我的前四十年：寻岸的小船
《我的前四十年：寻岸的小船》 小说介绍
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raner，neixinshenchudeneifenchongjingqueshizhongrutongyituanranshaodehuoyan，wulunworuhenulixiangyaopumie，tadouwanqiangdiranshaozhe。
“yexuyouyitian，wonengbiandezugouyouxiu，nenggouyonggandizhanzaitamianqian，gaosutawodexinyi。”wozaiwushugeyewanananfashi，kediertianmianduitashi，queyiranshineigedanxiaozibeidewo。
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那年我十七岁。
zaiyuzhangtingtingneichongmanzibeidecajianguohou，womuzixuanyoubeihenhenpaohuilezhigaozheihunluandexianshizhong。
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zhidaoyouyitian，banzhurenbawojiaodaolebangongshi。tazuozaibangongzhuoqian，lianseyinchendexiangbaofengyulailinqiandetiankong。
“muzixuan，nikankannixianzaixiangshenmeyangzi？hainengyoudianxueshengdeyangzima？”banzhurendeshengyinruzhaleibanzaiwoerbianxiangqi。