离婚抑郁死后，我开始发疯
《离婚抑郁死后，我开始发疯》 小说介绍
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第四章
「nishizhuanmenlaijinggaowode？」
tadeyanweiyitiao：「yaoburan？niyiweiwohuilaiyiyuankannima？」
mingmingshiliuyue，wodeshijiequezaixiaxue，lingrenzhixidehanleng，rangworenbuzhulalelashenshangdebeiru，wobizheyanle，xiangyaozhezhuyanjiaodeleishui：「wodongle，nizouba。」
yicicideshiwangrangwoxinliang，woshizhendeleile。
zhidaotingdaoguanmensheng，wocaihuanhuanzhengkaiyanjing，wonuliyizhizhuneixindebeishang，danhaoxiangshiwujiyushi。
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huidaojiali，lengqingdefangwusihuconglaimeiyourenzhuguo。
wobodalewomadedianhua，dianhuasihuguolehenjiucaijieleqilai：「ma，woxiangnile。」
「siyatou，niganshenme？youkonghaiburuxiangxiangzenmezhuazhugujinyandexin，niyejiehunwunianle，bushinishengbuchuhaizi，jinyanhuizaiwaimian**ma？」
「womenquanjiarenzaiwaimianlvyouni！niwanshangjiuzhudongyidian，shizaibuxingjiubataguanzui，shenglehaizijiuhaole。」
「meishibiejiwodadianhuale，zijifansiyixianulimeiyou。」
kanzheshoulidedianhua，beiguaduanle。
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「woquyiyuanzhaoni，tingshuonichuyuanle，wolaikankanni。」
wodijiletayipingshui，taquexiayishidewuzhuzuixiangtu，zhuantouweixiaodekanzhewo：「zuijinyuntudelihai，zheihaizilaozhetengwole。lianjinyandoushuo，zheihaizikendinggentaxiaoshihouyiyangdiaopidaodan。」
wodeshouzhouranshoujin，lianshuisachulaidoumeiyourenheganjue，jiejiebabadewendao：「haizijigeyuele？」
tataizhetou，sisidedingzhewoduzi：「haizisangeyuele，niyebuxianghaiziyichushengjiumeiyoubababa。」
「erqietaconglaijiumeiyouaiguoni。」
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wobaguolidefancaiquandoudaojinlelajitongli。
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yuqifeichangdefennu：「songwenwen，nixiangganshenme？」
「jinyan，jintianshiwomenwuzhounianjinianri，qiuqiunihuijiaba，meiyouniwohuiside。」
tayuqiqinglengbunaifan：「niyouzhuang，yaosinijiuqubei。」
dianhuaneitouchuanlailedudududeshengyin。
wonazheyishengzaojiujiwodezhenduanshu【zhongduyiyuzheng】，yijikaideyao，quandouwensibudongdefangzaichoutilimian，wozhongzhongdeqiaoleqiaozijidenaodai，wosihuyijingwangjichiyaole。
xianzaiwodemeiyitianguodedouxiangshiduibierendeyizhongtuolei，wufaganshoudaorenhedekuailehemanzu，zhiyouchixudepibeihechenzhong。
wonachushouji，kanzhezijiliangniandebinglijilu，wobuganrangrenherenfaxian，pazijidebeishangyingxiangbieren，quanbudoushezhilejinzijikejian。
2012年3月1日
【yangcaiweishengri，gujinyanjitasongleyimeijiezhi，daitaqukanlehaidixingkong，danshitawangle，neitianyeshiwodeshengri。」
2012年4月5日
【wozaijieshangpengjianletamen，taxiayishidejiubayangcaiweihuzailehuaili，ehenhendekanzhewo，rangwogunyuanyidian，kanjianwojiuexin。】
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2013nian6yue14ri
【yangcaiweizhaodaolewo，jieliandalewoshijigebazhang，tashuowoqiangzoulegujinyan，houmiangujinyanquezhanzailetademianqian，yongtadepixiecaizhewodeshou，jinggaoworuguozaiyouxiaci，tabujieyisangou。」
kandaozheili，buzhibujuewodeleishuijuranqiaoranshengxideluolexialai。
我一字一句的写下，
2014nian6yue10ri
【yangcaiweihuaiyunle，wozhufutamen。】
自欺欺人该结束了。