凄落清乐
《凄落清乐》 小说介绍
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01
我缠了表哥十一年。
七岁。
weiyidezufubingshi，jiangwotuofujita。
neitianwobaozhetabusashou，pianyaoyutatongzhuyichu。
十六岁。
yurenduqizuilejiu，tayilubaozhewohuilehoufu。
neishiwodiyicichangdaolenannvqingdekuseweidao。
十八岁。
dawojiusuidetahedangchaojunzhudinglehun。
neiyiwan，wozaimeinengrenzhuqingsijuanyong。
jiezhejiujing，xuanxielezijishiyinianqiuerbudedekuqingzhisi。
kemeixiangdaoqingxinghoutaweilechengfawo，jiangwosongdaolechengnandezhennvtangshoujiao。
wobeizhemodemanmuchuangyi，zuihouluodegejuewangcansidexiachang。
zaizhengyan，wohuidaolebataguanzuideneiwan。
wobuganzaikaojin，taquefafengbanwenwoshenshangdehenjishinalilaide。
01.
shangyishi，wozhengshitingdaolegumuhegufushangyi，peilianhejunzhuchenghundeshiyi。
bianshangxinyujuegewanzisha，bitaquxiaohunyue。
kecishi，kandaozheigechuanzheyixizisexiuheimangguanfu，manshenjinguidenanren，wotuikaiyaowan，quansuozaichuangjiao，yanleixiongyongluoxia。
“wocuolebiaoge，wocuole，wozaiyebuhuixihuanni，buhuichanzheni，buhuirenibugaoxingle，wobuhuilebiaoge，qiuqiunibuyaobawosongzou......”
peilianyizheng，congyaojianchouchupazi，jiangwoyanjiaodeyanleicaqu。
“nihaixiao，rihouwohuijinixunyimenhaoqinshi，moyaozaibaxinsifangzaiwoshenshangle。”
wozhuazhetadeyijiao，leiyanmenglong，qibuchengsheng。
“buhuilebiaoge，zheishizuihouyici，baozheng，wobaozheng......”
xushitaiguoxuruodeyuanyin，huameishuowanjiuchenchenshuiqu，shuidebingbuanwen，mengdaoleqianshifashengdeyiqie。
woshibeipeilianjiaoyangdebiaomei，raoshishenmeqizhenyibao，xiqiguwan，zhiyaowoxiang，tadouhuibuyiyulidimanzuwo。
zongshitaduiwoyouqiubiying，duiwochongaiyoujia，woqueyijiubuzhizu，shejipohuaitaheshangshujiazhangnvdehunyue，zaiwaimoheitademingsheng，rangjiyutaderenwangerquebu，haipataduiwodeaibeifenzoubanfen。
keshizhijinriwocaizhidao，taduiwodehao，conglaidoubushiai，taduiwo，yeconglaidoumeiyouguonannvzhiqingai。
daolebanye，womihuxinglai，youxiekouke，bianxiachuangdaolebeishui，menwaichuanlaishuxidejiaobusheng。
renmeidao，danshuxidemihexiangweiyijingtouguomenfengzuanlejinlai。
peilianmanshenzuiyidizouguolai，shixiandaizhezuiyidemenglong。
woxiyiweichangdihuanqiaosuizhunbeixingjiutang，zuozaidengzishangdenanrenqueturankailekou：“zhelianglehuidefenghan，shanggengbuyihao。”
shuozheqishen，wanyaojiangwolanshenbaoqi，qingqingfangzaitashang。
shuangjiaoturandetengkongrangwoheleyitiao，xiaoxinyiyitaitou，yanlihaicanliuzheqianshiduitadekongju。
“wozhidaole，xiexiebiaogeguanxin。”
tamizhemouguang，jiangwodedanqieshoujinyandi。
qiaosuikaimenjinlai，duanzheyiwanpiaozhereqidetangyao。
wobaoxiduozaibeizixia，“biaoge，hedianxingjiutangba，rihoubuyaohezheimeduojiule，duishenzibuhao。”
taduanguowanminleyikou，chenmobanshangdao：“qingle，wojinizhilechuzhaizi，rihouwobuhuijingchangguolaile。”
wodeshoudunleyixia，shixianningguzaitalianshang，wozhidaotajiexialaiyaoshuoshenme，yinweitayaohejunzhujiehunle。
shuodaodiwozhishigewufuwumu，beitashouyangdeguerbale，feiqinfeigu。
tachongwohuwo，rangwoshangnvxue，xianghoufuzungui，duiwozuodeyijingshijihaole。
我不该奢求更多的。
wodiandiantou：“womingbaidebiaoge，worihoubuhuizairenxing，buhuizaichanzhebiaoge，wohuizhaoguhaowoziji，biaogenifangxinquzuonideshiba。”
tayileng，mouguangyishanerguoyisianyong，pailepaiwodetou：“qinglezhangdale，rihoubuguanfashengheshi，doukeyilaifulizhaowo。”
talikaishiliuxiayixiangjinziheyitayinpiao，haiyoulianggebinvhesigexiaosi。
likaidebeiyingmeiyoubanfenyouyuhechiyi，xintouyongshanglaidemimimamadetongyibushijiade。
bijingbuguanshishangyishihaishizheiyishi，chuleta，woshenbianmeiyourenheqinren，keneiyouruhe，zheicimeilewodeganshe，tayidinghenkuaijiuhuiqudaoxinshangrenleba。
guolesanri，woyijingkaishishiyinglezhongxinshangxuetangderizi。
luguohoufu，kandaodahongchouzhangguamanzhenggehoufupaibian，menkouxiaosihuantianxidixiaozhefatangdehuamian。
zhouweibaixingzaiyipangyilun：
“houyeyujunzhunaishitianzaodishedeyidui。”
“jinyuliangyuanna......”
“shiashia，langcainvmao......”
peiliansihubenjiugaiguozheiyangdeshenghuo，tianzhijiaozi，manshenjingui，peihuangdizhangnv，tadebaiyueguangjiaoqi，erwobuguojiushihoulaichuangrudexiaochou，houlaizhebale。
zheiyishi，wozhunigaopengmanzuo，xingfumeiman，enaihexie。
02.
qianshinvxuekeyexuededongxihaishengxiayixiemeireng，mianqiangnenggenshang，xialexue，suwanyipaolaidahua，wenwozheijirizenmemeilaishangxue。
wosuibianzhaolegejiekoutangsaiguoqu，“tianleng，ranshanglefenghan。”
“wotingshuoneigejiangjiadeshizijianghengchuanyoulaichanzhenile，zhendejiade，nidayinglema？”
zhengshoushizheshubideshouyidun。
qianshi，jianghengchuanshichulepeilianyiwai，duiwozuihaoderen。
jianghengchuanshenweijiangjunfudeshaojiangjun，benkezichengfuye，chengxijuewei，ketapianshikaozheyijizhilizhonglejinshi，ruchaoweiguan，deleshengshangqinfeng，yonganhou，yihudaliangyongshianwen。
tayeshiqianshihoulai，weiyinengyupeiliankangheng，diweibuxiangshangxiaderen。
kewozaizhidaojianghengchuanxihuanwohou，bianzhangzhetadexihuan，youshiwukong，shejiduifupeiliandexinshangren。
zheijianshibeipeilianzhidaohou，jianghengchuanbianbeitagaoshanglechaoting，yirumahuangdi，miaoshihuangquan，wushihuangendezuimingbeiguanjinledalao。
erjiangshiyizu，zubeisandaidaxialaidejiye，yiyezhijianhuaweihuijin。
xiangdaozhei，wodexinzangchuanlaiyizhenmimimamadecitong，woyongyuandouqianjianghengchuanyijubaoqian。
qianshiwogewanzishadeqianyiri，yinweijianghengchuanshuopeiliandehuaihua。
wohetashengqi，shuolexuduonantingdehua。
womatabuguojiushigetusicao，zhihuiyifuhoufudequanshi，ruoshimeiyouhoufuzuokaobei，tajiushigebuxuewushudehunhun。
xiangdaoneixiehua，haiyoutadangshishoushangdebiaoqing，wohuihendihenbudejizijiyibazhang。
zheishi，yizhenjiaobushengcongxuetangwaichuanlai，shijianghengchuan。
woyiniutouwangchuangwaikanqu，zhengkandaomeiyanhanxiao，wuguanjunlangshuyi，chuanzheyixisujinbaisezhangshandejianghengchuancongnanxuetangzouguolai。
shixianjiaoranxiangjiao，zhuangdaotademuguangshi，xinzangfangfobeizhenciyibantongleyixia。
biqitacengjingkanxiangwomuguangzhongderouhe，xianzaidemuguanglengdefahan。
talengmodishouqixiaorong，shouhuishixianzhuanshenjiulikaile，yuanyuandizhitingdaolingyigenanxuezishuoleju：“nibushizuixihuansuqinglelema？zenme，buxihuanle？”
womeiyoutingdaotadehuida，yebuzhidaotashuoleshenme，huixiangqiyiqiandeyiqie，woxiayishichonglechuqu。
jiuzaikuaiyaozhuidaoxuetangmenkoushi，yizhishoulanzhulewo。
“qingle......”
wozhanzhulejiaobu，yidingxiaojiaotingzailewomianqian，jiaozhongdenvrenduiwoluchuxiaorong。
“woshidangchaojunzhu，hanning，womenliaoliaoba”
03.
shangjingchengdingjiandechaguanjiulouli。
hanningwenhedemouzi，shangxiadaliangzhewo。
“nijiushiqingle，zixiaoyangzaihoufulideyatou，peiliandebiaomei？”
wodiandiantou，shouxinshileyipian。
tasihuchajuedaolewodejinzhang，xianxibaixideshoushenguolai，jiangwoladaotashenpangzuoxia。
“buyongjinzhang，woyunibiaogeburibianhuichenghun，niqiehuanwosaosaobianke。”
wenrouxianya，gaoguishuzhuang。
fanguanwo，yixixuefu，zhiyoulianpang。
nongliedezibeiganchongjierlai，wochuixialetou，qingshenghuanleju：“saosao。”
zheigechenghuxianranranghanninghenmanyi，zuijiaoyangqilehaokandehudu。
“woyunibiaogeshaoshibianyouhunyue，rujinfuhuangcihun，woerrenbianshijinyuliangyuan。nideshi......wotingpeilianshuoguoyixie，nifangxin，wobingfeixiaodujichangjinjinjijiaozhiren，rihounidehunshi，wohuihenibiaogezixizhenzhuo，dingbuhuikuidaileni。”
tayueshuo，wodehanliudejiuyuexiong。
她都知道。
我的一切她都知道。
yuanlaipeilianzheibanxinyueyuta。
“saosao，wohaiyoushi，bianxianzoule。”
wohuangbuzeludiwangwaizouqu，zhixianggankuaitaochuzheigejingulewohuxidedifang。
paodaojiulouwai，wozaiyerenbuzhu，baozhushuangbeihuazuozaidi。
dawochusheng，bianmeiyoufumu，tingrenshuotamenbeihongshuichongzoule。
zineiyihou，woyizhibeiyangzaizufushenbian。
zhidaoqisuineinian，zufubingshi，wobeisongdaolebofubomujia，meiguoduojiu，bofubomuzaiwaiyudaofeidao，yemeilexingming，wobianbeiyangzailepeilianyanpizidixia。
neinianwobasui，peilianshiliusui。
yinweiyilaizheta，woduita，youzheguzilidezhinian。
woxiangchengweitadenvren，zheizhongniantou，zaiqianshirijianshenrugusui，daozuihoubadoubabuchulai，yizhiyujiangzijizhemodaocansierwurenshoushidexiachang。
xiangdaoqianshibeisongdaozhennvtanghouzaoyudezhongzhong，wodexinshunjianjiaotongzaiyiqi，fuzheqiangqishen，diediezhuangzhuangpaohuizijidejiali。
shangjingchengdexuelaideji，laidexiong。
buchuyiwaidi，zaixuedilipaoleyilu，wobingle。
yiliansanri，xuetangshifudianmingwodoubuzai。
bushiwobuxiangqugaojia，zhishibuxianglaofanpeiliansonglaideren。
04.
shiye，yigerenyingqiaowushengxidifanjinlewodechuanghu，zhulizaitaqian。
“weileduowo，nilianxuetangdoubushangle，buguoyigepeilian，nijingaitazhici。”
womengdizhengyan，ganghaozhuangjinneishuangqiheitouliang，yandiranzheyicengyunsedejianghengchuan。
wojinzhebizi，yigunongliedejiuweipumianerlai。
woqingkeliangsheng，xiangdaoshangyishiwodesuozuosuowei，qingshengdaoleju“duibuqi。”
jianghengchuanxianranyileng，shensedouyouxiebuziran，qiguguzuozaitabian。
“weishenmebuquxuetang？”
wozuanzhebeijiao，wangshangzuolezuo。
“病了。”
jianghengchuanxianranbuxin，chideyisheng，buxieditiaomei，“nineishenziguzhuangruniu，bingle？guixin。”
“buguojiushiweileneigepeilianbale，zhenbuzhidaonixihuantashenme！”
tadeshengyinyulaiyuda，wokesoudeyulaiyuxiong。
zhenggefulidoushipeiliansonglaideren，ruoshibeitatingdaole，buzhiyouhuireshangshenmeshiqing。
tashuogebuting，woquejidelianhong，yibawuzhuletadezui。
“woshizhendebingle，meiyoukuangni。”
jiandaowozheibanmoyang，jianghuanchuanlengzhule，taishoufuzaiwodeetoushang，haokandemeifengjinjinyicu。
“zenhuibingdezheibanlihai！nifuliderendoushifeiwuma！”
wojichuanlekouqi，xiangyaorangtaganjinlikai，moyaobeirenfaxian。
sheizhijiushizheigekongdangdegongfu，fangmenbeimengdituikai。
“jiangfudejiajiaojiushiruci！shenyechuangjinnvziguifang，jiangxiaoshiziyiyuheweia！”
peilianningmeilengmouzhuzaimenkou，dakuabushangqian，yibashuaikaijianghengchuanzhuazhewodeshou。
jianghengchuanmeifangbei，beitashuaidaojuzishang，fachuyishengmenheng。
woxiayishiwendao：“nikeyoushi？”
peilianyandihanlideguangshanleshan，yingsunbandemouzi，zhigougouluozaiwolianshang，sishizaitanxunshenme。
wohuangleshen，xiangdaoqianshizaizhennvtangbeitangzhunayinzhenzhayanjingdehuamian，mengdichouchuleshou，paodaojianghengchuanshenbianfuqileta。
“peihouyerujinyujunzhuhunshizaiji，shenyechuangjinxiaoguniangdefangjian，buzhidaodehaiyiweipeihouyeduisuqingleyoushenmexiangfani。”
peilianmeiyoulihuijianghengchuandehua，mouguangyizhiluozaiwodelianshang，yinzhihenli，yuqianshitayaojiangwosongquzhennvtangdebiaoqingyimoyiyang。
“qingle，daogegezheierlai。”
wohunshendalegehanzhan，meiyoudongdan。
taningjinlemeitou，chao**jinyibu，woquehaipadihoutuiyibu，duozailejianghengchuanshenhou。
“qingle......nizenkerucibuzhilianchi！”
不知廉耻。
buzhi......lianchi。
qianshitabawosongzoudeshihou，yeshizheiyangshuode。
tashuowobuzhilianchi，bupeiliuzaishangjingcheng，jitamenpeifumohei，ranhoujiangwosongqulezhennvtang，rangwofanshengjishen，heshixiangqingchuleshenmeshihouhuilai。
ketabuzhi，neicifenbie，bianshiwomendezuihouyimian。
worutasuoyuan，zaizhennvtanghaohaofanshengjiguo，zuihoudaosiyemeixiangmingbai，taweiheruciyanewo。
yanedaojiangwosongquzhennvtang，haiyaofenfuzhennvtangtangzhuduiwochuyijixing。
yinzhenzuanzhijia，zhubianjiashouzhi，lianjiakejianzi......
xianxue，zhengzha，mimimamadetongkupianduanjiaozhizaiyiqi，benglielewobenjiucuiruodeshenjing。
wozhandoukaikou，shengyinlidoudaizhekuqiang：“wohejianghengchuanyouqing，yijingjuedingchenghunle，yulianchierziwuguan，biaogeqingshenyan。”
05.
woqingxidiganshoudaopeilianzhenjingdebiaoqing。
guolebanshang，nanrenlenglidaizhezhiwendeyuqicongtoudingshangchuanlai：“niyutayouqing？nizaishuoyibian！”
peiliandaizheqinlvedeqixikaojin，wojinzuanzhejianghengchuandeshousongkai，zhuanershizhixiangkou，baidaoyanqian。
“rubiaogesuojian，biaogebushiyizhixiwangnengjiwoxunyimenhaoqinshima？rujinyebuyongmafanbiaogele，woyujianghengchuanliangqingxiangyue，haiwangbiaogechengquan。”
peilianshensuidemouguangjinjinsuozhewo，miansechengche，“shitajiaonizheimeshuodezheixiehua。”
jiuzaipeiliankaojinwodeshihou，jianghengchuanzhanzailewomianqian，“tashuodebugouqingchuma？peihouye。taxinyuewo，woyixinyueyuta，lairiwobianquhoufutiqin，jieshihaiwanghouyechiwoyibeijingcha。”
peilianmiqiweixiandemouzi，neishenqing，wokandeqingchu。
qianshitashuochuyaoshajinjiangjiazhishiyeshirucishenqing。
woshangqianyibu，hejianghengchuanbingpaizhanzhe。
“biaoge，qingleduoxiebiaogezheimeduoniandeyangyufuyangzhien，dailairiqinglechenghun，yedingbuhuiwangjibiaogedeenqing，dinghuixiequanjiabaoda。”
peilianningmeikanzhewo，minzhechun，yandijianjianyunniangchuyichangfengbao，yiyanbufa，zhuanshenlikai，zoudaomenkoushi，yincecedishuoleju：“jiangxiaoshiziruoshizaihuqingle，jiulikelikai，moyaojiaorenfaxian，wuleqingledemingjie。”
jianghengchuankanlewoxujiu，zuihoudundunshuoleju：“woyaoqunizhiyan，bingfeixuyan。”zhuanshenlikai。
wozuozaitashang，jiujiubunenganzhen。
dierriyizao，wojiangjiangshuiquzhishi，fangmenbeidakai。
peilianchenzhelian，yanmousenran，mouseshenchenjinmo。
“jiangguniangdexingliquanbudaihuihoufu。”
wozhenglezheng，daizhidikanzheta。
tazoushangqian，yinchenchendizhanzaixuanguanchu，yishuangyanjingsisidingzhewo。
“shiwoduinitaifangzong，jiangniguanchengrucibuzhilishu，buzhiliyilianchideyangzi。”
wochuimou，doudadeyanleibadabadaluoxia。
wotaitou，yingshangtalenglidemouguang。
“我不知廉耻？”