他深爱的不是我
《他深爱的不是我》 小说介绍
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第1章1
lianaidiwunian，guonianwodainanyoujihanzhoujianjiazhang。
jiayanshang，qinqimenduizheiweicengjingdegaokaozhuangyuanzanbujuekou。
kedanshendebiaojiequeturanyunfantuleqilai。
yimajuedediulelian，yangqibazhangjiuyaoshanta。
“niyeshimingxiaobiyesheng，zenmejiubumingbubaihuailebierendeyezhong？”
biaojiebushuohua，zhishiyiweidiku。
jihanzhouturanshangqiandangzhuleyimadeshou：“biehezhetale，haizishiwode。”
tahuzhebiaojiezaiqinqimendejingyazhongjueranliqu。
kandoumeiyouduokanwoyiyan。
……
yanhuitingli，yourenzaiku，yourenzaima。
我的脑子一片空白。
jifenzhongqian，jihanzhouhaiqianzhewodeshouhezhangbeimenjingjiu。
qinqimendouzaikuatanianqingyouweihaiqianxudongshi。
xianzaitaquezaizhongrendemuguangzhonglazhebiaojiesongqingyuanzoule。
liuxiawoyigerenmianduizheigelantanzi。
“wojiushuozanmenlannifubushangqiangdeweiweizenmekenengzhaodaozheimehaodenanyou，jianzhishigexiaohua。”
“suoyiweiweishiqiangleqingyuandenanyouma？qingyuandouhuaiyunle，tazenmenengzheiyang？”
“jihanzhouhexiaoyuandoushidingjianxuexiaodegaocaisheng，dequegengbanpei。”
congxiaodajiajiupianxinchengjihao、jiashihaodebiaojiesongqingyuan。
jintianzheichangmian，ziranbuhuiyourenshuoyijuxiangzhewodehua。
“weiwei，zhei......daodishizenmehuishiya？”
womabinglengdeshouxuxudiwozhewodeshouwan。
wozhengzhenghuiguotou，quepiejianwobalianzidegenzhuganside。
“dong”deyisheng，wobadiezuozaiyizishang。
“爸，你怎么了？”
zhongyu，tadetimianbukanzhongfu，zaizhongrenmianqianbeisidexilan。
congjijiucheshangdaoyiyuan，womawozhewodeshouyizhiku。
woquemeiganliuyidiyanlei，paoqianpaohoubanligezhongshouxu。
zhidaobabachuleqiangjiushibeituihuibingfang，wocaihuanguoshenlai。
shoujilizhiyoujitiaoyinxingfalaidekoukuanduanxin。
meiyoujihanzhoudezhiyanpianyu。
woshenxilekouqi，quyaofangnayao。
buliaoquezhuangjianlejihanzhouheyiweiyishengzailiaotian。
“xingani，laotongxue，meixiangdaonishixianshangchehoubupiaoderen。”
jihanzhoukanzheyuanchuyouxiechushen，“haizibushiwode，wozhishibuyuanyitabeirenyilun。”
“neinizheimejinzhang，dawanshangdedaisongqingyuanlaiantai？wojide，nibushigenqingyuandebiaomeidoutanhunlunjialema？”
jihanzhouqingqingngleyisheng。
“neinizheidaguoniandepeizhesongqingyuan，bupanvpengyounaoa？”
“qingyuanmeishiwocainengfangxin，fanzhengwodouyaogenjiangweijiehunle，zhenggehoubanshengdouhuiyonglaipeita，buchazheiyiwanshang。”
yishengtanlekouqiyaoleyaotou，“meixiangdaodangniandedaxuebajingshigechiqingzhong，niduiqingyuanzheimehaotalingqingma？”
“buyongtalingqing，zhiyaotaguodehaojiuxing。nengchengweitadejiaren，jinjulidezhaoguta，woyijinghenmanzule。”
wohuangranjiqibiaojiediyicijieshaojihanzhouheworenshi。
neishijihanzhouyijinggaozhongbiyejinianle，laoshimenquehaiainatazheigegaokaozhuangyuanlaijilidajia。
songqingyuanxiaozhebawotuidaojihanzhoumianqian。
“wobiaomei，jiangwei，nidexiaomimeiyige。”
wozhiguzhelianhong，meizhuyidaohoulaitashuohuashimuguangconglaidoumeilikaiguosongqingyuan。
neicijianmianmeiduojiu，jihanzhoujiugenwobiaobaile。
woyiweiwomendeganqingshiyuyijianzhongqing。
meixiangdao，tazhishihuanlegefangshishouhuwodebiaojie。
“hanzhou。”songqingyuanchuanzheyishenbinghaofuliansecanbai。
jihanzhoulijiyingleshangqu，roushengzebeidao：“nizenmepaochulaile？waimianzheimeleng。”
“niyizhibuhuilai，woyoudianhaipa。”
jihanzhoulijituoxialewaitaoguozhuleta，“zouba，huiquba，biezheliangle，guaiguaipeihejiancha，mingtianjianchazhibiaodouhegejiukeyichuyuanle。”
songqingyuanyiweizaitahuaili，xiangjileyiduienaideqinglv。
wokongzhibuzhuzhandoudeshengyin：“jihanzhou！”
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jihanzhouhuitoukandaowoshi，lianshangdewenqingyisaoerguang。
takuaibushangqianlanzhulewo，“qingyuanxuyaoxiuxi，nibuyaozhaotamafan，wohuitougennijieshi。”
tajingyiweiwolaiyiyuanshilaizhaosongqingyuanmafande。
“jieshi？nihaiyoushenmehaojieshide，wobadou......”
“nibienao！”jihanzhouturanmeilenaixing，“nijiejintianshoule**，taixianghenbuwending，nijiufeiyaogendaoyiyuanlainaoma？dongdianshiba。”
“hanzhou。”songqingyuanxuruodeshengyinxiangqi。
“nibieduiweiweifahuo，youdiannaixingentajieshiqingchuhaobuhao？wanshangwomenjiuneimezoule，takendingyiduziweiqu。”
songqingyuandehuashunjianlvshunlejihanzhoudepiqi。
“gaitianwohuigennijieshiqingchu，shiqingbushixiangnixiangdeneiyang，nifangxin，wohaishihuigennijiehunde，nixianhuiquba。”
yuanlaiduiwowenroutitie，zhixuyaosongqingyuanyijuhua。
可笑。
womeiyoushuohua，zhuanshenlikai。
yeliwozaibingfangshouzhewoba。
jihanzhoufalailexiaoxijieshiwanshangdeshi。
【weiwei，nifangxin，haizibushiwode。nijieyudaoleyigezhanan，wobunengrangtachengshouneixiefeiyi。】
【ruguorangnishouweiqule，woxiangnidaoqian，wohuibuchangni。】
【dengzheijianshiguoqule，womenjiuqulingzheng，quyidalidumiyue，huijingshiwohuibagongsi1%degufenjini。】
woguandiaolexiaoxi，zhijuedekexiao。
zaitayanli，yijujiehundechengnuojiukeyifupingyiqie。
tashebuderangsongqingyuanchengshoudefeiyi，zuihoudouluozailewoshenshang。
rujinbababeiqidaoxingengtangjinleyiyuan，daoqian、buchangyouyoushenmeyong？
“weiwei......”
baxingleguolai，zhenggerenfangfolaolehaojisui。
woguizaitadebingchuangbian，jinjinwozhuletadeshou。
“nimenhaishisuanleba。”
tingdaozheihua，woxinlihenhentengleyixia。
babacongqiangjiushizouyizao，xinglaihaizaidanxinwoyurenbushu。
“ng，ba，tingnide，nibiedanxinwole。”
diertian，womadaoyiyuan，yimajiudalailedianhua。
mamalianmangchulebingfangjiedianhua，wobiangenzhedaolezhuyuanbudating。
“hanzhouzheihaizizhenshide，jizanmenzheimedagejingxi，yizaojiulinleyixiangmaotailaijiali。”
“ermeinizhiqianbushijiweiweidunlehaoxieyanwobushentima？yaobuxianjiwonadian？qingyuanxianzaishenzitaixule。fanzhengweiweiyeyongbushang，duiba？”
yankanzhewomayanjiaoyihong，yanleijiuyaowangwaiyong。
woganjinqiangguodianhuashuodao：“yima，yunfudiaolikedechihaodian，woyouyigepengyouzaiyinni，ta**deyanwotebiehao，woyihuierfajini。”
“ei，nizheihaizizenmezheimexiaoqi？”
yimahuameishuowanwojiugualedianhua。
“zheibushiqifurenma？tajiaqingyuanqiangleninanpengyou，hairangwosongyanwoguoqu？”
jianwomaqidelianshabai，woganjinlouzhuletadejianbang。
“bushengqi，bushengqi，bushibierenqiangzoude，shiwobuyaotale。”
huayingangluo，wojiuduishanglejihanzhouqinglengdemouzi。
talinzhedabaoxiaobaodedongxigangjinledatingdemen。
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maxiaoshengwenwo：“tazenmelaile？nirangtazou，nibabuxiangjiantade。”
jihanzhousaolewoliangyiyan，yuqimanshibuyue。
“jiangwei，nizenmebanimajiaolaile？qingyuanxuyaoxiuxi，nimenbielaidaraota。”
jihanzhoushoulilinzhehaojiheyanwo、ajiaoheyunfunaifen。
wolijifanyingleguolai，tagenbenbushilaikanwangwobade，ershiganzheguolaizhaogusongqingyuande。
wofuzhemazhandoudejianshuodao：“buyongdanxin，womenbushilaizhaoqingyuande。”
jianwozhuanshenyaozou，jihanzhouturanwendao：“ganggangnishuobuyaosheile？”
dangzhewomademian，woshizaibuxianggentachaojia。
yushisuikouchelegehuang：“xiaogou。womakanshanglezhixiaogou，wopayangbushu，buyaole。”
jihanzhouzhoulexiamei，jiuxiangmeitingdongwozaiyinyangta。
“zaodiansongayihuijiaba。”
mamadanxinwodezhuangkuang，rangwohuijiahaohaoshuiyijue。
kewoquewozhebeiziliguishishenchadiankailesongqingyuandepengyouquan。
tafaleyizhangyuezizhongxinhetongdezhaopian，hetongpangbianhaibaizheyishubaimeigui。
【huangluan、wuzhu，zaizheiyikedoubeinizhongjie，younizaiwohaiyoushenmehaohaipa？】
neijiayuezizhongxinwohaishizaiyulexinwenlijiandaode，zhiqiandayingxingzaineizuoyuezihualejishiwan。
jihanzhouguoranshihenshangxinle。
wohualeyixiashoujipingmu，pinglunlidoushiqinqihaoyoumendezhufu。
zuidixiashijihanzhoudepinglun：【woyongyuandouzai。】
taconglaimeiyoujiguowozheizhongchengnuo。
youyiciworanshangliuganfashaodaole40du，mimihuhujichuchadejihanzhoudalegedianhua。
jigexiaoshihou，tajiuchengzuijinyibanfeijiganhuilai，songwoquleyiyuan。
tuishaohoutamanlianbuyuezebeiwomeiyouhaohaozhaoguziji。
tashuo：“zheimedagerenle，zongdexuehuizhaoguzijiba，woyoubushiyongyuanzainishenbian。”
dangshiwoyiweitashixintengwocaiguyineimeshuo。
xianzaiwocaimingbai，tabuguoshishuolejushihua。
tadechengnuojilebiereneryi。
wodianlegezan，huifuleyiju【gongxi】，tuichulepengyouquan。
jihanzhoudexiaoxijiumashangdanlechulai。
【biezaizheiyinyangguaiqi，ganjinshandiao！wozuotiandouchengnuoguoni，qingyuanshengwanhaiziwomenjiujiehun，nidaodizainaoshenme？】
wosuishouguandiaolexiaoximeiyoulita。
jinjiezhesongqingyuandedianhuajiudaleguolai。
“weiwei，nengkandaonishuogongxiwozhendehenkaixin，woyiweiniyaoguohenjiucaihuiyuanliangwomen。”
“hanzhouzuijinqiaocuilebushao，youyaozhaoguwo，youyaodanxinni，wokanzhedouxinteng，niyaoduotiliangta。”
wokuxiaoleyisheng，wodenanyouweitaxinlao，daotoulaihaishiwobutiliang。
“buhaoyisi，tiliangbuleyidian。”
“ai，”songqingyuanqingtanlekouqi，“guaiwo，douguaiwo，dangchuyaoshiwobubahanzhoujieshaojinijiuhaole，jintianhaizitabayebuhuizheimeweinan。”
songqingyuanyuqiyizhuan，daizhejifenxiao。
“qishidangchuwoyetingyiwaihanzhouhuikanshangni，bijingnimenbushitongyileiren。”
woyinyuetingdaoyourenwenlejuzaihesheidadianhua。
dianhuajiubeicongmangguaduanle。
haizitaba？songqingyuanguanjihanzhoujiaohaizitaba？
我的脑子一片混乱。
季寒舟骗了我。
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babachuyuanhou，woduzihuidaolejingshi。
chenjihanzhoumeihuilai，woquletangwohetazaijingshidejia，dabaolezijideyifubanhuixuexiaozhu。
zhidaojitianhou，jihanzhoufaxianwodedongxidoubanzoule，tacaidalegedianhuaguolai。
“chuxile，douganyishengbuhanglijiachuzoule。”
“那不是我的家。”
tingwoyuqilengdan，jihanzhoushituhuanhefenwei。
“weiwei，biegenwonaolehaoma？woganghuilai，wanfandoumeichi，huilaijiwozhuwanmianba。”
jihanzhoupingchanggongzuobuguilv，jingchangbanyedaojiahaimeichiwanfan。
houlailuoxialeweibing，wojiuzongaoyedengtahuijia。
bulunduowandaojia，zongyouyiwanretengtengdemiandengzheta。
“neibushiwodejiale。”
jihanzhouchenmolejimiao，“nijiubunengxiangnijieyiyangpiqiwenheyidianma？”
wokuxiaolexia，guaduanledianhua，wozhishigetidaipin，zenmenenggenwojiebi？
guolejitian，tulaoshiturandalaidianhua，shuonianqiantatuijianwoliuyuandanrenfudaoyuandeshiqingchuledianwenti。
“yebuzhidaosheijiyuanlingdaofalenimingyoujian，jubaonipinxingbuduanzheng，bushihedanrenfudaoyuan。”
wenlebantian，tulaoshicaizhizhiwuwushuodao：“xinlishuonijiejiedouhuaiyunle，nihaigouyinnijiefu，jiangweia，laoshibushibuxiangxinniderenpin，pianpianganzaijiezhiriqichuzheimegeyoujian，nishibushidezuishenmerenle？”
tingdaozheihua，woxindouliangle。
songqingyuanqueshihuaiyunle，jihanzhoukendingyebuhuiweiwozhengmingtashiwodenanyou。
rujinsanbenyuanxiaobiyeshengzhaogongzuoburongyi，weilezhengquzheigeliuxiaominge，wobachengjishuadaolezhuanyediyi，zaiyuanlibanglaoshiganlebushaohuoer。
rujinyinweiyifengjubaoxinjiudiulejihui，wobuganxin。
wogentulaoshishanglianglebantian，tajianyiwobaliniansuoyoudechengguojiangxiangzhenglizhengli，jintianganjinzaibuyifencailiaojiaojiyuanli。
wohuojihuoliaoganqujihanzhoujiaquluozaitaneideneixiehuojiangzhengshu。
kewodezhiwenqueshuabujiamenle，lianmimayebianle。
wojijihanzhoudadianhua，yiliandaleshijigedianhuadoumeiyourenjie。
bangexiaoshihou，tacaihuilegedianhua。
“jihanzhou，nengbunengmafannihuitangjia？baxinmimagaosuwoyexing。wocailiaoluozaijialile，jintianjiaobushangliuxiaodeshiqingkenenghuishouyingxiang。”
“weiweinihuijiale？dengwo，womashanghui。”
kejihanzhouqueyizhimeiyouhuijia。
tulaoshicuilewohaojici，zuihouwunaidigaosuwoxitongyijiezhi，laoshimendouxiabanle，tabangbulewole。
wodaizuozaijihanzhoujiamenkou，zhidaotianheitoule，tayemeihuilai。
wanshangshidianduojihanzhouzhongyuhuiledianhua。
说话的却是宋青沅。
“jiangwei，youshima？hanzhoutazaixizao。”
woxinliyizhui，lenglejimiaocaichuanguoqilai。
“没事了。”
woandiaodianhua，laheilejihanzhou，yongkouhongzaijihanzhoudejiamenshangxiexialeliuyan。
【再见，渣男！】