活出自己的样子
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diyizhang：xuesezhongsheng，kantouhunyindejipinsuwanshibeitengxingde。bushichehuoxianchangneizhonggutousuiliedejutong，
ershietouchuanlaiyizhenduntong，xiangbeishenmezhongwuzaguo。tafeilidizhengkaiyan，
yingruyanliandeshishuxideshuijingdiaodeng，zheshechubinglengerhualideguang——zheishitazhulesanniandelujiabieshuzhuwo。
zenmehuishi？tabushiyinggaisizai30suishengrineitiandeyuyema？jideneiliangshikongdekachezhuangguolaishi，
tashenzhikanqinglesijilianshangguiyidexiao。gengrangtaxinsideshi，tatangzaixueboli，
kanzhezhangfuluchengyubalingyigenvren——linweiweijinjinhuzaihuaili，shengsilijiedihanzhe“jiaojiuhuche”，
quelianyigeyanshendoumeifenjita。zhidaoyishichedimohu，
neixiebeitakeyihulvedexijiecairuchaoshuibanyonglai：fumugongsizijinlianduanlieshi，
luchengyu“xuezhongsongtan”detouzixieyilizangzhedetunbingtiaokuan；tayiwailiuchanneitian，
linweiwei“qiahao”daizheyiwanjialeliaodeyanwolaikanta；shenzhitashengridangwanchumen，
yeshiluchengyushuo“yougezhongyaokehuyaojian，bixunipei”，cairangtazoudaoleneitiaoduomingdelushang。yuanlai，
tazheisanniandehunyin，buguoshiyichangjingxincehuadepianju。
tashiluchengyuyonglaianfujiazu、yangaiyulinweiweisiqingdegongju，shitasaoqingzhangaidejipin。
“si——”suwanchengzheshentizuoqilai，etoudetengtongrangtadaoxiyikouliangqi。tashenshoumoqu，
modaoyipiannianni，taishouyikan，shixue。zheicaixiangqi，qianshidejintian，tayeshizheiyangetoudaishang。
yinweifaxianleluchengyuzangzaishufangdelihunxieyi（shitazhunbeihaosuishishuaijitade），tahetadachaoyijia，
zhengzhizhongbeitatuidezhuangzaizhuojiao。houlaitayouruanyuhongpian，shuozhishi“qihua”，haiqinshousilexieyi，
tajingshahuhudixinle。suwanxiankaibeizixiachuang，chijiaocaizaibingliangdedibanshang，yibubuzouxiangshufang。tuikaimen，
guorankandaoshuzhuozuidicengdechoutixuyanzhe。tashenshoulakai，
limianjingjingtangzheyifenwenjian——《lihunxieyishu》。heqianshiyimoyiyang。suwannaqixieyi，
zhijianyinyonglierfanbai。shangmiandetiaokuankekedekexiao：taziyuanfangqisuoyouhunneicaichan，jingshenchuhu。
qianshidetakandaoshi，zhijuedexinrudaoge，yiweishiluchengyuduitachedimeileganqing；xianzaicaimingbai，
tacongyikaishijiumeidasuanjitaliurenhetuilu。“he。”tadidixiaoleyisheng，xiaoshenglidaizhechegudehanyi。
zhuanshenhuidaowoshi，tacongshuzhuangtaideangelimochuyizhigangbi——zheishitadesirenwupin，luchengyucongbuhuipeng。
bijianhuaguozhizhang，“suwan”lianggeziluozaiqianmingchu，zijililuo，zaimeiyouqianshideyouyuhezhandou。
zuowanzheiyiqie，shoujipingmuliangleyixia，shiluchengyufalaideweixin：“jinwandecishanwanyan，
chuanwojinizhunbeidelifu。biechidao，linbofulinbomuyehuiqu。”linbofulinbomu？linweiweidefumu。
tazheishipobujidaiyaobatatuichuqu，jilinweiweipululema？suwandingzhepingmu，
zhijianzaijianpanshangqiaolejigezi，fasong：“bubile，luzong。womenlihunba。”anxiafasongjiandeshunjian，
tafangfotingdaoleshenmedongxiposuideshengyin——bushixinsui，ershijiasuoduanliedecuixiang。
shoujihenkuaifengkuangzhendongqilai，shiluchengyudedianhua。suwankandoumeikan，zhijieanlejujie，ranhouguanji，
rengjinchuangtoujudechoutili。tazoudaoyimaojian，luchengyuweitazhunbeide“wanyanlifu”guazaizuixianyandeweizhi，
jiazhiqiweishu，xiangzhexisuidezuanshi，xiangyijianhuameideqiuyi。suwankandoumeikan，
zhuanshencongjiaoluolifanchuzijidejiuyifu——yijianxidefabaidetxuheniuziku。
zheishitajiajiluchengyuqianzuixihuandeyifu，houlaibeitachaoxiao“shangbuletaimian”，jiubeiyazailexiangdi。
huanhaoyifu，suwanduizhejingzizhaolezhao。jingzhongdenvrenliansecangbai，etoudaizheshang，yanshenqueyichangmingliang，
xiangcuilehuodegang。tadakaiyijuzuishenchudeange，limianzangzheyizhangyinxingkaheyigeupan。
yinxingkalishitahunqiandejixu，buduo，danzugouzhichengtakaishixindeshenghuo；upanzhong，
shitaqianshiwuyizhongfaxian、quemeilaidejiyongshangdezhengju——luchengyuzhuanyisujiazichandeliushui，
tahelinweiweidekaifangjilu，shenzhihaiyoutaheneigekachesijidetonghualuyinpianduan。qianshideta，
beiaiqingmengbileshuangyan，bazheixiedangcheng“wuhui”，zangqilaiziqiqiren。zheiyishi，zheixiejiangshitadewuqi。
suwannaqibeibao，bayinxingka、upanhelihunxieyifangjinqu，
zuihoukanleyiyanzheijianchongchizhehuangyanhebeipandewoshi。zaijianle，lutaitai。nihao，suwan。talakaimen，
yangguangyongjinlai，luozaitashenshang，daizhejiuweidenuanyi。louxiachuanlaiyongrendazhaohudeshengyin，suwanmeiyoulihui，
jingzhizouxiangxuanguan，huanshangzijidefanbuxie。tuikaimen，waimiandeshijiehuorankailang。tabuzhidaoweilaihuizenyang，
dantaqingchudizhidao，congzheiyikeqi，taderensheng，zaiyebuhuiyourenherenzhangkong。dierzhang：sipolianpi，
duohuishuyuwodeyiqieluchengyushizaidongshihuishangjiedaosuwandelvshihande。“luzong，qiantaisonglaide，
shuoshisu**delvshiqinzisonglaide。”tezhudeshengyindaizhexiaoxinyiyi，tacongmeijianguoluzongliansezheimenankan。
huiyishiliyaquewusheng，dongshimendemuguangdouluozailuchengyuniezhexinfengdeshoushang。tachaikaixinfeng，
limianzhiyouyizhangzhi——qianhaozidelihunxieyi，mowei“suwan”lianggezilongfeifengwu，touzheyigujuejue。
“hunao！”luchengyumengdijiangxieyipaizaizhuoshang，lianseyinzhirubing，“tayiweizheishixiaohaiziguojiajia？
”taxiangqizuowansuwanfalaideweixin，zhidangshitayouzainaopiqi。bijingzheisannian，suwannaoguowushuci，
meicizhiyaotalengchuli，huozheouerjidiantiantou，tazonghuiguaiguaihuilai。
tashenzhiyijingxianghaoleyingduideshuoci——“bieshuaxingzi，wanshangyanhuishangjiwogemianzi，youshenmeshihuijiashuo”。
kexianzaikanlai，tashilaizhende。“huiyizanting。”luchengyuqishen，zhuaqixizhuangwaitaojiuwangwaizou，
liuxiayiwuzimianmianxiangqudedongshi。qucheganhuilujiabieshushi，suwandexingliyijingbujianle。
yongrenzhanzhanjingjingdishuo：“furenzaoshangjiuzoule，shuo……shuobuhuilaile。”luchengyudenuhuoshunjiancuanleshanglai。
tataochushoujidajisuwan，tingtongliquechuanlaibinglengdetishiyin：“ninsuobodadeyonghuyiguanji。”“cha！
jiwochatazaina！”taduizhetezhunuhou。banxiaoshihou，
tezhudailailexiaoxi：“su**……zaiminzhengjumenkou，shuodengninguoqubanlihunshouxu。
”luchengyugandaominzhengjushi，suwanzhengzuozaidatingdezhangyishang，shoulifanzheyibenzazhi，
shenqingxianshidexiangzaikafeiguanxiawucha。tachuandejiandan，xidefabaidetxupeiniuziku，
quebirenheshihoudouciyan。“suwan！”luchengyujibuchongdaotamianqian，yaoyaqiechi，“nidaodixiangganshenme？
”suwanheshangshu，taiyankanta，yanshenpingjingwubo：“lihun。luzongkanbudonghanzi？”“wobutongyi！
”luchengyuzuanjinquantou，“niyiweililelujia，ninengyoushenme？nibamadegongsihaidengzhelushizhuzi，
nixiangrangtamenchedipochanma？”zheishitaguanyongdezhaoshu，yongsujialaiyaoxieta。qianshideta，
meicitingdaozheihuadouhuiliketuoxie。dansuwanzhishixiaolexiao，congbaolitaochuyigeupan，
rengdaotamianqian：“luchengyu，nishibushiwangle，nishizenmetaokongsujiade？
zheilimianyounizhuanyizichandesuoyouliushui，haiyounihezhangfuzonghemouzuojiazhangdeluyin。nishuo，
ruguowobazheixiejiaojijingzhendadui，lushidegujiahuidieduoshao？”luchengyudetongkongzhouranshousuo。
tacongbuzhidaosuwanshoulijingranyouzheixiedongxi！“ni……”tazhizhesuwan，qideshuobuchuhua。“woshenme？
”suwanzhanqishen，bitaaileyigetou，qishiquesihaobushu，
“niyiweiwohaishisannianqianneigebeiaiqingchonghuntounao、renyouninaniedesuwan？luchengyu，zheisannianwoshougoule。
nixianghelinweiweishuangsushuangfei，wochengquanni。danxiangrangwojingshenchuhu，zuomeng。”tacongbaolinachulingyifenwenjian，
paizaitashouli：“zheishiwodecaichanfengeyaoqiu。wozhiyaosujiabeinitunbingdeneibufenchanye，
yijiwohunqiandegerenzichan。qitade，woyifenbuyao。niqian，womenjintianjiubashouxubanle。nibuqian，
mingtianzheixiezhengjujiuhuichuxianzaigedameitidetoutiaoshang。”luchengyukanzhewenjianshangdetiaokuan，
shouzhiyinweifennuerweiweizhandou。sujianeibufenchanyesuiranbuda，danduixianzaidelushilaishuo，
yeshiyibibuxiaodeshumu。gengzhongyaodeshi，tadiubuqizheigeren！“suwan，nibiebiwo。
”tadeshengyinlengdexiangbing，“nixinbuxin，zhiyaowoyijuhua，nizaizheizuochengshijiudaibuxiaqu。”“buxin。
”suwanzhishitadeyanjing，“luzongyaoshiyouzheibenshi，jiubuhuipawoshoulidezhengjule。
”liangrenjiangchilezuzushifenzhong，zhouweibanliyewuderendouzaitoutoudaliangtamen。
luchengyudelianseyizhenqingyizhenbai，zuizhong，tacongkoudailitaochugangbi，zaiwenjianmoweiqianxialezijidemingzi。
qianwanzi，tajiangwenjianhenhenshuaihuisuwanmianqian：“gun！yihoubiezaichuxianzaiwomianqian！”suwannaqiwenjian，
zixikanleyibian，querenwuwuhou，zuijiaogouqiyimoqiandandexiaoyi：“duoxieluzongchengquan。
”tazhuanshenzouxiangbanlichuangkou，beiyingtingzhi，meiyouyisiliulian。luchengyukanzhetadebeiying，
xinlituranyongqiyigumomingdefanzao。taxiguanlesuwandewenshunhetaohao，
congweixiangguotahuiyongzheiyangjuejuedefangshilikai。jiuxiangyizhiyangshudeniao，turanzhengtuolelongzi，
feixiangletakanbudaodetiankong。banliwanlihunshouxu，suwanzouchuminzhengju，yangguangzhenghao。tashenxiyikouqi，
kongqilidoushiziyoudeweidao。shoujixiangle，shiyigemoshenghaoma。tajieqi，
tingtonglichuanlaiyigewenhedenansheng：“qingwenshisuwan**ma？woshiguyan。”suwandexinmengdiyitiao。guyan，
qianshineigebeiluchengyuhuidiaodetiancaichuangyezhe。“guxuezhang，woshisuwan。”“wotingshuoleniheluchengyudeshi，
”guyandeshengyindaizheqianyi，“duibuqi，dangnianruguowonengzaijianchiyixia……”“buguannideshi。