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”woguyiba“pengyou”lianggezishuodezhonglexie，xiwangnengxuanshimouzhong**，
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”taguyijiazhongle“taduiwokezhenhao”jigezi，yanshenxiangdaoziyiyangsaoguowo，chongmanletiaoxin。
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wobianzirandijiangwodepingbanjiejita，fangbiantachaziliao。tajingranganzheiyangxuanyaoshuyuwodedongxi！
womengdichongguoqu，yibaduoguopingban，shengyinyinfennuerzhandou：“fangjiajia，zheishiwodepingban！
shangmianyouwodejiamiwenjian，nizheiyangsuibiannachulaijibierenkan，butaihaoba？kuangqie，
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youkanlekanshenyan，jimangjieshi：“wo……wojiushixiangbangshenyantongxuechageziliao，meizhuyidaoshilinantongxuede。
”tashuozhe，haikeyiwanghoutuileyibu，fangfobeiwodejidonghedao，shenxingyihuang，jingxianxiediedao。
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wodehaoyouchengxichongguolailazhuwo，dishengshuo：“linan，biegentajijiao，buzhide。
”shenyandemuguangzaiwohefangjiajiazhijianlaihui，tasihuxiangshuoshenme，zuizhongquezhishitanlekouqi，
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duoleyizhongtakanbudongdeshuli，jiuxiangwomenzaiyejibuqidexiandingkapai，zhongjiankongleyikuai，
zenmeyebubushangle。neitianfangxuehou，shenyanzhaochangjiwofaxiaoxi，wenwojintianzenmemeidengta。
wokanzhepingmushangtayirujiwangdeyuqi，xinlifanzhekuse。tahaishimeiwanquandong。
danwobuhuizaixiangyiqianneiyangbeidongdidengdaita“xingwu”le。wozhihuifuleyiju：“youdianbushufu，
xianhuilaile。”shenyanhenkuaihuiguolai：“zenmele？shibushixuexitaileile？yaobuyaoxiuxiyixia？……linan，
nishibushiyinweifangjiajiadeshishengqile？tashibushishuoleshenmebugaishuodehua？”wokanzhetadexiaoxi，
xintouyizhen。tajingranzhudongtidaolefangjiajia！zheizhengming，tabushiwanquande“xia”。takaishichajuele。
womeiyouzhijiehuida，ershihuifu：“nijuedeni？”shenyandehuifuchiyilehenjiu：“wo……wobuzhidao。
tazhishizaixuexishangyouxiedifangbudong，wozhishibangta……woyiweinibuhuijieyi。”“niyiwei？
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xiwangneitianbuhuitaiwan。wandao，wozaiye，zaiyebuxianghuitoule。”neiniandexiatian，yigemenredeyuye，
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jiuzaizheishi，menwaichuanlaiyizhenjicudeqiaomensheng，shenyantaxunzhewodehuhuan，moheilaidaowojia。
jiezhechuangwaishandianhuaguotianji，duanzanerweiruodeguangliang，wokandaotashiluludetoufatiezaiejiao，
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zaileiyushenghexintiaoshengdejiaozhizhong，shijiezhishengxiawomen。heianfangdaleganguan，tadeqixi，tadewendu，
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chongpolewomenzhangjiuyilaiweichide“chunjie”youyidebianjie。kongqizhongmimanzhechaoshiheyisinanyiyanyudeaimei。
wenhenqing，quexiangyidaoshandian，pikailewomenzhijianwuxingdeqiang。neiyike，wobennengdihuiyingzhe，
xindishenchuyongqiyisisuansedetian，gengduodequeshimangranhebuqueding。shenyanzaiwoerbiandishengshuo：“biepa，
youwozai。”tadeshengyindaizheanfu，yedaizheyisizhandou，xiangshichengnuo，youxiangshimouzhongtaobi。diertianqingchen，
yangguangchuantouchuanglian，ciyandizhaolianglefangjian。zuoyedeyiqiefangfoshiyichangmeng，zhiliuxiawomenliangrenzhijian，
neifenzaiyewufahuidaoguoqudechenzhonghegehe。womenbuyueertongdixuanzeleduizheijianshijuekoubuti。
zheimimixiangyikuaiguntangdeluotie，zhuoshaozhewo，yezhuoshaozhewomenzhijianbengaichuncuideguanxi。tarangwogengjiaquexin，
shenyanbingbuxiangwoxiangxiangzhongneimedongwo，tazhishiyigetongyangduiyiqiedougandaomangran，