焦土之上：我的爱不再为你开花
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xianzaichengkoushezhikuaihaowuyiyi，zangougongfen，rangwonianghedidichibaofancaishizhengjingshi。kewomeixiangdao，
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”guzhangfengdetongkongmengdiyisuo。“ni……youweihunfule？
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woledeqingxian，basuoyoujinglidoufangzaileshanggonghe……zhuanqianshang。1976nian，
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jiuliancengjingzuikanbuqitadedaduizhang，dourenbuzhukuata：“zheiguzhiqing，shikuaihaoliaozi，youyili。
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