向死而生爱是救赎
《向死而生爱是救赎》 小说介绍
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**congcaijingbaozhihoutaiqitou，muguangkekedisaoguoliweiquanshen：“jingshendian！yihuierjianlelindong，bieyifusiqichenchendeyangzi。duogennididixuexue，zenmedairenjiewu。”
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“duile，ge，”lihaoxiangshituranxiangqi，yuqiqingtiao，“zuotianwobuxiaoxinyonglenishufangyidiandayinzhi，bujieyiba？fanzhengnineixielunwenyemeirenkan。”tashuohuashi，jiaozaizhuoxiayouyiwuyidicengguoliuqiandexiaotui。liuqianchuixiayan，chunjiaoquewanqiyisijixiweidehudu。
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liweidixiatou，yanquyandizuihouyisisuiliedeguang。tachedimingbaile，zijizaizheili，shenmedoubushi。
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qugongsidelushang，shiliuqiankaideche。taxinmaidebaoshijie，xianhongse，zhayandexiangyigexuanyan。cheneimimanzhetaangguidexiangshuiwei。
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“tingjianmeiyou？”liuqiandeyuqidaishangyisibunaifan，“liwei，wogennishuohuani！”
“ng。”taconghoulonglijichuyigeyinjie。
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“liuqian。”liweidaduanta，shengyinshaya。
“什么？”
tazhuanguotou，kanzhetajingxinmiaohuaguodecelian，huranyouyizhongjinhucanrendechongdong，xiangkankanzheizhangmianjusuiliedeyangzi。“ruguo...ruguowoshengbingle，henyanzhongdebing，nihuizenmeban？”
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taxuyaozheifenduanzandeziqiqiren。
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“shixiong，nibushufuma？”suwanqingduanzheshuibeizuodaotapangbian，shengyinyadi，daizhezhenchengdeguanqie，“kanniyishangwudoumeishenmejingshen，shibushizuowanmeixiuxihao？”
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tazhanglezhangzui，shengyinganse：“meishi，jiushiyoudianlei。”
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“zhendemeishi。”liweijichuyigejiangyingdexiaorong，zhongfudao，“laomaobingle，weibutaishufu。”taxiayishiditaishou，xiangyaorouyiroutaiyangxue，quezaibantushengshengzhizhu，zhuanweibuzirandizhenglileyixiatoufa。
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xinghao，zheishitadedianhuaxiangle。shimuqinwangyaling。
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“wei，ma。”“wanshanghelinjiadewanyan，qidian，dihaojiudian，biechidao！”wangyalingdeshengyinpitougailianzalai，meiyourenhewenhou，“chuanwojinidingneitaoshenlansexizhuang，daneitiaoyinhuiselingdai。jianlelin**zhudongdian，biexianggemutouyiyang！renjiakeshijianqiaobiyede，jiashiyouhao，yaobushikanzainixuelihainadechushoudefenshang...”
liweichenmoditingzhe，tingzhemuqinduilinjia**dechuipeng，duitajiashidesuanji，yijiduizijihaobuyanshidegongjuhuayaoqiu。toutongzaidianhuaneiduanjianlideshengyin**xiazhouranjiaju，tashenzhinengganjuedaotaiyangxuechudexueguanzaitututiaodong。
“...tingjianmeiyou？bieyoujiwodiaolianzi！zheiciyaoshizaigaoza，nikanwozenme...”
“ma。”liweidaduanta，shengyinpibeidejihumeiyouqifu，“wozhidaole。huizhunshidaode。”
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“shixiong？”pangbianzhengzaijilushujudeshidijingyadikanxiangta。
“...meishi。”liweideshengyinshaya，“guangxianyoudianciyan。”
taqiangchengzhewanchengleyixiliecaozuo，houbeiyibeilenghanjinshi。tazhidaozijidezhuangtaihencha，feichangcha。meiyicixintiaodousihujiazhongzheluneideyali。
zhongyuaodaoxiabanshijian。tongshimenluxulikai。
“shixiong，haibuzouma？”suwanqingbeizhetaneigekanqilaiputongdanzhiganjihaodeshuangjianbao，zuihoulikaishiwendao。
“haiyoudianshujuyaochuliwan。”liweitouyebutai，dingzhediannaopingmushangtiaodongdequxian，shijishangneixiexiantiaozaitayanliyijingmohuchengleyipian。
suwanqingzaimenkoutingdunleyixia：“nei...bietaiwan。zhuyixiuxi。”
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tazhandouzheshoudakaichouti，nachuzangzaizuilimiandezhenduanshu。baizhiheizi，binglengrutie。
脑癌中期。
zuiduohaiyouyinian。shenzhikenenggengduan。
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taxiangqizaocanzhuoshangfumuduilihaodezongrongchongni，xiangqiliuqianhelihaozaifangjianlidediaoxiao，xiangqimuqindianhualiduilinjia**desuanji...
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可笑。太可笑了。
tayongyouguangxiandexueli，bangshendekeyanchengguo，kansimeimandejiatinghehunyue，kezheiyiqieduiqiqilaide，jingshiyigerucibukanyiji、shunjianjiunengbeijibinghebeipanchedijisuidexujiakongqiao。
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