攒够失望后，我离开了
《攒够失望后，我离开了》 小说介绍
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第一章
zheishiwohelaopodediqigejiehunjinianri，yeshiwodeshengri。
tazaiwaichuchameihuilai，jiwodinglegedangao。
woduzichuimielazhu，qiekaidangao，chixiadiyikouhou，limatulechulai。
limianyouboluo，woguomin。
womianwubiaoqingdechixiaguominyao，badangaobaoqilairengdiao。
suihoujitafaquxiaoxi：【luojia，womenlihunba。】
zhidaodiertianxiawu，tajiwodalaidianhua。
shipinlidetachuanzhe**qingliangdediaodai，jiuzheimewusuogujidezuozaiguangzhebangzidelinchuchenpangbian。
“nifashenmefeng？chuchenyoubuzhidaoniboluoguomin，meishixianao，fanbufan？”
wowojinshouji：“neijiulihunba，lilehunjiumeirenfannile。”
对面传来一声冷笑。
“神经，随你便！”
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luojiamawanwojiugualedianhua，zhihouzaiyemeilianxiguowo。
woduziquleyiyuanzhiliao。
zaijiandaota，shiyigeyuezhihou。
kongqizhongmimanzheyizhongnanyiyanyudeshuli。
“jiwozhuwanzhou，weibushufu。”tadeshengyinlidaizhejifenlisuodangran，fangfozheiyigeyuedexiaoshizhishixunchang。
zheiyigeyue，tayichuchaweiyou，yulinchuchensichulangdangwanle，zuihouqueyouranguijia，fangfoyiqieweicenggaibian。
liunianhunyin，womencengxiangruyimo，quezaishiguanyingerjihuaqianxi，tadejiatingbiangurangyiqiezouxiangchalu。
luojiademahelinchuchendebaerhunle。
tayulinchuchen，lianggebenwuxueyuandejiedi，qiaoranjianqingganshengwen，waijieshenzhijiangtamenshiweilianren。
erta，zongshiyi“qinren”erziqingqingdaiguo。
woyiwei，tichulihunhou，tahuipobujidaidiyuwobanlishouxu。
haochengquantahelinchuchenshuangsushuangqi。
raner，tahuilai，jingshidaizheyixiang“liwu”jiwo，shuoquanshiqinshou**。
我笑了。
zheixiesuoweideshouzuo，wozaoyizailinchuchendeshejiaodongtaizhongjianguowushuci。
tabahaodequandouliujilelinchuchen，shengxiadecancipinquanjilewo。
xiangzhongdecancipinyulinchuchenpengyouquanzhongtajingxindazaodeyishupinxingchengxianmingduibi，gengkexiaodeshi，neixiewanmeizhizuoshang，haikeyoutacengzhuanshuyuwodetuan。
rujin，zheixiecancipinli，zaiwuwodehenji，rutongwozaitaxinzhongdeweizhi，yibeichedimoqu。
wozuozaishafashang，muguangdanrandilveguota，meiyoulewangridereqingyujiqie。
tachangweibuhao，zaiwaimianchifanjingchangrongyichangweibushi，danzheiyici，woxuanzelewudongyuzhong。
tayonglanditangzaishafashang，jianwohaowufanying，meitoujinsuo：“aye，woweiteng，nimeitingjianma？”
“woyoubushiyisheng，biezhaowo。”wodeshengyinpingjingwubo，meiyousihaozhongfengdexiyue。
taeran，zhuantoujianjingbuxiantiaojiangying：“niyouzaiwanshenmebaxi？bujiushiyinweigongzuomeipeiniguoshengrima？keyibuguozongxingleba，zhiyugenggengyuhuaima？zhenshixiaoxinyan！”
tabudong，wodebumanyuanfeiruci。
tayiweishijiannengfupingyiqie，rangwoyirujiwangbeiweidiqianjiu。
yiqianwomenchaojiahuolengzhan，luojiazongshizheiyang，bawoliangzainei，dengwoshoubulequzhaotaditourencuo。
xiangtiaoyaoweiqiliandetiangou。
dantahulvele，zheiyigeyueli，linchuchendedongtaiyixiangwojieluleyiqie——tamendelvxing、huanxiao，haiyouqinmihezhao，yijitazhishangneimobushuyuwodeduijiehenji。
haiyouwoduzizaiyiyuanchengshoudebingtong。
zheiyigeyueli，tazhenzhengweigongzuoderiziquzhikeshu，qiyushijianjieshiyulinchuchentianmixiangban。
“wobingweishengqi。”wodandanhuiying，yanshensaoguotakongdangdangdewumingzhi，neilibenyinggaifangzhewomendehunjie，rujinquekongkongruye。
tashituyongzhitijiechuhuanjieganga，shuangbeirutengmanbanchanraoshangwodejingxiang：“laogong，wojiuzhidaonizuihaole，......”
raner，neirouruandechupengweinengchudongwoxin，fanershitashenshangcanliudelinchuchendeqixi，rangwoxinshengyane。
neiweidaojiuxiangshizaitashenshangaruweileyiyang，woturanmeilaiyoudeganjueexin。
wotuikaita，yuqilengmo：“xiangchijiuzijidongshou。”
tadeshentishunjianjiangzhu，kongqizaizheiyikeninggu。
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luojiazhongzhongyijiaotixiangxinglixiang，neicuiruodeshougongzhuangshipinzaituruqilaidezhuangjizhong，fachuqingcuidesuiliesheng，wanruwomenhunyincuiruobukandexiezhao。
tazuijiaojinmin，shengyinbinglengdiduiwoxialezuihoutongdie：
“zheishinizuihoudejihui，niquedingbuweiwozhuneiwanzhouma？”
woshenzhi，zheishitaxiangmeicidewangchangyiyangduiwoxiazuihoutongdie。
danjinshibutongwangri，woyibuzaishineigeganyuanwudixianqianjiudetiangou。
zaipengyouquanneibeiyuwei“ruanfanwang”dewo，cengtanranjieshouzheifenfengciyuwuru，zhiyinwoailuojia。
woaita，keyibuyaolianmian，buyaozunyan。
但现在，我累了。
wolengjingdiwangxiangqingxujijiangshikongdeta：“nikeyizhaolinchuchen，tayinggainengweinizhuchuxiangyaodeweidao。”
zheijuhuarutonghuoxingluoruleganchaidui，shunjianyinbaoletadenuhuo。
tachaoqichajishangshuibei，buguyiqiedipoxiangwo。
“jiangye，nishibushifengle？”tanuhou。
ruotaxixinguancha，dingnengchajuedaowodeyiyang。
shuiliushunzhewodeguangtouhualuo，diluozaishitoudemaoyanshang，zheifenbushirangwogengjiaqingxing。
wozhaixiamaozi，taduanzandejingehou，shigengjiamengliedenuhuo：“nizheishichangdenayichu？tiguangtouhaihuashangbazhuang？wonvershengrizaiji，nizheifumoyangzenmejianren？haishishuo，nixiangyongzheizhongfangshirangwokelianni？”
wokuxiao，tazenhuizhidao，zheibingfeizhuangrong，ershizhenshideshangtong。
woxinliyitong，yuanlai，tahuiguideyuanyin，buguoshixiangqizijihaiyougehaizi，erfeiduiwoshangyouliulian。
tajingyuchunzhici，yiweineiwanyandebahenshiwanxiaobandefangzhuang。
tadehuayurudaoge，rangwoxintongnandang，dangengtongdeshineifenshiqudeai。
woqingqingcashizhelianshangdeshuizi，chupengdaodaobashi，yizhencitongchuanlai，woquezhishidandandishuo：“wobuxuyaorenherendetongqing，youqishini。”
wodehua，zaitatinglaiquechenglefengci。
talengxiao：“aye，nifeiyaozheiyangshiba？jiranzheiyang，tongtongdeshengriyanhuibuhuanyingni。”
tazongaiyongnverzuoweichouma，shitukongzhiwo。
dantongtongyuwodeqinggan，qishitanengqingyilijiande？
wowenroudixiaole，neishishuyucifudexiaorong：“tongtongshiwoyishoudaidade，taxiangzenyang，buyongnizuojueding。”
raner，tadehuayurulengshuijiaotou，chedijiaomielewodewenqing：“biewangle，tongtongshiwoshengde，yuniwuguan！”
wolengzhule，xinzhongdetongchunanyiyanyu。
dangniantabeirenqiru，shiwoyimingxiangjiu，beidadaonaozhendang；
tahuaiyunbugangaosujiaren，shiwopeitamianduiyiqie；
taxiangyaotiaolou，yeshiwojishilazhuta。
wangshiruyan，wojiutayuweinan，peitamianduijiazudefengbao，shenzhiganyuanchengweitakouzhong“shengfubuxiang”haizidefuqin。
woduitadeai，duitadebaorong，rujinquechengletashanghaiwodewuqi。
“nishuodedui，fanzhengbushiwoqinshengde。”woshenxileyikouqi，nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaigengjiapingwen，“jiranruci，neiwomenjiulihunba。niqujitongtongzhaogexinbaba，huozhebataqinbabazhaochulaiyexing。woleile，buxiangzaizheiyangxiaqule。”
wodehuayingangluo，fangjianlijiuxianrulesiyibandejijing。
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neiduanshenmaixindidewangshibeibujingyijianchupeng，wodefengcirutonglengjian，rangluojiacuoshoubuji，taneishuangmouzizhongshanguoyisicuoe，xianranweicengliaodaowohuirucifanji。
tacengyiyanyuweiren，cixiangwodexinzang，erjin，woyehaobuliuqingdichuozhongletadetongchu。
guoquneijianshi，duitaeryan，wuyishichangbuyuanhuishoudeemeng。
duonianyilai，worutongyuandingbanxixinzhaoliaozheta，yongaibianzhidewangjiangtajinjinbaoguo，shengpaneixiebukandehuiyihuizaiyeshenrenjingshiqinraotademengjing。
erjin，woyitongyangdefangshihuiying，benyiweihuiyinlaitadefennu，congerjiasuwomenhunyindezhongjie。
wonaohaizhongyigoulechutanubukee、yaoqiulihundechangjing，raner，luojiaquezhishijinyaoxiachun，chenmobuyu，fangfozaiyunniangyichanggengdadefengbao。
woshiyizhuoshangdelihunxieyi，dishangyizhibi，benyiweitahuihaobuyouyudijieguo，jieshuzheiyiqie。
dantazhishilenglengdipieleyiyan，bianzhuanshenjinlechufang，kaishizaikongdangdangdebingxiangqianfanzhao，bingxianglikongwuyiwu。
“jiangye！zheiyigeyuenijiujingzaimangshenme？lianbingxiangdouqingkongle，nishiguyixiangrangwoeduzima？”
“wobuguoshizaidengnihuilai，tanlihundeshi。”
tawenyan，nuhuogengshen，fangfowodelengdanchengletasuoyoubumandedaohuosuo。
wokuxiao，nandaotaweicengchajue，zheixienianwoweitasuozuodeyiqie，baokuoneixietacongweizhenzhengxiangyongguodeyuzhicai，doushiwomomofuchudezhengming？
ketingzaicixianruchenji，wodehuazaikongqizhonghuidang，dengdaizhetadehuiying。
womanhuaiqidai，yiweizheicitazhonghuiqianzitongyi，jieshuzheichangzaoyimingcunshiwangdehunyin。
raner，tazhishifennudizhuaqibi，queyouzaiqianmingchuyouyubujue，fangfozaizuozhejiannandexuanze。
woshituyiqingsongdeyuqihuanjieqifen：“lilehun，nijiunenggengzizaidibanjinlinjia。”
buliao，zheijuhuaquechengledaohuosuo，tamengdisisuilelihunxieyi，nuchidao：“woshuozenmele，yuanlaiyoushichicua。nidaodiyaowoshuoduoshaobian，wohelinchuchenshiqinren！lihunzheijianshi，nixiangdoubiexiang！”
zhengdangwoaonaozijishiyanzhiji，luojiadeshouji**xiangqi，shitongtongneiruannuodeshengyin，shunjianronghualewodexin。
wopoqiedixiangyaojiandaota，quezhinengyanzhengzhengkanzheluojiaguyijiangshoujibeiduiwo，gejuelewoyunverdelianxi。
zheiyigeyuelai，woyinbingtongerbuganyutashipin，shengpazijiqiaocuidemoyanghuihedaota。
rujintingdaotadeshengyin，wohenbudelikefeidaotashenbian。
raner，tongtongdehuayuquerutonglengshuijiaotou，rangwocongtouliangdaojiao。
“mama，woxiangranglinjiujiudangwobaba，tabibabahao！”
tadetongyanwuji，rulijianbanciruwodexinzang。
wochadianwangle，linjiaheluojiazaojiuzaiyiqile。
nverzailinchuchenshenbian，beijiedaolelinjia。
wogengweiliaodaozijiyanglezheimeduoniandenverhuiruciqingyidi“beipan”wo。
linchuchen......tabujinqiangwolaopo，xianzailianwodehaizidouyaoyibingqiangzou。
“baobei，babashiweiyide，bunengsuibianrene。”luojiadeshengyinwenroudixiangqi，shituanfutongtong。
erwo，queruzhuibingjiao，xinzhongwuweizachen。
woshenzhi，zijiyinshoushuerzanshilikai，rangtongtongduiwochanshenglegehe。
danwocongweixiangguo，zheifengehehuirucishenke，yizhiyutajingyuanyiranglinchuchenqudaiwodeweizhi。
“wobuyaobabale！xiaopengyoushuo，bababuaiwolecaibawodiujilaolao！”tongtongdehuaxiangyibachuizi，zhongzhongdiqiaodazaiwodexinshang。
wohuixiangqidangchuweiletadexingfuerzuochudejueding，rujinquechengletashuyuanwodeliyou。
luojiadexiaoshengzaicishixiandegewaicier，tajurandayingletongtongdeqingqiu：“jiranbaobeixihuanjiujiu，neiwomenjiurangjiujiudanggandieba。”
wodexinfangfobeisiliechengliangban，tongdewufahuxi。
kanzheluojianeitiaoxindeyanshen，zhidaozheichangzhanzheng，woyijingchedishule。