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diyizhangwuyelaidianwoshizailingchensandianjiedaoneigemoshenghaomade。pingmuzaiheianzhongliangdeciyan，
lanbaisedelaidianxianshirulengshuijiaozaixintou。wozhengzuozaiyangtaishang，pizheshuiyi，jiaoxiashibanbeiyijinglengtoudejiu。
dianhuaxianglehenjiu，womeiyoujie。zhidaotaanjing，youxiangqi，xiangyizhizhiaodeshou，paidazhewoweiyidepingjing。
wojiele。duimianderenchenmoleyimiao，shuo：“linzhiyunvshi，womenyuedingguodexiangmu，gaikaishile。
”tashengyindiya，youzhongkezhidaojizhidelimao，jiuxianggezhebolibeidaojiu，beizikuaimanle，quemeiyi。
worendezheigeshengyin。zhunquedishuo，wocengzaiyoujianlikanguozheigemingzi，
zaiwoyiweizaojiubeiquxiaodehezuojihuazhong：yifengaoduanxinlifangtanleishipindewenancehua，
duifangchuzifangshimoujiayinmidesirenyiliaotouzigongsi，nanzhuliyingshichuzirenzhiyi。
dansangeyueqianxiangmubeijiaoting，woyedangshixianrulegaoyuejiufenyujingjibengkuidenitan，zaimeiguanzhuguota。
“duibuqi，”wozuozhishenti，shiturangsangzitingqilaixiangbaitianneiyangzhending，
“wojideneifenhezuoyijingquxiaole。”“womenzhongxinqidongleta，”tadunledun，“erni，
shiweiyinengxiezheigederen。”womeiyoulikeshuohua。yangtaishanghenleng，wodejiubeishangyouyicengbowu。
taxiangzhidaowozaiyouyu，buleyiju：“lin**，nixianzaimeidexuan。”tashuodebingbuzhong，
danwoxinkouxiangbeizhenjianqingqingzhaleyixia。……diertianxiawu，wohaishiquletamenzhidingdehuimiandidian。
yijiagaojixieziloudedingceng，jiedaitaihoufangmeiyougongsilogo，zhengcenglouchenjingdexiangtushuguan。
wobeidairuhuiyishi，mianduizuozaizhangzhuolingyiduandenanren。tabiwoxiangxiangdegenglengjing。heisexizhuang，meiyoulingdai，
xiujiandejiqiganjingdezhijiekouzaiyiqi。tayanshenhendan，muguangcongwojinmenkaishibianmeiyouyikai，
danyemeiyouzhenzhengzhushideyiwei，gengxiangshijingzhundibiaojilewosuoyouruodian。“linzhiyu。
”taxiangshizaijujiaozheisangezi，yuqijihumeiyoubodong，“womenjianmianle。”womeiyouxiao。“shenxiansheng。
”taqingqinghanshou，neiyixiajiweikezhi，xiangshixingweizhuyijiaocailidebiaozhundongzuo。huiyikaishidefeichangkuai，
tayongjijiandehuajiaodailejihua：zheigemingwei《ziyu》dexinlifangtanxilieshipinjiangyizhenshianligaibian，
meiyijidouweiraomouzhongqingxuzhangaizhankai，erwo，jiangzuoweineirongzhuzhuan，
bixuyuqihexinfangtanduixiang“shendujiechu”yitiqugushizhenshigan。“nixiwangwohesheijiechu？”wozhoumei。
tameiyouzhijiehuida，zhishidianledianzhuoshangdeyifendangan。wofankai，
diyiyexiezhe：fangtanduixiangdiyiren：shensiyan。wotaitou，tazhengzhushizhewo，yanshenjingershen，
xiangshiyikoushuijing，yingchuyese，quemeiyouyisiguangliang。“ni？”wojihushituokouerchu。“shi。
”tadadepingjing，“wohuizuoweidiyiweifangtanduixiang，zaijiexialaideshiwutianliyunigongchu，
wanchengzhenggeneirongchugao。”woxinligedengyixia。tazaojiushexiazheiyiqie。tabushilinshiyaowo，
ershibuleyigeju，yigezhinengyouwolaiwanchengdeju。“shenxiansheng，”wodingzhetadeyanjing，
“ninweishenme……xuanwo？”tahuranzhanqishen，zoudaowomianqian，zaiwohaowufangbeideshike，
yadishengyindao：“yinweinishinianqianxieguodeneifeng**，jieweixiezhe——‘wobuxuyaosuoyourenlijiewo，
zhixiwang，youyigeren，nengkanjianwo。’”wojiangzaiyuandi。neifengxin，congweigongkai。tazenmezhidao？
“ni——”“lin**。”tahuranyongyizhongjinhuwenhedekouwenshuo，“shiwutianhenduan。woxiwangnikanzhewo，
bawoxiexialai。danzaicizhiqian，woyaoxiankanqingni。”wohuranjuedekongqibugouyong。huiyishidechuanghujinbi，
yangguangdazaitaheisexizhuangdebianyuan，wokandaozijizaitayanzhongdaoying——mohu、boruo、bukan。“hezuokaishi。
”tashuo。ranhou，zhuanshenlikai。wozuozaiyuandi，binglengcongjizhuiwangshangcuan，toupiyizhenfama。
womenzhendeyaokaishilema？haishishuo，zheigenbenbushiyichanghezuo，ershiyichang……zaoyishedinghaode，
shuangxiangshenpan。dierzhangchujianshensiyandiertianzaoshang，woxingdebinaozhongzao，wudiansishi。fangjianhenjing，
tianhaimeiliang，chuanglianfenglitoujinyisibusuanmingliangdelan。**zhechuangzuoleshijifenzhong，caimanmanqingxingguolai，
houlonggandelihai，zuowanyinggaimeiguankongdiao。wozoujinchufang，zhulebeiheikafei，
zhuoredeyetishunzheshidaoliuxiaqu，weihaishikongzhede，quehuranmeishenmeshiyu。
zhuoshangfangzhezuotiannahuilaideziliao，wofankailaikan。shensiyandedanganshiheibaidayinde，meiyoucaiye，
meiyoufutu，yemeiyourenheduoyubiaozhu。tadelvliganjingdexiangyizhangbaizhi，queyoulengyingdexiangjinshu。
wozhidaozheizhongren。tamenbuxuyaorangbierenlijie，tamenzhixuyaodachengmude。jiudianzheng，
woanzhaoyoujianshangdedizhi，zhunshichuxianzai“jiechudian”——yijiaxinlijiankangjigouxiashude“tiyansuo”，
waibudengjixinxizhixianshiwei“chengshiqingxuzhichijihua”。qiantaizhidaowoshishei，dilaiyifenxieyirangwoqianming。
wofanleyiyan，shibiaozhunbaomixieyi，qizhongyitiaoxiedegewaiqingchu：“jiechuduixiangweiminganleixingfangtanren，
guochengjiangwanquanfengbi，fangtanrenxuyiziranzhuangtaijinxingguanchajipeiban，budetiqianzhixiaobeijingziliao。
”woxiaolexiao，qianxiazijidemingzi。dengwobeidaijinqu，shensiyanyijingzaile。
neishiyijianmonishijiatinghuanjingkongjian，qijushi、chufang、woshiyiyingjuquan，dansuoyouqiangtidoushibaisede，
chuanghuyeshijiade，guangxiancongsizhoudaxialai，haowuzirangan，xiangzaijuchangzhongyang。wotuimenjinqu，
tazhengzuozaishafashangkanwenjian，yishenjiajufu，huisede，yibaizhengqi，xiangtiqianyuyanguodejuben。
“nichidaolewufenzhong。”tatouyemeitai。“ditielinshitingyun。”womeisahuang。tataiqiyan，
zhongyukanlewoyiyan，neizhongyanshenxiangxguangpian，chuanguonidegujia，kanbuchuqingxu，zhiliuxiapanduan。
“nikeyikaishiguanchale。”tashuo。“nizheishizaipeihewo，haishizaishenchawo？”tazhanqishen，
zoudaowomianqian，henjin，muguangmeiyouduoshan：“zheibushinidejuben。woxiwangnijizhu，
womendejiaoseshiduidengde。”womeituihou，yemeiyingshangqu，zhishikanzheta，shuo：“neininengbunenggaosuwo，
nidaodixiangrangwoxiechushenme？”shensiyankanzhewo，huranxiaole，xiaoyimeiyoumanyandaoyandi。
tadishengshuo：“woxiangzhidao，yigerenbeikanjianzhihou，huibuhuibiandebuyiyang。
”“nizhiqianmeiyoubeikanjianguoma？”tameiyouhuida，zhishicongzhuoshangnaqiyizhangbianqianzhi，
zaishangmianxiexiajigezi，ranhoudijiwo。woditoukan，shangmianxiezhe：“linzhiyushizenyangderen？”wotaiqitou，
tayijingzhuanshenlikai，jinlelingyijianfang，menqingqingguanshangle。wonazheneizhangzhizhanzaiyuandi，shouzhiweiweifadou。
wobuquedingzheisuanbusuankaishi，danwozhidao，congxianzaiqi，womenjinruleyizhongbushuyurichangshenghuodeguanxi。
……zhongwushierdian，womenzai“chufang”kongjianchilediyidunfan。fanshipeisongde，henputongdejiachangcai。
shensiyandongzuoganjing，chifanhenanjing，yijuhuabushuo。woyebuxiangshuohua。danqifenguoyuanjingle，
anjingdewoshenzhinengtingdaozijijujiaodeshengyin。“nigongzuojinianle？”tahurankaikou。wodunledun，“qinian。
”“zhongjianyizhizuowenan？”“xiezazhizhuanlan、jiexiangmu、ziyouxiegao，yezuoguodaibi。”wofangxiakuaizi，
“nixiangzhidaoshenme？”tameiyouzhengmianhuida，zhishidandandao：“niyinggaishixiguanguanchabierende。
”“neishiwodezhiye。”“niyehenshanzhangbubeibierenguancha。”womeihuiying。guoleyihuier，
wowenta：“nizhendexuyaoxinlifangtan？”tadiandiantou，“woxuyaoyifenwanzhengdechengxian。”“chengxianshenme？
”“wo。”tashuo，“zaiwochengweibierendingyidewozhiqian。”woyishunjianbeizheijuhuazazhong。……bangwanwudian，
womenjieshulediyitiandejiechu。zhenggeliuchengbeiluxiang、jilu，wozhidao，danwobuzaiyizheixie，
wozhizaiyitaneizhongmuguang。tabuxiangshizaipeihewo，gengxiangshizaiceshiwo。wolikai“tiyansuo”deshihou，
tianzhengxiayu。dimianyouxieshihua，wochengsanzouchudamen，menkouyiliangheisechezitingzhe，chechuangjiangxialai，
luchuyigewoyixiangbudaodelian。shichengjiayu。shensiyandedidi。“shangche。”tashuo。woyouyuleyixia，
haishizuolejinqu。“nizhidaonizaiganshenmema？”tawenwo。“nishishuoxianzai，haishizheixienian？”tameixiao，
“wozhidaonishigecongmingren，dancongmingrenyoushihouyerongyibeikunzhu。”“shenmeyisi？
”“shensiyanbushininengxiedeticai。”wokanzheta，“nimenxiongdiganqingbuhao？”tayaotou，
“womencongbutanganqing。”“neiniweishenmelaizhaowo？”chengjiayukanzheqianfang，shuo：“yinweinishiweiyiyige，
tayuanyibei‘kanjian’deren。”chechuangwaiyuxiadale，wohuranfenbuqing，shisheixianbawojuanjinlezheigexuanwo。
danwozhidao，woyijingmeifachoushen。erzheigenanren，tayaodeconglaibuzhishi“chengxian”。
tayaowo——chengweitashengmingzhongweiyidejianzhengren。napazheiguocheng，huichedisiliewoziji。
disanzhangxinliduichong“nijieyiwochouyanma？”disantianzaoshang，shensiyankaikouwenwozheijuhuashi，
womengangzuozaineijianmonikongjiandeketingli，toudingshihengdingderiguangdengguangyuan，kongqilimeiyoufeng。woyaotou。
tadianlediantou，congshafacebianchoutilinachuyanhehehuoji。neiyishunjianwozhuyidaotashouzhigujiefanbai，
dianhuodedongzuohenman，xiangzaikezhishenme。huoyanyingzaitayanli，yanranqilai，wuqiyiquanyiquandisankai。
tabukanwo，zhishuoleju：“nikeyikaishiwenle。”wodakaijiluben，fandaodiyiye，bitingzaizhishang，
meiyouluoxia。“woxiangzhidaonixiaoshihoudiyiciku，shiyinweishenme。”tahenanjing，xiangmeitingjian。
wodenglewumiao，youwenleyibian。zheicitazhuanguolian，manmantuchuyikouyan，shuo：“wobujide。
”“bushibujide，”woshuo，“nibuyuanyiji。”takanzhewo，yanshendanxialai，
youzhongbuxieyufengcijiaozhidepingjing：“nijuedexinlifangtanjiushiyaowofanlanwodeshangba，ranhounicainengxiabi？
”womeijiehua。yinweitashuoduile。“neinixieguozijima？”tahuranfanwen。woyishunjianyouxieyazhu。
“woxieguobierenyanzhongdewo。”woshuo。“neibusuan。”taqingqingyixiao，bayantouanmiezaiyanhuigangli，
“nixiangxiewozhiqian，zuihaoxianzhidaonishishei。”……zhongwuchifandeshihou，womenzhijiandehuagengshaole。
canshihuanchenglehefan，caishiyijiuputong。taxiguanbameiyangcaifenkaichi，fanzuihouchi，xiangyouyishigan。
wochidehenman。zuotiandebianqianzhihaizaiwokoudaili，neiju“linzhiyushizenyangderen”，xiangyidaomeifajiedeti，
yizhiyazaiwoxinkou。fanhouwomengezizuohuiyuanwei，kongqixiangkazaileyizhongwufatuijindeanjingzhong。
zhidaoxiawusandian，taturanshuo：“womenhuangefangshi。”wotaitoukanta。
“nilaiwenwomeiyigenibuyuanbeiwendewenti。”tashuo，“ranhouxiexianizijihuizenmeda，zairangwohuida。
”“nizheishixinliduichongma？”tameiyoufanbo，zhishikanzhewo：“nishuoninengkanjianren，
neinixiandekanjianniziji。”wodixiatou，fandaokongbaiye。“nixiangxinrenshikeyigaibiandema？”woxie。
“wobuxiangxin。”woda。“weishenme？”“yinweidabufenrenzhishixuehuilegenghaodiyinzang。
”takanzhewodezi，huranqingqingdixiaole。“lundaowole，”tashuo，“woxiangxin。”wozhoumei。
“yinweiwojiushi。”tashuowanzheijuhua，bishangyan，xiangduandianleyiyangchenjingxialai。wohuranyishidao，
tayezairangzijibeiwojilu。dantadefangfa，shirangzijimanmanxiaoshidiao，ranhoukanwohuibuhuizhudonglazhuta。
……wanshangkuaiqidianshi，tiyankongjianhurantingdian。baisedengguangximiedeneiyike，wozuozaiketing，tazaichufang。
heianxiangchaoshuiyiyangguanjinmeiyigejiaoluo。woxiayishimoxiangshouji，meidian。“shensiyan？”wohan。“zai。
”tashengyinhenjin，suihoutazouleguolai，shoulinazheyizhixiaoxingdiantong。“beiyongdianlixitongganghaochuwentile，
”tadijiwodiantong，“paheima？”“xiaoshihoupa。”woshuo。tameijixuzhuiwen，zhizaiwopangbianzuoxia。
guanghuangzaitacelianshang，yingchutayanjietouxiadeyinying。“nixiaoshihoupashenme？”woshengyinhendi：“pawomasi。
”tashuobuchuhualai，zhishishouzhiqingqingpengleyixiawoshoubei。womenzhijiananjinglehenjiu。tameiyouyikai，
woyemeiyoutui。zhidaozhengcenghuifugongdian，dengguangzhongqideneiyike，wocaifajue，womenkaodetaijinle。
tazhanqishen，xiangshenmedoumeifashengguoyiyang，shuo：“jintianjiudaozhei。”ranhouzhuanshenjinlefangjian。wozuozaiyuandi，
ganjueshentidemeiyicundouzaiqingweifare。……huidaojiahou，woxizao、cagantoufa、zuozaichuangbian，
kanzheneizhangxiezhewentidezhi。chuangwaishichengshidedeng，yuanchuditieshenghongming。woyouzaixiangta。bushixiangtazheigeren，
ershixiangtade“zhuangtai”。neizhongbeikanjiandeyuwang，qishizangdejishen。tameiyoushuo，
dantayizhizaiyongxingweigaosuwo：taxiangbeilijie。erwoyemingbaileyidian：zheigexiangmubushicaifang，bushihezuo，
gengbushixinlifangtan。zheishimouzhongjixiantiaojianxiade“huxiangjiepou”。womendouzaiyong“kanjianduifang”zheijianshi，
bazijiyidaoyidaodipoukai。zhishixianzai，haimeiyouliuxueeryi。disizhangziwojiepoudisitiandetianqihenhao，
chuangwaiyangguangminghuanghuangdizhaozaimonikongjiandebaiqiangshang，xiangbeipiaobaidejuchangbujing。wozaodaolewufenzhong，
zaijinmenzhiqianteyizhanzaimenwaizhenglileyixiayifu。neishiyizhongxiayishidedongzuo，xiangyaojianmougezhongyaoderen，
danqishi，wobingbuquedingtashifouzhidewozheifenzaiyi。shensiyanzuozaicanzhuobian，zhengzaipaocha。
zheishiwomendiyicimeiyougongzuorenyuantiqianzhunbeishiwudezaoshang。tazijidongshou，bachayedaojinbolihuli，
daoshuidedongzuojiman，haoxiangduimeiyidiluoshuidoujiyounaixin。wozoujinqu，tataitoukanlewoyiyan，meishuozaoan，
zhiwen：“nichizaofanlema？”“meiyou。”tadiantou，bachahufangdaozhuoshang，younachulianggebeizi。
wozuoxiashi，tayijingbachadaohao。womenxiangyiduijiazhuangpingjingdemoshengren，
zaiwushengdehuanjingliweichiyizhongcuiruodezhixu。“zuowantingdianzhihou，niyoumeiyoushimian？”tahuranwen。
woyaotou，“xiguanle。”tameiyoujiehua，zhishiheleyikoucha，ranhoujiangmuguangtouxiangchuangbiandebaiqiang。
neilitiezheyizhangzhi，shiwozuotiansuishoujixiadewenti，bianjiaoyouxieqiaoqi。“nixiangcongwoshenshangkanjianshenme？
”tahuranzhuantoukanwo。womeilikehuida，ershifanwen：“nibujuedezheishiwodewentima？
”“woxiangzhidaodeshi，nishilaikanjianwode，haishilaizhengshizijide。”tadeshengyinmeiyouqingxubodong，
quexiangyibalengdao，**wozuiruandedifang。wochuixiayanjing，“nizongshizaiwenbierenwenti。
”“yinweiwobuquedingbierenshibushizhendezaiting。”zheihuarangwotaiqitou，hetaduishi。tayanshenhenjing，
meiyouzhiwen，meiyoutiaoxin，zhishineizhongtaokonghoudekongbai，xianghumianjiebing。wodishengshuo：“wozaiting。
”“nizaikanma？”womeishuohua。takaojinyidian，xiangshiyaobiwojichuyigedaan。
wowendaotashenshangdeweidao——bushishenmexiangshui，ershidandandezaoweiheyidianyancaowei，hunzaiyiqi，
youzhongjiqizhenshideqixi。“nikanjianwoshenmele？”tawen。“nizainulichengweibierenyaonichengweideyangzi，
quezaojiuwanglenibenlaideyangzi。”tashuobuchuhualai。zheiyikewoturanzhidaowoshuoduile。……wufanhou，
womenzaishafashanggezizuozhe。takanzheyibenshu，wokanzhediannaopingmu，shitushulichutadefangtangaojiegou。
“nishenmeshihoukaishibushuijuede？”wowen。tameitaitou，“shibasui。”“yuanyin？
”“dangshijuedeshuijueshilangfeishijian。”wotingdunleliangmiao，“xianzaihaijuedema？”“xianzaishitingbuxialaile。
”“nishiguozhiliaoma？”“shiguo。yaowu、zhengnianxunlian、tuominfangfa。doumeiyong。”“nipaichibangzhu？
”“bu。”taheshangshu，“wopaichibeijiazhuanglijie。”wobaneijuhuajilexialai。
“neinixianzaishijuedewozaijiazhuanglijieni？”tameiyoulikehuida，ershihuranxiaoleyixia，
“nihaimeilijiewo，suoyihaimeikaishijiazhuang。”zheigerenyoushihouxiangfenglidebolipian，mingmingtouming，
quezugougeshangren。……xiawusandian，womenzuolediyici“zhudongguanchalianxi”。zheishiwotichude。
yaoqiutazuoyijianzhongfuxingxingwei，youwojiluqixijiebianhuayuqingxuzhuangtai。“xuanyigenipingshijingchangzuodedongzuo。
”woshuo。tazhanqishen，zouxiangchufang，congchujulinachuyigekongbeizi，daoshui、fangzaizhuoshang，zaizouhuichufang。
lailai**zhongfusanci，zuihouyici，beizimeifangwen，qingxieleyidian，shuiyanzhebeiyanliuxialai。wokanzheta，
tameishuohua。“weishenmezuihouyicimeiyoukongzhihao？”“nizaikanwo。”“suoyi？
”“wobuzhidaogaizuodexiangpingshi，haishizuodejinikan。”neiyike，wohuranlijieleshenme。
bushisuoyourendouxiguanbeizhushi，youqishitazheizhongyizhichuyuzhukongderen。wozoudaozhuobian，
yongzhijincadiaozhuoshangdeshui。tadeshouganghaoyeshenguolai，womendeshouzhipengdaoyiqi，talengleyixia，
quemeiyoushouhui。woyemeiyou。neipiankedejingmo，birenheyijuduibaidougengrangrenhuangluan。……bangwankuaijieshushi，
shensiyanzhanzaichuangqian，huranwenwoyijuhua。“niyoumeiyouxiangguo，rendeyisheng，
qishizhiyouhenshaojicishi‘zhenshidicunzai’de？”wozhanzaitashenhou，bumingbaitaxiangbiaodashenme。
“qitashijian，womendouzaimofang，zaiyan，zaishitufuhemouzhongqidai。”“neinixianzaini？”tahuitoukanwo，
yanshenqingchedexiangshenmedoumeiyou，“xianzai，wozhengzainulicunzai。”wotingdonglezheijuhua，
quebuzhidaogaizenmehuiying。yinweiwoyezhengzainulihuozhe。danneizhonghuo，shidaizheyanshide，shixiaoxinyiyide，
shixiangpiaofudeyingziyiyangmeiyouzhongliangde。womenzhanzaiyiqi，quexianggezizouzaitongxiangziwofeixudelushang。
……wanshanglikai“tiyansuo”shi，wozaiditieshangshuadaoyitiaojiuwen。
mouzhimingsiyingxinlijigouwunianqianyin“shiyanxingfangtan”xiangmuxieluzhiduomingduixianghuanqingxuchuangshang，
fuzerenbeiyiweishenshitouzidaibiao……neiyike，wowozheshoujideshoubuzijuedishoujin。yuanlaitayeyouguoqu。
erneigeguoqu，kenengcongyikaishijiujuedingletaweishenmexuanzhongwo。wobushiweiyidecaifangduixiang。wo，
shitazheichangziwoshiyandefanzhaojing。shitazaojiumaixiade，ziyuxianjing。zhishiwohaibuzhidao，xianxiaquzhihou，
sheihuixianshoushang。diwuzhangqingxubengtadiwutian，womenzhijiandiyicizhenzhengzhengchao。
bushineizhongdaiqingxuxuanxiedechao，ershiyizhongyongchenmohezhushiduikangdejiangju。zaoshangwodaodehenzhunshi，
taquemeiyouxiangwangchangyiyangchuxianzaigonggongkongjian。wozaiqijushizuolejiangjinershifenzhong，
caikandaotacongfangjianlichulai，liansejicha，yanxiayoumingxiandeheiying。“nizuotianmeishui？”wowen。“meiyou。
”tayuqipingdan，quezangzheyisiwufayanshidefanzao。“woyiweiniyijingxiguanleshimian。
”“zheicishiyinweini。”woyileng，“wozuoleshenme？”tameiyouhuida，zhishuo：“womenjintianzanting。
”“zanting？”woxiayishizhongfuleyibian，“shenmeyisi？”“wobuxiangzaijixuzheigeshiyan。
”“zheibushishiyan。”wokanzheta，“zheishifangtan。shinizijitichudejihua。”“wogaibianzhuyile。
”tashuozheijuhuashi，meiyoukanwo。wohurangandaoxiongkouxiangbeizhongwuzaleyixia，bushiyinweixiangmudezanting，
ershiyinweitayong“wogaibianzhuyile”zheizhongyuqi，bawopaichuzailezhenggeshijianzhiwai。
“nizuowankandaoleneitiaoxinwen，duiba？”wozhishita，“nizaitaobi。”“niyiweinilejiewo？
”tazhongyutaitou，muguangfenglirudao，“niliannizijishisheidoubuqingchu。”wobeizheijuhuajizhong。
tazhidaowozaiyishenme，zhidaowohaipashenme，yezhidaowozuirongyibengkuidedian。“niyaoshibuxiangjixu，
dakeyigaosuwozhenxiang。”woshengyinlengxiaqu，“danbieyongbiandiwolaiyanshinizijidebukan。”tameiyoushuohua。
womenzhijianchenmolehenjiu，zhangdaowonengtingjianzijihuxideshengyin。ranhou，tazoule，
xiangcongwoyanqianchedichoulileyiyang。……woyigerenzai“tiyansuo”daidaobangwan。meiyourenlaidaraowo，
yemeiyourentixingwoshijian。wozuozaichuangbiandejiaboliqian，kanzheneipianyongyuanbuhuibianhuandechengshibeijingmubu，
xiangkanzheyigeyongyuanbuhuihuiyingwoderen。wonachujiluben，xiexiajintiandefangtanneirong：diwutian，
shensiyanjujuehezuo。liyoubuming。qingxuzhuangtaibodongmingxian，jufangyuxing。duiwochanshengmingxianpaichi。
jikenengchujiqixinlimangqu。xiewanzheijiju，woheshangbenzi，babiwangzhuoshangyireng。
wobumingbaiweishenmewohuiyouyizhongbeiyiqideganjue。zheibenlaizhishigongzuo，zhishihezuo。
kewoweishenmehuiyouzheizhong……xiangbeidiuxiadefennuhebeishang？……wanshang，woyigerenzouchu“tiyansuo”，
xiayishimeiyoujiaoche，ershiyanzhejiedaowangqianzou。chengshihenliang，chedeng、rensheng、yefengpumianerlai。
kewoganjuezijixiangtoumingde，chuanguosuoyouren，yebeisuoyourenchuantou。shoujizhendongleyixia。
shichengjiayufalaidexiaoxi。【nixianzaiyoukongma？】woyouyuleyixia，huile：zaifujin。tabaweizhifajiwo，
shiyijialoudingjiuba。wozoujinqudeshihou，tayijingzuozaikaochuangdeweizhi，shouliwozheyibeibaijiu，
biaoqingxiangbingkuai。“niheleduoshao？”wowen。“gangkaiyiping。”tashuo，“niyaoma？”wodiantou。
tarangfuwushengnalediergebeizi。“nigenwogechaole？”tawendezhijie。“tabuhezuole。
”“tazhishipale。”womeishuohua。“nizhidaotazuipashenmema？”tawangzhechuangwai，“bushibeijiechuan，
shibeilijie。”wozhengzhu。“tacongxiaoshenmedouzuodewanmei，danyuewanmei，
yuemeiyourenwenta‘nishibushinanguo’。zhidaoyouyitian，tazhendebengkuile，yemeiyourenjuedeneishiqingxu，
zhidangtashirenxing。”woditoukanzhebeizi，jiufanshechudengguang，xiangyipiansuiledeye。“tajuedeninengkanjianta，
”chengjiayujixushuo，“kenizuotianneizhongyuqi——xiangsuoyourenyiyang。”woturanmingbaile。
woshituyongzhiyedeshenfen，batadangchengyigeanli，quewangletashiyigeren，
yigecengbeisuoyourenwujietaiduocideren。……wohuijiadeshihou，yijingjiejinwuye。gangxiwanzao，menlingxiangle。
wodakaimen，shensiyanzhanzaimenkou，yishenheiyi，liansecangbai。“duibuqi。”tashuo。wozhanzaiyuandi，
meiyourangkai，yemeiyouguanmen。“wojintianbugaishuoneijuhua。”tachuixiayan，xiangshizaijilirenzhushenme，
“danwozhende……buzhidaozenmemianduinizuotiandebiaoqing。”woxinlixiangbeishenmehuanmandizuanleyixia。
tashizhendezaidaoqian。bushiweilexiangmu，shiweileshanghailewo。“nijinlaiba。”woqingshengshuo。tazoujinlai，
meiyouduohua，zhishizuozaishafashang，batoumaijinshouzhangzhijian，xiangyigezhongyuchengrenzijileideren。
wozuozaitapangbian，meiyoupengta，yemeiyouanwei。womenjiuneiyangzuozhe，zhengzhengshifenzhong，shenmedoubushuo。
ranhoutahurantaiqitou，kanzhewo。“nihaiyuanyixiewoma？”wodiantou。“keniyaozhidao，jiexialaideneirong，
huibiqianjitiannanhenduo。”tashuo，“wobushiyigekeyibeiqingyixiewanderen。
”“woyebushiyigekeyibeiqingyikanchuandexieshou。”taqingqingdixiaole。“neiwomenjixu。”zheiyici，
bushitayigerendejueding。yeshiwodexuanze。diliuzhangzhenxiangbijindiliutian，womeiqu“tiyansuo”。
yizaowofaleyoujian，gaosutamenwoqingjiayitian，liyoushishentibushi。shifenzhonghou，
shensiyanhuilelianggezi：“shoudao。”meiyouzhuiwen，yemeiyouwanliu。**zaishafashang，zhengzhengzuoleyishangwu。
fangjianlianjingdejihukeyitingdaoshijianliudongdeshengyin。womeiyoukaideng，yemeiyoulachuanglian，
guangxiantouguochuanglianfengxixiexiedizhaojinlai，badibanqiechengyiduanyiduandehuise。shoujijingyin，youjianjingyin，
shijieyexiangjingyin。wohurankaishihuaiyizheijitiandeyiqieshibushimouzhongcuojue。
gaijianta、bugaizuozaineigeyongbaiqianggechude“juchangkongjian”lijiazhuangwomenzhijianyouyitiaokeyitongxiangbicidelu。
wodakaidiannao，kanzhekongbaidewendang。biaotilanxiezhe：《ziyu》。womeiyouxiexiarenheyigezi。
……xiawusandian，wozhongyuchumen。womeiyoumudedidizouzhe，zuihoutingzaiditiezhanbiandeneijiaxiaokafeiguanmenkou。
neiliwomendiyicikaihuideneidongloujiuzaixieduimian。zuoxiahou，wodianleyibeimeishi，dianlirenbuduo，
jiaoluoyougenvhaizaixielunwen，yibiankuyibianxie。wokanzheta，huranyouxiexiangxiao。
renshizenmezuodaoyibianshangxinyibianyunzhuandanaode？haishishuo，daduoshushihou，
womendetongkudouzhishi“keyibeiyanchichuli”desuipian？shoujihuranzhendongleyixia。shichengjiayu。
【jintiannimeiqu，tahenanjing。yizhizuozaishafashang。meishuohua，yemeikanshouji。
】wodingzheneijuhuakanlehenjiu。ranhoudaleyitongdianhua。dianhuameiyoujietong。woyoudaleyici，
yijiumeiyourenjie。wokaishiyoudianfanzao。tabushineizhonghuijujiedianhuaderen。
tashenzhidui“huiying”zheijianshiyouyizhongjiduandezerengan——fangfozhiyouhuiying，cainengzhengmingtahaizaikongzhizhizhong。