《重返十八岁》 小说介绍
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第一章
gujinchengdebaiyueguangcengbeiyishengduanyanhuobuguoershiwusui。
为了白月光的身体,
gujinchengqinshoubawosongrushoushushijiushijiuci,
zhiweizhaidiaowoquanshenqiguan,tihuandaobaiyueguangdeshenshang。
diyibaicishoushu,yaozhaidiaowozuizhongyaodexinzang,
tihuanshangwodexin,baiyueguangchedihuifujiankangshi,gujinchenghuiquta。
wocongmeiyougaosuta,wobushizheigeshijiederen。
wunianqian,wogonglvechenggong。
xitongchengnuo,zhiyaowozaitaxinzhong,haishiqizideweizhi,
我就永远不会死。
tabuzhidao,zaitadayingyingqubaiyueguangneiyike,
zaitayoulebuzaibawodangzuoqizixiangfadeyichanei。
wodeshengmingyejiangchedizouxiangjintou。
1.
gujinchengchenmodikanzhetangzaibingchuangshang,haowushengxidewo。
tapingjingdemouzisuizheshijianyifenyimiaodeguoqu,yuefadehuangkongbuan。
yiwang,womeiciyinbeizhaixiaqiguandaozhidesiwang,
doukeyizaishifenzhonghouzhunshixinglai。
kezheici,yijingguoqulebangexiaoshi。
gujinchengmeitouyuefajinzhou,shentikongzhibuzhudizhandou。
tazhandoudeshou,huangluandizhuazhuwodejianbangbuduanyaohuang。
“sixue......”
zaijuliedeyaohuangxia,wofeilidizhengkaiyan,ganghaoduishangbosihuaihuangzhangdeyanshen。
tadeetoushangbumanhanzhu,kandaowodesuxing,haosisonglekouqi。
kebudengwodeshouzhipengdaotadeyijiao,tabianmengdishuaikaiwo。
yanshenyehuifulelengmo,yongjidukebodeyuqigenwoshuo:
“xinglejiuganjinqilai,wozhidaonimeishi,zhuangchuyifukeliandeyangzijisheikan?”
gujinchengdeyuqimanshixiane,
fangfogangcaikonghuangdebushita。
fangfoyigexiaoshiqian,qinshoujiangwotuijinshoushushi,
rangrenzhaidiaowoxinzangderenyebushita。
woyongliyaozhechun,kanzhegujinchengbanguizaisuqingxuemianqian,
qingqingfuguotadelianjia,yongcengjingzhiduiwocaiyouguoderouqing,duitashuo:
“心脏还痛不痛?”
suqingyukaozaitadehuaizhong,yuqirouruo:
“yougegezai,butong......”
腥涩的血流过齿间。
mingmingbeizhaichuxinzangderenshiwo。
mingmingwocaishitadeqizi。
kedaotoulai,fuchuquanbudewo,quebubeitaduokanyiyan。
wozhangkaizui,xiayishixiangyaoshuoshenme。
kexinkoudesuansejiangwozhenggehoulongduzhu,jihurangwozhixi。
jiuzaizheishi,gujinchengzhuanguotou,yuqilengmo:
“haibukuaiqujiqingyudaoshui,meikandaoqingyubushufuma。”
woyaozheya,chengzheshenzicongchuangshangpaqi,bulvpanshandexiangwaizou。
wodeditouchenmo,ranggujinchengyanzhongyanegengzhonglejifen。
tazouguolai,wozhuwodeshouwan,liqidadefangfoyaoniesuiyiyang。
“nizaizheilibailiansejisheikan?”
“qingyuxinzangbuhao,niyoubuhuisi,zhaoguzhaogutayouzenmele!”
是啊,我又不会死。
cengjingdewo,shizailingyuyizhijiandanshengganqingdedaima。
xitongzhaodaowo,weiwoxiadagonglverenwu。
zhiyaowochenggonggonglvegujincheng,chengweitadeqizi,wojiunengzuoweirenleiyongyuanhuoxiaqu。
woyiweigonglvetadeguochenghuihennan。
kewunianqian,woyanzhongdaizhemengdongwuzhiyuduizheigeshijienongnongdehaoqi,jianglinzaigujinchengmianqian。
tabianaishanglewodetianzhenyuchuncui。
woyebeitadewenrouyuhehumidao。
taxiangwoqiuhunneitian,ximielezhengzuochengshidedeng,weiwodianranpumanzhengpiantiandeyanhuo。
zhiyinwobujingyijianshuoleyijuxiangkanyekongxiadeyanhuo。
woshoudaolexitonggonglvechenggongdexiaoxi,wozhidaowozaiyebuhuisi。
zhidaogujinchengzaibuchengrenwoqizideshenfen。
wojiangzheigexiaoxifenxiangjilegujincheng,taneishihoumozhewodetou,qingwenzaiwodefasishang,
xiangwochengnuo,“woyongyuandoubuhuilikaini。”
huiyilidetaheyanqianlengmodenanren,zenmedouzhonghebushang。
wozhishiwulidituikaitadeshou,“xiufushentiyexuyaojinglide。”
“gujincheng,woyehuilei。”
kanzhewobusizuojiadeshense,gujinchengdeliansehuanhelejifen,zhifenfuleyiju:
“neinikuaidian,qingyuhaidengzhehe。”
“dengqingyushentihaole......wodainichuquxiuxixiuxi。”
我笑了笑,没接腔。
没机会了,顾锦城。
zaitazhaixiawodexinzangyizhijisuqingyuneiyike。
zaitihuanwoquanbuqiguandesuqingyuchedikangfuneiyike。
zaitaxinzhongbuzaichengrenwoshitaqizineiyike。
zaitachengnuoqusuqingyuneiyike。
wo,beitaqinshouzengyulesiwang。
2
daohaoshuihuidaofangjiandeshihou,suqingyuzhengwozaigujinchengdehuaili,xiaokouxiaokoudehuxi。
haoxiangxiayimiao,tajiuyaosuileside。
wobashuibeidijita,tachongzheworouruodexiaolexiao,“shiwojijiejietianmafanle。”
suqingyuxiantianshentiquexian,beiduanyanhuobuguoershiwusui。
tahuiguoneitianwocaizhidao,tashigujinchengyishengdoufangbuxiadebaiyueguang,tadebingshitacishengdeyihan。
tashuo,“qingyuguobuqujinnianle,woxiangsongtazuihouyicheng。”
ketatufaxingshenshuaijie,gujinchenghaishixinruanle。
taguizaiwodemianqian,qiuwobashenzangyizhijita。
“nishuonibuhuisi,yidingyouxiufushentidefangfaba?nijiujiuta......”
woburenkandaotazheifumoyang,dayingleta。
keyoulediyici,jiuyoudierci......disanci......
wodefuchuyuzhenxin,zaijiushijiucishoushuzhongchengleyimowenzixue。
旧人终究换了新人。
tabizhidezhigu,shicongwodeshouzhishangzhaixiade。
tatingbadebiliang,shiyongwodeleigudiaozhuode。
tanaiyoubantouliangdepifu,shiyicicijiexiawoquanshendepifu,
tiaoxuanzuibaixihuanendebuwei,weiqifengzhi。
yeshiwodeyanjiaomo,rangtazhonghuoguangming。
shiwodeshenzang,rangtahuifuliqi。
shiwodeguge,rangtazhongxinzhanli。
tadeyiqie,douyouwodeyingzi。
或许,
gujinchengbushibuaiwole。
zhishitagengaishibasuishidewo。
sixuzhong,shuibeihurancongtadeshouzhijianhualuo。
pengrandeposuisheng,sihuhedaolesuqingxue。
tajinghuyisheng,jiangtoushenshendesuodaogujinchenghuaizhong。
gujinchengjiantadexinjianbaobeihedao,yanzhongranqinuhuo。
tayibajiangwotuikai,nushengdao:
“rangnidaobeishuidouzuobuhao?”
wodeshentizaiyezhichengbuzhu,tandaozaidi。
ximidebolicuipianciruwodeshenti,jutongsixinliefei。
gujinchengtongkongzhouranyisuo,daizheyisijinghuang,xiayishishenshouxiangyaojiangwolaqi。
zheishi,suqingyuyonglibaozhugujincheng,yongyouxiekeliandeyuqikaikou:
“shiwobuxiaoxindasuilebeizi,suiransixuejiejieshentiteshu,kezhongjiushiyinweiwoshouleshang......”
guyanchenyanzhongdechiyiqingkejianbeilengyibingfeng。
“shensixue,nihaiyaozaidishangzhuangdaoshenmeshihou。”
zheixiehuasihushitixinglegujincheng,wowuluruheyebuhuisideshishi。
wolengleyishun,zuijiaogouqiyisifengcidexiao,
momodechengqigutou,renyoubolisuipianciruxuerou。
“wozhidaojiejieduiwozhanyonglejinchengdeshijianbuman,jiejiefangxin,dengchuyuanhouwohuichedilikaizheili。”
suqingyushengyinrouruo,ketahuimoukanwodechanei,zuijiaoqiaoqidehudu,shineiyangjifengyuedu。
gujinchenglengmodelianshangshanguojifendongrong,tasihuyaojiangsuqingyurourushenti,yuqigengshiwenrouzhiji:
“wodayingguo,huiquni。”
“keshisixuejiejie......”
“tabuhuisi,takeyideng。”
suiranwodexiongtangyijingkongkongruye。
kewoxindeweizhi,quehaihuiyinyinzuotong。
wozuichunweiqi,xiangshuoshenme,queyezhidaorujinshuozaiduo,yehuitianfashu。
fanzhenghaiyousantian,wojiuzaiyebuhuichuxianzainidemianqianle。
3.
wodeshentibingmeiyouxiangcongqianneibanhuifujiankang。
fanerbiandeyitianbiyitianxuruo。
yiyuanbingchuangshang,wokanzheshoujizhong,suqingyufalaideshipin。
shipinlidenanrendanxinguidi,haowubaoliudexuanxiechire,sushuoduisuqingyuyongshengyongshideshiyan。
jiangdingzuodeshikelajiezhihuanhuandaizaisuqingyudeshouzhi。
youkanzheliangrenxiangyongzaiyiqi,xijierqizhongdedaozhenggeshijiedezhufu。
wonaqizijidebingweitongzhishu,jiashuyilanhaiweixiexiamingzi。
shigujinchengshouliulewo,cairangbenjiujieranyishendewoyoulejia。
zhishizheigejia,zaiyezhaobudaoshuyuwodeweizhi。
wozhengyaozaijiashuyilanshangxiexiazijidemingzi。
bingfangmendakai,gujinchengzoulejinlai。
wolengleyixia,quejiantalengshengwendao:
“yizhouguoqule,zenmehaibuchuyuan。”
huoxushiwodecuojue,wojurancongtadezheijuhualitingchulewanxihexinteng。
wochuizhetou,xiaoshengdao:“meishenme,zheiyouyifenchuyuantongyishu,qianlejiukeyichuyuanle......”
wojiangbingweitongzhishufandaozuihouyiye,dijigujincheng。
gujinchengyouxiecuoe,congqianjiushijiucishoushu,tacongweitingshuoguochuyuantongyishu。
tadexinzhongmomingyingraoqiyisibuan,shouzhiweizhanzhengyaofankaibingweitongzhishu。
zheishi,tadezhulicongcongpaolaitongzhita:
“guzong,su**neibiandehunshachulewenti,zhengzhejizhaoninni。”
bosihuaijihumeiyoupiankedeyouyuqianxiazijidemingzi,jiangbingweitongzhishudiujiwo。
“jidelaicanjiawodehunli。”
woqingqingdiantou,kanzheyouxieliangqiangcongmangliqudeshenying。
只是笑了笑。
4.
gujinchengyusuqingyudehunlihenkuaitishangricheng。
congqian,womeicixunwentashenmeshihoujubanhunli。
tadoushuogongzuomang,rangwodengyideng。
一等,就是五年。
wuniandedengdai,quedibuguosuqingyuyijulikai。
wobuzhidao,wodesiwang,suanbusuanlikai。
ruguosuan,gujinchengzhidaohouhuidayingquwoma。
danzheixiewozaoyibuzaihu。
gujinchengyusuqingyutiaoxuanwuyanliuse,yanhualiaoluandehunfushi。
woyeweizijitiaoxuanleyishenmabuzangfu。
gujinchengyusuqingyupinqingzhuanyedehuazhuangtuanduiweizijishejizaoxingshi。
woyezaijiejiaoxiangweizhaoleyiweiwenroudenainaiweiworulian。
gujinchengyusuqingyuzhongjinbaiwanmaixiazuihaohuadelaosilaisizuoweihunche。
woyongwocunxiadeyiqiansanbaiershiwukuaiwujiao,maileyifuchongzhudeershouguanguo。
gujinchengyusuqingyushouwanshou,paixiageshimingmeiyanlidejiehunzhaoshi。
wozuozailaozhaoxiangguandediaoqimudengshang,paixiazhiyouzijideheibaizhao。
gujinchengyusuqingyujianghunliqingjianfabianquancheng,queweidumeiyoujiwo。
wozanglidebaichou,yezhiweigujinchengyirencailiu。
gujinchengyusuqingyuhunlineitian。
我死了。
死的悄无声息。
hunlishang,gujinchengyishengaodangxizhuang,shenzitingbaqishibufan,
yipangdesuqingyuyishenchunbaihunsha,gaoguidianya,
liangrenwanzheshou,haosiyiduishenxianjuanlv,shoudaosuoyourendecuyongyuzhuipeng。
zaizhongrengongxishengzhong,gujinchengxiandeyouxiexinbuzaiyan,muguangbuduansaoshitaixia,sihuzaixunzhaowodeshenying。
zhidaoshixianxunshisuoyourenqunyemeiyoufaxianwodeshenying。
gujinchenghuranbiandeyouxiebuan。
yizhiyusiyibudebudashengtixing,tacaihuanghuhuishen,
taduanqijiubei,kexindidejiaolv,zhongjiurangtarenbuzhu,zhuangzuobujingyijiankaikouxunwen:
“shensixuezenmemeidao。”
suqingyulengleyishun,yanzhongeduyishanershi,qingqingyixiao:
“shenjiejieyouzijideshiqingyaomangba,erqietadeshentiniqingchu,buhuiyoushenmeweixian......”
gujinchengmiansefuza,tayaxiaxinzhongyuefaqiangliedebuanyujiaolv,zhunbeiyusuqingyuhexiazuihoudejiaobeijiu。
zheishi,yigeshenzheposudelaonainaizouleguolai。
tataochuyishenxiaoyi,liantongwoqinshoushuxiedebaixindijigujincheng。
“guxiansheng,shen**weituowoyaoqingnincanjiatadezangli。”
gujinchengmengdelengzhu,tongkongjuliejinsuo,
shouzhongdejiubeicongjiangyingdezhijiandieluo,xinzhongxiangqidizhen。
重返十八岁