撕开神祇伪装后，我哭了
《撕开神祇伪装后，我哭了》 小说介绍
《sikaishenzhiweizhuanghou，wokule》miaohuileguyansuwandeyiduanyishijiemaoxianzhilv。tashenshishenmi，beirenweishimingyundeshouhuzhe。yinfengciyueqiaomiaodikehualemeigejiaosedexinggehedongji，xiaoshuozhongchongmanlejinzhang、xuanyiheqihuanyuansu。jingcaideqingjiejiangdailingduzhechuanyueshikong，tansuoneixieyinzangzaiheianbeihoudemimi，neibianhuixianruzhangjiudechenmo，ranhoufalaiyigezi：【deng。】wonengxiangxiangdedao，zaiwanlizhiwaideta，zhengchengshouzhezenyangdezhemo。tabasuoyoudexiwang，douyazaile……。
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wojiangyaodaifangzaixuanguandeaijushang，fachuyishengjiqiqingweidesuliaomocasheng。zaijijingdegongyuli，zheishengyinbeifangdaleshubei。shufanglineidichende、shuozheputaoyayudeshengyinjiaranerzhi。
wodexintidaolesangziyan。
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“haode，gulaoshi。nei……woxianzoule。”wodizhetou，zuochuyigegongjingde、haowuweixiexingdezitai。
“ng。”tayingleyisheng，bianjingzhizouxiangchufang，congbingxianglinachuyipingkuangquanshui，ningkai，yangtouhelejikou。tadehoujieshangxiagundong，celiandexiantiaozaihunandedengguangxiaxiandegewailengying。
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huidaowoneijianxiaxiaodechuzuwu，wojiangzijirengzaichuangshang，naozilifanfuhuifangzheneijijuputaoyayu。
“我的天使。”
“zaizheili，meiyourenhuizhaodaowomen。”
“women”shishei？“zheili”shinali？neige“tianshi”shinanshinv？shitadeqingren，haishi……biedeshenmeguanxi？
wushugewentixiangyanhuayiyangzaiwonaozhongzhakai。woxingfendehunshenfadou。zheiyijingbushiputongde“gua”le，zheibeihoukenengqianchedaoyigejudade、zuyidabaitarenshedemimigushi。
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【bangwochayigeren，huozheshuo，yigedaihao：anjo（tianshi）。heguyanyouguan。】
zuowanzheiyiqie，wocaiganjueyisikunyixilai。wokanzhechuangwaichengshidedenghuo，xinzhongneituanmingwei“bugan”dehuoyan，zhengyiqiansuoweiyoudereduxiongxiongranshao。
guyan，nidebaoleizaijiangu，woyeyaoqinshoubatachaidiao。
jiexialaidejitian，wobiaoxiandebizhiqiangengjiajinshenhewanmei。woxiangyigejingmideyiqi，jiangguyandeshenghuodalidejingjingyoutiao。tameitiandeyishizhuxing，jingquedaofenzhongderichenganpai，shenzhishitasuishoufangzaizhuoshangdeyigeshuibei，wodouhuizaizuiqiadangdeshihoubatazhuangmantazuishiyirukoudewenshui。
wodeshunconghegaoxiaosihurangtazhujianfangxialejiexin。tabuzaiyongneizhongshenshidemuguangkanwo，zhishibawodangchengyigeyongzheshunshoudegongju。
但这只是表象。
woyibianbanyanzhewanmeidezhuli，yibianxiangleidayiyangsaomiaozhetashenghuozhongdemeiyigexijie，shituzhaodaoyu“putaoyayu”he“tianshi”xiangguandezhusimaji。
wojianchaguotashufanglisuoyoudeshu，meiyouyibenshiputaoyayude。tadebofangliebiaoli，quanshigudianleheyixiexiaozhongdeyingwenminyao。tadeguanyingjiluli，yezhaobudaorenheyibubaxidianying。
tazangdetaishenle。neitongdianhua，jiuxiangshitazaimibutoufengdeqiangshangzaokaideyigexiaokong，zhirangwokuijianleyiyan，bianxunsudidushangle。
woyishidao，changguidewulisouxunyijingmeiyouyongle。mimi，zangzaitadeshuzishijieli。
机会很快就来了。
zheitianxiawu，wangjieturanyigedianhuadadaowozheili，yuqijiaoji：“xiaoyu，nixianzailikequyitangguyanjia。tayuanbenyaoqucanjiadeneigefaguoxianshangdianyingjieluntan，shijianlinshitiqianlesangexiaoshi，danzhubanfangbayoujiancuofadaoletadesirenyouxiang。taxianzaizhengzaipaiyigehenzhongyaodeshuixiajingtou，shoujizaizhulineili，rengenbenlianxibushang。nibixuyongtadediannaodengluyouxiang，bazuixindehuiyilianjieheziliaoxiazaixialai，fajiwohefanyizu！”
我的心猛地一跳。
denglutadesirenyouxiang？yongtadediannao？
zheizhengshiwomengmeiyiqiudejihui！
“haodewangjie，womashangguoqu！”woyongzuichenwendeyuqihuida，guadiaodianhuahou，wojihushichongchugongside。
woyongbeiyongyaochidakaileguyanjiademen。gongyulikongwuyiren，anjingdediaogenzhendounengtingjian。wozhibenshufang，shuliandidakailetadebijibendiannao。
meiyoumima。huozheshuo，taxiguanyongzhiwenjiesuo，suoyidiannaobaochizheweisuopingdezhuangtai。
这简直是天赐良机。
wobuganyousihaodange，likeanzhaowangjiedezhishikaishicaozuo。woxianshidengluletadesirenyouxiang，zheishiyigejiqiputongdeyouxiangzhanghao，limianchulezhubanfangfalaidejifengyoujian，jiushiyixiedingyuededianzizazhihezhangdan，ganjingdebuxiangyigezhengchangrenshiyongdeyouxiang。
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wozhidao，shuyuwodeshijian，xianzaicaizhenzhengkaishi。
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henkuai，wofaxianleyigeyichang。
youyigemingwei“saudade”deyingyong，meizhoudouhuizaigudingdeshijianyunxingjifenzhong，danzaizhuomianshanghechengxuliebiaoliquezhaobudaotaderenhezongji。tabeiqiaomiaodiyinzangle。
saudade，zheishiyigejimeideputaoyayudanci，wufabeijingquefanyichengqitayuyan，yisishi“yinsinianerchanshengde、yizhongtianmideyoushang”。
wodehuxishunjianpingzhule。jiushita！
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我没有他的密码。
woxunsulengjingxialai，kaishisikao。guyanzheiyangderen，mimashezhiyidingyoutazijideluoji。shengri？jinianri？haishi……
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neishiyizhangshouhuideshuqian，huazheyigewaiwainiuniudetaiyang，xiamianxiezheyichuanshuzi：0825。
wodexintiaolouleyipai。0825？zheibushirenhewozhidaode、yuguyanyouguanderiqi。
woguishishenchadihuidaodiannaoqian，zaimimakuanglishurule“anjo0825”。
按下回车。
yemiantiaozhuan，dengluchenggongle！
woganjuequanshendexueyedouzaixiangshangyong。zheishiyigejiemianjiqijianjiedetongxunruanjian，youdianxiangjiamibandeweixin。lianxirenliebiaoli，zhiyouyigeyonghu。
touxiang，shineizhangwojianguode、huazhewaiwainiuniutaiyangdehua。
yonghuming，jiushi“anjo”。
wodiankailetamendeliaotianjilu。
jilubuduo，meizhouyici，shijiandouzaishenye。dabufendoushiguyanzaishuohua，neirongsuosuierwenrou。
【jintiandiaoweiyadeshihou，buxiaoxincashangleshoubei，buyanzhong，biedanxin。】
【juzudefanhennanchi，youdianxiangniannizuodefanqiechaodanle。】
【xinlaidezhulihennenggan，dantaicongmingle，wobutaixihuan。】
kandaozuihouyiju，wodehoubeiyizhenfaliang。yuanlai，tacongyikaishijiuzaitifangwo。
erneigejiao“anjo”deren，huifuzongshihenjiandan，youshihoushiyigebiaoqing，youshihoushiyilianggedanci。
【secuida。（zhaoguhaoziji。）】
【Haha。】
【saudade。（xiangni。）】
tamendeduihua，buxiangrelianzhongdeqinglv，fanergengxiang……jiaren。neizhongpingdan、wennuan，queyoudaizheyisiyoushangdeqinqing。
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diankaidiyizhang，shiyigexiaonanhaidebeiying。tadagaiqibasuideyangzi，chuanzheyijianlansedetxu，zuozaiyipianshatanshang，wangzheyuanchudedahai。yangguangjiangtadetoufaranchenglecanlandejinse。
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disanzhang，shiyifenyiliaozhenduanshudesaomiaojian。
shangmiandewenzishiputaoyayu，danwoyiyanjiurenchulejigeguanjiandeyixuemingci——leucemia（baixuebing），transplantedemedulaóssea（gusuiyizhi）。
wodedanaowengdeyisheng，fangfobeizhongchuijizhong。
neige“tianshi”，bushitadeqingren，ershiyigehuanyoubaixuebingdehaizi？
erguyan，yizhizaitongguozheigejiamiruanjian，hezheigeyuanzaibaxidehaizilianxi？
这……这怎么可能？
woganjuezijifaxianleyigebi“mimiqingren”gengjingren、gengbukesiyidemimi。ruguozheigehaizishitade……neitadeshengmushishei？weishenmetayaobatamenzangzaibaxi？zheibeihouyouyoushenmeyangdegushi？
zheigegua，biwoxiangxiangzhongyaodadeduo，yefuzadeduo。
woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，jixuxunzhao。woxuyaogengzhijiedezhengju。wotuichulezheigeruanjian，kaishijianchadiannaolideqitayinzangwenjian。henkuai，wozaiyigeweizhuangchengxitongbeifendeyasuobaoli，zhaodaolewoxiangyaodedongxi。
neishiyigejiamidecaiwuwenjianjia。woyongtongyangdemima“anjo0825”jiekaileta。
limianquanshiyinxingdezhuanzhangjilu。
congwunianqiankaishi，meigeyuedouyouyibijuedekuanxiang，tongguoyigefuzadedisanfangxintuojijin，huiwangbaxishengbaoluodeyijiasirenertongyiyuan，yijiyigeweiyugaodangshequdezhanghu。
shoukuanrenxinxibeiyinqule，danjinezhida，zuyizhichengyigejiatingzaibaxiguoshangzuiyouwodeshenghuo，bingzhifuzuiangguideyiliaofeiyong。
suoyoudexiansuodouchuanlianqilaile。
guyanbushizaiyangyigemimiqingren，tashizaihaiwaiyangzheyigeshenglezhongbingdehaizi！
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wosisididingzhepingmushangdezhuanzhangjilu，shouzhiyinweiyonglierweiweifabai。
wochenggongle。wowadaoleyigezuyirangzhenggeneiyudizhendejingtianjugua。
lingfeiwendewanmeiouxiang，weihunshengzi，bingjiangqinshenggurouzangyuhaiwai。zheigebiaotizhiyaofangchuqu，guyandeshengejiangshunjianbengta，shuaidefenshensuigu。
erwo，“shayulin”，jiangpingjiezheigedujiamengliao，zhonghuidianfeng。
jiuzaiwochenjinzaizheizhongfuchoude**zhongshi，shenhouturanchuanlaileyaochikaimendeshengyin。
wodexinzangshunjiantingtiaole。
guyan……tazenmehuixianzaihuilai？！
womengdihuitou，kanxiangshufangmenkou，danaoyipiankongbai。tabushiyinggaizaipianchangpaishuixiajingtouma？
jiaobushengyuelaiyuejin，congxuanguanzouxiangketing，ranhou……zhuanxiangleshufangdefangxiang。
wokanzhediannaopingmushanghaiweilaidejiguanbidecaiwuwenjianjiaheneigemingwei“saudade”deruanjianjiemian，hunshendexueyedouliangle。
来不及了！