《被送农庄后,我心如死灰》 小说介绍
《beisongnongzhuanghou,woxinrusihui》qingjiejinkourenxin,shitianjiangxieyibubukeduodedeyanqingxiaoshuo,yuyanjianjiedanqueshengdongxingxiang。jiangshudeshi:zaiwoxiaoshideyinianshiguangli,tamensihaobuzaiyi,yinggaihaizaiqingzhujieaobuxundeda**zhongyuyaochidiankutou,gaizaoyifanle……
《被送农庄后,我心如死灰》 被送农庄后,我心如死灰 免费试读
beisongnongzhuanghou,woxinrusihui
wocengshiachengzuijiaoaodemingyuan。
kejiaqianjindechuxian,jiangwojiantazhinitan。
tasuikouyijuhua,qijingranbianhaobuyouyudidaduanlewodeyoutui。
fengguangwuxiandemingyuanchenglelingrenhongxiaodequezi。
houlai,gengshixietongwodebama,jiangwosongqulesuoweidenongzhuangjinxinggaizao。
guizaibolizhashang,yuzhuqiangshi,beiliumangwuru,beidadehunshenmeiyikuaihaorou......
zaizhangdayiniandezhemoxia,wodexinqianchuangbaikong,mamudebuzaiduirenherenheshiyousuoqidai。
tamenquekuzhewenwo,weishenmehuibianchengzheiyang。
1.
qijingrankaizhedaglaishancunjiewodeshihou。
wozhenggerenweiweisuosuodidizhetou,shenziyizhibuzhudidazhehanzhan。
tayanedizhouqimei:“tangjingyue,niyoubiyaozheiyangma?buguoshijiangnisongdaomengruyangfumujiagandianhuo,jiujiaoqingchengzheiyangle,buzhidaodehaiyiweinishoushenmenvedaile。”
woyuanbenshigeshizhibuzhanyangchunshuideda**,shiachengmingliuquanzuiyaoyandecunzai。
zicongqijingranweiletangmengrujiangwosongdaoshancun,pichai,weizhu,xiyifu......
zheixiejiushitakouzhongqingmiaodanxiedegandianhuo,meimingqiyueduiwojinxing“gaizao”。
ketangmengrudeyangfumugenbenjiushipizheyizhangweishanpinangdeemo。
napa**huozaizenmenuli,tamendongbudongjiuxunliyou,nabianzijiangwodadehunshenshangxiameiyikuaihaorou。
jiejiexiaozhe:“xiaojianzhong,sheijiaonihemengruzuodui?kanwomenzenmejiaoxunni!”
jiangwoezheduziguanjinzhuquanli,hezhuqiangduosuanchoudeganshui。
tamenxinshangwodelangbei,kanzhewolangtunhuyan。
“yo,zheihainaliyouda**deyangzia?gentiaobabainiandoumeichifanledeyegouside!”
bizhewofaguizaimanshibolizhadedishang,xianxuelinli。
shenzhizaitangmengrudezhishixia,haixiangrangwochengweicunliguanggunlaizidewanwu,gongtamenfaxie。
xiangqineixieheianbukandejiyi,napashiyangguangzhengshengdeliuyuetian,wodoujuedehunshenfaleng。
yiguguhanyicongjiaodishengqi,manyanzhixintou。
woweizhangzhechun,quebuganshuoyijuhua。
yinweiqijingranbuhuixiangxinwode。
zicongtangmengruchuxian,tajiubianle。
buguanfashengshenme,tayongyuandouzhanzaitangmengruneibian。
jianwochichibushuohua,nanrenlengshengdao:“youzaibieshenmeyinzhao?yiduzihuaishuide!xianzaiyifuchuchukeliandemoyang,buzhidaodehaiyiweiniqujinxiuyanjile,daoshibicongqiangaominglexuduo。”
“danshi——”qijingranjinjinezhuwodexiaba,lishengjinggaodao:“wokebuchinizheiyitao,xuweiderangwojuedeexin。mengrushanliangburenxinduinizenmeyang,keyaoshibeiwofaxian,nizaiganshanghaita,kebuhuixiangzheihuizheimebianyinile!”
tashoushangdelidaodade,jihuyaojiangwoniesui。
henkuai,wodelianshangjiufuxianchutongkudeshense,kewogubudexiabadetengtong,jihutiaojianfanshexingdiguizailemanshiwunidedishang。
“qixiansheng,duibuqi,wocuole。”
nanrenbeiwolisuodedaoqianzhengdeyileng,xianglailengjingdemouziranshangjifenjingya。
wozhidaotazaijingyashenme。
meiyoubeisongwangnongzhuangzhiqian,woshiachengzuigaoaoreliedemeigui。
meiguidaici,bukenqingyizhexiayaozhifuruande。
huanzuoshicongqiandewo,beitazheiyangduidai,gainaopiqile。
kerujindewohaoxiangyidianaoqiyemeiyoule,yishuangyanjinghuianfaqie。
zhangdayiniandezhemoyijingbaguanglewohunshendeci,zizunxinyebeijiantadaoposui。
keshi,zhiyouzheiyang,xiangshengchuyibanbeiwei,wocainengmianqianggouhuo。
qijingranchenmolexujiu,kanzhewozheibanmoyang,lianshangdebiaoqingweiweiyouxiesongdong。
queyouxiangdaoleshenme,yijiaochuaizaiwoguizaininingdexigaichu。
“**nengbunengbiezhuangle?guoranhemengrushuodeyiyang,yihuilaijiubuansheng。xianzaizhuangkelian,shibushiyaorangdajiadoujuedenishoushenmeqifule?”
nanrenyuqibunai:“niqianmengrudehaishaoma?weishenmejiubunengxueguaidianni?”
qijingrandeneiyijiaomeishoulidao,wobeichuaidexigaifama。
zhenggerenshihengdidaozaileniningli,pojiudeyifubiandeangzangbukan,toufayenianshanglebushaowuni。
heyanqianqinglengjunmeideguigongzijianzhibushitongyigecengmianshangderen。
wogubudezheixie,yinweiciketalianshangdenuqijihuyaojiangwozhuoshao。
meicizaicunzhuang,nuqishishoudaoyankudechengfa,shengburusideqianzhao。
wojiannandizhanleqilai,pengpengpengdijiqijingranketou。
shuliandidaoqian:“qiuqiuninyuanliangwoba,darenyoudaliang,buyaohewozheige**dongxijijiaole。”
“**?”qijingrannujifanxiao:“tangjingyue,nishiting**!”
tasaoguowomanshiwunideshenzi,yanshenmeiyouyisiwendu。
“心脏,人也脏。”
nanrenshenchushouzhi,zhizhidizhixiangbuyuanchudeheliu。
“xianquxiganjing,biezanglewodechezi。huozhenikeyixuanzezijiliuzaizhei,zaigaizaogaizao。”
wobuhuiyouyong,zheiheshuiliutuanji,nisiguobushaoren,shixianeryijiandeweixian。
可是——
jixuliuzaizheidehua......xiangdaoneixiekepadejiyi,wobujinsesefadou。
zhuanshen,haobuyouyuditouruhezhong。
2.
shuiyanmeikoubi,yinglaiyizhensuansedezhixigan。
dongridexishuibinglengcigu,dongderenyachizhidazhan。
qiushengdebennengshiwobuduanzhengzha,keyougulvzheqijingrandehua,yishuangxiaoshoufenglebancuoxizijideshenzi。
zhengdangwomanmanxiachen,yiweizijiyaoyinglaisiqideshihou,qijingranmingrenjiangwolaleshanglai。
tasaoguowoshanganhoushitoudeshenzihejinhucanbaidelian,hexiaoleyisheng:“bucuobucuo,kanlaizheicishizhenxueguailea,mengrutiaolegehaodifang。”
xiangshijianzhengyitiaopannideliequanzhongyubeichenggongxunfu,nanrenzhideyimandiyunxuwoshangche。
“yihoudouzheiyangguaiyidian,buyaozaizhenduimengru,nideriziyenenghaoguoxie。buran......”
tadeyandishiweiweiyinchendejinggao。
wobujindalegeduosuo,lianmangjuqishouzhangbaozheng:“buhuide,woyihoudoutingmengru**dehua!wozheideng**zhiren,zenmepeihemengru**xiangtibinglun。”
neixieheianxuexingdejiyikongzhibuzhudiyongleshanglai。
paoguoyanshuidebianzijiangshentichoudadebiantilinshang。
haoburongyiyuhedeshangkoubeixiaodaoyicicihuakai。
dingzihebolizhazhajinshenzi......
xiangqineixieshengburusidezhemo,rangwodelinghundouzaizhanli。
zhiyaonenghuoxiaqu,shaoshoudianchengfa,xiangtiaobeiweidegouyewusuoweile。
qijingranbeiwoyeleyixia,zizixixididaliangzheworenzhendebiaoqing,querenwobingmeiyoushuohuanghou。
buqingbuzhongdifengcidao:“nixianzaikezhenshinengqunengshen,wodoukuaiburenshinile。”
kejiulianwo,yekuaiburenshiwozijile。
zhengzhengyinian,wohunhunchenchende,shenzhibuzhidaozijiweishenmehuozhe,ruxingshizourouban。
yilushang,doumimanzheyizhonggangasijidefenwei。
wangrideachengmingyuannenggouzixinditanlunzhezuixindeshishangxinkuan,dingjiandezhubao,yihuozheshimougegongsidegujiadiezhang,guangmangwanzhang。
kerujin,zhenzhumenglechen,meiguiyikuwei。
wozaizheigemingweicunzhuangshiweidiyudedifangdaileyinian,shenshouroutihejingshenshangdenvedai。
xiaoxiyebisai,suotingdaojinyoudexiaoxiyezhishitangmengruyangfumuchuandide,qijingranduitangmengruruhejiaochong,liangrenruheenaichanmian。
suoyi,woyijinggenbenbuzhidaogaishuoxieshenmele,xiangshishiquleyuyandenengli。
yebuzaiyuanyibiaoxianziji,henbudequansuochengyituan,jianshaozijidecunzaigan。
genghekuang,wushucidebinsiyijingrangwoxuehuiheqijingranbaochijuli。
tashitangmengrudenanren,shiwozheizhong**zhirenbunengwangxiangde。
ergaogaozaishangdeqijingran,guanlaizhiyoubierenzhudongzhaohuatidefen,yebukenengzhudongkaikou。
zhilengjunzheyizhanglian,jinminbochun。
womenxiangshilianggemoshengren,hubudarao,buyanbuyu。
chezihuanhuanxingshilelianggexiaoshi,wobenyiweiyiqiedouhuixianganwushi。
zhidaochezidianboleyixia,wodeshenziweileweichipingwen,guanxingdizhuazhuzuoyiqianguazhedewanou。
qijingranxiangbeichudaolenilin,duiwonuheyisheng:“gunxiaqu!zijizouhuilaozhai!”
haizaiwolengshenzhiji,wojiubeihaobuliuqingdidiuxialeche。
conggaosuxingshidechezishanggunluoxialai。
lianbuheshentimocazheculidedimian,popihouyongchugugudexueye。
wobuzaiyidimoleyiba,xiangshiganjuebudaotengtong。
zheidiantengtongyuzaicunzhuangsuozaoshoudexiangbi,genbenbuzhideyiti。
wozhidaotaweishenmeshengqi,yinweineiwanoushitangmengrusongde。
cengjingzaiyicishengriyanshang,wobuxiaoxindasuiletangmengrusongdetaocibei。
nvhaichuchukeliandiliuxialei:“jiejie,wozhidaonibuxihuanwo,suoyidangniancaihuijiangwopaozaigongyuan,zijihuilejia。meiguanxide,wo......woyijingyuanliangnile。kezheigebeizishiwohualehenjiushijianweijingrangegezhunbeide,nizheiyangwozhendehaonanshou。”
“我没有!”
buguanshidangnianhaishixianzai,wodoumeiyouzuoguoneiyangdeshi。
keshiqijingranbuxin,tahenhenjilewoyibazhang,shenseyanejiangwotiguizaimandidesuicipianshang。
xianxueranhonglewohuaguidelifu,taquemeiyoubanfenlianxi,xiangshikandaoleshenmezangdongxi。
“tangjingyue,nigoulemeiyou?yicicizhenduimengru,edudaozheigedibu,bupazaotianqianma?”
“shexiexinchang!napabiaomianshangzaifengguangyanli,yeyangaibulenilingrenzuooudeneixin!ruguozaiyouxiaci,woyidingjiabeitimengruhaijini。tashanliang,bushihuogaibeiniqifudeliyou!”
hewoqingmeizhumayiqizhangda,shenweiwoweihunfudeqijingran,jiuzheiyanghaobuyouyudizhanzaileganghuilaidetangmengrushenbian,zhizewo,shanghaiwo。
tadudinglewojiduganghuilaidetangmengru,buxiangrangtazhengduobamadechongaihetangjiadeziyuan,edudishichuxiaojiliang。
yezici,buyuanyirangwopengrenhetangmengrusongjitadedongxi。
tayijingwangle,cengjiheshi,nanrenqianzhuwodeshoumanyanshenqingdishuo,woshitapinjitudishangzuizhenguidexiaomeigui。
shitaxindizuirouruandedifang,tahuijiejinquanlishouhuwo,burangwoshouyidianweiqu。
kezicongtangmengruhuilaihou,tajiushiyanle。
3.
tangjialaozhaizaijiaoqu,wotuozhequetui,buxinglezhengzhengwugexiaoshi。
dengdaodadeshihou,tianyijingheile,shuangjiaobeimodedoushixue,liuxiayiluwanyandexueji。
huanlehexiedexiaoshengconglimianchuanlechulai,bujinrangwoxiangyaoqiaomendeshouyizhi。
zaiwoxiaoshideyinianshiguangli,tamensihaobuzaiyi,yinggaihaizaiqingzhujieaobuxundeda**zhongyuyaochidiankutou,gaizaoyifanle。
tangjiazitangmengruchuxianhou,yijingbushiwodejia,yemeiyouwodeweizhile。
kebuhuiqu,woyounengqunani?
zaiyifansixiangzhengdouhou,woshenxiyikouqi,haishiqiaoxianglemen。
kaimendeshiyigezhanxinmiankongdebaomu。
takanzhewoyishanlanlv,xuejibanbandemoyang,manyanxiane:“zheishinalaidejiaohuazi?qitaoyebukankandifang!”
shuozhebiandalituiwo,yaojiangwoquganchuqu。
zhengdangwobeilangbeidituidaozaidishi,yidaotianmeideshengyinxiangqi。
“lima,nizenmenengzheiyangni?zheishiwojiejie,cengjingachengzuifengguangdemingyuanya!”
nvhaiziguzuotianzhen,shizejiqiaoyiweimingxian。
kewoyijingmeibanfajijiaotahualidejiduile,tingdaotangmengrushengyindeneiyike,wojiujiangzaileyuandi。
kanqinghuanhuanerzhiderenyinghou,wogengshiyizhibuzhudifazhedou。
zhiyouwozhidao,zheizhangtianshimianpidebeihou,yinzangzhezenyangeliejiduandelinghun。
wushuxuexingdehuamianfuxianzainaohai,tongganyijiucanliu。
bennengdipufuzaidi,butingdijitangmengruketou,xiangyitiaohaowuzunyandegou。
“bu,bushi......wobushishenmeda**,wo**,wobukan......…”
“tangjiazhiyoutangmengruzheiyiweiqianjin**!”
zaizhangdayiniandecuicanli,woyijingzhidaogairuhequyuetale。
shuliandishuozheneixiexiuchidehuayu,beigongquxi,zhiweileshaoshoudianku。
因为实在是太疼了。
tangmengrufushizhedishangbeiweidewo,chunjiaoyangqi,xiaoyihennong。
sihuhenmanyiwodegaizaochengguo。
yiduoyanlidemeigui,beitaqinshouzheduan,manmankuweidiaoling。
dailaidechengjiuganrangtayuyuejile。
nvrenzhengzhunbeishuoxieshenme,qijingranchulaile。
jiandaozheigechangmian,tajinjinningqimeitou:“tangjingyue,nixianzaiyidianzizundoubuyaolema?songnishiqugaizaode,bushiquxuezuonulide。”
zizun?zhenshishuxiyoumoshengdeciyu。
duiyucongqiandetangjingyuelaishuo,chijinkutou,yeyaoweichiyishenaogu。
kemeiguilieyangbandetangjingyuezaojiusilea。
sizailexuexinghezhemozhong。
xianzaidetangjingyue,zhixianghuozhe,zhiyuzizunshizuiwuyongdedongxi!
ertangmengruzaiqijingranchuxianhou,limashoulianledeyideshense,jinjinwanzhuqijingrandeshou。
jiaoroudishuodao:“jingrangege,jiejiebianlehaoduoya,wogangcaidoubeitaheleyitiao。”
“ai。”nvrenguzuoaichoudao:“jiejiezheiyang,wohaokuijiu,suirancongqianshijiejie......buguoyexuyeshiwodecuoba,qishiwobudangangqinyemeishide,bugaibajiejiesongdaonongzhuangchikude。”
qijingrantingdaotangmengrudehua,shunjiancongmouzhongqingxuzhongchoulichulai。
duizhenvhaiziwenrouanweidao:“mengru,nibieshuoshahua。nishishouhaizhe,shizuiwugude。tangjingyueliyingweitadesuozuosuoweifuchudaijia,nitiyijiangtasongqunongzhuang,yijinghenkuanrongle。”
zhuanerhenhendidenglewoyiyan:“tangjingyue,nizheixienianzhenshibeijiaoguanhuaile!mingmingzijizuocuole,quebukenchengren,bukenhuigai。xianzaihaishangyankuroujile,zhenshikexiao!”
“zenmezheimehoudelianpi?mengruyinweini,shouzhishoushang,yanzhongdaozaiyebunengpenggangqin,mengxianghuiyuyidan,nijiuyidianeryebukuijiuma?”
wogenbenmeiyouhaitangmengrua,zheiyiqiedoushitazidaoziyanbale。
kexi,meiyourenxiangxinwo。
4.
neitian,tangmengruchaowoxiaodetiaoxin:“jiejie,nixinbuxinwohuiduozounideyiqie。buguanshibabamama,haishijingrangege,doushiwode。”
tayiziyijudao:“tangjiadeqianjinzhihuishiwotangmengruyiren,nitaiduoyule。”
budengwofanying,nvhaidaizhejuerandehenyi,jianjiaozhejiangdaozizharuzijideyoushou。
jinjiezhe,wobianyinglaimamadezema,babadebazhang。
qijingranxiaoxinyiyijiangshoushangdetangmengrubaojinhuaili,yijiaohaobuliuqingdichuaizaiwodefubu。
daizheliqipaoxiaozhe:“ruguomengruyoushenmeyiwai,wojueduiyaonixuezhaixuechang!”
babamamagengshixiangkanchourenyiyangkanzhewo,shuomeiyouwozheiyangedudenver。
houlaitangmengruquezhenshouzhifensuixingguzhe,buzainenglinghuodidangangqin。
zainvrendeleiyanmenglongxia,qijingranmingrendaduanlewodeyoutui。
napawokukuaiqiuzhetabuyao。
zheiguanxizhewodebaleiwushengya,guanxizhewozuoweishangliumingyuandezunyan。
woxianglaigaoao,xiangxiangzijilangbeiquezhetuideyangzi,bishalewohainanshou。
nanrenquelengmozhijidikanzhewo,chixiaoyisheng:“wojiushiyaorangnishengburusi。tangjingyue,nizheimeedurangmengrudanbulegangqin。neiwoyaoniyibeizimeifatiaowu,yeshiyinggaide!”
“achenghongmeiguichenglexiaoquezi,shibushihennanshoua?neinishanghaimengrudeshihouzenmebuduoxiangxiang?”
babamamadoushouzaitangmengrushenbian,baibanguanqie,duiwodezaoyulengyanpangguan。
napawoyijingjieshizijibingmeiyouzuozheiyangedudeshiqing,kuzheqiutamenjiujiuwo。
mamawunaiditanlekouqi,kanzhewodeyanshenmanshishiwang:“jingyue,wolejieni,congxiaodaodanidoushigepianzhi、zhengqianghaoshengdexingzi。kenizuocuole,weishenmehaiyaojiaobian?zheihuimamabunengzongrongnile,jingyuenikuiqianmengrutaiduole,gaiweizijidexingweimaidanle。”
babayeyanlidao:“tangjingyue,zheixieniannibeiguanhuaile,womenbunengrangniyicuozaicuoxiaqu。tangjia,yebujieshouzheiyangedudehaizi。”
yushi,woyingshengshengbeidaduanleyoutui,lianzhengchangxingzoudouchengleyizhongshewang。
tangmengruchenggongle,zhendesuoyourendouzhanzaitadeshenbian。
kejiusuanshizheiyang,tahaishibukenfangguowo。
shichanglaibingfangguyi**wo,rangwoyinyubuyi,kongzhibuzhudixiangfapiqi。
ranhoutazhuangzuoyifuweiwohaodeyangzi,xiaoyingyingditichujiangwosongdaotayangfumudenongzhuangshang。
shuozheiyangkeyigaigaiwodepiqi。
babamamaheqijingranlimatongyile,haibiaoyangtangmengruguanxinjiejie。
kezhiyouwozhuyidaotadeyanshen,yinlengrudusheyiban。
wushengdibizhekouxing:“jiejie,haohaoxiangshoujiexialaideshenghuoba,yidingrangnihennanwang。”
gubushangtuishangdetengtong,wodahanzhebuyao,kehaishibeiyiransongdaolenongzhuang。
guoran,yingjiewodeshidiyubanderizi。
5.
yiqueyiguaidijinlejiamen,babapielewoyiyan,bulengbudandao:“mengrushanliangdadu,duiniguowangdeexingjiwangbujiu,xiwangnizheihuigaizaohoukeyihaohaoduimeimei。”
jianwozhibuzhudidiantou,tayiquanxiangshidazailemianhuashang。
yuqigenglengle:“nongzhuangtiaojianshiburutangjia,danzuoweiyigenvhaiziyeyaozhuyixieganjingweisheng,duoxiang**meixuexi,xianggeqigaiyiyanghuidaorenweikou。”
tangmengruchuanzheyishengaodingdexiaoyangzhuang,toufawuheifaliang,zhuangrongjingzhi。
queshihewoyishanlanlv,daizhenituhexianxuedelangbei,xingchenglexianmingduibi。
huanchengcongqiandewo,gaishangxinjile,jueqiangdizhiwenbabazenmenengzheiyangxianqizijidenver。
kexianzai,womamudidiandiantou:“haode,tangzong。”
wobabukesiyididengdayanjing:“nigangcaijiaowoshenme?”
mamalianmangdaqileyuanchang:“haibushinigangcaidehuashanghaizidexinle,womennannanshiduomejiaoaoyigehaizi。”
babazeleyisheng,naohuodao:“jiaoxunyijuyebuxingle?xianzaihaixuehuiyinyangguaiqile,zhenshitianshenghuaizhong。haishiwomenmengrutinghua,shengletangjingyue,jianzhijiushilaitaozhaide。”
woxiangshitingbudaotadezhizeyiban,daizhidikanzhedimian。
haishiyongrenzaimamadeshiyixia,daiwoshanglouxizao,gangajinzhangdefenweicaibeidapo。
dengwoshoushiganjing,yijingkaifanle。
fanzhuoshangdoushitangmengruxihuandekouwei,xinla,**dechuancai。
wocongqianjiuchibulela,xianzaichangweizaitangmengruyangfumudezhemoxia,yijinghuaile。
xinla**deshiwu,duiwolaishuowuyiyulingchi。
tangmengruzuoweizuikuihuoshoumingmingzhidao,queguazhexieedixiaoyiwangwowanlijialeyidakuaizishuizhuroupian。
qingroudeshengyinrutongemodiyu。
“jiejie,nishoulehaoduoya,kuaiduochidian。”
wochichiweidongkuaizi,wenzhezheiweidao,weiliyijingyizhenbushile,gengbietichixiaqu,huiyinfazenyangdezainanle。
xiangqineizhongzuanxindetengtong,woyanlekoukoushui,guzuyongqidao:“wo......wochibulela。”
huayingangluo,babajiuhenhenjiangwankuaishuaizailezhuozishang,**ladebazhangyingmianerlai。
“ninv,nidaodiyaonaodaoshenmeshihou?feiyaobazheigejiajiaohedaojiquanbuningcaikenbaxiuma?”
taqidexiongtangqifu:“**meihaoxinjinijiacai,nijiuzheiyangbujitamianzi?”
qijingranyeheilelian:“tangjingyue,nizaiganzheiyangzhenduimengru,jiuhuinongzhuangduoduanlianyixiaba!”
mamasuiranmeishuohua,keyanshenzhongyijingliuluchuduiwodebuzantong,wushengdizeguaiwode“renxing”。
suiranyijingzhidaotamendouhuizhanzaitangmengruzheibian,kewodexinlihaishibuyoudiyongshangyisikuse。
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被送农庄后,我心如死灰