双男主·囚笼之雀与笼外鹰
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“ni……weishenmezaizheiligongzuo？”wolengleyixia，zheigewenti，conglaimeiyourenwenguowo。wogaizenmehuida？
shuoweileqian？weileshengcun？haishiweile……xunzhaoyidianxuwupiaomiaodekeneng？woxiaolexiao，
xiaorongyouxiekuse：“guxiansheng，zheibushiningaiguanxindeshiqing。ninzhixuyaohehaojiujiuxingle。
”tachenmolejimiao，ranhouqingqingdianlediantou。“yeshi。”tadunledun，youshuo，“buguo，
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zhidaoyouyitian，tazaicibakafangzaibataishang，yuqiburongzhiyi：“nazhe。qumainixuyaomaidedongxi。
”woyouyulehenjiu，zuizhonghaishishouxiale。yexushiyinweitadejianchi，yexushiyinwei，woxinlimougejiaoluo，
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bujiuzhihou，taduiwoshuo：“genwozou。”“quna？”woyouxiejingti。“yigedifang。
”tahuidadehenjianjie，“nidedongxi，wohuirangrenchuli。”womeiduoxiang，huozheshuo，qianyishili，
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wojiandandishoushilexingli——qishiyemeishenmedongxi，jijianjiuyifu，yixielingsuiwupin。
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”worenbuzhuwen，“nidaodixiangzuoshenme？”tazoudaowomianqian，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo。tadeyanshenshensui，
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”“woxuyaozuoshenme？”wogandaoyizhenhanyi。“zuowodesuoyouwu。”tayiziyijudishuo，
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tasuishoujiunengniansuiwoderensheng。“hao。”wotingdaozijiyongyizhongjinhumamudeshengyinhuida，“wodayingni。
”yexushiyinweijuewang，yexushiyinweineiyidiandianbuqieshijidehuanxiang——yexu，zhiyaowoshuncongta，
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”“wozhishixiang……huxiyixiaxinxiankongqi。”“zheilikongqihenhao。”tadandandishuo，
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tahuizhijiezoujinwodefangjian，buxuyaowodetongyi。tatongchangzhishizhanzaichuangbiankanzhewo，yanshenfuza。
shitahuijiekaizijidechenshan，luchuxiantiaofenmingdexiongtangheshoubei，neishangmianouerhuiyouyixieaimeidehenji，
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tadeshentihentang，yanshenquehenleng。neizhongbinghuoliangzhongtiandeganjue，rangwogandaoquru，yegandaoyisi……kongju。
wobuzhidaotaweishenmeyaozheiyangzuojiranhuaqianmaile，weishenmebuxiangyong？nandaozhishiweilexiuruwo？huozhe，
tayoushenmenanyanzhiyin？wobuganwen。wozhinengmomochengshou，basuoyoudeweiquhebugandouyanjinduzili。
wokaishixiangyiqianzaijiubayiyang，liuyitadexihao。taxihuanheshenmepaizidecha，xihuanchoushenmepaizideyan，
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wonulirangzijibiandegengyouxiu，gengwanmei，xiwangnengxiyintadezhuyi，napazhishiyidiandian。wobaolefayuban，
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tasihuzhuyidaolewodebianhua。youshitahuiduokanwojiyan，yanshenlisihushanguoyisizanxu，
dangengduodehaishineizhongbinglengdeshenshi。zhidaoyouyitian，taturanduiwoshuo：“mingtianwanshangyougewanyan，
nigenwoyiqiqu。”wolengzhule。chumen？hetayiqi？qucanjiawanyan？“wo……woxingma？
”woyouxiebuqueding。woxiguanlezheilideanyi，duiwaimiandeshijie，youqishizheizhongyixiangbinyingdechanghe，
gandaomoshenghehaipa。“meishenmebuxing。”tayuqipingdan，“jinizhunbeileyifu。”diertianxiawu，
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haiyoupeitaodebaichenshan，xiukou，yiji……yitiaojingzhideyinsexianglian。wokanzhejingzilideziji，
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wanyanzaishizhongxinyijiadingjidewuxingjijiudianjuxing。gongchoujiaocuo，yixiangbinying。guyanqianzhewodeshou，
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wozhidao，bierenhuizenmekanwo。yigekaozhenanrenshangweidepiaoliangnanhai。danwoyijingbuzaihule。huozheshuo，
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tayourenyouyudiheneixieshangjiedalao、mingliuxianguijiaotan，jushoutouzujiandousanfazheshangweizhedeqichang。
taouerhuixiangbierenjieshaowo：“zheishiwode……nanban，liyan。”tadeshengyinhenpingjing，danwonengganjuedao，
takeyijiazhongle“nanban”lianggezi。tazaixiangsuoyourenxuangaowodeshenfen，yezaixiangwozijixuangao。zhenggewanyan，
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yingchou，jinliangbujitadiulian。tasihuduiwojintiandebiaoxianhaisuanmanyi。zhishao，
tameiyouzaiwolianshangkandaorenhebuqingyuanhuozhehaipa。wanyanjinxingdaoyiban，yigechuanzhehualiwanlifu，
zhuangrongjingzhidenvrenjingzhixiangwomenzoulai。takanxiangguyandeyanshenchongmanleaimuhezhanyouyu，kanxiangwoshi，
quedaizhemingxiandediyiheshenshi。“yangege。”nvrenjiaodididikaikou，shengyintiandefani。
guyandeshentisihujiangyingleyixia，danhenkuaihuifuleziran。tasongkaiwodeshou，
duineigenvrendianlediantou：“nizenmelaile？”“babarangwolaide，shuohaojiumeijiannile，rangwolaikankanni。
”nvrenshuozhe，muguangyiyousuozhidipiaoxiangwo，“zheiweishi……？”“wodepengyou，liyan。”guyanjieshaodao，
yuqipingdan。“liyan？”nvrenzhongfuleyibianwodemingzi，zuijiaogouqiyimochaofengdexiaorong，“yangege，
nizheipengyou……hentebiea。”womeiyoulihuitadetiaoxin，zhishianjingdizhanzaiyipang。“zheiweishishenyafei，
shenshijituandeqianjin。”guyanduiwoshuodao，xiangshizaijieshaoyigewuguanjinyaoderen。shenyafei？
wohaoxiangzainalitingguozheigemingzi。duile，haoxiangshi……gushijituandelianyinduixiang？wodexinmengdiyichen。
yuanlai，zheicaishitadaiwolaizheilideyuanyin。yichangjingxinanpaidebiaoyan，yonglaianfutadeweihunqi，
yeyonglaixiangwaijiexuangaomouzhongguanxi？wanyanjieshuhou，guyansongwohuijia。yilushang，womendoumeiyoushuohua。
chelideqifenyayiderangrenzhixi。huidaobieshu，tabawosongdaomenkou，turanshuo：“jintianbiaoxianbucuo。
”wokanzheta，xinliwuweizachen。“guxiansheng，”woguqiyongqi，kaikouwendao，
“nigangcaijieshaowowei‘pengyou’？”tatiaoletiaomei，sihuyouxieyiwaiwohuiwenzheigewenti。“buranni？
”“keshi……”wodunledun，“nibushimashangjiuyaojiehunlema？heneiweishen**。”tachenmolejimiao，
ranhoulengxiaoyisheng：“jiehun？he，shangyelianyineryi。niyiwei，woguyanhuizhendebeihunyinshufu？
”wokanzheta，tadeyanshenlidaizheyizhongbuxiehechaofeng。neiyike，woturanjuede，
yexu……shiqinghaimeiyouneimezaogao？yexu，taduiwo，bingfeiquanwuqingsu？zheigeniantougangyishengqi，
jiubeiwoqiamiele。bu，bukeneng。tazhishizailiyongwo，jiuxiangliyongyijiangongjuyiyang。womenzhijian，
yongyuanbukenengyoujieguo。“wozhidaole，guxiansheng。”wodixiatou，yanquyandideshiluo。“ng。
”tadianlediantou，“zaodianxiuxi。”shuowan，tazhuanshenlikaile。liuxiawoyigerenzhanzaikongkuangdexuanguan，
shouliniezheneitiaobinglengdeyinsexianglian，ganjuewubifengci。woheguyandeguanxi，jiuxiangzheidonghualidelaolong，
kanqilaiguangxianliangli，shijishangquebinglengcigu。woshitadejinsique，tadewanwu，tadegongju。chucizhiwai，
biewuqita。woyiwei，zheiyangdeshenghuohuiyizhichixuxiaqu，zhidaowolaoqu，huozhetayanjuan。danmingyundechilun，
zongshizaibujingyijian，qiaoranzhuandong。disanzhang：liehenyushitanheguyanyiqichuxiwanyanzhihou，
wodeshenghuosihuyouhuidaoleyuanlaideguiji。tayijiushineigeouerchuxiande、lengmodezhuren，
woyijiushineigebeikunzailongzhongde、shuncongdejinsique。zhishi，youxiedongxi，sihuzaiqiaorangaibian。wanyanshang，
guyanjieshaowowei“pengyou”shi，yanzhongneiyishanerguodeyiyang，yijishenyafeineichongmandiyideyanshen，
douxiangyigengenxixiaodezhen，zhazaiwodexinshang。wokaishibuyouzizhudiquxiang，guyanheshenyafeideguanxi，
daodishibushizhendezhishishangyelianyinneimejiandan？taduiwodetaidu，
youzhendezhishibawodangchengyijianmeiyoushengmingdewupinma？wobiandegengjiaxiaoxinyiyi，
jibuganbiaoxianchurenhebugaiyoudeqidai，yourenbuzhuquliuyitadeyijuyidong。wofaxian，
tahuilaidecishusihubiyiqianduolexie，youshishenzhihuizaibieshulidaidaotianliang。
dantadaizaishufangdeshijianyeyuelaiyuezhang，meiyujiandepibeihefanzao，yeyuelaiyuemingxian。takanwodeyanshen，
yebiandegengjiafuza。youshishibinglengdeshenshi，youshishihaobuyanshidezhanyouyu，
ouer……haihuiliuluchuyisiwokanbudongdezhengzhahetongku。zheizhongbianhua，rangwogandaobuan，
yerangwochanshengleyisiweiruodexiwang。yexu，shiqingbingmeiyouwoxiangxiangdeneimejiandan？yigezhoumodexiawu，
guyannandemeiyouqugongsi，yemeiyoudaizaishufang，ershidaizaiketinglikanwenjian。
yangguangtouguojudadeluodichuangsajinlai，zaidibanshangtouxiabanbodeguangying。woyouyulehenjiu，
zuizhonghaishiguqiyongqi，duanzheyibeiwenshui，zoudaoletashenbian。“guxiansheng，hedianshuiba。”tataiqitou，
kanlewoyiyan，jieguoshuibei，quemeiyouhe。“youshi？”tadeyuqihenpingjing，tingbuchuqingxu。
“wo……”woyouxiejinzhang，shouzhibuzijuedijiaozheyijiao。“wonengbuneng……chuquyixia？
”tazhoulezhoumei：“zuoshenme？”“wo……xiangqumaidiandongxi。”wodizhetou，bugankantadeyanjing，
“yixie……shenghuoyongpin。”tachenmolejimiao，sihuzaisikao。“yaoqunalimai？
”“fujinde……chaoshijiuhao。”woxiaoshengshuo。tafangxiawenjian，shentixianghoukaozaishafashang，kanzhewo。
“liyan，nishibushiwanglewomendeyueding？”wodexinyichen。shia，wowangle。woshitadesuoyouwu，
weijingyunxu，bunengshanzilikaizheizuobieshu。“duibuqi，guxiansheng。”wodixiatou，zhunbeilikai。“dengdeng。
”taturanjiaozhuwo。wotingxiajiaobu，taitoukanta。takanzhewo，yanshenshensui。“xiangqunali？
”“wo……”woyouxiebuganxiangxinzijideerduo。“shuo。”tadeyuqiburongzhiyi。
“woxiangqu……shizhongxindeneijiashudiankankan。”woxiaoshengshuochuleneigeyizhipanxuanzaiwoxindidexiangfa。
woxihuankanshu，danzaibieshulidaijiule，jihuyushigejue。tadingzhewokanlejimiao，ranhoudianlediantou。
“keyi。rangsijisongni。”wolengzhule，jihubuganxiangxin。“zhendekeyima？”“woshuokeyijiukeyi。
”tayouxiebunaifandishuo，zhongxinnaqilewenjian。woyayizhuneixindekuangxi，lianmangdiantou：“xiexieguxiansheng！
xiexieguxiansheng！”tameizailiwo，danwonengganjuedao，tazhoushendeqiyasihujiangdileyixie。xiawu，
sijikaichedaiwoquleshizhongxinneijiawoxiangwangyijiudeshudian。shudianhenda，henanjing，chongmanleshuxiangqixi。
wozailimianguanglehenjiu，mailehaojibenshu，haimaileyixiexiaolingshi。huilaideshihou，tianseyijingyouxieanle。
sijibawosongdaobieshumenkou，wobaozheyidaduidongxi，xinqingqueyuedizoujinmen。
guyanyijiuzuozaiketingdeshafashang，sihudongyemeidongguo。kandaowohuilai，tatailetaiyanpi。“huilaile？
”“ng。”woyingleyisheng，baozhedongxiwangloushangzou。“woquzhengliyixiamaideshu。”womeigangaosuta，
wohaimaileyibencaipu。woxiangshizhezijizuodiandongxi，yexu……nengrangtaduiwolingyanxiangkan？jiexialaidejitian，
guyanmeiyouzaitirangwochumendeshiqing，danwonengganjuedao，taduiwodetaidu，sihuyouleyisiweimiaodebianhua。
takanwodeyanshen，buzaixiangyiqianneiyangbinglengcigu，ouerhaihuiliuluchuyisi……tanjiu？
tashenzhi……zhudonghewoshuolejicihua。suiranneirongyijiushiguanyugongzuohuozheyixiewuguanjinyaodehuati，
danzheiduiwolaishuo，yijingshimodadejinbule。youyici，wokandaotazaikanyibenguanyuniaoleiqianxideshu。
woyouyuleyixia，zouguoqu，qingshengshuo：“guxiansheng，niyexihuankanzheizhongshuma？”tataiqitou，
sihuyouxieyiwaiwohuizhudonghetadahua。“ng。”“woyiqian……zaitushuguankanguojiben。”woguqiyongqi，
jixushuodao。“houniaoweilexunzhaoshiyideshengcunhuanjing，huifeihenyuanhenyuandelu，jinglihenduokunnan。
”tashuo：“houniaohensha。”wolengleyixia，meimingbaitaweishenmezheimeshuo。tafangxiashu，kanzhewo，
yanshenruili。“mingmingkeyidaizaiwennuandenanfang，weishenmeyaomaozhefengxian，feihuibinglengdebeifang？”wokanzheta，
xinlituranyongshangyigumomingdeqingxu。tashizaishuohouniao，haishizaishuo……taziji？huozheshuo，shizaishuowo？
“yexu……tamenshiweilexinzhongdemougedifangba。”wodishengshuo。tachenmole。liangjiu，
caidandandishuoleyiju：“yuchun。”wodixiatou，yanshizhuyandideshiluo。suirantazuishangshuozheyuchun，
danwonengganjuedao，neitianxiawu，tadexinqingsihuhaolehenduo。
tashenzhipotianhuangdihewoliaoleyihuierguanyushudeneirong。zheizhongweixiaodebianhua，
xiangshiyiketourusishuitandexiaoshizi，zaiwoxinlijiqilecengcenglianyi。wokaishixiangxin，yexu，
wohetazhijianneiduwuxingdeqiang，zhendeyouleyisisongdong。raner，haojingbuzhang。yitianwanshang，
guyanhuilaidehenwan，erqiehelehenduojiu。tadaizheyishennongzhongdejiuqihehanyi，
zhijiebawocongfangjianlizhuailechulai。“peiwohejiu。”tadeshengyinsiya，daizheburongzhiyidemingling。
wokanzhetayaoyaohuanghuangdeyangzi，zhoulezhoumei。“nihezuile。”“womeizui。”taguzhidishuo，
yanshenmilidikanzhewo，“liyan……nigaosuwo，nidaodixiangyaoshenme？”wolengzhule。tahenshaozheiyangwenwo。
woxiangyaoshenme？woxiangyaode，conglaidoubushitanengjiwode。ziyou？zunyan？haishi……ai？
“wo……”wobuzhidaogaizenmehuida。taturanshenshou，niezhulewodexiaba，qiangpowokanzheta。
tadeyanshenshensuierfuza，limianfanyongzhetongku、zhengzha，haiyouyisi……wokanbudongdefengkuang。
“nishibushi……juedewohenkelian？”tadishengwen，yuqilidaizheyisizichao。
“guxiansheng……”“kanzhewo！”talishenghedao。wobeipokanzheta。tadeyanjinghonghongde，xiangkunshou。
wocongweijianguotazheigeyangzi。“nishibushijuede，wobaniguanzaizheili，hencanren？”tajixuwendao，
shengyinweiweizhandou。wokanzhetatongkudeyangzi，xinlituranyongshangyigulianmin。wobuzhidaogaishuoshenme，
zhinengqingqingdiyaoleyaotou。takanzhewo，yanshengengjiahunluan。“neiniweishenme……congbufankang？congbuzhiwen？
”wodixiatou，shengyinhenqing：“yinweiwo……biewuxuanze。”zheijuhua，xiangyibayaochi，
dakailetaneixinshenchumoushanjinsuodemen。tadeshentimengdiyizhan，niezhewoxiabadeshouyesongkaile。
tahoutuilejibu，yanshenfuzadikanzhewo。“biewuxuanze……”tanannanziyu，xiangshizaizhongfuwodehua，
youxiangshizaitanxi。neitianwanshang，tameiyouzaipengwo，yemeiyouzaishuohua。tazhishibazijiguanjinleshufang，
yiyeweimian。diertianzaoshang，woxiaquchizaocan，faxiantabuzai。
zhuozishangfangzheyifenbaozhiheyibeiyijinglengdiaodekafei。congneitianqi，guyanyoubianhuileyuanlaideyangzi。lengmo，
shuli，bawodangchengyijianmeiyoushengmingdewupin。takanwodeyanshen，youhuifuleneizhongbinglengdeshenshi，
shenzhi……biyiqiangengjiaruili，gengjiajuyouqinlvexing。wozhidao，wozuowandehua，
kenengchudongletaneixinshenchumouxiebuyuanyimianduidedongxi。danwoyeqingchu，zheibingmeiyougaibianshenme。
womenzhijiandeguanxi，yijiushilaolongyuqiuniao。zhishi，woxinlineiganggangranqideyisixiwang，chediximiele。
womingbaile，xiangguyanzheiyangdenanren，tadeshijiezhiyouliyi，meiyouganqing。tasuozuodeyiqie，
douzhishiweilemanzuzijidezhangkongyu。wobuzaibaoyourenhehuanxiang，
zhongxinhuidaolezhiqianneizhongmamuershuncongdezhuangtai。meitiandaizaikongkuangdebieshuli，kanshu，danqin，
xuewaiyu……nulirangzijibiandegenghao，quebuzhidaoshiweileshei。raner，mingyunsihubingbudasuanjiucifangguowo。
yichanggengdadefengbao，zhengzaiqiaoranyunniang。disizhang：weihunqideyinyingpingjingderizibingmeiyouchixutaijiu。
yitianxiawu，guyanturanhuilaile，lianseyinchendekepa。tazhijiebawojiaodaoshufang，guanshangmen，suoshang。
“liyan。”takanzhewo，yanshenbinglengcigu。“guxiansheng。”woxinzhongshengqiyigubuxiangdeyugan。
tacongchoutilinachujizhangzhaopian，henhendishuaizaizhuozishang。wonaqizhaopian，tongkongzhouranshousuo。zhaopianshang，
shiguyanheyigechuanzhehuali、zhuangrongjingzhidenvren，qinmidiyiweizaiyiqi。tamenkanqilaifeichangbanpei，
nancainvmao。neigenvren，zhengshiwanyanshangyudaodeshenyafei！zhaopianshangderiqi，heranshizuotian！
yigunanyiyanyudequruhefennushunjianxijuanlewo。yuanlai，tasuoweide“shangyelianyin”，bingfeikongxuelaifeng。
yuanlai，tabaitianhaihewodaizaiyiqi，wanshangjiupaoquheweihunqiyuehui！“guyan！”wojihushihouchulaide，
shengyinyinweifennuerzhandou，“nibawodangshenmele？！”takaozaiyibeishang，shuangshoujiaochafangzaixiongqian，
lenglengdikanzhewo，lianshangmeiyourenhebiaoqing。“woshuoguo，neizhishishangyelianyin。”“shangyelianyin？
”woqidehunshenfadou，“neizheixiezhaopiansuanshenme？nihetalouloubaobao，yeshishangyelianyindeyibufenma？！
”“buranni？”tafanwen，yuqipingdandejinhucanren，“nanbucheng，niyiweiwoduiniyoushenmebiedexiangfa？
”tadehuaxiangyibacuidudebishou，henhendi**wodexinzang。shia，wozenmehuichundaoyiwei，
tahuiduiwoyouganqing？tabuguoshiwohuaqianmailaidewanwu，tayouzenmekenenghuiduiwolingyanxiangkan？“wogaosuni，
liyan。”tazhanqishen，zoudaowomianqian，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo，yanshenbingleng，
“nizhishiwohuaqianyangzaizheilideyigewanwu。shenmeshihouwannile，wosuishikeyibanidiudiao。
buyaowangxiangnibugaiyoudedongxi。”bugaiyoudedongxi……shizhitadeaima？haishijinjinshizhi……zunyan？
wokanzheta，yanleibushoukongzhidiyongleshanglai。bushiyinweishangxin，ershiyinweijizhidefennuhequru。
“hao……henhao。”wocadiaoyanlei，nulirangzijipingjingxialai，“guyan，nijiwojizhujintiandehua。
”shuowan，wozhuanshenjiuxianglikaishufang。“zhanzhu。”talenglengdikaikou。womeiyoutingxiajiaobu。“kanlai，
shiwoduinitaihaole。”taturanxiaoleqilai，xiaoshengbinglengerchaofeng，“lianjibendefencundouwangle。
”tacongchoutilinachulingyifenwenjian，rengdaowomianqian。“kankanba。”wonaqiwenjian，dakai。
neishiyifen……**xieyi？xieyideneirongshi，guyanjiangtamingxiadeyitaofangchanheyibibufeidexianjin，
**jilewo。fujiatiaojianshi，wolikelikaizheizuobieshu，yongyuanbuyaozaichuxianzaitamianqian。
wodexinchedichenrulegudi。tazheishi……yaochedibaituowolema？jiuyinweiwoheshenyafeidezhaopian？
haishiyinweitajuede，woyijingmeiyouliyongjiazhile？“zheijiushinisuoweide‘chuli’？”wotaiqitou，
kanzheta，yanshenbingleng，“guyan，nizhengoukeyide。”tameiyoushuohua，zhishilenglengdikanzhewo。
woshenxiyikouqi，yaxiaxinzhongdequruhefennu。“hao。wodayingni。”wonaqibi，
zaixieyishangqianxialezijidemingzi。xiewanzuihouyigezi，woganjuequanshendeliqidoubeichoukongle。
wobaxieyidihaijita，naqizhuozishangdezhaopian，kandoumeikan，zhuanshenlikaileshufang。womeiyoudaizourenhedongxi，
chulewozijidezhengjianheyixiesirenwupin。woxiangyigetaofanyiyang，taolilezheizuohualidelaolong。
waimiandeyangguangcidewozhengbukaiyanjing。wozhanzaibieshumenkou，kanzheyanqianshuxieryoumoshengdechengshi，
gandaoyizhenmangran。woqunali？woshenwufenwen（xieyilideneibiqian，woyifendoumeiyao），jumuwuqin。
wozhishiyigebeibaoyangguoyoubeipaoqidekelianchong。womanwumudedizouzaijieshang，xiangyigexingshizourou。
zhidaobangwan，wocaituozhepibeideshenti，huidaolewozhiqianzuzhudeneigexiaxiaopojiudechuzuwu。
zheilicengjingshiwotaoli“midiexiang”houdebinansuo，yeshiwobeiguyan“zhengjiu”qiandeqishenzhisuo。rujin，
zaicihuidaozheili，wushirenfei，zhiyouyizhongshuobuchudeqiliang。wotandaozaichuangshang，wangzhetianhuaban，
naoziliyipianhunluan。guyanneizhangbinglengdelian，shenyafeineideyidexiaorong，
haiyouneifenciyande**xieyi……xiangdianyingpianduanyiyangzaiwonaohaizhongfanfubofang。wohenta！hentadewuqing，
hentadecanren，hentadexuwei！keshi，henyounengzenmeyangni？woyijinglikaileta，likaileneigelaolong。
woyinggaigandaoziyouhejietuo，bushima？keshi，weishenmewodexinli，quekongluoluode，xiangshiqueleyikuai？
jiexialaidejitian，wohunhuneediguozherizi。wobuzaiquxiangguyan，buzaiquxiangneixiebukaixindeshiqing。
wozhaoleyifencantingfuwuyuandegongzuo，shituyongmangliulaimabiziji。raner，pingjingderizibingmeiyouchixuduojiu。
yitianwanshang，wozhengzaicantinghouchubangmang，turantingdaowaimianchuanlaiyizhencaozasheng。wohaoqidizouchuquyikan，
zhijiancantingmenkoutingzheyiliangshuxideheisejiaoche，chepangzhanzhejigechuanzhexizhuangdebaobiaomoyangderen。ranhou，
wokandaoguyancongchelizoulexialai。tayijiuchuanzheyishenangguidexizhuang，qichangqiangda，
yinlailecantinglisuoyoukerenheyuangongdecemu。tahuangusizhou，muguangzuizhongluozailehouchumenkoudewoshenshang。
tadeyanshenbingleng，xiangshizaikanyigemoshengren。wodexinmengdiyichen。tazenmehuilaizheili？zheishi，
yigechuanzhehualidenvren，wanzheguyandeshoubei，congchelizoulexialai。zhengshishenyafei！tahuazhejingzhidezhuangrong，
zuijiaodaizheyisishenglizhedeweixiao，yanshendeyidisaoshizhezhouwei。womingbaile。tamenshilai……xuanyaodema？
guyanmeiyoulihuizhouweidemuguang，jingzhichaowozoulai。tadebufachenwen，yanshenruili，fangfodaizhemouzhongyapogan。
shenyafeiwanzhetadeshoubei，yibuyiqudigenzaitashenhou，lianshangdaizhexuweidexiaorong。“ayan。
”guyanzoudaowomianqian，tingxiajiaobu，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo，yuqibingleng，“kanlainiguode……haibucuo。
”wokanzheta，meiyoushuohua。cantinglidekongqifangfoninggule，suoyourendoupingzhulehuxi，buganchusheng。
“likaijinghaishiba。”guyanturanshuo，“yongyuanbuyaozaihuilai。”wolengleyixia，caifanyingguolaitadeyisi。
“weishenme？”wolengxiaoyisheng，“pawohenideweihunqiqiangshengyima？
”shenyafeidelianseshunjianbiandeyouxienankan，dantahenkuaiyanshiguoqu，jiaodididishuo：“ayan，
nizenmenengzheimeshuoni？women……”“bizui。”guyanlenglengdidaduanleta，ranhoukanzhewo，
yanshengengjiabingleng。“zheibushinigaidaidedifang。nazhezheibiqian，gun。”tacongkoudailitaochuyizhangzhipiao，
qingmiedirengzaiwomianqiandedishang。“zheilishiyibaiwan。zugounixiabanbeiziyishiwuyoule。
”wokanzhedishangdezhipiao，youkanlekanguyanneizhangbinglengdelian，yigunanyiezhidenuhuochongshangletouding。
“guyan！”wojihushipaoxiaozhehanchulai，“nibawodanggouma？！jiqianrangwogun？！
”zhenggecantingderendoujingdaile，nanyizhixindikanzhewomen。guyandelianseyechenlexialai。“liyan，
nibiewangle，nizhishiyige……”“yigewanwu，duima？”wodaduanleta，yanshenbinglengdikanzheta。
“fangxin，guzong，wojizhule。congjintianqi，woliyanheniguyan，zaiwubandianguanxi！”shuowan，
wowanyaojianqidishangdezhipiao，dangzhetademian，yidianyidiandi，sidefensui。
“ni……”guyansihumeixiangdaowohuizheiyangzuo，liansebiandetieqing。“gunba。”wolenglengdishuo，
“zheilibuhuanyingni。”shenyafeijianzhuang，jimanglalelaguyandegebo：“yangege，womenzouba，
biegenzheizhongrenshengqile。”tayuandudidenglewoyiyan。guyanshenshendikanlewoyiyan，yanshenfuzananbian。ranhou，
talenghengyisheng，zhuanshendaizheshenyafeilikailecanting。kanzhetamenlikaidebeiying，
wojinbengdeshenjingzhongyusongxiexialai，shuangtuiyiruan，chadiantandaozaidi。cantinglaobanganjinguolaifuzhuwo，
guanqiediwen：“ayan，nimeishiba？”woyaoleyaotou，shiyizijimeishi，ranhouliangliangqiangqiangdipaochulecanting。
waimiandeyefenggewailenglie，chuizaiwofatangdelianshang，rangwoshaoweiqingxingleyixie。womanwumudedizouzaijieshang，
xinlichongmanlefennu、quru，haiyouyisi……lianwozijidoubuyuanyichengrende，shiluo。
tazhongyuhaishipaoqiwole。yongqiandafawo，jiuxiangdafayigeqigai。keshi，weishenmewodexinhuizheimetong？
woyonglishuaileshuaitou，shitubazheixieluanqibazaodeqingxudoushuaidiao。guyan，shenyafei，douqutamade！
woliyancaibushineimerongyibeidadaode！woyaohuoxiaqu，erqieyaohuodegenghao！woyaorangtahouhui！
houhuidangchuneimeduiwo！yiguqiangliedehenyihebugan，zhichengzhewopibeideshenti，jixuxiangqianzouqu。
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