《那时的我已经死在了泥里》 小说介绍
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woshilinjiashouyangdeyangnv,yinxihuandushuchengweileshitushuguanguanliyuan,yulujiashaoyeluzhaomingxianglian。
tabiaomiansiwen,shijiyintongnianmuqinchuguideyinyingduiganqingduoyi,zaijiashangguimisuqingdetiaobolijian,
shuowohetazaiyiqizhishitutadehaomendiwei,fenshoushijiangwoyongdiyigeyuegongzimaideyinjiezhirengzainili,
mawo「panfude**」。woshangxinlikai,quwaidizuotushubianji,liangnianhouyinlinjianainaishengrihuilai,
yanhuishangyudaoluzhaoming。takandaowotunquwenrou,biandedulizixin,caifaxianzijizaoyiaishanglewo,
kaishifengkuangzhuiqi——songwodangnianjitadeyinjiezhi,
jinghaishixiuhaolede;bangwojiejuegongzuoshangdemafan;shenzhizaiwolouxiadengleyizhengye。danwoyijingfangxiale,
zuihougaosuta:「dangniandewoyijingsizailenili。」*fenshouneitian,luzhaomingdejinshiyanjingmengzhelengguang。
taniezhewosongdeyinjiezhi,zhijianjihuyaoqiajinwodeshouwan:「linwanzhao,nizhuangshenmechun?
buguoshixiangpanfulujia。」huayinweiluo,jiezhibeitashuaijinnili,jianqidezangshuihulewobantiaosusequnzi。
wodunzaidishangjianjiezhi,tazhanzaiyulilengxiao:「zheipoyinjieyepeidangdingqingxinwu?linjiadeyangnv,
guoranshangbudetaimian。」liangnianhoulinjiayanhuishang,shuijingdiaodengbaluzhaomingdexizhuangzhaodefaliang。
tahongzheyankuangguizaiwodejiaobian,zhangxintangzheneimeicadefaliangdeyinjiezhi——jiequanneicewokede「zhaoming」
erzihaizai,lianhuahendoubeizixixiufule。「wanzhao,wocuole。」tahoujiedongledong,
「neitiansuqingshuonijiejinwoshiweileqian,wocai……」woditoukanta,turanxiangqidangniannilidejiezhi,
hezijidunzaiyulifadoudeyangzi。「luzong,」wowanyaojianqijiezhi,qingqingrengjinpangbiandepenzaili,
「dangnianneigepengzhezhenxinrennicaitadelinwanzhao,zaojiusizainilile。」*jintianlinnainaishengriyan,
wozaiyimaojianbuzhuangshi,tingjiangebilianggeguifuxianliao:「lujianeixiaozifengle,
zuotianzairenjialouxiazhanleyizhengye,yudoumeibatalinpao。」woduizhejingzizhenglizhenzhuxianglian,jingzhongdaoyingli,
shenhoubuzhiheshizhanlegechuanxizhuangdenanren。luzhaomingdejinsiyanjingmengzheshuiqi,houjiedongledong:「wanzhao,
jiezhiwoxiuhaole。」wodingzhetazhangxinlineimeiyinjie,
xiangqiliangnianqiantabatarengzainilishishuodehua——「**,yepeishuoxihuan?」neitianwogangxiaban,
zuanzheyongdiyigeyuegongzimaidejiezhiquzhaota,suqingquehongzheyankuangshuo:「zhaoming,
wanzhaoshuonibuguoshitadetiaoban,dengpanshanggenghaodejiushuaileni……」tadangshikanwodeyanshen,
xiangzaikanyituozangdongxi。「xiuhaole?」woxiaolexiao,「neimeijiezhidiaozainilishi,
wodunzaidishangjianlebangexiaoshi,zhijiafengliquanshini,niquezhanzaipangbianmawo『zhuangmozuoyang』,
shuowo『peibushanglujia』。」tazhijianfadou:「wohoulaicaizhidaoshisuqingpianwo……」「zhidaoleyouzenyang?」
wozhuanshenyaozou,taturanzhuazhuwodeshouwan,「wanzhao,woxianzaicaimingbai,wozaojiuaishangnile!」
woshuaikaitadeshou,qingshengdao:「luxiansheng,niaide,shidangnianneigerennijiantadelinwanzhao,
ketazaojiu『si』le。」*woyiqianzongjuede,aiyigerenjiuyaobaxintaochulaipengjitakan。suoyi,
woyongdi1geyuegongzimaiyinjiezhishi,zaineicekele「zhaoming」,xiangzhedengtashengrishijitagejingxi。
ketaqueniezhejiezhilengxiao:「linjiayangnv,yepeixiaoxianglujiashaonainaideweizhi?」jiezhiluojinnilineitian,
wodunzaidishangku,suqingzaipangbianshuo:「wanzhao,tashuodedui,nipeibushang。」
houlaiwoqulewaidizuotushubianji,meitianzaigaozhilixiebierendegushi,daobazijidexinshixiedanle。
zhidaolinnainaishengri,wochuanzhexinzuodezhensiqunhuilinjia,zaiyanhuitingzhuangjianluzhaoming。tadingzhewo,
xiangshijianlegui。「wanzhao……」tazouguolai,xizhuangkutuizhanzheni——houlaiwocaizhidao,
tashiconglouxiahuayuanyilupaojinlaide,zhiweileqiangzaiwoqianmianshuoneijuhua。「jiezhiwoxiuhaole。」tatankaishou,
neimeiyinjiezaidengguangxiafanzhewenroudeguang,「wozhaolesangeshifu,liannikedezidouhaiyuanle。」
woditoukanzheneimeijiezhi,turanxiangqidangniannilideshuizi,hezijikudaofazhandejianbang。「luzong,」
woqingqingpenglepengneimeijiezhi,taguliuliugundaodishang,「nijiandebushijiezhi。」tadunxiaqujian,
wozhuanshenlikai,shengyinhunzaiyanhuitingdeyinleli:「shiwodangniansidiaodezhenxin。」
——1.wozuanzhesangudeshouzaidou。luzhaomingdejinsiyanjingmengzheyuwu,
taniechenglemeiyinjiezhidezhijianfabai——neishiwoyongtushuguandiyigeyuegongzi,
zailaoyinjiangpumolesangexiawudachulaide。neicekezhe「zhao」he「wan」,cikezhengzhanzheni,
beitashuaijinhouxiangdeshuikengli。「linwanzhao,nidangwoshixiazi?」tashengyinbiyushuihaileng,
「suqingshuonizongwenwolujiatouzidongxiang,shuonifanwoshoujichayinxingkayue。」wozhanglezhangzui,
houlongxiangsaizhejinshuidemianhua。santianqian,suqinghaiwozaiwodegongwei,chiwodaideguihuagao,
shuo「zhaomingduinishizhendehao」,jiemaopushandexiangzhiwenshundelu。「jieshia?」tachesonglingdai,
xizhuangxiabaijinleshui,「nidangzijishilinjiayangnv,jiunandiaojinguixu?womadangniangensijipaole,
wozuihenbierentuqian——」「goule。」wowanyaoqujianjiezhi,yuxuecaijinshuikeng,nidianjianshangqunbai。
zhijianpengdaojiezhideshunjian,tadepixuenianshanglai,jinshuluodewoshengteng。「zanglededongxi,jianshenme?」
tadunxialai,jingpianhoudeyanjinghongdexiangyaodixue,「nizheizhongpanfude**,peibushanglujiamenjian。」
yuzazaisanmianshang,pilipala。wotingjianzijishuo「hao」,shengyinxindexiangpianbeiyudaluodeyezi。
zhuanshenshisanguzhuangdaoqiang,「ka」yishengzhele。neitianwozaiyulizhanlehenjiu,
zhidaoshuikenglidejiezhibeichongdemeileyingzi。diertianwozaitushuguanqiantailiulecizhixin。
liguanzhangpaizhewodeshoutanqi:「xiaowan,zhendebuzaixiangxin?」woyaotou,
bagongpaiqingqingfangzaitazhuoshang——neimeigongpaiwocadetaiqin,bianjiaodoubaolejiang。linnainaibawosongdaohuochezhan,
shoulizuanzhegeyouzhibao:「shiniaichidexiefensu,lushangdiandian。」tabaifabeifengxianqi,
woturanxiangqishiersuineinianwofagaoshao,tadaizhewopaolesantiaojiezhaozhensuo,houbeijinshileyidapian。「nainai,
wohuidadianhuade。」wojieguozhibao,zhangxinbeitangdefama。taturanlazhuwodeshouwan:「dengnainaibashidashou,
nikedehuilai。」woyingxiashimeigankantadeyanjing。shanghuocheqian,wofanchurijiben,
zaizuihouyiyexie:youxieaiqingxiangsuiboli,jianqilaizhihuizhashou。huochemingdishi,
wowangzhechuangwaidaotuidewutongshu,turanxiangqiluzhaomingdiyiciyuewoshideyangzi。tazhanzaitushuguanwenxuequ,
baozheben《huoluanshiqideaiqing》,jinsiyanjingshanzheguang,shuo:「lin**,nengbangwozhaoben《qingren》ma?」
neishitadeshengyinduowenroua,xiangchunfengchuiguoshujiashangdejiushu。kexianzai,
wozhitingjianyushuizazainikenglideshengyin。2.woshibeilinnainaidedianhuacuihuilaide。tazaineitoukedelihai,
shuo:「awan,nainaijinnianbashile。」weiyinzhandexiangqiumodechan。wozuanzheshoujizhanzaishanghaidenongtangli,
kanwutongyepususuluojinkafeibei,daodishimaileyizhangfanchengdechepiao。linjialaozhaideyanhuitingdenghuotongmingshi,
wozhengzhanzaishiyijingqianxizhenzhuxianglian。baixizhuangqunshiqunianzainanjingxiludingzhide,jiancaililuodenengqiefeng,
buxiangcongqianzongchuansuselianyiqun,pacengzangleyaopei。jingzhongrendeyanjingliangdehen,
shizheiliangnianzaichubanshegaigaogaichulaide,kanxiaoyangshinengdingzhunmeichucuozideruiguang。「awan!」
linnainaizhuzhediaohuaguaizhangjijinlai,yinzanzishangdefeicuihuangdewoyanre。tamowoxiukou,「shoule。」
wowanyaotitalilishoufushangdepankou,「nainaicaishoule,shangcishipinhaishuoyaojiwozuoxiefensu。」
zhouweitaitaimenweishanglai,yougerendechuwode:「zheibushilinjianeigeyangnv?」
lingyigejiehua:「xianzaishimingyuanchubanshedebianjini,woerzishuotabiandeneitaominguoxiaoshuomaibaole。」
woxiaozheyingcheng,yuguangpiejiankaochuangdeshafa。luzhaomingzhanzaiyinyingli,shenhuixizhuangbiting,
jinsiyanjinghoudeyanjingzhengdingzhewo,xiangbeileipileside。tashoulidexiangbinbeituran「ka」yisheng,
bolilieledaofeng,jiuyeshunzhezhifengwangxiatang。wozhuanshenwangxishoujianzou。zoulangpuzhejiuhongditan,
caishangquruandexiangdangniantushuguandemudiban。shenhouchuanlaipixiesheng,jicudebuxiangtacongqianmantiaosilidebuzi。
「wanzhao。」tazaizhuanjiaolanzhuwo,xizhuangxiukouhaidizhejiu,「dangniandeshi……」「luxiansheng,」
wohoutuibanbu,「womenbushu。」tahoujiedongledong,yanjinghuaxialaixie,luchufahongdeyanwei,
「suqingshanggeyuelaizhaowo,tashuoneixiehuadoushipianwode,shuonigenbenmeiyouguolujiatouzidongxiang,
meifanguowoshouji……」「suoyini?」wodaduanta,「nidangniancaizhewodejiezhimawo**shi,
zenmemeixiangguowenwoyiju?」taliansebaile,shenshouyaopengwoshouwan,youxiangbeitangdaosidesuohuiqu,
「woneitianheduole,yutaida……」「yutaidasuoyitingbujinjieshi?」womochubaoliderunchungao,
manmanxuankai,「luxiansheng,neimeijiezhiyijinglanzainilile,jiuxiangwomenzhijiandeganqing。」tazhanglezhangzui,
meifachusheng。woraoguotawangxishoujianzou,tingjianshenhouchuanlaizhongzhongdezhuangqiangsheng,xiangyourenyongquantouzahongmuhuqiangban。
yanhuisandehenwan。linnainailazhewozaipiantingchixiefensu,shuo「dangniannizouhou,zhaomingneihaizizonglaiwennixiaoxi」
,wohanzhesupixiao:「nainai,woxianzaitinghaode。」diertiantiangangliang,wodunzaimenkoujianchenbao。
wutongyeluoleyipian,jiaobianturanduolegeheisironghezi。hegaimeiguanyan,
luchudianyinguang——xiangjiledangnianneimeiyinjiezhidehudu。3.wodunzaimenkoujianchengbaoshi,
wutongyezhengwangxiemianshanglu。heisironghezijiutangzaibaozhipang,xiangkuaijinleyeludemei。dakaideshunjian,
yinguangcidewomiyan。shineimeijiezhi。dangnianyongdiyigeyuegongzimaide,paolesantiaojiezhaolaoyinjiangshougongdade。
neiceyuanbenzhiyouwokede「wanzhao」lianggexiaozi,xianzaiduolexingxinkede——「wocuole。」
bihuawaiwainiuniude,xiangyongdaoyingwanjinqude。woniezhehezizhanqilai,
chenwulichuanlaibaojieayidaolajideshengyin。「guniang,yaorengma?」tajuzhezhubianlajitong。
wobahezidiulejinqu。jinshuzhuangsuliaodeqingxiang,bidangnianjiezhishuaijinnilidedongjinghaixiao。chubanshejiudianshangban,
shenzhiyuanzaiwogongweiqianduwo。tatuiletuiwukuangyanjing,shoulizhuanzhemakebei:「zuowanshezhangjielegedianhua,
jintianyizaoshuoyoutouzigongsixianghezanmentan『zhongdianxiangmuhezuo』。」「ranhou?」wofanzhezhuoshangdexiaoyang,
xinchudeminguoxiaoshuohaichaliangzhangrunse。「hezuotiaojianlitileyizui——」tadunledun,
「shuoyaodiaoniqu『gengheshidegangwei』。」wotingzhubi。gengheshidegangwei?sannianqianwozaitushuguanbanjiushushi,
zenmemeirenshuoheshi?「sheidetouzigongsi?」「meimingshuo,」taqiaoleqiaowozhuoshangdekafeibei,
「dannengrangshezhangzheizhonglaohulisongkoude,chulelujiahainengyoushei?」woxiaole,
baxiaoyangwangtahuailiyitui:「neizhenghao,rangtamenkankanmingyuanchubanshemeilelinwanzhao,
zheishuhainengbunenganshishangshi。」talengleleng,turanxiaochusheng:「xing,wojiuxihuannixianzaizheijinger。」
jiabandaoshidianban,diantilizhiyouwohebaojieayi。taanlefuyiceng,diguzhe「zuijinzongyourenzailouxiadeng」。
womeijiehua。tuikaibolimenshi,fengjuanzhewutongyepuguolai,ludengxiatingzheliangheisejiaoche。luzhaomingkaozaichebian,
xizhuangzhoudexiangtuanrouguodezhi,jinsiyanjingwaizaibiliangshang,yanweihongdeheren。「wanzhao,」
tashengyinyadexiangshazhi,「wozhishixiangjianniyimian。」woguojinwaitaowangloudaozou,tazhuishanglaibanbu,youtingzhu。
「wobuxuyaotongqing,」womeihuitou,「yebuzaiaini。」diantimenkaideshunjian,tahouleyisheng:「linwanzhao,
nihuihuilaide!」jinshumenhuanhuanheshang,yingchutaniuqudelian。womozhediantineibidemen,
zaixinlishuo:neigeaiguonidewo,zaojiusizaisannianqiandenilile。diertianjinchubanshedalou,
qiantaixiaozhangjianlewo,zhanglezhangzuiyoubishang。wowangdiantizou,luguoshezhangshishi,
tingjianlimianchuanlainansheng:「linbianjidenengli,womenziranshikanzhongdede……」xiangluzhaomingdeshengyin。
dianti「ding」deyishengkaile。wozoujinqu,anxiaqilou。bolidaoyingchuwochuizaishencedeshou,
zhijieniedefabai——danhenkuaisongle。dengdiantimenzaicidakai,gailaide,zongyaolaile。
4.diantimenkaideshunjian,wowendaoshenzhiyuanbangongshipiaolaidemolichaxiang。xiaotangzhuishanglaishi,wozhengwangqilouzou,
tazhuaizhuwoxiukou:「linjie,zhubianshuoninyilaijiuqutabangongshi。」shenzhiyuandebeitingdebizhi,
mianqiantanzhefenwenjian。wocoujinkanqingfengpi——zongbudiaogangtongzhi,hongzhanggaidesiside,
yaobawodiaoqupianyuanchengshifenshe,sangeyueneidaogang。「sheizuode?」woniezhezhijiao,zhijiagaifanbai。
tatuiletuiyanjing:「chadaosuqingzuijinzaizongbugongguanbuzoudong。taxianzaineijiagongsihezanmenyouxiangmuzhongdie,
zuotiangangqianleyixiangshu。」suqing。zheigemingzixianggenshengxiudezhen,
zhajinsannianqiandehuiyili——tahongzheyankuangduiluzhaomingshuo「wanzhaozongfanniqianbaokankayue」,
shuo「taliannichenshanxiukoudouyaomozhidi」。「tatushenme?」wolengxiao。「niqiangletaliangyangdongxi。」
shenzhiyuanbawenjianshoujinchouti,「dangniandeluzhaoming,xianzaidebianjigang。」wozuanjinbaodai。xiabanshibaoyutuzhi,
wozailoudaodengyuting,shoujizhenlezhen。nimingduanxin:「biepa,wohuichuli。」wodingzhepingmu,
diyigeniantoushishenzhiyuan。tazongshuo「chubansheshinidiergejia」,keduanxinmeishuming。diertiandaogongsi,
qiantaixiaozhangjuzhewenjianchongwoxiao:「diaogangtongzhichele!」chashuijianli,
shixishengxiaozhouyaoerduo:「tingshuoluzongqinzijizongbudadianhua,shuo『donglinbianjijiushidonglujiahezuo』,
neibianlikegailekou。」「nageluzong?」lingyigewen。「hainengshinage?lujianeiweiluzhaominga。」
woduanzhekafeibeideshoudunzhu。beibishangdeshuizhushunzhezhifengwangxiatang,xiangjilesannianqianwodunzainilijianjiezhishi,
dizaidishangdeyanlei。xiabanshiluguotingchechang,neiliangheisejiaocheyoutingzailaoweizhi。luzhaomingkaozaichebian,
xizhuangdazaibeiwan,kanjianwojiuzhanzhile。「womeirangrenfaxiaoxi。」tashuo,shengyinqingdexiangpajingzhewo,
「dandiaogangdeshi,shiwozuode。」womeilita,chengzhesanwanggongjiaozhanzou。
yumulichuanlaitadehansheng:「mingtianlinnainaishengriyan,wo……wodingletazuiaichideguihuagao。」
wojiaobuyidun。sannianqiannainaizhuyuan,
shiluzhaomingpaobianquanchengmaitaniantaodeguihuagao;shitawozhenainaideshoushuo「wanzhaozuixiaoshun,ninfangxin」
;yeshitahoulaibawosongdeyinjiezhishuaijinnili,shuo「nizheizhongpanfude,hewomadangniandeqingfuyoushenmequbie」
。shoujizaidoulizhendong。jieqilai,shilinguanjia:「wanzhao**,nainaishuonizuiaichuandeyuebaiqipao,
wojinzaogangcongzhangmuxianglinachulaishaile。」yusiluojinlingkou,liangdewodalegehanzhan。
wowangzhegongjiaozhanpaishangtiaodongdeshuzi,turanxiangqinainaichangshuodehua:「renxinxiangkuaiyu,suilenengbu,
那时的我已经死在了泥里