他为爱摧毁我，又为悔恨寻救赎
《他为爱摧毁我，又为悔恨寻救赎》 小说介绍
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第一章
jingxichenweirangtadebaiyueguanglinqingyundeguan，yaoqiuwotuichugangqindasai。
“qingyunxuyaozheigejiangxianglaizhengmingziji，erniyijingyouhenduojihuile。”tadeyuqiburongjujue。
dangwojianchicansaishi，neigeyewan，tadebaobiaojiangwoqiangxingandao，suihoushichuiziluozaiwoyoushoushizhishangdedunxiang。
linqingyunzhanzaiyipangxiaodeyiliandeyi。
woyaojinyaguanrenzhejutong。
“buguoshigenshouzhieryi，henkuaijiuhuifule。”jingxichendehuayulengkuwuqing。
ranerwozaiyewufadanzougangqinqule。
dangnianfumuyaobawojiajicunliyouqiandelaoguanggunshi，jingxichenchuxianle。wushiwanhuanlaiwozhuiqiuyinledequanli。
“danqinba，wohuiyizhizhichini。”
rujin，chengnuoshouhuwomengxiangdenanren，qinzicuihuileta。
woqiangchengzhezhanqishen，juejuelikai。
houlaitingshuo，jingxichenweilezhaodaoruishizhuanjiazhiliaowodeshoushizaoyuchehuo，quanshenduochuguzhewochuangshuzhou。
而我早已不在乎。
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shouzhidejutongguanchuanwodequanshen，wojinyaoxiachun，jueqiangdiburangleishuihualuo。
linqingyunzaijingxichenbeihou，yanshenliliuluchushenglidexiyue，suihouyouwufengqiehuanchengrouruozitai，yikaozaitajianshang。
“xichen，takanqilaihenfennu…tahuibuhuiduiwohuaihenzaixin？”tashengyinqingroudexiangyumao。
“buyongdanxin，buguoshiyigenshouzhi，xiuyangyiduanshijianjiunenghuifu。”tadeshengyinwenroudelingwomosheng。
tingzhezheixieanweilinqingyundehuayu，wobujinxiangqineiciwozaiyanzoushishouwanchoujin，jingxichencheyeweimiandiweiwofubingdai。
“nideshouzhishiweiledanzouyinlede，bugaichengshourenheshangtong。”neishitayanzhongmanshixinteng。
ercike，tazhishilengmodisaolewoyiyan：
“songyinlan，ruguonidangchujiudayingtuisai，jiubuhuiluodaozheibandibu。”
“goule，likaizheili，bierangzijigengnankan。”
shizhilianxin，quezaizheiyikeganshoubudaoxintiaodecunzai。tengtongyijingmamu，linghunfangfotuolilequqiao。
jiuzaishangzhou，wozhengzhuanzhulianxizhunbeidasaidejuesaiqumu，jingxichenturanxianshenqinfang。
tanachuyimeibojinzuanjie，danxiguidi。
“和我结婚吧。”
jinguanjiezhidalebanhao，woyiranxinxiruokuang，fangfoshiniandedengdaizhongyudedaohuibao。
zhengdangwochenjinzaijijiangdaolaidehunlihedasaideshuangzhongxiyuezhong，tahurantichuyigelingrenbujiedeqingqiu。
“yinlan，jiajiwohou，nikeyibagangqindang**hao，bubizaicanjiazheixiexinkudebisaile。”
wonaixinjieshizheichangbisaiduiwodeyiyi，quehuanlaitaqiansuoweiyoudebaonu。
“ninandaobumingbaima？qingyunhualeduoshaoxinxuecaizoudaozheiyibu！nirangjitayouhefang？”
neiyike，zhenxiangruzhuibingjiao—tadeqiuhunzhishiweilerangwotuisai，ranglinqingyundedaoguanjun。
huixiangqilai，dangwozhiyiyaoxuegangqinshi，jiarenbaibanzunao，shenzhianpaiwojiajilincundefushang，yongwohuanqudididedaxuexuefei。
jingxichenshiwodejiuxing，tayongwushiwanhuanlailewozhuiqiuyinledequanli。
weilegangqin，woshuangshoubumanlejian，aoyelianqindaozhishilixiajiang，danzheiyiqietongkuzaimengxiangmianqianbuzhiyiti。
tacengchengnuo：“nizhiguanzhuixunyinledemengxiang，shouhunishiwodezeren。”
erjintian，weileranglinqingyundedaoguanjun，tabuxiyongjukuanshoumaipingweiheqitacansaixuanshou，zhiyouwochengletajihuazhongdezhangai。
neitianwomendachaoyijia，wojiangtaganchuqinfang。
meixiangdaojintiantajiayiqianlaidaoqian，yingjiewodequeshiduanzhidetongchu。
woqiangchengzhezhanqishen，zoudaotamianqian，shengyindichenerjianding：
“jingxichen，jinrizhishi，jiudangwochanghailedangnianneiwushiwandeenqing。”
“congjinwanghou，niwoenduanyijue。”
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jingxichenzhenglepianke，suijizuijiaoyangqiyisijifeng。
“songyinlan，shiduanzhiyingxianglenidesikaonenglima？”
“ruobushiwodangchujiejiuleni，nixianzaizhihuishixiangxiamougelaotoudeyaoqianshu。”
“zhenggehaishisheibuzhidaonishiwojingxichendenvren？meiyoulejingjiadebihu，nidasuanqunali？huidaoneigecengjingxiangyaochumainidejiama？”
woningshizheta，nanyixiangxinzheixiecierdehuachuzicengjingneigewenrouhuwoderen。
jingxichenchucidaiwochuxiyinlehui，youguifuzaihoupaixiaoshengyilunwo“xiangxialaideyeyatou”，zhiyiwopeibushangjingjia。
bishidetahaobuyouyudidaduanleneikebodeshengyin。
tawanzhewozouxiangwutaizhongyang，mianxiangsuoyoubinke。
“zhuwei，zheishisongyinlan，weilaizuijucaihuadegangqinjia。renheduitadebujing，jiushiduiwojingxichendetiaozhan。”
cengjiheshi，tashiwojianshidehoudun，rujinqueyongzheicengguanxishufuwodeziyou。
wokuxiaoyisheng，zhishitadeshuangyan。
“wuxujingzongguanxin，woziyoudasuan。”
tameitoujinsuo，shangweikaikou，linqingyunyishangqianwanzhuwodeshoubei，lianshangguazhejiaxingxingdeqianyi。
“yinlanjiejie，zheishidouguaiwo。xichengezongshizheiyang，zhiyaowoxihuande，buguanduicuodouyaoweiwozhengqu。”
“bieyuanta，gaiguaizhiguaiwotairenxing。”
“ruguonengrangnixinlihaoshouxie，niyekeyizheduanwodeshouzhijiejieqi。”
tabianshuobianqingqingcashiyanjiaobucunzaideleishui，lingyizhishouqueqiaoqiaoyonglinianyawodeduanzhi。
jutongshiwoyanqianfahei，womengdituikaita，quansuozaidishangdakouchuanqi。
linqingyunshunshidaodi，chuchukeliandiwangxiangjingxichen。
“熙辰哥，好疼…”
talikejiangtabaoqi，fenfusijizhunbeichezisongyi。
jingguowoshenpangshi，tataijiaotixiangwodexiongkou。
“songyinlan，ruguoqingyunyourenheshanshi，wodouhuirangnifuchudaijia！”
wokanzhetaliqudebeiying，caquzuijiaoshenchudexueji。
zheiyike，juexinyiding——
woyaochedizhanduanyujingxichendesuoyoulianxi，yuanlihaishi。
yiyuanchuliwanshangkouhou，wohuidaogongyukaishishoushixingli。
ketingdeliushengjilihaifangzhewoweijingxichenluzhideshubote《xiaoyequ》changpian，gangqinshangbaifangzhewomendeheying。
wodakaibaoxianxiang，quchuyibenjingmeidelepuce，limianshiwoweiwomendehunlichuangzuodegangqinqu《yonghengshiyan》。
zheishouquziwoxiugailewushuci，meidangtajiabandeyewan，wodouhuitoutouwanshanjigexiaojie，qidaizhezaihunlishangjitajingxi。
kanzheneixiezaiyewufayanzoudefuzazhifapu，leishuimohuleshixian。
wojianglepufangrusuizhiji，tingzhetabeisiliedeshengyin。cengjingdemengxiang，rujinzhishiguoyanyunyan。
zhenglihaoqingxuhou，wojiangsuoyouyuyinlexiangguandeshuji、changpianhejiaoxueziliaozhuangjinzhixiang，jiwangmowenzejiaoshoudexueyuan。neiliyougengduoxiangcengjingdewoyiyang，huaichuaiyinlemengxiangdenianqingrenxuyaozheixieziyuan。
wodegerenwupinchuqidishao，yigexinglixiangjiuzugoule。yujingxichenxiangshoudeshinian，wodedabufenshiguangdoufengxianjilegangqinhezhaogutadeshenghuo。
tadeyijuli，meijianxizhuang、lingdaidouanchangheheyansejingxinpailie，liantazuixihuandemokadetianduwodoujideyiqingerchu。
zhengdangwoguanshangxinglixiang，jingxichenturantuimenerru。
kandaowozhunbeilikaideyangzi，tamianseshunjianyinchen。
“songyinlan，nihaixiannaodebugouma？”
“qingyundeshouwancapopile，xianzaitengdelihai，ernibuzaijiafansheng，jingranshoushixinglizhunbeilikai？”
wobuyuanyutazhengbian，zhixiangjinkuaijieshuzheiyiqie。
dantayibazhuaguoxinglixiangzaxiangqiangbi，limiandeyiwusanluoyidi。
“jingxichen，nitaiguofenle！”
wofushenjianshisanluodewupin，quefaxianxinglixiangyijingsunhuaiwufaheshang。
qiaruwomenshiniandeganqing，yijingposuidaowufaxiufu。
jingxichendeyanzhongshanguoyisihuiyi。
“haole，yinlan，biezairenxingle。”
“nikan，wodailenixiangchihenjiudeneijiatianpin，womenyiqichihaoma？”
taqianqiwodeshou，yinwozuodaoshafashang。wochiyikoutule。
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jingxichenjianwodefanying，likezhoumeinuchi：
“songyinlan，niyouzaifashenmeshenjing？”
“zheibushinizuiaichidema？zhengaobudongzheixietianpinyoushenmehaochide，niquenengchishinianbuni。”
我苦笑着摇了摇头。
yuanlaitacongweizhenzhenglejiewo，woxihuanzheixietianpinzhiyinneishiwomenxiangshichuqi，tadaiwoquchidediyidunshiwu。
dangniantajiangwocongfumudemozhangzhongjiejiuchulai，luguotianpindianshifaxianwoduzizaigulujiao，bianmaileyikuaixiaodangaojiwo。
“xiandianyixiaba，jianglaiwodainichibianquanshijiezuimeiweideshiwu。”
zheixieniantaqueshilvxinglechengnuo，woyezaoyibushineigeyibubitidenongcunnvhai，queshizhongwufawangjineikuaibianyidexiaodangao。
taquewangleyigezhimingdexijie。woduicaomeiguomin，ertamaidetianpinzhengshicaomeidangaoshilinqingyunxihuanchide。
erbiandexuanlvcitonglewodexin，huxibiandekunnan，xiongkourutongbeizhuoshaobantengtong。
wojiannandizhuazhujingxichendeshoubei。
“jiaojiuhuche…wo，woguominle…”
tashensehuangzhangdinachushouji，quezaicikeshoudaolinqingyundelaidian。
“xichenge，wodeshouwantengdelihai，yishengshuokenenghuiyingxiangbisaifahui…wogaizenmeban？”
“biedanxin，wolikeguolai。”
tayibiananfudianhuaneitoudelinqingyun，yibianbunaifandishuaikaiwodeshou。
“qingyunqingkuangweiji，nizijiquyiyuanba，bushixiaotidazuo。”
shuowan，tabiantouyebuhuidilikailegongyu。
woquansuozaishafashang，zhengzhazhebotonglejijiudianhua，zaibaowandizhihoubianxianruleheian。
xinglaishi，woyitangzaiyiyuandebingchuangshang，yishenggaosuwoguominchadiandaozhixiuke。
“14haochuang，qingjiashudaoyiloudatingbanlizhuyuanshouxu。”duijiangjilichuanlaihushilengjingdeshengyin。
“baoqian，womeiyoujiashu。”
“lejie，neiqingninshuyejieshuhouzixingbanli。”
hushilikaihouwangjiguanbiduijiangji，woqingxiditingdaotamendejiaotansheng。
“nimenzhidaoma，dingloudevipbingfangbeijingzongquanbubaoxialaile，jiuweilejitaneiweigangqinjiaweihunqizhiliaoshouwan。”
“tingshuojingzongcongruishiqinglailezhuanjia，neiweilin**deshoubeishiruozhenbao，jushuoyigexiaoshidezhenliaofeijiuyaoshiwan。”
“taixingfule，xiwangwoyenengyudaozheiyangshenqingyouyounenglidenanren。”
zheixiehuarutongbingzhuiciruwodexinzang。shenqing？shide，zhishicongweijiguowo。
dianhua**tuwudixiangqi，shijingxichen。woanxiajietingjian。
“songyinlan，nibixulikeguolaixiangqingyundaoqian！”
“jiuyinweinidetuisang，tadeshouwanqingniushangle，gangqindasaikongpawufacanjiale！”
wowangzhezijichanzhebengdaideshouzhi，heshoubeishangzhengzaidizhudeyaowu，qingxiaoleyisheng。
“wobuhuidaoqian，ruguonirenweiyoubiyaozhuijiuzeren，qingzhijiebaojing。”
shuowan，woguaduandianhuabingjiangtalaruheimingdan。
cengjingwoduitadebaibanrenrang，zhiyinxindideaiyi；errujin，zaiwuqiangua。
shuwanyehou，woqianwangyiloubanlishouxu，quezaidiantikouzaoyulinqingyun。
talanzhuwodequlu，zuijiaodaizhejifeng：
“kansheilaile，yinlanjiejie。zenme，zhongyuliangxinfaxianlaidaoqianle？”
“gangcaibushihenyingqima？zheimekuaijiupale？shibushidanxinshiqujingjiadekaoshan，youdehuidaoneigelianfandouchibubaodexiangxia？”
wolengyansaoshita，yuqipingjing：
“shixiangdianrangkai。yuqizaizheililangfeishijian，buruxiangxiangweihejingxichenshiniandoumeiyouquni。”
linqingyunbeiwodehuacitong，shunjianshiquleweizhuang：
“nizheigexiangbalao！yaobushinidangzaizhongjian，wozaojiushijingtaitaile！”
“gaosunigemimiba，wodeshouwangenbenmeishi，shiwoguyizhuangde。weilexichenge，woshenmeshouduandoushidechulai，nidoubuguowode！”
shuowan，taturanjiangwotuixiangqiangbi，talimadaodisuijijiazhuangwocaidaotadeshou，fachucierdejianjiao。
jingxichenwenshengcongzoulangjintoukuaibuganlai，lijijianglinqingyunlanruhuaizhong。
“xichenge，wodeshou…haoteng…”
“biedanxin，wobuhuiguaiyinlanjiejiede，tazhishitaishangxinle。”
jingxichenyinchenzhelian，taishouyigeerguanghenhenshanzaiwolianshang。
“你这疯子！”
“ruguoqingyundeshoushoudaorenheyingxiang，wohuirangnifuchubaibeidaijia！”
wobeizheiyibazhangdadezhuangzaiqiangshang，zuijiaoheetoushenchuxuesi。
caqulianshangdexueji，woyibuyibuzouxiangtamen，biaoqinglengjingerjueran，huanhuanjuqileshou。