《青梅已死,爱已两空》 小说介绍
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《青梅已死,爱已两空》 第1章 免费试读
第1章
woanlianshiniandexiaoqingmeiguwanzaoyuchehuo,zaiyezhanbuqilaile。
tadeweihunfuheneixiemaosuizijiandenanrenmen,yixizhijianquanbuxiaoshi。
jiuliangujiayefangqiletazheigejichengren。
zhiyouwo,fangqixueyezhaogutaliangnian,xiangjinbanfaweitaxunzhaomingyi。
ketazhongxinzhanqilaihou,quezaiwozhunbeideqiuhunyishishang,dangzhongxuanbuyaoheweihunfufengchengyuanjixuwanchenghunyue。
mianduiwodezhiwen,guwanjinzhuazhewodeshou,yuqishenqing:
“acheng,wobuganxin,wojiajitajiushiweilebaofutadangnianpaoqiwo,niyaoxiangxin,wozhiaini。”
kezaidamaoxianyouxizhong,nazheguowangpaidefengchengyuan,quezhizhewo:
“shenglincheng,zaichangdenvshenglinixuanyige,jiewenyifenzhong。”
woqiujiudemuguangtouxiangguwan。
她却扭过头:
“biekanwoa,wokeshiayuandezhuanshu。”
1
我尴尬地站在场上。
pangbiandejigenvshengluchuyeyudemuguang,qizhongyigegengshidashengdiaoxiao。
“shenglincheng,wokeyipeiheni,fanzhengnizhangdeshuai,woyebuchikui。”
fengchengyuanlouzheguwandejian。
“shenglincheng,nikebiewanbuqi,shizaibuxingnihejiurenfaba。”
guwankaozaifengchengyuanhuaili,muguangdandansaoguowo。
suiranzhishiyiyan,danzheigeshijieshang,meiyourenbiwogenglejieguwan。
woduanqizhuozishangdeliejiu,yiyinerjin。
“shenglincheng,nifenglema?nizhongdujiujingguominniwangle?”
zaichangdoushiyigequanzideren,duiwodeqingkuanghenlejie。
conghoulongdaoweili,**laditeng。
“wanwan,ninengsongwohuijiaheyaoma?”
jirantabuyuanyidangzhefengchengyuandemianhewojiewen,youbuxiwangwohebiedenvshengjiechu,neihewoyiqilikaizongkeyiba。
changshangzhiyoutayinweihaichizhezhongyaobunenghejiu。
她开车送我很合理。
“wanwan,wohaimeiwangouni。”
fengchengyuanniezheguwandeshou,siyousajiaodeyiwei。
buzhidaozaichangderen,sheixianqiletou。
“zhenqinglvgenghaoke,buruxiaoguzonghechengyuangelaigeyifenzhongfashirewen。”
场上人都在起哄。
再没人注意我。
wodelianyijingfanqilebuzhengchangdehongyun,sangzikaishifayang。
lianggeshentichanzaiyiqi,changshangrenkaishishumiao。
“58、59、58、57、56......”
guwanwendehenwangwo,congwodejiaodukeyikandao,tabizheyanjing,jiemaozhandong。
tadeerkuoweiweifahong,zheishitadongqingdebiaozhi。
tamenhuoxukeyiwendaodilaotianhuang,danwojianchibuzhule。
wotuikailebieshudemen,jijiangkuachuqushi,huitoukanjianguwanlikailefengchengyuandeshuangchun,dengguangxia,tamenzuijiaotoumingdesixiangewaiyini。
huoxushiguomindeyuanyin,woxiongkoumen,shangbulaiqier。
chulemenfengyichui,shenshangdepifukaishifayang,wobugannao,nachushoujijiaoche。
danshinanshanbieshu,taipianpi,bingmeiyouchejiedan。
dengleshilaifenzhong,zhongyuyousijiyuanyilai,kebudaoyifenzhong,tayouquxiaoledingdan。
zheiyikexinshangdequruquanmianbaofa,weishenmejilewoxiwang,youfanhui?
wangyuechesijishizheiyang,guwanyeshizheiyang。
wohongleyan,dunxialaibaozhezijidejianbang。
woxiangzheiyikewodeyangziyidinggewaikexiao,yibianliuleiyibianhunshennao,xiangyizhihuajidehouzi。
huranqianmianyouchedengzhaosheguolai,yuanguangdengcidewozhengbukaiyan。
dengwonengkanqingchushi,cheyijingkaidaolewodeshenbian。
jiashishizouchuyigenvren,chuanzheyishenxiuxiandeyundongyi,zhanzaiwoshenbianshi,wocaikanqingtadewuguan。
“shenglincheng,nizenmegaochenglezheifuguiyangzi?”
我声音沙哑。
“xiaogu,wohoutoushuizhong,niyaoshizaibusongwohuijiachiyao,wojiuyaosile。”
2
guyirongkaizheche,yilukuangbiao,wojinzhangdilazhemenshangdefushou。
“xiaogu,yishibanhuierdaoyesibule。”
guyirongshiguwandexiaogu。
“fangxin,wobushiguwanneigemeiyongdeyatou。”
buzhidaoweishenme,ganjueguyirongshengyindaizhebiyiyunuqi。
“niguominchengzheiyang,tazaiganshenme,zenmebusongniquyiyuan?”
我心头一阵苦涩。
“tameiyouyiwusuishidouzhaoguwo。”
“neinijiuyouyiwu,zaitaduantuideshihousihouta?”
wodizhetou,chenmobuyu。
我和顾晚一起长大。
zhishigaozhongshi,wofuqintouzishibai,mamahetalihun,gentadeduijiajiehun。
babajieshoubuledaji,bawotuofujilezhiyou,tiaolelou。
zheigezhiyoujiushiguwandefuqin,suoyigaozhongyiqianwoshiguwandezhuma,gaozhongyihouwoshijizhutajiadeguer。
guwanchehuohou,gutouzhanghao,queshizhongmeiyoubanfazhanqilai。
gushushudaizhetakanleguoneiwaidezhuanjia,zhenduanjieguodoushishenjingsunshang,cishengdoumeiyouxiwangzaizhanqilaile。
gushushushunjiancanglaoleshisui,guwancongtianzijiaonv,bianchenglebaozaodecanfei。
tawuchabiedizenghenzhemeiyigejiejintaderen,baokuotadefuqin。
gushushuwunaizhixia,fangqileguwan,zhaohuilezaiquanqiulvyoudemeimeiguyirong,bagushijiaojileta。
guwanzhidaozijibeifangqi,gengkuangzaole,zhiyouwobugutaedudezhoumahesida,kaojinta,yongbaota。
“napaquanshijiedoufangqini,woyehuishouzainishenbian。”
wofangqilejijiangnadaodeguoneidingjiandaxuedebiyezhenghexueweizheng,daizhetazhudaolesijiruchundenancheng。
zhaoguletaliangnian,taquanyuhou,lazhewodeshou,zhanzailegushushuhexiaogudemianqian。
“wonenggouzhongsheng,doushiyinweishenglincheng,woyaohetayongyuanzaiyiqi。”
gubofulaoleizongheng,xiaoguzhishidandandishuo。
“记住你说的话。”
guwanzaicijinrugushijituan,youyicichenglewanzhongzhumudeguda**,cengjingxianqideyuanlitadeneixieren,youjiangtapengshangleyunduan。
liancengjingrujiaosiqideyouzaitaduantuituichujituanhou,jiechuhunyuedeweihunfufengchengyuanyetieleshanglai。
fengchengyuanbuguoshiwenletayiju。
“wanwan,nibushishuohuiyongyuanaiwoyigerenma?”
guwanjiusongkailewodeshou,dangzhewodemianxiaoxinyiyidiqianqifengchengyuandeshou。
“wocongmeiyouxiangguoshiyan。”
fengchengyuanhuiwozhuta,liangrenshizhijinkou,ertaneishuangyanjingtiaoxindiwangzhebuyuanchudewo。
huidaojiawurenzhishi,guwanyoupujinwodehuaili。
“acheng,wobuganxin,wozhishiweilebaofuta,wozhiaini。”
tayishuangtaohuayanli,youyiwangnengnisiwodeshenqing。
woailetashinian,xiguanlezaitashenbian,xiguanlezunzhongtadexiangfa,napawoyejuedeweiqu。
guyirongbingmeiyoubawosonghuijia,ershizhijiedaidaoleyiyuan。
yishengdiyishijianjiwoshushanglehuanjieguomindeyaowu。
“zheimeyanzhongdejiujingguomin,haiganheliejiu,shibuyaominglema?zaiwanlaiyihuidougaizhixile,shixianwomentaipingjiantaikongma?”
guyirongzhanzaiyipang,kanwozhongdegenzhutouyiyangdelian,beiyishengxundehenbudesuojinbeizili,lianshangxiemanlelianggezi。
“活该。”
“nizuoweijiashu,yebuguanzhediannilaogong,haizhanzaizheiliganshenme,haibuqunayaoqu。”
guoran,zhiyebandeyisheng,yudaojizhendebingren,liqibiguidouzhong。
kanzhepingshiguaodeguyirongbiequdeyangzi,woxintoudeyujiezhiqihaoxiangsanlebushao。
3
diertianxinglai,shouzaiwochuangbiandeshiyiliankuijiudeguwan。
“acheng,nixingle?wozuotiandanxinnizhuichuqudeshihou,yijingbujiannidezongyingle,nilaiyiyuanle,zenmebujiwodadianhuashuoyisheng,nizhidaowoduoxinjima?”
takaojin,fumowodelianjia。
“haihao,nimeishenmeshier,yihoubuyaozaishuapiqile,guai。”
kanzhetabozishangdewenhen,tingzhetazebeideyuqi,wojuedemosheng。
wocuozainalile?cuozaimeiyourenzheguominzhixi,kantamenlasijiewenma?
“我算什么?”
woshengyinshaya,tahaoxiangmeiyoutingqing。
“shenme?”tayanshenhuangluan,“nishuokelema?”
tabeizhewoqunashuibeidaoshui,shenxingqizhang,tadetuichedihaole,kewozenmerucihuainiantazuozailunyishangderizini?
guwanhaimeiyoubashuibeidijiwo,bingfangdemenjiubeituikai。
“shenglincheng,nizhendeguomindaozhuyuana,rangwokankanjiujingguominshishenmeyangzi。”
fengchengyuanjinlaijiuxiandehenxingfen,takanzhewodelian,xiaodegewaisiyi。
“womenchulemingdedashuaige,zheiyetaihaoxiaole,lianzhongdeyanjingdoushengtiaofengle。”
tanachushouji,duiwoyizhenkaca。
“wopaixialai,fagepengyouquan,kendinghenduorendianzan。”
wochengzheifuyangzi,jiushibaitasuoci,tahailaixiuruwo。
yishunjian,yiguqichongshangwodetouding,wonaguoguwanshoulideshuibeichaofengchengyuanzaleguoqu。
beigaizimeiyougaijin,beizizadaofengchengyuanshi,shuisazailetadepifushang。
他惊呼着跳了起来。
“啊,好疼。”
guwanyigejianbuguoqu,lazhefengchengyuanjinweishengjian,dakaileshuilongtou。
“shenglinchengtaxiangyongkaishuihuiwoderong,taiedule。”
weishengjianchuanchulefengchengyuankongsudeshengyin。
“wanwan,wozhishihetakaiwanxiao,tazenmezheimeduiwo,shibushijiduwomenxiangaicaizheiyang。”
“tajiushiwojiayangdadeguer,youshenmezigeaiwo。”
guwandeshengyinyadehendi,danshuishengyiranmeiyouyazhutadeshengyin。
shifenzhonghou,guwannuqichongchongdilazhefengchengyuanchulai。
“道歉。”
guwanlianseyinchen,shengyinbingleng。
ercishiwomannaozidoushitaganggangdeneijuhua。
woyoushenmezigeaita?wohuranjuedezijihenkexiao。
zicongmeiyoulejia,woyeshiquleaitadezige,neizheixienianwobulibuqidepeibansuanshenme?
he,wozhidaole,suanjizhutajiayinggaifudefangzuba。
wodexueye,woshiniandeaiyi,liangnianyibujiedaidezhaogu,zheifangzuzhenguia。
“nitingdaowodehualema?”
tataiqishouyishuai,shuaidaolewodeshuyeguan。
woshoubeiyizhencitong,shuyezhenbeiqianchedao。
“daoqian,nilonglema?”
tayongliniezhuwodeshou,zhenghaoniezaipaozhendedifang。
haoteng,wodaoxiyikouliangqi。
“nizhuangshenme,nandaobikaishuitanghaiteng?”
冯城垣抱怨道。
guwanshouxiagengyongli,woganjueneigenzaixueguanlidezhenkenengyaocipowodexueguan。
wotengdeetoushenchuyicenghan,xinlidetengbishoushanggengshen。
worenzhetong,taitoukanguwan。
“worangnizhanqilai,jiushiweilerangniqifuwoma?”
我一字一顿地问她。
tadeliansebiandejiweinankan,songkailewodeshou。
“wojiuzhidao,nizhaoguwojiushixiangdedaowodekuiqian,zhanzaidaodegaodianshangrangwoyangshini。”
takanxiangwo,muguangzhongmeiyouwangxideyilai,zhiyoubiyi。
“就像现在这样。”
zheiyishunjian,wotengdeyoukuyouxiao。
guwan,woshenglinchengjiuzheimebeiliema?
kanzhetaniuqudelianpang,bushiwobeilie,ershiwodeaitaibeilie。
neiwobuainile,xingbuxing。
4
zheichangnaojushihushijinlaihoujieshude。
“zheizhazhendeshouzenmechengzheiyangle?nidexueguantainanzhale,bushirangnihaohaoweihushuyezhendema?”
护士惊呼。
guwandemuguangyeluodaolewocanburendudeshoushang。
“meiguanxi,huangeshouzhaba,fanzhengzhazhenwoyexiguanle。”
wobuguoshisuikouyiju,buzhidaozenmeyourenuleguwan。
“shenglincheng,nishizaitixingwo,nicengjingweiwofuchuleduoshaoma?”
yuanlaitameiyouwangji,woweitafuchuleduoshao。
zaisuoyourendoufangqiletadeshuangtuishi,woshizhongmeiyoufangqi,zuihouzainanchengzhaodaoleyiweilaozhongyi。
laoxianshenggetianweitazhenjiu,yigeyuehoutashuangtuiyouledianzhijuedeshihou,laoxianshengdehaiziyaojietaquguowai。
wulunwomenchuduogaodejiaqian,tadehaizidoubuxiwangtafuqinyiyangtiannianshi,zaiweibinghuanlaoshen。
woguizailaoxianshenghetaerzimianqiankukuaiqiu,zuizhonglaoxianshengtongyijiangzhenjiushoufajiaojiwo,yihouyouwoweiguwanxiazhen。
wozaizhenjiuxueweirentimoxingshangkukulianxi,haishibufangxin,jiuzaizijishenshangxiazhen。
guwankanjianwobumanzhenyandeshuangtui,shuangyanfahong。
“acheng,woyihouzaiyebuhuirangnitongle。”
rujinbuguoguoqubannianeryi,tazhanqilaihouzaicichengweitianzhijiaonv,zhanzaiwanrenzhongyang,jiuwanglezijishuoguodehua。
neixiecengrangtagandongluoleidejudong,yebianchenglewoteyishien,zhiweilaishangtadeshouduan。
“nibuyongdaifengchengyuanqupifukekankanma?”
woxiwangtacongwoyanqianxiaoshi,buzaihutahuibuhuirenweiwoshizaitiaoxinta。
shiniandeganqing,wonulile,dedaoguo,youshiqule。
wotangzaibingchuangshang,bishangyan,yanleishunzheyanjiaoliutang,dashilezhentou。
wodasuanconggujiabieshubanchulai。
zaiyiyuandailesantian,guwanzaimeilaiguo,daoshiguyirongmeitiandouhuilaikankanwodeqingkuang。
zhenshiyigehaoxiaogu,kexibushiwodeqinxiaogu。
zaiyiyuanwojiuzaishoujiruanjiankanfangzi,wojizijizanshizuleyigexiaogongyu。
chuyuanhuidaojia,wokaishishoushidongxi。
shouji**xiangqishi,wozhengbaneiyitaozhenjiudeyinzhenrengjinlajitong。
“acheng,wozaihuangchaohuisuo,nibawofangjianchuangtoudezhidaijiwosongguolai。”
我本来想说没空。
zhuannianyixiang,woshiyinggaiheguwandangmiandaogebiede。
womeiduoxiangchuanshangwaitao,linzhetachuangtoudezhidaishanglechuzuche。
dakaibaojianmenshi,limianwuyanzhangqi,changshangsuoyourenkandaowo,doubaofachuxiaosheng。
“chengyuangeshuodebucuo,shenglinchengzhenshitiandehaowuxiaxian,dabanyeyeyuanyijiguda**songtaozi。”
guwanyonglandizuozaipishafashang,fengchengyuanzuijiaodaizhejixiao。
“shenglincheng,xinkunipaoyitang,zhuyaowanwanzhixihuanzheigepaizidexiaoyusan,waimianmaibudaode。”
changshangsuoyourendemuguangdoujizhongzaiwoshenshang,youtongqing,youchaoxiao,youbishi。
wozhendebumingbai,guwanzenmebianchenglezheiyang。
tamingmingshuohefengchengyuanzaiyiqi,zhishiweilebaofutacengjingdepaoqi。
kedaotoulai,tashanghaideduixiangzenmebianchengleyizhiyilaiduitabulibuqidewoni?
wozhanzaixuannaodehuanjingli,haoxiangyishunjiansuoyoudeshengyindoubeipingbidiaole,zhiyoufengchengyuanheguwandediyujinrudaolewodeermoli。
“wanwan,nikanshenglinchengxiangbuxiangyigexiaochou?”
wodingzhetamen,yibubuzouguoqu。
“guwan,zhunimenyiyebaci,wandejinxing。”
我把袋子扔给她。
“wohuiconggujiabanchuqu,yihouzheizhongsongtaodehuobiezhaowole。”
shuowan,wozhuanshenchaobaojianmenzouqu。
wogangzouchubaoxiang,gebojiubeiguwanlazhule。
“buguojiushirangnisonggetao,nishuashenmepiqi。”
woyigezidoubuxianghetaduoshuo,nulixiangchouchugebo,dantaniedetaijinle。
jiuzaiwoxiangyonglingyizhishoujitayibazhangshi,shenhouxiangqiyidaonvsheng。
“阿骋,过来。”
青梅已死,爱已两空