一辈子的悔恨
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眼神锐利如手术刀，
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weilifanjiangdaohai，zhitongyaodekusezaishegenchuwangudimanyan，
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quchuyifenzhuangdingzhengqidewenjian。zhizhangzaiguanghuadezhuomianshangfachu“shua”deyishengqingxiang，
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tafandongzhe，zhizhangmocadeshengyinzaisijideshufangligewaicier。
tiaokuanqingxierlengku：tamingxiasuoyouluchenjiyudezichan、fangchan、gupiao，quanbuwutiaojianfanhai。
tajiangyiwusuoyoudilikai。jingshenchuhu。meiyigezi，
douxiangshiduitazheiwunianhuangtanghunyinzuichedidefoudinghechaofeng。luchenjugaolinxiadikanzhetafandongxieyidedongzuo，
kanzhetadeshouzhizai“caichanfenge”neiyitiaokuanshangtingdun。talengyingdechunjiaoxiantiaomeiyousihaoruanhua，
yandifanerlveguoyisigengshende、hunhezheyanehemouzhongniuqukuaiyideqingxu。“zenme？shebudele？
”taweiweifushen，shuangshouchengzaizhuoyan，neizhangyingjunquehanqibirendelianpojinta，daizheqiangliedeyapogan，
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nide‘shuzui’shijian，jieshule。”takeyijiazhongle“shuzui”lianggezi，zizirudao，
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jiugaiyongnideyishenglaishuzui！”neixiekeyibeishenmaidejiyisuipian，
cikeguoxiezhejudadetongchuhehuangmiuganxiongyongerzhi。weibudejiaotongzhouranjiaju，
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xiangtiezheerkuoguaguodehanfeng，daizheyizhongzhongjiebandelengkujuejue，“qianleta，womenliangqing。nijietuo，
woyejietuo。”shenwanxingdeshouzhijiangyingdiwozheneizhibi，binglengdejinshuzhiganjihuyaodongshangtadepifu。
tachuizheyan，shixianluozaixieyimoweineixingdengdaitaqianmingdekongbaichu。neikongbaixiangyigejudadexuanwo，
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nianniditiezaicangbaidepifushang。tanengganjuedaozijishentixiweidezhandou，jihuyaowobuzhuneizhibi。liangqing？
jietuo？yigejiqiweiruo、jinhuposuidehudu，jiqihuanmandizaitacangbaidechunjiaozhankai。
neixiaorongkongdongdemeiyouyisiguangliang，xiangshitourushentandeshizi，jibuqirenhelianyi，
zhiyouwujindepibeiheyizhongzoudaojuejinghoudehuangliangrenming。tashenxileyikouqi，
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tuozhuaichujiannanerniuqudehenji。sangezi——“shenwanxing”——zuizhongwaiwainiuniudiluozailexieyishang，
xiangyigechuisizheliuxiadezuihouyinji。bijianlikaizhimiandeshunjian，taxiangshibeichoudiaolesuoyouzhichengdegutou，
mengdixiangqianyiqing，etouzhongzhongdikezailebinglengdehongmuzhuoyanshang，fachuyishengchenmendezhuangjisheng。“dong！
”neishengyinbuda，quexiangjingleiyiyangzaiguofenjijingdeshufanglizhakai。
luchenyizhilengmopangguandebiaoqingzhongyuchuxianleyisiliehen。tatongkongzhouranshousuo，
chengzaizhuoyandeshouzhixiayishidishoujin，zhiguanjieyinweiyonglierfanchuqingbaise。
takanzheneigefuzaizhuoshang、shouxuejianbangwushengzhandoudeshenying，kanzhetaejiaoxunsuhongzhongqilaidehenji。
yigumoshengde、cubujifangdejingjiganhaowuyuzhaodijuezhuletadexinzang，xiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanjin，
rangtajihuwufahuxi。taxiayishidishenchushou，xiangyaoqupengchuta，xiangyaoquerenshenme。
zhijianjulitazhandoudejianbangzhiyoucunxuzhiyao。“wan……”yigezi，jiansedikazaitadehoulongli。
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hanshuijinshilebinfa，yilvlvtiezailianjia。dantadeyanjingqueyichangdiliang，
xiangranjinlesuoyouranliaodehuijinlizuihouyidianhuoxing，daizheyizhongjinhucanliedeqingxinghe……jietuo。
tabikailetashenguolaideshou，fangfoneishishenmekepadedongxi。“luchen，”tadeshengyinsiyadelihai，
xiangshazhimocazheshengxiudejinshu，meiyigezidoudaizheculidetengtonggan，queyouyichangqingxi，“runisuoyuan。
”tashenzhishituchedongzuijiao，xiangzaijichuyigewusuoweidexiaorong，
danneixiaorongzuizhongzhihuazuoyigegengjiacanglianghepibeidehudu。tafuzhezhuoyan，
jiqihuanmandi、yaoyaohuanghuangdizhanleqilai，shentixufuderutongcaizaiyunduan。
takanyemeikanzhuoshangneifenqianzhetamingzidelihunxieyi，gengmeiyouzaikanluchenyiyan，
fangfoneizhishiyijianyutazaiwuguagedelaji。tazhuanguoshen，beijitingdebizhi，
xiangyigejijiangbenfuxingchangdeqiutu，daizheyizhonggujuedezunyan，yibuyibu，jiqihuanmanqueyichangjiandingdi，
chaozheshufangneishanchenzhongdediaohuamumenzouqu。meiyibudoucaizaikongkuangdejijingli，
yecaizailuchenzhouranshixudexintiaoshang。neishanmenzaitashenhouguanshang，gejueleguangxian，
yegejueletazuihouyisiqixi。luchenjiangzaiyuandi，neizhishenchudeshouhaitingzaibankong，
zhijiancanliuzhekongqidebingleng。tadingzheneishanjinbidemen，xinzangdeweizhichuanlaiyizhenzhenmoshengde、jianruidecitong。
shufanglisijiyipian，zhishengxiatazijidehuxisheng，chenzhongderutongpojiudefengxiang。
zhuoshangneifenqianlemingdelihunxieyi，xuebaidezhizhangshang，neiwaiwainiuniudesangezi，xiangsanbacuidudebishou，
henhenzhajintadeyandi。tamengdizhuaqineifenxieyi，zhizhangzaitashouzhongfachubukanzhongfude**。
他几乎要将它揉碎，
fangfozheiyangjiunengrousuigangcaishenwanxingliqushineicanbairuzhidelianheyaoyaoyuzhuideshenyingdaijitadejudachongji。
“gaisi！”yishengyayidedihoucongtachifenglijichu。tafanzaodichekailingdai，
angguidesichoulingdaibeitacubaodishuaizaishuzhuoshang。tadabuzoudaochuangqian，henhenyiquanzazaibinglengdeganghuabolishang。
“peng”deyishengmenxiang，zhiguchuanlaiqingxidetonggan，
quesihaowufaqusanxindineigumeilaiyoude、yuelaiyuenongzhongdebuanhe……konghuang。tashitushuofuziji。
zheibuzhengshitaxiangyaodema？jieshuzheichangcuowudehunyin，baituozheigeyongbeilieshouduankunbangzhutadenvren。
taqianlezi，jingshenchuhu，congciliangbuxiangqian。tayinggaigandaoqingsong，gandaoshiran，shenzhi……kuaiyicaidui！
keweishenme？weishenmexinzangxiangbeiyizhibinglengdeshoujinjinzuanzhu，meiyicibodongdouqianchechujianruidezhixigan？
weishenmetaliqushineigekongdongdexiaorong、neishengchenmendezhuangji、neiyaoyaoyuzhuidebeiying，
xiangluoyinyiyangkezaitanaozili，huizhibuqu？
taanzhefubudeshou……taejiaodeshang……taganyanxiaqudeyaopian……“yanlewunian，buleime？
”tagangcaikebodehuayu，cikexianghuixuanbiaoyiyanghenhenzhahuizijishenshang。
yigubinglengdehanyishunzhejizhuimengdicuanshangtouding。neizhende……zhishiyanxima？
shoujijianruide**tuwudixiangqi，huapoleshufangdesiji，
yezanshiqusanleneijihuyaojiangtatunshidehunluansixu。luchenshenxiyikouqi，
qiangxingyaxiaxintoufanyongdejingtaohailang，nachushouji。pingmushangtiaodongzhe“weiwei”demingzi，xiangyijiqiangxinzhen，
shunjianjiangtadelizhilahui。tajietongdianhua，shengyinshunjianbianderouhe，daizhekeyidewendu：“weiwei？ng，
shiwo。……gangchuliwanyidianshiqing……wanshangxiangchishenme？hao，wodingneijianizuixihuandefacanting……ng，
dengwo，henkuaiguoqu。”guaduandianhua，luchenbilebiyan，zaizhengkaishi，
yandineipiankededongyaohehunluanyijingbeiqiangxingyaxia，zhongxinfushangyicengjianbingbandelengying。
tanaqizhuoshangdecheyaochi，dabuliuxingdizouchushufang，
neifenqianhaodelihunxieyi、neigecangbaidexiaorong、neishengchenmendezhuangji……jiangsuoyouguanyushenwanxingdehunluansixu，
douyonglidi、juejuediguanzaileshenhouneishanchenzhongdemenli。tayaoqujianlinwei，qujiantadeyangguang，tadejiushu。
zheicaishitayinggaiyoudeshenghuo。shenwanxing……yigecuowu，jieshulejiuhao。
julineichangbinglengdeqianzibuguoduanduanliangzhou，luchenhelinweidehunxunbianrutongyichangjingxincehuadefengbao，
shunjianxijuanlezhengzuochengshi。
baozhitouban、caijingzazhifengmian、shejiaomeititoutiao……wuchubuzaideshehuayugaoxiangwushugenxizhen，
zhazaimeiyigejiaoluo，ziranyezhajinleshenwanxingbeipoqishende、mimanzhexiaodushuiqiweidedanrenbingfang。
chuangwaishihuimengmengdetiankong，qianyundichui，yaderenchuanbuguoqi。dianshipingmuwushengdishanshuozhe，
huamianlizhenggundongbofangzhebenshizuidingjijiudian“yunding”waijingdehangpaijingtou。judadeshuijingdiaodengliuguangyicai，
chengpiandexiangbinmeiguicongrukouyizhipuchendaoshiyejintou，jiebaideduandaizaiweifengzhongqingqingpiaodang，
yingzaochutonghuabandemenghuangan。pingmuxiafang，
yixingjiacudetangjinziticimudigundong：“jinrongjuziluchenyuzhiailinwei，shijihunli，mingrishengqi！
”shenwanxingkaozaibinglengdechuangtou，shenshangkuandadelanbaitiaowenbinghaofukongdangdangde，chendetashougulinxun。
tademuguangluozaipingmushang，neiputiangaididexingfuyugaoxiangqiangguang，zhuodetayanqiushengteng。weibushenchu，
neiyongwuzhijingdetengtongrutongfuguzhiqu，zaiangguidejinkouzhitongyaoyazhixia，yiranwangudikenshizhetadeshenjing。
taweiweiceguolian，shixiantouxiangchuangwai。yizhihuiyudemaquepulengzhechibang，luozaiguangtutudewutongzhiyashang，
waizhetou，fachujishengduancuerjiliaodejiuming。“kada。”bingfangmenbeiqingqingtuikai。shenwanxingmeiyouhuitou，
zhishifangzaibeizishangdeshouzhijibukechadiquansuoleyixia。tadezhuzhiyisheng，
yiweitoufahuabai、mianrongcihedancikeyanshenlixiemanchenzhongyoulvdechenzhuren，daizhehushizoulejinlai。
chenzhurenshoulinazhezuixindejianchabaogao，zhizhangbianyuanbeitaniedeyouxiefazhou。tazoudaochuangbian，
kanzheshenwanxingcangbaidejinhutoumingdecelian，yuyanyouzhi，zuizhongzhishizhangzhangdi、wushengditanlekouqi。
hushishuliandijianchazhechuangtoudejianhuyishuju，dongzuofangdejiqing，fangfopajingraoleshenme。“shen**，
”chenzhurendeshengyindichenerhuanman，daizheyizhongxiaoxinyiyideanfu，“jintianganjuezenmeyang？
zhitongyaodexiaoguohai……haoma？”shenwanxinghuanhuanzhuanguotou，muguangluozaichenzhurenshouzhongdebaogaoshang，
neishuangcengjingmingliangruxingdeyanmou，cikexiangmenglechendeliuli，kongdongerpibei。tameiyouhuidachenzhurendewenti，
zhishijiqiqingweidiyaoleyaotou，ganliedezuichunxidongleyixia，
shengyinqingdexiangyilvsuishihuisanqudeyan：“chenzhuren……mingtian……mingtiannengjiwoyongdianyaoma？
rangwo……shuidechenyidian。”tadeshixian，
sihubujingyidizaicilveguodianshipingmushangneishengdadehunliyugaohuamian。chenzhurenshunzhetademuguangkanleyiyan，
xinmengdiyichen，yigujudadesuanchuyongshanghoulong。tayonglidiminjinlechun，huabaidemeimaojinjinningzaiyiqi，
chenmolejimiao，caichenzhongdidianlediantou：“……hao。woanpai。”hushideyanquanshunjianhongle，bieguolianqu，
yanshixingdidiaozhengleyixiashuyeguandesudu。jiuzaizheishi，chuangtoujushangneibujingmolexujiudejiushouji，
pingmuhuranliangleqilai。bushidianhua，ershiyitiaoduanxintishiyin，zaijijingdebingfanglixiandegewaituwu。
shenwanxingdemuguangbeineidianliangguangxiyin。tachiyileyixia，zuizhonghaishishenchushou，zhijianyinweixuruoerweiweizhandou，
naqileneibuqingpiaopiaodeshouji。pingmushangtiaodongzheyitiaolaizimoshenghaomadeduanxin，neirongjiqijianduan，
zhiyoubinglengdesigeziheyigeciyandebiaodianfuhao：【gongxijietuo。】meiyoushuming。