《寒冬尽处,春芽生》 小说介绍
handongjinchu,chunyashengxiaoshuo,jiangshulechulanchuyuegushiyandegushi,xiwangbenshunenghuanjiedajiadefannao,baochihaoxinqingjiangshule:wodeweihunfugushiyanshenzhiweilequebaoanjianbuliurenhepilou,dongyongzijiderenmaiziyuan,jiangwosongjinjianyu。……
《寒冬尽处,春芽生》 第一章 免费试读
第一章
shinianqian,wodeyangmeichuyue,jiujiazhuangsirentaoyi。
quezaiwofumudezhoumianpaixia,jiangsuoyouzuizetuidaolewodetoushang。
shouhaizhedejiashufennudiduzaiwodeyanjiusuomenkou:
“chulan,nizheiyangdechusheng,genbenbupeiweiren!”
erwodefumu,queshuochulerangwozhongshengnanwangdehua:
“chuyuezhishigehaizi,tayoujingshenfenliezheng,bunengrangrenzhidao。lanlan,nizuoweijiejie,jiubangtachengdanba。”
wojujuele,nuhouzhe、kangzheng。
kemeixiangdao,diertianzaochen,fumuqinshoujiangwojiaojilejingfang。
zaichuyuewugudekusuxia,wochengleneigezuixingleileideemo。
yiyezhijian,suoyoudehezuoxiangmubeipozhongzhi,shiyantuanduijiesan,shenzhilianwodenuobeierjiangtimingyebeiyongjiuquxiao。
wodeweihunfugushiyanshenzhiweilequebaoanjianbuliurenhepilou,dongyongzijiderenmaiziyuan,jiangwosongjinjianyu。
wobeiqiuchedaizoushi,gushiyanxiangwobaozheng。“chulan,shinianhou,nichulaiwoquni。”
1
十年后。
“chulan,jidezuogehaoren,weishehuiduozuogongxian。”
yujingjiangzhuangzhewozheixienian“quanbujiadang”depobudaidiujiwo。
wotuozhezhirugangdingdezuotui,woyibubuzouxianggongjiaozhan。
kexueyuanfengsuoyiqiexiaoxi,wurenzhixiaocengjingdetiancaizhongxinguilai。
gangdaozhantai,wozhengzhunbeizuoxialaidengche,quekandaoyiliangmaibahetingzailewomianqian。
chemendakai,gushiyancongjiashizuoshangzoulexialai。
tameiyouhanxuan,yemeiyouyijuduoyudehua。
zhishijiangyitaoqingjiegongdezhifurengdaowodejiaobian,shengyindanmo:
“niyouandi,buhaozhaogongzuo,xiandaowoneierquganbaojieba。dengniandingxialai,womenjiujiehun。”
qingjiegong......he,haoyigezhuanzhe。
womeiyouwanyaojianqineitaozhifu,zhishisisidingzheta,yachijihuyaochulexuehen。
shiniandelaoyushengyazaojiurangwoxuehuilerennai。
gushiyankanlekanshoujipingmushangdexiaoxi,meitouweicu,ranhouzhongxinzuohuicheneicaixiayoumen,lenglengdidiuxiayiju:“chuyuebingwei,wodequyiyuan。”
“shinianqianneixieshouhaizhejiashuduitazaochenglewufamomiedexinliyinying,zhihoujiuhuanshanglechuangshangxingdianxian。jintiantingshuonihuilaile,tayoufabingle。nigehefumudouzaiyiyuan,woyebixuganguoqu。”
huayinweiluo,tayijingjiachejuechenerqu,zhiliuxiayinqingcierdehongmingshengzaihanfengzhongjiujiuhuidang。
wozhanzaiyuandi,lianshangmeiyourenhebiaoqing。
shinianle,zheizhonglengmohepaoqi,wozaoyixiguan。
gushiyan、chujia......tamendouyiyang,meiyouyigerenzhenzhengguanxinguowo。
wobuzaisheqiushenme,yebuxiangzaihegushiyanlvxingneihuangtangdehunyue。
ershibanianqian,wocaisisui,neishigenmuqinzaishanzhuangyouwanshibuxiaoxinzoushi。
fumufanbianlezhenggechengshixunzhao,queshizhongyiwusuohuo。
liangnianhou,tamenshouyangleyigeyuwozhangxiangxiangsidexiaonvhai,jiangtaqumingweichuyue。
shiersuineinian,wozhongyubeizhaodao,huidaolechujia,kedengdaiwodequebushixijierqidetuanju,ershilengmoyushuli。
tamenrangwochuchurenrangchuyue,shuotamingancuiruo、xuyaogengduoguanai,erwoquechengleyigeduoyudeyingzi。
shinianqian,weilebaoquanchuyue,tamenshenzhibipowoweitadingzuiruyu。
tamenshuo:“nishijiyinbianjixuejia,hainengzhongtouzailai,kechuyuebutong,tashichujiadeweilai。”
weilai?he,yuqishuoshi“weilai”,burushuowoshineigezhenzhengbeipaichuzaiwaidejuwairenbale。
lianggexiaoshihou,wotuozhepibeideshentihuidaolexirishuxideshiyanzhongxin。
wobenyiweizijihainengzaineilizhaohuiyidianwennuan,kegangzoudaomenkou,jiubeibaoanlanlexialai。
tarenchulewo,yongjinshutanceqijianchawodexinglishi,guyijiangtanceqihenhenchuoxiangwodezuotuigangdingchu,lengxiaodao:“nizheizhong**haiganhuilai?quezijiugaigunlajizhanqu。”
juliedetengtongrangwoetoumaochulelenghan,kewoyijiumeiyouhangsheng。
wonaleyiqiandedongxijiuhuilechujia。
tuikaifangjiankongqizhongquanshimeichou。
**zhebinglengdeqiangbiquansuoxialai。
yizhenhanfengtouguoposundechuangfengchuijinlai,rangworenbuzhudouleyixia。
2
夜晚。
yishimohujian,woerbianchuanlaichuyuejianruikebodeshengyin。
“mouxierenliandangshiyantidoubugouzige,buruzaodianqushenqinggexishiguandegangweiba。”
zheishizhibocaifangzhongdeyimu,tadehuashunjianxianqileguanzhongmendehongxiaosheng。
wodeshoubuyouzizhudizuanjin,zhijiashenshenqianruzhangxin。
zhibojieshuhou,wozhunbeilikai,quetingdaomenwaichuanlaijiaobusheng。
wopingzhuhuxi,jiaobushengyuelaiyuejin,zhidaofuqindeshengyinchuanlai。
“jichulananzhuangyigedingweixinpian,zheishimuqianzuituodangdebanfa,keyidujuetazaijiechuwaijie。”
muqinyuqizhongtouzheyisiwunai,
“tayaoshizairechushenmemafan,jiyinanquanweiyuanhuihezhenggeyanjiuyuandouhuibeituoxiashui。”
menhoudewo,xiongtangqifujulie。
kewodelizhisisiyazhizhuqingxu,buganfachurenheshengxiang。
congcengjingzhanzaishijiekexueqianyan,naxiajiyinbianjilingyuwushurongyudemingxingkexuejia,daoxianzaibeishizuobixujiankongde“fengxianyuan”。
jiuzaizheishi,wodeshoujituranzhendongleyixia,jiangwocongsixuzhonglalehuilai。
pingmushangtiaochuyitiaoxinxi,shiluxiyafalaide——wodedaoshi,yeshicengdaiwozoushangkeyandianfengdeneigeren。
“chulan,zheixienianguodehaihaoma?”
十年了。
congbeixianhairuyu,zaidaorujingouyancanchuandihuozhe,woyijingzhengzhengshinianmeiyoulianxiguota。
shouzhizhandouzhehuaguopingmu,zuizhonghuifudao:“laoshi,wohaihao。”
budaoyifenzhong,dianhuajiudaleguolai。
“chulan,woyongyuanshinidedaoshi。”tadunledun,yuqigengjiajianding,
“gaosuwo,niyuanyizhongxinzhandaojiyinyanjiudezuiqianyanma?”
leishuishunjianmohulewodeshixian,woqiangrenzhugengyandao:“laoshi,wo......haikeyima?”
“dangrankeyi!”luxiyaburongzhiyidishuodao,
“nizhixuyaojiwoshijian,yigeyue!yigeyuehou,wohuiqinzilaijieni。woyaorangsuoyourenkandao,wodexueshengchulan,yirankeyizhanzaishijiezhidian!”
zheiyike,woxiongqiangyituanjijiangximiedehuoyanzhongxinranshaoqilaideshengyin。
shiniandeyayi、tongkuyuquru,zaitazheiduanduanjijuhuazhongbeiranshaodaijin。
yigeyue......zhixuyaozairenyigeyue。
daoshusanshitian,zheiyici,wojuebuhuizaishu!
3
次日,清晨。
erzhongchuanlaizhenzhenxiaosheng,rangwonaodaiyizhencitong。
woanzhetaiyangxue,shuangtuiruguanleqianbanchenzhong,liangqiangzhezouchufangmen。
shixianbeiketinglineizhangrenaodehuamiancitong。
chuyuezhanzaidengguangxia,chuanzhewocengjinglingjiangdeyifu。
tademianqian,shiwodefumuhegege,haiyouweihunfu。
gegeduanzheyikuaijingzhidedangao,congchufangzouchulai:
“xiaoyue,zheishigegeteyixueleyigeyuecaizuochulaidedangao,xiwangnixihuan。”
“yueyue,shengrikuaile!”yipangdefumugengshimanlianciai。
“xiexiegege,xiexiebabamama,haiyoushiyange。”
tashuangmousaoguozaichangdemeiyigeren,yudiaowenrun,
“dajiashibushiyezhunbeileliwu?”
“womenyueyuezhenshicongming!”
muqinrenbuzhukualeyiju,suijicongshenhounachuyigebaozhuangjingmeidehezi,manlianchongnididiguoqu。
fuqinyejinsuiqihou,congkoudailitaochuyigexiaoqiaodehezi:
“zheishiwotuopengyoucongruishidaihuilaidexianglian,xiwangyueyuexihuan。”
gushiyanzeqingqingtuikaizhuoshangdeyinsejinshuxiang,anxiasuokou,xiangzihuanhuandakai:
“zheishiyueyueqinzishejidejiankangjianceshoubiao,woyijinganpaishengchan,henkuaijiunengtuixiangshichang。zheiyici,suoyourendouhuijianzhengnidecaihua。”
wodingzheneishoubiao,houlongyizhenfajin。
neishiwozaiyuzhongshejichulaideshiyanyangpin。
erxianzai,taqueguanshanglechuyuedemingzi。
chuyuejieguoshoubiao,shenqingpingjing:“xiexieshiyangebangmang,zheiyiqiedoulibukaijiarendezhichi。”
tahuayingangluo,siyousuojueditaiqitou,chaomenkouwanglai。
“jiejie,nizenmezaizheier?zuotianmeinengjienihuilai,shiwodeshuhu,xiwangnibuyaoshengqi。”
gushiyanyezhuantoukanxiangwo,meitouqingcu:
“chulan,nizenmeshuoyeshichuyuedejiejie,tabukenengguyihulveni。”
wochixiaoleyisheng,haiweikaikou,quetingdaofuqinlenglengdixunchidao:
“chulan,buyaowuli!jintianshixiaoyuedeshengri,nibiezaizheilishafengjing。”
shafengjing?wodezhijiaqianjinzhangxin,tengtongqingxiderangwoyouxiefama。
楚玥却轻轻摇头:
“baba,meiguanxi。jiejiekenenghaimeishiyingjialidebianhua,wonenglijie。”
tashengyinlidaizheyinyindegengyan,zhihuirangrengengjiaxinteng。
muqinlianmangshangqianlouzhutadejianbang,roushenganwei:
“yueyuebieshangxin,nicaishimamaweiyidejiaoao。”
weiyidejiaoao......xiangyibalirencijinwodexiongtang。
gushiyanyepailepaichuyuedejianbang:“bieweizheixiexiaoshinanguo,nizuodehenhao。”
chuyuetaiqitou:“jiejie,jintianshiwodeshengri,ninengbunengyesongwoyifenliwu?napazhishixiangzhengxingdeyehao。”
“jiejie,woxiangyaoshiyange,ninengchengquanwoma?”
空气瞬间凝滞。
meiyourenjuedezheijuhuayoushenmebutuo。
fanerqishuashuadijiangmuguangtouxiangwo,xiangshizaidengwohuida。
我死死盯住楚玥。
“不可能。”
chuyueweiweiyileng,xianggeshouletiandaweiqudehaizi:
“jiejie,wozhishikaigewanxiao......shiwobudui,duibuqi......”
muqinlikejiangtahuzaihuaili:
“yueyuebienanguo!nijiejiejiushizheimexiaoqi,niyoubushibuzhidao。”
suoyourendouweishangquanweita,neichangjingwenxindelingrenzuoou。
wosaoshileyiyanzheixie“jiaren”,zhijuedexiongkoumendechuanbuguoqilai。
“woyaochuqutoutouqi。”wozhuanshenchaomenwaizouqu,buyuanzaiduokanyiyan。
gangmaichumenjian,jiutingdaomuqinzaishenhoudanmoditixing:“daishangkouzhao,biebeirenrenchulai。”
jiaobudunzhu,wokuxiaoleyisheng,quehaishishuncongdicongdoulitaochukouzhaodaishang。
haiyouyigeyue......zairenyigeyue,wojiunengjiandaoluxiyalaoshile。
zhiyoutazhidao,woshishei;zhiyoutanengrangwozhongxinkaishi。
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congchujiachulaihou,wozuoditiequledaxuechengfujindexiaochijie。
meibeijing,youandi,zuoweicengjingdejiyinbianjilingyutiancaikexuejia,zhinengzaifandianlidangshuawangong。
suiranhuoerzanglei,danhaodainengzhengkoufanqian,buzhiyuesi。
chujia,conglaimeiyouwodefan。
zicongshiersuibeichujiaconggueryuanjiehuihou,tamenweiyijiguowodedongxi,shiyibiwubaidefuyangfei。
kedangwoxuyaoshenghuoshi,tamenquelengchaorefeng:
“xiaoshihoushifeiwu,zhangdalejiushifeiwu。chulan,nizheitiaogou,womenweibuqi。”
neizhihou,wozaiyemeixiangtamenkaiguokou,yebuganzaikaikou。
zheixienian,**shiyanshilideshuangshou、naozihuozhe。
weichengniandeshihou,wobeisongjinleyijiafeifadejiyinshiyanjigou,beiqiangpojinxinggaoweirentishiyan,shenzhibeibangzaishoushutaishangmuduzijitongleidesiwang。
shiyanfuzerenyongzhenguanweixiewo,yonglengzangjuchengfawo,bawobianchengleyigemeiyouganqingde“gongjuren”。
wunianqian,gushiyanzuoweiguojiashengwuanquanhuidediaochayuan,jiangwocongneizuorenjianlianyuzhongjiulechulai。
neiyitian,tawozhuwodeshou,yanshenchenlengqueduding:“chulan,nibushishiyancailiao。”
houlai,zaishenchashili,taweiwochulizhenkongshanghenshidishengshuodao:“nideyanli,youguang。”
neiyike,wohuanghuyiwei,tashiwodejiushu,shiwojuewangshengmingzhongdeyishushuguang。
yizhiyushiyinianqian,tahuanlezhongbing,wohaobuyouyudijiangzijidegusuiyizhijita。
gusuikeyizaisheng,kechousuizhihoudejutong,yijishenshangdebawufadangzuomeiyou。
danmeiguanxi,zhiyaonengjiuta......
kezuizhong,taqueqinshoujiangwosongjinjianyu,yuchujiarenyiqiwuxianwo,rangwotitamendingzui。
yiqie,douzaineiyikejieshule。
haiyoushiwutian,wojiukeyilikaizheili,buzaimianduizheixieren,buhuizaiyourenherennengshanghaiwole......
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jiexialaiderizi,womeitiandouzaijixiexingdexiwan。
zhidaomougewuhou,wowuyijianpiejiandianshixinwenlibofangdeyizehuamian。
pingmushang,gushiyanxizhuangbiting,erzhanzaitashenpangde,shiyishenchunbailifudechuyue。
tamenshouqianzheshou,jieshoulejizhedetiwen。
“guhuizhang,qingwenninhechuyue**dehunqiyijingdingxialema?”youjizhefawen。
gushiyanweiweiyixiao:“xiageyuechu,womenhuizaiyunchengjubandinghunyishi。”
zheijuhua,rutongyibajiandao,henhenciruwodexiongkou。
订婚?
wobuganxiangxinzijideerduo。
gujiayuchujiasulaijiaohao,woyugushiyanzixiaodinghun,zheijianshi,wulunshiquanneihaishiquanwai,douchuandefeifeiyangyang。
zhishihoulai,woshizongle。
chujiameiyoufangqixunzhaowo,shenzhihaidengbaofaqiguoxunrenqishi。
zhaodaowodeneitian,woyiwei,yiqiedouhuihuidaoyuanlaideguiji。
ranershishizhengming,neizhishiwoyixiangqingyuandehuanxiangbale。
dangwan,wohuidaochujia,biankandaoyijiarenzhengqidizuozaiketingli。
父亲最先开口:
“chulan,nihuilaile。guolaizuo,womenxuyaotantanchuyuedehunshi。”
tingdao“chuyue”zheigemingzi,wojiaobuyidun。
“yueyuedejingshenzhuangkuangzuijinbutaiwending,tazongqingxushikongrangwomenhendanyou。”gegemuguangluozaiwoshenshang,
“zhiyoushiyanpeizhetadeshihou,cainengshaoweipingjingxialai。suoyi,womenjuedingbahunyue**jita。”
**?
这两个字何其讽刺!
congxiaodaoda,chuyueyi“bingruo”weijiekou,congwozheiliqiangzoudedongxihaishaoma?
congfangjiandaoxueshuziyuan,zaidaowowushuciaoyegongkedekeyanchengguo......
wozongshixinruan,zongshituoxie,kehuanlaidequeshisiwujidandeboduo。
fuqinsihukanchulewodekangju,yuqizhongdaizheyidianquanwei:
“chulan,zheishiweiyinengbangyueyuedebanfale。niyinggainenglijiewomendekuxinba?”
“jirannimenyijingjuedingle,youhebiduociyijudiwenwodeyijian?”wolengxiaoyisheng。
shuowan,wozhuanshenzhunbeishanglou,quebeigegedangzhulequlu。
“chulan,nizenmekeyizheimezisi?”
he,zheidingmaozidaoshikoudehaoting。
jiuzaiqifenjiangchibuxiadeshihou,gushiyanhuranzouleguolai。
tawenshengkaikou:“lanlan,wozhidaozheijianshiduinibugongping,danqingnixiangxin,wocongweijuedenipeibushangwo。”
“zhishi......shijiweidaoeryi。dengyueyueandingxialai,womenzaitanhunshi,haoma?”
tashuodeyundanfengqing,youbuchongdao:“bijing,dangniantaweilejiuwo,bazijidegusuidoujuanjilewo......ninenglijietaduiwodefuchuba?”
shiwoqinzijiangzijidegusuiyizhijileta。
kerujin,zheifenenqingquechenglechuyuede?
woyaojinyaguan:“gushiyan,nixinbuxin,dangnianjiunideren,shiwo。”
xiayimiao,chumingjingmengranzhanqishen,shengyinlengli:
“chulan!weilezhengchong,nilianzheizhonghuanghuadoubiandechulai?”
争宠?
womeiyouzhengbian,zhishimomozhuanshenzouxianglezawujian。
guanshangmendeyishunjian,wozhongyuxiexialesuoyouweizhuang。
没关系,还有三天。
santianhou,luxiyalaoshijiuhuilaijiewozou。
jishiquanshijiedouqiworubixi,tayehuijiaoaodigaosusuoyouren:chulan,shitazuiyouxiudexuesheng。
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gegechuxianzailewogongzuodexiaofandian。
tazoujinlai,jiangyizhangkapaizaiwomianqiandezhuozishang。
“mimashichuyuedeshengri。”tadunledun,youbuchongdao,
“yeshinideshengri,nizonggaijideba。”
我没有伸手去接卡。
tajianzhuang,gancuijiangkazhijiesaijinlewodeshouzhong。
“niqubatuizhihao,yiqueyiguaide,chengshenmeyangzi?chuyuehunlineitian,niyaoshidiulechujiadelian,wokebuhuifangguoni。”
“chulan,jializheixienianduiniyebuboba?meigeyuedeshenghuofeidouanshidaguoqu,nihaifeiyaozhuangchuyifuqicandemoyangjibierenkan,youyisima?”
woyandishanguoyimolengyi,zhongyukaikou:
“shenghuofei?”wodeshengyinlengmo,
“ruguojializhendeduiwobubo,wozheixienianhuixianmingtaizhang,paoquheishizuofeifajiyinbianjiyanjiuma?”
chumingjingxianranmeiliaodaowohuizheiyangfanbo。
tadezuijiaoweiweiminqi,sihushiduiwodebuman。
“nizhenshibukeliyu。”tadishengmaleyiju,ranhouzhuanshenlikai。
chuyuehegushiyanhunlideqianxi,yezhengshiwojijiangqianwanglundundeqianxi。
yixiecengjingdetongshihepengyoutiyikaiyigexiaoxingjuhui,shuoshiweiwojianxing。
wobenxiangzhaogejiekoutuituo,quemeixiangdaotamenjingzhijiepaodaochujiadezhaidi。
“chulan,niyezaia?”renqunzhongyourenhuitoukanjianwo,yuqiwanwei。
tamenweizhechuyuehegushiyan,neiduijijiangchengweifuqide“xinren”。
“tingshuoniyiqiankeshigengushiyanguanxibucuoa,shibushizaojiuzhidaotahuichengweinidemeifu,xiangaohaoguanxile?”
zheihuayinlaiyizhenhongxiao,yourenqihong:
“duile,gangcaichuyueshuleyouxi,bururangtaqinyixiagushiyan,jidajiazhuzhuxing?”
womeiyouzuosheng,zhishilengyankanzhetamennaoteng。
“biekaiwanxiaole,”lingyigerentuozhangleweiyin,yuqilimanshidiaokan,
“renjiachulankeshikexuejiedeyikexingxingni,zheidiandisuderenao,renjiazenmekenengganxingqu?”
gushiyanwozhuchuyuedeshouwan:“haishisuanleba,zheiyangbuhao。”
“aiya,neijiurangxinrenqinyigeba!”yourentiyi,yinlaiyipianqihongsheng。
wopianguotou,buxiangzaikanxiaqu,wozhuanshenlikai,jiangzijiguanjinlezawujian。
jinguanwobamenguandeyanyanshishi,danneixiehuanshengxiaoyuyijiucongmenfenglizuanjinlai,ruzhenzhabanzaierbianyingrao。
“gushiyanhechuyuejianzhishitianzuozhihe!”
“nimenbuzhidaoba?weilejiugushiyan,chuyuehaijuanlegusuini!”
......
wodeshouzhizhouranshoujin,lenghanjintoulezhangxin。
juangusuijiurenderen,shiwo。
woqingxidijideneixienian,weilejiugushiyan,woqinzitangshangshoushutaidechangjing;
yejidemazuisanquhou,neizhongfangfobeiwanyikenshibandecitonggan。
kexianzai,zheixiejiyijingchengletamenzhijiansuoweide“ganrenjiban”。
yemujianjianjianglin,woquansuozaizawujiandexiaochuangpang,kanzheyuanchuyinyuezhanfangdeyanhua。
shoujipingmuhuranliangqi,shigushiyanfalaidexinxi。
“chulan,dangnianjiuwoderenshichuyue,danwoaiderenyongyuanshini。dengwo,haoma?”
wojiangshoujiguandiao,ranhousuishourengdaoyipang,zaimeiyouduokanyiyan。
mingtian,yiqiedouhuijieshu,erzheixieguowangyezhongjiangchenfengzaiwurenwenjindejiaoluo。
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wohuanshanglezijijinshengdezuitimiandeyitaoyifu——yijianshiyanshitongyifafangdebaidagua。
cike,wobuxiangzailuxiyajiaoshoumianqianxiandetaiguolangbei。
zhanzaijingziqian,wokanzhezijidedaoying,yanshenkongdong。
zouhuishuzhuoqian,wohuanhuannachuneibenchenjiuderijiben。
“2007nian12yue25ri。jintian,babamamajiewohuijiale!jialihaiyougegehemeimei,wozhongyubushiguerle!tamensonglewoyibenrijiben,wohuimeitiandouxierijide!”
“2008nian1yue3ri。jialimeiyouduoyudefangjian,yueyuefangxuehuilaimeidifangzhu,mamarangwobandaozawujian,bafangjianrangjita。yueyuezhenkeaiya,woyuanyirangtazhudafangjian。”
“2009nian3yue5ri。xuefeiyouyaojiaole,keshihanjiadagongdeqianlaobanbukenji。meibanfa,wozhinengqudixiashiyanshitirenpaotuile。”
zhidaozuihouyiye,neishi2013nian4yue,wobeipanxingqianyigeyue,shangmianzhiyouyijuhua:
“tamencongweiaiguowo。”
wobishangyanjing,zhangzhangdituchuyikouqi,xinzangxiangbeishenmedongxihenhenzuanzhu,huxidouxiandekunnan。
xujiu,wocaihuanhuanzhengkaiyan,naqibi,zaizheibenrijidezuihouxiexiazijidehua:
“2023nian1yue1ri。”
“bama,wozoule,nimenkeyidangwoshisile。”
“zhishiyougewenti,woshizhongbumingbai——ruguonimencongweiaiguowo,dangchuweihehaiyaodaiwohuiqu?”
“zhendehuiyoufumu,buaizijidehaizima?”
“guoqushinianli,nimenkecengyouguonapayishunjian,danxinguowodesihuo?”
“jiranmeiyou,neiweishenmeshengxiawo?”
bijianzaizhimianshangtingdunleyixia,mojiyunkaileyidian。
woshenxiyikouqi,nuliyaxiaxinzhongfanyongdeqingxu,jixuxiexiaqu:
“楚明镜,哥哥。”
“nijiwodeneizhangyinxingka,wocongweiyongguo,jiufangzairijipangbian。”
“huoxunizaoyiwangle,woyeshinidemeimei。”
“buguomeiguanxi,xianzaishenmedouwusuoweile。”
tingdunpiankehou,wozuihouluobijigushiyan:
“gushiyan,duibuqi。”
“woyijingdengbuqile,yewufayuanliangni。”
“jiuxiangnishiqisuishiduiwoshuode,ruguoyouyitianweilaidenishanghailewo,buyaoyuanliang,yinweineiyijingbushini,ershiqisuideniyebuhuiyuanliangzheiyangdeziji。”
“祝你幸福。”
xiewanzheixie,wojiangbigexia,jiangzaijianyulidetijianbaogaohezhaopianfangzaizhuoshang。
tijianbaogaoshangqingchudijiluzhewogangruyushicanquedeshenti,erzhaopianli,zeshiwofubuneizhengningshangba。
zuowanzheixie,wozhenghaojiedaoleluxiyajiaoshoudedianhua。
tashengyinjianjiemingkuai:“jipiaoyijingdinghaole,xuyaowolaijienima?”
woqingshengshuodao:“buyongle,wozijizou。”
guadiaodianhua,wolashangxinglixiang,zuihousaoshileyiyanzheigemanshishangtongheyayidedifang。
寒冬尽处,春芽生