《全家人不爱我,我死了》 小说介绍
zheishiyibuyanqingxiaoshuo,jiangshulexiaowenzhangyingzaixiaolangdebixiajinglileyixiliejingxiancijidegushi。xiaowenzhangyingtianshengjubeilechaohuxunchangdetianfu,tamianlinzhelaizigefangshilidezhuishahekaoyan。zaizheigecankuershenmideshijieli,tabixubuduanchengzhangbingxunzhaozhenxiang。wosiqianneiduanshijianweilejitamenzhunbeiliwu,congzijibabaikuaideshenghuofeilishengchijianyong,haizaikewaizuole**。houlailusiyuannatigudaobawoduosuihou,jinsheng……lingrenpingxiyidaidejiejujiangzhenhannidexinling。
《全家人不爱我,我死了》 1 免费试读
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guoqingjiehuijia,saozixiangbawomaijitadezhaizhu,quezaiguochengzhongshishoushasilewo。
tahuotongneigezhaizhu,huangchengsongwochuguolvyoulaiqipianwoma。
wodeqingegeyebangzhetabawodeshitiqiechengroukuai,haobuliuqing。
mamagangjinjiamen,zhenghaozhuangshanggesaozaichuliwodeshiti。
tamenhaibuzhidao,yanqiandemama,bitamenhaiyaokepa。
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wopiaozaikongzhong,kanmamazoujinjiali,shoushanghaizhanzheniannidezhuyou。
congzaomangdaowan,takanqilaihenlei,lianguoqingdoumeiyouxiangguoxieyixie。
wodesaozizhangyingjinzhangdeyanleyankoushui,ranhouzhanzhanweiweidaoleyibeishui,zoudaowomashenbiandijita:「ma,ninjintianshoutantingzaodeya......」
tadeshengyinhaishiruyiwangneiyangwenroushuxi。
yenanguaiwoduitameiyoufangbeixin。
shangwu,tazaiwokuaisideshihouduiwoshuo:「xiaowen,saozizhiyaonibangzheiyihui,jiuyihui,niweishenmezheimejueni?」
takouzhongdezheiyihui,queshiyaodashangwodeyibeizizuopei。
mamajiandandecalecashou,taitoukanxiangtamenshenhou,zhangyingmeirenzhuxinliyijin。
「**meinaqule?meigennimenyikuaihuilai?」
「ta......」zhangyingbuzhizenmeshuo,wogelusiyuanmangjieguohuatou:「xiaowenshuoshiyaogentongxueyiqi,qutaiguowanjitian,duile,womenjinwanyaobuyaodaowaimianchiya?」
mamameiyouhuidalusiyuan,ershifanwen:「zheicaigangfangjia,tanayouqianchuguoa?」
lusiyuanshanshanyixiao:「qiaoninzheihuashuode......xiaowennandechuquwan,wozheizuogegededangranyaozhichiyixiale。」
妈妈嘴角弯了弯。
tadakaibingxianglinchuzhutiheliangjinxia。
「suannixiaozizhangdale,dengzhea,majinimenzuohaochide。」
mamazhuanshenzoujinchufang,lusiyuansonglekouqi,dijizhangyingyigeyanshen,ranhouxipixiaoliandigenleshangqu。
「kanzaiwozheimedongshidefenshang,ninhaibujiejiwodian,jiwanxiaowenwodoumeiqianle......」
chufanglichuanchumuziliangdehuanshengxiaoyu。
zhangyingtoutouwangjialidelingyitouzouqu。
tamenmeibeifaxian,dangranshikaixinde。
danwojuedejiusuanrangmamazhidao,yebuhuiduitamenzenmeyang。
shanglexiaoxuehou,wozaimeiyouwandeshijian。
yibenbendejiaofu,yizhangzhangdeshijuan,butingzhanzhuanzaigedabuxijigouzhijianchenglewozhenggexueshengshidaidesuoying。
mamashuoxuexijiuxianggaifangzi,dahaodijihenzhongyao,suoyiwobunengquyouleyuan,bunenghetongxuechuqujuhui。
shangcesuodeshijianchaoguosanfenzhongtajiuhuipengpengchuimen,
xizaodeshijianzhiyunxuwufenzhong,erqiehaihuizaiyushilibofangyingyutingli。
tacongbuguanxinwo,fanerhaikukoupoxin:「niyaohaohaoxuexi,yaojijialirenzhengqi。」
houlaiwokaoshangguoneizhimingdedaxue,lingtalianshangyouguang,taduiwodeguanjiaocaisongleyixie。
danqishi,tagenbenbubigegexuexi。
tahuidaigegequdongwuyuan,gegekeyiwansaiche,xueqima,hetongxuetaokequwangba,mamaconglaibuma。
meicimamadadianhua,douzhiwenwodechengji,erbushixiangduigegeyiyang,huiguanxintachidehaobuhao,xiangbuxiangjia。
houlaiwocaiganjuedao,mamahaoxiangshizhendebutengwo。
tahesiqudebabayiyang,xinlizhiyougege。
suirantamenjiwoqumingwennuandewen,
danwozheiyisheng,haoxiangconglaimeiyoudedaoguowennuan。
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wodelinghunqingqingpiaodaocanzhuopangbian。
zuoweizhuroutanzidelaobanniang,mamazuishanzhangdejiushichuligezhongshengrou。
tagangduanshanglaijiangluzhuti,lusiyuanqiaojianhouwadeyishengganouqilai。
他在害怕。
wojuedekexiao,taqieduanwoshoujiaodeshihoukeyidianmeipaguo。
wopiaodaomamayanqian,shenshouqingqingchaotahuilehui。
suiranwocongxiaojiupata,danxianzaiwoxiwangtanengganyingdaowo,huozhefaxianlusiyuanfuqiliangzaishuohuang。
wodeshitihaiduizaineigeyinanchaoshidedifang,bujiantianri。
wobuzhiwang,tanengkanzaimunvyichangdefenshangbangwobaochou。
zhiyaotanengbawodeshitizhaochulaiyibahuoshaole,neijiushihaode。
woxihuanwennuan,buxiangyongyuandaizaiyinlengdedifang。
kexi,taduiwomeiyouganying。
lusiyuanchongjincesuolianzheganoulehaojixia,youningkaishuilongtoudelengshuichonglian,haoyihuicaihuanguolai。
「你在干什么?」
lusiyuanjibeiyizhenfaliang,buzhiheshi,mamawushengwuxidilaidaotashenhou。
tarouzheduzimaiyuan:「ai,haibushiyaoguaiyingying......zaoshangbazhouzhuhule,haidewodaoxianzaiweilidounanshou。」
shuodaozaoshang,wodexinzhonghaishirenbuzhufadou。
zaoshanggesaoyiqilaixuexiaojiewohuijia,womanxinhuanxididakaijiamen,queyingmianpushanglaiyigefeitoudaerdenanren,sisizhuaiwodaochuangshang。
wohenxiangwentamenweishenme。
weishenmejiwoxiwang,yourangwojuewang。
mamatinglelusiyuandejieshizhihoushuo:「nizheihaizizenmebuzaoshuo,woqujinizuojigeqingdandecai。」
我没忍住失落。
yiqianmamacongmeiduiwozheimewenrouguo。
neishihouxuexiaoshiyoushitangde,danshimamabukenjiwochongfanka,shuofancaibuganjing,yingxiangdanaofayu。
tameitianjiwosongchide,jiushiyongzhunaohuozhehoudenaosuijiazhuyouaodezhou。
wobuaichidongwudeneizang,ketagenbenbuting,meitianbazhouzhudexingchounianni。
yaoshiwobuchi,tajiuhuidangzhelaoshitongxuedemianbaikaiwodezuiyingshengshengguanxiaqu。
congxiaodaoda,mamacongbuguanxinwo,gengbuhuiwenwoxiangchishenme。
「jiuzhidaomazuitengwole。」lusiyuanxiaoxixi,diaozhengwanqingxuxiangzouhuiketing,
turanfangjianlizhangyingdeshengyinchuanchulai:「laogong,nikuaiguolaibangwoyixia。」
「xingle。」lusiyuanjiaobuyidunwangfangjianzouqu。
kanzhetamenwoquanshenzhibuzhudezhandou,fangfohaizaijieshouneilingchibandejianaozhemo。
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lusiyuanhuidaofangli,yidiandianshouqilianshangdexiaoyi。
taniutoukanxiangpangbiandezhangying:「shoushihaolema?」
tamenyuanbenshizaiwodefangjianbawoshale。
houlaiyoutuowodaodixiashi,yongmamayizhifangzaineidetigudaojiangwofenshichengshijikuai。
hailaibujipaoshi,mamajiuhuilaile。
zhangyingjiaojidiquzhuailusiyuandegebo:「nishuoderongyi,nandaowohainengzai**yanpizidixiachulima?」
lusiyuanweiweimiqiyanjing:「bunengtuo,jintianbixubashitichulidiao。」
wobumingbaitaweishenmehuizheimezheji,zhangyingyebulijie。
lusiyuanshuo:「nibudong,xiaowenbijingyeshiwomadehaizi,yaoshitafaxianle......wohaishibufangxin。」
「shuodeyeshi。」zhangyingtaochushouji,youjiaxingxingdimoqileyanlei:「xiaowenaxiaowen,niqianwanbieguaiwomen。」
pingmushangheranshiwohetadehezhao。
yikandaotadelian,wojiuxiangdaozijibeitahuohuomensidejuewang,kongjuyongshangxintou。
kuzhekuzhetajuranguiyidixiaochusheng:
「yaoguaijiuguainizijidaomei,sheirangnibukentinghuade。
「wodougennishuole,zhiyaonibangwomenzheiyici,nihaizaineijiao,nazhentouwuleniyixia,bierendoubusi,jiunisile。」
bawotuodaochuangshanghou,neigenanrenniudongzhefeipangdeshenqupushanglaituowoyifu。
wopinmingjianjiao,yongquanlizhengzha,fanbeishanlehaojigeerguang。
pajianjiaoshengyinlaizhouweidelinju,neigenanrenxinyiheng,chaoqipangbiandezhentousisienzhuwodenaodai。
taqingfuzheshoujipingmu:「buguo,niduiwomenyebushiwanquanmeiyong,
「yonggeshuole,zhiyaowomennengbangtamanzhusharendeshi,qiandezhaijiuyibigouxiao,haizhenshiduokuileni。」
dangshi,huxikunnanzhiji,wotingdaolezhangyingdeshengyin。
tayongwenroudeshengyinquanwobiezhengzha,yonggeweirenhenhaohuiduiwofuzede。
wopinmingxiangzhengtuokaiwentayijuweishenme。
zhentoulingyiduandeliqiqueturanjiazhong,zaizuibahebikongdoubeisisiduzhuhou,
意识一点点涣散。
「xiaowendeshouji,ninongnaerqule?」lusiyuanyouwenta。
zhangyinghuida:「womeizhaodaoa......dangshiyonggezoudetaikuai,yinggaishishoushidongxideshihoubeitanazouleba。」
lusiyuantanxi:「zhenkexi,jiusuanshiershoushoujiyenengmaigeliangsanqiankuaia。」
wodeqingege,napazheigeshihou,duiwoyemeiyouyidianneijiu。
yuanlaiwozaitamenxinli,shizhendehaiburuyitaishouji。
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canzhuopang,zhangyinghelusiyuanzuozaimamaliangpang,xiaoliangkouniyijuwoyiju,hongdemamaxinhuanufang。
mucizixiaodehuamian,citonglewodeshuangyan。
wopiaohuifangjian,zuozaichuangbiankanwojimamamaideliwu。
fangjiaqianwotingshuomamadechahewanle,tamaileneimeduonianzhurou,meiyoubiedeaihao,jiuxihuanhediancha。
woyizhiyiweimamabuaiwo,shiyinweiwobugoutiexin,woqueshiburugegenengtaotahuanxin。
suoyiwogengjianulirangzijibiandedongshi,qipanmamabaaifenyidiandaowodeshenshang,
neitianwohuijia,benlaixiangbachayesongjita,
zhidaogesaoshoutoujin,woqiaoqiaojitamenbaoleyigehongbao。
kehaimeidengwonachulai,tamenjiushalewo。
yueliangshouhuizuihouyilvqinghui,qingfengweiliang,taiyangyaochulaile,wobudebubikaichuanghu。
我是鬼,我怕光。
怕我最爱的阳光。
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mamayidazaojiuchumenmaizhuroule,huijiataochuhouhouyitaqianjiaojilusiyuan。
wotoutousuozaijiaoluo,woyehenxianmu。
wosiqianneiduanshijianweilejitamenzhunbeiliwu,congzijibabaikuaideshenghuofeilishengchijianyong,haizaikewaizuole**。
houlailusiyuannatigudaobawoduosuihou,jinshengdeshoujiyebeiqiangzou。
suoyi,woyesuanshigeqionggui。
lusiyuanzuowanpabeimamafaxianyiwanshangmeishuihao,xianzaimamajitazheimeduoqian,taxizizidishenshouqujie。
mamaquemeiyousongshou,ershixiezheyan,zhigougoudingzhelusiyuan,
shangcitaluchuzheizhongbiaoqing,haishizaihuaiyiwozaoliandeshihou。
nandao,mamafaxianshenmele?
「zheiqianbushiyaojiwodema?」lusiyuanwen。
mamabingmeiyouhuida,ershifanwen:「**meishizhenchuqulvyoule?」
lusiyuannaohaizhongjinglingdazuo,yikexinshunjiantidaolesangziyan。
tachuizheyan,dixiatou,ganbabadicuocuoshou:「dang,dangranshizhendea。」
mamayoushuo:「tazhangzheimedatouyicichuguo,haimeiyoujiarengenzhequ,wodejitadageshipincaianxin。」
lusiyuanetouyijingweiweichuhanle,wozhidaotashidanxinhuibeimamafaxian,bijingwoyijingsile,nahainenggenmamashipintonghua。
erwoyemeixiangdao,jurannengcongmamazuili,tingdaoduiwodeguanxin。
woshangdaxuehousuiranyegenmamadaguojicidianhua,danmeicidoushiwodajita,xianzaitaquexiangzhudongdajiwo。
weishenmetahuizheimezaihuwochuguodeshi?
lusiyuansuiranpinmingzuzhidashipin,dantabuganfankangmama,zhinengbazhangyingjiaodaopangbianxiangbanfa。
zhangyingyehuangleshen:「bushi,yonggedoubaxiaowenshoujinazoule,nimazheishihouyaodashipin,zheibushiweinanwomenma?」
lusiyuanfanerlengjingxialai:「bieji,nixianzaimashangjitafaxinxi,yaoshimanbuzhu,womanaoqilaiduitayemeihaochu。」
woxintouyizhenkuse,zenmekeneng,womazenmekenengweilewogentamennao。
lusiyuanqingshenganweizhangying:「meishide,womazhidaoyemeishide,tajiuwoyigeerzi,wobuxintahuiweileneigesidiaodeyatoupianzisongwozuolao。」
是啊,我已经死了。
jiusuanmamazhidao,woyezhishengyijushiti,jiusuantazaishengqi,yebuhuiduigegezenmeyangba。
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mamanazheshouji,zaitamenmanshibuandemuguangzhongjiwoboguoqushipin。
wopiaoleguoqu,kanjiandianhuaxianglejishenghoubeijietong。
duimiandejingtouhuangdonglejixia,jinjiezheyizhanghewoyimoyiyangdelianchuxianzaijingtouqian,chongwomaxiaodeziran:「zenmela,ma?」
zenmehuishi?wobushisilema?
那边的人又是谁?
wokandaozhangyingchaolusiyuandeyidiwanqichunjiao。
「ng,」mamadandanyinglesheng,「zhangshenjinijieshaolegenanhaizi,jialichaopiaolaoduo,niganjinhuilairenshixia。」
yuanlaishizaijiwoanpaixiangqin,suoyicaihuiduiwogewaizaiyi。
tajiushizheiyang,babudewozaodianjiayigeyouqianren,haobacailiqianjigegehua。
「bujiyamama,wohetongxuezaiqingmaiweigezini,zheierhaopiaoliang,dengwohuiqulejinidailiwuya。」duimiantianninigenmamashuohua。
mamameitouzhouqi:「nigentongxuezaiyiqi?」
「shiyamama,xiangwolema?」duimiansazhejiaowendao。
mamakanleyanyipangdelusiyuanfuqiliang,duizhedianhuaneitouyuqiqianqiang:「biegeneimomocengceng,wohuaneimeduoqianyangni,bushirangnizaizhongyaoguantoubeibixiaqude。」
wocongxiaodaoda,tahenshaogenwojianghua。
zheihaishitadiyicibafuchudexinxueguazaizuibian。
dantayinggaimeifaxianshenme,burananzhaomamakongzhiyujiqiangdexingge,yidanfaxiangegepianta,zaopitougailianbagegechoumayidunle。
lusiyuankandaotacuiwohuijia,jiaojidezaifangjianlizougebuting:「womazenmeneimezhejiyaojianxiaowen,gaibuhuishikanchushenmeleba。」
danhenkuaiyoulengjingxialai:「buyinggaia,tameikanchulai,buranzaolaizhaowosuanzhangle。
「huibuhuishitafaxianshenmedifangbuduijing,yingying,yonggeneizhaoguanbuguanyonga?」
zhangyingdeyidiwuzhezuicoudaolusiyuanerbian:「zenmehui,zuixindeaihuanlianjishu,niyajiufangyibaigexinba!」
全家人不爱我,我死了