混沌心理
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第一章
wodejiejiezaiyipianxixutaofashengzhongtiaolouzishale。
zhiyinweitatanlegelianai，quebeinanyoudeqingmeiwumieshixiaoyehua，bingbatadesimizhaodayinchulaiquanxiaofafang。
fuyangwomendelaolaoyincijuewangsashourenhuan，zhishengxiawogushenyiren。
zhananyangmingquezaibiyehouchengweilebenshizuiyoumingdexinlizixunshi，bingyushoufuqianjintanqilelianai。
erwozhudongchengweiletadezhulijianxiaoyehua，yushoufuqianjinyiqiangzhige，jiaodiadepazaitadehuaili。
「wobutumingfen，wozhiyaoni......」
要你死。
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jintianshishoufuqianjinheyangmingdedinghunyan，shenweitadezhuliwoquanchengpeiban。
dinghunyanxuanzailehuwai，kaifangshidepaiduimoshi。
zhidaoyangmingtichuyouxiezhongshuxiangyaoxiuxi，tajiwoshilegeyanshen，wozijuedenahaomaojinheyinpingenleshangqu。
dakaixiuxishimen，tazhengkaozaihaohuazuoyishangxiuxi，zuijiaogouqihudu「kannileile，zhaogejiekourangniyexiuxiyihui。」
「zhenshititieayanglaoshi。」wojiangshouzhongbingkafeididaotadechunbian，fengqingdefuxiashenzaitadeerpanliuxiawenredeqixi「jintiandeyanglaoshikezhenmiren。」
yangmingshixianluozaiwoyaoguodexiguanshang，yonglandetaimoukanxiangwo，shenshoulouguowodeyaozhi「jintiankeshiwodedinghunyan，nidanzijiuzheimeda？」
wokuazuozaitadetuishang，yifujiaodiademoyang，zhijianhuanmandecongtademeiyangouledaoxiaba，yuqizhongmanshitiaodou「zheibushigeng**ma？」
tadibuzhuyouhuo，wenshanglewodechun「linluoyin，nihaizhenshirenruqiminga。」
youruyizhongzhimingdedu，tazongshiwufajujuewodeyaoqing，wozongnengdaijitabieyangyubabunengde**。
jiuzaicishi，shoujizhendongdapoleaimeidefenwei，shisumurandalaide。
dianhuaneitoudeda**yuqiwenrou「zenmeyanglaaming，nixiuxideruhele？」
「haoduoleranran，wozheijiuquzhaoni。」
guaduandianhua，tadeshouzhangfuguowodequnbai，anweizhe「kexile，wanshanghaohaobuchangniba。」
shuoba，taqishenduizhejingzililelixifu，caquchunbiandehongyin。
haoyigefengdupianpiancaihuahengyideqingnian，haoyigenianqingyouweishiyeyouchengdeshenshi。
dangzhenshiequanpileyizhanghaorenpi。
pizherenleidewaiyi，piandejiejiechenlunxianru，guliwuyuan，zuihousangming。
woyinrenzhehenyikanzheta，taquezhijuedewoshinaopiqichicuweiqu。
「nixiangxiangyaoshenme，wowandianmaijini，guai，wodedinghunyan，buyaonao。」
wozhanzaitashenhou，jiangkoudaizhongdeluyinbidiaozhengdaoheshideweizhi，louzaitadejianbangshangbuyiburao「xiangyaoni。」
我想要你，杨铭。
woxiangyaonishenbaiminglie，siwuzangshenzhidi。
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dengwomenhuidaoyanhuixianchangshi，da**qinnidepaoguolaiwanzheyangmingdeshou，pengzhexianhua，xiangzhongrentouluchulingyigejingxi。
她怀孕了。
yangmingdezhicixiaoxishilengzaileyuandi，zhuanyanreleiyingkuang，danxiguidiqingwenzhetadexiaofu，qingniancaijunhewenroujiaoqi，huamianmeibushengshou。
wodetidezhanzaiyangmingdeshenhou，weixiaozheshishifachuzhufudegantan。
qijianbushaosumorandepengyoudatanwodexiaoxi，shenzhiyourendafangdenachushoujixiangyuwojiaohuanlianxifangshi。
huanzuoyibanrennengjiechudaofujiaqianjindeshejiaoquan，dingshiwenwendizhuazhujihui，kewoquezhishilimaodeyaoleyaotou「wozhishiyanglaoshidezhulieryi。」
woweiletajujueleyiqieqitajihui，zhanduanwushufuerdaitaohua，zhishimomodizaishenhoupeibanzheta，kanzheta。
kansifengqingyaoyedehongmeiguizhiyuntayirenzhaixia，huaxiangdoubuxupangrenwenyisi。
zheifanzhongquanyibandebiaoxianjidadimanzuletazhanyouyuhexurongxin。
wushudexishilinmen，rangtadeyiwangxing，zaijiashangsumoranyouleshenyun，tanengfaxiekuailederen，ziranshiwo。
dangyanhuijieshu，renqunsanjin，dixiachekuli，tabianhenhendibawoanzailechehouzuoshang，tongkuaideyunyuleyifan。
huabansanluo，taxinmanyizudelikai，erwoyemeiyouhuidaotajiwozhunbeidegongyu，ershihuidaolewoneijianbuderendehunandechuzuwu。
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dakaimenyiguzimeiweipumianerlai，woquanranwushi，jingzhizoudaolediannaoqian。
tadesicheyezaoyibeiwoanzhuangleqieting，wodiaoquchuwanshangdeluyin，jiediaolewoshuohuadebufen，zhiliuxialeyunyuzhishinanyifenbianshenfendechuanxi。
jinridijiwomingpianderenbushao，daduodoushisumorandehaoyou，wosuidangmianjujueletamendeshengqing，quejizhulemingpianshangdelianxidianhua。
wopingjiejiyi，zhunbeijiangzhenglihaodeluyinnimingfasongjitamendeshihou，dianjifasongdeshouqueweiweizhandou，chichiwufajueduan。
zheixienianlaiyangmingshenbiandenvrenbuduan，woyecengxiangguozhaodaoqitadezhengju，naihetaxiaoxinjinshencongbuliuhen，wozaitashenbianzheimejiu，meiyicidouzhishinengyinyuechajuedao，quezhuabuzhuzhengju。
jiejiedeshigubinglengdetangzaidixia，rujintaqueyaojiezhelingyigenvhaideshouyibudengtian，wozennengrongren。
wobenbuxiangtingerzouxian，naiherujinsumoranhuailehaizi，ruguozaituoxiaqujiugengnanjiejuele。
napabaolushenfen，napabeifaxianhoubeisujiamoqu，woyeyaozuzhitamenerrendehunyin，bayangminglaxialai。
wodexintiaorulei，haoburongyixiadingjuexinzhunbeifasongdeshihou，shenyezhonghuruqilaidedianhua**sipolejijing。
杨铭打来的。
wopingfuhaoyuqijietonghoudianhua，quededaoleyigegengjiazhenjingdexiaoxi，sumuranjizhenjinleyiyuan，yiwailiuchan。
wobujinjuedezhenjing，jiujingfashengleshenme。
yangmingzaisantianhouyouyichangbudebuchuxideyantaohui，tamingwoqianqutitazhaogusumoran。
ercishi，woshoudaolesumorandexiaoxi。
「youxieshiqingwoyijingzhidaole，jianyimianba，lin**。」
「santianhouwodesijihuiqujieni，qingbuyaolikaizheizuochengshi。」
zheishida**diyiciyongminglingdeyuqihewoshuohua。
sujiashouyantongtian，wonayoubenshitaoli，zhinengrenmingbeibaobiaodaishangleche，yizhikaidaoleshanzhongdeyidongbieshu。
cichujiweiyinbi，zhiyouzheiyitiaolukeyijinchu，meiyoutayunxu，wogenbentaobuchuzheili。
yanpiyizhizaizhandou，wobushimeiyouxiangguoshiqingbailuhouxuyaomianduishenme，wufeijiushiyisi。
wocongbuweijusiwang，kewowufamochutonghen。
wobukenjieshouzheiyangdejieju，wohaimeiyoubaneigeweijunziderenpihenhendisixialai，zennengjiuzheiyangjieshu。
zhidaowobeibaobiaoqiangxingzhuadaofangnei，taduanzuozaishafashang，yandisuiyoupibei，danyiranduanzhuangwenhe。
simuxiangduideshihou，tayanzhongshanguoyisidefennuhebeiliang，quehaishirangbaobiaofangkaishou，rangwozuoxia。
「wozhidaoleniheamingzhijiandeshiqing。」
「neigexiuxishiliyouzhongyaodezhubao，shiyoujiankongde，neitianhuijiahouzhubaozhaobudaole，wobenxiangkankanjiankong，queyiwaizhuangjianlenimen......jihuogongxin，woshiqulehaizi。」
takanzhewoshisiruguideshenqing，meiyoufennu，zhishijingjingdihelekouchashuodao「woyizhihenxinshangni，lin**，nishihenyouxiudenvxing，wocongmeixiangguonihuizuozheizhongpohuaibierenhunyindeshiqing，suoyiwoxiang......」
suoyiwoxiangnixiaoshi，xiangniqusi。
wocaitazhishilaijiwoxiafayigesiwangtongzhi，ranerjiexialaidehua，querangwolengzaileyuandi。
「woxiangni......shiyoushenmekuzhongma。」
chajishangbaizherecha，zhengxiangshanglvlvbaiwu。
tadeshanlianghejiaoyang，ganbuchusharenmiekoudeshiqing。
她又不是我。
tayizhishineigeyangguangwenroufuyoujiajiaodexiaogongzhu，bushiwozheizhongyingoulibaohanhenyideduchong。
tadeyanmouzhongyongyuanshengzheneijiandingdewenrou，mingliangdeyingzhewoshiduomedecankui。
「不算是苦衷。」
wowangzhetadeyanmou，neiliyouyizhongwoshuxideganjue。
jiuxiangshiwojiejieneiban，wenrou，shanliang。
「wokeyihenitanbai。」
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woyingpindeneitian，huanshanglemingyandehongqun，niezhejianlilaidaoyangmingdebangongshi。
「yangxiansheng，wozhendehenyouyoushi，wozhende，henxianggennizaiyiqi。」
woshuochulezijishiruhedefengkuangmilianta，zhengshuhehongqunyibingluozaiditanshang，woshunlidechengweiletadezhuli。
taqinnidefuguowodelianjia，luchuneizhongzhanyouhedeyidemuguang。
「nizhangdezhendehenfuhewodeshenmei。」tashoubeihuaguowodemeiyan「zhiqianyeyudaoguonizheimepiaoliangde，danshinibitagengyoufengqing，genghewoweikou。」
woyangzhuangjiaodia，cuweidebailebaishou。
qishiwobisheidouqingchu，shenzhibitazijidouqingchu，takouzhongde「ta」shishei。
那是我的姐姐。
wocengjingdemengxiangbushixinlixue，zheishiwojiejiedemengxiang。
tajiuxiangshiyiduojianrendexuelianyiban，buweifengshuang，bujuyanhan，chuncuijiebai。
tashuo，tazuidademengxiangshirangwohelaolaoguoshangwutuobangshideshenghuo。
buqiudafudagui，buqiumingshengxianhe，zhiqiuyichengdairen，rangwomennengchibaochuannuan，neixinfuzu，hejiahuanle，cishengzuyi。
jiejieshunlidekaoshangleadadexinlixi，meiniandouhuibajiangxuejinjihuijiazhongbutiewohenainaidejiayong，dingzhuwohaohaodushu，dengwogaokaowanjiubawohenainaijiedaodachengshilaizhu。
weilegenshangjiejiedebufa，wopinlemingdexuexi，zhixiangzhehejiejiekaotongyisuodaxue，peibanjiejiewanchengneifenlangmandewutuobangmengxiang。
ranerneiyiqie，suizhehongdeyisheng，quanbuposui。
姐姐她跳楼了。
yangmingdeqingmeizaoyaoshuojiejieshigegouyinrendelangdanghuo，jiejiedesimizhaomantianjieshi。
nanshengweileweihuxiaohuaguitianxueba，wuyibucaizhejiejiedezunyandasiwannong。
zhidaozuihou，youjigenanrenbajiejieduzailefangxuehoudechuwushi，zuojinleeshi。
kewozhidao，jiejiebushitamenkouzhongneiyangderen，tacengjingzaidianhuaneitoujiaoxiudexiaozhe，shuojiaowangleyigehenhaodenanpengyou。
tashuo，luoluo，yihoushouhuniderenduoleyigela。
neigerenqinshouhuilewodejiejie，huilewodejiating。
nianmaidelaolaojiedaofudaoyuandalaidedianhuashi，wozhengtangzaichuangshangkanzhejiejiefalaidedaxuexiaoyuandezhaopian，xiangzhejiejiesantianhoujiejiehuibuhuihuilaipeiwoguoshibasuideshengrishi，zhidaolaolaoshayabeicandeaihaoshengchuantoulewodeermo。
quwangashidelushang，woyizhidoumeiyourenhedeqingxu，meiyourenhedefanying，woxinzhongsihubolanbujing，lianyidiandianxiangkudeyuwangdoumeiyou。
wotarulejiejiedexiaoyuan，kandaoledishangbeijingjiexianweiqilaidezaoyiganhedexuewu，zhijuedezijidejiao，zenmeyenuobudongdifang。
neiyilushang，wozuoweiyigeganggangchengniandehaizi，quanchenglengjinglimao，qianzirenling。
zuihou，wowangzhehuozangchangtiaodongdexinghongshi，erbiansihuxiangqilejiejiedeshengyin。
「luoluo，jiejiehuiyizhipeizheni，kanzhenizhangdade。」
neiyishunjian，wozhijuedequanshendexueyeniliu，fangfowushudeshouhenhendiniezhewodexinzang，meiyichugugedouxiangshisuilieyibandetengtong，wotongkudeguidaozaidi，sangzizaiyekezhibuzhusihou，yanleiduokuangerchu。
neishirenzaijinglilejudachuangshangshideqingganfengbi，shiyizhongjiduandeziwobaohu。
erfanyingguolaihou，suoyoudetongkuqingkejianbaofa，qiushengbudeqiusibuneng。
wozaihuozangchangkuhaolexujiu，zhidaoyunjue，beigongzuorenyuanjiaolejiuhuchetaizou。
zaiyicixinglaideshihou，wodedaolexiaoxi，laolaochengshoubuzhudajixinzangbingfa，qushile。
zheishijian，liuwoyirenduhuo。
wutuobang，yongyuandoubuhuiyoule。
woduziyiren，beifuzheyijiadechouhen，fangqilezunyanheqinggao，gengminghuanxing，laidaoleemodeshenbian。
tashizhuanyenenglihenqiangdexinliyisheng，wodehenyihehuangyandagailvshitaobutuotaminruideganguan。
suoyiwo，duitabaifenbaidemeiyouhuangyan。
yijuhualiyouyidianjiahua，zheijuhuaqitadezhenshiyebufucunzai。
keruguozhibazhenxiangshuochulaiyiban，neijiushiwuyongzhiyidezhencheng。
congmingrenbuchengzhiweisahuang，jiuzhishitanluyibandezhenxin。
wozhishuo，woxiangyaota，xianghetazaiyiqi。
meirenzhidao，xiangyaotademing。
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sumoranshigeshanliangderen，neiyangchuncuiziyoudemuguang，huanghujianrangwoxiangdaojiejie。
tingdaowojiejiedemengxiangshi，yehuibuzijuedeluchuxiangwanghexinshangdeyanshen，buzhudidiantou。
zhidaozuihou，dezhijiejiesiwangdezhenxiang，zuidadefanyingbushizhenjing，ershixintong。
tachenmolexujiu，tanlekouqi「woxiangxinnishuodehua，lin**，zhishiwoxuyaoyixieshijianqujieshou。」
tashuozijizhendehenaiyangming，yishijianwufajieshouzijishenaidenanrenjingranshigeweijunziguizishou。
「woyizhixinfengshanlianghezhenchengcaishirenyurenzhijiandexiangchuzhidao，henijiejieneiyangwutuobangdexiangfabumouerhe。」tatanlekouqi，zichaodexiaolexiao「kewoshibushicuole，wobenyiweiwoshishijieshangzuixingfudenvhai，kerujinnigaosuwozheiyiqiedoushijiade。」
「nimeicuo。」wobuzhizijinengyishenmeyangdeshenfenyutajiaotan，suoxingzhijiangchuwoneixinzuizhenshidexiangfa「yudaolanrenbushiyinweinibuyouxiu，ershiyinweitataizuie。」
tawangzhewo，yandisihuyoushenmemiwuxiaosanle。
「woxuanzebawoquanbudemimishuojini。」wopingfuhaoqingxu，shenhuxiyikouqi「jiudaibiaowozuohaolesuoyoudezhunbei。」
「su**，pohuailenidehunyinshiwodecuo，woweicengxiangguohuihainiliuchanshiquhaizi，baoqian。」
taquehuranshaxiaoleqilai，xiaozhexiaozhejiukule，yanleizazaizhangxin。
guolehenjiu，tazhongyutingzhilekuqi，qishenzhanzaiwodemianqian，xiyangxixiajinhuangdeguangsanluozaitadeshenshang，shenlinyufeiniaoruhuayibanzhanxianzailuodichuangwai。
「kuguole，gaitaitoukanle。」
「lin**，xiexieniyuanyihewofenxiangnideguoqu，yuanyiduiworucizhencheng。」
taxiangwofachulehezuoyaoqing，yuanyibangwofuchou，gengshiweilezijijiejueyangmingzheige**。
「nibuhenwoma......」wokanzhetaneizhangcaquleihendemianpang，zhijuedeneixinshenchushineiyangdesuanse，shengyinyouxiezhandou「wogouyinlenidelaogong，haidasuanliyongnideshenfenfuchou。」
「bu，woyinggaiganxieni。」taxiaozhezouguolai，wenroudebaozhulewo「shinirangwobimianleyichangshibaidehunyin，shinirangwoyuanlileyigeemo，nicongweixiangguohaiwo，nishiwodeenren。」
wenroudenvshengchuanjinwodeerduoli，buzhibujuejianfupinglewotaiduodedongxi，rangwodeyanleizaiyezhibuzhudeliulexialai。
tabajianjiehaidetaliuchandenvrenchengweipengyou，tabahuiletalixiangzhonghunyindexiaoyehuachenghuweienren。
shibasuiyihou，wodemeiyibudouduxingyuyinanzhong。
zheishiwodiyici，youdanliangzhishiyangguang。
「henxinkuba，yihounibushiduziyirenle，wobangni。」
zheimeduonianwushugenanaoderiye，wushugegudusinianqinrendeshunjian，wodoumeiyoukuguo。
kecishicike，wozaichourenweihunqidehuaili，fangsitongku。
woyibianchouqi，yibiankailegewanxiao，shuo「womenyesuanshixianghuliyongba。」
taquedandanyixiao，hewoshuo，womenshi，xianghubangzhu。
jiexialaidelu，nifangxindadandewangqianzou。
yangmingneiyishenrenpi，womenyiqisixialai。