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shibasuineinian,wocongpobaidefuliyuanbeijiehuidingjihaomen,quefaxianzijiderenshengzaoyibeijiaqianjinqudai。
fumuxianwocubi,gegemenlengyanpangguan,erneigejiuzhanquechaodejiaqianjin——biaomianwenroushanliang,
beidiliqueyongjinshouduanrangwoshengburusi。
beiguanjinxiaoheiwu、beiwuxiantouqie、beixiaoyuanbalingdaotuxue……erwodejiaren,zhishilengmodikanzhe,
shenzhizaitaquezhenweiaiwanqishi,jifengdao:“zhuangshenmekelian?yuqingshengbingshikemeinizheimejiaoqing!
”zhidaotingzhihuxideneitian,tamencaifaxian——wozhenzangdequanjiafuli,meigerendouzaixiao。woderijibenli,
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woxiwang……congweibeinimenzhaohuilai。1"daole,**。"sijilaochenyuqipingdan,
yanshenliquezangzhejifenlianmin。chemendakai,bingliangdeyushuilikedashilesunianandefanbuxie。tameiyousan,
zhinengdizhetoukuaibupaoxiangneishandiaohuadamen。shibanianderenshengli,
tacongweixiangguozijihuiyizheizhongfangshi"huijia"。menkaile,nuanhuangsededengguangcitongletadeyanjing。
"zheijiushineigehaizi?"yigechuanzhegaodingtaozhuangdezhongniannvrenzhanzaiketingzhongyang,meitouweicu。suniananzhidao,
zheishitadeqinshengmuqinlinyuerong。"zenmelinchengzheiyang?xiangshenmeyangzi。
"shafashangdezhongniannanren——tadefuqinsuzhiyuanfangxiashouzhongdewenjian,muguangzaitashitoudeyifushangsaoguo,
yanzhongshanguoyisibuyue。suniananzhanglezhangzui,quefabuchushengyin。
tadeshixianbeiloutishangdelianggenianqingnanzixiyin——tamenyigexizhuanggelv,mianronglengjun;yigechuanzhexiuxianzhuang,
zuijiaoguazhewanshibugongdexiao。tadegegemen,sujingchenhesujingrui。"aiya,
zheijiushiwoneigezaipinminkuzhangdade'jiejie'ma?"yidaotiannideshengyincongloushangchuanlai。sunianantaitou,
kanjianyigechuanzhezhensishuiqundeshaonvkuankuanzouxialouti。tajifuruxue,zhangfaweijuan,xianggejingzhideyangwawa。
suyuqing——neigequdailetashibanianrenshengdejiaqianjin。linyueronglikeyingshangqu,yuqishunjianwenrou:"yuqing,
zenmexialaile?mingtianbushihaiyaoshangxuema?""woxiangkankanjiejiema。"suyuqingqinnidiwanzhumuqindeshoubei,
waizhetoudaliangsunianan,yanshenquelengdexiangbing,"jiejiehao,woshiyuqing。yihouwomenjiushiyijiarenle。
"sujingruichixiaoyisheng:"yijiaren?talianjubamadoujiaobuchukou。""jingrui!"sujingchendishenghechi,
quezhuanxiangsunianan,"niyinggaixianjiaoren。"yushuishunzhesunianandefashaodiluo,zaiditanshangyinchushensedehenji。
tahoulongfajin:"ba...ma...dage...erge..."meigechenghudouxiangdaopianhuaguohoulong。
linyuerongtanlekouqi:"chenma,daitaqukefangba。shunbian...zhaojianganyifujita。"meiyouyongbao,
meiyouleishui,shenzhimeiyouyiju"huanyinghuijia"。sunianangenzhebaomushangloushi,
tingjiansuyuqingsajiaodeshengyin:"mama,woyoudianhaipa...tahuibuhuitaoyanwoa?""shahaizi,
zenmehuini..."sanlouzuijiaoluodexiaofangjianchenglesunianande"jia"。tazuozaichuangyan,
mozheshenshangmoshengdeshuiyi——zheishisuyuqingbuyaodejiuyifu,rengranbitazijisuoyoudeyifudouyaohaoshibei。
yeshenle,bieshujianjiananjingxialai。suniananbaojinshuangxi,tingzheyushuiqiaodachuanghudeshengyin。turan,
gebifangjianchuanlaiyizhenhuankuaidexiaosheng。"zhuwomendexiaogongzhushengrikuaile!""suiranshengrishizuotian,
danliwujintiancaidaoma。""ge,nimentaichongwole~"suniananjiangzhule。zuotian...yeshitadeshengri。
shibasuishengri,zaifalvshangchengrenderizi。tacengzaiwushugehanlengyewanhuanxiangguo,
ruguoyouyitianzhaodaoqinshengfumu,tamenhuizenyangweitaqingzhushengri。xianshishi,meiyourenjide。taquansuozaichuangshang,
yaozheshoubeiburangzijikuchusheng。qiangbineiduan,huanshengxiaoyuchixudaoshenye。2qingchenliudian,
suniananyijingchuandaizhengqizuozaichuangbian。taqingqingfupingxiaofushangxiweidezhezhou——zheishitazuihaodeyitaoyifu,
xidefabaidanganjingzhengjie。louxiachuanlaicanjupengzhuangdeshengyin,sujiaqitarenxianranhaizaishuimengzhong。
tanieshouniejiaodixialou,chufanglideyongrenmenkanletayiyan,meirendazhaohu。suniananzijidaolebeiwenshui,
congshubaoliquchuzuowanshengxiadebankuaimianbao。"**,nindexiaofu。"guanjiazhangshuzouguolai,
diguoyigeyinzhexuexiaobiaozhidezhidai。suniananlengleyixia:"wo...youxiaofu?""laoyefenfude。
shengyuehanxueyuansuoyouxueshengdoubixuchuantongyixiaofu。"zhangshudeyuqigongshigongban,"cheqidianzhunshichufa。
"zhidailidexiaofuzhidijingliang,shenlansebaizhequnpeishangbaisechenshan,haiyouyijianxiuzhexiaohuidezangqingsewaitao。
suniananbaozhetahuidaofangjian,zhijianqingqingmosuozhemianliao。zheishishibanianlai,diyijianzhuanmenweitamaidexinyifu。
qidianzheng,suniananzhanzaimentingdengdai。loutishangchuanlaiqingkuaidejiaobusheng,suyuqingwanzhesujingruideshoubeizouxialai,
tashenshangdexiaofumingxianjingguogaizhi,qunbaiduanlejicun,yaoshenshoudeqiadaohaochu,chendetaxiangzazhishangdemote。
"wa,jiejiechuanxiaofudeyangzihao...tebie。"suyuqingzhazhedayanjing,"buguolingjiehaoxiangxiwaile。
"sujingruisaolesuniananyiyan,chixiaodao:"shanjichuanshangfengpaoyebianbulefenghuang。
"sunianandeshouzhiwuyishidijiaojinlequnbai。sujingchencongshufangzouchulai,xizhuangbiting:"zouba,
woshunlusongnimen。""dagezuihaole!"suyuqinghuanhuzhetiaodaosujingchenshenbian,
ziranerrandizhanjulefujiashideweizhi。cheneimimanzhesuyuqingshenshangdexiangshuiwei。sunianansuozaihouzuojiaoluo,
lunzhetawanquanchabushanghuadehuati——suyuqingdegangqinbisai、sujingruidelanqiusai、sujingchenxinjiedebinggouan。
shengyuehanxueyuandedamenqipaidelingrenzhixi。hanbaiyushizhushangliujindexiaomingzaiyangguangxiashanshanfaguang,
chuanzhetongyangxiaofudexueshengmensansanliangliangdizoujinxiaoyuan,tamenshouwanshangdemingbiao、jiaoshangde**banqiuxie,
wuyibuzhangxianzhezheilidexuefeiyouduoanggui。"jingruige!yuqing!"jigexueshengreqingdiyingshanglai,
muguangsaodaosuniananshibianchengleyihuo,"zheiweishi...?""wojiejie,
"suyuqingtianxiaozhewanzhusunianandeshoubei,shengyinqueyadidaozhiyoutamenliangrennengtingjian,
"zaipinminkuzhangdadeneige。""e——jiushineige'qigaigongzhu'a!
"yigetuzheluosekouhongdenvshengkuazhangdiwuzhuzui,"nanguaixiaofuchuandexiangjielaide。
"zhouweibaofachuyizhenhongxiao。sunianangandaoxueyechongshanglianjia,tazhengkaisuyuqingdeshou,kuaibuzouxiangjiaoxuelou。
"gaoer(1)ban..."taheduimenpaihao,shenxiyikouqituikaimen。jiaoshilidetanxiaoshengjiaranerzhi。
jishidaomuguangqishuashuashelai,youhaoqide,youchaonongde,gengduodeshilengmo。
sunianandizhetouzoudaozuihouyipaidekongweizuoxia。"anjing。"yigedaijinsiyanjingdezhongniannvrenzoujinjiaoshi,
"woshibanzhurenliwen,jintianyouweizhuanxuesheng——sunianan。"xixilaladezhangshengzhong,
lilaoshituiletuiyanjing:"tingshuonizhiqianjiududeshi...gonglixuexiao?"taguyitingdun,yinlaijishengqingxiao,
"shengyuehandekechengjindukenengbinizhiqianxuexiaokuaihenduo。bururangwomenkankannideshuiping?
"lilaoshizaiheibanshangxiexiayidaofuzadesanjiaohanshuti:"zheishishangxueqiqimokaoti,shishi?
"jiaoshilideqifendunshibiandeweimiao。suniananzhidaozheishiguyidediaonan,dantazaoyixiguanzheizhong"ceshi"。
zaifuliyuanderizili,shubenshitaweiyidebinansuo。tazoushangjiangtai,jieguofenbi。shouzhiweiweifadou,
danluobideshunjianqueyichangchenwen。yixingxinggongzhengdegongshizaiheibanshangzhankai,
rutongtawushucizaifuliyuanpojiudexiaozhuoshangzuoguodeneiyang。wufenzhonghou,tafangxiafenbi。jiaoshiliyaquewusheng。
"zhengque。"yigeqinglengdenanshengcongjiaoshihoupaichuanlai。suniananzhuantou,kandaoyigegaotiaodenanshengkaozaiyibeishang,
heifaxiadeyanjingrushentanbanpingjing,"erqieyonglesanzhongjiefa。
"lilaoshiliansebutaihaokan:"kanlainishuxuebucuo。huidaozuoweiba,womenkaishishangke。"xiakelingxiangqi,
suniananhaimeilaidejishoushishuben,yibeibingshuijiu"buxiaoxin"pozailetadekezhuoshang。"aiya,shouhua。
"tukouhongdenvsheng——suniananxianzaizhidaotajiaozhouting——haowuqianyidixiaozhe,"qigaigongzhubuhuishengqiba?
""rangkai。"suniananpingjingdishuo。"shenme?""woshuo,rangkai。"sunianantaiqitou,
zhishizhoutingdeyanjing,"chufeinidasuanbashuicaganjing。"zhoutingliansebianle:"niyiweinishishei?
buguoshige——""zhouting。"houpaineigedianpingtajietidenanshengzouleguolai,"jiaowuchuzhaoni。
"tadeshengyinbuda,quedaizheburongzhiyideweiyan。zhoutingdenglesuniananyiyan,xingxinglikai。"chengyu。
"nanshengjianduandiziwojieshao,dilaiyibaozhijin,"cacaba。""xiexie。"suniananjieguozhijin,
zhijianbuxiaoxinpengdaotade,likesuolehuilai。chengyusihumeizhuyidaotadejucu:"nidejietisiluhentebie,
shizixuede?"sunianandiandiantou。zaifuliyuan,nengdugaozhongyishixingyun,gengbieshuoyoulaoshizhuanmenfudaole。
"youxingqucanjiashuxuejingsaima?"chengyuwen,"woshixiaoduiduizhang。""wokaolvyixia。"suniananqingshengshuo,
xinliqingchuzheibuguoshiketaohua。zaisujia,kewaihuodongshixuyao"shenqingtequan"de。wuxiushijian,
suniananduozaitushuguanjiaoluokenzhecongjialidaichulaidemianbao。turan,tushuguandemenbeituikai,
suyuqingdaizhetadepengyoumenzoulejinlai。"yuanlaijiejiezaizheilia,
"suyuqingtianmeideshengyinzaianjingdekongjianligewaicier,"dajiaxiangrenshinini。
"suniananheshangshu:"woyaoqushangkele。""jishenme?"yigenanshenglanzhutadequlu,
"yuqingshuonihenhuihuahua,jiwomenzhanshiyixia?"meidengsuniananfanying,tadesumiaobenyijingbeiqiangzou。
yemianbeicubaodifandong,tajingxinhuizhidexiaoxiang——fuliyuanliayidehuaxiangbeilianggenshouzhiniezhezhanshi。"wa,
huadezhenxiang,"suyuqingjingtan,ranhouqingqingyisi,"kexizhitaichale。"zhipianruxuehuabanpiaoluo。
suniananzhanzaiyuandi,zhijiashenshenxianruzhangxin。fanjizhihuirangshiqinggengzao,
zheishitazaifuliyuanxuedaodeshengcunfaze。xiawudetiyukeshisunianandeemeng。gengyishili,
tadexiaofubuyierfei,querdaizhideshiyijianbeijiandepolandetxu。tayaozhezuichunhuanshang,
zouchugengyishishiyinlaiyizhenhongxiao。"shishangxinchuanfa?"tiyulaoshichaofengdao,"caochangpaoshiquan,
haohaozhanshinide'shishangpinwei'。"lierixia,suniananyiquanyouyiquandipaozhe。hanshuijintoulepojiudetxu,
mocazhepifu**laditeng。tashuzhezijidejiaobu,qiangpozijibuqutingchangbiandechaoxiaosheng。
fangxue**zhongyuxiangqi。sunianantuozhepibeideshentihuidaogengyishi,quefaxianzijideshubaobujianle。
tazhaobianmeigejiaoluo,zuihouzaicesuozuilimiandegejiantingdaoleweiruode**——tadeshoujizaixiang。
menbeijiaodailaolaofengzhu。suniananmochufaka,shoudoudejihunabuwen。
fuliyuandelaohugongcengjiaoguotazheige——yongfakaqiaokaijiandandemensuo。sanfenzhonghou,gejianmenkaile。
tadeshubaojinpaozaimatongli,kebenquanhuile。suniananguizaidishang,yibenyibendilaochulai,ninggan,
saihuishubao。zoulangzaoyikongwuyiren,xiyangtouguochuanghubatadeyingziladehenzhanghenzhang。xuexiaohoumendexiaolushang,
suniananjixiedimaizhebuzi。turan,yibaheisanchengzaitatouding。"linyuhuiganmao。
"chengyubuzhiheshichuxianzaitashenpang,shoulichulesan,hainazheyitiaoganjingmaojinheyibeimaozhereqidenaicha。
"nideshubao。"tazhoumeikanzhedididadadeshubao。suniananxiangshuodianshenme,houlongquexiangbeishenmeduzhule。
chengyumeiyouzhuiwen,zhishibamaojinhenaichadijita。naichadewendutouguozhibeichuandaotabingliangdezhijian,
xiangtiandeqixiyingraozaibijian。suniananturanxiangqi,zheishitarenshengzhongdiyiciyourenzhuanmenweitamainaicha。
"xiexie。"taxiaoshengshuo,yanleizhongyubushoukongzhidiluoxialai,hunzheyushuixiaoshizainaichabeili。
chengyushenmeyemeishuo,zhishimomodibasanwangtaneibianqingxieleyidian。3"nianan**,
furenrangninqidianqianzhunbeihao。"guanjiazhangshuqiaokaisunianandefangmen,diguoyigejingzhidelihe,
"zheishinindelifu。"suniananjieguolihe,zhijianchudaosihuadeduandai。zheishitahuidaosujialiangzhouyilai,
diyicibeiyaoqingcanjiajiatinghuodong——weihuanyingta"huijia"erjubandewanyan。
lihelishiyitiaodanlansedelianyiqun,kuanshijiandandafang。suniananxiaoxindichuanshang,zhanzaijingziqianzhuanleyiquan。
jingzhongdenvhaimoshengderangtaxinjing——jingxindaliguodezhangfa,danzhuangdianzhuidelianpang,
haiyouneitiaojiazhikenengchaoguotaguoquyinianshenghuofeidequnzi。"jiejie,zhunbeihaolema?
"suyuqingdeshengyincongmenwaichuanlai,meidenghuidamenjiubeituikaile。tachuanzheyishenxiangbinjindedingzhilifu,
qunbaishangzhuimanxisuidezuanshi,zoudongshirutongyinheqingxie。"wa,nidequnzi..."suyuqingwuzhuzui,
"haoposua。"suniananditouzhengliqunbai:"henshihewo。""mamazhenshide,
"suyuqingqinnidiwanzhutadeshoubei,"zenmenengrangjiejiechuanquniandejiukuanni?zouba,
kerendoudaodechabuduole。"yanhuitingdenghuotongming,shuijingdiaodengzheshechudeguangmangcidesuniananyanjingfateng。
jishiweiyizhehuaguidebinkejuzhexiangbinjiaotan,kandaotachuxianshi,tanhuashengweimiaodidilejifen。
"zheiweijiushisujiagangzhaohuideda**?
zaipinminkuzhangda...""kanqilaiqueshibuxiangsujiaderen..."xisuideyilunshengruwenyingbanweiraozheta。
sunianantingzhijibei,genzhesuyuqingzouxiangzhuzhuo。fuqinsuzhiyuanzhengzaihejiweishangjiedalaojiaotan,
kandaotazhishiweiweidiantou;muqinlinyuerongyouyadiduanzhejiubei,muguangqueshizhongzhuisuizhesuyuqing。"nianan,
"linyuerongzhongyukanxiangta,"zheiweishizhoushijituandezhoufuren,dagezhaohu。"sunianangangyaokaikou,
zhoufurenjiutiaotididaliangzheta:"meiyandaoshiyoujifenxiangsuzong,zhishizheiqizhi...chadetaiyuanle。
"talaguoshenbiandenvhai——zhengshixuexiaolidiaonansunianandezhouting,"kankanwomenjiatingting,
zheicaishidajiaguixiudeyangzi。"zhoutingdeyidiyangqixiaba,
tuzhechuncaidezuibayizhangyihe:"ayibiezheimeshuo,niananjiejieyijinghennulizaixuele。""haole,
"sujingchenbuzhiheshichuxianzaisuniananshenhou,shengyindichen,"fuqinyaozhicile。
"suzhiyuanzhanzaixiaoxingwutaishang,jubeizhici:"ganxiegeweililin,
qingzhuxiaonvniananhuijia..."tademuguangsaoguosunianan,youxunsuyikai,"dangran,
yuqingyongyuanshiwomenjiadejiaoao..."zhicijieshuhou,shizhekaishishangcai。sunianananjingdizuozaizhidingweizhi,
kanzhemianqianbaifangdeqibabadaochafaleng。zuobianchuanlaisuyuqingxiaoshengdezhidao:"jiejie,congwaiwangliyonge。
"shengyinganghaorangzhouweijizhuodoutingdejian。"xiexie。"sunianannaqizuiwaimiandechazi,zhijianweiweifadou。
qiancaiguohou,suyuqingturanzhanqishen:"woxiangquxishoujian,jiejiepeiwohaoma?"meidengsuniananhuida,
linyuerongjiuxinweidixiaole:"yuqingzhendongshi,zhidaozhaogujiejie。"xishoujianjinbihuihuang,
kongqizhongmimanzheangguidexiangshuiwei。sunianangangguanshangmen,suyuqingtianmeidexiaorongjiuxiaoshile。
"zhidaoweishenmemamajinizheitiaojiuqunzima?"takaozaixishoutaishang,zhijianraozhefashao,
"yinweigenbenmeirenxianghuanyingnihuilai。"suniananchenmodixishou,shuishengzaikongkuangdekongjianligewaiqingxi。
"niyiweinishishei?"suyuqingdeshengyinturanjianruiqilai,"yigezailajiduilizhangdadeyezhong,
yepeizuosujiada**?"tazhuaqixishoutaishangdehuaping,henhenzazaidishang,
"xinbuxinwoyouyibaizhongfangfarangnigunchuqu?"cipianfeijian,huaguosunianandexiaotui,liuxiayidaoxuehen。
takanzhesuyuqingniuqudemianrong,turanjuedekexiao:"nipawo。""wopani?"suyuqingjianxiao,
"nisuanshenme——""ruguobushi,"suniananpingjingdidaduanta,"nibuhuizheimejidong。
"suyuqingdebiaoqingshunjianbianle,tazhuaqisunianandeshouwan,zhijiashenshenqiajinrouli:"jizhunideweizhi,
qigai。"shuowan,taturanjianghongjiupozaizijiqunzishang,ranhoufachuyishengjianjiao。xishoujiandemenbeimengdituikai,
jiweiguifujingyadikanzhezheiyimu——suyuqingxiangbinjindelifuranmanhongjiu,ersuniananshoulizhengnazhekongjiubei。
"jiejie,weishenme..."suyuqingdeyanleishuolaijiulai,
"wozhishixiangbangnishuxihuanjing..."sunianankanzheshouzhongdejiubei,yishidaozijibeishejile。
meidengtajieshi,sujingchenyijingdabuzoulai,yibazhuaizhutadeshouwan:"nizaiganshenme?
""bushiwo...""goule!"sujingchenyadishengyin,"quanjiaweinijubanyanhui,nijiuzheiyanghuibao?
"yanhuitingyipianjijing,suoyoumuguangdoujizhongzaitamenshenshang。sunianankandaofuqintieqingdelian,
muqinshiwangdeyanshen,haiyoubinkemenqieqiesiyudezuilian。"daoqian。"sujingchenminglingdao。
sunianantaiqitou:"womeiyoupota。""buzhiganen!"sujingchendeshengyinzaiyanhuitinghuidang,
"nizhidaoyuqingweilerangnirongruzheigejiazuoleduoshaonulima?"suyuqingshishidichouqiyisheng,
pujinlinyueronghuaili:"mama,bieguaijiejie,shiwobuhao..."linyuerongxintengdilouzhuta,
kanxiangsunianandeyanshenchongmanzebei:"nianan,huinidefangjianqu。"zhongmukuikuizhixia,
suniananduzizouchuyanhuiting。beihouchuanlaizhoutingkeyitigaodeshengyin:"youxierena,
chuanshanglongpaoyebuxiangtaizi..."huayuanliyesechenchen,suniananzuozaipenquanbianyuan,
bingliangdeshitoutouguobobodelifuchuanlaihanyi。tabuxianghuifangjian,buxiangdaizaizheigesuoweide"jia"li。"ji。
"yikuaishenlanseshoupadidaoyanqian。sunianantaitou,duishangsujingruifuzademuguang。"cacaba,
nilianshangyoujiuzi。"tadeyuqiyiranlengdan,"biezaizheilidiurenxianyan,kerendounengkandao。
"suniananjieguoshoupa,quemeiyouyong:"niyerenweishiwopode?"sujingruisongsongjian:"zhongyaoma?
yuqingcongxiaojiushiquanjiadebaobei,nifeiyaogentajiaoshenmejing?""womeiyou...""shengshengba,
"sujingruidaduanta,"fuqinweilezhaonihualeduoshaoziyuan,nijiubunenganfendian?"suniananwojinshoupa,
sizhimianliaozaishouxinzhouchengyituan。sujingruikanletayihuier,zhuanshenlikai,diuxiayiju:"zaodianhuiqu,
mingtianhaiyoujizhelaicaifang'tuanyuan'deyijiani。"penquandeshuishengyangailesuniananyayidechouqi。
tadaizuolehenjiu,zhidaoyanhuitingdedengguangyizhanzhanximie,zhidaobinkemendexiaoshengzhujianyuanqu。huidaobieshushi,
dabufendengyijingguanle。suniananqingshouqingjiaodishanglou,quezaijingguoshufangshitingdaolefumudeshengyin。
"...neihaizikanqilaiyidianbuxiangwomen。"linyuerongdeshengyinchongmanpibei,"juzhicusu,
lianjibendeshejiaoliyidoubudong。""dnajiancebuhuicuo。"suzhiyuandeyuqilengdan,"jiudangduoyanggeren,
duiwaiweichixingxiangbale。""yuqingjintianduoweiqua,neitiaolifushiteyiweijintiandingzhide...""haole,
yihouduozhuyidian,bierangniananzaigongkaichanghechuchoujiuxing。"sunianantiezheqiangbi,
ganjuequanshendexueyedouninggule。yuanlaizaifumuyanzhong,tazhishiyigexuyao"weichixingxiang"deleizhui,
yigehuirangsujia"chuchou"dewudian。weibuturanchuanlaiyizhenjianruidetengtong,suniananwanxiayao,
lenghanshunjianjintoulehoubei。zheiduanshijianyalitaida,tadeweibingyoufanle。tayaoyarenzhetong,
panshandizouxiangchufangzhaoyao。yiyaojulizhengqipailiezhegezhongjinkouyaopin,suniananzhaodaoyiheweiyao,
quefaxianyijingguoqibannian。kanlaisujiameirenxuyaozheige。tajieleyibeizilaishui,
tunxiacongfuliyuandailaidezuihouyipianyao。huifangjiandelushang,tajingguosuyuqingdewoshi。menmeiguanyan,
limianchuanlaihuankuaidexiaosheng。"ma,nikandaotaneibiaoqinglema?xiaosiwole!
"suyuqingdeshengyinnayoubandiankuguodehenji,"xiaciwoyaorangtazaijizhemianqianchuchou!""xiaodiansheng,
"linyuerongchongnidishuo,"mingtianjizhelai,niyaobiaoxiandedaduyidian,
duozhaogu'jiejie'...""zhidaola!wohuirangquanshijiedouzhidaosheicaishisujiazhenzhengdegongzhu!
"suniananqiaoqiaotuihuizijidefangjian,guanshangmen,huazuozaidishang。weitongyuelaiyuejulie,
dantayijingfenbuqingshishenglidetengtonghaishixinlidetonggengshen。tabaojinshuangxi,balianmaijinbeiwan,wushengdizhandou。
chuangwai,yilunlengyuegaoxuan,zhaobujinzheigemeiyouwendude"jia"。4meishujiaoshilimimanzhesongjieyoudeqiwei,
yangguangtouguoluodichuangsazaimudibanshang,xingchengyipianpianjinsedeguangban。suniananzuozaijiaoluodehuajiaqian,
qianbizaisumiaobenshangqingqinghuaguo,goulechuyigelaorendecelian——fuliyuandechenyeye,
tajiyizhongshaoshujiguotawennuanderen。"xiazhoushixiaoyishujie,"meishulaoshilinshanpailepaishou,
"meiweitongxuetijiaoyifuzuopin,zuihaodesanfujiangdaibiaoxuexiaocanjiashijizhanlan。
"jiaoshilixiangqixingfendetaolunsheng。suniananditoujixuwanshansumiao,meizhuyidaolinlaoshiyijingzoudaotashenhou。
"zheishi..."linlaoshituranchusheng,hedesuniananchadiandiaoleqianbi,"nihuade?"sunianandiandiantou,
xiayishiyongshoubeidangzhuhua:"zhishi...suibianlianxi。"linlaoshiqingqinglakaitadeshoubei,
zixiduanxiangneifusumiao:"bili、guangyingchulidouhenzhuanye,nixueguo?""zixuede。"suniananqingshenghuida。
fuliyuandelaotushushiliyouyipijuanzengdeyishushuji,neixiefahuangdehuaceshitaweiyidemeishulaoshi。
"youxingquchangshiyouhuama?"linlaoshizhixiangjiaoshilingyiduandehuaju,"woxiangkankannidesecaiganjue。
"suniananyouyuleyixia,zouxiangneipaiyanliao。taxuanlezuijichudejizhongyanse,kaishizaihuabushangtumo。
jianjiandi,fuliyuanhouyuandeneikelaohuaishuzaihuabushangxianxian——neishitatongnianweiyideleyuan,
meidangaidahuoshouqifushi,tazongduozaimaomideshuguanli。tawanquanchenjinzaichuangzuozhong,
meizhuyidaojiaoshilizhujiananjingxialai,tongxuemenyigegeweilongguolai。"tiana..."yourenxiaoshengjingtan。
suniananmengranhuishen,faxianshijishuangyanjingzhengdingzhetadehua。tashouzhiyizhan,huabichadiandiaoluo。"jixu。
"chengyudeshengyincongrenqunhoufangchuanlai。takaozaimenkuangshang,muguangpingjingerzhuanzhu。suniananshenxiyikouqi,
jixuwanchengzuihoudexijie。dangzuihouyibiluoxiashi,jiaoshilixiangqixixilaladezhangsheng。"taibangle!
"linlaoshijidongdishuo,"zheijiushiwoyaozhaodeganjue!sunianan,niyuanyibazheifuhuazuoweicansaizuopinma?
"suniananhaimeilaidejihuida,jiaoshimenbeimengdituikai。suyuqingdaizhetadegenbanmenzoulejinlai。"linlaoshi,
"suyuqingtiantiandixiaozhe,"womenbanyeyaozhunbeiyishujiezuopinni,nengjiejizhihuabima?
"tademuguangsaodaosunianandehua,tongkongmengdishousuo。
suniananjihunengkandaotanaozhongyunzhuandexiangfa——zheige"qigai"zenmekenenghuihuahua?"yuqing,kuailaikan,
"linlaoshireqingdizhaohu,"nijiejiehuadeduohao!"suyuqingzoujinhuabu,zuijiaoguazhexiao,
yanshenquelengdexiangbing:"zhen...tebie。"tazhuanxiangsunianan,"meixiangdaojiejiehaiyouzheizhong'tianfu',
yiqianzenmemeitingnishuoguo?"suniananchenmodishoushihuabi。tazhidaosuyuqingcikedeweixiaoxiazangzheshenme。
fangxue**xiangqi,suniananbeilinlaoshiliuxiataoluncansaixijie。dengtagandaomeishujiaoshinawangdaideshubaoshi,
quefaxianzijidehuabeirenconghuajiashangquxia,sichengjipian,sanluozaidishang。huabupangbian,
yongkouhongzaijingzishangxiezhedadade"chaoxizhe"。suniananguizaidishang,shouzhizhandouzheshitupincouneixiesuipian。
zheibujinjinshifuhua,zheishitaweishubuduozhidezhenshidejiyi,shitalinghundeyibufen。"xuyaobangmangma?
"chengyubuzhiheshichuxianzaimenkou。tadunxiashen,bangsuniananjianqijikuaisuipian。
"weishenme..."sunianandeshengyingengyan,"weishenmefeiyaohuidiaota..."chengyumeiyouhuida,
zhishicongkoudailitaochuyibushouji,diankaiyiduanshipin。huamianzhong,
suyuqinghetadepengyoumenguiguisuisuidiliujinmeishujiaoshi,qinshousihuileneifuhua,haizaijingzishangtuzi。
"woganghaohuilainadongxi,kandaole。"chengyuguandiaoshipin,"yaogaosulaoshima?
"suniananyaoyaotou:"meiyong。"zaifuliyuan,gaozhuangzhihuizhaolaigenghendebaofu。
chengyukanzhetabasuipianxiaoxindishoujinshubao:"nidasuanzenmeban?""zhonghua。"sunianantaiqitou,
yanzhongyouyicuxiaoxiaodehuoyan,"lijiegaohaiyousantian。"chengyuzuijiaoweiweishangyang:"xuyaomotema?
"jiuzheiyang,lianxusantianfangxuehou,chengyudouhuipeisuniananliuzaimeishujiaoshi。taanjingdikanshu,
ouertaitoujitadibeishuihuozhichumougexijiedebuzu。suniananzequanshenguanzhudizhongxinchuangzuo,
zheicitahuadeshixiaoyuanyijiaodeyinxingshu,jinhuangdeyezizaiyangguangxiarutongranshaodehuoyan。
"weishenmexuanzheigezhuti?"disantianbangwan,chengyukanzhejijiangwanchengdehuawendao。sunianandiaozheyanliao,
qingshengdao:"yinxinghuodezhangjiu。napabeihuoshaoguo,diernianyiranhuifaya。"tadunledun,"xiangwo。
"chengyudemuguangzaitalianshangtingliulejimiao,turanshuo:"nizhidaoweishenmewoneitianhuibangnima?
"suniananyaoyaotou。"yinweiwozhidaobeigulideziwei。"chengyudeshengyinhendi,"wofuqinshixiaodong,
henduorenjiejinwozhishiweilezheige。"sunianandiyicitingchengyutanqiziji。taxiangshuoxieshenme,
danweibuturanchuanlaiyizhenjianruidetengtong,rangtabudebuwanxiayao。"zenmele?
"chengyulikezhuyidaotadeyichang。"meishi...zhishiweitong。"suniananmianqiangzhiqishen,"laomaobingle。
"chengyuzhoumei:"nizhongwuyoumeichifan?"suniananmorenle。zicongshangciyanhuishijianhou,
tazaixuexiaoshitangzongshi"buxiaoxin"beizhuangfancanpan,houlaigancuibikaiyongcangaofeng。"dengzhe。
"chengyuqishenlikai,shifenzhonghoudaihuiyigezhidai,limianshiretengtengdesanmingzhiheniunai,"chi。
"jiandandemingling,querangsuniananyankuangfare。taxiaokouchizhe,ganshoushiwuhuanjieweibudezhuoshaogan。
chengyujiuzuozaiduimian,anjingdifanzheyibenshuxuejingsaitiji。yishujiedangtian,
sunianande《yinxing》haowuxuanniandiruxuanqiansanming。linlaoshixuanbujieguoshi,suyuqingdeliansenankanjile。
"gongxia,jiejie。"tacoudaosuniananerbian,shengyintianmierweixian,"buguobietaideyi,
nide'yugege'bukenengyizhibaohuni。"suniananmeiyoulihui,
zhishizhuanzhudikanzhezijidehuabeiguashangxiaozhanlanqiang。zheishitarenshengzhongdiyiciyinweizuoduimoushiershoudaorenke。
fangxueshi,chengyuzaixiaomenkoulanzhuta:"mingtianzhouliu,shimeishuguanyougexinzhanlan,yaoyiqiquma?
"suniananlengzhule。zheishi...yuehuiyaoqingma?"wo...wodewenwenjiali。"tajiejiebabadihuida。
chengyudiandiantou:"mingtianshangwushidian,ruguoninenglai,wojiuzaimeishuguanmenkoudeng。"huidaosujia,
suniananguqiyongqixianglinyuerongtichuqingqiu。"henanshengdanduchuqu?"linyuerongzhoumei,"buxing,
taibuxianghuale。""shixuexiaohuodong..."suniananxiaoshengsahuang。"shenmehuodongxuyaoyinanyinvdanduqu?
"sujingruicongyouxijizhongtaitou,jifengdao,"yuehuijiuzhishuo。"sunianandelianshuadihongle:"bushiyuehui,
zhishi...""goule,"linyuerongdaduanta,"mingtianyuqingyougangqinbisai,quanjiadouyaoquzhichi。
nizuoweijiejie,gengyinggaichuxi。"suyuqingshishidichuxian,wanzhulinyuerongdeshoubei:"mama,
wodexinqunzidaole,bangwokankanma~"tapielesuniananyiyan,"jiejiexiangquwanjiuquba,
fanzhengwodebisaiyebuzhongyao...""hushuo,"linyueronglikebeidaipianlehuati,
"nidemeichangbisaiwomendoubixudaochang。nianan,zheishimeideshangliang。"wanshang,suniananquansuozaichuangshang,
weitongyoukaishile。tamochushouji,xiangjichengyufaxiaoxidaoqian,quefaxianzijigenbenmeiyoutadelianxifangshi。
chuangwai,suyuqingdehuanxiaoshengconghuayuanchuanlai。sunian**kaichuanglianyijiao,
kandaoquanjiarenzaiyongchibianweisuyuqingtiqianqingzhubisai——jinguanbisaizaimingtian。sujingchensongleyitiaozuanshixianglian,
sujingruisongleyishuang**banqiuxie,fumuzezhunbeileyitaiquanxindesanjiaogangqin。suniananqingqinglashangchuanglian。
jintianyeshitadeshengri,meirenjide。wuye,bieshuzhongyuanjingxialai。sunianannieshouniejiaodilaidaochufang,
congbingxianglizhaochuyigejidanheyixiaobaqingcai。tashaokaishui,xialebaguamian,dashangjidan,
sadianyan——zheishifuliyuanshiliayizonghuizaitashengrishizuodezhangshoumian。"nizaiganshenme?
"sujingruideshengyinhedesuniananchadianshuailewan。tachuanzheshuiyizhanzaichufangmenkou,toufaluanpengpengde,
xianranshixialaizhaoshuihede。"wo...ele。"suniananhanhudihuida,xiayishidangzhuneiwanjianloudemian。
sujingruizouguolai,kandaozaotaishangdexiaowanmian,youkanlekanriqi——5yue18ri,turanmingbaileshenme。
tadebiaoqingweimiaodibianlebian,danzuizhongzhishilengdandishuo:"bienongzangchufang。"tazhuanshenlikai,
quezailoutikoutingzhu,huitoukanleyiyan。suniananzhengduizheneiwanyijingliangtoudemian,xiaoshengchangzheshengrige,
ranhouyigerenchiwanlezhengwanmian。sujingruizhouqimei,xinliyongqiyizhongqiguaideganjue。tayaoyaotou,shanglouqule。
diertianyizao,quanjiaxinggaocailiedizhunbeichufaqusuyuqingdebisai。
suniananchuanzhejiandandechenshanniuzikuxialoushi,yinlailinyuerongbumandemuguang。"nijiuchuanzheige?
jintiandianshitaihuilaicaifang!""womeidaiqitayifu。"suniananpingjingdishuo。shijishang,
taqueshimeiyoushihezhengshichanghedeyifu。linyuerongtanlekouqi:"suanle,nijiuzhanzaihoupai,bieshuohua。
"bisaixianchang,suyuqingbiaoxiandexianggegongzhu,yiquzhongle,quanchangqiliguzhang。dangzhuchirencaifangsujiafumushi,
tamentaotaobujueditanlunsuyuqingdetianfuhenuli,wanquanmeitijilingyigenver。suniananzhanzaijiaoluo,
shoujipingmushangshitasousuodeshimeishuguanjinrizhanlan——"qingnianyishujialianzhan",zhengshichengyuxiangdaitaqukande。
taxiangxiangzhetazhanzaimeishuguanmenkoudengdaideyangzi,xinlifanqiyizhensuanchu。"fashenmedai?
"sujingruibuzhiheshizoudaotashenbian,"yaopaiquanjiafule。"suniananbeiladaozuihouyipai。
sheyingshianxiakuaimendeshunjian,suyuqingturanzhuanshenyongbaota,qiaomiaodiyongshouzhouzhuangxiangtadeweibu。
jutongrangsuniananlianseshabai,danzhaopianshangkanqilaizhishitabiaoqingjiangying。"jiejietaijinzhangle,
"suyuqingduisheyingshitiantiandijieshi,"tabutaixiguanzheizhongchanghe。"huichengdecheshang,sunianankaozhechechuang,
renshouzheyiboyouyibodeweitong。sujingruiconghoushijinglikanletajici,zuizhongshenmeyemeishuo。dangwan,
suniananfaqiledishao。taquansuozaichuangshang,etoushenchulenghan,quejueqiangdibuquqiuzhu。shenyeli,
tafangfotingdaomenwaiyoujiaobushengtingliu,danzhongjiumeiyourenqiaomen。chuangwai,
yilunlengyuewushengdizhushizhezheigebeiyiwangdenvhai。5qingchendeyangguangtouguochuanglianfengxiciruyanjing,
suniananzhengzhazhecongchuangshangpaqilai,etoushangyicengximidelenghan。tadetouchenzhongdexiangguanleqian,
houlonghuoshaobantengtong。chuangtounaozhongxianshi6:15,zaiguo45fenzhongjiugaichufaquxuexiaole。
tatuozheshentizoujinyushi,jingzilidenvhaimiansecanbai,yanxiashimingxiandeqinghei。
shuilongtouliuchudelengshuipaizailianshang,zanshiqusanlexiexuxuanyungan。zheishilianxudiwutiandishaole,
dantabugangaosurenheren——zaisujia,shengbingshisuyuqingdetequan。"nianan**,nindezaocan。
"chufangbangyongwangyijiangyipanjiandandetusiheniunaituidaotamianqian,
yupangbiansuyuqingjingzhidefashizaocanxingchengxianmingduibi。sunianangangnaqitusi,weibujiuchuanlaiyizhenchouchu。
zuijintajihumeishenmeshiyu,meicijinshidouxiangzaiwanchengyixiangjianjurenwu。"jiejiezenmebuchia?
"suyuqingchuanzhezhanxindexiangnaiertaozhuangzoujincanting,bozishanghaiguazhezuotianbisaidedejinpai,
"shibushixianqijialideshiwubibushangniyiqianchidelajia?"suniananmeiyouhuida,
zhishiqiangpozijiyaoleyikoutusi。mianbaoxiezaizuiligandenanyixiayan。"yuqing,bienaonijiejie。
"linyuerongzoujinlai,yuqiliquemeiyouduoshaozebei,"jintianshinishengriwanyan,jidefangxuezhijiehuilai,
zaoxingshisandiandao。""zhidaolamama!"suyuqingqinnidicenglecenglinyuerongdejianbang,
ranhoucoudaosuniananerbiandishengshuo,"jinwanwohuirangnizhidao,sheicaishizheigejiazhenzhengdegongzhu。"xiaocheshang,
sunianankaochuangzuozhe,etoudizhebingliangdeboli,shituhuanjiechixubutuidedishao。cheziyigedianbo,
tamengdiwuzhuzui,qiangyaxiayongshanghoutoudesuanshui。"nihaihaoma?"sunianantaitou,kandaochengyuzhanzaiguodaoshang,
meitoujinsuo。tamianqiangdiandiantou:"youdianyunche。"chengyuzaitashenbianzuoxia,dilaiyipingkuangquanshui:"hedianshui。
niliansehencha。"shuizirunlezhuoredehoulong,suniananqingshengdaoxie。chengyudeshouturantieshangtadeetou,
weiliangdechuganrangtahunshenyizhan。"nizaifashao。""zhishiyoudianganmao。"suniananyikailian,
chengyudeguanxinrangtajiwennuanyouxinsuan,"meishenmedabulede。"chengyusihuxiangshuoshenme,danxiaocheyijingdaozhan。
tamomobangsunianannaqishubao,yiluhusongtadaojiaoshi。shangwudekechengxiangyichangmanzhangdezhemo。
sunianandebijizijiyuelaiyueliaocao,yanqiandeheibanshibushimohuchengyipian。xiakelingxiangqishi,
tajihushidiezuozaiyizishang。"sunianan,"banzhurenliwenzouguolai,"tiyukebunengquexi,
jintianyoutinengceshi。""woneng...qinggejiama?"suniananshengyinweiruo,"wobutaishufu。
"liwentuiletuiyanjing:"yuqingshuonijingchangzhuangbingtaobitiyuke。zheiciceshihuijiruqimochengji,biezhaojiekou。
"caochangshangdeyangguangciyandelingrenxuanyun。suniananzhanzaiqipaoxianshang,shuangtuifaruan。shaoshengxiangqi,
tajixiedimaikaibuzi,danbudaobanquan,yanqiandepaodaojiukaishiniuqubianxing。"wei,nimeishiba?
"yigetongxuedeshengyinconghenyuandedifangchuanlai。suniananxianghuida,quefaxianzijideshetouzhongdetaibuqilai。
xiayimiao,dimianturanchaotayingmianpulai,ranhoushiyipianheian。
yingyangbuliang...chixudishao...jianyilijijinxingquanmianjiancha..."duanduanxuxudeshengyincongyuanchupiaolai。
suniananhuanhuanzhengkaiyanjing,faxianzijitangzaixuexiaoyiwushidechuangshang。xiaoyizhangdafuzhengduizhedianhuashuozheshenme,
kandaotaxinglai,likeguaduandianhuazouguolai。"xingle?ganjuezenmeyang?""haoduole。
"suniananshizhezuoqilai,yizhenxuanyunyouposhitatanghuiqu。
zhangdafudilaiyibeiputaotangshui:"woyijingtongzhilenijiazhang,tamenmashangdao。
"sunianandeshouzhijinjinzuanzhubeizi。jiazhang?sheihuilai?fuqinzaikaihui,muqinyaozhunbeisuyuqingdeshengriyan,
gegemen...yiwushidemenbeimengdituikai,sujingruiqichuanyuyudizhanzaimenkou,xiaofuwaitaohuluandazaijianshang,
xianranshicongmangganlaide。"zenmehuishi?"tazoudaochuangbian,meitoujinsuo。
zhangdafudiguoyifenjianchadan:"**meiyanzhongpinxue,haiyouchixudishao。wojianyiquyiyuanzuogequanmianjiancha,
tebieshiweichangdao——""buyongle。"sujingruidaduanta,"jialiyousirenyisheng。nengzouma?
"houbanjushiduisuniananshuode。sunianandiandiantou,renzhexuanyunxialechuang。sujingruifuzhutayaohuangdeshenti,
dongzuosuanbushangwenrou,danzhishaomeiyoutuikaita。"dengdeng,"zhangdafujiaozhutamen,yadishengyinduisujingruishuo,
"tadeqingkuangbutaihao,zuihaojinkuai——""woshuole,jialiyouyisheng。"sujingruibunaifandidaduan,
chanzhesuniananlikaileyiwushi。cheshang,sunianankaozhechechuang,biyandikangyizhenzhenexin。sujingruidakaikongdiao,
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