重生后没有复仇而是选择躺平摆烂
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kanzhewoneizhangchongmanle“zhencheng”he“chongbai”delian，lianshangdebiaoqing，congzuichudedeyi，manmanbiandekunhuo，
zuihou，shenzhiyouleyisiziwohuaiyi。tagaobudong。linyuzhei……zheishizhendeshale？
haishizaiyongyizhongtawufalijiedefangshi，laichaofengta？dantakanzhewoshouzhongneichendiandiandeupan，
kanzhewoneijiyushuaidiaozheige“tangshoushanyu”depoqieyangzi，zuizhong，tahaishixuanzexiangxin，
woshizhende……feile。tadexurongxinhehaoshengxin，zhanshenglelizhi。“heng，suannishixiang。
”jiangchengyibaduoguoupan，lenghengyisheng，daizhexiaanan，shenglizheyibandi，zhuanshenliqu。
kanzhetamenliqudebeiying，wolianshangdexiaorong，yufazhencheng。zaijianle，“fengxin-zi”。zaijianle，
woshangyishineiwushugebumiandeyewan。zheiyishi，
xuehehailianghouxuzijin、zaichuqiwanquankanbudaohuibao、shenzhihaihuiyinweidingweicuowuerlunweixiaobingde“jukeng”，
jiuyouwodehaotangdi，laiqinzitiyanyixiaba。zhiyuwo，zezaidiertian，jiuxiangrenshibutijiaolelizhishenqing。
liyoushi：hexinxiangmubeijiaojie，gerennenglibuzu，wufaweigongsichuangzaogengduojiazhi，ziyuanshenqinglizhi。
linguodongdabiyihui，likejiupile。tababudewozheige“zhengtong”deyanzhongding，ganjinconggongsixiaoshi。
tahaijiaxingxingdi，rangcaiwujiwojiesuanleyibipoweifenghoudeqiansanfei。yushi，zaijiangchengchouchumanzhidi，
zhunbeizai“fengxinzi”zheige“jukeng”lidazhanquanjiaodeshihou。wo，linyu，nazheyibibufeide“tuixiujin”，
chedigaobielezhichang，kaishilemianchaodahai，chunnuanhuakaide……tangpingbailanxinshenghuo。zheizhongkuaile，jiangchengta，
shibuhuidongde。4jiangchengjieshou“fengxinzi”xiangmuhou，likepobujidaidi，xiangyaoxiangzhenggegongsi，
youqishixiangwo，zhengmingtadenengli。tadadaokuofudi，jinxingleyixiliegaige。shouxian，
taquanpanfoudinglewozhiqianneigelvexianposudetuandui，
zhongxinzujianleyizhiyoutaqinxinzuchengde、haocheng“jingying”dequanxinxiangmuzu。xiaanan，yelisuodangrandi，
chengweilexiangmudeshichangzongjian。qici，tajiangwodecehuaan，rengjinlesuizhiji。ranhou，
wanquancainalewo“shanyi”tixingtadeneijige“guanjiandian”，jiang“fengxinzi”xiangmu，
chedidingweichengleyigemianxiang“chenggongnanshi”de、gaoduan、shangwu、qiejiyubianxiandeshejiaochanpin。
tashenzhizaixiangmuqidonghuishang，yiqifengfadixuanbu：“linyudeneigefangan，taixiaojiaziqi，
zhidingzheyiqunmeiqiandexuesheng。erwodemubiao，shixingchendahai！shineixiezhenzhengyouxiaofeinenglidegaojingzhirenqun！
womenyaozuode，bushishejiao，shiquanceng！”tajiangxiangmudejiemian，
shejichengletaziyiweishide“heijinshangwufeng”，tubiaoshuoda，zititangjin，chongmanleshanggeshijideshenmei。
tahaizairuanjianshangweikaifawanchengshi，
jiutiqianguihualecong“qingtong”dao“wangzhe”zaidao“dihuang”de、dengjisenyande、jiagebufeidehuiyuantixi。
zuizhimingdeshi，weile“jiangbenzengxiao”，tazhendetingconglewodejianyi，jianghexindejishukaifa，
waibaojileyijiabaojiazuidi、danyeneikoubeijichadexiaogongsi。wotingzhezheixiecongqiantongshineilichuanlaidexiaoxi，
zhengyigerenzuozaihaibiandekafeiguanli，youxiandihezhexiawucha。wochadianxiaochushenglai。shangyishi，
woweilejiaoyushichang、peiyangyonghuxiguan，zaixiangmuchuqi，tourulehailiangdezijinheziyuan，
yongmianfei、jianjie、youqudehexingongneng，caimianqiangjileilediyipizhongziyonghu。erjiangcheng，
tazheishixiangzhijiezaiyanjiandili，zhongchuyikenenglikejieguodeyaoqianshua。tabudong，shejiaochanpindegenben，
shi“ren”，shi“shequfenwei”。yidanzhanranshangtongchouweihedengjigan，
jiuzhihuixiyinlaiyiqunmudebuchunde“niuguisheshen”，zuizhongbianchengyigewurenwenjindelajichang。guoran，
buchuwosuoliao。sangeyuehou，“fengxinzi”app，zaijinglileyixiliejishunantiheyanqizhihou，zhongyu，
zaiyichangshengdade、haozibufeidefabuhuishang，qiangxingshangxianle。jieguo，kexiangerzhi。shangxiandiyitian，
fuwuqijiuyinweibukanzhongfu，bengkuilesanci。yonghuxiazaihou，
likejiubeineituhaojindejiemianhepumianerlaidechongzhiyindao，quantuilebaifenzhijiushi。shengxiadeyonghu，
yefaxianzheigesuoweide“gaoduanshejiao”，buguoshiyigechongmanlexujiaxinxihe“shazhupan”pianjudewenchuang。
yonghupingfen，duanyashixiadie，congzuichudeshuijunshuachude4.5fen，zhijiangdaolecanburendude1.2fen。
gedayingyongshangdiandepinglunqu，gengshicanburendu。“zheishishenmeshanggushidaidelajiruanjian？woyeyedouxiantu！
”“chixiangtainankanle！haimeikaishiyong，jiurangwochongyiwankuaidang‘dihuanghuiyuan’？xiangqianxiangfengleba？
”“jinggao！jinggao！limianquanshipianzi！wogangjinqu，jiuyoushige‘meinvqiyejia’jiawohaoyou，
shuoyaodaiwotouzixunihuobi！”“fengxinzi”xiangmu，chedichengleyigexiaohua。jiangchengtourudeshuqianwanzijin，
liangeshuihuadoumeikandao，jiudaleshuipiao。tazaidongshihuishang，beishushulinguodong，malegegouxuelintou。erta，
yezhongyuhouzhihoujuediyishidao，ziji……haoxiangbeilinyujikengle。tafennudi，
chongdaowode“feitaizi”gongwei（shide，wosuiranlizhile，danlinguo-dongweile“mianzi”，
haizaigongsijiwobaoliuzheweizhi，zhishiwocongbuqueryi），quefaxianzaoyirenquloukong。tadadianhuajiwo，
xiangzhiwenwo。wokanzheshoujishangtaneiqijibaihuaidemingzi，xianglexiang，haishijiele。“wei，tangdia，
zhaowoyoushima？”wodeshengyin，chongmanleyangguanghehuoli。“linyu！”jiangchengzaidianhuaneitou，jihushizaipaoxiao，
“nishibushiguyide？！nijiwodeneixiejianyi，doushicuode！”“aiya，zenmehuini？
”woyongyizhongjiqiwuguhejingyadeyuqishuo，“tangdi，huakebunengzheimeshuo。wodangchukeshizhenxinshiyidi，
xiangbawozhidaodedougaosunia。kenengshi……wodenengli，queshiyejiudaozheierle。nikan，
xingkuizheigexiangmujiaojinile，yaoshiwolaizuo，qibushikuidegengduo？”“zaishuole，zuoshengyima，youzhuanyoupei，
henzhengchangde。niyaowanghaochuxiang，zhishao，nishouhuolebaoguideshibaijingyan，duibudui？zheiyeshiyibicaifuma。
”“ni……ni……”jiangchengbeiwozheifan“tiexin”deanwei，qidebantianshuobuchuyijuhualai。“haole，
tangdi，bugenniduoliaole。”wokanlekanshoubiao，yuqiqingkuaidishuo，“woyuelepengyouchonglang，mashangyaochidaole。
nihaohaojiayou，wokanhaonie！baibai！”shuowan，**cuililuodi，gualedianhua。ranhou，jiangjiangchengdehaoma，
lajinleheimingdan。wofangxiashouji，naqichonglangban，yingzhejinsedexiyanghehailang，
benxiangleshuyuwode、ziyoukuailederensheng。erjiangcheng，zezaineijiancengjingshuyuwode、binglengdebangongshili，
qidehenhendi，jiangtaneitaizuixinkuandeshouji，zalegefensui。tasuoqidaide、jiangwocaizaijiaoxiadejudachenggong，
bianchengletazhiyeshengyazhong，diyige，yeshizuicantongdeyige“jukeng”。erzheigekeng，haishita，
xinggaocailiedi，zijitiaoxiaqude。5chedigaobiezhichanghou，wodeshenghuo，
jinruleyizhongqiansuoweiyoude、ningjingerfuzudezhuangtai。woyongneibiqiansanfei，jiashangfumuliuxiadeyixieyichan，
maileyitaomianchaodahaidexiaogongyu，youmaileyiliangxingnengbucuodeyueyeche。ranhou，
wokaishilewode“baofuxing”xiangshoushenghuo。wobuzaiguanxinshenmeshangyemoshi、shichangfengkou、jingzhengduishou。
wodeshijieli，zhishengxiafenghuaxueyue，hechaimiyouyan。wohualelianggeyuedeshijian，kaizheche，
zoubianleguoneisuoyouwoshangyishixiangqudanmeishijianqudedifang。wozaicangshanerhaibian，kanrichuriluo，
ganshouzhe“xiaguanfeng，shangguanhua，cangshanxue，erhaiyue”delangman。wozaiguchengdexiaojiuguanli，
tingzheminyaogeshouchangzheguanyuyuanfangheguniangdege，hedemingdingdazui，yijueshuidaotianliang。
wozaiyanyumenglongdejiangnanguzhen，chengzheyouzhisan，zouzaiqingshibanlushang，kanxiaoqiaoliushui，tingwunongruanyu。
wozaiyijiakaileshangbainiandelaochaguanli，heyiqunyouxiandedangdilaoren，hezhecha，tingzhepingdan，
dafadiaoyizhenggeyonglandexiawu。wozaiguangmaodexibeigebi，zhuizhuzheluori，ganshouzhe“damoguyanzhi，
zhangheluoriyuan”dezhuangliyucangliang。wozaixingkongxia，dianrangouhuo，dakoudichizhekaoquanyang，
dawandihezhemanaijiu，hereqingdedangdimumin，yiqizaigezaiwu。wojiangshangyishicuoguodesuoyoufengjing，
douyiyibulehuilai。woganjue，woneikezaoyibeichouhenhegongzuoyadeqianchuangbaikongdexin，
zhengzaibeizheixielvtuzhongdeshanchuanhuhai、renjianyanhuo，yidianyidiandi，wenroudizhiyu。lvxingjieshuhou，
wohuidaolewoneizuohaibinchengshidexiaogongyu，kaishiyanjiuqileshenghuobenshen。wobaoleyigepengrenban。
congzuijichudedaogonghehuohouxueqi。kanzheyikuaiputongdewuhuarou，zaiwodeshouzhong，jingguoazhi、bianchao、mandun，
zuizhongbianchengyipanxiangqisiyi、rukoujihuadehongshaorou，neizhongchuncuide、chongmanlechuangzaoxingdechengjiugan，
yuanbishangyishiqianxiajishiyidehetong，gengrangwogandaomanzu。wokaishiyanghua。congzuirongyihuodelvluoheduorou，
daoxuyaojingxinsihoudelanhuaheyueji。womeitianjitamenjiaoshui、shifei、shaitaiyang，
kanzhetamencongyilixiaoxiaodezhongzi，manmandi，shenggen，faya，zhangchuhuabao，zuizhong，zaiwodeyangtaishang，
xuanlandizhanfang。neizhongjianzhengshengmingchengzhangdexiyue，rangwoduizheigeshijie，zhongxinchongmanlejingwei。wokaishijianshen。
buzaishiweilezaijiujushangnengduohejibei，ershiweileyigejiankangdeshenti。wobanlejianshenka，qinglesijiao，
fengyuwuzu。woxiangshouzhemeiyiciyundonghou，dahanlinlidehanchang，ganshouzhezijideshenti，biandeyuelaiyueqingying，
yuelaiyuechongmanliliang。woshenzhi，haishouyangleyizhiliulangdejumao。tashiwozaiyigeyuye，
conglouxiadelajitongpangjianhuilaide。tahenshou，hendanxiao，danyouzheyishuangqingchede、huposedeyanjing。
wojitaqumingjiao“xianyu”，yinweitahewoyiyang，douxihuanlanyangyangdi，tangzaiyangguangxia，shenmeyebugan。
meitian，wozuohaofan，tajiuzaiwojiaobian，yongmaorongrongdenaodai，cengwodekutui，fachumanzude“hulu”sheng。
wotangzaiyaoyishangkanshu，tajiutiaodaowodexigaishang，quanchengyituan，anranrushui。zaizhaogutadeguochengzhong，
woneikezaoyibiandejianyingbinglengdexin，yebiandeyuelaiyuerouruan。wochedidi，huochengleyige……wusuoshishide，
kuailedefeichai。erguanyujiangchenghexiaanandexiaoxi，wozhishiouer，congyixiecaijingxinwendejiaoluo，
huozhetongxuequndebaguali，lingxingdikandaoyixie。tingshuo，“fengxinzi”xiangmu，
zaishaoguanglejinyigeyidezijinhou，zhongyu，beilinguodong，yi“zhanlvexingfangqi”demingyi，chediguantingle。
jiangchengyinci，zaigongsidediwei，yiluoqianzhang，congyigezhishouke-rede“huangtaisun”，
bianchengleyigerenrenbizhibujide“baijiazi”。tingshuo，xiaananyinweijiangchengdeshishi，hetadachaoleyijia。
takaishipinfandi，churugezhongmingliupaidui，shitujiejiaoxinde、gengyouquanshide“dashu”。duiyuzheixie，
wozhishidandandi，yixiaoerguo。zheiyiqie，douyuwowuguanle。tamenderensheng，shichenggong，haishishibai，
shixingfu，haishitongku，douzhishiwohexiawuchashi，yiduanwuzuqingzhongdetanzi。wocengjingyiwei，fuchou，
jiushiyaobatamenhenhendicaizaijiaoxia，rangtamenyiwusuoyou。xianzaiwocaimingbai，zhenzhengdefuchou，
shichedide、fazineixinde……wushi。shidangtamenhaizaineigechongmanlesuanjihezhengdoudenitanli，
zhengzhachenfushi。wo，zaoyishangan，zouxiangleshuyuwode，haikuotiankong。6wode“tuixiu”shenghuo，
zaidisangeyue，yinglaileyigexiaoxiaodeyiwai。qiyinshiwodemao，“xianyu”。zheijiahuo，
zaibeiwoweidebiaofeitizhuangzhihou，danziyeyuelaiyueda，kaishibumanzuyuzhizaiwodexiaogongyulihuodong。
taxuehuilezijikaichuanghu，liudaowaimianqu“xunshilingdi”。yitianxiawu，wowushuixinglai，
faxian“xianyu”bujianle。wozhaobianlezhenggegongyu，doumeiyoutadezongying。woyouxiezheji，ganjinxialouquzhao。
jiuzaiwokuaiyaobazhenggexiaoqudoufanguolaideshihou，wotingdaolegebineidongbieshudeyuanzili，
chuanlaileyizhenshuxide、youqiwulide“miaowu”sheng。wocouguoquyikan，dunshikuxiaobude。
zhijianwode“xianyu”，zhengbeikunzaiyuanzilineikegaodadexiangzhangshushang，shangbuqu，yexiabulai，
zhengkelianbabadi，chongzhewojiaohuan。ershuxia，yigechuanzhebaiselianyiqundenvren，zhengyangzhetou，
shoulinazheyigenxiaoyugan，yilianwunaidi，shituyinyoutaxialai。“xiaomaomi，kuaixialaiya，biepa，
wobuhuishanghainide……”nvrendeshengyin，henwenrou，henhaoting。yangguangtouguoshuyedefengxi，sazaitadeshenshang，
jitadushangleyicengrouhedejinbian。tadecelian，henanjing，henhaokan。wokandeyouxiechushen。
“neige……buhaoyisi，”wohuiguoshenlai，youxiegangadikaikou，“zheishiwodemao。
”nvrenwenshengzhuanguotoulai。wozheicaikanqingtadelian。tazhangdehenqingxiu，bushineizhongrangrenjingyandemei，
danmeiyanjian，daizheyizhongzhixingde、wenwandeqizhi，rangrenkanzhe，henshufu。“a，yuanlainishitadezhuren。
”nvrenxiaolexiao，zhizheshushangde“xianyu”，“tagangcaixiangzhuashushangdeniao，jieguobazijikunzhule。
wopatashuaixialai，yijingzaizheilipeiletakuaibangexiaoshile。”“zhenshitaixiexienile。yejinitianmafanle。
”wolianmangdaoqian。“meishi，tahenkeai。”nvrenshuozhe，youhuanglehuangshoulideyugan，“jiushidanzitaixiaole，
zenmedoubukenxialai。”wokanzheshushangneigesongdeyipidejiahuo，tanlekouqi，shuo：“wolaiba。
”wohoutuijibu，yigezhupao，shoujiaobingyongdi，sanliangxiajiupashangleshu。dongzuolisuode，
lianwozijidouyouxiejingya。kenengshizuijinjianshendechengguo。woqingsongdijiang“xianyu”baozaihuaili，ranhou，
wenwendi，congshushangtiaolexialai。“xianyu”zaiwohuaili，xinyouyujidi“miaomiao”jiaozhe，haiyongtou，
shijingdicengwodexiaba，xiangshizaisajiao。“haole，nizheigerehuojing。”wopailepaitade**。
“ni……shenshouzhenhao。”pangbiandenvren，kanzhewo，youxiejingyadishuo。“haixingba，yiqianlianguo。
”woxiaolexiao。shangyishi，weilefangshen，woqueshiqingguozhuanyedejiaolian，xueguoyiduanshijiandege-douhepanpa。
meixiangdao，zheiyishi，jingranyongzailepashujiumaoshang。“wojiaolinyu，jiuzhugebi。”wozhudongziwojieshaodao。
“wojiaosuqingxu。”nvrenyeweixiaozheshenchushou，“shigexinliyisheng。gangbanlaibujiu，yihou，
womenjiushilinjule。”suqingxu。zheigemingzi，rangwodexinzang，meilaiyoudi，loutiaoleyipai。woturanxiangqi，
shangyishi，zaiwoyinweijingshenyaliguoda，jijinbengkuideshihou。wodeyigezhangbei，
cengjingjiwojieshaoguoyiweifeichanglihaidexinliyisheng。jushuo，tafeichangshanzhangchulichuangshanghouyingjizhangai。zhishi，
shangyishidewo，manxindoushichouhen，genbenbuxiangxinshenmexinlizhiliao，bianjujuele。neiweiyishengdemingzi，
haoxiang……jiujiaosuqingxu。zhei，shiqiaohema？“linxiansheng？”suqingxujianwobantianbushuohua，zhishidingzhetakan，
youxieyihuodi，jiaolewoyisheng。“a，buhaoyisi。”wohuiguoshenlai，yanshizhuzijideshitai，
hetawolewoshou，“hengaoxingrenshini，suyisheng。”tadeshou，henruan，yehenwennuan。weileganxieta，
woyaoqingtalaiwodegongyu，hebeikafei。taxinrantongyile。womenzuozaiyangtaideyaoyishang，chuizhehaifeng，
liaozhetian。“xianyu”zetangzaitadexigaishang，fachulemanzudehulusheng。womenliaolehenduo。liaolvxing，
liaomeishi，liaoshuji，liaodianying。wojingyadifaxian，tajingranhewoyiyang，
douxihuankanneixielengmende、guanyulishihezhexuedejilupian。tayebushigezhidonglilundeyisheng。tahenfengqu，
henyoujiandi。tanengcongyibeikafeidekougan，liaodaonanmeizhoudezhongzhiyuanjingji。yenengcongwodezhuangxiufengge，
liaodaobaohaosiduixiandaizhuyishejideyingxiang。hetaliaotian，shiyizhongxiangshou。woganjue，
woneikezaoyiyinweizhongshengerbiandeyouxiecangsangde、ziyiweikantouleyiqiedelinghun，zaitamianqian，
zhongxinbiande……xianhuoleqilai。linzoushi，suqingxukanzhewoneimanmanyishujiadeshu，
hewoqinshouzuode、zaoxingyouxieqitedefancai，ruoyousuosidi，duiwoshuoleyiju：“linxiansheng，nikanqilai，
xiangyige……shentili，zhuzheyigecanglaolinghundenianqingren。”wodexin，mengdiyizhan。ta……kanchuleshenme？
“shima？”woxiaolexiao，budongshengsedishuo，“keneng，shiwokandexianshutaiduoleba。”“huoxuba。
”suqingxuyexiaole，taneishuangqingchedeyanjing，fangfonengkantourenxin，“buguo，youqudelinghun，
zongshibihaokandepinang，gengrangrenzhemi。linxiansheng，nishiyige……feichangyouquderen。”“hengaoxing，
nengchengweinidelinju。”songzousuqingxuhou，woyigeren，zaiyangtaishang，zuolehenjiu。wokanzhetianbiandewanxia，
diyici，kaishirenzhendi，sikaoyigewenti。wozhongshenghuilai，xuanzetangpingbailan，
shiweiletaobishangyishidetongku。keshi，taobi，zhendeshiwoxiangyaode，zuizhongdejiejuma？woxiangyaode，