoudoumeiyou。
xiayimiao,wotuikailecesuodemen,jiuneiyangcubujifangdezhanzailetamenyanqian。
tamenlengleyixia,ranhoushiqudebishanglezuiba。
woshuo:“duibuqi,wozhidaoshiwoyingxiangdajiadexiuxile,yihouwohuigai,jinliangbuyingxiangdaonimen。”
woyoushuo:“xiaciruguonimenduiwoyouyijian,woxiwangnimendangmianduizhewoshuo,erbushixiangzheiyangzaibeihoushuowo...haoma?”
tamenchuizhetoubushuohua,jixumangzheshoulidedongzuo,meiyouhuiyingwo。
3
我爸死的早。
congxiaodaoda,wodeyijuyidongdouzaiwomadezhangkonghejianshizhixia。
taduiwoshixinglingrongrendeyanda,zhiyaobushuntadexinyi,tajiuhuitongxiahenshou。
tashuoyiciyanda,yongbuzaifan。
yijiyongtadehualaishuo,jiushi:“worangnixiaonijiudexiao,worangnikunijiudeku。”
wobushimeiyoufankangguo,kezhiyaowoyiyoushitukangjitademiaotou,tajiuhuijiangwoesha,ranhoubianbenjialidehaihuilai。
tapaoxiaozhehuidawo:“pingshenme?jiupingwoshinima!”
gaokaojieshu,wodechengjihenhao。
tazaiwojianeidongchangfangsusheli,xuanyaolezhengzhengyigeyue。
neijiashi,sihushitakaoshangle。
baozhiyuanshi,woxiangxuefalv,xiangkaoquneigeyanhaidedachengshilixuexi。
womatingdaowodehualikezhouqilemeimao。
tademeimaoyizhou,wojiuzhidaotabugaoxingle。
tashuo:“lijianeimeyuan!woqukanniduobufangbian?laihuichefeihaineimegui!”
tabiwonianleyigelijiajindedaxue,biwoxuanleyigetaxihuandezhuanye。
woyaozhuxiaodeshiqingshenshencitongleta。
zheirangcongmeihewofenkaichaoguoershisixiaoshidetachedixianruleqiansuoweiyoudekonghuanghejiaolv。
tayaowochuleshuijue,qitashijianbixusuishijietadedianhua。
wojuedetadeyaoqiuhenwuli。
genglingwojuewangdeshi,womingmingdourutasuoyuankaoshanglehenhaodedaxue,taweishenmebunengzunshoutazhiqiandechengnuo,shaoweifangsongduiwodekongzhi。
napashiyidiandianyehaoa。
zaineitianwohetafashengleyoushiyilaizuijiliedezhengchao。
zaitacuoedeshuangyanli,woxiesidilidepaoxiao:“woshinidenver,bushiqiufan!woshiyigedulideren、zhenzhengdeshengming!”
“congbushinizaiyouxilimiandexiaorener,anzhaonizijidexiangfacaokongzhewodeyisheng!”
“nichengrenba!nicaishizuizisideneige,nigenbenjiubuaiwo,nibuguoshiweilekongzhiwo,rangnizijizhonghuoyihui!”
woyigunaodebayayizaixinlikuaiershiniandexiangfaxuanxieerchu。
她愣怔的看着我。
guolebantian,tasishifanyingguolai,tanuqichongchongdezouxiangwo,xiangwangchangneiyanggaogaodeyangqishou。
tadezhifenglimanshinigou,huangsedehoujianbumanlezhangxindemeiyicunpifu。
tadebazhangyouyaoluozaiwoshenshangshi,wofenlidetuikaileta。
tabeiwotuidaozaidishang,yanjinglizhuangzheshengdadenuyi,tabayayaodegezhigezhixiang。
tashuo:“gaohui!nixianzainengnaileshima?ganhenimadongshoule?”
talangbeidexiangcongdishangpaqilai,kechanruodeshoubeiquemeibanfazhichengqitayongzhongfeipangdeshenqu。
woxiaochulesheng:“wodoukuaiershisuile,niyiweinihainengxiangxiaoshihouneiyangdawo?”
4
wodegaoxingzhichixudaotacongdishangzhengzhazhepaqilai。
xiayimiao,tajiuxiangyizhifakuangdeyeshouyiyang,yitouzhuangxiangpangbiandeshuzhuangjing。
tayangqitouluyixiayouyixiazhongzhongdezaxiangjingzi。
jingzidesuipianxiangxuehuayiyangsuilie,piaofuzailingrenzhixidekongqizhong。
我的笑僵在了嘴角。
taxiesidilidehoujiaozhe:“gaohui!shibushiwosilenijiugaoxingle!shibushi!woxianzaijiusijinikan!dangzhenidemianzhuangsi!”
suiliedejingzishangzhujianranshangxianhongsedexuehen。
woliangundaipadepaoguoqubaozhuletadeyao,tadeyaohencu,wogenbenquanbuzhu,zhinengshoumangjiaoluandechetadeyifu,shiturangtatingxialai。
tamengdiniuguotou,tadeetouyijingxueroumohu,haizhazhesuidiaodeboli。
shuxidekuijiuhezizezaiyicibawoyanmei。
tahongzheyanjinghoudao:“nilanzhe**shenme?nibujiushixiangrangwoqusima?wojiurulenideyuanhaibuxingma?”
wobaozhetadeyaobatazhuaihuiledishang,woyibianchuanzheqiyibiandengzheta。
wocaizheyididesuibolidangzaitamianqian。
kezheigenbenzuzhibuletaduiwozinveshidebaofuxingwei。
tayoukaishiyangqishoumengdishanzijibazhang。
qingcuidezhangguaishenghunzhetadaizhekuqiangdemaiyuan,jiuzaizheibizexiaxiaodefangjianlixiangqi。
wobengkuidedaku,wochezhetadegebo,yibianyouyibiandexiangtadaoqian:“duibuqi!wocuolema!duibuqi!wozhidaocuole!”
woguixialaiqiuzheta,tacaikengenzhewoquyiyuan。
tabaozhashangkoushilengxiaozheshuo:“nizuihaozhendezhidaozijicuole,jizhu,yongyuanyongyuandoubuyaoweikangwo!”
zaicike,woturanyishidao,wohuodeliangegoudouburu。
woshiyigekuilei,bupeiyouzijidesixiangheyizhi,tajiushiwodequanbu。
woluchuyigebikuhainankandexiaorong,woshuo:“wozhidaole,mama,douanzhaonideyisilaiba。”
xianzaiwoyijingxiguanlewomameigelianggexiaoshidedianhua。
zheiyangdeshengwuzhongyijingkejinlewodegusui。
jiulianshoujijingyin,wodounengzaitadajiwodexiayimiaolikejieqilai。
shangkeshi,womayoudalailedianhua,wotoutouconghoumenliulechuqu,ranhouzhaochanghetahuibao。
huidaojiaoshideshihou,yangjiaoshouyijingzhanzaihoumendengwole。
yangjiaoshoushiyigejiaowomenzhuanyekedelaotaitai,degaowangzhongqueyoubugouyanxiao。
tazhouzhemeimaodingzhewo,bankaiwanxiaobanrenzhenshuo:“gaohui,nishuoshuoshiyoushenmeyaojindeshiqing,rangniyierzaizaiersandepaoxiawozheigekuailiushihaizaijiangkedelaotaitaiqujiedianhua?”
jiaoshilideqitatongxuedouniuguotoulaikanwo,ranhouduizhewoqieqiesiyu。
womenshengshuo:“duibuqilaoshi,shiwomadalaide,womeigelianggexiaoshijiubixuyaojieyiciwomadedianhua。”
5
杨教授愣住了。
congtadeyanjinglinengkanchulai,tacongmeitingguozheimehuangdanliqideshiqing。
ketasuorenweihuangdanliqideximazaojiuchenglewomeitiandouhuishangyanderichang。
taqingleqingsangzirangwohuidaozuoweishang,tayezhongxinkaishijiangke。
xiakehou,tabawojiaoquletadebangongshi。
tadebangongshishidandudefangjian,limianhaipeilexishoujianhexiuxishi。
wojucudezuozaishafashang,xiaokouxiaokoudeminzhetadilaiderecha,tayouyuzhekaikou:“xiaogao...niyuanyihelaoshishuoshuonideqingkuangma?”
woduiyangjiaoshoubingbumosheng。
tameicibuzhidezuoyedouhennan,ketabushiguyiweinanxuesheng。
zhiyaoshangkerenzhentingtajiangguo,zuoqilaijiumeineimewucongxiashou。
youhaojici,tadouzaikeshangduizhewodezuoyehaobulinsedekuajiang。
wochangchangnengcongtadeyanlikanjianneizhongxicaidemuguang。
tapailepaiwodejian,tashuo:“meishi,nibuxiangshuoyemeiguanxi,wozhaonilaiyeshiyoubiedeshi,zheicishuxuejianmobisai,woxiangxilijilijujianni,niyoumeiyouxingqu?”
wozuanjinleshoulidebeizi。
retangdechagezhebeiziyidianyidianzhuoshaozhewodeshouxin。
我是心动的。
kebuzhidaowomahuibuhuitongyi。
yangjiaoshousihukanchulewodegulv,tazhouzhemeimaoshuo:“nianqingren,nixiangzuoshenmejiuquzuo!gaozaleyeyoulaoshijinidanzhe!pashenme!”
tayoushuo:“renjiuzhihuozheiyibeizi,ruguozheiduanduanyibeizidoubunengsuixinsuoyu,neijiushibaihuole!”
talilelibinjiaodesuifa。
yangjiaoshoucongbuzaihubierendekanfa,jiusuankuailiushile,tahaijianchizuomeijiarantoufa。
neitouzilaijuandeduanfa,youshibeitaranchengfenhongse,youshiyouranchengqinghuise。
tachangchangzuozaibangongshili,yibianchilatiaoyibianpizuoye。
tahuodeziyouzizaiyouwujuwushu。
wodiyicichanshenglezheiyangdeniantou,weishenmewoquebukeyi?
buzhidaoshibushitashenshangneizhongsiyiyousatuodeganjueshenshenxiyinlewo,wopotianhuangdediyicimeiyouxianwenwomadeyisi,zijixianzuolejueding。
6
我没有告诉我妈。
woweizijikuaiershinianlaidediyigemimiergandaogewaidekaixin。
zheikepannidezhongzizaiwoxinlishenggenfaya。
yinweiyaocanjiashuxuejianmodebisai,yangjiaoshouzuoweiwodezhidaolaoshi,woshunlichengzhangdebaxuexididiancongtushuguanhuanchengletadebangongshi。
tazaiyangtaishangyanglejipencao,shiwojiaobuchumingzidezhiwu。
lvsedenenya,shifuyoushengjideyanse。
meiyoukedeshihou,wodouzaibangongshiliduizhediannaoheyiluobaogaoqiaoqiaodada。
worangtaquxiuxi,takaiwanxiaodeshuoyaodingzhewo,pawotoulannabudaojiangjitadiulemianzi。
yangjiaoshoudekanfazongshineimedeyiyuzhongde,tayixiajiunengzhichukunraozhewodewenti。
taxiangshizaimanwubianjidedahaishangweiyidedengta。
wanshangshiyidian,shoujihaimeixiangqishi,woyijingbashoufangzailepingmushang,zhunbeianxiajietingjian。
xiayimiao,womajiudadianhualaile。
woanxiajietingjianduizhedianhuaneitoushuo:“ma,wohenhao,woyijingtangzaichuangshangzhunbeishuijuele。”
zheituokouerchudehuanghuarangwozijidouheleyitiao。
woyoutiaobuwendeyingfuzhewomademeiyigewenti。
buzhidaoshibushimuqinhenverzhijiandexinlingganying,womachajuechulewoyuqilineijinhubukewendeduanni。
womashuo:“nishibushizaipianwo?nizhendezaisushema?xianzaidashipinwokankan!”
woqiangrenzhejinghuangjieshi:“ma,wozhendezaisusheni,xianzaidouxidengle,heidengxiahuodeshayekanbujianya。”
wojujueletadashipindeyaoqiu。
talikedashengdezhiwenwo:“nizuilihaiyoumeiyouyijushihua!xiaoxiaonianjihuanghualianpian!dashipin,bierangwoshuodierci!”
pangbianyizhichenmozhedeyangjiaoshouturanyibaduoguowodeshouji,taduizhewomalengxiao:“woshigaohuidelaoshi,buzhidaohaiyiweininvershifanrenni!taxianzaizaiwobangongshilizuoshiyan,zale?”
tayoushuo:“wodeyisijiushixuexiaodeyisi,niyoushenmebumanyizhaoxuexiaoqu,guale!”
gualedianhuahou,yangjiaoshoujiubawodeshoujiguanlejingyin。
tabaizhewodenaodairangwodelianzhongxinhuidaopingmushang。
tashuo:“haohaoganhuo!buxutoulan!youwozaizhei,wokansheigandaraoni!”
zheihuoxushicongxiaodaoda,diyiciyourenkenzhanchulaiweiwoshuohua。
buguanshitongxuehaishilaoshi,tamenduiwogengduodeshiwushengdelianminhetongqing,huoshibaiyanhechaofeng。
tamentongqingwodezaoyu,chaofengwodenuoruo,quecongshizhizhongmeiyourenzhanchulaiyinweiwoershuoyijuhua。
wokaishibujiewomadedianhua。
jiusuanjieqilaimianduitapitougailiandezema,woyezhihuishuo:“wohenmang,meiyouyaojinshibuyaolaidajiaowo。”
wokaishizhidaozunyanlianggezidehanyi,mingbaiduligetihefushupindechabie。
wojiuzheiyangyidiandianduohuibeitabazhanlveduodeyicuncunlingtu。
womayouxiangzhiqianneiyang,jiwodepengyouda,youzhaodaowosheyoudedianhua,jiwosheyouda。
sheyoumobuzuoshengdebadianhuadijiwo,jiusuantakeyideyanzangyanjinglidetongqing,querengjiumobuqufenhao。
woduizhesheyouyiziyijudeshuo:“nigaosuwoma,jiudangwosile。”
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zheijuhuatuokouerchudeshihou,wonaodailifangfozhakaileyanhua。
worangtamenbawomadedianhualajinleheimingdan。
woyiweiwozhongyudaleyichangshengzhangshi,womalinzhedabaoxiaobaoturanlaidaolewosushe。
wohesheyouyoushuoyouxiaodexiakehuilesushe,yituikaimenjiukandaoletadunzaidishangshoushidongxideshenying。
wodelianshuadeyixiajiubaile。
tanilewoyiyan,ranhoulenghengzheshuo:“woyijingtinixiangxuexiaoshenqinglepeidu,banlainisusheheniyiqizhu。”
wonulidekouzhemenban,shiturangzijicongzheichangemengzhongxingguolai。
wozhiwenta:“niweishenmeyaobanlaiwosushe?nizijizaijiazhubutinghaodema?jiushiweilebaofuwo?”
tashuo:“niyiweiwoxianga?changqusushebanqian,yaohuawuliuwancainengbanjinxinfangzi,laofangziyoupoyoujiu,womeiyoudifangzhu,woshinima,banlainisushebuxingma?”
wobuzhidaotayongleshenmeshouduan,yiwodemingyinadaolepeidudeshenqing。
wodenaodaiyipiankongbai,jiuweidezhixiganyouyongleshanglai。
womaziguzideshuo:“wozaixuexiaopeiniduohaoa,nichulexuexiqitashenmedoubuyongguan,womeitianbangnixiyifushoushichuangpudasaoweisheng...”
jigesheyouhaobantiancaihuiguoshen,tamenduiwomalimaodedazhaohu:“ayihao,womenshihuihuidesheyou。”
sheizhiwomaquechixiaoyisheng:“nimenjuranhaidongdelimao?wonveryizhidouhenguaicongbuwuniwo,zhidaotashangledaxue,henimenzheiqunbusanbusiderenhunzaiyiqi!jiushinimendaihuailewonver!”
舍友们愣住了。
woqidelianmangdaduanleta:“ma!nizaishuoshenme!”
womaxiangshizhalemaodemao,dajiaoqilai:“woshuodeyoucuoma?nishibushishangledaxuelikailewocaibianchengxianzaizheiyang?bushitamendaihuaideneinengshishei?”
talianzhudaipaodeqingtuzhetazheimejiudeyilaiduiwodebuman,wozhangdazuishitufanbota。
ketajiuneiyanghuoshengshengdezhanzaiwoyanqian,bushigezhedianhua。
woxiangshixieleqidepiqiu,yigeziyeshuobuchulai。
sheyoumenmianmianxiangqu,meiganzaikanwo,geziqumanggezideshile。
tuotadefu,wocaihesheyoushaoshaohuanjiedeguanxi,qingkejianjiuruzhuibingdian。
womashuo:“haole,nizhiqianbujiewodianhuadeshiqingwoyebuhenijijiaole。”
tayoushuo:“haizaineilengzhe?haibuganjinguolaibangwoshoushidongxi!”
taneikouqi,daoxiangshitakuanrongdadubuhewojijiaoleyiyang。
womamudecongdishangdebianzhidaili,yijianyijiannachutafahuangdejiuyifu,heguoqibianzhideajiangcai。
wozhongyuyishidao,bulunwozenmezuo,doubunengbaituotaduiwodekongzhi。
rujinjinchanraodetengman,woyutabingtaigongsheng。
wangyouqingchunranshangliuniandianping:《bingtaigongsheng》dejuqingshifenjingcai。gaohuiyangjiaoshoudexinggetedianhejuqingfazhanrangrenyixiangbudao,lingrenqidaihouxudefazhan。
wangyouyichenjieyidianping:《bingtaigongsheng》zheibenshuzhanxianlezuozhelishu36caihuahengyidexiezuofengge。tatongguojingxingoujiandeqingjiehefengfudexijiemiaoxie,jiangduzhedairuleyigechongmanjingxihetiaozhandeshijie。zhujiaogaohuiyangjiaoshoudexingxiangbaomanerzhenshi,tadeyongganhejuexinrangrenweizhidongrong。gushiqingjiejincoueryouyinrenrusheng,meiyigezhuanzhedourangrenwufayuliao。peijiaomendecunzaiyeweigushizengtianlegengduodecengcihequwei,tamengeziyouzhedutedexinggehemingyun。zheishiyibenyinrenrushengqiefuyouqifaxingdejiazuo,duhouhuijirenyishenshendesikaohegandong。
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