《涅槃》 小说介绍
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genlinzhichenlaizhiqian,womeixiangdaohuizaizheilipengjianliyushu,zhunquedeshuoshimeixiangdaohuizaizheilipengjianliyushudezhangfugenghua。
liyushuwanzhegenghuadegebo,zaikandaowoyihoutamingxianlengleyixia,sihushimeixiangdaolinzhichenhuidaiwochuxi。kanlaitamenlianggezhijianyinggaishichuxianleshenmejianxi,fouzedehualiyushukandaowoyebuhuishizheigefanying。
zaikandaowogenlinzhichenyihou,liyushuyuanbenxianglazhegenghuazhuangzuomeikanjianwomendeyangzizhijielikai,kantaneifuhuangluandeyangzi,woxinzhongturanyongqileyisixiangyaobaofudexinqing。
“yushu,zheili!”wozhijiekaikouchongliyushuhandao。
liyushutingdaowodehanshengmingxianyijing,woshenbiandelinzhichenyemeixiangdaowohuilaizheimeyishou,yeshibeiwohedebuqing,wokanzhezheiliangrendefanying,xinliyouxiexuxiaotongkuai,buguozheihaizhishikaiweicai,datouhaizaihoumianni。
yinweitingdaolewodehansheng,zheixialiyushujiusuanxiangduoyeduobukaile,bijingtadezhangfugenghuayijingzhuantoukanxiangwozheibianle,zuilihaigenliyushushuozheshenme,dagaishizaixiangtaxunwenwoshishenmerenba。
liyushuyouxiebuqingbuyuandigengenghuadiguzheshenme,genghuayibiantingyibianxiaoxinyiyidifuzheliyushu,chaowozheibianzhaolezhaoshou,liangrenmanmandizouleguolai。
“nihao,wojiaogenghua,shiyushudezhangfu。”genghuayizouguolaibianduilinzhichenshenchuleshou。
zheigeshihouwocainenghaohaodiguanchagenghua。
zhijianzheigegenghuayangmaojunlang,lianshanghaidaizhexiaorong,tachuanzheyishentuotiedeyinhuisexizhuang,juzhixingweitouluzhedeti,zenmekandoubuxiangshilinzhichenkouzhongdeneizhongyidaqiziweilede**。
suoyiwodagaikeyipanduanchulaizheiyoushilinzhichenweilepianwosuobianzaochulaideyigejiekou。xiangdaozheili,wobujinjiangmuguangzhuanyidaoleliyushudexiaofushang,taxianzaihuaiyuncaisangeduoyue,bingbuxianhuai,buguowozhidaotaduzilidezheigehaizi,bachengbushimianqianzheigejiaogenghuadenanrende,ershilinzhichende。
dangchutangtanggaosudewolinzhichenyaoyoubaobaole,keshibaobaodemamabushiwo,henmingxiantakouzhongdeneigebaobaodemamajiushixianzaizhanzaiwomianqiandeliyushu。
zhenbuzhidaodanggenghuazhidaozijizheigehuaiyundeqiziduzilidehaizibushizijideshi,tahuishiyifushenmeyangdebiaoqing。
linzhichenjianzhuangyeshenshouguoqu,lianshangdebiaoqingqueshifendebuziran,tadagaishipazijigenliyushudeshiqinghuibailuba。yebuzhidaotaxianzaizaixiangxieshenme,shibushizaixinliqidaowobuyaoduozuijiangyixiebugaishuodehuajishuochulaini?
keshilinzhichenalinzhichen,woyouzenmehuishirangniqingsongjiunengruyuanderenni。
“zheiweixianglaijiushilintaitaileba,nihao。”genghuagenlinzhichendawanzhaohuzhihouyouzhuanxianglewo。
wodandandikanleyiyangenghuashenzaibankongzhongdeshou,suihouyouzhuangzuoshifenxianqideyangzinuokailezijideshixian。
duimiandegenghuabumingsuoyi,buzhidaowozheishishenmeyisi,danshilinzhichenquehenkuaijiufanyingleguolai,taxiangyaozuzhiwo,danwobingmeiyoujitazheigejihui。
“gengxiansheng,youxiehuawoyizhixiangduininshuo,buguoyinweizhiqianwomenlianggebingburenshi,jiazhiwoshigewairen,yebuhaokaikou,suoyiyizhimeinengshuochukou,danshijintianzhenghaochenzhezheigejihui,woxiangbazheixiehuadoushuochulai,yemiandenindaoshihouzaifantongyangdecuowu!”
“chenchen!”linzhichendishenghoulewoyiju,tayijingxiangdaowoyaoshuoshenmele,duimiandeliyushulianseyezaizheiyishunjianbiandenankanqilai,tabuzhudijiangzijidemuguangwangshenbiandegenghuashenshangpiequ,shengpagenghuahuizhidaoxieshenme。
zaichangdesigerenli,zhiyougenghuashizhenzhengdeyilianmangran,tashizhendetingbudongwozaishuoxieshenme。
“miandewozaifantongyangdecuowu?yuanliangwoyudun,womeiyoutingmingbaininzheifanhuadaodishishenmeyisi。”genghuashanshandijiangzijideshoujishoulehuiqu,lianshangdaizhegangadeshenqing,danyuqiyijiuwenhe。
wogangyaokaikoujiubeilinzhichenjilishenghechileyiju:“chenchen,bieluanshuo!”
wenyanwokanlelinzhichenyiyan,yilianwugudishuodao:“wonayouluanshuoa,zheibushinimengaosuwodema!shuoyushutazhangfuduitabuhao,jingchangjiushifeidajima,hedeyushudoubuganhuijia,zhinengshiduozaiwomenjialidengtazhangfulikaiyihoucaiganhuijia。zheixiekedoushinimengaosuwodea,wozhishi......zhishiweiyushubaobupingeryi,zenme......zenmejiudouguaiwoleni。”
woyueshuoyueweiqu,jiuhaoxiangwozhendeshiyinweibeilinzhichenwuhuilezijideyisiernanguoyiyang。
linzhichendeliansebiandeshifennankan,zhiyuliyushu,xiangdoubuyongxiang,tacikeyebuhuibilinzhichenanwendaonaliqu。
erneigebeiyizhimengzaigulidegenghuazaitingdaowodehuayihou,zuikaishitabingmeiyoufanyingguolaiwozaishuoxieshenme,zhidaotingdaohoumian,tadayueshixiangguolaile,lianshangyinyueyoulenuyi,kanxiangshenbianliyushudemuguangshifenbushan,danhenkuaitajiuhuifulepingjingershizhuantougenwoshuodao:“woxianglintaitaikenengshiduiwomenfuqizhijiandeguanxiyoushenmewujiesuoyicaihuishuozheiyangdehua,linxianshengjiubuyaoguoduodizeguailintaitaile,bijingtayeshiyipianhaoxin。”
suirangenghuazuishangzheimeshuozhe,danwokandechulaitayanlihaiyinyuezangzheneifennuyi,zhibuguoxianzaitabubianzaiwomenzheixiewairenmianqianzhanxianchulaibale。
buguobuguanzenyang,wodemudeyijingdadaole,tamendexinlixianzaidougezihuaizhezenmeyangdexinsi,woyeyijingmeiyouxingquzhidaole。wozhizhidaowoxiayibuyaozuodejiushibalinzhichenheliyushudeneidangzishierquanbuzhaogejihuitongjigenghua,wuluntadaoshihouxuanzezenyangdezuofa,fanzhengwodoubuhuiyourenhedesunshi。
yichangjiuhui,jiuyinweiwodejijuhuazuihoubuhuanersan,buguowobingmeiyourenhedekuijiuzhiqing。
huiqudelushang,linzhichenxiangshifengleyiyangdekaizheche,dayouneizhongxiangyaogenwotongguiyujindejiashi。wosuiranchijingyulinzhichencishidefengkuang,danyebingmeiyouyinciergandaohaipa,wozhidaolinzhichenyizhixiangyaowodeming,zheiyangtajiunengshunlichengzhangdinadaoneibijuebaoxianjinle,buguowoyezhidaolinzhichenshijueduibuhuinazijidexingmingquduzheiyibade,bijingruguotayesile,neineibiqianziranyebuhuiluodaotadeshoulile。
jiuzheiyang,wobeijijinfengkuangdelinzhichenyongzhejikuaidesududaihuilejia。
gangjinjiamenkou,linzhichenjiuhenhendishuailewoyibazhang。
“jiangchenchen,nijintiandaodishishenmeyisi!”linzhichenshuangmuyuanzheng,neifumoyangjianzhiyaobidiyulideeguihaiyaohairen。
“wobushishuolema,wozhishixiangrangyushuyihounenghaoguoyidiana,mingzhidaozijidezhangfujiabaochengxinghaisihuodoubukenlikai,wozuoweitadepengyounandaolianshuotazhangfuliangjudezigedoumeiyoulema?”wowuzheliankanzhelinzhichen,lianshangsuiranshiyifuweiqudemoyang,xinliquezaoyijianglinzhichenzheige**jisuishiwanduanleshangqianbian,ruguobushiwoxianzaimeiyoushizudebawokeyijiangtasongjinjianyu,woyouhekuzaitamianqianyaojixurenqitunsheng!
linzhichen,nidebaoyingchizaoshiyaolaide!
“niyiweinizheiyangshuojiuhuirangyushuhaoguolema?!jiangchenchen,nidaodiyoumeiyounaozi!nizheiyangshuo,zhihuigengjia**daoneigenanren,huiquyihou,takendingyaobianbenjiali,zheiyangyushuhaihuiyouhaoriziguoma!”
linzhichenyeshunzhewodehuajielexiaqu,basuoyoudeguocuodoutuidaolewodeshenshang。
woxianzaixindiliananlengxiaoleyisheng,biaomianshangqueyijiushibudongshengse,bingqiehaizhuangchuleyifujinghuangdemoyang,jiuhaoxiangwozhendebeilinzhichendehuajihedaoleyiyang,“neixianzaiyinggaizenmeban?ruguotazhendeyoudaleyushudehua,neiqibushidoushiwodeguocuole?wobuyao!wobunenghaiyushule,wobunenghaita!”
jianworuci,linzhichenshenshenditanleyikouqi,tayijingwanquanxiangxinlewodehua,juedewozaigenghuamianqianshuozheijianshiwanwanquanquanjiushichuyuwoduiliyushudeguanxin,bingmeiyouhuaiyiqitadeshenmedongxi。
“zheishieryebunengguaini,wozhidaonishihaoxin,danshiyihouhaishibuyaozaifanzheizhongcuowule。”linzhichendeshengyinyeruanlexialai,dagaishipawohuifaxianshenme,suoyitacaibudebuzaiwomianqianzhuanghaoren。
wodizhetoumomodidianleliangxia,xiangyigezuocuoshidehaizi,“neiwoxianzaiyinggaizenmeban?ruguoyushuzhendeyinweiwozaicishoudaoshanghai,neiwo……neiwoxinliyebuhuihaoshoua。”
“shidaorujin,zhiyouyigebanfale。”linzhichenyuzhongxinzhangdishuodao。
“shenmebanfa?”woyijingyugandaolinzhichenjiexialaikenenghuirangwozuodeshile,tadagaishixiangchenzheigejihuilikechudiaowoba。
“niquyushudelaojiabatadefumujijieguolai,rangtamenyezhidaozhidaozheijianshi,youfumuzai,yushuduoshaoyenengyingqixie,buhuibeigenghuazheige**qifudetaihen,erqietafumuduoshaoyenengquanquanta,rangtagengenghualihun。”
“liyushudefumuzainaer?”
“dianchengdeyigexiaozhenshang,haoxiangjiaoguanguozhen。”
linzhichenshuodezheilianggedifangwotingshuoguo,chulemingdipianyuan,erqieyilushangdaoluqiqugenbenbuhaozou。
wozhidaolinzhichenzheishidazheshenmexinsi,tashixiangrangwokaizheneiliangchacheguzhangdechequzheizhongpianyuandiqu,daoshihoujibianshizailushangchulechehuo,yemeirenhuixiangdaozheigentayoushenmeguanxi,dengwosileyihoutajiunengzuoxiangqicheng,nazheneijuedebaoxianjingentadeliyushujixuhuatianjiudiguozheshehuadeshenghuo。
danshilinzhichen,woshibuhuizheimeqingyijiurangniruyuande。
wozuishangdayingdehaohaode,xinliyeyijingxianghaoleyingduidefazi。
diertianwoshoushihaoxingliyihou,dangzhelinzhichendemianerkaichelikaile,buguowobingmeiyouqushenmediancheng,ershizhuanleyihuieryihouzhibenlingmeilindejia。
daolelingmeilinjiali,takanjianwotizhedabaoxiaobaodexinglihailveweichileyijing,yiweiwogenlinzhichenzheishichedinaofanle。
zaiwojiangzheijitianfashengdesuoyoushiqingdougaosujitayihou,lingmeilinqideluqixiuzijiuyaoquzhaolinzhichensuanzhang,danshibeiwojilanlexialai。
“xianzailinzhichenyiweiwoqulediancheng,zhenghaochenzheiduanshijianwoyaozuowansuoyoudeshi。”
“nidasuanzenmezuo?”lingmeilinwendao。
“zhiqiannijiwokandeneixiezhaopianhaiyouma?”
“you,neikedoushizhengju,wodoubangnicunzheni!erqiezuijinwohaidedaolejizhangxinde,gangxiangfajini,nijiuchuxianzaiwojiamenkoule。”
“neijiuhao,woyaobazheixiezhaopiandoufajigenghua,rangtayezhidaozhidaozijineigewenwandeqizidaodishigeshenmehaodongxi!”
lingmeilinhaimeidengwoshuowanjiubendaolediannaoqian,dakaiyigewenjianjiabalimiandezhaopianquanbudabaochengleyasuobaozhunbeifajigenghua。
“niyoutadelianxifangshi?”wokanzhelingmeilinzheiyitongxingyunliushuidecaozuoyihuodiwendao。
“dangran,weilenengjiunichukuhai,wokeshifeilebushaogongfu!”lingmeilinyangleyangmeimao,yilianjiaoaodikanzhewo,xiangshizaidengdaizhewodekuajiang。
woshangqianjianglisidenielenietadelian,huanlaideshitayifuchennudexiaobiaoqing。
denglingmeilinfasongwanzhaopianyihou,woyoujianglinzhichendeyinxingkaliushuibaizailelingmeilindemianqian,kanzhezheiyibibidejueshouruhezhichu,buyongwoduoshuolingmeilinyezhidaozheidaodiyiweizheshenme。
“baojinglema?”lingmeilinwendao。
woyaoyaotouchongtaxiaodao:“haimeiyou,deranglingyigeshouhaizhefaxiewana,nishuoduiba?”
tingwozheimeshuo,lingmeilinlikehuiyi,yegenzhewoxiaoleqilai。
meiguoduojiu,wojiujiedaolepaichusuojiwodalaidedianhua,dianhuaneitoudejingchagaosuwo,linzhichenbeirendale,xianzaizhengzaipaichusuoligendarenzhezhijianzuodiaojie,rangwoguoquyitang。
wozhaolegejiekoushuozijibuzaibenshi,rangjingchadadianhuagaosulinzhichendefumu,rangtamenqulingren。
guaduandianhuayihou,wochonglingmeilinzhalezhayan:“meinengkandaotabeirendadeyangzihaizhenshiyihan。”
lingmeilinxiaole,duiwoshuodao:“neiyouruhe,guojitiannijiunengkandaotabeidaishangyinshouzhuodemoyangle,neibubibeidagengrangrenxinqingyuma?”
“说得对!”
neicibeidashijianzhihou,wojiujianglinzhichennuoyonggongkuandeshiqingbaogaojilejingfang,zaitamenzheshoudiaochalinzhichendezheiduanshijianli,wotinglingmeilinshuo,genghuaheliyushuyijingzaizoulihunliuchengle。erqiejushuoliyushucengjingxiangyaoyongduzilidehaiziwanhuigenghua,ranergenghuabingbuchizheiyitao,jianjueyaogentalihun!
erqieliyushusuozaidedanweizaidezhizheijianshiyihou,yinweipaliyushuhuiyingxiangtamengongsidexingxiang,yeduiqijinxinglekaichu,xianrujindeliyushuyijingshiyiwusuoyoule。
yucitongshiwoyexiangfayuantijiaolelihunsusong,jiangsuoyousoujidaodeyouguanlinzhichenchuguidezhengjuquanbuzhenglishangjiao。
zaidezhizheigexiaoxiyihou,linzhichendeneixieqinqimenkaishilunliujiwodadianhua,mawoshigeedudenvren,xianzaizheixie**yeyijingfanyingguolailinzhichenheliyushuhuibianchengzheiyang,doushiyinweiwo。
buguoneiyouzenyang?madezailihaiyebuguojiushiwunengzhedekuangnubale。
linxiaoyejiwodaguodianhua,tamadebirenherendouyaonanting,bijingtayefanyingguolaiwodangshijietadebaojiushiweilezhangwolinzhichennuoyonggongkuanjinxingshechipinxiaofeidezhengju,suoyitaduiwodehenyiyuanbiqitarenlaideyaoduo,yaodu。
buguozailinxiaojiwodalebuzhidaodijigedianhuayihou,tajiuzaiyemeiyoudalaiguole,daobushiyinweitazijiliangxinfaxianhuozheshenme,ershiwojiangtadajiwodeneixiedianhuaquanbudoululeyin,houlaiwojiangneixiechongchizhegezhongrumahewuyanhuiyudedianhualuyinjiaodaoletadexuexiao,xianzaidagaixuexiaoyijingkaishishangliangzheyaoduilinxiaozuohechufale,bijingsheidoubuyuanyiyinweiyigexueshengeryingxianglexuexiaodeshengyu。
meilelinxiaodesaoraodianhua,wodeerbianqingjinglebushao。
zailinzhichenbeizhuazhihou,woqukanguotayici,shanglianglihunshiyi,zaikanshousuolidelinzhichenshoulebushao,zhenggerenjiuxiangshiyizhiganbiedeqiqiu,haowushengqi。
ranertakanxiangwodemuguangzhongquemanmandedoushiyuandu,kandechulaitayemingbaizheisuoyoudeyiqiedoushichuziwodeshou。
wochongtaxiaoxiao,ranhouduitashuodao:“gongxia。”
linzhichenyixiazicongzuoweishangzhanleqilai,mianrongzhengningxiangyaochongwopuguolai,haozaizhanzaitashenbiandeyujingyanjishoukuaianzhuleta,neibanfengkuangdemoyanghaosiyizhibeirendajiledegou,chulewunengciyayiwaizaiyemeiyoubiedebanfa。
beianzaizuoweishangzhihou,linzhichenrengranpinmingdizhengzha,jiuhaoxiangbucongwoshenshangsiyaoxialaiyikuairoutabuhuiganxin。
wopingjingdikanzheta,suihoukaikouduitashuodao:“liyushuzhuanzuolewudianzhengren。”
yijuhuayouruqingtianpilijianglinzhichenzhijiejikua,tadaidaidikanzhewo,muguangkongdong。
“linzhichen,zheishinidefuqi!”
shuowanwobianzhuanshenlikai,shenhoudelinzhichensihuzaipinlemingdesihouzheshenme,ranerzheigenwoyouyoushenmeguanxi?
chulekanshousuodedamen,yuanbenyinchendetiankongyezhujianfangqing,yangguangzaiwotoudingshangreliedizhaoyaozhedadi,jiangwoyushenhouyinsendekanshousuogejuekailai。
taijiaoxiangzhetaiyangdefangxiangchufa,qianfangyiqiezhenghao。
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