《暗恋札记》 小说介绍
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暗恋终结
“hanhan,nishuo,wohuiyougenxujieyazaiyiqideyitianma?”
wozhalezhayan,baozhuzijidexigai,“buzhidao。”
“hanhan,zheishihouninandaobugaianweiwoma?”
zhouzhibumandichuochuowodenaodai。
keshi,woyehennanguoa。
tingniyicicitiqita,kanniyicicigentagaobai,woxinlidouzhongqiyipianningmengguoyuanle。
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yangtaishangdezheigenyan,woyikoudoumeichou。
ximieyantouzhuanguoshen,womazhanzaishenhou。
“qianliangnianbanjia,nizaiwaidichucha,shoushinifangjiandeshihou,kandaolerijiben。”
nuanhuangdengguangxia,womapiyijiankongdiaoyi,zuozaiwochuangshang。
“nidaxuedaizhouzhihuijiachifan,wohaiyiweinimenzhishidanchundepengyouguanxi。”
“xiaolian,zhouzhixihuannima?”
chennvshidemuguangdaizheshenshendetanjiu。
“......meiyou。”
wohelekouniunai,kuseyixiao。
“taxihuanbieren。”womayuqidudingdishuo。
我:......
tankouqi,tamomowodenaodai,“haizi,nixihuanta8nian,wobuxintaganjuebuchulai。”
“zhengzheng8niandoumeiyigejieguo,zaijianchixiaqujiuhuiyouma?”
womameizaishuoshenme,huilefangjianxiuxi。
tajilewodulisikaodekongjian,buguoduoganshewo。
danwokandechu,tahenxinteng,yehenwuyu。
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zhouzhidangranzhidaowoxihuanta。
dasanneinian,yicizuijiuhou,tayanshenmili,zuilinianzhexujieyademingzi。
buzhinalaileguyongqi,woliangshoulazhutaliangzhigebo,zhanzaitamianqian,yangtoukanta,“zhouzhi,xujieyayouneimehaoma?”
zhouzhideyanlidunshilaileguang,“dangranhao,wojiuxihuantaneizhongleixing。”
“那,我呢?”
“你?”
“genwozaiyiqizenmeyang?zheimeduonian,wo——”
“qiulian,nishiwofeichangzhenzhongdepengyou。”
zhouzhidejiuyishunjiantunqu,yanshenqingmingkanzhewo。
womuzainei,xiangbeilanghuapaidaguodeshatan,chulesiji,haiyouyanlidazhuandeshiyi。
diertian,liangrenmoqidisheidoumeitijiqianyiwandeshi,wodexihuanxiangdongtianhelihoubingxiadeyuer,jishibingfeng,yerenganzifenlidiyouzhe。
shuiqiandewananhaomeng,qingchendeqiwentishi,haokanfengjingdezhaopian,youqushiqingdefenxiang,wuyiliwai,haishihuiyuanyuanbuduanfajizhouzhi。
xinqinghaodeshihou,zhouzhihuihuiwoyigeduihuakuangdexiaoxi。
xinqingbuhaodeshihou,jitianyemeiyouyitiaohuifu。
womawenwo,8niandoumeijieguo,jixujianchixiaqujiuhuiyouma?
当然不会有了。
yinweixujieya,maosihuitoule。
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xiacheshuoyouhaowande,wenwoyaobuyaoqu。
wokanyanzhouzhiyigexingqidoumeihuifuxiaoxideduihuakuang,qishenfuyue。
jialouxia,xiacherengjiwoyigetoukui,sixiaofeixiaokanzhewo,“daishang。”
“去哪啊?”
“daolenijiuzhidaole。”
takuashangmotuoche,diledizuobiandejiantou。
wozhiyi,shoudazaitadejianbangpashangmotuo。
tahuaixiaoyisheng,“baojina!”
motuochefeibenzaijiangbiandadao,kongkuangdefengqingshuangqinpi,wojinjinzhuazhuxiachedeyijiao,dakouhuxikuangyezizaidefeng,yayilehaoduotiandexinqingzhongyudedaoshifang。
yanqian,ludengnuanhuangdeguangdazainanshengganjingdebojing,bojingjian,yigenxixidexianglianruoyinruoxian。
neikenengzhishiyigenputongdexianglian,danguazai“hengui”dexiachedebozishang,zaibuqiyandexianglianyebiandeangguiqilai。
congjiechudaoxianzai,wogenxiachejianguosanmian。tadedabansuiranhensuiyi,danjiushijirenyizhonghenguideganjue,zheikenenggentadeguxiangheqizhiyouguan。
“开心吗?”
夏澈大声问我。
“开心。”
我回他。
“什么?”
“开心!”
wosuizhetadegaohanergaohan,zhenggerendouqingyingqilai。
motuochetingzaiyijiazhuangxiufugudeyouxitingqian,wohaoqididaliang,bujie,“youxiting?”
xiachezhangtuikuaxiamotuo,zuoshouhuanzhetoukui,youshouqingqingtuiwoxianglizou。
“没错,打游戏。”
youxitingdezuilimian,shiliangtaiquanwanggedoujieji。
xiaoshihoushuwandedongxi,wozishibumosheng。
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wanlehenjiu,wocaiyiyouweijindikenlikai。
xiachexixue,“zenmeyouzhonghaoxueshengturanpannideganjue?”
“shima?”woxinliyijin,guoqudewangshifushangxintou。
meicigenzhouzhichumen,chulechifankandianying,zhouzhizuixihuandejiushiquyoulechang。
luguoshangchangdeyouxitingshi,wojicixiangjinquwan,doubeizhouzhiyong“xiaci”liangzituicidiao。
tabuxihuanyouxiting,quepianaiyoulechang,pianaimotianlunhexuanzhuanmuma,yinweineishixujieyadezuiai。
meiciquyoulechang,zhouzhizhizaizheilianggexiangmujianpaidui,ouerpeiwopaiqitaxiangmu,yezhishizaidixiakanshoujidengwo。
他从来不陪我玩。
youciwozhunbeitiaozhanguoshanche,kenqiuzhouzhipeiwoyiqi。zhouzhiqueculecumei,shuo,buganjiubuyaowanle。
keshi,wobushibugan,wozhishiquefayidianyongqi,zhishixianggentayiqitiyanzheibajingxianhe**。
huoxu,womennenglazheshou,huoxu......
周质拒绝了。
tabushibugan,zhishibuganxingqugenwoyiqi。
zuihou,wozijishangleguoshanche,quanchengzhengzheyan,wokandaotaiyangzaijiaoxia,tingdaoshenpangdenvhaizhiliposuidihan,“dinghan,wozaiyebuainile!”
wohenxianghandianshenme,xianglaixiangqu,gangzhangkaizui,beifengdulehuilai。
houlai,wozaiyebugenzhouzhiyiqiquyoulechangle。
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shizongleyizhoudezhouzhifalaiyitiaoyuyin。
bufuwangridedichen,taqingxubaomanangyang。
“qiulian,nimaideputaodoulanle!haha,yaobushijuedecheliyouguguaiweidao,wodouwangjihoubeixianghaiyouyidaiputao!”
yuyinli,haiyouxujieyaxiaoshengdichenguai,“wei,renjiateyimaijinide,sheirangniwangle!”
kanlai,zhouzhizhendehenkaixin。
xiachetiaoletiaomei,shuangshouhuanxiong,wen,“zheirenshishei?”
“woxihuanle8nianderen。”wohuita,xianglexiang,youjiuzhengdao:“zhunquedishuo,shianlianle8nianderen。”
woyiweixiachehuiyoudianmiansebuyu,sheiliao,tajingrancoudaowogenqian,“anliandounengjianchi8nian?xiaoqiuzi,wozhuidingnile!”
woshouyiduosuo,shoulideshaokaodiaodaozhuoshang。
xiachehaishineifuhuaixiao,jixudao:“zhennande,xianzaihainengyounizheiyangpiaoliangzhuanqingdenvhai。”
“wojuede,womenkeyitanyichangyongbufenshoudelianai。”
mingmingshineiyangangguidelianheqizhi,shuochudehuaqueruciyouni。
“xiache,nijuebujuedenitaiyoule。”
我提醒他。
tawaiwainaodai,“zhiyaoshini,zaiyouwodoumeiguanxi。”
tingtazheiyangshuo,xinliyouguxiaoxiaodereliuyongru。
beizhouzhibianyuanhuataijiu,wodouwanglezijiyekeyishicwei,keyishibierenxinlideno.1。
jiuzaiwozuzhicuocideshihou,xujieyadeshengyinxiangleqilai。
“qiulian?zhenshiniya。wogangganghaigenzhouzhishuozheiyougerenxiangni,zhouzhishuobukeneng。”
tashenbian,zhouzhiyizhanglianshuobushangshishenmebiaoqing。
“womennengzuoxiayiqima?waimianhaizaipaidui。”
woyanshenxunwenxiache,xiachediandiantou。
wonuodaoxiacheshenbian,zhaohuliangrenzaiduimianzuoxia。
xujieyagangyaozuo,jiubeizhouzhijujuele。
“buyong,wobuxiangchishaokao,womenquchibiedeba。”
tashengyinlengleng,taiduzhoujiang。
zhiyouxiache,qingqinghengxiaolesheng,chouchuyizhangzhijin,calecawodezui,“guaiguai,manzuiyou。”
zhouzhilazhexujieyazoule,zouqian,tayanshenfuzadihuitoukanlewoyiyan。
wogenxiachejieshi:“zhouzhiqueshibuxihuanchishaokao,xiaoyezongaichidianmalatang。”
xiachegangyangqidezuijiaoshunjiandalaxiaqu,xiangdagougouturandalaxiadeerduo。
“xiaoqiuzi,yihounidezhuyilizhinengfangzaiwoshenshang。”
xiacheweiweimiqiyan,banweixianbanwanxiaodao。
wonaqiyichuanwuhuasaijintazuili,“zaibuchijiuliangle。”
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shuiqian,zhouzhijiuweidizhudongfalaixinxi。
“hanhan,nixiangqinle?”
“算是。”
wokanzheduihuakuang,dengtadehuifu,zuishangmian,yizhixianshiduifangzhengzaishuru。kezhidaoguoleliangsanfenzhong,haishimeiyouxiaoxiguolai。
wosuishoudakaipengyouquan,banxiaoshiqian,xujieyafaleyitiaopeitudepengyouquan。
tupianshizhouzhibaozhemanhuaiyangguangmeiguicanxiaodehuamian,wenzishi“tashuo,xiangchiyangguangmeigui。”
dixiayeyudepinglunpaiqizhangdui,yourenwenliangrenshibushizaiyiqile,xujieyahuifulegeyiweishenzhangdewuzuixiao。
yourenwenliangrenshenmeguanxi,xujieyahuifu,“nicai。”
erzhouzhi,pinglunlesankeaixin。
congtongxuejuhuidaoxianzai,woxinliyougenxianyizhizaibengzhe。wopazhouzhijixuzhuizhexujieyapao,paxujieyahuitouzhaozhouzhi。patamenzaiyiqi,pazijijieshoubule。
kekandaozheitiaosishiguanxuandepengyouquanhou,xinlidexianyixiazijiusongchixialai。haoxiangchenailuoding,haoxiangpeipaojieshu,haoxiangzhongyurenqinglexianshi,huidaolezijideweizhi。
woxiang,zaozaitongxuejuhuineitian,wojiuyijingzhixiaobingqiejieshouleyiqie。
fanhuiweixinxiaoxiliebiao,xiachewenwoshibushizhendebujidetale。
woyayidifaquyuyin,“womenzhiqianrenshi?”
xiachehuilewoyigedadadebiaoqingbao,biaoqingbaoshang,shigouziweiqubabade“nihaohaoxiangxiangba”jigezi。
wocongyoueryuandewanbankaishixiangqi,xiangdaoshijianguole12dian,xiangdaohunhunyushui,zenmeyemeixiangqixiachecengchuxianzaiwoshengmingzhongdenayihuan。
zhouzhiyoufalaiyitiaoxinxi,tashuo,xingwanluxinkailejiamalatang,weidaobucuo,xiaciyiqiqu。
womeihuifu,daoxiangqigentayiqichiguodeneiwanmalatang。
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quniandongtian,womenkanwanshenyedianying,zhouzhitiyichiwanmalatangzaihuiqu。
quchedaochangqudedian,laobanqianyiyixiao,“zheigedian,shicaizhigouzuoyiwanle。”
“nimenqinglvlianggechiyiwanbushigengxiang?”
laobanxiaomimijinqubeican,wohezhouzhiduishiyiyan,kongqituranyouxieaimei。
malatangshangzhuoshi,zhouzhilvxiannaqikuaizi,fangdaowoshouli。
zheimeduonian,wogenzhouzhiyiqichiguoriliao,chiguohancan,chiguoxican,yechiguotaican。danneiwanmalatang,shiwozhei8nianlaigenzhouzhiyiqichiguodezuimeiweideyican。
congdianlichulaideshihou,tiankongpiaoqixuehua。
“走吧。”
周质喊我。
taziranerrandilaqiwodeshou。
lianjiayihong,xinlimomingyoulelianrenbandeganjue。
malatang,xuehua,qianshou,shenye......jiuzaiwosisuozhegaobaideshihou,zhouzhisongkaileqianzhewodeshou。
tadianhuaxiangle,laidianrenshixujieya。
“jieya!?”tayuqijingxijieqidianhua。
dianhuali,xujieyayoushiqingzhaozhouzhibangmang。
zhouzhizhanzaixuedili,lianshangdexiaorongmeixiaoshiguo。zhidaoshijifenzhonghou,weijinshangdexuehuacengcengluoxia,cengcengronghua,zhouzhicaixiangqijiesuochezirangwoshangche。
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bangwanhaimeixiaban,zhouzhidedianhuaxiandalaile。
“hanhan,nizuowanmeihuiwoxiaoxi。”
“......buxiaoxinshuizhele。”
“keshi,jintianyemeihui。”
“......baoqian,gongzuotaimang。”
xialeban,zouchudalou,wanxiamenghuandiqianzaitianbian,mujizhichu,yipianfensepiaomiao。xiangshinagelangmandeshenxian,jiqizibiaoyanleyichangmoshu。
kandaozhouzhideshihou,tazhengditouzaishoujishangdazi。
wozouguoqu,dengzaiyibian。takandaowo,xiaozheshuoyiqiquchifan。
woyaoyaotou,“bule,zhouzhi,wogenxiacheyuehaole。”
“xiache?”tashengyindouranyiyang,lianshangxiaorongzhizhu,“nidexiangqinduixiang?”
wodiandiantou,muguangfangzaibuyuanchuyizhekushuaidamotuodexiacheshenshang。
zhouzhishunzhewodemuguangkanguoqu,biaoqingyouxiehuise,tabukezhixindiwangzhewo,shuo:“hanhan,nixihuantale?”
xixixianglexiang,wodiandiantou,youyaoyaotou。
xiachezheiyangderen,hennanburangrenyouhaogan。danruguoyaoshuotadechuxianwajiele8niandexihuan,zanshihaimeidaoneizhongchengdu。
“shenmeyisi?nibuxihuanwole?”
zhouzhishengyinjinbeng,fangfoxiayimiaojiuhuipofang。
woduishangtadeyanjing,fengcidao:“niwenzheiyangdehuayoushishenmeyisi?nandaoniyexihuanwo,xianggenwozaiyiqi?”
zhouzhideyanzhudonglexia,lianshangdebiaoqingrouyankejiandebianjiang,meishuoyijuhua。
我突然就笑了。
笑过去的8年。
笑他的不在意。
笑他的若即若离。
笑自己的坚持。
也笑自己的可笑。
“zhouzhi,nidangwoshibeitaima?”
“zheimeduonian,nimingmingyizhidouzhidaowoxihuanni。”
“kenibumingquejujue,yebumingquejieshou。”
“xujieyazhaoni,nilehehediqu,xujieyaxiaoshi,ninanguodihuilai。”
“nibiaomianshuowoshinifeichangzhenzhongdepengyou,queaimeidiqianwodeshou,genwohetongyibeikafei,xujieyawenwomendeguanxi,nishuo,woshinigemen。”
“yezhiyounihuiqinzijidegemenba。”
zhouzhidelianyouxiecangbai,tanierudao:“hanhan......wo......”
tataishouxianglawodegebo。
wohoutuiyibu,litayuanyuande,“nihaishijiaowoqiulianba。”
“zhouzhi,wobuhuizaixihuannile。”
“yiqianshiwosha,yiweipeizainishenbian,zongyouyitianhuigandongni。”
“keshi,wowanquandiguleniduixujieyadeai。”
yegaogulezijizainixinlideweizhi。
8nian,shuididounengchuanshile。
woquepengbudaozhouzhidezhenxin。
woxiangxinyouyizhongxihuanshifenbugushen,shiquanxinquanyi,shimuguangzhuisuihexinxinniannian。
kexiwogenzhouzhizhijian,meiyou。
xujieyagenzhouzhizhijian,manshi。
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shanggeyue,tianqiyanre,lurenzaodong。guangjieshi,womailebeibingmeishi,bianzoubianheyanzudehen。pangbianzhouzhilaileju,“haohema?”
wozhidangtazaidaqu,zuoweiyigekafeixumingderen,haobuhaohetahuibuzhidaoma。
wobuda,tajiuyizhiwen。
wosuoxingzhijiejiangbeizididaotamianqian,douta,“nichangchang。”
rangwomeixiangdaodeshi,tazhendejiuzhewoyongguodexiguanheleyikou。
xinlimengdiyidang,lianshangrelalade。
“周质,你——”
wotaitoukanta,meidengwoshuowan,tafeikuaidizaiwochunshangyinlexia。
suiranzhiyouyimiao,kecubujifangzhakaidejingxi,tianmidaonengfugai8niandesuanse。
zhouzhiqinlewo,yanshenduoduoshanshan。
xiamiandexingcheng,womenjihumeizenmeshuohua,zhidaowoxiachehuijia,liangrenrengshibuganzhishibici。
neishihou,wolisuodangrandirenwei,womenlinannvpengyoudeguanxizhichatongpoyicengchuanghuzhi。
jieguo,meidengdaochuanghuzhipo,xujieyadechuxianqingpiaopiaodijiutuidaolewo8nianzhuqidekongzhonglouge。
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congxujieyazaitongxuejuhuishangchuxiandeneikeqi,wojiuzhidao,wogenzhouzhicongciyihoubuhuiyou“women”。
aibuaidoushitixianzaixijielide。
wolikaibaoxiangbanxiaoshi,zhouzhigenbenmeizhuyidaowoyijingchuquhaozhangyiduanshijian,wanquanmeidanxinzaiyulonghunzadektv,wohuibuhuiyudaoshenmeshi。
kuangqie,renzoubaoxiangkongdeshafashang,wodebaohaigulinglingditangzainei。baoshangdexiongmaoguajian,shizhouzhiqusichuanchuchahuilaisongwode,neishihou,tahaishuo,xiaciyiqiquchengdou,neilijianzhishimeishidetiantang,wojizaixinli,yizhizaicoujiaqi。
juhuijieshu,putongtongxuedouguanxinwoyoumeiyouanquanhuijia,zhouzhiqueyigedianhua,yitiaoxinxidoumeiyou。
qishizhoujieyameichuxianshi,tabushizheiyangde。
tahuiguanxinwoyewanyoumeiyouanquandaojia,shengbingyoumeiyouyao,dayimashijialiyoumeiyouhongtang,xiayutiannengbunengdadaoche。
danzhiyaozhoujieyayichuxian,tamanxinmanyandouzaixujieyashenshang。
neidailandiaodeputao,zaojiujutoulewohezhouzhidejieju。
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woyibubuzouxiangxiache,fangfozouhuile8nianqian。
走回了孩童时光。
xiacheqizuozaimotuocheshang,lianshangdebiaoqinghenjingcai。youxiechou,youxieweiqu,haiyouxiexiong。
“dangchuwojiubugaiquguangdong!”
他不满地抱怨。
“小样。”我笑他。
zaoshang,womajiwojiexiaoledaan。
tanachuyizhangzhaopian,zhaopianshang,shiliusuishihoudewozhazhechaotianbianheyigekanbuchushinanhaihaishinvhaidexiaopengyoudeheying。
wodingzhexiaopengyoudemeiyankan,yuekanyanjingdengdeyueda。
shile,nongnongdemei,baomandechun,yishuangyanjingdaizhediaopideguang,zheiwanquanshixiaoshihoudexiache。
tagenwoyiyangzhazhechaotianbian,meixindianzhehongdian。
womenshenhou,shiyitaixiaoxiaodequanwanggedoujieji。
guaibudeneitiantayaodaiwoqudayouxi。
yuanlai,shiyaoshituhuanqiwoxiaoshihoudejiyi。
xiachedemamajiangayishiwomadehaopengyou,dangnian,jiangayiquanjiaqianwangguangdongzuoshengyi,zheimeduonianyizhimeihuilaiguo。zhidaoqianduanshijian,tamencaiyoulianxishang。
zhiyuwozuowanweishenmemeixiangqixiache,shiyinweitagenbenjiubugenwozaiyigeyoueryuan。
xiachexiabadiandianzhouzhidefangxiang,“xiaoqiuzi,wobuzainishenbian,nideshenmeijiangdaozheizhongshuiping?”
wotuituitadenaodai,“zhouzhimanshuaidea,duoyangguang!”
hualuo,xiachenule,“neijiaoshuaima?dingduosuanputong。”
wobulita,congtashoulinaguotoukui,daishang,shuliandikuashangmotuo,paipaitadejian,zhizhewanxiadefangxiang,“xiaoche,chufa——”
9yuebangwandefengxiangshiganglaidaozheigeshijieban,xinxian,ganjing,qinglie,shushuang。
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zhuanyanjian,bannianshijianguoqu。
xiachebawoxinlideningmengshuwuyiliwaidichandiaolegen,zhongqifenfangtianxiangdetaoshu。
taoshuhuikaifenbaisedehua,huijiechendiandiantianmidetaozi。
2geyueqian,wogenxiachezhengshichengweinannvpengyou,yuanzaiguangdongdejiangayihexiashushuzhiyanyaoshangmentiqin。
天知道我有多惊慌。
daoshixiache,yizhishale。
wobumandidaodaotadexiongtang,“wei,womenhainianqing。”
erpan,tahengxiaoyisheng,congshenhouquanzhuwo,“laozixiangkuaidianchizhengshanggang。”
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bannianjian,zhouzhilaizhaoguowojici。
diyici,shiwogentahuaqingjiexianbujiuhoudemougewanshang。
tazuixunxunlaidaowojialouxia,butingdijiwodadianhua。
kandaowodeshihou,tadeyanjinghongle。
“hanhan,womengenyiqianyiyangbuhaoma?”
“buhao,zhouzhi。”wozhijiejujue。
“keshi,womenyiqianguanxineimehao,xianzaizenmejiulianmoshengrendouburule?nihaojiumeijiwofawananheqiwentishile,hanhan,nishihenwodeba。”
zuihouyiju,tadeyuqishikendingde。
huchuyikouqi,woyaoleyaotou。
“zhouzhi,wobuhenni,nizhishimeineimexihuanwo。”
“keshi,wozongjuedenalibudui。womingmingyijingxiguanlenidepeiban,nituranjiubuliwole,rangwozenmeban?”
“zhouzhi,”wotankouqi,“wobushituranlikaide。woshizaiyijianxiaoshiyouyijianxiaoshideduidiexia,duinichedishiqulexinxin。”
neijiuhuazenmeshuodelaizhe,jiuxiangzangouleshiwangdechuanpiao。
“woxihuanyouxitingshengguoyoulechang,niquezhiduiyoulechangganxingqu,yinweixujieyaxihuan。”
“neiciwotiaozhanguoshanche,zhendefeichangxiwangnengpeiwo,keshinijujuele,nishuo,buganjiubuyaochangshi。”
“womenfenxiangletongyiwanmalatang,neigewanshang,wohenkaixin,woyiweineiyiweizhewomenkuaiyaozoudaoyiqi,baokuoyiqiheguodeneibeibingmeishi,neigeduanzanquezhiredewen。”
“danshi,nizongnengzaiwomeiciduiwogennidechongmanxijishi,jiaolaiyipenlengshui。”
“我很累,周质。”
“xujieyayijinghuitou,zhunimenxingfu。”
shuowanwojiuzoule。wobuzhidaoshenhoudezhouzhishishenmebiaoqing,wozaojiuyijingbuzaiyi。
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zhouzhidiercilaizhaowo,shiwoganggenxiachechengweinannvpengyoudeshihou。
wopingrijibenbufapengyouquan,xiachequepianyaowozaipengyouquanguanxuan。
tabanaodaimaizaiwojianshangshualai,zenmeyebukennuokai。
meizhe,wotedifaletiaopengyouquan。
“neisha,wotuodanle,duifangshizheitiaodagougou。”
peidetupianzhengshitamaizaiwojianshangniwaidezhaopian。
suishouyipai,wojiubianjileyijuhuafachuqu。
xiachekanjian,manyideyanjingmichengleyitiaoxian。
dixiadepinglunzhufujuduo,yeyourenbiaoqingjingyazhewen,zhouzhini?
zhouzhizaicichuxianzaiwogongsilouxiadeshihou,zhenggerenqiaocuilebushao。
“hanhan,wohouhuile。”
“zhouzhi,zhenxixianzaipeizheniderenba。”
“hanhan,woxianzaijiugenxujieyashuoqingchu,ninengbiegentazaiyiqima?”
zhouzhideshoulinazheshouji,bohaojiemianxianshilexujieyademingzi。
我真是搞不懂他了。
shuangshouhuanxiong,wolenglengshenshita,buxiangzaiduoshuoyigezi。
冷峙间,夏澈来了。
talouguowodejianbang,shensebuyuedingzhezhouzhi,“tongzhi,xiangxinwo,nixianzaizheifushenqingdeyangzigandongdezhiyouniziji。”
“qingnidiandianzijidejinliang,goubugougelaizhuangqingsheng。”
tinglexiachedehua,zhouzhideliansefeichangnankan,taoyesidepaole。
congneiyihou,wogenzhouzhizaiyemeijianguomian。
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houlai,zaixinkaidewanghonghuoguodian,wohexiacheyudaolektvmenkoudeliangweigaozhongtongxue。
tamenshuo,zhouzhihexujieyanaobaile。
xujieyagenqianrenyiqichifan,beizhouzhikandao。zhouzhigenneiweiqianrendongleshou,baqianrendajinleyiyuan。
peilehaodayibiqian,cairangzheigeshiqingguoqu。
zheimeyinao,xujieyayougenqianrenhehaole。
xiachetiaoletiaomei,erwo,zhishiwusuoweidixiaolexiao。
liangweitongxuehuaxiaziyizhuan,shuowohexiachehenbanpei,yihoushengdexiaohaiyanzhikendinghengao。
xiachezheicaiyoulexingqudahua。
worenleren,haishimeirenzhu,puchixiaochusheng。
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womenjiehunneitian,xujieyalaile。
siyirangdanshennannvshangtaijiepenghua,zuihou,penghualuojinlexujieyahuaili。
binkesanqushi,talaidaowoshenbian。
“秋莲。”
woluchuyigecanlandexiao,“jieya,xiexienilaicanjiawodehunli。”
xujieyadebiaoqingyoudianbaoqian,youyoudianganga。
tayuyanyouzhi,wenwo,“nizhidaotazainama?”
tashuode“ta”,dingshizhouzhiwuyi。
woyaoyaotou,“wogenzhouzhihaojiubulianxile。”
“zheiyanga,”xujieyadebiaoqingyouxiekuse,“shiwoduibuqita。”
“qiuliannizhidaoma?youciwogenzhouzhiquyoulechang,wozuoxuanzhuanmumajingguotashenbianshi,tashuo,hanhan,kanguolai。”
“tabawodangchengleni。”
“haiyou,tagenwoqianrendajianeici,tashuohouhuile,houhuifangkailenideshou,houhuibaneimeduonianshijianlangfeizaiwoshenshang。”
我怔忪了下。
“zhouzhishixihuannide,qiulian。taduiwodeganqingbudoushixihuan,gengduodeshinianshaoshihoudezhizhe。”
xujieyadebiaoqingyuefadekuse。
kanzhebuyuanchuzairenqunzhongkaixinxiaozhedexiache,wobuzijuegenzhexiaole。
“jieya,douguoqule。”
guoquzhongdehuajiuwangjiba,youjieguodeshucaishizhidewomenaide。
shuhuikaihua,yehuijieguo。
tadenongyuhegantian,shiwanqianhuaerdoubibulede。
(完结)
暗恋札记