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wozhanzaichenglouzuigaochu,kanwangtiankong,xiangwocishengzhongzhong。zaikanzheitiankong,meishenmetebiede,
weihewoyiqianneimeaikanni?wosisuozhe,xingxushiyinweiyanliyouxingxingba。woshengyinshayazhekaikou:“fuhuang,
muhou。”“zhende…haotenga。”nvhaimeishuoyijuhuadouxiangshitunleyiwangenyinzhenbancitongnanshou。“diedie,
nverbuxiao,haiershizaiwulijianchi,jiuzheiyangjieshuleyehao。”“kexibunengdengninhuilai,
chinindaidekaoyaleni!”woweiweiyixiao,lianpangliangxinglei,zhaoshizhewodejuewang,tongku。shiranlema?bu,
bingmeiyou,zenmekenengshiran,tamenruwozhici,zenkenengshiran,wohenbudejiangtamenqiandaowangua,suishiwanduan。
wojiushixianghuozhedengfuhuangeryi,weihenimendouxiangbisiwo。neime,runimensuoyuan,
jietuolejiubuhuizaineimeteng,duiba!zhengzhunbeitiaoxiaqu,shenhouturanyougerenjiaozhuwo,
wohedezhijiewanghoushuaiqu,neirenjishijiezhuwo,wozhuanmouyikan:“erdianxia?ninweihezaici。”woyihuo,
laibujixiangshenmeturanxiangqimeixingli,zhenshishilefencun:“jianguoerdianxia。”muchenze,dadongguoerdianxia,
shenweiqiangguoerdianxia,queweilelinrouxinganqingyuanlaidaoburudadongguoderuianguolaidangzhizi。
muchenzeshenzhehualiheipao,zhangxiangjunmei,meiyanlengqiao,mianbuxiantiaoganjingliluo。gaotingdebiliangshanghaiyouyidianzhi,
chuimoushikeyikanjianyounongyouzhangdejiemao,zuichunqingmindeshishihou,
zhengzhangliankanqilaidoushiqinglengdanmodeyangzitakanlewoyiyan,yilianxianqidehengleyisheng:“mianli,zhenshiwuqu,
rucisiban,xiaoxinjianglailianfumadouzhaobulaiyige。”shuozhejiuhuanghuangyouyoudezoule。woquxi、gongshen,
shuangshoudiefangxiaofu,qingqingyiligongsongerdianxia。kanlaitabingweichajue,yehao,duoyishiburushaoyishi。
yibanlaishuowohetadiweixiangchabuda,bingbuxuyaojianli。kezaohuanongren,wosuiweizuizunguidezhanggongzhudianxia,
queyeshirenrenkeqi。erdianxiadangshibingbuzaichang,buzhidaoyehenzhengchang,wozaoyibushishenmezhanggongzhu,shenzhi,
lianzaihuangjishangyezaoyimeilewoyenianxidemingzi。zhiyinweiwodexiongzhang,dangchaohuangdiyeyongan。
fuhuangyinjiushangfufazailiangnianqianhemuhouyiqichuleyuanmen,xunyiwenyao。
fuhuangzaishiwoshishenfengaoguidezhanggongzhudianxia,renrendouzunjingwo,haipawo,yetongyangxianmuwo,jiduwo,
kexianzaiyiqiedoubianle。fuhuanglikaihoudesangeyue,huangxiongnahou,huanghouhaidailegejiweitaoxidemeimeihuilai。
taduisuoyourendoujiweiyoushan,lianhuanghoudoubeitapianlequ。chuleduiwo,tahaosibawodangchengtadediren,
qiangtachongaidexiaotou。kezheiyiqiebenlaijiushiwode。zicongtajinlehuanggong,linrouduiwogezhongxianhai,
shenzhitacaizhewochengweilerougongzhu。axiongshuo:“rouroutairouruo,xuyaozhendebaohu,rouzijiweiheshi,
rougongzhuruhe,wenwenrourou。”shuozhejiujiaolailejingchanggenzaitashenbiandetaijian:“xiazhi,
jikeqifenglinrouweiergongzhu,yun.ruhuangji,fenghao.rou。”cishengzhijingdaile,ruianguoshangshangxiaxiasuoyouren。
jiuzheiyangwomenzuoshanglepingdengdeweizhi,kepingshenme,
lianjihuanggongliderenzuotieshenyahuandoubupeiderenweiheyaoqizaiwotoushanglaiqiruwo。wo**guo,
kehuanlaideshihuangxiongyicibiyiciheichendelianse,yicibiyiciduiwoyanedejiashen。
kewocaishitaweiyideqinmeimeia,taweihebuxinwo。zhidaoyouyicitaduiwodechediyanqi,
dapolewoningjingxujiudeshenghuo。neitianshihuanghoushouchen,huanghoudaban,
yaoqinghougongpinfeihaiyougejiade**baokuowo。buzhiweihehuangxiongjinritebiegaoxing,lianduiwodouyoulexiehaolianse,
wogaoxingjile。rendoudaoqi,shouyanzhengshikaishi,renaodehen。linrouturanlazhuwodeshou:“jiejie,
neibianlianhuazhangdekezhenbucuo,womenqukankanhaobuhao。”wokanguoqu,dequehenbucuo,
qingchedeshuizhongyuerzaiyoudong,zaineiqiaoshangshanghuade**menyebushao。wobaibanjujue,
yinweizhidaotagujiyouyaoxianhaiwo,kehaishiaobuguozhihaoqule。womenzouguoqu,meixiangdaohuanghouyezai,
tazhengzaixinshanghelideyu,erwodehuangxiong,yeshidangchaohuangdizaiyibianyilianchongnidekanzhe。hude,
linroutuilewoyixia,wodeqianmianzhenghaoshihuanghou,wogentayiqidiaojinleheli。
beituishiwodoushiyifubuzhisuocuo,jingkongdebiaoqing。wozhidao,meirenhuixiangxinwodezhiyanpianyu,
huangxiongyidingduiwoshiwangjile。yeyonganzhijiechenlelianse,limapaoguolairangshiweilaoren。
huanghouhewodoubuhuiyouyong,zaishuiliputengzhe。henkuaishiweishoumangjiaoluandejiangwoliangconghelilaochu,
huanghoulimabeisongwangyongkanggongqingtaiyitiniangniangzhentai,guanfuzhonglongzhongkeankang。linroudedongzuoyinmifeichang,
huangxiongbingweihuaiyiyuta,gengweichajue,ershiehenhendedingzhewo:“yenianxi,nikezhenxingani,
lianhuanghoudougantui,huangsidouganhai,zhenshibubazhenfangzaiyanli。”anbianderenyedouzaiduiwozhizhidiandian。
tadenuqipumianerlai,woweiqujile,xiangjieshi,kehaimeidengwoshuoshenmehuangxiongjiuxialezhi。
dangzhesuoyourendemian:“congjintianqi,zhenyeyonganzhiyoulinrouyigemeimei,ruianyezhiyouyigegongzhu。
”“yecongjinriqi,feichuyenianxizhanggongzhushenfenbianweipingmin,gechuhuangji,budezaichenghuangqin。
”shouyanzaichangdesuoyourendourenbuzhudaoxiyikouliangqi,zhei…weimiantaiguoyanzhong,kemeirengantiwochutou。
wodailengzaiyuandi,xinzangzaizheiyishunjianhaoxiangtingzhiletiaodong,huangxiongshuowobuzaishitadejiaren,tabuyaowole,
weishenme。xiaoshihouyizhishuohuihaohaobaohuwodenandaobushihuangxiongma?taweiheduiworucijueqing,
youweihe…duineisuoweidejiameimeilinrou,tengaiyoujia,weishenme?wodaodizuocuoleshenme。woshiqulesuoyou,
shenfen,diwei,quanshi,shenzhi…wolianjiarendoumeiyoule,zhenshikebeiketana!wohuogai,
wodangnianjiubugaixinruanliuxiahuanghouconglubianjianlaideyehaizi,
yexugengshibugaizaifuhuangshuoyaodaizouwoshijujuedeneimegancui。fuhuang,wohouhuile!wodehaogege,
wobuyaonile,congjinwanghouniwozaiwuguage。yehao,wodexinyijingmamu,
yuanlizheichirendehuanggongyexuduiwolaishuo,shizuihaodeguisuba!ziciwodemingshengzairuianguobufucunzai,
wochengweilerenrenkeqizhiren,buguanshenmerentidaowodouhuituoqiliangsheng。weihetamenrucixinrenhuangdi,
yinweiwozufu,wofuhuang,shenzhilianwogegedoushiyidaimingjun,shenshoubaixingaidai。huangxiongzhishiduiwozheiyangeryi,
tanengaibaixingweishenmebunengjixutengaiwoni?zuijuewangdebingfeicishi,yuemoyiyuezhihou,
wogouyancanchuanweishengjifachou。wodayingguofuhuang,wohuihaohaohuozhedengtahuilai。
fuhuangzaizouqiandingzhuwo:“womenjiaxixiyidingyaokaikaixinxin,kuaikuaileledehuozhe,dengfuhuanghuilai,
jinidaihaochidexiyukaoya,ruhe?”dangshiwoqingcuiyoudanchundeyingdashengdaoxianzaihaizaiwoerpanghuixiang。
kexianzai,wushirenfei,yiqiezaoyibianle,woyebuzaishidanchunshanliangdezhanggongzhu。jirankaixinkuailezuobudao,
qimayaozuodaohuozhecaibuhuirangfuhuangduiwoshiwang。woyecaishiliusui,sixianghaihendanchungengzhi。
jiranhuangxionghuiduiwoshiwang,neimezuobudaofuhuangdezhutuo,shibushifuhuangyehuiduiwoshiwangni?
suoyiwobixuhaohaohuozhe。ketianbusuirenyuan,jinriwoxiangwangchangbanqushanlicaizhaiguaguoyecaidaojishiqumai。
buxiangwangchangpingdan,maideshichenhaibudaoyizhancha,wodetanqianjiujimanleren,wohengaoxing。
jinrizhongyukeyimaixiechishi,buzhiyutiantianchishuiguoshugenyecaizhileidesushilaibaofu,
shengyihaodehuahaikeyiduomaixiedami。
budengwogaoxingwantamenxiaoxixijiangjinzaowohaoburongyicaizhaidaodecai、shuiguoquandousaluozaidi,zaiquanbucailan。
tamendejudongrangwodailengzaileyuandi。
bengkui、juewang、bugandengfuzadeqingxushunxiqinzhanlewosuoyoudeshenjingganzhi,kezheizhongbengkuideqingxuwoshuxi,
ganzhizaoyimamu。nengzenmebanni,yiwoxianzaidechujingzhinengshouzhe。wojiuzhishizuichuzhengzhaleliangxia,
zhihoubianshenqingdaizhimunedezaiyipangkanzhe。tamencailanwanwodecaihuxiangyuduifangduishihouyiyongershang,
duiwoquandajiaoti,tamendabufengongjiluozailewodeduzi。taitengle,nanadouteng,
zheiyangsileshibushijiunengjietuoni?xiangzhewobianbuzaizhengzha,renyoutamenduiwohuiquanchuaiti,
kezaixinlihaishirenbuzhuxiang:“diedie,aniang,axiong,wohaoteng,wozhendehaoteng。”buzhiduojiu,
xiexushitamendaleile,yiqigoujiandabeidejiulikaile。worenzhetengtongzhanqishenwangshanlinshenchuzou。
jiedaoshangcheshuimalong,zouguodelurendouyaokanwoliangyan。meiyourentongqing,youdezhishiduiwodechaofeng,
manmahebuxie,gengduode…shixingzailehuo。wotuozhepibeideshentihuilecaowu。guanqisizhoupobaibukan,
yongshuzhihegancaozuochengdefangzi,jianloudaozheigenbenjiubushirenzhudedifang。lianfangshuidouzuobudaozennengsuanjiani?
kezheishiwodequanbu。wohuanhuantangzaiyongcaopuchengdechuangtashang,bishangyanjingzhunbeishuijue,shuizhelejiubutengle。
cishidewohaibuzhidao,jinwanwojiujingyaojinglizenyangdecanku。yebanwuliugeheiyirenzoujinpoxiaodewuzi,
wolimajingjue,zuoqishenjingtidekanzhetamen。keyiqiedouwanle,yigeruonvzi,
genghekuangshizaihuanggongbeijiaochongzhangdadenvzi,zenkenengshiyiqunrengaomadadezhuanghandeduishou。
tamenqinzhuwodeshouburangwozhengzha,gengshiburangwoyoutaopaodejihui。neixiezhuanghanyiyongershangduiwoshangxiaqishou,
zhende…haoexin。woyiweiwozaojiukuganleyanlei,kexianzaileishuijiuxiangduanlexiandezhuzi,yizhiliuyizhiliu。
erneixiezhuanghandejianxiao,manmashengyezaierbianxiangqi:“siniangmen,shiniqifulewomengongzhudianxiashiba,
jintianjiurangnifuchudaijia。”kana,fenmingshilinroupaitamenlaide,duomeguanmiantanghuangdeliyou。
qizhongyirenhenhendejilewoyibazhang:“zhenshige**,jinwanjiuhaohaosihougeerjige,
shuobuzhunnengrangnihuoming。”nvhaisixinliefeidekuhan,qiuraonengbunengfanglewo,doumeiyong,kuxingyiranzaijixu。
zhizhidaozuihouwodouzaijuewangdenahan,xiwangyourennengtingdao。fuhuang,haierzhendehaoteng,haoxiangzheiyangshuiguoqu,
yongyuanyongyuanbuxinglai。wozhende…haoteng,nimenweishenmetingbudao,weishenmebulaijiuwo。kezheilishishanlin,
zenkenengyourenlaijiu,jiuzheiyangyigenvhaisixinliefeidehansheng,juewangdekuqisheng,
wuzhudeqiuraoshengzaishanlinhuidanglezhengzhengyiye。lizheiyeyiguosanri,
wozhanzaichenglouzuigaochuzhunbeiqinshoulejiezijideshengming,houbianfashengleganggangbeierdianxiazhuyidaodeqingkuang。
zhiziyibandoushilaishoukude,chuleta,yinweitayougequanshitaotiandegege,muhuaijing。
tongshimuhuaijingyeshidadongguodangchaohuangdi,16suishifujiwei,shouduankanchenghenlawubi,
tabenrengengshilengmodaoguzili。wuqing,youshouduan,nengjiangzijideguojiazhilidejingjingyoutiao,qiezhijinweiquqi。
jushuotashiweiletaxinzhongdebaiyueguangcaipinshazhicidiwei,zhiweibaohuhaoneigenvhai。muchenzemeishaoqifuwo,
kenengshitajiaoyanghenhaodeyuanyin,buhuihenguofen,jiushihenfan。dengtalikaiwozhunbeizaicizhanshangqu,
kelailegebusuzhike,linrou。taneijiaorouzaozuodeyangzi,huizhuangwugudeyanshen,doukanderangwoshenshiyanfan。
wobuzaiyoudongzuo,zhishizhanzaineilenglengdekanzheta:“nilaizuoshenme,kanwoxiaohuama?”worenbuzhufengci。
linroukanwohaishineifugaogaozaishangyangzijiupofang,buzaiweichibiaomiandewenrouheshanjierenyi,luchuedudebiaoqing。
“zhenshige**,nizenmehaimeiqusia。”wochaofengchusheng:“yuanlaizheicaishinidezhenmianmu,
huang…huangdizhidaoma,huanghouzhidaoma!”“liangmiansandao,wuqingwuyi,zhihuizhuangkelianmaican。zhenshi…gaoming。
”woyebuzhidaozijigaizuoshenmeshuoshenme,zhishixiangzhewoshoudekunandoulaiziyuyanqiandezheigeren,
wojiuhenbudeshaleta。linrouxiangdaoshenme,tudechaofengxiaochusheng:“hahahaha,hahahahahaha!
”“womenbushuobiede,zenmeyang,liugenanrendeziwei,ruheya!?”shenqingweisuo,
zuijiaodaizherangrenzuooudexiao。delebianyihaimaiguai,lianshangneidianjianxiaozhenjiaorenxiangyibazhangshanqu。
xiangdaosantianqianfashengzaiwoshenshangdebeiju,wohenbudeshaleyanqianderenyijiexintouzhihen。
tahaizaishuozhetaduiwodeyixilieexing。cishizaiduizhideliangrendoumeizhuyidaozaiqiangjiao,jiweiyinbideliangchu,
lianggeshilideanxiandoutingdaoletamendeduihua。yinmichulianggeheiyirenbingbuzhidaoduifangdecunzai,
zhishitingdaolinroudeyifanhuadouzhenjingbuyi。liangrentongshilikai,qujitamendezhuzihuibaojinwandesuojian,suokan,
suoting。linroubendasuankanwanwoderenaobianzoude,kezhuannianyixiangtajiugaibianlezhuyi。
tarangxianzaiweiyigenzaitashenhoudenubidaishanglaisanbeijiu,jiangjiudidaowomianqian:“jiejie,wangeyouxi,
zheisanbeijiulinidouxialedu,helejikebiming。”“wozhidaonishizuipateng,heleruhe,
bijingnihuozheduiwodeweixietaiguojuda。”wobingweihuaiyitahualidezhenjia,yinweitashizhenxiangzhiwoyusidi,
wochengquanta,yinweiwoshizaimeiliqihetadoule。jiuzheiyangjieshu,zhende,tinghaode。xiangtonghouwobianbuzaiyouyu,
shenshoujiangbeizijieguo,yibeiyibeidequanbuhewan。quancheng,linroudoushiyilianwugu,daiwohewan,
wokandaotadebiaoqingcongwugubianchenglechaofeng,xinong,haijiazazhexingfen。wozhidao,woshangdangle,
yexusishizhende,danjikebimingshibukenengde。woquanshenkaishichouchu,tengtongzaijiaju。jianwohele,
linroulianshangdexiaorongjiumeixialaiguo。worenbuzhutengtongguizaidishang,tafushentaiqiwodexiaba,
lianshangyoubianweiyipiantianzhenwugudebiaoqing,keshuochudehuaqisirenbuchangming:“jiejie,
zenmewoshuoshenmenidouxina,zhidaonipateng,nijuranhaijuedewohuijiniyigetongkuai。
”woehenhendikanzheta:“nijiwohededaodishishenmedu。”tatilewoyijiao,youshiduzi,
kewoxianzaitengdeshiquanshen,zheidiantengtongsuanshenme,tayouluchuyinhendeshenqing:“jirannidouyaosile,
neiwojiuchengquanniba。”“sanriduanchangsan。”takanzhewotongkudezaidishangdagun,
bujibumandezhenglilexiayizhejixushuo:“nihuizaidiyitianfuzhongruhuozhuo,wuzangfanyong,tongruwanyishixin。
”“diertianjingmaicunduanzhigan,jirouchouchu,koutuheixue,yishirengqing。”disantianjutongzhiji,qiqiaoliuxue,
hunpolitierwang。”shuowanhahakuangxiao:“jiejie,chengqianghoubianshiluanzanggang,nihaohaodedaizainei,
xiangshounizairenshijianzuihoudesantianshiguangba。”“fangxin,zheisantian,ciyaohuibaonixingmingwuyou。
biede…wokejiubuganbaozhengle。”woyijingwulizhengzha,yongjinzuihoudeliqishuo:“nichizaohuizaobaoyingde,
jiubupahuangxiongzhidaonidezhenmianmuma?”zheicibuzhilinrou,
liantashenbiandebinvdouchixiaochusheng:“yenianxiniqingxingdian,yeyonganshiwodehuangxiong,gennikemeiyoubandianguanxi。
”linroubuganzaiduihuatuoyanshijiankanwotongku,pageqiangyouer,tatongbinvheliyiqi,jiangworengxiachenglou。
——sanrihou——yibeiguntangdechazhanrengxianganweijiaoxia:“nizhibuzhidaonizaishuoshenme?
”yeyonganfennudeyuqigenbenyabuzhu。anweizhanzhanjingjing:“huang…huangshang,shishuxiaqinersuoting,
juewubanjuxuyao。”yeyongantanzuozaidi,tadaodiduizijideqinmeimeidouzuolexieshenme。
youxiangdaoshenmelimafenfu:“fenfuxiaqu,kuai,kuaiquzhaohuiwodemeimei,tayidingguodehenku,
yeyidinghenweiqu。”“haiyou,qu,jianglinrouneirenjiwozhuaqilai,xiazhigaosusuoyourentadeexing。
”“yaoshixixizhidaole,duiwodehenyexuhuijianshaoxiexuba。”“hailengzheganshenme,kuaiquzhaoa!
”anweilingmingxiaqufenfu。yeyongandunxiashen,baotoutongku,taxianzaibuzaishiruianguoweiyandehuangdi,
fandaogengxiangshishiqumeimeihou,zizebuyidexiongzhang。tadaodigaizenmeban,tayihouyaozenmemianduimeimei。
“bao~”shenzhejiangjunkaijiazhirenqianlaibingbao。yeyonganyouqiwulidizuohuilongyi,
wuzhudeganjuechongchizhetadedanao:“shuo!”jiangjunyilianxinxidibiaoqing,
shuo:“taishanghuanghehuangtaihouxiexinlaile。”yeyonganshitaidediezuozaidi,fuhuangmuhouyaohuilailema?
jiangjunyilianyihuo,xinxiangjintianhuangdiguaiguaide。“huangshang,ninmeishiba?”yeyonganbailebaishou:“meishi,
xinjiwoba。”jiangjunjiaolexinbiangongshenlikai。yeyonganzhanzhanweiweidebaxintankai,yuedu。
dazhiyisi:“jinsannianmeilianxinimenkeanhao,fuhuangshangshiquanyu,tamenhaiyoulegeliangsuidedidi,
henxiangjianjianjiejie。xiangtamenlema,tamenzhunbeihuilaile,yiyuezhineikeyigandao,zhunbeihaoyingjiewomen,
kaibukaixin?xixikeanhao,yidingyaohaohaozhaogumeimei,tameishenmexinyanzi,zuoshizhilaizhiqurongyichikui。
zuihouxie,biegaosuxixi,daoshijitagejingxi。fuhuangweitamailexiyukaoya,henduoe,
tayidinghuifeichangkaixin。”yeyongangengyan,yanleicongyanjiaohualuo,yueliuyueduo,
zhizhizuihoubengkuidaku:“fuhuang,muhou,wohaoxiang…baxixinongdiule,wuwuwu。
绝望如深渊,但阳光会出现