《昨日荒芜》 小说介绍
jiangqingtanglujingchengshiyiweishenhuaijuejidenianqingjianke,tazaixiaolangdexiaoshuo《zuorihuangwu》zhong,tashangleyiduanyifuchouweimubiaodejingxianzhilv。beibeipanhejiazuxuechousuoqushi,jiangqingtanglujingchengbuduanmianduiqiangdadedirenhemishideziwo。zheibuyanqingxiaoshuodaiyounonghoudewuxiafengge,qingjiekourenxinxian,jieshichurenxingdefuzaheliliangdejiaoliang,songyueruanjiexialaidejinggaohaiyouweixie,wojihuquandoumeitingjian。wofanweidizhixiangtu,exin,jianzhitaiexinle!zuizhongwohaishimeiguanta,jitalingkaileyijianfangba……bijiangrangduzhechenjinqizhong,huiweiwuqiong。
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helujingchenglianaizhangpaoshinian,wobenyiweiwomenzhongyuyaoburuhunyindediantang。
ketayituozaituo,shenzhilianwoqinshoushejidezuanjiedoubukendaizaishoushang。
wochajuedaotasihubianxinle。
tabuzaimeiwanqinmidilouzhewoshuijue,ershichangyigongzuoweijiekouliusugongsi。
yebuzaihewojiaoliu,zaijiademeiwandouzaiyangtaibuzhihesheidadianhuaxiaodekaixin。
houlaiwowuyijianzhuangpoletahemishufanyunfuyu,tingdaotayongzuikebobinglengdeyujufengciwo。
tashuo:“nianjidale,pifujiuhuisongchi。neigelaonvrennabideshangninianqingpiaoliang,genghuitaorenhuanxin。”
jirantabuxiangjiehun,neiwojiuchengquanta!
kezaiwoshiwanglikaihou,taquefalefengmanshijiedezhaowo!
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jinianri,woyudinglewomenchangqudeneijiacanting,mailedangaoqingzhushunbianxianghelujingchengshangtanjianghunlitishangricheng。
ketamingxianxinbuzaiyan,rutongjiaolabanjujiaoshiwu,yanjingshibushikanxiangshouji。
tademeitoushizhongjinzhou,xinxubuning。
woyiweishifancaibuhetaweikou,kewodiandemingmingdoushitapingchangaichide。
“怎么了?”我问。
lujingchengyinzhelian,bunaifanfangxiakuaizi,zhizewo:
“xiacibuyaozongrangwopeinizaiwaimianchifan,wozuijinhenmang。”
“kewomenhenjiumeizaiyiqichifanlea。erqie......jintianshiwomenlianaishizhounianjinianri。”
woyouxieshangxin,tawanglewomenzhongyaoderizi。
xushiyishidaozijidetaidulengmo,lujingchenglianmanggaikou,“duibuqibaobao。”
“zuijingongsishiwutaiduole,youyaojingchangjiaban,wohenlei。baobaoshiwobuhao,wobugaiduinifapiqide。”
lujingchengwozhewodeshouqingqingmosuozhe。
wohoulongfasuan,yijuhuayeshuobuchulai。
zheimeduonianwozaojiuduitalejietouche,tazaisahuang。
我直勾勾地盯着他。
shixianzhuanyidaotagujiefenmingdeshoushang,wumingzhishanghailiuyouqingxidejiehen。
dangchushoudaojiezhishitagaoxingdibawobaoqizhuanquanshuozijishizuixingfudenanren,kexianzaitazhaixiale,wulunwoshisajiaohaishishengqitazaiyebukendaishangle。
liantonghunlideshiqing,tadouduiwobikoubutan,yituozaituo。
wogangxiangkaikouyaojieshi,tadedianhualingjiujicuxiangqi。
lujingchengmengdichoushoudafanleyipangdehongjiubei,bolisuipianjiandaowodetuishangliuxiahuahenshenchuxue,hongjiushunzhediluozaiwojiebaideduanqunshang。
tabanfenyanshenmeiyoushishewo,naqishoujilimajietong。
wojingjingdikanzheta,tadeshenseyidiandiananle,qingjinbaoqi,huanghujianwotingdaonvshengchouqideshengyin:“chenggenikuailaijiuwo......wojikehusonghetong......tamen…tamenxianzaiburangwozoule。wohaohaipa......”
meiyouyouyu,lujingchengmengdichoushen,“cila——”,yiziyudibanzhijianfachucierdeshengyin,sipolejijingdekongqi。
yesipolewomenzhijiandejuli。
tahaobuyouyudiuxiawo,liantoudoumeihuiquzhaolebiedenvsheng。
woquanshendexueyedouninggule,banshang,tuishangdecitongcairangwohuishen。
fuwuyuanjianzhuanglimanalaiyaoxiang,xiaoxinyiyitiwobaozhaxunwenwoyaobuyaoquyiyuankankan。
woyaoyaotoujujuele,daidaidiwangzhezhuoshangdedangao。
shiwoweileqingzhushengriqinshouzuode——tazuiaidemangguodangao,yeshiwozheibeizipengbuledeshiwu。
xiangdaozhei,wozhijuedezijiquanshenfamayunhuhude,qiemangguoshishoushangyouhongyouzhong,citongnanren,wodoumeijiaohuanyisheng。
kexianzaiwohaolei,xinhaotong。
yanleizaiyankuangpinmingdazhuan。
wodeneixinhuangluanbuyi,zhishengxiayigeniantou,
他出轨了!
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woyizhi**daodianlidayang,caihunhuneeqishendachehuijia。
kanzhechuangwaidaotuidefengjing,xinqingjiuxiangyituanluanma,libuqing,rangwofanzaonanan。
wozaixiangshishenmeshihouwomenkaishimeilefenxiangyu,meilelianaishide**,shenghuozhujianbiandexiangyitansishuihaowubolan。
我忽然想到一年前。
neitianwanshang,lujingchengcongwaimianhuilaijiangjiezhidiuzaizhuoshang,yuqibuyue:“xiacizheizhongbianyihuojiubierangwodaile,woxianzaishenfenbutong,duomeimianzi。”
takaishiyanqiwojitamaideyiqiedongxi,congxiukoulingdaidaoyifu,taxianqiwodeyanguangyouzhi,xianqitamenlianjiapeibushangtarujindeshenjia。
bujinruci,taduiwodetaiduyeyuelaiyuelengdan,shenzhichashouwozaigongsideshiwurangwoanxinquanzhidaizaijiali。
woyiweishiwokujinganlai,shitaxintengwozaiwaibenbolaolei,rujinkanpashijuedewodiulian。
daolejia,wobugutengtongdetuizaikefangfandaoletazuotianyongdepingban。
haihao,weixinhaimeituichu。
wozhijianzhandoufanzhetadelianxirenhejilu,zhaodaoleyigebeizhubaobao,touxianghenkeaidenvsheng。
liaotianjilushangmanpingdebaobaocitongwodeyan。
可笑的是!
tajiwodebeizhujuranshilaonvren!
wodianjintadepengyouquan,zhiyishunwojiurenchuletashishei。
shineigelujingchengkouliyanedebenmishu,gangkaishitaxiangwobaoyuanrenshibuzhaolaiderenbuhuibanshi,liankafeidoupaobuhao。woxiaozhedaqurenjiashixiaoguniangduotiliang。
neishiwoshenzhijibuzhutademingzi。
kexianzaiwoturanyishidao,shenmeshihouqisongyueruanchengweiwomenzhijiankuabuguoqudehenggou。erlujingchengdechenghuyecongkaishide“benzhuli”bianchengle“bendan”,zaidaohoumianzhijiekaishijiaota“ruanruan。”
wochiguocu,ketaneishilouzhewoqinzhewodelianjiashuoyibeizizhiyouwoyigelaopo,woxinlebianyemeidanghuishi。
kehoulaishiqingbianbenjiali,woguoshengri,songyueruanduziqujiuba,takuzhedadianhuashuozijiyudaohuairenle,ranglujingchengpeita;
zhoumofangfeng,tayingshengshengjiazaiwomenzhongjianqinniweilujingchengchikaochuan。
wodeshenghuolibuzhibujuechanzazheyuelaiyueduosongyueruandeshenying!
rujinwoguojinianrixiangyaojiehunandingle,songyueruanyigedianhuadoubiwohaoshi!
wohunshenfadou,yuanlaiyiqiedouyoujikexun。
tazaojiunile,erwohaichenjinzaiaideqiulongli。
wojixuwangxiafanjilu,yizhangzhangqinmiwujiandezhaopiandouxianglirenhenhenchuojinwodexin。
ershijianquanshitapianwojiabanderiqi,didiandoushiwocengjingxinxinkukuzuohaogonglvequebeitashuangyuededifang!
gengtongxindeshi,tadedianzanliyoubushaoshiwomendegongtonghaoyou。
tamendouzhidao,quedoumanzhewo,bawoyigerenshuadetuantuanzhuan!
suoyilujingchengpianwojiabandeneixieriziqishidoushizaihesongyueruanjianmian!
meihuijiadeshihoudoushizaihesongyueruanyuehuishuijue!
yeguaibude,tahuibanqukefangbuyuanhewotongshui。
yuanlaizaojiuzaiwaimianchibaole!
何其讽刺!
何其可笑!
womenshiniandeaiqing,rutongcuzhuangdetengmanbanchanraozaiyiqi,rujinquekuweichengleyipianhuangwu。cengjingdetianmi,quandouhuachenglerujindekuse。
wodeleibuzhiheshidashidepingmu,rujinhuadouhuabudong。
wocaganyanlei,botonglemamadedianhuashengyinyouxiegengyan:
“ma,wodayingquguowaijiehun。”
womagaoxingdilianlianyinghao,sihuchajuebudaowodebuduijingkaikoudao:“tangtang,nishibushikule,mamabuxiangbini。niyaoshizhenbuyuan,bujieyeba。”
wobafuqikaikou:“heng,weilewaimiandehunxiaozihezijiqinshengbamadounengduanjueguanxi,haihuilaiganshenme!”
wotingdaowomaqidepaileyixiawoba,zhejikaikou:“nibaxiashuode,tiantiannazhenizhaopiankan。xinlizaojiuxiangnihuilaile,bamanianjidale,jiuxiangzhehejiatuanyuanniguodexingfumeiman!”
wodeyanleiruchaoshuiyongchu,kudeqibuchengsheng。
neibianbamazhejidetuantuanzhuanyigejingerwenzenmele,wohuanlehaoyihuiercaikaikou:“meiyou,wojiushixiangnimenle!”
“huijiaba,nannan。”wobatanlekouqi,pingshengdiyicifuruan。
我说:“好。”
patamentaidanxin,wojieshihaojibianzhishixiangjiazhongyuyuanleguoqu。
wobazijiquansuozaishafashang,turanyishidaozijiduomeyuchun,juranweileyigenanrenheqinshengfumuduqilijia!
是我太傻,太天真。
zheiyici,wofangqinile,lujingcheng。
wochalebanliqianzhengyaobangeyue。
zheibangeyue,rangwohaohaozhanduanwomenzhijiandeyiqie,
然后,再也不见!
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diertian,lujingchengyidazaojiuhuilaile。
tamianshangdaizheyisixinxu,gengduodeshi**houde**hemanzu。
jianwoyidongbudongzuozaishafashang,zouguolaijiangshoulidemangguodangaofangzaichajishang,bandunzheyaojiangyixiaoshumeiguihuasaijinwodeshouli。
wobeimeiguishangdecichuotong,shunjiansuohuishou。
taqueyiweiwobuxiangyao,miansebuyugengjiadaliwozhewodeshouwanqiangxingsaijinlai。
sihuzheiyang,jiunengjianqingzijibeipandezuiegan。
wodeshoushangbeizhachulexuduoxue,lengmodikanzheta:“nibuzhidaomeiguiyoucima?wodoushouhuishoulenihaiyaosaijiwo。”
lujingchengshunjianxinxumolemobizi,chouchujizhangzhi,daizheqianyikaikou:“baoqiantangtang,womeizhuyi......”
womeishuohuazhishizhigougoudingzheta,lujingchengmiandaikuise,jiangchajishangdedangaoduanguolai:“neinichidangaobatangtang。zuotianshiwobuhao,baniyigerenliuzaicanting。xiaci,xiaciwoyidingbuhuilaihaobuhao。”
zicongshiyeyuelaiyuedahou,tabianxianshaoluchuzijicuiruodeyimian。
cikemouzizhenchengdikanzhewo,kewoquezhixiangfaxiao。
原来,他好会演。
yanderangwoyiweiwoyudaolezhenai,keyiweitafangqiyiqie。
tatoupifama,quetingjianwojifengkaikou:
“shinianle,nihaibuzhidaowoduimangguoguominma?”
taxiayishifanbo:“keshinizuotian......”
keshi?keshiwozuotianbuguguominqinshoujitazuolemangguodangao!
aichimangguodangaodeshita,conglaidoubushiwo!
lujingchengdelianseshunjiancangbai,wozhewodeshou:“tangtangbuyaoshengqihaobuhao。wozhenshilaomihule,caijicuole。wodeweilaibunengmeiyouni。”
lujingcheng,kewomenmeiyouweilaile。
我再也不信你了。
tadeyanjingliangjingjingxiangzhixiaogouzaihewofuruan,keshoushangdecitonggaosuwojuebunengxinruan!
lujingchengzhangkouhaixiangshuoshenme,quebeixiaoxitishiyindaduan。
tazhibuguoditoukanleyan,jiucongcongzhanqishenlinzhewaitaowangwaizou:“tangtanglaopo,wowanshangzaihuilaipeinichifan。gongsiyoudianshi,woxianqumangle。”
tacongjinmenjiumeiyouzhuyiguowocangbaideliansehaiyoutuishangchanzhedebengdai,shenzhitaduiwoshoushangbeitanongshangdeshangkoudoubuguanbugu,yijufuyandeguanxindoumeiyou。
wochixiaoyishengcongpangbiannachupingban,buzijueyoudianjinlesongyueruandepengyouquan。
刚好,她更新了:
tapengzheyidashujingxinzhuangbandemeiguihuaxiaoyiyingying。
peiwenxingfuganmanman:【shisheijiadexiaomishuyidazaojiuhuishoudaoyidashuxinxianmeiguihuahecaomeimusixiaodangao~yuanlaishiwoa~haoxingfuxiexiewodechenggege。】
dixiahaiyoutiaopinglun:【gegepawozhadaoshouhaixixindijiwojianlesuoyoudeci!(aixin)】
wodongle,wobuguoshigekeyisuiyifuyandexiaojiaose。
daicidemeiguihuashicongneidashumeiguihualisuiyichoude,lianxiaodangaodoushishunlujiwomaide。
yiqiedeyiqie,wobuguoshizhanlesongyueruandeguang。
wanshangyeshendeshihouwoshoudaoyitiaoweizhiduanxin:【jinwanjiudian33-438dengni。】
wodemeixinluantiao,sihuyishidaoshishei。
jianwomeihuiying,tabufangqi:【chenggehezuilezaijiaonidemingzi,nilaijietaba。】
tazhidao,yuanlaitazaojiuzhidaowozhuyidaole。
wobenbuxiangguan,ketaxiaoxibuduan,xiangdaorujintahaishiwodenanpengyou,haishiqishenqule。
songyueruanwugukeliandelianshangmanshichaohonglaijiwokaimen,guozheyujinbozishangdatuishangquanshiqingzidewenhen,kejianqingshishangfenwai**。
“jiangqingtang,nuo,renzainei。”
lujingchengyijingchuandaizhengqitangzaichuangshanghuhudashui,dixiasisandezangyifuhesuiyidiuzaidishangdejigetaodouzaigaosuwo,ganggangtamenruhedejilie。
songyueruanyebuduoshuohua,mianshangdaizhetiaoxin:“tanleshinianyebukenjinimingfen。gujishitailaole,neilisonglerangrenshuangbuqilaiba。douaochenghuanglianpole,haishichenzaozhaogerenjialeba。”
wowojinlequantou,queyousongkaile。
qianzhengmashangxialaile,woxianzaibunengreshi。
kesongyueruanzhidaowonalizuicuiruo,taochushoujifangleyiduanluyin,shilujingchengdeshengyin:“nianjidale,pifujiuhuisongchi。neigelaonvrennabideshangninianqingpiaoliang,genghuitaorenhuanxin。”
neiyuqikebobingleng,rangwoquanshenjiangzaiyuandi,jihuchuanbushangqi。
jiexialaijiushinvrenfangsidechuanxishengjiazazhenanrenshushuangdeshengyinhejiliedezhuangjisheng。
wodenaozishunjiandangji,yipianhunluan。
songyueruanjiexialaidejinggaohaiyouweixie,wojihuquandoumeitingjian。
wofanweidizhixiangtu,exin,jianzhitaiexinle!
zuizhongwohaishimeiguanta,jitalingkaileyijianfangbatadiuzaidixiawojiulikaile。
mingmingshuohaofangqitale,kewodexinhaishichouchubandetengtong。
眼泪还是会掉。
haihao,womashangjiuyaozoule。
wozaiyebuxiangjiandaotamen!
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zheijitian,lujingchengyidianxiaoxidoumeiyou。
kanzhepengyouquanxiangshibeisongyueruanchandejin,fenshenfashu。
buguozheiyangyehao,shengquhongpiantadejingli,rangwonenggouzhuanzhushoushixinglibanhaoqianzheng。
shuyuwodewoquandoudaizoule,youxiedajianwozhijiefakuaidijidaofumujiale,daibuzoudewobianguazaiwangshangquanbumaidiaole。
wozuozaishafashangzhijianzhandoudifanzheyizhangzhangshuyuwomendehuiyixiangce。
congshibasuinianqingzhinendewomendaoershiersuixieshouchuangye,zaidaoxianzaishiyeyoucheng,bujinwomenzuozaiyiqideshijianbianshaoleliantongwomendehezhaoyegenzheyuelaiyueshaole。
woxiaole,xiaozhexiaozhejiukule。
wojihudoukuaijibuqingdangnianreliedeqingchun,zhijidexianzaimandidoushijimaorangrenzhixi。wosuishoujiangxiangcerengjinlehuoduili,kanzhetamenmanmanranshaodaijin。
huohongdeguangzhaozaiwodelianshang,xinlideyikuaidashitouzhongyuluoxia。
lujingcheng,zheiciwobuyaonile。
昨日荒芜